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Komentáře • 530

  • @RianSiniscalco
    @RianSiniscalco Před rokem +403

    Don’t apologise for showing us your emotions. Your channel is a safe space and we are here for you x

  • @mayab8509
    @mayab8509 Před rokem +266

    Thinking of you Georgina, you are a very sweet and brave woman. I can't even imagine what you are going through, but please remember - it is also allowed to be weak, it is allowed to cry a lot, it is allowed to be angry. It doesn't mean you're not strong or that you've given up. You can occasionally take time to cry and be angry and be miserable and then get up and do something that makes you happy. It is very important to give vent to emotions

    • @marcd5988
      @marcd5988 Před rokem +9

      I totally agree with you!

    • @queercastlimburg
      @queercastlimburg Před rokem +4

      i'm totally agree

    • @MsSera21
      @MsSera21 Před rokem +2

      It's part of the process to let the emotion move through you. And it will move and flow - it won't get stuck (which was always my fear!)

    • @amyyylw
      @amyyylw Před rokem

      @@MsSera21 that's always been my fear too, so I'll remember your words from now on! 'Emotions will move and flow through you and they won't get stuck' 😇

  • @littlemisschatterbox_
    @littlemisschatterbox_ Před rokem +102

    You don’t ‘have’ to do anything Georgina. That’s us Brits for you! We reserve everything and put on a brave face but then inside we end up like a bubbling pot waiting to boil over. Cry away, scream, shout - do whatever you need to do to get through the day. We’re all here for you. Massive virtual hugs being sent right now xxxx

  • @f.hegerfeldt128
    @f.hegerfeldt128 Před rokem +77

    Always remember she wants you to be happy. So do what you need to be happy or sad or anything that helps

  • @aimafa
    @aimafa Před rokem +96

    You don’t need to be „strong“ all the time and suppress your emotions. You are strong nevertheless even when you cry and feel sad. I think suppressing grief is very unhealthy and could lead to a much bigger crisis in the future. Let it out, accept those feelings. Your 23 year old daughter just died. This is an unimaginable tragedy, one of the worst things that can happen to any parent. You need time to mourn and be sad and be weak and angry and desperate. You have every right to it and your daughter would still be proud of you! To be honest, I was quite taken aback by how you handled the death of her (well at least on the outside) I know that everyone grieves differently and I understand that you wanna carry on and distract yourself, but it‘s beyond me how you can keep producing videos and keeping your emotions so extremely under control in these videos. I don‘t want this to sound judgemental at all, because we are all different, but I‘m just amazed how strong you indeed seem to be!!

    • @mlplnz
      @mlplnz Před rokem +11

      I was surprised too. I coudn't believe that she had to keep going with the show. If it was me I'd probably forget all social media and hide for a year or so... But everybody is different I guess. She must be a very strong woman to keep it going as if nothing happened.

    • @georgemoustakas4030
      @georgemoustakas4030 Před rokem +7

      @@mlplnz she is still in the denial phase of the grievance proccess.. this is totally normal

    • @plumdutchess
      @plumdutchess Před rokem +3

      @@georgemoustakas4030 Yeah, I agree with you. Especially since it was so sudden and unexpected. It will hit fully eventually.

  • @sublimebeauty1
    @sublimebeauty1 Před rokem

    “Grief is just love with no place to go”

  • @lewistaylor7032
    @lewistaylor7032 Před rokem +50

    It’s not sad for us to hear you express yourself, especially when going through something so impactful. Toxic positivity can be a very unhealthy English coping mechanism. You’re doing great. A clear balance of being honest with your emotions while also preserving. There’s no shame in your reality.

  • @claireemma8401
    @claireemma8401 Před rokem

    Don't feel guilty forhaving a trip out. If you don't do these things Ellie's spirit can't join you in them. She (her energy and spirit) is right there with you all, when you need her.

  • @moonlightmusic5060
    @moonlightmusic5060 Před rokem

    You are such a strong spirit Georgina. I read this today and thought of you:
    "The only reason you can't see another being after they have left their body is that you can't see the frequency of love. The greatest scientific equipment in the world cannot even come close to detecting the frequency of love. But remember that you can feel love, so if there is someone you can't see anymore, you can feel them on the frequency of love. You can't feel them in grief or despair because those frequencies are nowhere near the frequency they're on. But when you are on the highest frequencies of love and gratitude, you can feel them. They are never far away from you and you are never separated from them. You are always connected to everything in life through the force of love." - Rhonda Byrne
    Sending much love your way ❤

  • @80spolishdiva24
    @80spolishdiva24 Před rokem +71

    Georgina. Remember that this is also the time for grieve. If you want to cry, then just cry. You have to release those emotions too. Being constantly strong is impossible. When my dad committed a suicide, I also tried to be strong for over a year because I had exams, I had so much stuff that would affect my future, so I tried to keep going. But then I just lost this energy and stucked with it for a couple of years. Don't make that mistake. If you feel that you're going to cry and feel that this is just not fair what happened with Ellie, that's normal and you need also a space for those emotions. Otherwise they will chase you anyway. You're doing soooo great, really. I remember my grandma when my mum passed away, that was horrible. Also Polish culture of grieving is really tough and there is a tradition to wear black clothes for a year! Ellie sees you and want to see you smiling and keeping going, but this is totally fine if you miss her and cry for her. You're very brave ❤️❤️❤️ hugs and kisses

    • @Jettypilelegs
      @Jettypilelegs Před rokem

      Sorry you had to go through this. My daughter-in-law committed suicide in 2020, it’s an excruciating pain. ♥️♥️

    • @katieadcock5096
      @katieadcock5096 Před rokem

      @@Jettypilelegs I'm so sorry both of you

  • @madisonestrella
    @madisonestrella Před rokem

    there is no right way to grieve, you do whatever feels right

  • @aryah66
    @aryah66 Před rokem

    Oh Georgina, it's not about staying strong, it's about the attempts to keep going even though some days are a mix of smiles and tears. I know we only knew your daughter by proxy, but I feel she would want you to embrace both life and grief, which is a part of our collective human experience. Sending you love and hugs 🫂 🤗 ❤️

  • @heathrown
    @heathrown Před rokem

    Therapist by profession here. Talking about these feelings is very important. Yes, your daughter would want you to be happy, but I'm sure she would want you to be genuine and feel whatever else you need to feel too.

  • @matthewtunkin4535
    @matthewtunkin4535 Před rokem

    Don't ever apologise for the way you are feeling Georgina. Ellie was a massive part of you... keep strong and remember she is looking down at you and protecting you. Sending you lots of love and positive thoughts

  • @jgg59
    @jgg59 Před rokem +6

    What I’ve learned losing my partner nine years ago who was only 32 at the time of his death. There is no closure there’s a deeper understanding and connection of empathy and compassion. I talk about him in a very loving way. I share this with my friends Who might be afraid to talk about him why would I want to not talk about someone I loved. But I understand they don’t wanna upset me but I think it upsets me more when everyone pretends everything is the way it was. Relationships don’t end when someone passes on. The Relationship has changed from the seen to the unseen. Everyone’s processes is unique to them

  • @thisisnara92
    @thisisnara92 Před rokem

    You're not trying to be: you ARE such a strong woman. Just feel what you need to feel, whatever it is, and remember she'd love you to be happy and smile. So don't ever feel guilty for that. And when you need to be sad and cry, just do it. Though the sadness never goes away, time will eventually make everything a bit better. Sending a big hug directly from Portugal 💛

  • @revolution9095
    @revolution9095 Před rokem +35

    You have experienced such profound loss and it's great that you are expressing your understandable and valid emotions. Don't allow the need to feel strong or pressure to be happy be a barrier to processing and expressing how you feel, be that to your loved ones, a counsellor or the CZcams community. It's all so recent and raw for you and you deserve to give yourself grace. You have been and are inspirational to your viewers but all that is secondary to your wellbeing and the wellbeing of Ellie's loved ones.

  • @rydbthatsme
    @rydbthatsme Před rokem +1

    You have to remember that she would want you to live your best life even if she’s gone. It can be hard and yes you may feel guilt while you go through the stages of grief but you must go through, that is the only way you will heal. It’s ok to not be okay.

  • @JustMe-mp8on
    @JustMe-mp8on Před rokem

    YOU ARE STRONG. Cry if you need to, we'll cry with you. May God Bless you immensely.

  • @andersvontrapp7598
    @andersvontrapp7598 Před rokem

    I got back from my mother's funeral and wake ... I cried hysterically once shutting the hotel room door ..... I feel it helped.

  • @altego33
    @altego33 Před rokem

    no matter how or why our children passed, guilt is a constant companion. be a friend to yourself. this is a hard and forever road.

  • @mpinchi3433
    @mpinchi3433 Před rokem

    You don't know how inspiring your strength is. The way you've been dealing with this unfair lost with such dignity and perseverance has really overwhelmed me. I aspire to have your courage and resolve Georgina. We may be strangers but there are thousands of people who love and support you wholeheartedly and I know your beautiful Ellie is looking down upon you with such proudness right now.

  • @jaredmessinese4688
    @jaredmessinese4688 Před rokem

    Allow yourself to cry, Georgina! It’s so important

  • @yamyaminjapan
    @yamyaminjapan Před rokem

    My brother passed away when I was 16 and he was 24. I do still have those moments of ''what's the point?'' and then I tell myself ''You HAVE to live. You HAVE to see every day through. For all those days he'll never get to live I HAVE to live them not only for myself but for him too''. Since he passed I went to Uni and I've traveled the world and I have one of his bags. Just a tatty laptop bag of no real value. But that bag has been with me every step of the way and I'd like to think as a result of that he's also been able to come with me on every journey. It's been nearly 15 years but I think death gives life meaning. One of the best things i've heard about grief actually came from Marvel. 'What is grief if not love persevering'' it's so beautiful and so true. And I think deep down we never truly stop grieving but it just goes to show the incredible love for that person. We grieve and get sad because we love that person so deeply. It's a display of love and is nothing to feel guilt or shame about. Much love.

  • @Pennynotsowise181
    @Pennynotsowise181 Před rokem

    Who on Earth said you have to be strong ? Girl , if you need to crumble then crumble.
    I lost my daughter in a completely different way and completely different circumstances, and I did not cope even nearly as well as you are coping.
    Feel what you need to feel. And don’t ever apologise for being sad. Sad is an understatement.
    Much love to you ❤️x

  • @stevenousleyII
    @stevenousleyII Před rokem +1

    Sending you so much virtual love, and I cannot wait to give you my deepest condolences face to face as soon as my first lesson begins! Yes you have no reason whatsoever on God's green earth to feel guilty by any means for grieving the loss of your beautiful daughter, love! And to anyone that has sent hate and judged Georgina for her own personal growth/grief, that was unacceptable, and if you want to hate on somebody, come at me then haters! I will always defend her and you people are disgusting for judging anyone's grief, and I cannot believe of these individuals

  • @Mazikeen2904
    @Mazikeen2904 Před rokem +3

    Ellie had 23 wonderful and vibrant years. Focus on those beautiful times and days you had with her. Someone once told me after I lost a family member..."You will never be the same person again, but that's OK" The pain will never change, you'll just learn to cope with it better. My thoughts are with you

  • @laurabryers6417
    @laurabryers6417 Před rokem

    Its absolutely fine to cry. Ellie wouldn't be disapointed if you did. Cry, scream and have a break from things if you need to. No need to feel pressure to make content. We'd all still be here when you're ready.
    Sending love Georgina!

  • @johnclarke1571
    @johnclarke1571 Před rokem

    Grief is a ton of work. Feelings are exhausting. Take good care.

  • @J97736
    @J97736 Před rokem +36

    We are all here whenever you want to talk or vent Georgina. Sending loads of love! X

  • @thanasis2245
    @thanasis2245 Před rokem

    Please don't blame yourself stay strong! You have every right to enjoy your life and keep trying to live every moment as you fancy. Don't hold your thoughts, talk about your feelings in front of the camera, to your partner and family!

  • @cathyhughes5321
    @cathyhughes5321 Před rokem

    Grief is difficult, confusing and painful, its not about being strong or weak its about letting those feelings come through (in the right way).. keep talking, keep being you. Take one day at a time and Know the people you can talk to and trust.lots of love xxx

  • @ManInBlack1988
    @ManInBlack1988 Před rokem

    Grief is different for everyone but please don’t feel guilty. You can’t go around it, have to go through it. Yes, she should still be here but you 1000% deserve to be too.
    You also don’t always have to be strong, let it out. Might be helpful to talk to a therapist, it’s helped me loads.

  • @calmrose1991
    @calmrose1991 Před rokem +1

    You are still greaving dear take all the time you need it’s all very raw for you ❤️

  • @raydenlee
    @raydenlee Před rokem

    Its ok to cry and its ok to be weak, you are grieving a massive loss in your life. Someone close to me once told me ‘Times does not heal the wounds and the pain of when you lose someone you love, you just learn to live with the pain until it becomes bearable in time’. Am sorry for your loss and I hope and pray that it gets better in time. Just know that after every storm a rainbow appears and you will be ok. She wouldn’t want to see you this way. ❤️

  • @richc5478
    @richc5478 Před rokem

    Noone teaches us how to deal with death and there are no rights or wrong with the grieving process. Therapy is a massive game changer, to help you understand. I wish you lots of love and light through this journey xx

  • @s.club.juniors
    @s.club.juniors Před rokem

    There is no shame in feeling your emotions, you are still grieving as anybody would be. You never need to apologise for how you grieve, no parent should ever have to face what you have gone through and I think I speak for everybody when I say this, we understand and support you and know that it will take quite some time for you to heal from this, of course you’ll never fully heal but you will learn to carry on. Just please remember that there is no shame in feeling your emotions, it doesn’t make you weak, it makes you human 💜

  • @Rekowcski
    @Rekowcski Před rokem

    You have to be strong... but you don't have to be THAT strong, every single moment of every single day. Maybe take a break every now and then, and maybe talk to people in other situations... you are NOT alone.
    Life isn't fair, but your legacy is already forever. Each time I sing I think "what would georgina say about this vowel" or "oops i forgot my breath support for that note", and i sing every day and plan to for the rest of my life.

  • @lydon65
    @lydon65 Před rokem

    Sometimes we have to go on ‘autopilot’ to get through our “VALUABLE” life, until we find a new way to give it value to ourselves. Clichés arise from the repetition of their truths, and one is that we can’t, at the time, imagine a life where we feel able to face our lives again. But it happens - eventually. Lots of love to you Georgina x

  • @dylanb3734
    @dylanb3734 Před rokem

    I don't think anyone will ever have the words to bring you comfort. But I am sure that a lot of people watching your videos lately are possibly going though the same thing and are connecting with you. By doing that I think you are helping them more than you will probably ever know. Sending love!

  • @MyLifeChronicles.
    @MyLifeChronicles. Před rokem

    My dear sweet Georgine, it's so so normal to feel the way you do. Just let it happen, feel what you want, and take care how you want. Talk about her, talk to her. I lost my dad in Jan 2021, and my mom in April 2021. I do have an idea of what you are going through. Be kind to yourself and let whatever emotion come. Thinking of you.

  • @Bianca28DK
    @Bianca28DK Před rokem

    Dont! Try to be strong! You don’t have to because of what the internet says. You lost your daughter! That is the worst pain anyone can imagine. We can’t even imagine.. Take your time.
    Be sad and feel what you need to feel.
    Take your time ❤️

  • @jillmswift
    @jillmswift Před rokem

    Feeling guilty is a normal part of the grieving process. It's ok to have good and bad days. It will be a bit of a rollercoaster but you'll get through it xx

  • @helenoneill880
    @helenoneill880 Před rokem

    Oh dear girl. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other. It’s early days. In fact it will always be early days No rule book for your tragic loss.I remember bursting out crying to a stranger on the train and it was five years after.
    Be kind to yourself. Enjoy your lovely boy and have simple fun with your wee dog. You’re beautiful lass will always be beautiful she will never get old and she will always be protecting her wee mum.

  • @emmadeal4651
    @emmadeal4651 Před rokem

    Georgina..do not be afraid to feel angry upset or/and sad. You are doing SO well. You are a lovely lady. Its not been long has it this will take time. We are right with you! There is always a hug from me for you🤗 Emma xxxx 💜

  • @MasterofVoice
    @MasterofVoice Před rokem +11

    Hugs to you. You're one of the best parts of CZcams. I don't have ample words for my thoughts on the unimaginable loss. Otherwise, York is beautiful and I admire your vlogging abilities! I'm so unnatural at it. 💜 EDIT: I know that you mean about when young people go to soon, even though I can't imagine the loss of a child. I lost a childhood friend when we were teens. I never understood why a beautiful, talented person so full of promise could just be gone. Her memory has driven me forward for years. So many hugs to you.

  • @soph_ow7589
    @soph_ow7589 Před rokem +1

    I wish I could take your pain away x

  • @amyb696
    @amyb696 Před rokem

    Georgina, you are a ray of light in a cloudy day and trying to be strong for everyone is a way of coping with your grief but don't make it your purpose. Just take it one day at a time or if that is too hard, just one second at a time. Losing someone we love is the hardest thing to go through and every minute of the day will be hard but you will make it through because your angel, Ellie will be with you. Though, we don't understand why your earth angel was called home but just know that your angel has earned her wings. Eventually, you will be able to move forward but until then just take babysteps and go through the stages of grief. It will not be easy and you will always revisit them but we are here if you need us ❤️
    The five stages - denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance

  • @charlotteoleary196
    @charlotteoleary196 Před rokem

    You don't have to be strong! You don't have to want to be here, you don't have to make sense of it all, you don't have to stop feeling guilty. Your brain has a lot of grief to handle and it's giving it to you a bit at a time to avoid overload, and you can allow yourself to feel how you want. Lie in bed all day and cry if you need to, you're processing a horrible event. Grief is a long process and you don't have to be strong or available or anything to anyone else. I made the mistake of trying to be strong after my dad died, and six weeks after he'd gone when I was sure I was fully over it all I had the worst panic attack of my life then had a full physical breakdown where I could barely walk. I still can't believe how grief can be so difficult.

  • @jheremymedina4092
    @jheremymedina4092 Před rokem

    Any life isn't too short or too long.
    A life is enough to love.
    That's the point.

  • @crystalleeper5899
    @crystalleeper5899 Před rokem

    shes looking down on you watching you be strong everyday shell always be in your heart.

  • @artysqueezy184
    @artysqueezy184 Před rokem

    Bless your heart. Grief is so so so hard…it will get a little easier…little by little, slowly slowly, but you will always have a space in your heart which will always be filled by your beautiful daughter. Never apologise for your feelings, they are such an important part of healing, little by little slowly slowly…it is so difficult. We are all holding you in our hearts and minds. God bless you my dear

  • @WeronikaOlszewska
    @WeronikaOlszewska Před rokem +12

    Georgina, take care of yourself first. Talk to somebody, cry it all out. It will really help you get through. And remember you are not alone. There will be good and bad days, but you'll get through this. I believe that this is what Ellie would like you to do.

  • @yannhollister9091
    @yannhollister9091 Před rokem

    Time will definitely ease the pain Georgina. That doesn't mean you will not miss your daughter because you always will but somehow you'll know in your heart she's always with you everyday and she's waiting for you on the other side. I know my sister is.

  • @littlewhitecult
    @littlewhitecult Před rokem

    You don't have to be strong all the time sweet lady. Vulnerability IS strength xx

  • @Allegra11
    @Allegra11 Před rokem +16

    Please don't feel you must be strong. You need to feel everything you feel. We are all here to listen when you need us. My heart breaks for you XX

  • @sannev8407
    @sannev8407 Před rokem

    Don't be too harsh on yourself Georgina, it's very normal you feel exhausted. It has been an emotionally hard time for you. While it's important to pick life up and going out and doing things, it's also normal to just do nothing sometimes and rest. You can't be strong all the time. Just want to say, you deserve to be happy and have fun. Try not to feel guilty.
    Take all the time you need ❤️

  • @blink5ever
    @blink5ever Před rokem +1

    cry it out whenever you need to, it's better than bottling it up- sending you love and virtual hugs. you will get through this. 🙏

  • @bethskaaninglarsen2900

    You're in the midst of the biggest loss, a mum can be in - and all of your feelings are the natural way of grieving - hard and devastating, yet still the normal process...🥹💔🥹 I think you are admirable - doing what you do - just don't forget taking care of yourself, and take the time to grieve...🤗 Warm thoughts your way, Georgina...💞💞💞

  • @lumm1nus
    @lumm1nus Před rokem

    its alright to feel vulnerable! loosen yourself and don’t worry about what the society says of feeling strong. you’re in so much pain and it’s alright to let it out Georgina. i love how truthful you are to your emotions

  • @jessicadon4133
    @jessicadon4133 Před rokem

    Let it out Georgina. No wonder you're so exhausted. You don't need to be the strong one all the time. Some days will be hard, and some days will be a little less hard. It's a tough thing to go through and I'm sorry you're going through it. We're all here for you x

  • @georgehilliard354
    @georgehilliard354 Před rokem

    I don’t know you personally but I literally want to pull you through my screen into a giant hug. I am so sorry for your loss.

  • @LisaLunamoon
    @LisaLunamoon Před rokem

    Oh Georgina. I just want to give you a huge caring hug. You need to look after yourself and do things that make you happy at this very difficult time. Ellie will always be with you I’m sure and she will want you to do things that make you smile. So incredibly sorry for your loss. Love your channel. Big hugs!

  • @emcauno
    @emcauno Před rokem

    You carry grief. Sometimes other people are there to help you with the weight, sometimes you have the strength of a hundred to carry it lightly as if it were nothing. On other days, you can barely lift it. But the path is forwards at a pace you can manage. Love and light x

  • @Questioneverything8888

    You’re allowed to be real and feel what you feel … it’s ok not to be ok

  • @gloriaalveno7484
    @gloriaalveno7484 Před 10 měsíci

    You don’t “have” to do anything. It’s not fair at all. I just want to say thank you for getting up and pushing. The feels may come and go from time to time and out of the blue but we’re allowed to acknowledge and honor them and our loved ones. I’m so proud of you, you inspire all of us 💛 My dad tuned into you during your Eurovision 2023 vids and mom loves to see your Georgina vids with me every night. Sending lots of love and light your way✨

  • @lula366
    @lula366 Před rokem

    Just know we’re all thinking of you Georgina ❤️❤️❤️

  • @widukind2912
    @widukind2912 Před rokem +1

    You are strong wenn you show your emotions ♥️♥️🙏

  • @emmapj4062
    @emmapj4062 Před rokem

    Can't even begin to imagine what pain your going through but I do know grief is a complex process and you will become over with a whirlwind of emotions, you need to ride with them. Cry when you need to, smile , sleep , laugh get angry . These feelings are extremely natural and are part of the huge love you hold inside. Never apologise just tale each day at a time . So much love and prayers to you and your family 🥰💞💕💟💟💌

  • @katieflaxbeard1019
    @katieflaxbeard1019 Před rokem

    Your lovely Georgina and you’re still here because your light and your legacy is not finished but you continue to do even in this video to us today and Ellie is a significant part of that legacy and love and always will be just one step forward and you’re doing so beautifully

  • @kattle84
    @kattle84 Před rokem +31

    It's good to talk. You are such a lovely strong person you are entitled to let it out after all you have gone through. Ellie was so lucky to have you as a mum ❤️

  • @hiddenpearl7216
    @hiddenpearl7216 Před rokem

    I've never known someone as strong as you. Please, don't be afraid of expressing your feelings, you know will always have our support, stay strong, I do admire you a lot❤️

  • @wk7001
    @wk7001 Před rokem

    We love you Georgina and we will always think of Ellie. Please take care and keep going strong!

  • @GiveMePlantFood
    @GiveMePlantFood Před rokem

    It is completely normal to feel the way you feel

  • @TheBshop100
    @TheBshop100 Před rokem

    You know you don't have to be strong for anyone or any reason.. Just let your path reveal itself.. The grief can be debilitating and exhausting... We support you and hopefully we can be your lift and light in the universe..

  • @connorgray6585
    @connorgray6585 Před rokem

    Georgina you don't have to do anything my love. This is your grief, your loss, your emotions and you need to go through it how you need to! You've got a friend here If you ever need it ❤

  • @Lamontjunior
    @Lamontjunior Před rokem +1

    Sending you so, so much love. ♥️

  • @starlight954h
    @starlight954h Před rokem +7

    Oh darling, being strong doesn't mean it won't knock you windless at times. We all think you're incredible to be dealing as well as you are. You will see your Ellie again, and she's with you til then and so proud xxx

  • @ashleyboyer7138
    @ashleyboyer7138 Před rokem

    My heart hurts for you. Grief is a personal thing. You can't do it wrong. Love and prayers.

  • @nahuelconstantine
    @nahuelconstantine Před rokem

    We are here for you, dear Georgina 😭💕💕💕💕💜

  • @jessicaevelyn2749
    @jessicaevelyn2749 Před rokem

    I have no idea what it's like to lose a child, but I can only imagine how painful it is. Take care. I really believe our loved ones stay close after they're gone from this world and into whatever is next (and I do believe something comes next!). Thanks for sharing. I hope it's helping you and I'm sure it's helping someone else going through the same thing.

  • @grandthanks
    @grandthanks Před rokem

    Georgina…you brilliant woman. You dont have to be anything ever…youre walking the hardest of roads…keep feeling all the feelings and just keep going xxx 💚

  • @amyturner967
    @amyturner967 Před rokem

    Your incredible Georgina and ellie wouldn’t want you sitting indoors crying and being sad for her, she would want you to carry on and keep living life you need to live your life for the both of you ❤️ keep moving forward hun ellie will always be right by your side for the rest of your life make her proud ❤️ you will anyway your Such a kind soul she was lucky to have you as her mother xxxxxxx

  • @EricJayyyy
    @EricJayyyy Před rokem

    All that matters is that you get back up. There will be good days. There will be bad days. She’s with you always. Sending lots of love! ❣️

  • @booscottage
    @booscottage Před rokem

    Hi Georgina, I just wanted to say that however you are feeling, whether it's feeling guilty, or lost, whatever it is, it's okay. I can't imagine what you are going through, but I know that there is no right way to grieve, so please don't beat yourself up and know that you are allowed to feel. 🤍 Watching your videos about Elly, you can see how you carry her legacy with you, and what a wonderful one it is. She'll always be your baby girl, a beautiful person, inside and out with so much talent that is recognised by so many 🤍. I know that as a viewer I can't do much, but I hope that you know how much we all support you. Take good care of yourself, each step as it comes. 💕

  • @Andy224
    @Andy224 Před rokem

    Hi just wanted to say I feel the same exact way about my dog’s loss. Can’t help but feel sad and guilty for continuing with my life without her

  • @Sebsen13
    @Sebsen13 Před rokem

    Grieving is good, it's natural. Thank you for sharing your emotions.

  • @annflees9686
    @annflees9686 Před rokem

    Oh, Georgina, peace be be with you. Please find faith. She will always always be with you, and you will see her again ❤.

  • @lelb1972
    @lelb1972 Před rokem

    No, you don't have to be strong. Nothing will ever take away memories. Last year I lost my school friend of 30+ yrs. There's not a day that goes by when I'm not reminded of her. Even the most silliest little thing like something we used to laugh at together.
    Take your time to grieve and if you need to be alone, be alone. If you need to talk to someone talk. If you need to cry then so be it.
    No one should tell you how you should feel. Everyone deals with it a different way.

  • @saraatkinson8023
    @saraatkinson8023 Před rokem +10

    Georgina, you don’t have to be strong all the time. It’s still very early days and you’re allowed to scream and shout and cry your eyes out. To be honest, I’d encourage it. Warm hugs darling girl. Xx

  • @curlyjen1507
    @curlyjen1507 Před rokem

    Do you think Ellie would blame you for moving on and being happy again? No! And you don't always have to be strong. You have to allow the grief, otherwise you cannot heal. Ally and your loved ones (and your friends and community) know that you are constantly thinking of her and wishing she were still here. I wish you that the pain will soon become weaker and that you can go through life happier again. 💝🍀

  • @jessterflies
    @jessterflies Před rokem

    I can't imagine the shock and the pain of losing someone so special. I am truly so sorry Georgina. Please don't feel that you have to be strong all the time, it's OK to struggle and ask for help sometimes. Sending you love❤️x

  • @annmarieanderson4796
    @annmarieanderson4796 Před rokem

    I have no idea of what you are feeling but I wish I could make you feel better. Ellie was a truly beautiful person and that’s partly down to you. She will never be forgotten and I’m sure she will be shouting at you to smile and remember your wonderful mummy daughter days. Sending so much love 💕

  • @thepinkzebra
    @thepinkzebra Před rokem

    No parent should have to bury a child. You're going through severe emotional turmoil, which saps so much energy. Give yourself time. Take it slowly. Keep talking.

  • @bewitched007
    @bewitched007 Před rokem

    Dear Georgina mourning is so hard. You have to go through it to be able to move on. It must be so hard to have to miss your child, my heart breaks for you ♥️

  • @trinejensen1707
    @trinejensen1707 Před 9 měsíci

    You don’t have to be strong, dear, please let it all out and allow yourself to feel the grief, it isn’t healthy to contain it and keep it inside you and specially not if you have health issues also 👀 I’m sure Ellie wants what’s best for you and if you feel the urge to confront your grief and release it instead of trying to be strong, then you must do it ❤️ I’m sending loads of healing and love to you 🙏🏻❤️

  • @charlottearena
    @charlottearena Před rokem

    I don't know how you feel about counseling, but I find professional counseling really helpful 💛 In the meantime be kind and patient with yourself. 🙏🏻

  • @lenajones6117
    @lenajones6117 Před rokem +28

    Oh Georgina we all love you so much. Everything you feel I get it. Sometimes it feels like trying to be strong is useless and you wonder what's the point, but your daughter was such a joyful spirit and that lives through you. Don't put aside what you feel, give in to your emotions when it comes bubbling at the surface, let it out, it doesn't make you weak so don't be ashamed. Guilt I feel too, sometimes I wonder if it's really right to laugh, smile or enjoy something without my mom being there but it's so important to just keep going and living. For your daughter but also for yourself. 💙💙💙💙
    P.S: You know, I appreciate those vlogs. It helps so many people who lost someone, like me. It makes you feel less alone in the pain. I hope talking about this whole process to us helps you too.

  • @dustinpierce5751
    @dustinpierce5751 Před rokem

    Oh honey. I hope you know how much you are loved. Truly

  • @sharonoakes7064
    @sharonoakes7064 Před rokem +17

    Oh Georgina my heart goes out to you, as others in the comments have said it is ok to not be ok! Take time for yourself and allow yourself to grieve. Sending love to you and your family ❤️