Fitbang- Instigators And Mess In GorlWorld Is Why I Stay Chaotic Neutral

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  • čas přidán 2. 08. 2024
  • So early ride today sorry about yesterday had to head into town by the time I got back home I just wanted to exercise and be done. I wanted to talk today about mental health stuff, basically sociopath vs psychopath. The back and forth back biting in Gorlworld and the way I intend to navigate all of this. My words may irk some of you who feel targeted oh well, its tiring to see grown folks go low because they think they deserve more without putting in the effort. Either way 20 minute of my big behind working out. Hope ya enjoy it.
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Komentáře • 57

  • @MarmadukeTheCat19XX
    @MarmadukeTheCat19XX Před měsícem +11

    I know I'm just a stranger on the internet, but I really am proud of you. Not only for your resolve to physically fix what you have admittedly "messed up" (for lack of a better term) but for also realistically understanding your mental illness. Don't let chantals behavior gaslight you into thinking you could be like her. It's clear you realize you have a mental illness and have taken it upon yourself to understand what you have, how to control it when you can, and to actually seek help and treatment to help you with that process. You're not perfect, none of us are, but you strive every day to be better, which makes you a FAR better person than Chantal could ever dream to be. For what it's worth, and from what I know about you as a "stranger" I think you're a very smart woman with a strong resolve to be better, who is very kind to the people that deserve and earn that from you 💜 also, I have RBF too... we should start a club 😑😆😆😆

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +2

      Id definitely join that club with ya dear *big hugs* and thank you its hard to not get in my head when I see the way Foodie behaves. But I know im doing the right things.

  • @gr8fullife151
    @gr8fullife151 Před měsícem +8

    Don't stop being you, we love you just the way you are. Kalari, you are appreciated. 💛

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +1

      *big hugs* thank you dear I am just glad so many in our community are nice and fun to talk to.

  • @lakhenameas578
    @lakhenameas578 Před měsícem +2

    You look great, girl!!! Love to see you changing for yourself!!! Keep it up!!! Amazing!!!!❤

  • @Wickedweirdwednesday
    @Wickedweirdwednesday Před měsícem +5

    I can see your weight loss! When you commit and make moves daily, you see results. 🙌

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +1

      Thank you Wicked dear I am determined to never go backwards. *Big hugs*

  • @AbiW
    @AbiW Před měsícem +3

    You are so right about everything you said. This community can be so toxic but ppl like you and a few others make it worthwhile. Unlike the heffa you are showing the results of your hard work. Looking great mama.❤

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +1

      *Big hugs* Abikat dear I just think a lot of people want to play games and I am stubborn enough to ignore it and have fun. I hope you have a good day dear.

  • @ScorpioAngel369
    @ScorpioAngel369 Před měsícem +3

    I can see the weight loss! Proud of you ❤ Chantal could never. I'm a shy, awkward, introvert. Too scared to do a dang voice over in videos :/ I'm here if you need anything (A Message for Chantal...stop messing with the small channels and change your channel to18+. You could never do a fitbang gorl.) Much love Kalari ♥️🌻

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +2

      *big hugs* dear I appreciate you and your edits and I get it. There or more days than not I get in my own head and stop myself from doing videos. I am working on just focusing on what I want to do and talk about.

  • @heygorlhey
    @heygorlhey Před měsícem +4

    You should rename your channel to spitting facts and kicking ass! lol! 👊🏼❤️

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +2

      *Big hugs* Dear I for real just want to keep the real one energy going.

  • @leonafaryna7617
    @leonafaryna7617 Před měsícem +1

    Well damn, now I have a name for what I had in my early 20’s……RBF! After my teeth were capped co workers who thought I was sad and unhappy all the time asked me what had changed all of a sudden. No one had noticed that my teeth were different. Just that there was a smile all the time now. But depression and anxiety got a really tight grip years later. I always hid it from everyone. I was lucky enough to be in a study and was then followed by a Dr based in Canada and consulting in Washington state. Every time I went off meds, it was a creeping feeling grabbing me. 2 months ago, I finally got help again after 2yrs of hopelessness. Thank you for sharing in the strength it took me to get help. You are a glowing example of what I can attain. Now if only I could have your gorgeous skin as well. Sending love to you 😘♥️♥️♥️

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem

      Thank you for sharing your story to Leona, I think its important for people to understand that we all navigate life in different ways but if you choose happiness you may not always show it on your face by smiling but folks can feel it from you. *Big hugs*

  • @pourcelaine
    @pourcelaine Před měsícem +4

    I am always struck by your sharing that you have antisocial personality disorder. No matter how hard I look…I just don’t see it! I can’t help but wonder if you were misdiagnosed, OR more likely (because what would an internet stranger know compared to you and your doctors) you’ve clearly worked VERY hard to manage your condition and become an excellent human being, and it SHOWS. Bravo my friend. You’re an inspiration. ☺️

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +1

      I had therapist and psychiatrists diagnosis this and had even when I was younger guidance counselors warn about it. I used to deny it to, but with help I can come across as okay. I think a lot of people see such things as a set instead of a spectrum. I have learned that I do display various traits and I only show about 20 percent of myself online. That is why I am comfortable being open with my diagnosis. Cause what you all see is a small glimpse and Id never put all my mental stuff online for display.

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +1

      And thank you *Big hugs* I try I never act like I am perfect but I want to combat some of the stigmas for mental health and social disorders.

  • @indy1972
    @indy1972 Před měsícem +3

    You are NOTHING like Chantal. Love your honesty, agree with everything you said. Have a great day. ❤

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +1

      Thank you Indy dear *Big hugs* I hope you have a great day to.

    • @heleenzuidhof8780
      @heleenzuidhof8780 Před měsícem +1

      Kalari is nice. Chantal is a... says bad word. Lol. Kalari is working to be healthy. Chantal is a lazy... fill in the blanks.

  • @crabbiejo8865
    @crabbiejo8865 Před měsícem +2

    I love saying hello to you in chat and I ain't gonna quit. 😂❤

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +1

      *Big hugs* Dear thank you I enjoy saying hello to you to!

  • @DANZ_Aquariums
    @DANZ_Aquariums Před měsícem +6

    Happy Thursday 😊

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +2

      Happy Thursday dear saw your weigh in you are amazing! *Big hugs*

    • @DANZ_Aquariums
      @DANZ_Aquariums Před měsícem +2

      @@kalaric.7108 Thank you 😊

  • @JuliaJulia007
    @JuliaJulia007 Před měsícem +2

    😊

  • @kristinscharff2690
    @kristinscharff2690 Před měsícem +2

    Preach girl 🌺💕💜

  • @Oldschoolnana
    @Oldschoolnana Před měsícem +2

    Hey Kalari ❤ Have a wonderful day😊

  • @SchmeesCrotchFruit
    @SchmeesCrotchFruit Před měsícem +4

    There is a non binary person on YT who is Dx NPD and BPD (ots in remission after therapy) YEARS ! The partner is Dx ASPD (also in therapy) ANYONE, even a cluster B can get better if they put in the work! YOU have put in the work! She coulddnt be you on her best day or your worst!

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +2

      Exactly and I want to show people that mental health isnt always melt downs and antics. I want to combat the stigmas.

  • @bobsvapereviews2840
    @bobsvapereviews2840 Před měsícem +2

    Great job mum keep it up. You can do it. Ignore the haters. Keep the NY attitude.. King of NY. 🤣💨💨✌🏻

  • @Pixaley
    @Pixaley Před měsícem +2

    Looking good, beautiful friend!!!

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +2

      I really am glad to feel better to do these again *big hugs*

  • @UnapologeticallyMary
    @UnapologeticallyMary Před měsícem +2

    You are looking amazing! Keep it up Queen of hugs 🤗

  • @danielbashner4342
    @danielbashner4342 Před měsícem +2

    Hey kalari C 🤗❤️ you go girl 👍

  • @Beatles0223
    @Beatles0223 Před měsícem +2

    I would have never thought you to be a sociopath or psychopath. You're just real. And that's thanks to living in the real world (the big city). No f'ing way are you similar to Chins. There's no competition there whatsoever. You are aware of yourself, Kalari. She's not. You don't have to buy your subs. She does. Just continue being yourself, woman. That's why people gravitate towards you. P. S. Those eating sounds. 😬

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +2

      Thank ya I do get in my head a lot but unlike the heffa I'm not afraid to be my real self.

  • @SchmeesCrotchFruit
    @SchmeesCrotchFruit Před měsícem +2

    ALSO - I hope YOU are seeing the results! When you stand up here its so vosibly evident ho much smaller you are, just since you started these.

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +2

      Thank you dear I really am trying my best and it irks me that some get on say they are on a journey but are severely stalled.

  • @Pixaley
    @Pixaley Před měsícem +2

    I have enough empathy for both of us honey!! ❤

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +2

      *Big hugs* hun thank you so much, I try not to be awful about it but there really are times I tap out emotionally.

    • @Pixaley
      @Pixaley Před měsícem +1

      @@kalaric.7108 I totally get it!! I can’t watch everyone for that reason as well darlin

  • @heleenzuidhof8780
    @heleenzuidhof8780 Před měsícem +2

    Sweet Kalari, you are beautiful. I am very insecure about myself. I was bullied a lot when I was young and now I think very poorly of myself. And it is also part of me. I'm an introvert. And I am who I am. I also have diagnoses myself. That doesn't necessarily make you bad! Or that you are not allowed to be there. I'm trying to accept myself more, it's still difficult. I sometimes think that I am like Chantal. In terms of weight and character. So I understand. But you are very sweet Kalari. I like you. You are not Chantal

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +2

      Thank you dear and same to you *big hugs* we are the real to her fake.

  • @candied.crabapples
    @candied.crabapples Před měsícem +2

    Hi Kalari Kalamari! 😊

  • @kristinscharff2690
    @kristinscharff2690 Před měsícem +2

    Totally get rbf…my daddy and I have that 🤦‍♀️💕

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +1

      It's hard I have to make myself laugh to get a smile at times.

  • @SchmeesCrotchFruit
    @SchmeesCrotchFruit Před měsícem +2

    Ive always been more savory also, and I LOVED produce even as a small child. Still do. I get A LOT of my protein from dairy. BUT I have normal labs, a cardiac plaque score of ZERO (I'm almost 48) this is the statin age. Still have uterus, gall bladder, even my TONSILS! (which may be the OSA cause) She could she had better healthcare options and coverage than people in the US and instead, in her own words 'Oink Oink'

    • @kalaric.7108
      @kalaric.7108  Před měsícem +2

      *Big hugs* and I am glad you are still here and doing okay, Heffa doesn't understand we aren't all the same but she really display's psychopathy.

  • @annagags2558
    @annagags2558 Před měsícem

    💐💜💐