Its unforunate thats the way we humans think- its only normal to reflect on the past. Many of us wish we could go back in time to relive those happy memories and it will never happen. But what you soon realise is you're missing on the moments right infront of you.
this song honestly makes me hope I have nothing on my mind. I always have anxous thoughts non-stop. I need it to stop so I can have at least one small break
A few day ago I just realized that, I haven't done anything with my life. And I wasted half my childhood arguing and listening to people yell, I also just sit around being nothing, but I know. I will make a difference in this ugly, cruel world. I hope you do too! I love you and I'm so proud of you ;) I wish people could say that to me also.
I remember when i was sitting on that chair in the waiting room, trying to force myself to the psych room. You are going to be okay, and i for a fact know that.
Keep ya chin up the feeling will go away and you’ll make new better memories with someone who’s more deserving things happen can’t let yourself stay in the ground time to pick yourself up and keep on walking and when you feel ready start running
Aw, thats cute and nice of them. But i hope youre okay, man. If you ever need anyone to talk to, i have tons of social medias you can find me on and you can vent to me whenever. Ill listen. Ill be here for you. :)
me too but outside there's a world waiting for you and I'll be sad if you left this world so early , I'm proud that you keep going it's hard for me to keep going too 💖💖💖
@@gulk.5307 i come here sometimes to ask people if they need to talk because for some reason people always listen to this song when they are lonely, but you're the first person to ask me so I'm not quite sure what to say, but I'll try to vent. The past few days for me have been ups and downs, going from some of the coolest moments throughout the days to feeling worthless in the nights. I usually end up embarrassing myself by texting my friends messages either about hating myself or telling them i love them because A) I'm afraid they'll move on from me or B) I'm scared if they ever felt down because I don't like it when people close to me are hurting. On top of this I've developed a crush on this girl and i think she likes me, but i'm afraid of ruining our friendship because she is the closest friend i've ever had. I end up trying to convince myself why i shouldnt ask her out which leads to me thinking about why it wouldn't work, eventually coming to me listing all the reasons why i believe I'm unlovable. That's basically what I'm going through rn, but these spouts of sadness are mixed in with really good times, so it'ss been complicated. Anyways thanks for asking me if i needed to talk, do you?
I wake up and I dont know wether to throw myself out the window or to just have a cup of tea and proceed with my submission work. sometimes the absurdity of life dawns upon me as I go through my day and I still cant figure out what the point is, its all just suffering, constant suffering only teased with some hints of good memories between all the trauma and malevolence, they say stop being nihilistic and produce something for society without even answering the original point of why does anyone bother, thats why this feeling is so isolating, why does everyone run away from this question it makes me feel so alone, its like the one thing we cant grasp and its scary, so we just keep running for the rest of our life trying to justify everything, what a society... one that boosts living but doesnt ask or tell us what we are living for...
I live for my fantasies. I spend most of my time in class reading comics or listening to music while daydreaming. Working hard is boring, but once you have your independence, and when you get the life youve wanted to live, youll be thankful you survived long enough to see the beauty that you worked so hard for. Life is hard but its hard for a reason, you have to survive until you cant, because thats just how life works. So please get through this, you made it this far so you cant give up now. And take breaks, otherwise youll overwork your self. I literally cant wait for spring break because thats the only time ill have time to calm down, and take a deep breath. You should also do that too, please dont overwork yourself. Anyways sorry for talking too long, this is bit more than what i thought i was gonna write qwq
Sometimes I feel trying to put a finger on what it all means or finding meaning is the wrong way about it, if you seek a universal correct answer. I can tell you some reasons why people bother and it's simply because of ignorance or family but some are happy living a simple life. Not all of us can say the same and we strive to have some meaning or mark on this planet but ultimately everything will go with the passage of time. Recognizing the absurdity that we live in such a crazy world and choosing to remain in it is to me, defiance against a universe that is hard against us. Continuing to get up everyday defies the logic of the universe because us humans are capable of doing that. So yea we can't grasp the point of it all, but even if we could. Would that fulfill us? What if we already found the point. I am just spitballing now, but I can empathize man.
After a long time of thinking that, this song became that answer to that for me. It reminds me of my dog. I don’t have an explanation, it’s more do a feeling then a sentence. I guess the closest thing I can say is to replay the song and imagine someone close to you who passed. Just let the memories flow. It’ll hurt. A lot. But it’s worth it.
I wanna be haunted I wanna be loved I want a lot of friends and A lot of drugs I wanna be haunted I won’t leave my bed I won’t go crazy and I won’t get sad So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh …And follow the path you were destined to have. You know, oftentimes we don’t slow down to think about the grudges, resentments, and anger that we hold on to everyday, in our bodies, in our hearts, and in our minds. Whether you’re aware of it or not, I am willing to bet you that there is a way that you are disappointed in yourself, that there is a way that- im currently doing shit right now so have these lyrics lol, I’m fr goin through it. life sucks man.
if there’s one thing this song taught me, it’s that no matter what you do, people always come in and out, and as painful as it can be to see them come or go, we have to except the fact that maybe the time wasn’t right or it was just an accident
Never realised how much more nostalgia can be gained from this song by slowing it down. It’s already nostalgic, but this just makes me feel warm. Makes me feel like someday I will be forgotten no matter what. My achievements will fade away at the end of time, when either a new medium overtakes the internet and it is forgotten like tv and radio or humanity disappears and the internet fizzles out. Nature pog will be forgotten. (which is ironic, because now that exact thing is on the brink of being lost because I never thought to archive it, might still exist on a usb somewhere) My 1307 hour video will be forgotten. All of me will be forgotten. Oh boy, that was a long comment... Edit: guess what I found ;)
It all happens, the beauty of life is that it will never end. We I’ll experience over and over until we are like old souls, all Of us new to the world and who are frustrated. This isn’t our time on the planet but our time to experience it, if that makes sense❤️
I'm glad you're continuing I only have a few hopes left but honestly I'm letting go. Suck it up, to stop caring and I just-- I can't take much, I never could help myself I'm such a fucked up baby needing people because I'm so scared of myself
im just a watcher, watching as my life burns down to ashes, but i kinda like fire, you can get lost in its crackles and movement, every particle that flies off of it into the sky with its story, am i ruining myself? maybe. do i like doing this? not really. does it have to be that way all the time? no but it is.
i like the ending part where the lady is speaking, it feels like a therapist is trying to help me but i can't help but ignore everything and feel hopeless lol
Parents... Rules... No freedom. I don't know what your relationship with your parents is like, but if it's an ok or good one, all I can say is enjoy the time you have with them. You only realize how much you love them once they're gone. Somehow in my life, it seems that I already know that love despite the fact that both my parents are alive and well. Stay safe :)
Just a small vent. I wish he knew that I wasn’t ready for a relationship. It wasn’t that I just wanted his attention. It was that I wanted his love and I wanted to make sure he was the right one. But he thought I was using him and left the day I was going to tell him I was ready. Sorry bubs.
When you missed out on your whole childhood and can't be yourself around anyone. Not friends, not family. So whatever keeps bothering you is still inside you and you can't talk to anyone so you rely on music to keep you sane
Hey I've seen a lot of sad comments so I'm just gonna say this. If someone is saying something that could harm them or others please reply and say something. Your words could maybe tun out to help them. I just want everyone safe. Even if your not ok either, we all know each others pain and we're all here to help. I love you! Keep up the good work lovelies!
This song makes me miss being younger I was so much happier and free now I have hardly no friends my family basically just forgot about me its my birthday next week and I have no one to invite but myself:/
I miss every memory I made there. I don't understand why I had to go And now i'm starting to not feel as much nostalgia and happiness when thinking of those memories and it hurts so much I just cannot
Hey man remember there’s always steps to change and if they can’t see you for the person you are then they’re not worth being pained about it’ll get better
Lyrics to those who need it lol. I wanna be haunted I wanna be loved I want a lot of friends and A lot of drugs I wanna be haunted I won't leave my bed I won't go crazy and I won't get sad So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh ...And follow the path you were destined to have You know, oftentimes we don't slow down to think about the grudges Resentments, and anger that we hold on to every day In our bodies, in our hearts, and in our minds Whether you're aware of it or not, I am willing to bet you That there is a way that you are disappointed in yourself That there is a way that- man I hate how i relate to this fucking song. but i blame my sadness and my anger issues.
Hey dude. Im having trouble too. I dont know you but seeing as you put 4 comments figured I could say something instead of just saying "relatable" in my head and scrolling on. Your amazing! Im so glad youve made it this far! Your beutiful and im so glad your here. I love you so much! I just really hope you dont leave us tonight, or not ever. I know how yu feel so im not gonna sy any lame cringy things but just know I beleive in you. Keep on going bestie!
its getting bad again. all the days seem like one big loop that I can never escape. at this point I don't know if I even want to get better or if I want to go just like my dad did. the same way. the apple really does fall close to the tree..
they all left me and now i’m trying to branch out but it’s hard when all i do is wonder what was wrong with me. i never changed and i thought they wouldn’t either
This reminds me about my childhood. Seeing my siblings yell and cry. Them just being mean to me. Them, leaving me to cry at night. I love them, but I'm to scared to show it. My mom arguing with my father and siblings. It was tough back then. And it still is.
there it is. two am, middle school summer vacation. when none of your friends invite you over. they don't bother to ask. they don't even text you. crying under the covers in your room, or on your rooftop, or at that special place you meant to share with them before they seemed to get so busy all of a sudden. being left all on your own is brutal, and i hate that i've gotten used to it. so there it is, taking me back to when it still hurt. there it is.
Or thinking you're going to be with someone for the rest of your life, but then they become a distant memory of friendship that you'll never have again
this song really hits me deep. I used to listen to this song everyday when i had to escape from school and skip my classes to go outside and think about everything. The women talking at the end is printed into my memory. This song reminds me so much of my saudade but also is a part of it.
These comments are so saddening, making me cry, remember to do what you want, if it scares you do it anyway, the relief you get after doing something scary even it be going to the shops or getting out of bed, you did that and I'm so proud for you, love all of you, you don't need to "do something with your life" we are here to connect, live, learn, wonder, create, and be! You're doing your best job and I care xo
This makes me remember when it was 2015 summer me in the water park at la or Miami with my family playing all the sad memories we’re behind..I was skinny and could swim perfect :D good ol times
I had a cousin I met through ancestry back in 2019 when I started researching my family, we kept in touch via social media, she was an amazing person, very thoughtful eccentric and warm, she definitely put my family I grew up knowing and who neglected me to shame. we became close at the end of 2021 when she moved from Arizona to Kansas, we found that we had a lot in common with how we grew up. She always made it a point to hit me up every once in awhile to tell me she hopes I’m having a great day etc, none of my family or friends down here hit me up unless they want something and not even for that alot of times. We planned on meeting in person some time this year but it never happened because of my own issues with getting my shit together. She passed away about six months ago, she had already been dead for at least a week before I found out, I was numb and despondent to say the least I didn’t want it to be real, I listened to this on repeat that night, now that she’s gone I’ve lost almost all interest in doing anything or being around anyone, it’s hard to go back to how things were when you meet people like her.
Anybody proud of me I haven't eaten for 3 weeks and today I finally decided to eat again I get body shame alott and that makes me starve myself but I realize its not worth it please don't starve ur self its not healthy u can get anemia please .
2:36 this is how i would describe losing a certain friendship. This is how i felt after until i reflected and realized that the sad truth is that not all of them last, and that the friendship wasn't even good for me in the first place. This person helped me regain a somewhat positive mindset. yet at the same time I spent so long forcing myself to like certain things and act a certain way just so i could keep people happy. Just so i wouldnt feel alone again. After leaving, i mourned its loss and began slowly growing a hatred towards the person, and truth is thats not who i am either. Holding onto hatred isn't healthy. Neither is acting a certain way. Im returning here not because of my lost friendship,but because im turning 18 soon. This song feels like flashing through past memories. Like someone else in the comment section said, remembering good memories but feeling sad about it. My childhood is over march 16th. This is my last christmas as a kid. If anyone read this all, thank you. I hope whatever your going through gets better and i know you can find the strength to push through it. Goodbye for now.
hey man, i sent you this song and told you it’s what it feels like to hug you. that’s because every time i do i cry, because i never know when i’ll even get to see you again. i hate that we were separated over such a stupid misunderstanding and such terrible logic, and im grateful we can still text. but it’s not the same. this song feels like looking back on last summer when we would ride our bikes to the park every day and blast music and laugh and climb trees and flip off creepy old guys and name all the fish in the bay Scott and make snowmen out of the sand and play cards and laugh so hard we cried and talk about the important things that a best friend is there to talk about with. it was so wonderful and it was the best summer of my life even though so much shit happened. i’m so sorry that we can’t do that anymore. i’m sorry that i have to brace myself for an argument every time i even bring you up. i love you so much, you’re my best friend and you’ve been such a constant force in my life for so long and i’m so grateful. i’m sorry i haven’t been able to be there for you recently the way you have for me. i’m sorry you had to deal with the loss of your dad alone at such a young age. i’m sorry your mom is an abusive jerk. i wish time would pass faster so i can finally help you. i love you so much and i miss you.
I come to this video every night to help me sleep and I love seeing the views go up along with your subs. It's like i get to grow up with the video a bit
Me and my parter had an argue about me going back to my bestfriend, listening to this song gives me flashback to the old good memories.. it makes me cry
The deepest depths of my stone skin remind me to breathe in your name, I wish you well from the moon's faint glow to your distraught dreams. For sadly I won't be here when you awake. My love for you will linger infinitely in this time. Bye.
Listening to the reverbed version makes me get my depresstion again i wish i never lived so i dont have to sit through the pain and suffering i just want it to end i want it to stop hurting it hurts so much make it end please😥😔
This makes me think of family the one i want not the one i have. The one that respects your boundaries and privacy. One who loves you and everything you and that you stand for. The one who loves you through everything. The one who helps you with your struggles. The one you can tell anything. The one i need.
TW I always thought that I never was able to grow up and change, then, I changed, for the pain. I was clingy af and barely childish but I was happy. I never had a problem. Now, I'm overthinking asf and begin insane and sad everyday. My self-esteem is low af and I wished to be ded long time ago. I was c*tt1ng myself but just because my parents noticed it and call me insane and mental fcked, I stopped for a while. Then, it is.
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This song feels like remembering a good memory but feeling sad about it
Damn that’s true
yes exactly
a very good description.
Omg yes
Its unforunate thats the way we humans think- its only normal to reflect on the past. Many of us wish we could go back in time to relive those happy memories and it will never happen. But what you soon realise is you're missing on the moments right infront of you.
My life is starting to become this song again
Relapse? Please don't make it happen, that shit hurts.
I know the feeling man and I promise it’ll get better one day
Idk I’m just dissociating
me too
Ok lol
When you listen to this and no one pops up on your mind…
Same
makes me feel some type of way but for no one. just this song feels like heartbreak
but someone does.
they dont deserve to though
my old self pops to my head
this song honestly makes me hope I have nothing on my mind. I always have anxous thoughts non-stop. I need it to stop so I can have at least one small break
“that’s me :)”
“Stay away :(“
“This used to be my room :)”
“I miss my toys.”
Baphomet Kun supremacy
@@Patrick-qu6yg y es
I belive in baphomet kun supremacy
hey if u don’t mind me asking who’s the character in ur pfp
@@heidibrown6668 that’s the main character of kizaniver
A few day ago I just realized that, I haven't done anything with my life. And I wasted half my childhood arguing and listening to people yell, I also just sit around being nothing, but I know. I will make a difference in this ugly, cruel world. I hope you do too! I love you and I'm so proud of you ;) I wish people could say that to me also.
I'm proud of you to want to be something in the world we live in! We're all struggling but it's what humans do. Keep going ❤
@@lidicat4 tysm this made my day
This is like 2 months late but honestly I'm proud of you and this honestly made a big change I'm my life ❤️
I remember when i was sitting on that chair in the waiting room, trying to force myself to the psych room. You are going to be okay, and i for a fact know that.
same :|
listening to this thinking about somebody i'll never have in my life again :/
Keep ya chin up the feeling will go away and you’ll make new better memories with someone who’s more deserving things happen can’t let yourself stay in the ground time to pick yourself up and keep on walking and when you feel ready start running
@@milesarroyo8404 thanks brother
Haunted.
I'm the same, they weren't as important to me but in the end, it hurts to know I'll never have those memories again. Do you need to talk to someone?
Me too:/
Sometimes people pretend you're a bad person so they don't feel guilty about the things they did to you
holy shit yeah
Well it hurt
this needed to be said... ❤️
this song makes me want to be held by absolutely nothing. like i want to be hugged by no one.
i know how you feel
So like the feeling of a hug, but not being given one by someone
i MAY be sad but atleast I’ve got this song and th bracelet the little kids on the other side of the street made for me-
That’s sweet and I hope you get better soon
@@marcrizzo1938 thank you! And yeah I found it really sweet of them :]
Awe, I hope things are getting better.
Aw, thats cute and nice of them. But i hope youre okay, man. If you ever need anyone to talk to, i have tons of social medias you can find me on and you can vent to me whenever. Ill listen. Ill be here for you. :)
i wish i never existed.
I wish I never existed too
me too but outside there's a world waiting for you and I'll be sad if you left this world so early , I'm proud that you keep going it's hard for me to keep going too 💖💖💖
@@glizzing_lol6198 Trust me,you won't be sad, you will never know.
Do you need to speak to someone?
@@gulk.5307 i come here sometimes to ask people if they need to talk because for some reason people always listen to this song when they are lonely, but you're the first person to ask me so I'm not quite sure what to say, but I'll try to vent. The past few days for me have been ups and downs, going from some of the coolest moments throughout the days to feeling worthless in the nights. I usually end up embarrassing myself by texting my friends messages either about hating myself or telling them i love them because A) I'm afraid they'll move on from me or B) I'm scared if they ever felt down because I don't like it when people close to me are hurting. On top of this I've developed a crush on this girl and i think she likes me, but i'm afraid of ruining our friendship because she is the closest friend i've ever had. I end up trying to convince myself why i shouldnt ask her out which leads to me thinking about why it wouldn't work, eventually coming to me listing all the reasons why i believe I'm unlovable. That's basically what I'm going through rn, but these spouts of sadness are mixed in with really good times, so it'ss been complicated. Anyways thanks for asking me if i needed to talk, do you?
I wake up and I dont know wether to throw myself out the window or to just have a cup of tea and proceed with my submission work. sometimes the absurdity of life dawns upon me as I go through my day and I still cant figure out what the point is, its all just suffering, constant suffering only teased with some hints of good memories between all the trauma and malevolence, they say stop being nihilistic and produce something for society without even answering the original point of why does anyone bother, thats why this feeling is so isolating, why does everyone run away from this question it makes me feel so alone, its like the one thing we cant grasp and its scary, so we just keep running for the rest of our life trying to justify everything, what a society... one that boosts living but doesnt ask or tell us what we are living for...
I live for my fantasies. I spend most of my time in class reading comics or listening to music while daydreaming. Working hard is boring, but once you have your independence, and when you get the life youve wanted to live, youll be thankful you survived long enough to see the beauty that you worked so hard for. Life is hard but its hard for a reason, you have to survive until you cant, because thats just how life works. So please get through this, you made it this far so you cant give up now. And take breaks, otherwise youll overwork your self. I literally cant wait for spring break because thats the only time ill have time to calm down, and take a deep breath. You should also do that too, please dont overwork yourself. Anyways sorry for talking too long, this is bit more than what i thought i was gonna write qwq
@@lulululululu1327 seeing this a month later, still cheered me up, thats a really comforting perspective thank you
Sometimes I feel trying to put a finger on what it all means or finding meaning is the wrong way about it, if you seek a universal correct answer. I can tell you some reasons why people bother and it's simply because of ignorance or family but some are happy living a simple life. Not all of us can say the same and we strive to have some meaning or mark on this planet but ultimately everything will go with the passage of time. Recognizing the absurdity that we live in such a crazy world and choosing to remain in it is to me, defiance against a universe that is hard against us. Continuing to get up everyday defies the logic of the universe because us humans are capable of doing that.
So yea we can't grasp the point of it all, but even if we could. Would that fulfill us? What if we already found the point.
I am just spitballing now, but I can empathize man.
After a long time of thinking that, this song became that answer to that for me. It reminds me of my dog. I don’t have an explanation, it’s more do a feeling then a sentence. I guess the closest thing I can say is to replay the song and imagine someone close to you who passed. Just let the memories flow. It’ll hurt. A lot. But it’s worth it.
the thing is that you’re trying to find life a reason without living. put your hands up, and start. now. you can
the start of this song feels like
"hey im feeling kinda sad right now but i gtg, i'll cya later alright?"
*last online 13 years ago*
They probably committed suicide
@@landonjohnson4477 i- why'd you have to say that-
@@landonjohnson4477 true tho
@@fern6567 bc someone said they were sad then left cor 13 years lol
That's what I need right now
Time goes, but the memory remains
@@sonydreamcxst yes
@@jt6170 and.........o
Oo
:(
@@meowerzzz. :o.
I wanna be haunted
I wanna be loved
I want a lot of friends and
A lot of drugs
I wanna be haunted
I won’t leave my bed
I won’t go crazy and
I won’t get sad
So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh
So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh
So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh
So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh
…And follow the path you were destined to have. You know, oftentimes we don’t slow down to think about the grudges, resentments, and anger that we hold on to everyday, in our bodies, in our hearts, and in our minds. Whether you’re aware of it or not, I am willing to bet you that there is a way that you are disappointed in yourself, that there is a way that-
im currently doing shit right now so have these lyrics lol, I’m fr goin through it. life sucks man.
Hey, just checking up how are you doing? Have things got better in the last 8 months?
@@sniojumakaronus7419 hbu in the last 8 months?
@sniojumakaronus7419 noone is doing good, 2 years later and this world is the biggest mess
Hey u alright man!?😢
thug it out
It just got worse. But I believe that it’ll get better. Will it?
Do you need to talk to someone? And yes, if you give anything enough time, literally anything, a situation will resolve somehow
@@oldcatti8363 It will get better.
It will :)
If u believe it will
It won't. Never.
this may be the last time i listen to this song… life’s getting better
Every part of this song is beautiful but right at 2:36, it brings it all together. I just keep playing it over and over.
where is the end from or did they make it
@@sophiacatina5751 the end is from the original song.
the end song kinda reminds me of an old 2000s game i used to play (millie's math house)
The guitar feels so calming :(
if there’s one thing this song taught me, it’s that no matter what you do, people always come in and out, and as painful as it can be to see them come or go, we have to except the fact that maybe the time wasn’t right or it was just an accident
This song is the only thing that has made me feel seen in years
Never realised how much more nostalgia can be gained from this song by slowing it down. It’s already nostalgic, but this just makes me feel warm.
Makes me feel like someday I will be forgotten no matter what.
My achievements will fade away at the end of time, when either a new medium overtakes the internet and it is forgotten like tv and radio or humanity disappears and the internet fizzles out.
Nature pog will be forgotten. (which is ironic, because now that exact thing is on the brink of being lost because I never thought to archive it, might still exist on a usb somewhere)
My 1307 hour video will be forgotten.
All of me will be forgotten.
Oh boy, that was a long comment...
Edit: guess what I found ;)
It all happens, the beauty of life is that it will never end. We I’ll experience over and over until we are like old souls, all Of us new to the world and who are frustrated. This isn’t our time on the planet but our time to experience it, if that makes sense❤️
life is crazy and it can be overwhelming. take a breather, make goals, and most importantly find people who care and understand you.
I’ll find peace one day, and that’s all I need to keep going
You got this man
I'm glad you're continuing I only have a few hopes left but honestly I'm letting go. Suck it up, to stop caring and I just-- I can't take much, I never could help myself I'm such a fucked up baby needing people because I'm so scared of myself
Blast this at full volume in your car at 11pm while to work. It's worth it.
they’re matching bios and stuff lol. Isn’t she meant to be my best friend ..
Do you need to speak to someone?
I've been there. Im so sorry for you
hey it’s okay I know it’s been 5 months but I hope you got over it:)
damn that hurts me
@@angelina-cp6jn yeah
im just a watcher, watching as my life burns down to ashes, but i kinda like fire, you can get lost in its crackles and movement, every particle that flies off of it into the sky with its story, am i ruining myself? maybe. do i like doing this? not really. does it have to be that way all the time? no but it is.
I’m sorry I hope everything gets better on me day
The feeling of hopelessness listening to this 🥺
don't let alts tiktok cringe video find this gem
LMAO
I actually hope they do. Teen suicide deserves a lot more recognition.
@@ewkyro7832 i hope he gets recognition too. just not from TikTok, they ruin all good music with cringe stuff. that's all im saying.
@@ewkyro7832 I prefer not having kids with fake depression flooding their stuff
@@dylanroemmele906 ah same probably agrees with you. But recognition is recognition and this band is underrated and underappreciated
i like the ending part where the lady is speaking, it feels like a therapist is trying to help me but i can't help but ignore everything and feel hopeless lol
Damn I’m sorry you gotta go though that
this happened to me help
If missing someone was a sound
Real
Man, realizing how trapped you are w parents atm is so hearbreaking..
Parents... Rules... No freedom. I don't know what your relationship with your parents is like, but if it's an ok or good one, all I can say is enjoy the time you have with them. You only realize how much you love them once they're gone. Somehow in my life, it seems that I already know that love despite the fact that both my parents are alive and well. Stay safe :)
Just a small vent.
I wish he knew that I wasn’t ready for a relationship. It wasn’t that I just wanted his attention. It was that I wanted his love and I wanted to make sure he was the right one. But he thought I was using him and left the day I was going to tell him I was ready.
Sorry bubs.
this gives me so much nostalgia for no reason
its weird im making up memories
with people i dont know
When you missed out on your whole childhood and can't be yourself around anyone. Not friends, not family. So whatever keeps bothering you is still inside you and you can't talk to anyone so you rely on music to keep you sane
listening to this song while living like ur straight from a coming of age movie is a vibe
Hey I've seen a lot of sad comments so I'm just gonna say this. If someone is saying something that could harm them or others please reply and say something. Your words could maybe tun out to help them. I just want everyone safe. Even if your not ok either, we all know each others pain and we're all here to help. I love you! Keep up the good work lovelies!
Thank you for doing this man you’re a really good person
thank you, I love your pfp btw
No 🗿🍷
This song makes me miss being younger I was so much happier and free now I have hardly no friends my family basically just forgot about me its my birthday next week and I have no one to invite but myself:/
Happy early birthday 🥰 I would come if I wouldn’t live in Germany ☺️
@@mwm3309 aww thank you so much!❤
Happy birthday ! I hope you enjoy the day and do something that makes you happy 😃
@@tharvey5077 thank you bestie🥰❤
happy.. late birthday haha
Whenever I’m sad.. I look down at the bracelet that I wear, my boyfriend has the same one.. tells me not to give up.
Addiction split our friendship apart, I wish you the best wherever you are every time you cross my mind
I miss every memory I made there. I don't understand why I had to go
And now i'm starting to not feel as much nostalgia and happiness when thinking of those memories and it hurts so much I just cannot
Things got bad again, and I actually thought I could be happy for once.
I trusted them, and all of them pushed me back where I was..
@@halloweentreehouse thank you... I really needed that right now.
this song feels like going on a trip on a cool, breezy night.
this song makes me feel nothing and everything at the same time
This song makes me so sad, its like i miss someone i never met
it doesn’t get better from here, does it? am i always going to be a monster to them?
Hey man remember there’s always steps to change and if they can’t see you for the person you are then they’re not worth being pained about it’ll get better
@@marcrizzo1938 thank you sm.
Lyrics to those who need it lol.
I wanna be haunted
I wanna be loved
I want a lot of friends and
A lot of drugs
I wanna be haunted
I won't leave my bed
I won't go crazy and
I won't get sad
So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh
So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh
So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh
So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, ooh
...And follow the path you were destined to have
You know, oftentimes we don't slow down to think about the grudges
Resentments, and anger that we hold on to every day
In our bodies, in our hearts, and in our minds
Whether you're aware of it or not, I am willing to bet you
That there is a way that you are disappointed in yourself
That there is a way that-
man I hate how i relate to this fucking song. but i blame my sadness and my anger issues.
so haunt me
OOooooo
this song feels like sad jealousy and just accepting it
My life be like
Leaving my siblings in two weeks, I need this.
Hey! Are you okay? i truly hope so.
@@brook6401 yes :)
@@MACHINE33333 thank god. was very worried haha, so so glad you are okay.
@@brook6401
Hey hru now?
i cant stay alive
Hey dude. Im having trouble too. I dont know you but seeing as you put 4 comments figured I could say something instead of just saying "relatable" in my head and scrolling on.
Your amazing! Im so glad youve made it this far! Your beutiful and im so glad your here. I love you so much! I just really hope you dont leave us tonight, or not ever. I know how yu feel so im not gonna sy any lame cringy things but just know
I beleive in you. Keep on going bestie!
this songs is what it feels like to wake up from an OD.
you don’t know what’s happening.
brain is fuzzy.
you’re numb.
you’re just there.
I can't get him out of my head.
its getting bad again. all the days seem like one big loop that I can never escape. at this point I don't know if I even want to get better or if I want to go just like my dad did. the same way. the apple really does fall close to the tree..
This song feels like the middle ground between an anxiety attack and a depressive episode
they all left me and now i’m trying to branch out but it’s hard when all i do is wonder what was wrong with me. i never changed and i thought they wouldn’t either
this song makes me feel the same kind of sad that winter cold does. not awful but overwhelmingly gentle kind of sad if that makes sense.
this song reminds me of the dark hole you so desperately want to get out of, but you feel so safe there.
This reminds me about my childhood. Seeing my siblings yell and cry. Them just being mean to me. Them, leaving me to cry at night. I love them, but I'm to scared to show it.
My mom arguing with my father and siblings. It was tough back then. And it still is.
i love you
there it is. two am, middle school summer vacation. when none of your friends invite you over. they don't bother to ask. they don't even text you. crying under the covers in your room, or on your rooftop, or at that special place you meant to share with them before they seemed to get so busy all of a sudden.
being left all on your own is brutal, and i hate that i've gotten used to it.
so there it is, taking me back to when it still hurt.
there it is.
Or thinking you're going to be with someone for the rest of your life, but then they become a distant memory of friendship that you'll never have again
this song really hits me deep. I used to listen to this song everyday when i had to escape from school and skip my classes to go outside and think about everything. The women talking at the end is printed into my memory. This song reminds me so much of my saudade but also is a part of it.
My best friend sent this to me saying this is how it would feel to meet me irl :)))
These comments are so saddening, making me cry, remember to do what you want, if it scares you do it anyway, the relief you get after doing something scary even it be going to the shops or getting out of bed, you did that and I'm so proud for you, love all of you, you don't need to "do something with your life" we are here to connect, live, learn, wonder, create, and be! You're doing your best job and I care xo
thank you so much
blasting this on full volume with some good noise cancelling headphones hits different.
melancholy
one of my favourite words.
I want to go watch fireworks listening to this music. I want to sit next to my fav person and just watch the fireworks.
Same, I always used to watch the fireworks with my friends on new years eve.
This makes me remember when it was 2015 summer me in the water park at la or Miami with my family playing all the sad memories we’re behind..I was skinny and could swim perfect :D good ol times
This song unlocks a part of me so deeply and tells me to be sad but it will be okay
I reminds me of the pain in my heart
i dont even have someone to imagine myself with.. omegaluliguess
"-it was nice while it lasted, right?..
-it was nice while it lasted."
i need help im so tired of everything
Are you okey? How are you feeling now?
im imagining running away with the both of them right now and it hurts but i love it.
*This makes me want to go back to the dream I had last night*
I had a cousin I met through ancestry back in 2019 when I started researching my family, we kept in touch via social media, she was an amazing person, very thoughtful eccentric and warm, she definitely put my family I grew up knowing and who neglected me to shame. we became close at the end of 2021 when she moved from Arizona to Kansas, we found that we had a lot in common with how we grew up. She always made it a point to hit me up every once in awhile to tell me she hopes I’m having a great day etc, none of my family or friends down here hit me up unless they want something and not even for that alot of times. We planned on meeting in person some time this year but it never happened because of my own issues with getting my shit together. She passed away about six months ago, she had already been dead for at least a week before I found out, I was numb and despondent to say the least I didn’t want it to be real, I listened to this on repeat that night, now that she’s gone I’ve lost almost all interest in doing anything or being around anyone, it’s hard to go back to how things were when you meet people like her.
I should be trying to be happier but this is so comforting i dont want to leave
Anybody proud of me I haven't eaten for 3 weeks and today I finally decided to eat again I get body shame alott and that makes me starve myself but I realize its not worth it please don't starve ur self its not healthy u can get anemia please
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im so sorry you get/got body shamed you don't deserve that. I'm very proud of you for eating
@@sapha9 :0 aww thank u!
this song feels like a healthy pain
2:36 this is how i would describe losing a certain friendship. This is how i felt after until i reflected and realized that the sad truth is that not all of them last, and that the friendship wasn't even good for me in the first place. This person helped me regain a somewhat positive mindset. yet at the same time I spent so long forcing myself to like certain things and act a certain way just so i could keep people happy. Just so i wouldnt feel alone again. After leaving, i mourned its loss and began slowly growing a hatred towards the person, and truth is thats not who i am either. Holding onto hatred isn't healthy. Neither is acting a certain way. Im returning here not because of my lost friendship,but because im turning 18 soon. This song feels like flashing through past memories. Like someone else in the comment section said, remembering good memories but feeling sad about it. My childhood is over march 16th. This is my last christmas as a kid. If anyone read this all, thank you. I hope whatever your going through gets better and i know you can find the strength to push through it. Goodbye for now.
this is so real im fucking crying
Kinda random but I miss the 2000s zebra print trend so I still have my zebra print blanket to remind me of my childhood.
Aww that’s sweat
hey man, i sent you this song and told you it’s what it feels like to hug you.
that’s because every time i do i cry, because i never know when i’ll even get to see you again. i hate that we were separated over such a stupid misunderstanding and such terrible logic, and im grateful we can still text. but it’s not the same.
this song feels like looking back on last summer when we would ride our bikes to the park every day and blast music and laugh and climb trees and flip off creepy old guys and name all the fish in the bay Scott and make snowmen out of the sand and play cards and laugh so hard we cried and talk about the important things that a best friend is there to talk about with. it was so wonderful and it was the best summer of my life even though so much shit happened. i’m so sorry that we can’t do that anymore. i’m sorry that i have to brace myself for an argument every time i even bring you up. i love you so much, you’re my best friend and you’ve been such a constant force in my life for so long and i’m so grateful. i’m sorry i haven’t been able to be there for you recently the way you have for me. i’m sorry you had to deal with the loss of your dad alone at such a young age. i’m sorry your mom is an abusive jerk. i wish time would pass faster so i can finally help you. i love you so much and i miss you.
if only i could’ve picked up his call. maybe i could’ve heard his voice again for the last time, but
This is weirdly calming and i love it
I come to this video every night to help me sleep and I love seeing the views go up along with your subs. It's like i get to grow up with the video a bit
Me and my parter had an argue about me going back to my bestfriend, listening to this song gives me flashback to the old good memories.. it makes me cry
Beautifully fully relaxing. I love it.
this is the song I've ever heard
I wanna be haunted
I wanna be loved
So haunt me 🖤
The deepest depths of my stone skin remind me to breathe in your name, I wish you well from the moon's faint glow to your distraught dreams. For sadly I won't be here when you awake. My love for you will linger infinitely in this time. Bye.
Listening to the reverbed version makes me get my depresstion again i wish i never lived so i dont have to sit through the pain and suffering i just want it to end i want it to stop hurting it hurts so much make it end please😥😔
This makes me think of family the one i want not the one i have. The one that respects your boundaries and privacy. One who loves you and everything you and that you stand for. The one who loves you through everything. The one who helps you with your struggles. The one you can tell anything. The one i need.
I’m sorry man I hope everything works out foreal
relapsing sounds so good rn aha
Hope you get better for real and I’m sorry you gotta go through this but I’m sure one day it’ll be ok
perfect!
I would just like to say that we are in September, suicide prevention month. And that I am very proud of you, for moving on 💕
К сожалению, моя кошка умерла, но эта песня дарит мне воспоминания, спасибо, что сделала эту песню, чтобы поднять мне настроение 🆙.
So haunt me, haunt me, haunt me, oooo
For when you have to cry but no one in the world cares enough to help dry your eyes
I'm so happy i found this song
TW
I always thought that I never was able to grow up and change, then, I changed, for the pain. I was clingy af and barely childish but I was happy. I never had a problem.
Now, I'm overthinking asf and begin insane and sad everyday. My self-esteem is low af and I wished to be ded long time ago. I was c*tt1ng myself but just because my parents noticed it and call me insane and mental fcked, I stopped for a while. Then, it is.
It’ll always get better
This makes me feel like im dead and then it goes through all of the memories ive made with that person
crying rn
I wish I had friends and even if I wanted friends online my parents would find out and get mad that I’m friends with people online:/
I feel u. It's so unfair that our parents don't let us have friends online. Well if I want we could be friends :)