I mowed, and Laddie & Cosmo fought over Flower the flirt.
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- čas přidán 8. 09. 2024
- Sorry for swinging camera, I tried to keep up with a dragonfly. Some flowers, some veggies and the chickens. Found my 1st tiny mystery squash on my volunteer plant. Still too early to know what kind . Laddie Roo still looks a bit bloody.
Hope everything works out and you can leave when you want to. The lilys are beautiful and the cosmos are one of my favorite flowers.
The lilies are so stunning! My Mom has always had day lilies. I need to plant some more variety for her. The wildflowers are so pretty..I am going to try a different package next spring. The ones I sowed in fall didn't do anything much--mostly just bachelor buttons.
Sorry the boys are acting up. Maybe they are just hormonal for the ladies.
I am so sorry things are so bad. I hope things improve. We are praying for you and thinking of you. Take care. ❤
@@medtronicmom I love me some Lily. I wish I could paint.
I'm so sorry you're feeling like a prisoner, is Paul trying to force you to stay despite him treating you so badly? is he refusing to buy the car he said he would buy? also if you don't mind me asking who is Will that you mentioned a while ago and what deal did you have? is he someone that could help you? I understand how you feel about your family judging you harshly making it hard to ask them for help, my family are the same with me, they all act like they're above me and they think they're all the clever, sensible ones and think I'm just the crazy bird lady who's always covered in paint!, haha! actually I quite like that description lol :D Its hard to ask people like that for help but if it comes to it and there's no other way, just ask and get what you need from them, then turn a blind eye and deaf ear to their bad behaviour, as long as you get what you need and it helps you to move closer to a happier life it'll be worth their judgy behaviour in the long run. I know that's easy for me to say and believe me it would be extremely hard for me too, but anything that gets you to a happier more peaceful life will be worth the hassle, I promise you that. I actually know a couple who separated and the ex wife now lives on the other side of the property in a mobile home, she's perfectly happy and can come and go as she pleases and never even sees the guy so its definitely an option to keep a roof over your head but do remember that your happiness and emotional well being is just as important as your physical welfare. You dont just deserve to have all the practical things like a car and a new home but more than anything you deserve to be happy and be treated with respect and kindness and love, one way or another you're going to have that kind of life, just do whatever it takes to get closer to it becuse you are the one who matters most in this whole situation. Sorry for being so nosy, feel free to tell me to shut up and stop sticking my beak in 🙂 you're fully entitled to and I won't be offended 🙂💗
@@roseruby4462 there is nobody named Will, that was probably one of my fast talking run on sentences. I’m probably one of the smartest and most clever in my family, not bragging at all, but sometimes sibling rivalry is ugly. Several subs chose the life route chasing corporate success and $$$ was their hearts desire. I’m more of a free thinker, I refuse to join any political party, and believe it or not that shite is important to them. If I have to swallow all pride and ask one of them for help….I know they won’t and will probably be cruel about it. I have lived across the country from them my entire adult life for good reason. I love them all, make no mistake about that, but several I don’t like. I literally wouldn’t be their friend if they weren’t family. The drama they create, the back biting and political decisiveness just erks me to my core. Paul continues to dig himself deeper in debt, not pay even the basic of bills and waste many thousands on women he has never met. He says he will still replace my car we sold during the pandemic. Part of me feels he is dragging his feet because I take care of everything. I still have to make sure he is getting insulin. I still have to clean, cook and do laundry. I had to take his phone and threaten to give him a switching just to get a couple chores done. Since I had to retire prematurely, I took over everything, I felt I had to earn my keep. My health insurance and food is taken care of by me. He stopped buying any groceries once he started this shit. He eats out, and when he can’t do that he’s gobbling my groceries. He is broke and maxed out his credit cards. All on these fake gfs. He is being scammed and has had several banks cancel his stuff for misused funds. Anyhow, he has never been this person. He won’t listen to reason. Just calls me foul names when I’ve tried to help. A nurse friend says this can be a common occurrence in double stroke patients. They are deemed high functioning, keep working and driving but have irreversible personality changes. I can do nothing for him. I will do what I can to achieve what I need to leave. He owes me a car and enough cash to leave. I don’t want anything fancy, I don’t want or need a new house, I will make do, as I always do. One of my sisters who will never help me, just reminds me I’m strong and resilient. No shit Sis. I’m the family bohemian quirky black sheep. I’ve learned to keep and enjoy my own company and stay out of everyone else’s business. It’s just hard when you’re 55, not 35 anymore. This Paul shite came at me from out of nowhere and I’m just trying to adapt and move forward. I’ve never been a prisoner, but I am now. Just keep me in your prayers and we will journey through this. I am so very thankful for your friendship. It means the world to me. ♥️ Xxx