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  • GEMINI - "FORBIDDEN! I Would Pay Very Close Attention To This In May 2024 Gemini!" May 2024 Tarot
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Komentáře • 281

  • @susanwoods338
    @susanwoods338 Před měsícem +61

    As a fellow tarot tuber I just want to express my appreciation for the huge amount of time, effort and work that goes into providing regular readings, it is often taken for granted. Thank you, you have been and will continue to be inspiring 🙏🏻💜

  • @browsowner5280
    @browsowner5280 Před měsícem +25

    Don’t do something for your ego that your soul doesn’t really want deep down

  • @ChuckPavloski
    @ChuckPavloski Před měsícem +116

    After so much struggles I now own a new house and my family is happy once again everything is finally falling into place!!

    • @NathanielOsvaldo
      @NathanielOsvaldo Před měsícem

      I'm 37 and have been looking for ways to be successful, please how??

    • @ChuckPavloski
      @ChuckPavloski Před měsícem

      Thanks to my co-worker (Alex) who suggested Ms Mary Elizabeth Webb .

    • @ChuckPavloski
      @ChuckPavloski Před měsícem

      She's a licensed broker in the states 🇺🇸

    • @ChuckPavloski
      @ChuckPavloski Před měsícem

      After I raised up to 325k trading with her I bought a new House and a car here in the states also paid for my son's surgery (Oscar). Glory to God.shalom.

    • @fflexxus
      @fflexxus Před měsícem

      Wow that's nice She makes you that much!! please is there a way to reach her services, I work 3 jobs and trying to pay off my debts for a while now!! Please help me.

  • @Ravyne
    @Ravyne Před měsícem +46

    I am definitely feeling a period of 'letting go' in my life right now. I am saying goodbye to relationships I made in one community and embracing those I am now making in a new community. The old relationships have stagnated, and the new ones are exciting and exhilarating, sparking my creative energy again. Great reading. Thanks for the clarity!

    • @mariavansuydam1894
      @mariavansuydam1894 Před měsícem

      Same from Oz 😊

    • @Ugcbyiriemae
      @Ugcbyiriemae Před měsícem

      Yay! Go for it. Same here, seeking forward to my move to connect with new people. I need to gain my creativity back

    • @jenniferkennet7193
      @jenniferkennet7193 Před měsícem +1

      Same here! ❤ we got this

  • @sindrahblack
    @sindrahblack Před měsícem +11

    For me it’s about fixing my anxious attachment and stepping into a secure type with the person I want to stay and build with. Not loosing myself, becoming the “black cat” prioritizing me first, while still being able to show up authentic

  • @user-qb3hl9lp6k
    @user-qb3hl9lp6k Před měsícem +33

    Gemini here. That was me. 8 wasted years. He took me for granted. I did all the giving and he did all the taking. Virgo. Not capable of changing. Loved his single life crawling into bed with anyone available during happy hour and beyond.

    • @ginatheroux1378
      @ginatheroux1378 Před měsícem +1

      Same here but with a Capricorn

    • @ShellyZoske
      @ShellyZoske Před měsícem +1

      You are capable of going beyond your hardest times
      You can do hard things😊

    • @melliefrench1271
      @melliefrench1271 Před měsícem +4

      Same here with a Virgo too

    • @shanxox2324
      @shanxox2324 Před měsícem +1

      Same

    • @divinelyaligned5980
      @divinelyaligned5980 Před měsícem +3

      Same but with an Aquarius for 10 years of marriage, our friends are now turning on me and taking his side, they are telling anything they see me do and all talking behind my back. It’s taking everything in me to not play tit for tat . We are still living together but almost divorced . I’m just biding my time till the divorce is done 😔

  • @Jennifer-go3zq
    @Jennifer-go3zq Před měsícem +9

    The new relationship is her liberated loving herself!!!! Freedom is worth keeping!

  • @GypsyMichele
    @GypsyMichele Před měsícem +33

    Wow! I think being the middle of the night, you were even more in tune than usual. At least for me, this was extremely resonant! Thank you!

  • @Mizukusan
    @Mizukusan Před měsícem +12

    Every year, in may, I have the worst time ever. Every year, since I was born. This reading is giving me strength to overcome another year. Thanks for the reading!

    • @cristalreynoso8883
      @cristalreynoso8883 Před měsícem

      Same for me but March instead. I wonder if it has something to do with the natal chart

    • @arttravels7648
      @arttravels7648 Před měsícem

      Yeah, March for me too.

  • @katkat-ex1sn
    @katkat-ex1sn Před měsícem +15

    True! Relationship dilemmas. Been in a narcissistic relationship for a long time and it has gotten worse over the past year. It is quite intense right now, finding my value.

    • @bexsolo369
      @bexsolo369 Před měsícem

      That's exactly my situation!!!

    • @vivianna5913
      @vivianna5913 Před měsícem +2

      Finding your value means leaving, deleting and blocking. Those with NPD do not change. It takes an average of 7 times to finally leave. Love yourself enough to stop hurting you ❣️

  • @user-qm6kb5ox3x
    @user-qm6kb5ox3x Před měsícem +14

    Six of Wands means for me that I did it, leaving a toxic friendship. It has been a long process of learning about myself and my child wound. Finally I can let go, that’s a victory for me.

    • @Nicolas111
      @Nicolas111 Před měsícem

      🎉

    • @user-qb3hl9lp6k
      @user-qb3hl9lp6k Před měsícem

      Good for you. I am an addictions' counselor and I always recommend getting help for childhood trauma and drama and nurturing your inner child. You can't change the damage done to you unless you put space between the people who did you damage. It doesn't matter if they are mother, father or other family members. Sometimes they are the worst people. They feel if you are family they can shove their toxic, dysfunctional behaviour on to you and some people can't leave because they are damaged, and if it is the mother or father, the kids cannot leave because some love is better than no love that they weren't given as kids, and the dysfunction goes from one generation to the next. Hurt people, hurt people. When you meet someone try and find out about their parents and background. If you see red flags, run.

  • @laurierogala2641
    @laurierogala2641 Před 26 dny +1

    Thank you mr austin..
    You are awesome
    You have a heart of gold
    Mother Gaia loves u

  • @mariavansuydam1894
    @mariavansuydam1894 Před měsícem +2

    I cannot believe how much this resonates with me. Today I had a long overdue talk with my Leo partner. Bottom line...our marriage will morph into a respectful friendship. New boundaries. Love it!

  • @KM11189
    @KM11189 Před měsícem +8

    I just kept smiling and shaking my head because of how you picked up on everything that's going on in my life. It's truly amazing. The letter is written to them and I'm leaving, the past was painful and I'm ready to release from this. I need to leave in order to heal properly and rest. I see the potential new love, but keeping it at a distance for now until this current reality is over ... WOW ❤

  • @scarlett4444
    @scarlett4444 Před měsícem +5

    🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️thank you for being and supporting us through the intensive process of BEing and learning ❤️‍🔥

  • @browsowner5280
    @browsowner5280 Před měsícem +3

    Spot on- that Lilith trip was no joke and now I have to choose to communicate and build some freedom into a new healthy relationship- I found out I was ready to get right back into a controlling relationship after fighting so hard to get out of the last one

    • @StarCoded
      @StarCoded Před měsícem +2

      There are many fabulous Y/tube channels teaching how to recognise the Red Flags. And how to 'test' anyone with very simple questions. Listening and watching individuals is important... far less 'sharing' about your insecurities and childhood disappointments. It's worth taking at least a year of intensive viewing, so your inner radar will ping withing seconds or minutes, in future. There's also loads of helpful info in the viewers' comments under the videos :)

  • @OuterSpaceTarot
    @OuterSpaceTarot Před měsícem +4

    “You know what’s not Uranus? The King of Pentacles”. 🤣😭🤴

  • @helencatgardner
    @helencatgardner Před měsícem +14

    I knew it! I could feel that you were doing a reading. I needed to know what you have to say! Haha I love it :) thanks so much ❤

  • @Princessnikkixoxo
    @Princessnikkixoxo Před měsícem +11

    As a gem this was so visually pleasing to watch 💫💫💫

  • @geminienergy
    @geminienergy Před měsícem +3

    So I took in a troubled little girl from foster care and gave her a life she never had before.
    In return she tried running mine, self destructed, and made me change my mind on adopting and let them pick her up shes at a shelter now.
    Im a single woman living off one income with sickle cell anemia. I spent my entire 20s putting everyone before me - living with my mom to take care of her my siblings and their kids. and now im about to be 29 finally got my own place focusing on me. Despite that took the little girl in bc no one wanted to deal with her.
    She did so much yall me feeling bad hasnt kicked in. But the autistic mystic hasnt been wrong yet.

    • @steveself9314
      @steveself9314 Před 27 dny

      fruit and herbs will help your health issues *hugs* check out the awesome information available on it. Dr Robert Morse is my favorite teacher on the subject 🍑

  • @nosferaturosa
    @nosferaturosa Před měsícem +10

    This was a great reading. You didn't rush to finish it and you were very calm. I always love your readings but this one in particular was simply wonderful to see! Stay strong!💫

  • @caro5620
    @caro5620 Před měsícem +3

    this is one of the top 2 most accurate readings you’ve done. it’s like you’re reading my recent past from a book lol. incredibly intense is an understatement. my past resurfaced this past week and there was no getting around facing its energy again. my heart is reopening though. didn’t answer to ego when shit imploded and not gonna start now.

  • @bellanovela4652
    @bellanovela4652 Před měsícem +29

    Sick sweater

  • @deethompson3592
    @deethompson3592 Před 27 dny

    I'm absolutely blown away with this reading - you couldn't have been more spot on ✨️🙏❤️Nameste ✨️🙏❤️

  • @caraleelaturnus9569
    @caraleelaturnus9569 Před měsícem

    You are bang on for the first part of May! Can hardly wait for things to ease up later in the month

  • @heureuse8568
    @heureuse8568 Před měsícem +1

    Oh yes, drastic changes. Heart ripped out and anxiety into the core. But recovering quite fast.

  • @jessicaluz-eu2ye
    @jessicaluz-eu2ye Před 25 dny

    Unreal how accurate you are. I can literally write a book making a connection: my life since last year when I start following you until now + your readings. Maybe I will.

  • @fahruqomar5187
    @fahruqomar5187 Před měsícem +3

    A M what an accurate reading pertaining to my life at this point in time. You've been blessed with profound gifts by Spirit. Thank you for your guidance and encouragement

  • @karenmocek718
    @karenmocek718 Před měsícem +1

    So accurate and brilliant advice. Thank you Austin ❤

  • @janetstevens-nolan4786
    @janetstevens-nolan4786 Před měsícem +2

    Tit for tat was exactly what it was, I could not put a finger on it! Someone suggested addiction all the time. 35 yr into sobriety and I have to break free and honor my work!

  • @BhavaniRae
    @BhavaniRae Před měsícem

    Thanks so much, Austin! Appreciate you and your readings!

  • @amybrinkman1897
    @amybrinkman1897 Před měsícem

    I love you and your readings ❤ this reading was SPOT ON!!! Thank you! Peace, light, and love ✨💫💞

  • @SHORTCLIPMULTIVERSE
    @SHORTCLIPMULTIVERSE Před měsícem +1

    It's TOTALLY resonates with me. Im having a hard time with Libra boyfriend and at the beginning of the month we officially separated before I saw this. And I got a new job that I love. REALLY SHOCKING READING. 😮

  • @itsnillatyme
    @itsnillatyme Před měsícem

    I really am blown away with how on point your readings are b,this time ny friend , all that relationship changing , new person, you just have no idea how accurate this is . i'm going to meet my new love life for the first tine in person tonight , so this reading really helped me , thank you , we should collaborate btw loved the song bro

  • @3stefani3senke3
    @3stefani3senke3 Před měsícem +8

    Love the nails. Lookin good, lookin good. Appreciate you as always❤

  • @SonyaSmith-bs9vm
    @SonyaSmith-bs9vm Před měsícem +1

    Wow first blessing of the day and it is your genius. ......thank you. This was for me thank you

  • @CB4NB
    @CB4NB Před měsícem

    My Uranus is in Libra. Thank you for sharing your reading. I researched this today. I haven’t been trusting my intuition so I made lots of relationship mistakes as a result. Even the act of knowing what sign I’m in around the planet of Uranus completely shifted my energy to a more natural and realistic state for decision making. Thank you 🙏

  • @wicunni
    @wicunni Před měsícem +1

    Good Reading... you made alotta hits with this one, thank you❤

  • @brendaprantil3259
    @brendaprantil3259 Před měsícem +3

    Left a 30+ yr marriage. He was a narcissist and I just couldn’t stay any longer. He IS the five of swords. After 4 years, trial of distribution of assets in May 😳 intense is an understatement 😢 you AMAZE!!! 🥰

  • @DNACaper72
    @DNACaper72 Před měsícem

    Thank you soo much with my whole heart. It’s like a lecture in a classroom 😂. Love it 😍

  • @Jessica-li9py
    @Jessica-li9py Před měsícem

    After 3 years of going back and forth in relationships, I finally realized it's freedom I want! And eventually, true love... have to let go of the financial fears. Yeah you're definitely reading me and all the hell I put myself through. I thought it was pretty funny how you ended the reading!

  • @hannahlaabar6655
    @hannahlaabar6655 Před měsícem

    Just wanted to say thank you. I learned a little more about how to read these cards too so I can get more information, useful out of them. I don't know what I'd do without it.

  • @janetstevens-nolan4786
    @janetstevens-nolan4786 Před měsícem

    Your right I am working harder altogether already! The first thing you Saud about me holing myself accountable for my actions in Love!

  • @marypearllowe7152
    @marypearllowe7152 Před měsícem

    I love your expressions and how right on you are. You are Definitely in your realm .I Love Your readings and Love the smile You put on My Face.
    Love & Prayers
    Mary Pearl

  • @Ugcbyiriemae
    @Ugcbyiriemae Před měsícem +1

    First 6 min and I had to pause this. Now I'm back. Ready for the full reading

  • @missflyb
    @missflyb Před měsícem

    I like your new hair do. Thank you for all your support over this year.

  • @blacktruffletarot
    @blacktruffletarot Před měsícem +2

    I love how your sweater, nails and the back of the tarot cards color match for my Gemini reading. 🤍💙

  • @SonyaSmith-bs9vm
    @SonyaSmith-bs9vm Před měsícem

    So good to see you!

  • @RS-ww8jo
    @RS-ww8jo Před měsícem +1

    I wanted you to know the red sweatshirt I bought from your shop that says Mystic on it is a really good quality. I’ve warn it a couple winters and falls it’s held up great. Washes good dries great and still has its color and shape, lettering. Thank you for the reading ❤

  • @vanessarudman4281
    @vanessarudman4281 Před měsícem

    Ohhh been waiting for your reading thank u 😃

  • @danix454
    @danix454 Před měsícem

    Love the sweater and your nails! Wonderful reading too 💙🩶🤍

  • @freestyleval0886
    @freestyleval0886 Před měsícem

    I wish I could head what you heard at the very end. Thank you for this. So spot on! God bless, friend ! You're abilities are amazing.

  • @brandi.d9015
    @brandi.d9015 Před měsícem +3

    Woooooo 🎉 much appreciation!

  • @Jennypegz
    @Jennypegz Před měsícem +1

    Going through this now Austin. Praying the universe guides me 🙏 ✨

  • @user-ze9fs6bm8y
    @user-ze9fs6bm8y Před měsícem

    Hi Austin! I saw your reading yesterday night.... and as always it feels as if you were speaking directly to me! Spot on! You are the BEST reader I came across in the last years... and I've seen a lot! So thank you for sharing your gift - your readings help guiding me through really hard times! 🤗 Christine... greetings from Vienna/Austria/Europe ⭐️

  • @yokoito5829
    @yokoito5829 Před měsícem

    super resonated with my situationship.thanks for the reading.you're so amazing.

  • @slipperyturtle_2999
    @slipperyturtle_2999 Před měsícem

    "... I'm here" 😂 always got me crackin' up. Love it

  • @Elevate.WithEm
    @Elevate.WithEm Před měsícem

    Omg it's like the most intense month of my life, thank you this helped a bit ❤

  • @scarlett4444
    @scarlett4444 Před měsícem +1

    Mystic 🧙‍♀️ you are the best and I bow 🙇‍♀️ to you and your love for the gift that you have ❤️‍🔥 I pray 🙏🏻 that you are well and in good spirits 🫂🫂🫂 thank you 🙏🏻 my dear friend 🥰

  • @CJ-uq3rv
    @CJ-uq3rv Před měsícem

    Thankyou!!! I love your readings!

  • @samgene4561
    @samgene4561 Před měsícem +2

    Your nails look fantastic with that blue ❤❤ thanks for the reading

  • @marjarooij
    @marjarooij Před měsícem

    Thank you for this beautiful lecture, I understand.

  • @asklorena
    @asklorena Před měsícem

    Hey! Everything you said was spot on. My partner is a Gemini and the words, " It's a two way street," and " Bitter sweet victory" came to pass. Secret enemies become open enemies. But it was Job related. I am patiently waiting on the Virgo video.

  • @elisascebba2371
    @elisascebba2371 Před měsícem

    Right on man! Love you much! Thank you ❤

  • @deborah1stevens
    @deborah1stevens Před měsícem

    You are the best. Spot on reading for me but as you say May is going to be very difficult and I wish I was strong enough to break the relationship properly, it’s been such a long one. But you are absolutely right in all your say, thank you 🙏

  • @user-cr6ot3zq4j
    @user-cr6ot3zq4j Před měsícem

    Thank you for this reading ❤
    Was in a karmic relationship ended horribly and yes I am doing the painful work to heal

  • @Morgan12345ism
    @Morgan12345ism Před měsícem +1

    Love your sweater! Nice!

  • @rknbassrobin
    @rknbassrobin Před měsícem

    Im going to try & be very careful. I almost said extremely, but thats not possible some day's. Because you are always spot on with me.

  • @heatherjohnson9463
    @heatherjohnson9463 Před měsícem

    Thank you Austin your readings are so exciting and the time and dedication you put into doing these readings is incredible, you make such an effort to help all signs of the zodiac....Thank you, thank you. God bless you. 👼👼👼👼👼👼

  • @jennifermorrow12
    @jennifermorrow12 Před měsícem

    I love your readings, energy and i have to say..i really enjoyed this one because you were less intense than usual. Just like very mellow, but still you! Yes, its clear that you were very tired. I really appreciate you doing readings when & where it may be harder on you to do them for us! It was nice to see you more calm and slowed down for a change, either way..still love ya! Thank you so much for this reading and i hope you got some good sleep! Don't forget to take good care of you!🙏💜

  • @blessingribeiro22
    @blessingribeiro22 Před 24 dny

    This all sounds like my current relationship. Great reading. Thank you so much

  • @stepaman
    @stepaman Před měsícem

    Thanks. This hit me strong.

  • @ramhornjoe
    @ramhornjoe Před měsícem

    Thank you Autistic Mystic, i am & have been at a crossroads as far as my employment & people ive been helping. I have become dissatisfied and even disgusted with several situations that are definitely cyclical & similar to past people that have been cut out of my life. I have been staying open to new possibilities & know that a change is no doubt coming and is necessary but also being cautious as what im dealing with is paying the bills. Much to meditate on and I'm really looking forward to seeing how things unfold 💖.

  • @michellerassp4730
    @michellerassp4730 Před měsícem

    You appear more rested. Your new environment seems to be working better for you

  • @mariaritajane6825
    @mariaritajane6825 Před měsícem

    Curious tabby cat! Thanks for the warning; in time hopefully. Your jersey is very nice and the white polish. 🙏 ♊

  • @ronjasvane
    @ronjasvane Před měsícem

    Thanks bro! ❤

  • @seanabeaty9661
    @seanabeaty9661 Před měsícem

    Spot on; exactly right!!!

  • @thelittleblackbook6544
    @thelittleblackbook6544 Před měsícem

    This is spot on. Like fr

  • @SadhviJenn
    @SadhviJenn Před měsícem +1

    Blue and white; it looks so right. ♍️ ♎️vibes 🫶

  • @cammie656
    @cammie656 Před měsícem

    Thank you so much ❤

  • @mcharrisproductions
    @mcharrisproductions Před měsícem +3

    I’m so distracted by how dope this sweater is

  • @melaniesymanski
    @melaniesymanski Před měsícem

    Looking great and loving your energy friend. Love light shadows friend 🫶✨

  • @lornasmith1141
    @lornasmith1141 Před měsícem +1

    Im gemini, hes a Virgo. Broke up mercury in retrograde last month, hes not willing or able to change, i think im 52 year old undiagnosed adhd. So looking into my patterns of relationships/jobs and life. I agree, your reading is more focused and clear in the early hours.. loving you funky jumper, i had similar one in the 80's! ...are you a house sitter??...always a different backdrop ?? love from 🇬🇧

  • @marienissioti8428
    @marienissioti8428 Před měsícem

    Perfect Reading 👍

  • @VICTORIA-rh6nt
    @VICTORIA-rh6nt Před měsícem

    ❤🎉Great read !
    Thank u

  • @janetstevens-nolan4786
    @janetstevens-nolan4786 Před měsícem

    Love the sweater also!

  • @energyreflecting9779
    @energyreflecting9779 Před měsícem

    Thankyou I could say how they did me wrong but i do need to look deep within myself to see why I attract that kind

    • @ambergerbuns
      @ambergerbuns Před měsícem

      That is the ONLY healthy question to ask, where to focus your attention. Learn all about yourself. Dive into your natal chart, find the life-long patterns, find the roots, find the wounds. Shadow work isn’t fun, but it is so very empowering. You’re facing the right direction - keep going! Godspeed

  • @t_el_g
    @t_el_g Před měsícem +1

    I need that sweater ❤

  • @patrickrwhite8354
    @patrickrwhite8354 Před měsícem

    Loved your Kitty Mr. Misty Moonlight. up so late. Loved the reading. You are always BANGERS ON! Peace and love and light to you Austin. Hey nice hair cut. Your Fan Patrick.

  • @user-wj3tr6ue8t
    @user-wj3tr6ue8t Před měsícem

    great reading

  • @JordanCabalo
    @JordanCabalo Před měsícem

    This reading resonating a bit from the end of April to now. Off to a fresh start by cutting out bad investments in friendship and business.

  • @janetstevens-nolan4786
    @janetstevens-nolan4786 Před měsícem

    Hey is this your new place! I just painted my dinning room that color to open up the new world outside! I am moving and making everything catalyst !

  • @delbertcox6310
    @delbertcox6310 Před měsícem +1

    Corect read very helpful thank you . I think I will just stay single at 77 years young.

  • @julbright5860
    @julbright5860 Před měsícem

    My reading Thank you (going slow)💖

  • @marrow-zp7zt
    @marrow-zp7zt Před měsícem

    I'm having a deep argument with myself. And I really can't win this one. Spot on reading.

  • @SadhviJenn
    @SadhviJenn Před měsícem +1

    I’ve got Uranus in the 1H in Scorpio 👀
    Looking at my Gemini moon in the 8H.

  • @AngelsFyte
    @AngelsFyte Před měsícem

    Thank you for putting this message together at 3AM! You actually look wide awake.
    I'm aware that the time has come to end a very long relationship but this is difficult because there are innocent parties involved who I have been protecting (or trying to protect) for years. The Pisces that I need to leave is somewhat delusional, lies freely and chooses not to control his anger even if he hurts others. In fact, he uses this anger and lies to manipulate. The pattern that repeats is that I am always left finding solutions to fix his problems, put the pieces of our life back together and protect the innocent. If I am honest the unconditional love that I once felt has been gone for many years once he finally revealed to me that he did not care if he hurt me or others. He now say that he feels unappreciated and I agree that I do not appreciate him anymore, but neither does he appreciate me or anyone else. It feels so toxic and I just want to run away but I have to try to do it in a way that limits the damage to others and not trigger too strong a reaction. There are so many times in the past few years that I felt so fake doing the "grey rock" thing and hated myself for it. It is exhausting and I just want to be free. I don't care if I come out on top, I just need to be able to protect the ones that I need to protect and that is it.

  • @nicolawhiteman701
    @nicolawhiteman701 Před měsícem +1

    well that was intense! i’ve been single for 7 years and have yet to make a commitment to somebody because something always blows up or goes wrong. I’ve had someone from my past return wanting to engage intimately but no commitment as they have commitments they are not willing to let go of…. I met someone new 2 weeks ago and I felt the zing…and have been considering to pursue this and see what happen…My love life has been a dry drought for a very long time, the moment there is movement we get a reading like this 😂😂😂…I think im just going to stick to being a crazy cat lady!!!

  • @cparisi100
    @cparisi100 Před měsícem

    I’ve got Uranus in 5th…and past is PAST, looking forward

  • @twiggydaisies
    @twiggydaisies Před měsícem

    Thank you ❤