Anna Blue- Silent Scream (Official Music Video)
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- čas přidán 6. 08. 2015
- Get the song on itunes apple.co/2p2ospC , Play bit.ly/2pdpEpH ,spotify spoti.fi/2biIvpL and amazon amzn.to/2pdt0ZF
Also available on deezer and several other streaming platforms and stores.
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Facebook: / annabluemusik
Instagram: / annabluemusik
Twitter: / annablueshouts
Short Q&A
Can I do a cover of your songs?- YES
Can I use your music for my videos if it‘s not a cover: No. Please respect it.
But… - No seriously, pelase respect it.
Are you and Damien a couple?- Yes
Where can I find out more about? - we uploaded 4 Q&A videos. Maybe watch them if you‘re curious, ok?
Art: / annedrawsstuff
Anna barely turned 12 years old when she started writing her own songs, a need to give her many feelings a vent. Inspirations were plenty - Dashboard Confessional influenced her just as much as 30 Seconds to Mars. It may be her youth that blurred any style restrictions: Emo, Punk or Gothic have always been equally represented in her music collection - as long as it was true passion that lead the artists.
That is exactly the key element in her songs: they may all just be written by Anna in her room - but there always is that emphasis on true feelings and expressive lyrics.
This candor might be strange for some but it is just this distinction in her thinking, her direct lyrics and her vivid songwriting that make up Anna’s style. A style that speaks directly from the hearts of her many listeners. - Hudba
If you wonder why some comments are missing: I delete comments where the thread goes out of hand and people start to attack each other on many different levels. Here's not the place to mass-attack some people- no matter how stupid you think they are. I will also delete slurs- especially the homophobic or racial ones. If you can't keep up basic manners don't complain when your comment is gone.
Considering the topic of the song it's amazing how many people literally attack each other for no reason. You'd think there was a common sense of "let's stick together", so please try to be a bit more considerate.
Thanks for making this awesome song :) everytime when i listen at i feedl me better and not the only one :D i don't get why there are people who act like that and bein racist whats wrong wuth being 'differend'?
Yes, Izera is right, and i like the voice .
Hi Anna 😀 thaks to you and all people who help you to get out such an amaaaaazing😁
song .. Thaaaaanks to you all . words are unable to explain how much i thank you 🙆, i love this song 💖and i love your manners 🙈 you're a respectable person ✒ wish you the best of all the world could give 🍭. sorry I'm talktive 😅😶
+Alshaymaa gamal Hamad you have totally right 😊 lots of respect for anna ☺
sad to say this but this is my life 😢😢😢
"Before you judge me. Make sure you're perfect"
@No one 😂😂😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
''Live everything I passed through, then maybe you'll be able to judge me''
(My english isn't perfect, I know, I'm a bad transalator XD)
Ok
@@windcrystal1349 "Live through everything that I've been through then try to judge me" would be the right translation (not trying to be rude or anything your translation was amazing too just tryna correct it a lil bit
@@naziahasan5429 okay thanks you ! And you aren't rude ! It's okay to correct the others for heping ^^
This song just unlocked my childhood memories, oh my god
Omg same
Frr
Well this song is related to my life
OMG YES
Oh my god me too😭😭
these song randomly coming back in my home page after years
I searched for it😎
YESSSS
same here
Me too?
Real
I discovered this song when I was like 12 😅 and now I’m 18 and I started randomly singing this song in my head in the middle of the night after not listening to it for 6 years
27 now and still listening since 2016
i missed my emo eraaa mannnn😭😭😭
So real 😭 2024 February 28 im bck
@@Sexxnessong I come back to that song every once in a while to go back to my childhood self
Me and I’m now 21
5 years ago: cried with this song
Today: Still crying :)
same here lol
haha, same
Respect your RM profile 😫
Your cries for 5 years straight?? O-O Props my dude
Bahaha I can't
This song: **exists**
Me, a 27 year old grown woman: **high school feels intensify**
It’s not only brings back memories, this pretty much how I felt as Foster child who wants to connect so bad, but my foster parents were...they weren’t always there for me: they would jump to conclusions when something goes awry, stick to their stubbornness-I couldn’t properly cope as the once hurt me so bad as a child that our relationship was dysfunctional since than
Not to mention they find ways to “manipulate” me to keep me in their family when I wanted to know more about my biological family -which with the information they knew, they mostly talk sh** about them. It wasn’t until recently I found out it wasn’t true, it was the extended family that screwed up one way or another
Same! Also a 27 year old women here , heard this song for the first time and sooo many high school feelings came back
28 year old man. Yep....
Just like that
I’m 20 but same
As a child, whenever I would listen to this song, I would always cry anf think about how much I wanted to at least have friends, like she has.
I love how this was posted 10 minutes ago 😭
yes! like i love the song but it makes me feel so lonly
Who still watching and hearing this in 2024? 🥺 (It's really makes me feel nostalgic!)
I am
Yep
Right there with ya
Join the club
Me! I was playing ever after high dress up games and heard this song it brought me back
“She seems fine, she’s always cracking jokes.”
The kid inside:
I relate to this in my soul.😖
cu
Me, someone who uses humor to hide my emotions: 👾
👀
👄
Every cell of my body relates to this right now I am just tranna control my tears sitting near my family
Relate.
10 y.o. me🤝15 y.o. me
Vibing and living my emotions through the lyrics of this song
Thank you for keeping my 10 y.o. self alive,i REALLY appreciate this
just like me fr
I feel ya bro
8 years later and it’s still popping up in my recommended
I just found this song and I now wanna enter my emo era faster than usual
At least she has amazing friends that loves her for who she is ♡
Ya your right
Lucky her.
Some people don't even have this...
@Ahmed malaki They don't exactly want her to stop acting like one, rather give up her personality and force her into something she ain't it nor want to be.
Ya ,real life friends are the worst enemies you'll ever have , can't even trust your own shadow these days
The teacher in this: gets mad because its not just a flower
My high school art teacher: cries in happiness when anyone goes beyond expectation
B.V. Hale amen
And then there's my kindergarten teacher who tried to suspend me, because I painted the sky pink
@@rachelradloff4079 wtf...!?!?!?
@@ace_of_cups4096 I know. I painted the sky pink in kindergarten & because I have ODD (oppositional defiant disorder), she decided I must have been purposefully defying her (I'm partially deaf and I couldn't hear her tell me to paint with cold colors), so she marched me to the Principal and demanded that I either be suspended or expelled.
I made sure to make a Kindergarten cult after that incident just to spite her.
This gave massive nostalgia i cant 😭😭😭😭😭😭
I was 17 when I discovered this song... Now I'm 22 years old... And it still speaks to me a lot... I love this song with all my heart for the message...
The even worse part is, that Zoe actually has friends, who understand her. I wish i had a bunch of alternative kids to hang out with like she has.
ikr
Yup, same
Yeh but I have older cousins and sisters that are alt
How’s that the worse part?
I’ll be your friend 😸
*- You laugh at me because I'm different, but I laugh at you because you're all the same.*
_- Kaneki Ken._
I used to be a huge Tokyo Ghoul stan back in the day... When the fuck has he said that ?
Yesssssssssssssss
except Hide. He's too special :'3
y e s
I Love this comment God bless you sister this is the truth💗💗💗
Lol i never heard that from Kaneki wtf
I remember when I first discovered this song. I was in a time when I felt like I was cornered and in a rough space in my life after I entered Highschool. I felt unheard and like I was pushed and pulled to be something I was not by my parents (mostly my Dad). Hearing this really resonated with me and became my comfort song whenever I felt like I was in a dark place I couldn't get out of. Now I'm an adult, and in a much better place then I was before, but I find myself coming back to this song whenever I feel I'm pushed into that corner. It's not as bad as before, but songs like this really hit home and let me know that I'm not the only one in such a position.
same, i discovered this song when i was around 14-15, now im 20, and even though i listen mostly to goth music, rock, metal, emo music and such, i still somehow find my way to this song...usually when i feel horrible, sad and such, but still this is a really good song, and the artstyle is amazing ^^
I used to love this song but I have never seen the official video until today and somehow it hits differently. I used to be able to put on my headphones listen to this and stop feeling so alone but now I hear this and want to cry because it reminds me of just how hard people were on me and just how cruel I was to myself, and how much I've grown since then both mentally and emotionally.
and are we not gonna talk about how bomb those outfits are?!
yes look at em!
These outfits are sweet but what I really want is Zoe's black cat beanie.
@@HmoobAwsHmoob Saaaame
Omg yes
They have a shop with the beanie and arm warmers and even the necklaces.
Everyone listened to this when they were younger and vibed to the music. Now we’ve grown up and understand the words
IKRR
Ikk I first listened to this 5 years ago and just relate to it now
@@CookieCat-gp9cq i know2right
The Theme song of Puberty and the self-discovery phase.
FRRRR
I listened to this when I was 13
I listened when I was 16
I'm 20 years old...I still miss it, it's a memory of my childhood. I miss it, very much.
I’m 12 and I’m listening to this and I relate to it
The memories this song brought back listening to it again
"and it's torturing me, but I can't break free" God I felt that.
🍦
me too right now, i just want to cry, but luckyfuly i met some online friends who know how i feels and supported me
@@karinariupassa5416 same here, so i guess we both felt the same way
Let’s have some gurgers
me to
“Why can’t you be more like them”
*Acts more like them*
“Ew why are you copying them”
Edit: yall this comment was like almost 2 years ago..
So true...
facts
or "are you them??"
And "ugh stop copyingggg" :(
That's why I stopped trying to satisfy people.
Brings back memories. Back when I was 16 or 17 listening to this before going to sleep. I'm 24 now rediscovering this. Still sounds nice 8 years later.
Actualmente tengo 20 años y esta cancion la escuche cuando apenas tenia 13 casi 14 y desde entonces hasta ahora me siento de la misma forma que en la cancion, muchas gracias anna blue por estas increibles canciones con su hermosisimo arte
This is the song we’re it all started for me my whole life changed after this song this song means a lot to me this was the first song I ever found by myself
Omg brownie did not expect to see you here!!!
Hi brownie! :D 💕💕
Hiii
This song means a lot too me too
brownie, you know you can talk to us as well. as you always say that we're not alone, and that we should vent in your comments, you try your best to comfort everyone, but you're forgetting we are here for you as well. you can talk to us as well, we'll listen and understand you. because I might just understand how much it sucks to feel alone, I may not know your past, or your pain or what you're going through. but I know one thing for sure. that you're here for us, and we're here for you. so talk to us if you're also feeling down.
13 years old me: I don't understand this song, but the video is nice
18 years old me: Oh...
Well same...cuz Idk english but I love the song
I'm 13 and ......
WTF SAMEE
im just 13 maybe ..im too young :D
Same
its 2024 and im listening to this, in 2017 i loved this mv when I was 7 and would always watch and listen to the song now I'm 14 realising how much I related to the song knowing I cant speak up and always have to live under my strict toxic parents rules knowing I cant be myself.
Your parents love you, don't misunderstand
I'm really sorry I didn't know @@Hasna_kohestani
This is so Real 😭😭
I remember listening to this song when I was little and related to it... But now I'm 18 and it feels more relatable now. My family won't let me do anything or even be myself. My friends have been with me by side trying to help me out as much as they can, and I thank them for always sticking by me. But all I hope now is that I can escape this hell and start my new life as myself.
This song sounds like it’s giving a moral listen: Respect your children’s individual choices, even if it’s something you don’t like or you consider dangerous.
Second moral listen : Parents aren't friends. :)
Koneg ! Parents can be your friend lmao. It depends.
wait what would be considered dangerous by parents that is actually okay to do?
@@OnyxAmadeus Most likely things like exploring abandoned places or stuff
But if you have five years and you are playing with matches, I think your parents will obviously freak out
can we stop insulting young people who feel identified to this and instead try to help? saying stuff like ''you are probably a 14 year old seeking for attention'' makes you part of the problem, don't invalidate people's feeling for something like age. You don't know them so you don't know if they are lying, instead of insulting try to help, they may be telling the truth and you wouldn't know.
Exactly you don't even know their age if people identify with this and need help just give them help
AGREED
It sucks that you have to say this. People are so rude
Agreed
I've always hated when people did that
I remember finding this song when I just started to understand English and made me resonate with this song immediately. This song helped me survive the harsh environment when I needed. I'm glad I found it again :,)))
Whoever actually wrote this song literally hit every one's emotions in middle school and high school to the key holy crap I'm able to understand what the songs about 40 year old dude and I wish I had this on CZcams in high school with I went through the same stuff
Mom: frick you my child’s completely fine
The child:
@@yukinayuri353 that song is just...it makes me cry my heart and soul out
LMAO STOP THIS USED TO BE MY FAV SONG
@@htshehe463 HAHAHAHS
Karen
@@dianasmile2518 Whos the Karen? If it is me I’m sorry but I was making a joke on how my mom says I’m fine but I listened to this song.
I discovered this song when I was 10 (yes I was so young) , now I'm 17 and I'm still vibing on it , my heart still beats like drum
SAME FR
SAME LMAOO
i was 16 when i discovered this. Now im 16
SAME, it had me in a total choke hold. 17 now and I've become reobsessed with this song
BRO SAME OML
Se passaram oito anos e até hoje toda vez que eu ouvir essa música sinto a nostalgia da primeira vez...
Exatamente😭💀
The only unrealistic part of this is that the outcast has a boyfriend and loving friends.
it's crazy to think i used to think i was depressed listening to this when i was in grade 5 but now I'm actually depressed LMAO
Yyup it do be like that
shhhh. We're the same. Up until now. :)
I don't know what to say but I love you so much I really do....when I first saw your comment....I had feelings that you're special and also a kind person ....Idk why but this is what first thing my heart said ..love you and i hope that your day will be better with my comment 🤧😢🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
Shhhhhh same here
SAME OMG
12 yr old me: *Jamming*
17 yr old me: *Depressed but still jammin*
When everything else fails, you be jammin through life. It really works 😌👌 And it'll be okay in time.
Its been 20 years, I'm 20 yrs old and I'm still depressed like what is wrong with me. 😞
@UnicaJasha thank you I really do appreciate and I hope you're too.
hope you get better, I pray for you Jesus loves you all and I do to😊
31 yr old me: still depressed, that tends to happen though when all your friends you had vanish from your life, and when you try to make new ones they are nice to start then just ignore you. You start to realize you don’t need them but at the end of the day the depression doesn’t go away,
Oh yo this randomly got recommended to me again 💀 its been like 8 years now
I remember finding this song when I was around 13. It really spoke to me back then because I was just acting for my family that I was fine and just trying to be their perfect little princess fearing all the concequenses (and rightfully so since everything I did that wasn't like they wanted I would get yelled at or punished). Now in a couple of months I'll be 20 and am in college but am failing my classes due to not having enough time to be able to really make my assignments (I've always been slower than the average human) which I absolutely hate cause I really feel at home there since there are people there who are more like me and for the first time in my life I felt like I wasn't always alone and that people understood me. I noticed that when I was away from home I also had a lot less sad feelings and not having the fear of being judged of how I am and dress. Suddely having this song in my for you page was quite a nostalgia trip since well it's been almost 7 years ago since I found it and I still love it a lot 💜
12 years old me doesnt even understand what this song is about.
Now I understand, I'm 16 this year.
I already understood it when I was 12
im 13 and i understand
im 12 and i understand it.....
@@miaherlina8203 im 13 now but if i heard this song a year ago i would also understand. i heard this song a week after my 13th birthday
what does it mean lmao
At the end somehow I heard
"my silence cream" lol
:0 hello my bias.
oh hey KIMK
omg KiMi_RO ur here:v
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Omg hi KiMi_RO :D
Lyrics
I'm caught up in your expectations
You're trying to make me live your dream
But I'm causing you so much frustration
And you only want the best for me
You wanted me to show more interest
To always keep a big bright smile
Be that pinky little perfect princess
But I'm not that type of child
And this storm is rising inside of me
Don't you feel that our whole worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream
Tell me why you're putting pressure on me
And everyday you 'cause me harm
That's the reason why I feel so lonely
Even though you hold me in your arms
Wanna put me in a box of glitter
But I'm just trying to get right out
And now you're feeling so so bitter
Because I've let you down
And this storm is rising inside of me
Don't you feel that our whole worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream
Can't you see how I cry for help
'Cause you should love me just for being myself
I'll drown in an ocean
Of pain and emotion
If you don't save me right away
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream
My silent scream
I was in high school and depressed af, n I used to listen to this song 24/7, it's kinda weird feeling, how I hated those days but also miss 'em a lil...💀
My twelve year old self had pretty good taste...
Who else here for the nostalgia?
Me :(
Lmao i listend to this when i was like 8
meee TwT
My 8 year old self had taste tooxD
My ten year old has good taste
I loved this as an emo 15 year old, I'm 22 and still love it now!
me too
i'm 24 and me too
Omg me too 😆 i'm 19
I still love this too!
Never been an emo, but have liked this since my teens and like it in my twenties. Also, nice Mew icon, God be with you.
This song makes me remember all the good times I spent in my primary school with my old friends and my ex best friend.
This is why you should enjoy the time you spent before it's over ❤
are you okay?
@@no-vr6ck no entiendo que dijo pero aún así amo está cancion
Your songs helped me through a really difficult childhood, I just wanted to say thank you for that❤
Who remembers listening to this 3 years ago and came back here😂
Mee
it's 3 am and I wanna *FEELS*
5 years
Meee lmao💀😂😂
ME 😳
Me: I haven’t listened to this for 3 years, I won’t remember the lyrics.
Also me: *Literally sings along with no mistakes*
Me and my friend relate to this
Same
whahahaha same
Same
SAME
i used to hear this a lot as a kid, hearing it again heals me
FREE HUGS FOR PEOPLES THAT NEED SOME
thx
@@khansazahira7627 same take one from me too
*I need a hug, please‐*
Thanks, I really need it.^^
Thanks
Me when I was twelve: They're so cool I wish I could dress like that! Ugh, but sadly, that's an unachievable daydream
Me at 17:
Man It’s still unachievable for me and will probably always be
@@miui_burrito9203 I'm convinced you'll get there! What's the problem? Are you scared what people will think and say about you?
I used to be too. Sometimes people tell me how brave I am for dressing how I want. "I could never do that", they say, and "I'm not confident enough." But actually, dressing this way MAKES me confident. When you really like yourself, nothing gets to you. Yes, assholes may yell "EMO" and "VAMPIRE" after you, but if you love yourself like this, why care?
What I'm trying to say is: Get to the point where you're just 100% okay with yourself. (Drastically changing your hair is a good start, at least it was for me) Your body is just a vessel and you can design it however you like it.
And if money's the problem: I'm not rich either. No goth bought a whole new wardrobe one day. You kind of start collecting stuff over the years. I learned that with the right shoes, accessories and hairstyle, the most simple T-shirt looks hella punk rock :)
Also, thrift stores!! I once bought a gothic coat that originally costed more than 100$ for only 20$. No joke.
I hope you'll find your path. Sending love 💕
(And sorry for writing so much)
Min Racha wow thx your text really gave me boost and had good arguments. Yes I’ll try to be more confident. I was always a bit shy but I really feel like myself when I’m dressed like that. It’s like I’m really myself and not acting like a different person. I just always thought that those 100% would never come so I didn’t try to change a lot. And no it’s totally fine your text was so long. It shows that you also went through a lot and had a lot to say. Thank that really made my day and that was something I needed today 💕 :)
@@miui_burrito9203 I'm so happy I could help a little! Learning how to love ourselves really is a journey, and it might never end. I'll think of you the next time I'm unsure if I should put on my platform boots ;)
This is my style now 😝😊
It passed somewhere around 6 or 7 years since I didn't listened to this song and honestly, it hits way different now (in a good way)
I discovered Anna Blue in my late 20's her music spoke to my soul of teen angst and a fellow soul in pain 8 years later I rediscovered her music I am older and wiser now but I still love how her music takes me back to fun memories
It's a new year and this song is still making me cry no matter what😭
Try try but never cry
i cant even feel anymore after this song, i lost all emotions
:(
God Bless! ✝️ (Lord Jesus is coming back soon, be ready!) - IL SIGNORE GESÙ STA PER ARRIVARE, SIATE PRONTI!
same
13 year old me I wish my friend group is like that
18 year old me I wish I had friends
I can relate to this.
Me being 17:
....I wish I didn't feel left out-
How did you read my mind?
when i was 12 all my friends are toxic :/
24 yr old me wishes i had friends to
This brought me back to my Emo phase😭
I listened to it as a kid and showed this to my mom… she looked at me like i was crazy… now that i relate to this song more than ever i understand why she looked at me the way she did.💀
nah me too.
People preach individuality but judge you for the things you do to stand out.
Society: "Just be yourself!"
Also society: "No not like that."
But doesn’t that make them hypocritical in a way? Sounds that way to me anyway.
@Ethan the savage it means everybody in the world
Some people go on which side which is more popular or “better” so they don’t get attacked
True
Society:Be yourself!
Also society:Well yes, but actually no
Okay so
Song: Perfect
Art: Beautiful
Transition: Fluid
Story: Relatable
Characters: Cinnamon Rolls
Me: addicted
Hotel: Trivago
James Madison: Wrote 29 *-(im sorry)-*
@@aggie5668 Hamilton: Wrote the other 51 (Sorry not sorry)
@@iyyapotlol I was waiting for this, and if no one else done it I would have done it myself.
@@spaceiswack3385 ah yes. The hamilton fans. Hello my peoples.
I had forgotten the title but finally I found it!!!!,My favorite song ever
The way i found this song when i was 11, would pour out all of my emotions to this, im 17 now and it holds a special place in my heart for allowing me to express myself when i didnt know how. Was it the healthiest? No, probably not, but im still here so i cant be more greatful❤
10 years old: dreaming abt high school days.
16 years old: having the worst memories, anger issue, depression and listen to Anna Blue everyday.
yeah i once dreamed of having a normal life. dreams exist to be shatered in my case and it doesnt matter how much you try to push through. even if you dont want it you do need help
Same...I really thought after moving everything will stay the same...i was just 10 years old...
I'm 15. I used to be bullied at school by my classmates and teachers. I am the least favorite child. I never had anybody to talk. I prayed to die ever since I was six. I have anxiety issues and I flinch/ cry alot. Sometimes I have extreme breakdowns just because of my father. He may not realise it but his words are tearing me apart and I hate him for that. I don't want to appear weak infront of him but I can't help it. I hate my mom for always taking his side
@@syyedabareem1394 i understand you, i was bullied too. I have both mom and dad issues. It's been hard keeping everything inside and cry ourselves to sleep. But the willingness to change is all yours. Right now even when i'm changing, my hatred for those who have hurt me in the past still tortured me. It's a long journey about healing ourselves. Don' t give up ok and you can talk to me if you want.
@@16tranhuynhbaongoc29 Thank you so much. It truly means alot.
Your life is alot more harder then mine you are the most strongest person I've ever talked to.
Girl: I'm not like other girls
Other girls: same
Yea it is annoying xd
What if I ain't human
Nobody is the same, everyone is different
Saaaaame
taekookies nice girls: im not like other girls
oh how ive missed this song, I've listened to it on repeat when i was like what, 12? still alive, still kicking, im almost 20 now!
First watched this when I was 11, now 8 years later, I am still watching this. It's just so beautiful I love it
everybody is talking about their highschool feels or their depression. But can we please talk about the amazing artwork, character design and story? and also the amazing singing
edit: HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T REALIZE ALL THE LIKES TYSM GUYS!
all true i love the art
ikr! i was thinking the same thing! her drawings look sooo real!
What an artist ^^
@Ahmed malaki same!
I know right, the arts gorgeous
Dang, I remember this song back when I was a depressed and suicidal teen at ages 13-16. I’ve definitely come a long way since then and I’m really happy that I can finally listen to this, enjoy it and not feel like I relate to almost all the lyrics.
I’m so glad life’s gotten better for you now, and I’m proud and happy that you stayed here on Earth
So happy for you! it’s so amazing that you’ve moved on from that part of your life
I started listening to this when I was I wanna say 8- I'm 14 now and I'm trying but its not getting better... but comment like yours give me hope
Congrats!
I am going through depression and i wish to have a same day as you one day.
I listened to this song when I was around 14/15 years old. I turned 21 in March and this song hits me now more than ever... middle school came easy to me at the last two years but highschool was a nightmare due covid and horrible classmates. I distanced myself more and more. Now at university which is even worse, I understand what my father did to me... he always turned down my interests as possible jobs and lead me to something that was just a backup plan to me (very safe route: very low study fees, thousands of job possibilities in the future)... I didn't know what I wanted to do with my life anymore so I was forced to do what he wanted for me. I'm halfway through and sometimes it gets so bad that I actually get sick from University. But I can't quit bc it's just the safest thing to do financially and possibilitywise... also I still don't know what to do with my life, I mean I can't quit to nothing... I have to continue and hope for a nice job offer at the end. Who knows maybe It's for the better but it's still a nightmare. If I hadn't my boyfriend and church members I would be crushed by the pressure... crazy that this song came back into my life...
Recently I haven’t been in the best place, and out of no where I remember this song, brings back a lot of memories.
5 years later and this hits so different. i feel like i actually understand it now and that makes me happy, but at the same time it's kinda sad that after years and years of listening to this absolute jam i only now actually cry because of it. growing up is weird.
Cringe lol
@@whut6144 why tho?
It matches up to my feelings at this point which is what makes an even greater song than I originally thought
@@nikkiediangelo5854 yea exactly
Felt the same way
Me when I was 10 years old listening to this not understanding English
*Me now 14 understanding everything:* ohhh I can related ;)
Me in 10 years when I was listening this and understand it:
Holy sh*t world is so sad place.
u obvi dont understand english yet HAHAHHA
@@lunaaa6652 I know 😅 that was a joke, I still don't know some words 🤣
5 year old me not understanding what they're talking about even tho now's English:🤪
Me now a 7 year old and understanding everything:What? make the world a better place!
@@shavingmypiano 9..
Oh my goodness!! I think of this song every once and a while (has it really been 7 years??) and it just popped up automatically! Man this brings back memories, what an amazing song!
I remember stumbling across this song when I was about 8ish years old. I was going through a rough time back then. I remember the first time I listened to this, I started bawling because of how much I related to it. Every time I listened to it, it brought a lot of comfort.
I’m happy to say that I no longer relate to this song. Things have gotten so much better for me nowadays. My mental health has improved a lot, I have a better relationship with my mom, and things are just going really well.
For those who are going through a rough time and can relate to this song, I’m so fucking sorry this is happening to you. I promise that things will eventually get better. Just stay strong. You got this. If no one else believes in you, then I do.
I just realized.. This can be also used for a toxic relationship :0.
Holy shit it does
Yea.
Thats how I saw it.
it certainly fits for mine.
@@addisonmoontaisho9921 bro are u okay?
Desocupada haha... i’m coping.
This hit hard in middle school, and now it hits even harder lowkey 😔✌
Forreal.
@@mythmage8231deseo rencarnar como una emo que sabe hacer de todo tiene las mejores notas pero aún así le hace bullying solo por como se ve por tener un frequillo por vestir de esa forma con Roma negra morada rosa o por diseñar ropa
i discovered this song so many years ago. i finally heard the sound on tiktok and it sent me three so many emotions. it’s nostalgic, i love this era of my life.
I know it's not the intended message, but I've started to go nonverbal with increasing frequency, and this song has become really special to me. I found it years ago and loved it but now it's becoming so much more special to me, thank you.
Teacher : it was supposed to be a flower painting. Zoe: there is a flower in it
Ari May i thought she actually drew a flower.
@@leslieking9657 y eah
I actually love her drawing
Yeah, I don’t know why but that part stuck out to me. Like this is a flower painting but with a bunch of other stuff.
Yeah like I see a flower in the painting
This song has me in tears. It reminded me of the first real friend I made who took her own life 14 years ago at the young age of 14 years old. She struggled with depression, and wanting to be loved and was relentlessly bullied. I miss her dearly and she is the reason I got my first phone, and job. I never got to say goodbye to her, and it has been tearing me apart for years. Kaeley will forever be in my head and in my heart. Love you Kales, and I hope we see each other again.
That is so sad. I'm soooo sorry for your loss. Rest In Peace to your friend and I'm hoping you're doing alright
Don't worry you'll see them again
Sending you lots of love ❤️❤️❤️
i'm sooo soorryyy for your loss
may she rest in peace
I'm sorry for your loss, May God bless her a good life in heaven 🙏🏾
Sorry to hear that, God be with you.
The nostalgia, as a FTM I feel like this song was just who I was back when I was younger
OMG FINALLY SOMEONE LIKE ME-
@@ZeroxfishAli9047 AYYYY
@@AlexTheShitpostPartypooper SUPPPP MAN!
@@ZeroxfishAli9047 dying inside
@@AlexTheShitpostPartypooper oh no why?
I used to be obsessed with this song when I was 12. Now I'm 17 and this song still makes me feel something unique
I remember being in a bad place back when I first listened to this song at 13, I'm 19 now and feeling much better. If you are a teen, just know you are not alone. Growing up can be difficult and confusing at times but you'll be just fine. Work hard, take care of yourself and don't forget to have some fun along the way!
I'm turning 19 tomorrow, and I'm feeling worse than ever, I'm completely lost with no direction, and I don't have anyone to help me, and my mom just pushes me more and more, but she doesn't see that I won't I will be able to do this without understanding and help.
@@karolineakhyra.3292 Heya I'm alot older. Life is a struggle. Be yourself and aim for what you want to be. Keep genuine people in your life and do what makes you happy. It does seem like a struggle but everything will make sense one day .the main thing enjoy yourself .have fun and enjoy what you like doing. Keep people around you who have a great and posertive vibe around. True friends will be there for you. Just remember your not on your own and please don't let life get you down. One day life will click and you will be like wow ,but until then enjoy yourself. Parents really never understand what Wego through at all. They want the best for us but it sometimes doesn't feel like that to us. You will find later in life or even round the corner there are some people who are genuine and awsome it's random how they come into our lives but they do .your not on your own .hope you had a fantastic bday and it will get better for you
@@drewpearce7773 Thank you so much for the comforting words of support, it really made me feel better, you are a good person and will definitely be rewarded for it.
Hello, how are you all? If you need someone to listen, someone to talk to, or a friend. I am here to talk, listen, and be a friend. I hope you are safe and well. I am very sorry for anything that seems bad that may have happened in your life. Know that you are amazing and have rights as a human. I want you to know that you are incredible and are capable of wonders. What matters is your inside, not your exterior. Love yourself and cherish yourself. Words cannot explain how astonishing you are. You deserve care, love, and happiness, don't let anything make you feel otherwise. You may or you may not think that you are a failure but you are not, we are humans and we are bound to make mistakes so failures will come but that will give you the prize of what you have learned. Even if it may be a very small prize, it is very significant and important because you are amazing and deserving to learn and grow just as everyone else is. Please have appropriate action for anything that you know is wrong. Try and find professional or trusted help. Anything that seems bad or wrong in your life right now will get better. Please don't do what is wrong, fighting back and harming others will not solve the problem. Please understand that and do the good thing. It will one day come back to you. The people in the world are so much more than what we know about them, not everyone opens up about the beautiful things and acts they have witnessed, not all those amazing doings are acknowledged. There is more to people than it seems. Please understand that and know that. If you feel like no one cares about you, know that I care about you. Keep your head up high and never give up. Together, we can be a better community. Stay safe, healthy, happy, kind, understanding, positive and strong. Have a great day.
Omg thank you this made me tear up and suspect about taking over dose
I’m pretty sure everyone here has listened to this song more than once.
HAHHA SAME.
Yes I have heard this song More than 10 times
Your right..
@@BasilOmori_ yes
Yeah
It's amazing how i always come back here when im sad and somehow this makes me happy in a certain way
Everyone saying how nostalgic this is when I only discovered it not even a weak ago. Yea , it does sound like the stuff I wrote when I was 8, except this is more deeper, specially the other versions of this song. I relate to every single version of it. And I can’t wait to make memories with this song like everyone else did.
CZcams 2015 :no
CZcams 2016: no
CZcams 2017: no
CZcams 2018: no
CZcams 2019: here you go... Cry for 5h on a random great song ❤️
Zer0 SY CZcams algorithms are really weird
@@chaosbrownie9139 damn straight
I'm comment 666...... I guess my fates been chosen.... My demons will ALWAYS be here..
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It was sad...? This isn’t an insult by the way
For those 14 years old who say Billie Eilish is deep just know for us THIS was OUR Billie Eilish! And we’re proud.
Edit: look some people told me not to age judge. It’s a joke. Everyone says ‘14 year olds’ look IM 14! So I can joke about this. At least I think I would be able to. I’m sorry if you got offended. I really am.
i'm 12 and i've listened to this since i was like 9
She doesn't need to be Billie eilish she is excellent how she is and one thing I am also 14yrs opd
I think Anna and Avril Lavigne were our Billie Eilish
im 13 and i absolutely love anna and avril
I like both singers
holy shit, i finally got this recommended after not hearing it since it came out when i was 11. i'm almost 20. i wish anna still made music. :(
Its been forever since I last heard this. All thise memories are coming back. Good and bad times. I love it.
omg i found this song when i was 12 and it pulled me thru bullying in sch during my final year in primary sch. i occasionally come by here and listen to this to pull thru my hard times. thank you for creating such a masterpiece annablue. this pulled me thru for 5 years right now. im 17 right now and wow. this is my fav song
The same thing for me
It helped me through me being bullied
Hope you are better away from the bullies 💛💛
This is wholesome
Yes is so real
Same thing happened to me
Same thing happened to me
1:51 when your just too good at drawing that you added so much detail that the main thing could not be seen
CloudEagle d
CloudEagle lol true
CloudEagle
si #porquepobre
CloudEagle
that very true i hate when they do that even tho. it was really good but do they care? no
CloudEagle I drew that and now it hangs proudly on my wall
This song has lived in my head rent free. The first time I heard this, when I was 13. Now I’m turning 21. My goodness. Time goes by so fast.
I'm also 21 and now I feel this song more than ever...
Almost 10yrs later and this is still one of my favorite songs!!❤
*Middle-school playlist enters chat*
I can relate to this sooo hard
Lmao yes
*shut up*
Gökçe Sönmez jokes lol
fuck off stop calling me out😆