What you DIDN'T KNOW | SPEAKING MY TRUTH! Part 1
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- What you DIDN'T KNOW | SPEAKING MY TRUTH! Part 1
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Speaking about your pain is healing to you, and those going through the same hell. ❤️
I already told my family that if my cancer comes back I will not treat it again. After losing my son I am more ready to go then ever.
@@jenb9274 I understand.
I so understand!!! I have lost my son and my husband and I am so ready to go be w/them and my God!!!!
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Cancer is so cruel. Insurance companies are also cruel.
Yes they are
Addiction is cruel also.
Denying a suffering human of the very thing that relieves the suffering is the most cruel thing imaginable.
So sad. I’m so sorry Kelly. And devastating. I can’t imagine.
this was said about not giving anything for pain or nothing that gives you a life. In bed most of time
You're such a great Mom and you did the very best for Ray, always remember that ❤❤
Kelly. I watched my mother die of lung cancer almost 40 years ago. I didn’t cry when she passed because she was FINALLY NOT SUFFERING. I felt so guilty because I couldn’t cry. It took me months before I finally cried…not because she died, but because I missed her so much. Give yourself grace in the mourning process.
Linda, I know how you feel. I miss my mother terribly. I miss her hugs and kisses. But I know she is in a better place. I still tell her good-night and that I love and miss her.❤
I feel terrible for you. My dad passed 15 years ago from lung cancer and hospice did amazing things with the meds. We will miss them forever.
My mother passed 31 yrs ago to lung cancer...I held her hand and told God she was ready, and she passed....but her meds were not as restricted if my memory serves....🇨🇦
I felt guilty when my prayers asked for loved ones to pass. Beyond hope, I didn't want suffering to continue. We shouldn't feel guilt as their pain is over. That imprint stays with us and when it fades, we grieve in our own way.
Lost my Dad 25 years ago to cancer. Was also glad to see him go. He was told he had 3 months and they were right. He was in horrible pain. Was the most horrible thing I have ever been through. Would not wish it on my worst enemy!! He is with God and in no more pain!!💜😢🙏🏽
Terminal patients should never be denied pain medication.
NEVER 😡
How cruel this world truly is...😢
Kelly, Some things we will never understand. But, know that your words are reaching and healing to so many others with similar experiences.
Kelly, I am just going to say this to you, to your family, and to anyone reading this, “I love you”. That’s it, “I love you” 💞
We love you, too. ♥️
Yes we do. ❤
I have not seeing any of the comments that she’s apologizing for or the comments that are criticizing her and that might be a good thing they probably were taken down, so was Kelly lovers won’t just bombard their page
If you are offended by anything Kelly says now or later…SHAME ON YOU. For her to feel compelled to make a video to apologize is horrific. This is her journey not yours. I am beyond angry. Kelly has been through enough. Leave her alone and let her speak her truth. JUST STOP IT. Much love and prayers to you Kelly.
Love to you and the family ❤
Crying 😢
That's why I continuously try to reframe from judging. It's hard, but it can be done. It's hard for people to share the storms in their lives and especially concerning a child. God bless her and her family. I am elated to have an audience to this Angels world with absolutely no bias. You're right. People shouldn't judge. God knows all of his children and they will have to give in account for negative remarks and actions. May they repent and apologize.
I am so sorry for what Ray went through and as a Mom, I cannot imagine what you went through. Always in my prayers.
As a former oncology nurse-and a current chronic pain sufferer with CIDP-I can tell you that Ray was NOT addicted to pain medication in the way your mother or sister were. Ray’s body had become dependent on the medication & had built up a tolerance because it was not adequate. He was not addicted in the sense that he was abusing the medication or using the medication improperly. For pain management with end of life/palliative treatment the last thing the Dr is worried about is whether or not the patient becomes “addicted” to the meds. The goal is simply to keep the patient comfortable & out of pain. I know he & you were probably not ready for hospice those times when Ray ran out of pain meds or insurance wouldn’t cover them, but being on hospice then would have solved those issues. Yeah I now, hindsight & 20/20. Another thing to consider is that while pain medication can certainly change a person’s mood, pain & the disease process itself also a big part in changing a person’s personality.
You have (or you should at least try) to stop thinking of Ray’s necessary consumption of high doses of pain medication due to extreme high levels of pain as an addiction. It was anything but. It taints his memory-Ray was NOT an addict! He would never have become an addict; Ray was the antithesis of an addict.
Ray was sick. Ray had cancer & was treated with the best our current medical system could offer-including pain management. Don’t let the last couple of months cloud your beautiful memories of your loving, happy, laughing, smiling, kind, fun-loving son. I don’t think there is one person out here who would consider your son to have been truly “addicted” (in the traditional sense) to his pain meds-dependent yes-but not addicted. ❤️❤️
Wow….you explained this so well and as a lifetime migraine headache sufferer I agree with you 100 percent. Ray was not addicted. I pray that Kelly sees your comment and it brings her comfort.
Amen ❤❤❤
So much this!!! ❤️❤️❤️
As a Hospice Chaplain I was thinking some some of what you are saying. I am not medical so I didn’t know all of it, but I do agree.
Please be kind to yourself and don't blame yourself for Ray's pain or the pain medication that he needed. You did the very best you could with what you had. You are not a medical professional. You can't expect yourself to know what to do.
You were doing the very best you could and Ray knew that. Please don't beat yourself up. You are a truly wonderful mother and a really wonderful woman who cares so much. Be kind to yourself. We are here for you and I'm sending you a big hug and lots of love. Ray knew how much you loved him and he loved you so much. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
How horrible! I can’t for the life of me figure out why they didn’t sent him home from hospital with hospice care. They would have managed all his meds, with no hassles. They’re job is to make sure the patient is comfortable. I am so sorry for his suffering and your entire family. I had to watch it twice so I could write you. First I am a nurse, second he should have a a pain med pump and oxygen right out of the gate. He suffered. He shouldn’t have. Bone cancer is brutally painful. The entire thing he went through surgery in the end was torched. I am so very sorry for all the pain, the anger and suffering. Sending love and hugs.❤️🙏🏻😭
AGREE 100%
Hospice is a God send. I have used them 3 time for my sister with lung cancer, my dad with kidney/heart failure and my mom with heart failure.
Thank you for sharing. My mom was on morphine before she passed so I can relate. The main point is that you kept Ray comfortable to the end. You are a wonderful mom.
Lost my son to cancer and it has shook me to my soul. It's so cruel and horrible. It's been 5 years. I think of him every single day.
My heart goes out to you Kelly. Loosing a child is the hardest thing to get thru. The very hardest. What else could possibly be worse. 🌺
So sorry for the loss of your son. I can not imagine the pain you are going through. Prayers, love and (( hugs)) 🙏🏽💞✨️
@@kerryprzytula7 thank you 🙏
Oh Kelly ❤
And all you other mothers who have lost a child❤
So sorry for your loss. Bless you. Find peace somehow.
💗💙💗
Thank you for saying this truth. It is hard that one has to go to Walmart for life support. Hospice is a blessing to those whose lives are ending and their families.
Here is a grieving mother with her heart ripped out and people feel the need to correct her???? She misspoke, give her some grace.
I wanted to reach into the screen and hug you. Your strength is amazing Kelly. I know you are reading this and saying "if you only knew." I am human and can only imagine...but God knows. He knows your pain, your struggles, your every tear that you shed...He knows and He cares. He loves you so much. Thank you for sharing your heart, your experience and your son. You are helping so many. Praying for you and your family...for strength, comfort, peace that only He can provide. You are so loved by us all!! ❤
I love watching you interact with the fur babies
Sorry for all you and your family had to endure. As a Mother I cannot imagine how difficult it would be to watch your child go through so much anguish. I agree with you about the craziness of dealing with Insurance Companies during such a tragic ordeal. My heart goes out to you all.
Kayla looks beautiful. I'm so glad you have your beautiful girls and loving furry babies.
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PLEASE SHOW MORE COMPASSION AND UNDERSTANDING TOWARDS KELLY (posted on both videos)
Kelly shouldn't be condemned for something that she said under her current circumstances. She spoke from her grief, pain, hurt and sorrow. The loss of Ray is still fairly still new to her. She still has a whole lot of mixed emotions going on inside of her. Knowing, realizing, empathizing and truly understanding this, it isn't expected of Kelly to think logically in her current frame of mind. The MAJORITY of us REALLY understood what Kelly REALLY meant. Everyone will handle grief / loss differently, may or may not react in the same manner and may or may not think logically when speaking about what is hurting them. More hurt was added to the hurt she is already feeling and she felt compelled to follow-up with another video reacting to the insidious and nitpicking "comments", which she really shouldn't have had to do. Going forward, please show more compassion and understanding towards Kelly and let her go through the grieving process naturally. You may even want to send Kelly a special note to apologize for bringing on additional hurt to that of what she is already feeling. Thank you.
My thoughts exactly. I knew exactly what Kelly meant. PLEASE SHOW MORE COMPASSION AND UNDERSTANDING TO KELLY. The last things she needs to hear from everyone is rude comments about how she misspoke. If you cannot support her in a loving and compassionate way then just don't say anything at all.
KELLY HAS JUST LOST HER CHILD...ONE OF HER BABIES. NO matter how old a child gets....they well forever be your baby. Compassion goes a long way,. Heart, thoughts & prayers are forever with you sweet Kelly and your two sweet, beautiful girls!!
Thank you for your vulnerability Kelly🌹
Much love and empathy. I have no words. I’m so so sorry.
Kellie, I was in tears listening to this. I cannot imagine how much you all suffered. I am so sorry you lost Ray but am glad you aren't having to watch him suffer anymore. Bless you honey. Praying for continued healing for you and the girls.
My heart aches for you, dear Kelly 💔 😢
You deserve every minute it takes for you to speak about your experience. Cry as much as you need to. Ray was YOUR precious son ❤
Oh Kelly, as a Mom of two grown sons, I can’t imagine watching your son in pain and struggling to live! You did the best you could by being there for Ray and caring for him. Thank you for sharing the cancer journey with us! I lost my Dad to lung cancer but I can;t imagine losing a child.
Kelly,I’m so sorry to hear of Ray’s suffering and the suffering a Mom and family must endure when our loved one is leaving us in such a painful way. It is your reality and your story to tell. We are here to listen and pray that you find some peace and grace from telling your story. We will be here. Bless you Kelly.
My heart breaks for you and the girls, Kelly. It is so hard to pick yourself up after a loved one passes. I can't imagine how much harder it is when you have to witness cancer ending one's life. I'm grateful for your sharing and thankful for your strength. Know the days don't get easier, they become tolerable. Your CZcams family loves you and keeps you all in our thoughts and prayers.
💔 no such pain as loss of a child. Just no words are fitting for such suffering. Our medical system is so cruel.
Kelly, you had to endure what words can’t even describe. I experienced a similar helpless time with my sister. You are describing what you and Ray went through so eloquently. I’m glad you’re doing this because we care about you and this will benefit you in the long run. We are here for you. Mimi
As a respiratory therapist, I’ve seen people suffer the way Ray did in his last days, and watched the families struggle through this unbelievably horrific nightmare. I have been retired for 2 years now, and I still have nightmares from it. I’m so glad that you’re able to talk about it now. I hope it is cathartic for you. ❤
It breaks my heart to hear what you and the girls went through experiencing all this; and poor Ray. It`s very sad that you lost him as he was months before he passed. You are incredibly brave to recount all this Kelly; I will continue to pray for healing for you and the girls. 💔
Here’s a HUGE 🤗. Thought I can’t physically be there, as a mother, know I care about you and your girls!
Thank you for sharing!
I am sorry Ray suffered so much with cancer.
Sorry, too, you + your daughters suffered so much, watching Ray wither away.
Heartbreaking what you ALL went through.
God bless all of you!!!
Ray is so proud of you, Kelly, for the mom you are + were to him + 😅how brave you are, with sharing your story!
❤❤❤
Man! Some cancers are just worse than others. I’m glad you had Ray as long as you did but so glad he’s not suffering anymore. He is healthy & whole now. He is with Jesus and at peace. Thank you for your transparency. Still praying for you! Love & hugs!!!❤️❤️❤️
My heart is breaking. I’m so sorry you all had this suffering.
💔. 💔. 💔. 🕯
Kelly, talk as much as you want. We are here. We (if you can imagine) are here, with you & for you. We care, we will listen & we will do our best to hold you up & support you. You have endured something that NO parent ever wants to deal with. You are a very, very strong person. Ray was very blessed to have you. ❤
Willow is absolutely precious. I can see he is a real joy. She is doing an excellent job with Willow, such cute pictures of them in the yard.
Awe Kelly! What a horrible journey! I am so proud of your bravery to share your truth! You are right! This is what it is about . My mother died of cancer and my very close friend did as well! Plus I worked in Healthcare and saw sooo much! To hear a mom talk about her child's pain, your daughters' pain and your pain, is just so heart wrenching! I really hope that anybody else who is going through this, can find "validity" for lack of a better word, in their feelings and their truths! Thank you Kelly! ❤
Thank you for speaking about this, Kelly. As someone with chronic pain, I was put on high doses of pain medications. I know that it changed who I was and, although it eased my pain some, it didn't take the pain away. For these reasons, as well as the knowledge that the meds were supressing my breathing, I no longer take pain medication. It is so important to bring this problem to light. People tend to just think of "drug addicts" without knowing that so many came by their addiction for legitimate reasons. God bless you ladies❤
Kelly I truly can’t believe what all of you have been through. I think that you and your daughters were true Angels for Ray. He’s now watching over all of you.
Stay strong Kelly. Speaking about this is so good for your soul. We’re here for you.❤❤
As a pain management patient, I understand exactly what you’re talking about. I have had 17 surgeries for endometriosis ( stage 4) and interstitial cystitis ( I have no lining in my bladder so urine acidity is excruciating) it seems like I get to a decent level of pain relief for 6/8 months and then it has to be changed again. It has changed my personality. Sometimes I don’t recognize myself and the things I say. But I don’t abuse the meds because we have a pill count and if you’re called, you have to go to the office and a nurse practitioner will count everything. I sympathize with Ray in this capacity because there’s nothing worse than hearing the insurance denying payment and then you are sick on top of sick waiting to get your prescriptions. Kelly everything you as a mother went through and are still going through shows just how strong and how hard you fought for your precious son. I’m glad you chose to speak about the pain management because there’s a lot of people that never dreamed that diseases could cause them to be addicted to medications that I’ll never be off of unless there’s a medical breakthrough. God bless you for having the strength and humbleness to tell this part of Ray’s story and your families experience.
I’m in the same situation. I don’t abuse mind. With Ray since he was terminal, I don’t understand why insurance denied his medication, so what if he took extra in his last days. I think in the last days they should be allowed to take extra to keep them comfortable.
Kelly is a good mom. Thank you for telling your story too. I hope there is a break through for both of us.
I watched my stepdad in hospice gasping for air and his whole body moving with every breath he took. I am so sorry you all had to go through this and especially sorry Ray had to go through it. He was so amazing. I wish I could give you all a hug. TFS
Let's remember "Ray" was scared, angry, fighting a torturous, agonizing death.....I would have taken as many drugs as I could get my hands on, and I'm not addicted to anything !
Rays body was being RAVAGED ALIVE !
Kelly, I am so so sorry. I can't imagine what that was like. I am so grateful for you sharing your story. God bless you and your family. ♥♥♥
As a practicing nurse for 40 years…I can attest that you speak truth.
This RN also!
RN 41 years! I too agree- 100% TRUTH!
I’m so sorry. God Bless you for having the strength and wisdom to share. You are helping many people who may have to make hard decisions about their healthcare . Now they will be informed as to what they may endure depending on their choices.
I cried with you, Kelly.
Love and prayers for you, your girls, & Ray. ❤️🙏
God Bless you all…
Thank you, Kelly for sharing everything. Thank you, Kayla for sharing Willow. My prayers and Blessings are with you all always. God Bless.
Kelly you are strong
I went through the same cancer and exact same surgery with my boy friend of 24 years
He was diagnosed June 5 2020
Made it till Aug 24 22
I haven’t ever had anyone to talk to
Thank you for being strong to tell what really happens
Be strong Kelly
Dear Kelly, I know it wasn’t easy for you to speak to us about this, but you had helped so many people more than you know. Hugs 💔💔💔
😢thank you for being so courageous to share your vulnerability and your truth with us.
Kelly... I hear what your saying. But if we "knew" all the future course of our battles.. we would no longer have hope to drive us thru the worst of times.... And hope is all we have left sometimes.
I was also a hospice nurse and everything the nurse below said is true. It is sad that you didn't have the support and education you needed.
Thank you Kelly, you and your girls are so amazing. I so admire you for what you’ve gone thru with Ray and you have handled it all with love and grace. God bless you all.
So sorry. God Bless you.
Kelly theres no words I can say to comfort you. I love you and your girls. You are in my prayers. Please dont lose faith Kelly. God bless and heal you all. ❤❤🙏🙏
😭😭😭 I'm sorry you had to go through this with your son and family. I'm sure Ray was very grateful for all your love and support. Your so strong and brave Kelly. Just please remember your not alone
RN here..when you have that level pain you are not addicted , managing the pain is trying to get your son back to himself. It does'nt but it would be inhumane to withold it. I 'm so sorry what you went thru and continue to go thru. thank you for sharing. You joined a club none of us want to be a member of. I came home one day and my 28 yr old lay dead. I saved so many in my career but not him. Just know I am praying for you and yours. I hope I have not mis spoken ,I want to help.
❤ I appreciate you sharing... I've been a nurse since 1977 retired during the pandemic
Thank you for your years of compassionate service. In your professional opinion, what can a family do? It's so heartbreaking!
So sorry. You were so strong for your son!!! Amazing love for him. May the Lord Jesus give you peace!!!
I understand what you mean about grieving the loss of the first Ray, my son was a fun loving,carefree, rambunctious boy at 5 years old when he was diagnosed with a malignant brain tumor, he was hospitalized for 3 months, and came home unable to walk, talk and eat. It was like losing him twice when he did die after a long convalescence with damage from radiation and shunt malfunctions. He was completely different after his many surgeries, but he was softer and sweeter. When he died I had and still have, so much guilt for expecting him to be like he was before, my patience wasn't what it should have been. I am so sorry for the hell you have and are going through, the pain will soften over time but I am sorry to say, it will never go away completely.
Sending you hugs. This must have been so hard...
Kelly, thank for speaking about your experience. I know that there’s someone out there that needed to hear this and to let them know that they are not alone. My heart goes out to you and your family for your loss. Kelly, just remember that you are loved. Continue to have you and your girls in my prayers.
Kelly , I am so sorry for the suffering Ray went through, and the pain you and the girls are going through. I pray each morning that the Lord will help you and the girls during this time of grief. God Bless
I wish I knew just the right words to say. I pray that you get comfort knowing that you did your very best for Ray. You are a good mother. ❤
You can't believe how therapeutic your words and sharing are to not only you but to some who hear you. I'm sorry not only for your loss of your son but intangible losses. Thank you! God bless you and the girls.
Thank you for being brave enough to share your story.
Sending you and your family positive vibes and healing energy
Oh God kelly. I'm so sorry for all you the girls and especially ray went through. You held yourself so well never would have known this. My mothers heart breaks for you. Finding my son dead was bad enough but all you had to endure you truly are a strong woman and loving mother. Praying you and the girls heal. Those doggies will be a big help with that. Willow is so adorable and smart.❤🙏
❤ prayers for you too!
@@Roysmomma thank you carolyn been almost 3 years now. I'm healing.
Bless your heart! You have dealt with something that very few other people have had to live with. Please know that your followers want to support you. You can lean on us without judgment. What you and your family have been through is horrific. We stand to support you.
Kelly as an RN and a mom, I can’t even fathom the pain in which you’re going though. I see people die every single day and it never gets easier, but when it’s your child, it’s a whole different story! So many prayers your way from Ohio and I will hold your name up in prayer so the Lord is sure to hear it. God bless you in this ridiculously hard time.
I’m m so very sorry that you & the girls had to go through that. And of course Ray. I can’t even imagine as a mom to watch one of my kids go through that. You & the girls are in my thoughts and prayers 🙏🏻🙏🏻
I too watched my husband essentially suffocate from respiratory failure. He was moved to ICU 2 days before he very unexpectedly coded. Despite advanced attempts to save him he passed away 10/28/23. I have never felt pain or grief such as this.
❤Tammy...I know your pain. I lost mine in Aug. ❤
I know how you felt. I lost my husband 6 years ago from COPD. I watched him suffer from respiratory failure twice. The third time caused his heart to. stop. They tried to save him but to no avail. We were in the car when it happened. I felt my heart had been torn out. I just have keep reminding myself he is still with me, even though he is with the Lord. I knew he was ready to go. I still grieve for him at times. To see someone you love so much just getting worse is hard. To lose them is really hard, but I know he is at rest and I will see him again. I hope you are doing better. God bless you.
I am truly sorry for your loss. I pray for you peace❤
Im so sorry Tammy. May he be resting in peace.
😥 My hubby has IPF and Emphysema so I'm in that boat! 😥
Praying for y'all!
Rays was not addicted. He needed them. If he did not have pain, he wouldn’t have needed them. I was an oncology nurse for over 20 yrs. I also lost a son to cancer after almost 4 yrs of chemo, radiation and surgery. We had hospice at the end and never ever had to worry about him getting enough medication. He had oxygen, a chest tube and a drain in his liver. He passed at his in-laws home surrounded by family and friends. He was 28. I agree it is the worst to watch your child go through this. I am so sorry for you and your family. Please get any help you can to deal with your feelings. It’s been almost 11 yrs since my son passed and last yr was the worst, maybe because it was the 10 yr anniversary. It hit me like a sledge hammer. I’m better now with help. I can’t say it will the same for you, there is no road map for this. Bless you and your family.
❤Thinking of you!
Do you really think Kelly meant it that way.....she is a grieving mother.....trying to say how she feels...politically correct doesn't matter in this situation . Leave her alone .
If you have been following her through her story, you will know her and the girls are getting help and they have been for a while staying in your lane
Yep. This is the type of comment you should keep to yourself. It’s her story. Not yours.
Bless his heart. What a difficult time for you all.This gradual decline must have been so heart breaking.
i'm so glad you are able to talk about this! you have gone through a hell no mother should ever have to experience, yet here you are helping others by sharing. i've seen what cancer does to a person and their loved ones firsthand and commend you for having the guts to get on here and bare your heart and soul. thank you for that
It is so crazy they treat everyone like an addict, like someone said he might be dependent not an addict, pain med is needed. Most doctors do not know what an addict is.
Your son is no longer sick ….he is an angel in heaven🙏🏻
You go girl! Far too many of those who have not had to deal with cancer and the loss of a loved one will be shocked by what you say. Those of us who have, thank you for spppeaking your truth. Cancer is a brutal disease. There are no words for the depth of the pain and suffering one will go through as cancer takes away life. Thank you for your honesty.
Sending so much positive vibes to you Ms. Kelly.
Thank you for sharing. Much love to you guys.
Everyday you wake up you know you made it one more day. Each may come with challenges but your doing great!
Oh my heart! So very sorry for your loss, an enormous loss that no one can comprehend. Sending you healing hugs and love to you and your family.
It was very exciting watching Kayla training Willow. Willow looks like a teddy bear.
My dear you are amazing. Your dogs are cute. They are helping healers. You have come across long way and are still healing. It’s good you are able to speak about your pain
You are now a blessing to anyone who might have to experience this hellish nightmare. God bless you and your girls for sharing such a personal experience with all of us who have grown to love you all.
Still praying for you. Peace and love to you all ❤
I am so sorry for your loss! I know that losing a child is THEE hardest thing to endure! I lost my son after 15 years of surgery after surgery and I so understand the so called pain management issue! It’s an exhausting process when it comes to the doctors! Sending hugs and prayers to you and your family!
So sorry for all you had to go through. Thank you though, for sharing. Take care 🤗
Kelly thank you for being so honest with us. You’re a wonderful person and I truly admire your strength & courage. I’m so proud of you & your girls. You will continue to get stronger even though your sorrow will never go away but you will learn to live with it. Stay positive & know that we all love you.
My prayers will continue for your family Kelly!
Sending love and prayers to you and your family. Ray was so blessed to have a mom like you , always by his side, you're an amazing mom.
I would love to see the babies after their grooming❤️❤️
Thank God for our pets. They really do give us love & comfort
You’re amazing thank you for sharing your pain. I suffer grief & find talking about your loved one helps the journey. Grief is the ultimate gift of love may God be with you all.🌹💕
Kelly, I keep sending prayers and blessings of Love & Peace.
Thank you for sharing your journey with us.
My. Sweet Girl I am so sorry you have gone through this. I am so in awe of you. Wishing you a blessed year of healing you continue to amaze me.
Kelly, I just want to hug you and watch you get better bit by bit. All you had to go through was heartbreaking, but being an amazing Mom you powered through pain and tears. You are amazing
Oh Kelly. 😢I can't even imagine how you and your family got through this. Prayers for better days ahead and thank you for your message because no one knows if or when we may go through something similar. Every day is a blessing when you don't get news like you did. Life,and what it throws at you, is very unpredictable, but you are helping others by telling your story and experience as tough as that is for you to do. Thank you ❤
Kelly as a mother of 3 sons I can only imagine the pain you are going thru. You are doing such an amazing job at staying strong!❤ My father passed away from congestive heart failure & we had to decide when it was time to take him off the respirator & I do know how awful it is to watch some gasp for air, something I will never forget! I wish you some peace as your days go on & strength to get through it all. 🙏
I instantly knew that he lost the fight, just when you started talking. 😢
I'm so sorry for your loss. ❤😭😭💔❤️
You're all in my thoughts and prayers ❤❤
Nothing has ever made me wish I had more middle fingers than cancer. I am so sorry that all of you had to go through all of this. You may not feel like it, but you have such strength! It takes a lot of strength to get on here and tell Ray's story (and yours). Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. My heart really goes out to all of you. ❤
I'm so sorry you went thru this. Ray suffered so much and it was hard to see. Just hearing about this has me in tears. May God Bless you.
Oh, Kelly! My prayers of comfort, peace, and love are with your family! Hugs from AZ
Keep talking, Kelly. I hope you & the girls are talking together & expressing your thoughts & feelings of what you all went through. I believe in letting it out & letting the sunshine in. It's heart wrenching to hear what your young son went through. It's a hard truth, for sure one that you might want to hide or keep inside. Don't hide it. Have your talks with the girls & then live your lives & eventually it will feel normal again. May take a minute but you will get there. God bless you & the girls always. You're in my prayers.
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It is so hard watching your loved ones suffer and pass away . Keep doing what ever it takes Kelly to keep strong and move forward. Having your puppies are so healing ❤
Thank you for sharing Kelly, sending love to your family and i will keep you all in my prayers ❤
So sorry for the loss of your son I could tell he was a very fine young man. Also can tell that you are a wonderful mother
Kelly, you are an amazing mom. I can't even begin to fathom watching my child go through that. Love, hugs and prayers always💞