My Love is Sick - Madds Buckley
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- čas přidán 21. 06. 2023
- Madds Buckley’s original song, “My Love is Sick”
Stream here - lnk.to/myloveissick
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Credits
Written and performed by: Madds Buckley
Production/Recording/Mastering by: Josh Sebek joshsebek.com/
Assistant/Mixing Engineer: Gustavo Lima / glimaglima
Drums: Noah Benson / noahbensonmusic
Bass: Kari Estes / karithebassist
Acoustic/Electric Guitar: Mike Petillo / mikepetillo
Electric Guitar: Dov Beck-Levine / dovbecklevine
Wurlitzer: Carrick McCullough / carrickmcc
Artwork by: @litarnesart1801
Video by: @randycheeseburg
Management: Anna Lisle
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Lyrics
My love is sick
It leaks and bleeds
All over me onto my nicest shirt
Vines without roots
Like knives in my body
And I am their puppet
Twisting ‘til I hurt
My love is sick
I’m running a fever so high
I peel my skin to breathe
Birds without cages
Find perch on my ribs and I
Stitch myself back up to keep them in
You’re an infection
I am keeping
No matter the sepsis
You are staying
I’d rather the wound
Than have you removed
Enough rotting for two
Killing me, keeping me high
My love is sick
It’s messy and wrong
But I pray for a bit of contagion
Hands without fingers
Like spoons at the source
Coat evenly
Oh, won’t you touch me?
You’re an infection
I am keeping
No matter the sepsis
You are staying
I’d rather the wound
Than have you removed
Enough rotting for two
Killing me, keeping me high
(Hold me, Let me go)
You’re the cure
You’re the curse
You make it better
You make it worse
You’re my killer
And my Christ
(But I’m the one twisting the knife)
You’re an infection
I am keeping
No matter the sepsis
You are staying
I’d rather the wound
Than have you removed
Enough rotting for two
Killing me, keeping me-
You’re an infection
I am keeping
No matter the sepsis
You are staying
I’d rather the wound
Than have you removed
Enough rotting for two
Killing me, keeping me high
My love is sick
It’s taken me whole
I’m simply a host to a haunting
Ghosts without corpses
Still linger in flesh
Holding on to a love they keep wanting - Hudba
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being a writer and a music nerd means listening to the same song over and over and vividly hallucinating multiple different scenes between multiple characters and oh boy is this thing im never gonna finish gay
I think that’s called a mental disorder, no hate but that isn’t a normal thing. 😅😂 I’m guilty of the same thing lol (jinshi/maomao and aether&lumine for me in This song)
@@theunrelatable5961it's actually pretty common, but it's most associated with ADHD! Hallucinating would be too far, but many people make small stories while relating to lyrics
@@person6928yes i do this, i am also adhd. yeah i dont hallucinate but make small stories when listening to music
“you’re the cure, you’re the curse, you make it better, you make it worse, you’re my killer and my Christ. but I’m the one twisting the knife” HITS SO HARD ITS SO GOOD. BEAUTIFUL JOB MADDS 😭😭😭🩷🩷🩷
Finally, someone who sings about love the way it feels to me.
I love it, the whispery tone, the layered vocals (I think that’s what that’s called?) it all just creates such an atmosphere! And that ARTWORK!! HOLY FLIP IT’S BREATHTAKING
Are you a DSMP fan i saw your picture
@lucylucy-qq4ql are you?
After listening to Dogbird, this feels like a song from Bird’s perspective. One of my favorites by far
I think it's supposed to be
Actually, I think it's supposed to be dog, her songs are all the dark ones, and it's referenced in one of her other songs
@@cheyannegiles9772i think it is bird! Not only because of the bird imagery but also because the character looks like bird in the dog bird video, coloring and hairstyle wise. That and the fact that the song is about choosing to keep a harmful love, that is very much like dog’s
@@nelia515 1.this song was made before all the others, it wasn't initially supposed to be part of the series. The appearance is therefore irrelevant because dog and bird weren't a concept when this song was made. 2. the pov of the song is depicted as having a knife through her she says "but I'm the one twisting the knife" perhaps she was stabbed? Maybe in her sleep metaphorically? Like a certain dog we know? She the only one depicted with a knife through her. 3. in one of dogs songs she says "but it still leaves something *sick* in me. Perhaps like her love. perhaps it may be sick even? It's an obvious reference. This song is only ever referenced in dog's songs. Lastly, bird did not keep dog's love, she left when it got bad, also have you noticed that all the dark songs belong to dog? because they all are.
I feel like it's both a part of the series of dogbird and separate? Cuz in dogbird at the end u hear references to all the other songs about the two all layered and mixed together, including some of the lyrics to this song, so it does indicate that this is a reference to their relationship, weather its both dog and bird and not just one over the other. They both knew it was a toxic relationship.
I see the concept being from birds' pov, but also when she sings, "birds find perch in my ribs and I stich myself up to keep them" dog keeping a hold of bird and trapping them, even though she knows what kind of hold she had on them.
At the end of the day, it's a really good song, and it makes me cry
puppet metaphors, birds in rib (cages) and hanahaki in general? god, this song couldn’t be any better.. 🌸💘 my love is so sick
I’m dying not only because of the lyrics but also because it’s from the perspective of bird 😭
This song is so beautiful and perfectly describes what its like to have a favorite person as someone with bpd
(3:40) ...killing me, keeping me high...🎵
[Music]
[Train noises]
on the train rn and the song stopped at the doors opening it actually sounds insanely good
@@naz-hu8hw nice lmao
right at the end of “but I’m the one twisting the knife” I saw the goosebumps raise on my skin IMMEDIATELY
The sound cutting out into silence at the last "high" is gorgeous. Goodness, everything about this is gorgeous. I still remember when I stumbled into your MHA videos years ago and added them to my character playlists, and the way that's evolved has me positively reeling.
“No matter the sepsis, you are staying... I’d rather the wound, than have you removed...” lovely, now I’m crying again (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)♡
I’m sorry but I already need an hour version of this song because I love it far to much
Us, but I can’t find one 😭😭😭
Can't you loop the video?
Right click the video > Loop
On mobile, press the triple dots in the top right > Loop > Loop On
I highly recommend listening to this with headphone on a decently high volume because not only is the song layered as fuck, there are drums EVERYWHERE it’s like 3D sound it’s amazing
The imagery of the art in the video is stunning,the doll like joints and the Hanahaki disease is really cool and the music is amazing
I know this sounds kind of dumb, but what's hanhaki?
@@person6928 it’s a fictional sickness where if someone has deep unrequited love for someone they will start to grow flowers in their lungs till they die. I suggest looking up Coleydosethings’s video on it, it’s very in depth
one could say the urge to sing this song is... infectious
I wish I could type out the whole real life story that replays in my head everytime I listen to this song but all I can do draw out the pain
Two messed up kids finding comfort in their little made up domains miles away, now grown into monsters destroying what good they have left in each other all the while till begging for love they never receive. Their love is sick and it morphs and changes. They look into each other and see only the husk of a person they once knew but they still hold onto something thats no longer there. We’re prisoners in one another’s hearts, bound by fear. I miss who he was or maybe I miss the thought of who he could of been. I know he misses the innocent soul that kept his warm. The love, the dreams, the touch that I offered. Our love is sick.
CZcams Recommendations has done well today. It shall have a treat. I, on the other hand, am hitting the replay button for the fourth or fifth time.
"you're the cure, you're curse" reminds me of Cardan saying "if you're the sickness I suppose you can't also be the cure"
Omg I love the Cruel Prince
Madds, words can not describe how incredible this song is and exactly how much this impacts all of us listening. You are a phenomenal artist and we are all shaken to the core by your talent for lyrics and chords and emotional singing. It’s all absolutely breathtaking.
The visuals are stunning, the song is breathtaking, you're killing me 💔
I love this song so much- and idk if anyone here knows TMA but it gives such- corruption love song vibes.
Currently spinning more than a couple of sillies in my head in tune with this song
I can't even name half of the emotions this brings from me, but gods, they hurt so good...
I'm so mad that I have an exam now, and can't stop to analyze this song (which I will do later) so I'll just say that it's amazing, it's touching and I love it! Amazing work Madds!
I already know this is going to be so good!! Can’t wait to hear it!! 🩷
update: this was beautiful 😭
OH MY GOD YES
It's absolutley brilliant I love this song so much!!
It's touching. A delicate, meanwhile, striking poem
I was listening to this as I was reading The Song Of Achilles....
Im still crying after an hour
I'd die for the sheet music for this on acoustic guitar so I could learn to play it 🙌🔥 love your music, phenomenal always
OOF OOF OOF
This GUTTED me. Time to listen to this seven million times on Spotify while crying and screaming the lyrics.
Did I come here just stop that I could leave a comment? Yes of course.
Madds, this is heartrending in the best possible way.
I was the bird in my last relationship but bcs of said relationship i am now a dog wich is why this album hit SO CLOSE TO HOME !
This is also the perfect Hanahaki song! I'm currently obsessed with Hanahaki so here are the lyrics in reference to it:
*My love is sick* → Literal description of Hanahaki
*It leaks and bleeds, all over me onto my niecest shirt* → Coughing up blood and flowers
*Vines without roots, like knives in my body* → The disease taking root in their body
*You're an infection I am keeping. No matter the sepsis you are staying. I'd rather the wound than have you removed* → The person has accepted their condition and decided against the surgery
*Killing me keeping me high* → Their love is what's killing them, but also what keeps them going
*You're the cure, you're the curse. You make it better, you make it worse. You're my killer and my christ* → The person they love is simultaneously what kills them, and what (could) save them
*But I'm the one twisting the knife* → But in the end what's killing them is their feelings, not the person the love
*My love is sick, it's taken me whole* → The final stages of Hanahaki. In some depictions literally taking over their body
This song was in my recommendations put it as saved later it's currently 8 pm it randomly played when i was listening to songs and now it's on repeat I'm in love glad this music found me..
This song is beautifully haunting and uncomfortable. The tragedy, the obsession, it’s maddening and hits a deep part of my soul
God fucking damn it. This video was recommended to me just this morning, and now, hours later, I still have it on repeat.
The lyricism is beautiful, intense in a way that makes you feel things there aren’t words accurate enough to describe without diluting and downplaying how visceral it is. The instrumentals feel like movement rather than sound, a storm of colors and feeling that you can only experience through that movement.
On top of everything, these visuals perfectly represent the song itself and what it makes one feel.
And now this gets to be put on loop because I am obsessed
Madds. MADDS. ohhhh this is so stunningly beautiful and absolutely gutting. Screamed when I realized Litarnes did the art oh my god I’ve been fans of you both for YEARS so seeing you work together on such an amazing project like this!! :,) yeah I’ll be crying to this one on repeat for a while
the way my legs gave out and now i'm sobbing on the kitchen floor-
holy crap... this straightup sends shivers down my soul! this is utterly incredible and so so deeply haunting. I adore it.
This is definitely me :)
ahh.. I'm back~!! I've been looping this song since its release.. the sepsis, the birds, the plants, the other painful imagery and lyrics.. I can't stop.. it hurts so bad and touches at that very deeply buried part of me, I can't tell you how much your work inspires me.. wonder if that love will ever get cured, but for now, it stays sick.. I can't wait to see what other works of art you'll create..! ❤️🩹💕
TwT I am in love with this song and the art is so cool! Definitely gonna be my new favourite song for a while.
Imma just play this on repeat for the next 6 months.
Your voice is incredible ❤️
Words can't describe the feeling I get from this song, it's so amazing
I just realized this is song sounds like someone dying of Hanahaki. And I love it even more now.
ouch.. I was so ready for this to come out, but now that it's here.. it cut so deep and I love it! ..here's to me crying for the rest of my break.. looping has never been so perfect. 💕
one of the best songs of all time ATE
This song is haunting. So beautiful
The premiere and all of the shorts are getting me too hyped up!! 💗 I'll be ready and waiting
This is so insanely emotional, I was almost crying when listening. Since a few months you're one of my favorite artists up there with popular bands like Imagine Dragons. You're incenible.
Biting my thumb as I listen and cry , almost bickering in my mind just to keep it intact...
.... That was unintentional lyric as I followed the melody... Um... Damn... This is making me melancholic..
I freaking love this song. Been playing it on repeat!
Of course you're releasing this while I'm working on a hanahaki art piece haha. IT'S AMAZING hzhajdb just the right amount of painful but there's also something so melancholy about it and aidjsjs it fits so perfectly
You have no idea how much this makes me cry, but I love it so much
As someone with bpd, my symptoms only flare up when I’m in a relationship. This song speaks to me so fucking much.
THIS IS SO AMAZING IM DEFINITELY GONNA ANIMATE MY CHARACTERS TO THIS AHHHHH
Omg I love your original songs so much!!! Your lyrics are so unique and lovely!
Love hearing new songs its always like a treat!!!
Chills just chills 👏👏👏👏👏👏❤
This song (especially the ending) reminds me so much of what’s happening with Dabi right now in the manga… 😢 Different parts of the song make me think of the other villains, but mostly Dabi. He wanted his dad’s love and acceptance so much that it was literally killing him. 🥺
Thank you for making such a beautiful piece. It’s just as amazing as you are. 🥰
I really love the heartfelt song and the art with it. so beautiful. Sometimes love like this hurts so much.
Beautiful!!!!!!!!! Omgomgomg
I’m speechless
Absolutely heart wrenching and beautiful, thank you so much to everyone who worked on this!! ❤❤
I love this song, it’s so beautiful!
AAHHHH!! Was SO worth the wait!! I think this is my new favorite song!!
The art and the music just WOW
I love every song you make! I love how your lyrics are just so true and dear to me.
It is almost like they were meant just for me.
これらの曲は私の終わりになるでしょう。
Amazing song!!!!!
Madds this is so good, you totally deserve more recognition again!! ^^
Literally incredible. Omg.
I'm speechless I didn't expect such great potential from this music. I loved your previous music so this one didn't disappoint me at all. It's amazing I feel that I will listen to it on repeat! xD It deserves so much more visibility. Great job 💜
This is so beautiful! Literal masterpiece! I can't even describe how much I love this. ❤
Absolutely gorgeous song, I've just been blasting since it came out!
Every time you release a song I instantly fall in love with it💚 you are and amazing singer/songwriter and I'm so so proud of you!!!! Can't wait for more stuff! I will be listening to this constantly until then💚💚 keep doing amazing things!!
Que bien!!!!!:)
I love your songs so much! Your voice is so perfect, everything is so beautiful makes me cry
This sounds like how throwing up something sweet tastes. This is my new favorite song 💕
I LOVE ITTTTTT❤️❤️❤️❤️
My god this one so good!!!!
This came on to my recommended and I just have to say that this is just so beautiful words can’t describe how much I relate to this amazingly done ❤
Listening to this for the MILLIONTH TIME and it’s so, the survivors in my book, they’re so scared to love each other and I just aaaaaaaaa
wow
thats all i can say.
wow
OMG THE CHILLS THIS SONG GAVE ME THIS IS PURE TALENT😭❤️
OH GOD ITS SO GOOD
I LOVE THIS SONG
AHHHHHHHHH ITS SO GOOD!!!
I relate to this so hard I want to throw up, I haven't found s song that described this feeling so perfectly.
realmente me encanto, gracias madds
AHHHH this song made me screech while I was doing my work! It’s so good 😊
This is now my new favorite song. It really explains toxic love so well which I've been going through myself. Anyways I love your music style and voice it is amazing!!!
You will never fail to amaze me!
This song has been on my mind since yesterday 😭😭
Wow!
YESSSS💚💚
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS, YESSSSSSS
SO GOOD
I just discovered your channel and I was wondering if this was about the flower disease, hanahaki disease because "you're my killer and my christ" because the disease kills the person with flowers and that people get it because of unrequited love and the lover is indirectly killing the person and the line "but I'm the one twisting the knife" suggesting that the person loves the lover but knows it is unrequited or is this about a toxic relationship because of the part "You're and infection I am keeping" suggesting that the person is holding onto a toxic relationship with some one and then the line "no matter the sepsis" and sepsis is the bodies extreme response to an infection suggesting even more that even though the person in dying inside they will keep on holding onto the person.
that was alot and thank you if you took your time to read through all of it
Ya, madds community post says that she associates the song with hanahaki, you got it right on the money👍
@@kawansiesquad6659 oh okay thanks so yay I finally got something correct in life
Same was reminded of hanahaki
This song randomly played in my playlist, and i added it bcus the vibes were MMMMM. After a closer look at the lyrics. GOD ive never had a song hit harder????? The vocals are phenomenal, BUT THE PART AT 2:30 - 2:47 ??? IS ABSOLUTELY PHENOMENAL. im genuinely left breathless every single time and i get goosebumps bcus 1 the vocals are GREAT, 2 the lyrics ohhh!! The lyrics in this part specifically hits like i truck (i love 'but im the one twisting the knife' ITS SO GOOOD)
Easily one of my new fav songs now its soo good
This song is unbelievable underated, wtf only 100k views? It deserves so much more
My eyes and ears are blessed