💖Fundraising for Jaquie | Supporting in anyway😢. (May 11th)
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- If you haven’t heard yet, sadly Jaquie Beckwith (sister) has past away. Please give me time to write back to all of you.....YES, ALL OF YOU! Also give me time to create more vlogs. This is a difficult time for many.
I was able to make a amazon registry for Condolences For Judd and the family
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Jaq left her mark on a LOT of people - myself included :) I can honestly say I will never forget her and will forever miss her...
So very true.😊💙
Same
We are all unique and you bring out your braveness to do what you are doing, and we love you because of that.
We are with you along this journey xx
Awh, Paul hyping you up in the car is so beautiful and cute. You two rock.
awwww and thats so true janiece... she is so good at leaving a mark in peoples lives. she definitely left one in mine.. im still grieving too.
This was my favorite thing you said in the vlog, Janiece. You guys are in my heart too.
Thank you for putting judd and jaquie to your intro.. That just show how you consider them as your family.. Hopefully one day we'll hear about what really happened but I respect that you're still grieving. Be strong, janiece. You are as wonderful as jaquie were..
Janice :
I am so proud of you for making new friends and keeping moving forward.
You are not stupid or defeated. You are strong for creating awareness by vlogging. You are fighting everyday by waking up, sharing your story, and moving forward. You have conquered so many obstacles and you are very inspiring. Thank you for all you and Paul do!
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Jacki's spirit will always be with you she knows when you are upset and crying.
Soon as I saw the title I got excited I’ve been watching your and her videos this morning sense I can’t sleep ❤️ the car wash was amazing I hope it raised a lot you are all amazing 💙💙
You should have more faith in yourself. People like you are warriors and it is a miracle that you are willing to take precious time from your life and help others by sharing your life at difficult times. When my husband died I was reminded of a Dr. Seuss quote "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened"!
you killed me with that quote. I miss her so much
Janeice you are stronger than you think, you will heal in time, Jaqui is watching you and is your angel, Paul is so good helping you to continue on the path of healing and so is Orion,
You did so well girl! So proud of you for having gone out in a hard time.
Please keep Jaquie in the intro forever it's a good memorial
Just learned this morning jaquie had passed. Will be thinking of you all at this hard time. Jaquie was an insperation and a very kind loving person. Feels like i lost another family memeber xxxx ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I know its has been only a few weeks sinds she is gone but i stil cry tjinking obout her thank you for this 😘
I just heard the devastating news. Where have I been that it's been two months today that she passed and I had no idea? Was she ever able to enjoy living in her new home? I saw her sign the papers while in the hospital and was going to be released in a few days. She was so excited. Is what happened to her common with having a feeding tube or a fluke? Hopefully doctors are aware of the issue to prevent this from happening to others. If not, then hopefully she didn't die in vain and this can be used as a learning tool to prevent this from happening to other patients!!
Hearing you tell about Harlow crying while in bed with Jacqui killed me. I can't imagine how Judd is feeling, my heart goes out to him, her family, you, and all those that love her and miss her. I have watched her videos for a long time and can't stop crying, don't know how you have been able to cope. So glad Harlow will stay with Judd. He's her other person and to be without both would be too much. She's already pulling grass out trying to cope with her loss. I just watched a movie about Hachi. He lost his owner and didn't want to stay with the family without him. He sat outside the train station every day waiting for 9 years until his own passing. So sad. Hopefully Hippo will be able to accept life without Jac without too much depression. God bless all of you and I'm glad she's no longer in pain. I am heartbroken and will miss her vlogs. Please keep us posted as to how they are doing! Thank you.
Janiece please don't put yourself down and diminish your own individuality. You are just as special and awesome as jaq was. You are doing her proud, I promise.
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The Raw Life There is nothing broken about you. Trust me you aren't mean at all or even perceived as so. You are so beautifully made. And you are making an impact of your own by sharing your story and journey. Jaquie is so so proud of you and we are too.
We love ❤️ you unconditionally and exactly as you are.
Absolutely agree with you 1 billion percent!! Beautifully said!!!
NermallDeAnn Vahnschtoop it's true
Thanks for doing that today guys. I know it had to be tough! You are awesome friends! Love to you both!
I’m proud of you Janice u r a wonderful person your sister is so proud of you and so am I
Janice, don't let people tell you how you should be feeling. Everyone handles grief differently. There is no 'normal' way to grieve. Just remember that you are stronger than you think! Jaq would be so proud of you!
Thank you for showing us some of the support that others are doing or have done to help.
Excellent job today Janiece and Paul. You are getting better at opening up to us everyday and we appreciate it so much to be given the chance to know you more intimately than before. Perhaps that is the wrong word but hopefully you know what I mean..."the real inner you". Am so looking forward to what you have planned to share with us in the future. From your fellow Orlandoian.
Thank you that’s means alot💚💚
I know this seems crazy, but I have to stop watching for now to run some errands. I will finish this vlog when I’m back home later on. I just want you to know if you happen to see this message how very much your loved and prayed for. Unless someone has walked in your shoes, we wouldn’t have a clue as to how difficult this all must be.
Your a beautiful woman, and your heart shines. Just know Ive got your back, and I’m keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! You are going thru one hell of a difficult time right now hun...take all the time you need! For both the grieving process, and everything else you need time for !
I think its the sweetest thing to do and help out with everything. Its hard and i miss them all a lot.
Wow... I can’t believe how far behind I am... I just learned that she died... this is such a gut wrenching feeling.. I feel like someone punched me in the gut.. I know I didn’t know her personally, but I have watched her for the past two years before I even found out I was chronically ill... and then I understood and she became a light to me. She was a HUGE encouragement to me to keep enjoying life even through the pain... I’m sure she it watching over you guys in spirit... so much love... 💙
So I’m like 3 weeks too late.. I had no idea she passed away and I’m so shocked. I’m so sorry for your loss and to your family, she was such a genuine human being and seemed so nice. I’ve never met her or I don’t even know her but by watching her vlogs she just seemed like she could be your best friend and she always put a smile on my face even when she was hurting. I can’t even imagine the pain you guys are feeling. Sending all the love in the world to you and everyone who knew her. Proud of you guys for moving forward and doing this special thing for her. I’m sure she’s smiling in heaven ❤️❤️👍stay strong and positive!
Alina Reybey when did she pass?
@@Ranaluv77 Jaquie passed on April 29th.
Rana 1016 April 29th
I just wanna give u a big hug 😔 thinking of u all the way from Australia ❤️
You did great, Janiece. You got this, hugs:)
I just saw your therapy video - good for you! You are helping everyone out there that would benefit from therapy. (Beth)
I see you struggling to try not and cry. I want you to know we are here for you, praying and hoping you continue to go through the grief but that each day gets better. I still cry every time you talk about her or show her picture
I'm glad you have Paul🙏❤❤
So nice they did a car wash fundraiser for Jaquie’s loved ones. And so nice you both helped support them there!💗
You’re strong to get through this, so hold onto this. Praying for you.
You did awesome! Also when Paul and you both explain things together it's great you compliment each other so well. We know this is hard and we loved jaquie in our own way too. We support you every step forward you take and even on the dark and gloomy days when you're not sure what's next. ♡
Thanks for your sweet comment
I love that you so freely talk about Jacque. Some people never want to talk about people they’ve lost for many reasons. But I love that you do even thought it’s hard and emotional.
That was a great idea for them to do a carwash and I'm proud of you Janeice for stepping out of your comfort zone and meeting new freinds sometimes that'll the best thing to do when your hurting
So proud of you,you are doing awesome. Love you. Just keep being yourself.
I just lost my brother 4 months ago and I still have days it doesn't feel real then it hits me hard and I have days that I just cry and cry my heart hurts 💔 I know how you feel, it feels like the pain in my heart is never going to go away
I know how you feel. I lost mine 2 years ago and it is still fresh.
Love you guys you're doing the best you can under the circumstances go at your own pace
Thank you for sharing your vlog regarding what will happen with Harlow. I was 100% certain that she would stay with Judd but it was good to have it confirmed. Please continue to share how you and Judd and Harlow are doing. You know we are all thinking of you and wishing you well.
What a great video Janiece!
You did great job. Social anxiety is very difficult and it feels so great when you have a win now and then. The people that sponsored the car wash was great too. So sorry for the loss that everyone is feeling.
I just found out..... A month later that Jacquie has passed, I have been following her journey for about 3 years now. I'm 53 and I've been chronically ill since childhood. I totally get your struggles with getting diagnosed. I am so very sad. I feel like I knew her, she was so open. My heart goes out to her family and Harlow. Thank God Harlow (Hippo) has Judd because animals don't understand when somebody all of a sudden isn't there. I too will keep moving forward. Will they be continuing to sell merchandise? I have subscribed to you now.
You all have my deepest sympathy. Take care of yourself ❤
Good to see you out 😊 your doing great!!
I am naturally nasty too 😂😂😂 that’s amazing the community helped out, with Jacquie’s family. You’re doing a great thing honoring her memory, and she’d be proud 💜💜💜
How is Harlow handling her passing
Aw I live in Tampa I wish I would’ve known about this! I would’ve loved to come and support 💗
I am completely heart broken. I haven't been able to watch recently because my physical and mental health took a turn and I lost my job and I became homeless for a while. Then I finally am able to get back on CZcams and I see on one of the frye life videos that jaq had passed. So now I'm watching and catching up. My thoughts and prayers are with You Paul Judd and Harlow and the whole family as you go through this difficult time of loss.
I can't believe jaquie is gone. This isn't ok. Can't stop crying. She helped me so much on my journey with EDS. I feel like life is just this crapshoot of who survives and who doesn't and it's so hard to find value and make life worthwhile when you don't know if this is going to be the end or what. I know this didn't make sense. I'm just sad. I miss her. Death isn't something i know how to deal with at all
proud of you for going outside of your comfort zone and mingling with others. i have social anxiety too and it's hard to force yourself to do that.
Janice you and jaquie have helped me alot i have gastroperies thank you for helping me
Hi I wanted thank you for what you continue to do for your best friend sister Jacky! Thank you for rasing money for her! Thank you for continue for what you do for her! Thank you and Give all love to her ❤️! Love from Memphis Cheng
I'm SO proud of you Janiece! 💜👍🏻💋
Same here. I can only imagine how hard these videos are for Janiece to make. I am also grateful that Janiece is doing these videos. They are helping us (Jaqs viewers/supporters) through this horrible loss...
Hello! I don’t know if you have done it, but if you type in “Chronically Jaquie” in the CZcams search box. So many people have done little tributes and it’s amazing all the people she impacted!!! Myself included!!! She will be deeply missed in my family!!!
i love you. thank you for what you are doing.
So proud of you going and doing something out of your comfort zone. Jacquie would be very proud of you. Hopefully they were able to raise a bunch of money for they family and I'm glad you had a good time. You were in the moment. This is how you deal with loss. Keep taking it day by day or minute by minute if you need to. We are here to support you. Take care.
I am so glad you shared your hearing loss journey. My daughter is 16 and her hearing issues are *almost* identical to your story. She was 2-3 week old she first had perforated ear drums. And this continued until she was 3 and got tubes in her ears and her adenoids removed. She literally could only hear the last few syllables when someone was speaking to her. She has been in the school system since she was 3 due to her speech, since hearing is super important for learning speech. To this day she doesn't pronounce some words properly which is constantly pointed out by her peers (awesome right?) and loud noises will put her to tears due to extreme pain (loud classmates in school). She tends to shy away from large groups as well. So your story sounds awfully familiar. So thank you for sharing that! I really appreciate it!
You’re allowed to grieve, I’m still processing it and I didn’t even know her. You were her best friend. Be kind to yourself, you’re going through difficult times.
Lauren M wise. words.
You are awesome for doing this in the midst of your grief. Jaquie is always going to be with you.
I have social anxiety too along with regular anxiety and depression. I do this too and I tend to just look like I'm listening but that doesn't always work.
I love your Chanel and I loved jacq and Judd and Harlow and I love your sun glasses lol
I’m beyond blown away the community has stepped up. And hey, there’s no shame in social anxiety if you have it. I have it and it’s a fight but it’s manageable. And if it’s your hearing, then there’s no shame in that either. It’s not a defeat to admit you have things going on. It’s just what it is. Also, if I can make a suggestion, make a playlist of videos that explains your issues with ears, and your other issues that way you don’t have to explain it when you don’t want to.
Janiece, you are strong and have no reason to be ashamed. 💚
Hope you are doing well!! Praying for you and family 💕
YAHOO you go girl! Keep moving…sometimes forward, backwards, sideways or standing still swaying… just keep moving! You can do this💃🏻🚶🏻♀️🤸🏻♂️💚
You did good, hugs xxxx
Hi Janiece. I've suffered from social anxiety for years for different reasons; trying to rise above it through what therapists call "opposite behavior". Grieving the way you are right now can't be helping matters. I know a lot about complicated grief; so I'm praying for you and Paul so very much. Of course, Judd and Harlow, and Jaquie's mom are very much in my thoughts and prayers. We all continue to "move forward". But even that can be hard to do. Blessings.
What an amazing fund raising effort for Judd in memory of his sole mate and love Jaq. Just beautiful, and I'm so proud of you girl, you're slowly starting to come out of your shell and make new friends and meet people. I wouldn't be surprised if you did have anxiety sweetie, this was a traumatic event. Next time you see your dr or dispenser ask if they have something to help with the anxiety that your not doing already. Thank you guys for explaining more about Janeices hearing issues, I knew you had issues but I wasnt sure as to why or what caused it. Sending all my love,prayers and hugs💚💚💚💚
Love you, you got this!
I noticed the Jaquie memorial videos were taken down. Either way, they looked beautiful. We’re here for you during this mourning time. Sending lots of love. 💕😇
My anxiety is very similar- I’m way better with large groups of people than small ones! And I just wanted to say that it brought tears to my eyes seeing you lean out of your comfort zone and “letting loose” with perfect strangers. You were channeling your inner Jaquie, and I think she would be so proud!
Jaquie is still helping you through everything, she is right there with you giving you this strength. I am glad to see you are able to push through, even though I know you're feeling like crap. Also, I think hearing has a BIG part to do with my anxiety issues! I am almost deaf in one ear and not being able to hear what people are saying to me is so stressful. So maybe that does affect you like you were describing.
My aunt has meniere’s disease. She went completely deaf, had a cochlear implant and is learning how to “hear” and process the sounds she hears. She said she can watch tv again which is great!
I just watched your latest video and the comments were off. I just want to say I am very proud of you for getting help. Absolutely never, never be ashamed to get help or therapy or whatever it is that helps you deal with grief. Grief is one of the most annoying things we have to go through. BTW I am horrible at directions. Take care.
Amazing. Well done!
Do you know where Harlow is? Is she still with Judd or Jaquie’s dad?
Evelyn Schairer judd
Came here to rewatch ceremony of life. I get that it’s a sensitive thing and I respect your choice. In time, if you were to repost I would watch. My thoughts are with you and paul and all jaquies loved ones
Glad you posted and glad you stopped the comments even though we can't comment on your videos. Just take care of yourself first. You just lost your best friend, your both in your early twenties. Unexpected … Just be true to yourself really. Losing a loved one like that is never easy... But someone losing their life at such a young age for a reason we don't understand why. Just makes it that much harder.
In crowded places just ask people to repeat themselfs or go to a quiter place. From my experience most people are very understanding and don't mind.
Hi, Janiece! Hi, Paul!
I am so proud of you! Look at you out there smiling! :) This is my favorite video of all of yours! I know you are stresses, but, honey, you done good!
Thanks, Paul, for helping with the ear problem story. I do that with my husband all the time. I bring up a topic, usually at a doctor's office, and then have him fill in all of the blanks. :)
Love you both!
😂😂😂 Paul fills in the blanks for me also. I love it honestly and Jaquie did the same💚. It makes my life easier
Janiece you are a very special person - you too Paul! - I am grateful you are posting again. You may never know the lives you touch and the people you help. God bless you as you grieve and keep moving forward. (Beth)
So awesome that the department is supporting Judd! Glad you guys could make it out there too!!❤️❤️❤️
I’m happy for that as well
We love you Paul and Janiece!!! Still praying for you guys!!! Janiece : I did my makeup for this!!! Lol Janiece you are awesome❤️
We all are grieving but it's so much more for you because we only met virtually. It's a long process. Proud that you were out supporting and making friends, sending you a big hug!
Janice I am pleased to see you getting out there in support of Jaquie and Judd I know that it is difficult for you but you can do it. I find that I will do things that help others even though I'm not comfortable with it. KEEP MOVING FORWARD even though you are still in pain and you are still grieving, you can still be a positive voice for people in the disabled community. You do what you feel is right for you.
please never change ur intro, i love seeing jaquie and judd in them
Sadly it’s going to have to go back to the normal raw life intro but when ever judd or Harlow are in my vlog I will use this intro again. Trust me I miss her to the moon and back
I know you miss her very much. I wish I could be that friend that was there for you :( and that’s okay I love your other intro too ❤️
Encuentro GENIAL, la idea de iniciar una fundación liderada por uds.( o al menos eso entendí yo). En su nombre y vuestra experiencia real , será de muchísima ayuda para quienes la necesiten. Y de eso uds. , saben de sobra. Desde Chile, mi país. Un abrazo gigante.
Thank u for thiabgreat job Janice. We known it's not easy for u. Please hang in there we love u..we miss Jaquie too❤😢
Hang in there sweet one, you got this!
Your awsome too. Your kind also . You are who you are
What a wonderful thing to do for Judd. Thank you for sharing this. 😭
I hope everything is ok. Hope Harlow is ok too.
I’m so sorry to hear about Jaquie. My prays go out to Judd, Harlow and also you. She will be missed a lot boy everyone. I hope Judd keeps Harlow because they really need each other for Jaquie.
I wish i could have been there to support and volunteer at the car wash.. Team Jaquie for the WIN 😁
Chronic illness and things stacking up... nope, nope . You have a small group and that’s much greater than many! I have hyper acusive ... Love how Paul just reaches over to soothe you❤️ Omg, how sweet of the Deputies office. hope Judd is doing alright. It was nice to see you 😊
You are a great person please don't be hard on yourself. You are who you are . I like that in you . Hugs and prayers 🙏❣️
That she was! You and Paul are amazing keep up the good spirits sending love💞
i have social anxiety and i find hard to hear since childhood people at school thought i was ignorant teachers to ijust could hear start miss middle then hear end of conversation i hated it and many doctors and painful ops many years of horrendous earache so i get how you feel i know the pain you have told us about your ears when told us about your wisdom teeth and part of childhood and why your parents did not get the op also with grieve sometimes its easier to talk to people you never met like here please don't think you can't talk how your feeling to us ive been were you are i lost my bestfriends we met at primary school i lost them both few years ago and i still miss them and love them the panic feeling will pass but the loss never goes from your heart but good memories take over when you talk about them or think of them ❤❤❤
I miss her😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭she inspired me so much
That was a win, you did it well! Jaquie would be proud