It hits different when you have the most loving partner, family and good friends by your side but you're still not able to squeeze happiness out of anything, so you're just smiling around people so when they think about you they picture you with a smile on your face.
Been doing it a lot more lately and slowly but surely moving up in the world even if said world is a fucked up place. The thing I've been after for awhile is filling my driving license and being able to drive anything, I am getting close I have my HGV practical in January and will learn motorbike at some point in 2024. I already have my car license as well as my PCV license. I'm just trying to always keep moving in life until I get old then I guess the slow decline begins.
@@gravemind6536 The best way to do man, "if you don't mind, it dont matter" go for whatever you want through the ebbs and flows. I slept with enough demons, its time to change and keep it moving. Even if its at a slow pace just keep going🌌
if u cant sleep, i just want you to know everything is going to be okay. Im currently in a position of my life going downhill, lost my girl, losing my dad, lost my brother and lost my grandma. I just hope this will go more further into happiness im gonna be truly honest im not happy, I need help. I know I need help, theres no one to help me anymore my mind is taking over Im scared, whoever reads this, its going to be okay im just to weak to be okay, I know you will be :)
You got this man, it sure is hard but i promise God loves you. I too had a similar situation and i wanted to end it all, I was so conviced that my life was destroyed and im never going to feel happiness ever again till Jesus started appearing everywhere, on tiktok, at school, some friends talked about him, on instagram, on youtube, almost everywhere. I started reading Gods word and I am not yet fully recovered but my mental health has improved a lot and I got on a new relationship with a girl who loves me. I don't believe in coincidences and im pretty sure the only reason im recovering and finding love in my life is because Jesus saved me. Find God and you will find your happiness man.
King i got you what does nit kill you makes you stronger we got this brother keep focuding on yourself and try improving take everthting step by step we will get therd back on top because we ARE FUCKING WARRIORS BRO
25 y.o. I never had things in my youth like all teenagers, I never felt love, I was always alone, I didn't have any adventures or bright memories. And now I stuck in circle home-work-home. I failed in everything. If life has a taste, mine tastes like a piece of paper. There's no anything good in future for me. Game over.
I feel like the same brotha, no girls, very few friends, now?just blank , home work home, I cant Force myself to go out again, all my friend went on with their life, they moved, some disappeared, I feel like I am stuck everyday more and everyday I slim the chances of seeing the end to this. I am close to you. ❤️
Bosses you are on the good way , the focus is clear you are good we are the kings remember 1 thing we survive alone we are killers just keep fucking livin and make some joy fuck everybody man just fuck everything you are the best
Your attitude and beliefs that nothing good will happen to you is the reason why nothing good will happen to you. Manifestation is very real, your mind is what is holding you back in life.
I don't want this to be the reality man I really dont, after 2 years she wanted a break and I knew instantly that she doesn't want me anymore and it has absolutely destroyed me and the worst part is that she made a better person and now I'm shattered and back to my alcohol and marijuana addiction and all I can think of is her. only her.
The love at first sight exist guys... So this is my history. She was the prettiest girl that I've ever seen. I was in Disney, Magical Kingdom (5/5/2022). I will never forget that date. It was 9:45 pm, I was running at an attraction (Space Mountain, its like a roller coaster) and a girl was running too with her little sister. I said "go ahead" and I stopped of run. She said "are you sure? if you want you can go ahead." I said "its okay". Then her mother was behind me and I said "are you with them?" and she said "yes". So I let her pass. And then we were in the line. I was with my aunt and two cousins, one of them has 6 and the other one has 11. I remember when she was talking with her mom I was trying to see her face disguising. And then I remember I was talking with my aunt and the girl moved her face trying to see my face (because I had a bucket hat). And we were looking at each other disguising. I don't know if I was crazy but it was reciprocal. Men always are saying "I felt something different with you", etc. But guys, I promise in my 15 years living at this planet I just can't explain how did I feel. When I was trying to see her my heart was shaking a lot, and I was so nervous, I was literally looking down at her shoes (I remember those were grey). I also remember she was dancing with her sister and her mom was watching at them. When the line was over and she were leaving thru the attraction I said "good luck" and she said the cutest "thank you" that I've ever heard. Then when I went thru the attraction, she was there with her mother and her little sister looking at the photo (you know the photo that the camera take it when you are in the roller coaster lol). They were leaving thru the tunnel, and my aunt and cousins went to see the photo and I told them "lets go to the other attraction" just because I wanted to see her face once more. I remember that I was holding my cousin's left (the one that has 6 years) hand when we were walking thru the tunnel. So I saw her and she was holding her sister's left hand. I was talking to my cousin and she looked down to see me. What a sensation. The final destination of the tunnel was a shop, and they stayed in the shop and we left. We were looking for my uncle, because he didn't want to go to Space Mountain again because we already had been in space mountain like at 12pm and it was our second time. I don't know why, my instinct tell me to check in a specific place, and meanwhile I was looking for him I was thinking "why didn't I tell her something" And when my aunt found him I turned back to go to them and I saw that girl again with her little sister and her mom. My heart literally stopped for a moment. The worse thing was that I just keep walking... 30 seconds later, I regretted to don't tell her, and I was looking for her. I told to my uncle that I was looking for a known person (lie). I couldn't find her... 1 day before this, I read in a YT comment of always take risks. And I didn't. I've been so sad since that day. I feel so weak, and think that this was the worse mistake of my life. Fuck, I just want to go thru the past and tell her how cute she was and ask for her number or Instagram, just to talk with her... I wish some day find you and talk to you. Just in case y'all want to help me, she was white, and had the typical 2 braids. She was like blond but not too much, I don't remember well tho. Her eyes were green or blue, I couldn't see her eyes color well because was at night and in the place that is the attraction was so dark with blue leds. I posted this a few months ago in a lot of videos (songs) like this one, and I asked to get pinned because I really wanted (want) to find her. The thing is that is hard. I just want to let you know guys that try, try everything, take risks always, don't go for the safety ways. I'm almost pretty sure that I'll go back on May of 2023 again. The same day and the same park. I just want to enjoy it, to know that a year ago happened something that changed me. That's all, thank you.
This might be harsh, but I hope it’s just as helpful to whoever reads it. Nearly everyone here is either hung up on a girl they can’t have or some problem that they LITERALLY have NO control over. It sucks, it’s sad. I get it, the weight of that shit gets crushing. But you have to move on. It’s hard and it’ll hurt, but it’s gonna only hurt you more to stay where you are. Forget the women, unless they bring character and purpose, right now they aren’t important. They won’t even be around in a year. If you’re lonely find your friends, make brothers, build a family outside of your blood. A family you choose. Take interest in yourself and all the things that matter to YOU. Focus on the things you CAN change, not stuff you wish you could. You aren’t a god, you can’t change and fix everything you want and that’s just how things are. Whatever Happens, Happens. Life isn’t fair always but it never will be. In a way that’s what makes it so fair. Accept the Loss and the lessons that come with them. Fail, Lose, Fall, but remember to get back up and learn from your mistakes. Everybody is always changing all the time, but not always in a way that makes them better. Don’t be like them. Work on yourself for yourself, not for others. Never compare yourself to anyone else. You’re not them. The only person you should ever compare yourself to is yesterdays version of yourself, that’s the ONLY person. You should always be trying to be a better version of the person you were yesterday. Remember, you have the power to make gods jealous. To do something they can’t. For they can do everything and anything, but because of this nothing they do will ever truly matter. At the end of the day our mortality is the cost humans pay to make our lives beautiful. The cost we pay so that way everything we do isn’t meaningless. Because you’ll only get to do them once. Death is nothingness and It’s what we all become. You’re only going to live once, but that’s okay. It makes everything we do while we’re alive that much more important. So stop wasting time on frivolous joys, find what is important. It’s important we learn how to live, not exist.
It's pretty hard to move on when I'm fighting for my life in warzone and my friends are falling one by one... Hopefully I get to see my bros in heaven soon. All those memories and now they just got hit by few bullets and almost everyone I loved is gone. Fuck this shit I hate my life.
I realized something very important yesterday. I have been lonely for my whole life so far. I never even asked someone, and i never had anyone loving me romantically. One day This girl joined our class. We talked from time to time, she was pretty i guess but we did never anything more then small talk. I started to think that i liked her. But i was completely wrong. I didn't like her, i forced myself to believe so. I was just desperate and i didn't know any other girl. Im happy i didn't ask her because even if she did accept (she would never.) I would have been very unhappy with her for sure. Lately i encountered this girl while drunk with friends. We talked for hours while listening to music. She was funny, charismatic, beautiful, interesting, relatable and she liked things i like, like cars and games. Even when the conversation got a little more serious i felt like we understood each other very well and i could relate with her a lot. It felt like nothing else mattered while i was with her. Before she left, she looked at me. I got so drunk that i was half unconscious on the couch. she put her fingers between my hair and said with a soft voice (So that my friends couldn't hear it.) :Il be back don't worry. And then she hugged me. I can't even describe how that felt and how much im in love with her. I feel like i would fight an entire army on my own to protect her. Maybe il ask her one day even if i have very little chance. But i dont wanna ruin our friendship. That would hurt too much. I can't even imagine that scenario. Well the point is, Trust me you'll know when you found the right one. If you have any doubt's she probably not the one for you.
nothing lasts actually..she broke up with me but it was my fault so yeah.but she was my therapist my love my everything my world i used to hug her from behind we had deams together i missed he cute laugh i missed her face i missed the memories we had together,from the other way i got nothing to do cuz my homies left our memories behind and im all alone i got nothing to do besides watch porn,smoke,and listen to some music while im outside at night/midnight and walk to nowhere
Despite replacing the whiskey for Whey and the hours staring at a screen for Gym but I still feel hollow. The only time I don’t is when my muscles burn during and after sets. Is this self harm? Have I really gotten worse in my attempt to improve?
I am to lonely I am seing illusions of my crush in my room happy to see me and her moving objects in my room and even dreams I dream of having a girl but when I wake up to reality I realize I don't have a girl and it never Will happen . I Work hard in scholl I am soo stresed I mostly end up on my bed crying. My friends are starting to laugh at me i just can't bellieve it
Keep your head up , life will surprise you once you get out of school and begin a new chapter . Things that happen now although hard, will mold you into a stronger individual further down the road . Stay strong ❤️
You move on. It’s hard and it’ll hurt, but it’s gonna only hurt you more to stay where you are. Forget the women, unless they bring character and purpose, for now they aren’t important. They won’t even be around in a year. If you’re lonely find your friends, make brothers, build a family outside of your blood. A family you choose. Take interest in yourself and all the things that matter to YOU. Focus on the things you CAN change, not stuff you wish you could. Life isn’t fair always but it never will be. Accept the Loss and the lessons that come with them. Fail, Lose, Fall, but remember to get back up and learn from your mistakes. Everybody is always changing all the time, but not always in a way that makes them better. Don’t be like them. Work on yourself for yourself, not for others. Never compare yourself to anyone else. You’re not them. The only person you should ever compare yourself to is yesterdays version of yourself, that’s the ONLY person, and you should always be trying to be a better version of that person every day. Remember, you have the power to make gods jealous. To do something they can’t. For they can do everything and anything, but because of this nothing they do will ever matter truly. At the end of the day our mortality is the cost humans pay to make our lives beautiful. The cost we pay so that way everything we do isn’t meaningless. Because you’ll only get to do them once. Death is nothingness and It’s what we all become. You’re only going to live once, but that’s okay. It makes everything we do while we’re alive that much more important. So stop wasting time on frivolous joys, find what is important. It’s important we learn how to live, not exist.
How can I do this without the help.. she just took off, after I changed my habits, life, choices. I became better and enjoyed it but stability was needed anyway sure.. but she didn't need to leave me after I went through it all, I went Poly, I went back to one on one, I cut friends off, stopped smoking, and drinking.. but now that she's gone? its like they're the only friends I have now. she texts me nowadays, and still.. even when she says 'I love you' and 'Ill always love you' it makes me feel good.. but then I remember, I'm remembering the past, the moments when those 'I love you's meant more than just a call to try and stop my crying, and to pity me. I want her cuddles back and smelling the roses in her hair, I want it all back.. is it selfish..? am I selfish..? They told me they'd stay, that there was more and even when they were gone they still said 'I'm not gone..' and 'I'm still here..' and yeah your here, but how much good is it if your not "HERE" I'm running in cycles, but I cant just` walk away? what would I do then..?
How am i supposed to know if i feel better or worse. Every time im going to sleep i feel sad, when i wake up i am sad but when i get to school i feel like my emotiond have been changed. I dont want anyone to know how i feel tho when i come home its the same thing. I am sad..
Its called having a front, putting on a brave face or whatever you wish to call it. You're essentially protecting yourself by trying to blend in and not appear as some miserable sad sack which would draw negative attention from people. Just remember everywhere you go not everything is as it may seem as people are different behind closed doors.
These past few days have been rough, I start to think I've found the one.... and then I see them kissing someone else. My phone broke, my friends think Im fine, and I'm always worse than everybody at everything I do. I need an end to this chaos but it won't come. I mean, luckily my crush of seven years has finally started noticing me. I think she likes me but I can't seem to get myself to go talk to her, I hate my anxiety... WHY ME... why me......
Tenia una pareja a la cual queria un momton , estubimos 8 meses hubo problemas los ultimos dias y me decidio terminar cuando me termino solo lo hiso y ya no sintio tristesa o que , solo me escuchava llorar por ella en llamada , pasaron 3 semanas de sufrimiento para mi , mientras ella me hacia mierda pasaba noches sin dormir pensando en ella :c , pasaba muchos problemas en ese entonces tambien , mi vida hiba de caida al suelo , le pedia ayuda y jugaba con mis sentimientos :c , hubo un dia que marco mi vida por completo , ese dia la vida me destruyo por completo ; tube muchos problemas , me queme la mano con agua hirviendo , fui a trabajar asi con la mano hecha mierda que solo me habia puesto un pinche guante , trabajaba como llantero , estaba sangrando mi mano ese dia , pero al jefe no le importo , me dolia un monton pero no pude dejar el trabajo hasta la noche , todo el dia lleno de gritos por parte de mi jefe , yo estaba llorando por dentro pero por afuera como sin nada , hasta que no aguante , me fui al baño y mirandome al espejo queria llorar por toda esta mierda me mire y me dije que podia con todo me aguante las lagrimas y sali del baño , segui trabajando por un poco mas y ya eran las 10 de la noche y regresaba a casa en el camino pedia ayuda a ella mi ex , pero ni al caso , pedi tambien ayuda a una amiga , pero ni le importo , llege a casa al entrar mi madre me regaño de forma fea que por que llege tarde , yo me estaba muriendo por dentro al saber que sobrepensaba cosas que no eran ciertas . llege a mi cuarto y me puse a llorar como loco , pedi nuevamente ayuda pero le dio igual a ella , llore y llore hasta que toque fondo me pregunte que por que haria eso? y otras cosas y ahi cambiaron las cosas , comenze a amarme a mi mismo , ponerme metas , objetivos y sueños los cuales hiba cumpliendo poco a poco a fines del mes de agosto le hago una llamada un domingo por la noche a ella , pero antes de eso lo estaba pensando mucho que si seria buena idea o por que volveria a un lugar donde me hisieron mucho daño , volvi por el amor que le tenia , pero me dije a mi mismo que no cambiaria por nada con mi nuevo yo , volvi la llame ese domingo ella estubo jugando y se emociono mucho , la emocion duro poco . le hiba contando poco a poco mi nuevo yo y sobre mis planes a futuros que por supuesto no eran faciles , no me daba cuenta que la estaba aburriendo poco a poco , pero sabia tambien que en el fondo tendria que tener mi promesa en pie . la quise volver a conquistar con mi nuevo yo pero no funciono , ella no me volvio a ver de la misma forma en que me veia incluso cuando mejore pasaron el tiempo , pero daba igual ella no se volveria a enamorar de mi , llego noviembre y ya se estaba alejando poco a poco , llego diciembre ella comenzo a subir mientras yo comenze a bajar :c , ella ya estaba siendo mas feliz que yo por las cosas que tenia y todo eso me fue dejando poco a poco y tanto asi que a fines de noviembre ella me temina bloqueando :c , me dejo solo :c otra vez , pero bueno yo ya me encargare de subir de nuevo esta vez lo pensare 2 veces si volver a llamarle aunque no lo creo .... ahora estoy con 1000 problemas y aun resisto despues de todo lo que pase aun soy fuerte !! Construi mi lema de : Aprende del pasado , vive el presente y ve hacia el futuro . espero que allas aprendido algo de mi historia :c
Recently I have started Drivers education at a highschool ive gone to once I believe, There was the prettiest girl ever and I had finally felt something in my chest. I go to a private school where there isn't a good variety of girls because it's a small private school. I was so scared I had asked my friend to go talk to her and he did, it just didn't turn out as I thought it would. She said she couldn't like me because I looked like her ex and it made her outrageous. I felt like it was karma, a lot of girls try to talk to me and I just added them and would leave them on read for hours because I thought love was fake and now that I actually felt something it was one sided. And I keep acting like love is fake and that it's stupid but in reality I just wanna feel loved, I see these tiktok couples and I wanna be like them, I don't know if I ever will.
Love will come your way dont look at Tiktok or social media and compare it to your life. Its all a front and people will post only what they want others to see, no bad side of anything. Keep on stepping and it will come around eventually!
I'm so fucking frustated, i live in brazil and the letive year start' s on february here. In the first day i saw a new girl in my class, i start to be secret interested on her, after some weeks she started to talk with me and we aproximated from each other very quick. But at some point she passed from talk with me all time, stay with me and etc to ignore my existence without any reason. She alimentated all my expectatives, she knew my intentions and she maked me believe that was something recyprocal. Seriously, i'm feeling a mix of sadness, angry and shame for being so stupid, i just think "why she did this?" she hurted me in the worst way possible.
It hits different when you have the most loving partner, family and good friends by your side but you're still not able to squeeze happiness out of anything, so you're just smiling around people so when they think about you they picture you with a smile on your face.
Same, I hate myself for not being grateful for what I have
Real it's me
Shut the fk up Man up. Change the world if you want ☺️
Yeah buddy, I can get u❤️
I dont even have What you have but like once i heard "be happy what you have right now bc u never know when your going to lose it"
-dreaming about her for few hours
-wake up
-crying
-go to school
-seeing her and cant talking to her
-come back to home after 8H at school
my routine
just talk to her you never know
replace school with work 💀
bro hm default
"Why aren't you happy as you used to?" Hurts....
I miss her warm reasuring hugs. Why cant anything last.
Everytime I've got time to think,I get to the point where all of my traumas flash before my eyes,and then overthink every little detail...
Nothing lasts. Life's short. So go get that. Take that risk. Do that thing. That's what I feel when I'm listening to this song.
Been doing it a lot more lately and slowly but surely moving up in the world even if said world is a fucked up place. The thing I've been after for awhile is filling my driving license and being able to drive anything, I am getting close I have my HGV practical in January and will learn motorbike at some point in 2024. I already have my car license as well as my PCV license. I'm just trying to always keep moving in life until I get old then I guess the slow decline begins.
@@gravemind6536 The best way to do man, "if you don't mind, it dont matter" go for whatever you want through the ebbs and flows. I slept with enough demons, its time to change and keep it moving. Even if its at a slow pace just keep going🌌
it is what it is, every day
The perfect song for today
Yea you right ...
Its my birthday heh..
@@Stoic_Tiger Happy Birthday to us my friend
if u cant sleep, i just want you to know everything is going to be okay. Im currently in a position of my life going downhill, lost my girl, losing my dad, lost my brother and lost my grandma. I just hope this will go more further into happiness
im gonna be truly honest im not happy, I need help. I know I need help, theres no one to help me anymore my mind is taking over Im scared, whoever reads this, its going to be okay im just to weak to be okay, I know you will be :)
You got this man, it sure is hard but i promise God loves you. I too had a similar situation and i wanted to end it all, I was so conviced that my life was destroyed and im never going to feel happiness ever again till Jesus started appearing everywhere, on tiktok, at school, some friends talked about him, on instagram, on youtube, almost everywhere. I started reading Gods word and I am not yet fully recovered but my mental health has improved a lot and I got on a new relationship with a girl who loves me. I don't believe in coincidences and im pretty sure the only reason im recovering and finding love in my life is because Jesus saved me. Find God and you will find your happiness man.
You got this man I believe in you your gonna be ok
King i got you what does nit kill you makes you stronger we got this brother keep focuding on yourself and try improving take everthting step by step we will get therd back on top because we ARE FUCKING WARRIORS BRO
25 y.o. I never had things in my youth like all teenagers, I never felt love, I was always alone, I didn't have any adventures or bright memories. And now I stuck in circle home-work-home. I failed in everything. If life has a taste, mine tastes like a piece of paper. There's no anything good in future for me. Game over.
I feel like the same brotha, no girls, very few friends, now?just blank , home work home, I cant Force myself to go out again, all my friend went on with their life, they moved, some disappeared, I feel like I am stuck everyday more and everyday I slim the chances of seeing the end to this.
I am close to you. ❤️
same here brother, things nust change for us all, things will get better
Bosses you are on the good way , the focus is clear you are good we are the kings remember 1 thing we survive alone we are killers just keep fucking livin and make some joy fuck everybody man just fuck everything you are the best
Your attitude and beliefs that nothing good will happen to you is the reason why nothing good will happen to you. Manifestation is very real, your mind is what is holding you back in life.
sometimes someone can stay forever in your heart, but not in your life.
that cuts deep bro
I don't want this to be the reality man I really dont, after 2 years she wanted a break and I knew instantly that she doesn't want me anymore and it has absolutely destroyed me and the worst part is that she made a better person and now I'm shattered and back to my alcohol and marijuana addiction and all I can think of is her. only her.
It's weird knowing that you your self are changing but the people around you aren't. Idk, it feels lonely, emptying even.
I’m so fucking far gone man, I don’t even have anything to feel sadness or regret over, my life is literally empty
Damn I fucking hate my life. I've cried myself every night to sleep for almost 5 years now and it's only getting worse...
The love at first sight exist guys... So this is my history. She was the prettiest girl that I've ever seen. I was in Disney, Magical Kingdom (5/5/2022). I will never forget that date. It was 9:45 pm, I was running at an attraction (Space Mountain, its like a roller coaster) and a girl was running too with her little sister. I said "go ahead" and I stopped of run. She said "are you sure? if you want you can go ahead." I said "its okay". Then her mother was behind me and I said "are you with them?" and she said "yes". So I let her pass. And then we were in the line. I was with my aunt and two cousins, one of them has 6 and the other one has 11. I remember when she was talking with her mom I was trying to see her face disguising. And then I remember I was talking with my aunt and the girl moved her face trying to see my face (because I had a bucket hat). And we were looking at each other disguising. I don't know if I was crazy but it was reciprocal. Men always are saying "I felt something different with you", etc. But guys, I promise in my 15 years living at this planet I just can't explain how did I feel. When I was trying to see her my heart was shaking a lot, and I was so nervous, I was literally looking down at her shoes (I remember those were grey). I also remember she was dancing with her sister and her mom was watching at them. When the line was over and she were leaving thru the attraction I said "good luck" and she said the cutest "thank you" that I've ever heard. Then when I went thru the attraction, she was there with her mother and her little sister looking at the photo (you know the photo that the camera take it when you are in the roller coaster lol). They were leaving thru the tunnel, and my aunt and cousins went to see the photo and I told them "lets go to the other attraction" just because I wanted to see her face once more. I remember that I was holding my cousin's left (the one that has 6 years) hand when we were walking thru the tunnel. So I saw her and she was holding her sister's left hand. I was talking to my cousin and she looked down to see me. What a sensation. The final destination of the tunnel was a shop, and they stayed in the shop and we left. We were looking for my uncle, because he didn't want to go to Space Mountain again because we already had been in space mountain like at 12pm and it was our second time. I don't know why, my instinct tell me to check in a specific place, and meanwhile I was looking for him I was thinking "why didn't I tell her something" And when my aunt found him I turned back to go to them and I saw that girl again with her little sister and her mom. My heart literally stopped for a moment. The worse thing was that I just keep walking... 30 seconds later, I regretted to don't tell her, and I was looking for her. I told to my uncle that I was looking for a known person (lie). I couldn't find her... 1 day before this, I read in a YT comment of always take risks. And I didn't. I've been so sad since that day. I feel so weak, and think that this was the worse mistake of my life. Fuck, I just want to go thru the past and tell her how cute she was and ask for her number or Instagram, just to talk with her... I wish some day find you and talk to you. Just in case y'all want to help me, she was white, and had the typical 2 braids. She was like blond but not too much, I don't remember well tho. Her eyes were green or blue, I couldn't see her eyes color well because was at night and in the place that is the attraction was so dark with blue leds.
I posted this a few months ago in a lot of videos (songs) like this one, and I asked to get pinned because I really wanted (want) to find her. The thing is that is hard. I just want to let you know guys that try, try everything, take risks always, don't go for the safety ways. I'm almost pretty sure that I'll go back on May of 2023 again. The same day and the same park. I just want to enjoy it, to know that a year ago happened something that changed me. That's all, thank you.
It really is a different feeling . I got you My brother
@@doom-man5810 Tysm
He doesnt know boys… Cherish it brother🖤🖤
something similar happened to me I hope your good now though
@@Sigmaligma1488 i hope you too
This might be harsh, but I hope it’s just as helpful to whoever reads it. Nearly everyone here is either hung up on a girl they can’t have or some problem that they LITERALLY have NO control over. It sucks, it’s sad. I get it, the weight of that shit gets crushing. But you have to move on. It’s hard and it’ll hurt, but it’s gonna only hurt you more to stay where you are. Forget the women, unless they bring character and purpose, right now they aren’t important. They won’t even be around in a year. If you’re lonely find your friends, make brothers, build a family outside of your blood. A family you choose. Take interest in yourself and all the things that matter to YOU. Focus on the things you CAN change, not stuff you wish you could. You aren’t a god, you can’t change and fix everything you want and that’s just how things are. Whatever Happens, Happens. Life isn’t fair always but it never will be. In a way that’s what makes it so fair. Accept the Loss and the lessons that come with them. Fail, Lose, Fall, but remember to get back up and learn from your mistakes. Everybody is always changing all the time, but not always in a way that makes them better. Don’t be like them. Work on yourself for yourself, not for others. Never compare yourself to anyone else. You’re not them. The only person you should ever compare yourself to is yesterdays version of yourself, that’s the ONLY person. You should always be trying to be a better version of the person you were yesterday. Remember, you have the power to make gods jealous. To do something they can’t. For they can do everything and anything, but because of this nothing they do will ever truly matter. At the end of the day our mortality is the cost humans pay to make our lives beautiful. The cost we pay so that way everything we do isn’t meaningless. Because you’ll only get to do them once. Death is nothingness and It’s what we all become. You’re only going to live once, but that’s okay. It makes everything we do while we’re alive that much more important. So stop wasting time on frivolous joys, find what is important. It’s important we learn how to live, not exist.
It's pretty hard to move on when I'm fighting for my life in warzone and my friends are falling one by one... Hopefully I get to see my bros in heaven soon. All those memories and now they just got hit by few bullets and almost everyone I loved is gone. Fuck this shit I hate my life.
keep going
I love bedroom
Bro wake up, Doom-man posted a new video.
This song would be for when the world ending slowly on a winters day infrunt of your own eyes
you have blessed me thank you man 🙏
I’m glad you enjoyed it , all of you are always bringing a smile to my face ❤️
Had a thought of writing something to encourage some people but hell nah I can't. Nice song btw
I hope this stays too comment
feels even deeper
Rest in Some Ready Good Peace DJ Scew. H TOWN for D Town salute. This is what my fore father left me. Beautiful piece. Jammin Alday.
Eu não sabia que estava deprimido até ouvir nessa versão. A dor é passageira.
Masterpiece bro thanks for this
4 am , drinking wiskey with coke at 16 in a dark room , amazing 😍
C'est la vie
I only smile to not hurt others
Bro the pic reminds me of of when i took 5 xanxs and drunk a whole dottle of jack
At this point. I dont feel anything…
If Anyone ever has a request for a Doomer song please feel free to drop it and ill do my best to do them all for you. Thank you, Stay strong peeps
Not sure if you've done kt yet but doomer space sing would be pretty coom
Dayglow - Can I Call You Tonight?
Space song?
The day you kill3d y0urs3lf
@@PagmsSilver up
This song hits after being shamed for wearing nice clothes on Christmas
I realized something very important yesterday. I have been lonely for my whole life so far. I never even asked someone, and i never had anyone loving me romantically. One day This girl joined our class. We talked from time to time, she was pretty i guess but we did never anything more then small talk. I started to think that i liked her. But i was completely wrong. I didn't like her, i forced myself to believe so. I was just desperate and i didn't know any other girl. Im happy i didn't ask her because even if she did accept (she would never.) I would have been very unhappy with her for sure.
Lately i encountered this girl while drunk with friends. We talked for hours while listening to music. She was funny, charismatic, beautiful, interesting, relatable and she liked things i like, like cars and games. Even when the conversation got a little more serious i felt like we understood each other very well and i could relate with her a lot. It felt like nothing else mattered while i was with her. Before she left, she looked at me. I got so drunk that i was half unconscious on the couch. she put her fingers between my hair and said with a soft voice (So that my friends couldn't hear it.) :Il be back don't worry. And then she hugged me. I can't even describe how that felt and how much im in love with her. I feel like i would fight an entire army on my own to protect her. Maybe il ask her one day even if i have very little chance. But i dont wanna ruin our friendship. That would hurt too much. I can't even imagine that scenario. Well the point is, Trust me you'll know when you found the right one. If you have any doubt's she probably not the one for you.
i'm not sad i just like sad music
wow this is just wow
those nights...
niceeee
hurts
sick
my girlfriend just brke up with me
nothing lasts actually..she broke up with me but it was my fault so yeah.but she was my therapist my love my everything my world i used to hug her from behind we had deams together i missed he cute laugh i missed her face i missed the memories we had together,from the other way i got nothing to do cuz my homies left our memories behind and im all alone i got nothing to do besides watch porn,smoke,and listen to some music while im outside at night/midnight and walk to nowhere
You are all loved❤
🔥
Despite replacing the whiskey for Whey and the hours staring at a screen for Gym but I still feel hollow. The only time I don’t is when my muscles burn during and after sets. Is this self harm? Have I really gotten worse in my attempt to improve?
I am to lonely I am seing illusions of my crush in my room happy to see me and her moving objects in my room and even dreams I dream of having a girl but when I wake up to reality I realize I don't have a girl and it never Will happen . I Work hard in scholl I am soo stresed I mostly end up on my bed crying. My friends are starting to laugh at me i just can't bellieve it
Keep your head up , life will surprise you once you get out of school and begin a new chapter . Things that happen now although hard, will mold you into a stronger individual further down the road . Stay strong ❤️
Thanks
Start going to gym, make friends, eat healthy, have a dream, something you want to achieve and then let your future-self decide
I asked her wish me luck
@@Just_a_normal_rock_B4ND did it go well?
it really hurt me
it reminds me of my cat (dead cat):
I dont know what to do
i guess we just live
@@WAVEWORLD. this isnt living, its existing
@@imatoaster7831 yea
You move on. It’s hard and it’ll hurt, but it’s gonna only hurt you more to stay where you are. Forget the women, unless they bring character and purpose, for now they aren’t important. They won’t even be around in a year. If you’re lonely find your friends, make brothers, build a family outside of your blood. A family you choose. Take interest in yourself and all the things that matter to YOU. Focus on the things you CAN change, not stuff you wish you could. Life isn’t fair always but it never will be. Accept the Loss and the lessons that come with them. Fail, Lose, Fall, but remember to get back up and learn from your mistakes. Everybody is always changing all the time, but not always in a way that makes them better. Don’t be like them. Work on yourself for yourself, not for others. Never compare yourself to anyone else. You’re not them. The only person you should ever compare yourself to is yesterdays version of yourself, that’s the ONLY person, and you should always be trying to be a better version of that person every day. Remember, you have the power to make gods jealous. To do something they can’t. For they can do everything and anything, but because of this nothing they do will ever matter truly. At the end of the day our mortality is the cost humans pay to make our lives beautiful. The cost we pay so that way everything we do isn’t meaningless. Because you’ll only get to do them once. Death is nothingness and It’s what we all become. You’re only going to live once, but that’s okay. It makes everything we do while we’re alive that much more important. So stop wasting time on frivolous joys, find what is important. It’s important we learn how to live, not exist.
How can I do this without the help..
she just took off, after I changed my habits, life, choices.
I became better and enjoyed it but stability was needed anyway sure.. but she didn't need to leave me after I went through it all, I went Poly, I went back to one on one, I cut friends off, stopped smoking, and drinking.. but now that she's gone?
its like they're the only friends I have now.
she texts me nowadays, and still.. even when she says 'I love you' and 'Ill always love you' it makes me feel good.. but then I remember, I'm remembering the past, the moments when those 'I love you's meant more than just a call to try and stop my crying, and to pity me.
I want her cuddles back and smelling the roses in her hair, I want it all back..
is it selfish..?
am I selfish..?
They told me they'd stay, that there was more and even when they were gone they still said 'I'm not gone..' and 'I'm still here..' and yeah your here, but how much good is it if your not "HERE"
I'm running in cycles, but I cant just` walk away?
what would I do then..?
it's a good song, wouldn't loop tho
thx algorithm XDD
How am i supposed to know if i feel better or worse. Every time im going to sleep i feel sad, when i wake up i am sad but when i get to school i feel like my emotiond have been changed. I dont want anyone to know how i feel tho when i come home its the same thing. I am sad..
Its called having a front, putting on a brave face or whatever you wish to call it. You're essentially protecting yourself by trying to blend in and not appear as some miserable sad sack which would draw negative attention from people. Just remember everywhere you go not everything is as it may seem as people are different behind closed doors.
These past few days have been rough, I start to think I've found the one.... and then I see them kissing someone else. My phone broke, my friends think Im fine, and I'm always worse than everybody at everything I do. I need an end to this chaos but it won't come. I mean, luckily my crush of seven years has finally started noticing me. I think she likes me but I can't seem to get myself to go talk to her, I hate my anxiety... WHY ME... why me......
The strongest soldiers fight the biggest battles. Keep fighting champion
i lost my bestfriend
I have no happiness
Hello Again Guys🤠
Tenia una pareja a la cual queria un momton , estubimos 8 meses hubo problemas los ultimos dias y me decidio terminar cuando me termino solo lo hiso y ya no sintio tristesa o que , solo me escuchava llorar por ella en llamada , pasaron 3 semanas de sufrimiento para mi , mientras ella me hacia mierda pasaba noches sin dormir pensando en ella :c , pasaba muchos problemas en ese entonces tambien , mi vida hiba de caida al suelo , le pedia ayuda y jugaba con mis sentimientos :c , hubo un dia que marco mi vida por completo , ese dia la vida me destruyo por completo ; tube muchos problemas , me queme la mano con agua hirviendo , fui a trabajar asi con la mano hecha mierda que solo me habia puesto un pinche guante , trabajaba como llantero , estaba sangrando mi mano ese dia , pero al jefe no le importo , me dolia un monton pero no pude dejar el trabajo hasta la noche , todo el dia lleno de gritos por parte de mi jefe , yo estaba llorando por dentro pero por afuera como sin nada , hasta que no aguante , me fui al baño y mirandome al espejo queria llorar por toda esta mierda me mire y me dije que podia con todo me aguante las lagrimas y sali del baño , segui trabajando por un poco mas y ya eran las 10 de la noche y regresaba a casa en el camino pedia ayuda a ella mi ex , pero ni al caso , pedi tambien ayuda a una amiga , pero ni le importo , llege a casa al entrar mi madre me regaño de forma fea que por que llege tarde , yo me estaba muriendo por dentro al saber que sobrepensaba cosas que no eran ciertas . llege a mi cuarto y me puse a llorar como loco , pedi nuevamente ayuda pero le dio igual a ella , llore y llore hasta que toque fondo me pregunte que por que haria eso? y otras cosas y ahi cambiaron las cosas , comenze a amarme a mi mismo , ponerme metas , objetivos y sueños los cuales hiba cumpliendo poco a poco a fines del mes de agosto le hago una llamada un domingo por la noche a ella , pero antes de eso lo estaba pensando mucho que si seria buena idea o por que volveria a un lugar donde me hisieron mucho daño , volvi por el amor que le tenia , pero me dije a mi mismo que no cambiaria por nada con mi nuevo yo , volvi la llame ese domingo ella estubo jugando y se emociono mucho , la emocion duro poco . le hiba contando poco a poco mi nuevo yo y sobre mis planes a futuros que por supuesto no eran faciles , no me daba cuenta que la estaba aburriendo poco a poco , pero sabia tambien que en el fondo tendria que tener mi promesa en pie . la quise volver a conquistar con mi nuevo yo pero no funciono , ella no me volvio a ver de la misma forma en que me veia incluso cuando mejore pasaron el tiempo , pero daba igual ella no se volveria a enamorar de mi , llego noviembre y ya se estaba alejando poco a poco , llego diciembre ella comenzo a subir mientras yo comenze a bajar :c , ella ya estaba siendo mas feliz que yo por las cosas que tenia y todo eso me fue dejando poco a poco y tanto asi que a fines de noviembre ella me temina bloqueando :c , me dejo solo :c otra vez , pero bueno yo ya me encargare de subir de nuevo esta vez lo pensare 2 veces si volver a llamarle aunque no lo creo .... ahora estoy con 1000 problemas y aun resisto despues de todo lo que pase aun soy fuerte !! Construi mi lema de : Aprende del pasado , vive el presente y ve hacia el futuro . espero que allas aprendido algo de mi historia :c
Mantente fuerte hermano, mantén la cabeza en alto. Cosas buenas vendrán en tu camino, Dios te está probando. Tienes que ganar sus batallas.
@@doom-man5810 Si mi bro :) , vamos con todo !!
Recently I have started Drivers education at a highschool ive gone to once I believe, There was the prettiest girl ever and I had finally felt something in my chest. I go to a private school where there isn't a good variety of girls because it's a small private school. I was so scared I had asked my friend to go talk to her and he did, it just didn't turn out as I thought it would. She said she couldn't like me because I looked like her ex and it made her outrageous.
I felt like it was karma, a lot of girls try to talk to me and I just added them and would leave them on read for hours because I thought love was fake and now that I actually felt something it was one sided. And I keep acting like love is fake and that it's stupid but in reality I just wanna feel loved, I see these tiktok couples and I wanna be like them, I don't know if I ever will.
Love will come your way dont look at Tiktok or social media and compare it to your life. Its all a front and people will post only what they want others to see, no bad side of anything. Keep on stepping and it will come around eventually!
Guys she broke up with me at 0:08 idk What i Should do now
It's funny bc I actually have jack d
Я хочу закончить все😀
fml im probably gunna fucking kms i just cant even express to anyone how alone i feel on this earth just want someone to know
Dont do it bro we are all in the same boat man we can get trough this
⛾😺
I'm so fucking frustated, i live in brazil and the letive year start' s on february here. In the first day i saw a new girl in my class, i start to be secret interested on her, after some weeks she started to talk with me and we aproximated from each other very quick. But at some point she passed from talk with me all time, stay with me and etc to ignore my existence without any reason. She alimentated all my expectatives, she knew my intentions and she maked me believe that was something recyprocal. Seriously, i'm feeling a mix of sadness, angry and shame for being so stupid, i just think "why she did this?" she hurted me in the worst way possible.
the bad feeling is gone, but lession stays.