A little late today, but here's the new video! Did you lose your motivation on your spiritual path? Edit: Watch the follow-up video on this episode: czcams.com/video/W4ewT4vBH_E/video.html
Most likely going to regret this, post a year ago so may not read anyway... perhaps will be cathartic... Awakening energetically inside out🤷🏻♀️, what I've learned might be called an unprepared vessel😑 should have started with bottom line🤷🏻♀️Which is 1st episode to point of wanting to end it (me)💥😳...🤬 realized possibility going through AGAIN, continuing where left became more horrifying...so🤔motivation not a choice, Force pushing its way out literally Audible through the cartilage in my neck for one example, I'm very grateful for when emotional and energetic episodes not combined, searching thousands videos for information and guidance but WTF I'm still here, fortunately I lost my job (among a whole lot of other things) because there's no way I could work. Oh & my dog's starting to look at me funny. Sorry for this, usually happy, but thank you for listening if you do😕! 🙏👣💜🕊🌍💜🐾💜🧘♀️🙏
I read all the comments Lori, and respond to most 😊. Noone is "prepared" when this happens. It's all about stopping to look at and/or blame the external circumstances, and starting to look within. All answers are to be found within. 🙏🏻🤗❤️
@@lorimazzola6872 enjoy your life, there is no template for spirituality, no need to deny yourself or force issues, your nature is unique. A little dirt may also contain the nutrients for growth, worry not our lives are not comparable to others
I make it to work barely, but I do the minimum, I just don’t care anymore. On my days off I just lay around and read, watch CZcams, learn. This has been going on for almost three years and I still have no motivation to be better or do more. It’s like my energy has been depleted and now it’s time to rest but I’m afraid that this will last forever and I’ll end up homeless under a bridge.
I recommend to start doing physical exercise. That will change your energy, provide dopamine that will boost your mental state of mind, and inspire and motivate you to get things done. 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I feel the same way I got accepted for multiple jobs and just been sitting on the couch doing nothing, I’m not motivated after spending years around people that is jealous of my high ambitions and just let it bring me down , I pray for our strength and to work out as the CZcamsr says ❤
Learn to work in the Akashic Records on your own. It's extremely healing. Also learn how to move your energy through your chakras and you can adjust your vibration.
@@nathanharding9262, I can't help but yawn in boredom and exhaustion at the idea energy work. I learned how to do it in seconds. I've made my vibration go through the roof. Probably even managed to emit physical light. A few months after playing around with that stuff parts of me started waking back up I guess you could say. They were all like, "We've been here before. We've had the ability to do all of the things that you have ever wanted to do. We are pretty over them. We'd rather sit and slowly cease to exist by letting go." And funny thing is that indeed, I get the most joy from sitting and letting go of all desires and just being moment to moment. Even is the only thing that has managed to actually fix major depression... Which I found out was caused by unmet desires that I had absolutely no desire to do the things necessary to get the desires fulfilled.... But I sure as heck felt like I was SUPPOSED to want to do those things.
People need to do more videos like this. Spiritual Awakening is a serious process filled with loneliness, confused thoughts, and loss connections with many people!
Why not make a video of your own journey. In a sense it can be self healing when you see so many comments of people relating to your experience. I think one of the hardest parts of this journey is that each one of us feels so alone and we are the only one. The more you read the comments it at least lets you see you are certainly not alone.
Well said. About a year ago I realized 100% that there is a loving God that knows each and every one of us. I know now that there is an afterlife waiting for us when we leave the earth. This is huge!!!! I want to scream to the world how happy I am but the people in my life don’t want to hear about it. It’s kind of a let down. I have this incredible information but I still have to live my hum drum life down here. I feel lonely a lot of the time. I pray to God I meet more people that have also seen the light of God.
@@michaelknapp8961 Everybody is caught up in the worldly things Michael .. they are too focussed on the temporal (worldly) instead of the eternal (heavenly). We are of the light and spirit .. most people who are worldly cannot see the light and are "asleep" and can't see what is happening around them. A lot of people are still trapped in the darkness and are spiritually "blind".. I hope that makes sense to you brother... Hang tight we are all feeling very alone but know that God is with you and all of us each and every step of the way! xx
The weirdest thing for me is that I KNOW what is happening (a transition phase away from things not serving me), but the most disconcerting thing to me is NOT KNOWING what lights me up now. I've tried so many different things and everything feels flat, and now it just comes to me feeling completely and utterly lost. It's like...nothing interests me. Nothing at all. I don't feel depressed, but I certainly feel lost. Oh well, it is comforting to know it is a thing and I'm not alone (because I sure felt like it a lot).
You're definitely not alone in this. But, in the end, you will have to get out of it yourself. You have to start taking control of your thoughts. 🙏🏻🤗❤️
i can't describe in words how much i felt your comment. It's excactly that not the slightest interest in anything but not feeling depressed at all, for me its just feeling empty. Not a scary empty and yet not a positive, freedom empty its just neutral and that kinda trips me up. thanks alot for sharing at the moment it'S one of the most healing things just to hear that you're not alone and not going crazy. Bless you
Spirituel awakening means that we do not get affected as much by little things, things that dont matter. We go through life with new shield , we are immune to other peoples opinions , and we become better observers of others and ourselves . It does not mean we should stop working, we should find pleasure and satisfaction in any work. Our gratitude levels go up significantly and our desires reduce significantly, we are likely to pursue our hobbies and find joy in little things. If u feel like quitting everything and go on deserted place and stay alone under the tree , then you might just feel emotionally tired and in need of some rest. Don't allow your mind to pull you towards laziness by justifying it by spiritual awakening . I consider my self spiritually awake and am in best physical shape of my life, with energy aboundance and motivated to do anything that comes my way, i just dont force anything any more, i accept things as they are. Physical activity and healthy diet are big part, time in nature, no arguments with people, helping others, anything but staying still in boredom and hopelessness ! It will take time Yes, but by being active and embracing gratitude every day we accelerate this process. Love ya all !!!
You can only do that when you do not see good or bad anymore, ugly and beautiful is equal. We got through Gods world and we tell him that this is nice and this not! Can you believe that, we judge God, we say he is wrong. Stop dividing things in good and bad, find reasons for every bad you see and your life will change.
Wife and I went through this, while we left our town and traveled on the road in our RV for half a year…. IT WAS AMAZING!!!! Nothing but growth unhindered by old friends, family, location etc… all this became very apparent. When we came home for a month… yeah we realized it was a mistake a few days in! My advice, go travel, and live in new surroundings. Literally starting a new life over.
I hv lived in my motorhome and traveled the United States constantly since 1979 when I got a divorce , I took several trips overseas I am now moving to Cambodia and live the rest of my life on the beach , with a prearranged burial at sea I'm 82
I love how God has a way of answering all of my questions through all of these random videos that randomly pop up on my feed, and I know it's God working because these videos tend to answer every single question that I might have asked in previous prayer. It is a nice surprise, especially on the days that I feel defeated. Much love. ❤
I can totally relate to this. After many Psychedelic experiences it’s like I’ve stepped out of a computer game and now looking in. It’s very difficult to step back in and play when you realise it’s just that.. a game 🙏🏽
I feel so lost after my awakening, I never asked for it, everything was perfect, I was doing good in school, waking up early, working out. But now, I don't seem to be really good in studies like I used to be and when I force myself to study, it does not work, because it is almost like my soul doesn't want me to. I feel physical pain while studying, like my eyes going heavy and other things. I know I am sounding like a lazy human right now but trust me, I tried, I am trying, actually I was still studying on youtube when I stumbled across this video. And by the way, all this started just two months back, in February. I have tried so many things, and also I have been trying to distract myself from these feelings by other things but just nothing seems to work. Everything just feels sort of superficial. And I know it has nothing to do with bad mental health, because I am not exactly sad but it is a feeling I cannot explain. I am just a teen, I don't even know anything, why am I experiencing this??? I hope I do not feel like this forever. Update three month later: Y'all, everything is back to normal but EVEN BETTER. I have been really productive again but I realised how I have been staying more calm, happier and also, have been a nicer human being. I am so thankful for the spiritual awakening I went through, I am so gald that happenee to me, because now I have more clarity about my life and what I wanna do. Stay strong y'all, you can do it, it is worth it. Thank you universe, gods, angels and my spirit guides, I am eternally grateful 💗✨❤️💕
Nothing lasts forever, this will pass too. But it's up to you how long it will last. The sooner you take responsibility and understand you always control the way you feel, the sooner you will transform and learn to deal with these things. It might be a very good idea to seek for professional help, it's always a good idea to learn and get guidance from people with more experience in life and who have already gone through what you are going through. Hang in there, don't resist it, you'll be fine. 🙏🏻🤗❤️
@nvs instead of seeking and complaining, why don't you just let yourself be? Realize you are Spirit, you are infinite, you are God, not you as a human being but as your true essence as Spirit. If you manage to identify with that feeling, even just for a second, you will fill yourself with love, inspiration, and motivation. But you have to be open to it, because all your comments quite clearly indicate you do not want to, that you're not open, and not willing. And that is the first step... 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I know exactly what you mean. I feel the SAME. Not sad, but not happy either. . I wish I knew the answers to why we experience this. Still searching for answers 🥺
I’m in year two since awakening. You described my journey so well. While I may have heard a message similar to this in the past, I know that I hear it again and from a different source because of my own readiness to receive it, and that perhaps your delivery is one that my soul needed to experience. This is so exhausting, I’ve felt suicidal, confused, lazy, awkward, and wrong off and on throughout. Watching this was so helpful. I know I’m in the process and not fully awake because of this suffering. Thank you so much for this ❤️🙏🏻 For anyone reading this comment, you are not alone and you’re so loved and protected. 🙏🏻
Keep going! Continue to look within, and you'll find that the more you awake, the less you'll feel exhausted, lazy, and awkward. On the contrary, you'll feel inspired and full of energy. You can do it! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
@@taoofmiracles I was definitely meant to find this video today. I got schizophrenia in 2007 and I blew off what happened as psychosis, as that is what I was told it was. But in 2011 someone told me that I was probably having a spiritual emergence or emergency. I went on a massive journey like your talking about here. And I'm definitely sure that what you are saying here is 100% totally true. I'm on the other side now. Thanks for your great video. 🙂👍
The worst part of this journey was the fact that there seemed to be little or no desire at all. I wasn't depressed. I loved being by myself. But nothing of my old way of life attracted me. It was very difficult. Then the epiphany came in. This VOID was so that when the path unfolds....the desire is so pure and unadulterated that there is no confusion. We are becoming ONE with SPIRIT. Being made to understand that SPIRIT is us and works through us. No amount of doing, efforting, planning is going to work. Only trust that you are here for a purpose and that being in the VOID is like becoming a diamond. Don't worry. All those you love and who love you have not gone anywhere. Only you are for a little while living in another dimension. Become more aware. You will notice with great pointedness and clarity that when you do want something ( as little as a cup of coffee) the want is deep and there is no confusion. Think of this time as chiseling and strengthening and empowering you truest guidance system.....your connection with Universal Consciousness.
@TheGodiva26 the VOID is a time purely for you. To bide the time....be as lazy as you possibly can. No matter what your loved ones or society thinks. You will then notice that at perfect intervals, a desire to do (seemingly) mundane and frivolous things surfaces. You will be pushed to act. You are not left alone. Your inner self is guiding you through this journey. Reach for the better feeling thought. That is your inner being guiding you. Say to yourself, "I am protected, guided, and mentored. I am becoming the truest ME. I am going to be OK." I promise you....I am going through this. Almost over, I believe. So it will be party time soon. 😁😁😁😁😁😁
This brought tears to my eyes as I’ve been so confused and disassociated with people and everything around. I didn’t look at it this way. But it brought comfort and some understanding. Thank you 🙏🏽❤️
I'm not sure it ever ends. I had my experience in 2010 at 47 and now I'm 60. The fuel for my life was fear, anxiety and desire. I lost the fear and the desire. I have no Fear and no Desire. I have no drive or motivation and feel like I have been deprived of many experiences but know that if I had them I would eventually seek the peace I now have.
I understand from what you say you still suffer from anxiety? If that's the case, fear cannot really be gone. But I'm happy to known it looks like you found peace 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I had mine in 2010 as well it was 07/03/10 and i was 27 and now 40, I lost desire for a while as well, I could find no joy in any of the worldly distractions that I once found could give me temporary comfort. It left no other option but to seek inward where I found Christ in the inner me, my trueself.
My life totally fell apart, my husband left me, i ache , and i fit in no where. I wish i could go back to being just a good person and trying to accomplish success like everyone else and enjoy the weekends doing nothing serious.
When you feel that inner pull thats pushes from inside like behind your breast bone. If you follow.... It will be many things from difficult to painful. A time will come when you are thankful ,,, it will be something you never forget. The time and place when u realize the freedom you gave yourself. I send love and high vibes of goodness your way as a shared understanding of emotional empathy and encouragement. I believe in you. You are spiritual being having a human experience.
Me too. I've been left with nothing, except a load of supposed information that's no use to me or anyone. I want my own life back. It's been a "phase" of 20 years and my priorities are now having money again.
When you said you just have to double down on your spiritual growth because you can't go back, I really get that. The only way is forward now and that can only be a good thing.
Spiritual awakening/growth sometimes means your friends do not like being left behind; I was attacked more frequently because my inner light was brighter. I am still working through it, years later. I have since learned it was a brave path many are not ready for, and I feel like I cannot relate to many people. You are at a higher vibrational level than many people are at. It’s okay. Just let them be on their path and stay on yours. Don’t expect people in your life to be happy for you or understand you.
It's not necessary for everyone to understand our experiences. We should just love them without any conditions. We came here to be and to give love. Love is the light of spirit implanted in our innermost self. No one can exist without it. It's who and what we really are.😇
This is great. I'm an original Boomer Lightworker doing this since the 70s!! Did it all--gurus,self help, workshops, Reiki, Native n Celtic teachings, etc. Plus 1000s of books! I've had the "screw-its" for a couple of years now. Been a hermit almost. Don't want to die like this. Sometimes try to join things but socializing sounds awful. Wish I even liked the crafts, hobbies, etc. that I used to. Can't listen to much 'spiritual' stuff anymore cause many of those subjects are decades old to me. Can't wait til THE Event...ANY Event actually.
My spiritual awakening led me to working with rescue horses at age 64. Amen Today I handled 6 and I do this 4 x a week. I am so focused and peaceful. I was hyper, nervous and anxious before my awakening which was caused by physical trauma. The horses love to be around my energy...I wear stones and it helps me stay at a higher vibration. My change has definitely affected all of my relationships but I finally realized that I am now enough with My Higher Power help and living His will for me. Amen
5:54 This part really stood out to me. "Observe your thoughts and make sure not to interact with them." This is so hard to do! But definitely something to work on. There's a new goal, for me, or anyone else struggling.
I literally asked God for help because I have been feeling just like this. I feel empty and can't figure out what to do about it. I asked this not even an hour ago and now this video is playing. I will listen intently this and do my best to practice its teachings. I really hope something works. I don't feel ill last much monger like this.
How beautiful and timely your petition was answered! Dive deep within yourself and take control of your thoughts, without letting your external circumstsnces influencing them 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I'm so happy I found this video. Last week I woke up one morning and felt lost, unmotivated, don't know what goals I want anymore and felt like I didn't want anything. Now I know that this is a thing.... I feel so happy lol. I've been feeling like I haven't been myself in months, all the things that used to excite me or things that I enjoyed I don't care for them anymore. But again I feel so much better that so many other people are experiencing the same things I have.
I relate to your experience and this is what I’ve learned: when an idol falls in our life we can feel sadness. However, the recognition that what fell away WAS an idol - something that holds an illusion of value - made it easier to move on and search for what is true. Bless you, friend.
Spiritual awakening is actually a strange way to call it. It implies it's a thing done once, but actually it's a starting line, not a finish line. Growth, learning, and changing is a never ending path of life, for the better, better and better.
Wow this is everything I have been struggling with lately.... It can FEEL like depression, yet it's really more like confusion. An overlap of our pre-awakened lives and our emergent Selves creating interference patterns in our minds and our physical realities. Thank you for sharing 🙏🏻
I'm totally into this process, since 2020 I'm living in hermit mode, I don't work, I live in mama hotel, I'm 30. But I have dreams and I work towards them. I have a daily routine in the last 3,5 years, I learn spanish every day, workout outside, then going for a walk, going to nature or sunbathing somewhere. I invest heavily into crypto, especially XRP. I want to be totally financially free and just fucking traveling the world. Peace all.
Glad I found this video today I'm going through the exact same thing. Apathy towards most things I used to do. Friends dropping away, pulled between 2 worlds, lots of illness, and hibernating most of the time not wanting to be around people, one time I loved crowds and being center stage not anymore.
Oh my goodness I’m so happy to have stumbled onto your video! I’ve been experiencing this weird ‘lull’ in enthusiasm for the past few years, not knowing what I should be doing with myself, and feeling as though nothing fits anymore. I long for genuine connection with others, but have so little interest in ‘socializing’ just for the sake of filling the space/time. It is indeed a somewhat lonely path (animals and nature are a GREAT fix for that! No useless chatter to deal with 😆). It’s so great to hear someone lay it out so clearly, and a really helpful reminder that this is normal on the path to awakening. Thank you! I’m going to check out the rest of your videos now! ☺
@@Bathing.in.Emptiness thank you for sharing that with me… it’s reassuring in a strange way. :) Here’s to a pivot for both of us in the near future, towards clarity, passion and motivation for our unique paths! Maybe our parallels will end up merging/meeting some day! 🙂
At the beginning of my awakening, I was ecstatic. Then I realized subtle changes in how friends and family started treating me, excluding me from family functions. While this was happening, they slowly started drifting away, and I found myself alone. That was years ago, and the interesting struggle continues. But I understand that I'm more aware than I've ever been. I hear a voice in my head telling me I'm not from here, and these people...friends and family are not my friends and family. My true friends and family are not from here, either. So cool! Thank you! Oh yeah, I subbed.🤗
What on earth kind of spiritual work have you been doing.? The God of the universe has never told us to be sad, He came so that we may have joy and an abundant life. These comments are looking like spiritual work with the wrong spirits. I have read most of them and some people are definitely getting the wrong spirit.
Thank you, it is true. The things that used to excite me, now are worthless. However, the most affected part of my life is my relationship with other people even my family. I hate engaging in trivial conversations and that makes my wife unhappy. She feels that I don't care for her anymore. We used to watch movies but now movies are a waste of time. I would rather be alone. My inner peace and freedom are the most precious to me. Thank you for the guidance.
I hope you'll find some of those little pleasures again. Watching movies is not a waste of time. There is no waste of time. Time itself can hardly be said to exist. I was biking up a road in very rural Japan one night. It was a very steep road, and no-one was on it for the entire time I was traveling. Then I heard a motorbike. It was pizza delivery. When I finally reached the top of the hill, the only thing left there was the shrine grounds of a Shinto practice. The monks had ordered pizza. Because of course, monks like pizza, too. Don't forget that pizza is still good. Like he said at the end of the video: you're part of the eternal, but you're also here until you're gone. Be here now. Don't shun experience. That's all you have.
In the end when you have realised all that you thought was important no longer is as you thought all that is left is kindness for yourself and kindness for all others and all else around you. You will find contentment and peace if you see all your actions or inactions through the lens of are they kind? Kind to yourself, kind to those around you? What is the kindest action you can take in a given moment... what is the balance between kindness to yourself and your wife when it comes to enjoying films? You can express your wish to enjoy more time not watching films and why and also express how you will love to watch films with your wife in balance with that... and when you do you will be content and happy in those moments you do as you bring her kindness and it is in balance with kindness to yourself. 🙏🏽😊
I started to suspect that I was transitioning from doing to being, but nobody is really elucidating this subject like you did. Invaluably helpful to me. Thanks.
Appreciate the comments section. Don’t feel so alone in my feelings. Keep applying for new jobs but ducking out of interviews as I can’t be bothered with all the falseness needed when working for corporate companies. When you’re awake, it all seems like a false reality. I want to sleep a lot as it’s easier than dragging myself through everyday but I need to work to survive. Barely managing on my money, cut back to essentials and still overdrawn and needing to use credit cards to survive. I’m not depressed, just utterly deflated by the majority of people fast asleep.
after my awakening/ enlightenment i ended up seeking logical thinking techniques, rational thinking techniques, and logical thinking techniques. i was dealing with spiritual burnout/and boredom. i was into many many spiritual teachings and wanted to learn and grow in a different way.
This is spot on,this is where I'm at..Also you get so much more intuitive and aware of disrspect from other people you thought were on your side..It can hurt pretty bad..
What a fantastic video, the dirt in the bucket explanation is brilliant. Thank you. Im currently at a place where i have lost my job, split with my girlfriend, lost my driving license (accumulation of points from my previous life) i have just been told i have to move out of my room because i dont have money to the rent. The thought of finding a job terrifies me, not because of other people but because i have seen what path my conditioned mind led me down and its a total dead end, my body as i try to fill out application forms literally shuts down and im totally engulfed with anxiety! i can only think that this is the universes way of preventing me from doing what i have always done (which is just work harder and longer hors) Its so scary because i honestly only have a £11 left to my name and i don't have people or facilities that i can borrow from. The strange thing is that underneath the fear i can kinda feel this energy that is saying everything will be ok and me not forcing myself into a different job is the right thing to do.....i just keep praying that it is because in 2 days i will be homeless and without money. But the feeling to keep away from a job is so so strong that im prepared to do a stint on the street. There is also a part of me that wishes this awakening had never happened, although if i had the choice to go back and forget about all this i would reject it in a second and stay exactly where i am. How strange, how terrifying... yet how wonderful
Thanks for sharing your story and situation. Only you can know what is right for you. But please understand that your spiritual growth is not related to what you do or do not do in life. It's only related to what goes in your mind and how you deal with that. Good luck, I wish you all the best! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
It's been a ride let me tell you with awakening but i must say I have NEVER thought about going back and being oblivious to reality and all that i have learned. No way !! I am profoundly grateful that i have awakened and see what i do. Thank you for the vid!! Spread the light
Everything that use to excite us doesn’t anymore because we are getting ready for a whole new world which will blow the old one away. I’m bored shitless but I find ways to get enthusiastic but I know some is stirring so I keep imagining people excited and in tears hugging just a complete positive insanity of joy.
My "awakening" happened very recent, November 11, 11/11, of 2022 and its happening soooo fast. I found myself almost immediately in this rut and I thought it was just me until this video. My beliefs and life have changed so dramatically, so quickly. Idk how to even do normal stuff anymore. Its joyless. What a double edge sword. Sometimes i wish i was still in a deep sleep. I ache for something that can be found here 😢
What a great explanation. It’s the stage of my life I’m currently living. Trying to set goals but lack the motivation to even start. Not even sure if I want it anymore. I know I can’t go back to the way things were. Moving forward is extremely exhausting but thanks for the video. I see I’m not the only one who is going through this. 😊❤
Yeah! I try to set a goal and then think..do you know what, I'm not even bothered about getting it lol. At the mo, I'm just gonna focus on trying to be present (which is hard) and not worry about anything else.
So glad to hear you say all of this because it's very scary to feel like I'm the only one going through it. Just as you say, we can't go back to the way thinks used to be, Gotta figure it out. I'm sooooooooo tired every day. I don't want to do ANYTHING anymore! Good luck xo
The spiritual plateau is no joke and just as important as the awakening itself. All you can do is ride it out. ♥️. I was just having this conversation with a friend who's experiencing this as well. Thank you for this. I will be sharing this with them.
Sometimes when i feel at the peak of my spirituality… it feels like my body is this window trough witch the universe is experiencing/watching into this dimension… and that feeling feels so vast , almost infinite(i sometimes meditate on that feeling). Also a thing that pulls me out of the mind is “ you cannot be that wich you are observing “ ! So for example if one observes their thoughts and emotions (as one dose in meditation) , an easy way to notice who you realy are … is to have this idea … wich is merely a pointer to who you truly are… it helps me find my true self again!Also another thing i have noticed… is that i “feel” the same now at 36yo as i was at …17 when this process of awakening began, when i say “ feel” i mean identifying with the universe. At firs i thought nothing of it … but the further this body ages , i realize that “inside “ i will feel the same at 57 ,87 and it will persist long after this body is no more …and that feeling is actually who i am … who we all are ultimately !
see this video when am almost exhausted with my confusion about what i need to do next after my spiritual revival. i believe this is God answer for me now.
Brilliantly articulated. After years of inquiry it finally happened, I basically wore my ego out. On the plus side there aren't a lot of thoughts, my brain is very calm, but I feel down, semi depressed and unmotivated. You've encouraged me to know that this is normal and how to deal with some of the dirt as you mentioned. Thank you
I think it's depressing because it's alienating, when your understanding is that you should be further connected to others. Not having any interest in climbing the corporate ladder, exploiting others for your own benefit, or having power over others, or seeming superior ... In some cultures of the world this is being a "loser." I think it's especially important to come in contact with those who feel the same way. I saw another person mention a support group for those going through this. Absolutely, we need those! Without denomination. The one thing that unites us, is, amusingly, the understanding of that unity. We're all that is. And it's incredible ... and exhausting.
Observe my thoughts in silence 🙏🏽 inner peace is what I need! Detachment is happening…..it’s scary but I can’t help it! I don’t try to please anyone anymore! Their happiness in their hands not mine 🤟🏻 I am living for myself now.
That's great! But at some point you will start to feel more compassion for others again. When they are not able to make themselves happy, you will understand that their happiness is in your hands. It's not your responsibility, but it will come natural to care for them from a detached point of view. 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I so can relate to all of this. I dont know who I am any more. Nothing that used to motivate or interest me no longer does. Im just kind of hanging out in this no mans land/limbo kind of place. On the surface everything is fine and my life is working and functional. I am now in my late 60's and have been doing spiritual practice for about 50 years. Have been thru many phases thru out this time. Feel like life/spirit is saying, time to be still and know the Truth. Thank you!
I have been a seeker of God my entire life. At age 53, I found Neville Goddard. He was IT, for me, the answers to all my questions. My seeking has ended, and now I just patiently wait. I have never been motivated to do anything or be anything(other than to find God), and thought something was wrong with me. Now, at age 60, I accept myself and where I am and how I feel, completely. I have no desires for this world, and that's ok. I feel when people reach this state of being it is because we are done with the journey here. I am looking forward to what comes AFTER life on earth!
No way I want to be back !!!! I absolutely don't feel unmotivated, but I feel more motivated. 😂 looking forward to the awesome future. Don't lose hope.
😢that’s exactly me now. Been on this path, changed me so much inside out. Lost all interest in everything. No expectations which is really good. Feels like I am not looking forward to anything. Nothing makes me happy or sad. I accept whatever that comes and no heart feelings when I don’t get something or it doesn’t even bother me anymore. I don’t even know if I want something in the first place! At times been very relaxed which I don’t know whether good or bad! But I guess I needed to see this video today! May be I align perfectly well with Universe now 🙏🏽 I don’t interact with anyone! I stopped talking to so many people that was once close to me. I don’t know even why although at that time I felt like it was the right thing to do! I don’t enjoy company, I prefer time alone. It’s so bliss at times and so lost at times. Yessss so true I do feel like an outlier! I connect with nature and birds etc more than humans! 😢😢😢😢😢😢
😊 just continue the path step by step and there will come a time you will feel joy and excitement about many things (and people!) Around you again! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I'm glad I found this video. It describes my experience. There's a Course in Miracles lesson that says "The world I see holds nothing that I want". That idea isn't welcomed by a pretend identity but it's our only real freedom. Subscribed. Thanks for this and all the comments. So many others know what this is about.
A COURSE in miracles was a precursor for me. It is the pure truth that changes one’s outlook on events when we are pulled into old patterns of what we were taught from birth. I just was instantly in awe of these teachings.! One has to be ready for this type of revelation and very open to the unthinkable!!!….,ready to look yourself in the mirror. Glad to see someone else understands it!
How is that freedom? If the world you see holds nothing you want, then you have to make it hold it. If you believe it can't inherently hold what you want, and you're still here, then you are bound. Or are you somehow enjoying the bondage?
One phrase that helped me out alot is "im not my job but the way i do my job is me" i have struggled doing bare minimum for 3-4 years now so far its flipped something this week. I have also purged out everything in my home
When I saw the title of this video I was encouraged. It started out right over the target but alas, the points he made are of no help. Change your goals? Change your objectives? Sounds great.. change them to what? Nothing interests me in the world any longer. I was living a very vibrant, though admittedly self destructive life when out of the blue, a Golden Spiral entered my left hip at exactly 9:11 on 9/11/11. Since then I completely walked away from the life I was living. Dropped all the old friends, sold my motorcycle and proceeded down the path less traveled, apprenticing with a Shaman, meeting Sadhguru and learning the Yogic Science of Mahamudra Kriya, Satya Kriya & Bhuta Shuddhi. The further I go the more acute pain I experience, seeing and feeling all the senseless destruction of life. What to do, what not to do... my search continues. Peace out.
This was the answer to a call I put out to the benevolent universe. I'm very grateful. I had stopped having any energy for anything or anyone. I still knew what I knew, such as who I truly am, and had resigned as my own teacher. I was waiting for the universe, through that spark of divine connection that resides within, to give me direction. It's been almost a year since motivation for involvement fell away. Now I get it. Thank you so much 💓
I'm living this now. I'm reaching this brighter point. Realizing just who I am. I find it helpful when I get into the thought patterns, which are less and less, I just put my hands on my heart and say to spirit, I need connection. This immediately gets me out of the thought patterns. Also I find helpful to to stop pushing away the negative rememberances which I feel sadness and guilt about. Instead i feel them and bring them into my body with a deep breath, release the dark and shine light in one deep exhale. That way I don't hold them in,. Thank you for this honest truth about awakening.
3:38 I’m going to keep walking my path. I shot up in my ascension and I thought my life became blah and confusing. You explained this very well. I am going on a 3 day fast to reset my system and doubling down on my inner ☮️. I repeat “Think of nothing think of nothing think of nothing…. “ I stare into the dark and focus on seeing the word NOTHING until I see the swirling color of indigo. This is how I clean the dirt from the water bucket.
A line from this video triggered a thought, that lead to a Realization. My goal is not to "clear my mind", but to Free My Mind. To have a Free Mind is to have the All Encompassing KNOWing that Anything that can Desired with Spirit can be Achieved Through Spirit.
This video definitely found me at the wrong time. I haven’t been feeling “like myself” for a long time and I’ve know it had to do with my spiritual awakening. The difficult part is watching everything that used to bring you joy and laughter turn into ash in your mouth. Thank you so much for making this video
I'm speechless. The first few minutes its like you were talking to me, I think I was guided to this video as I have very much been struggling to let go of my old life, friendships etc. Exactly like you said, I've been feeling like spiritual awakening ruined my life but you just gave me a lot of reassurance. Thanks man :)
@@taoofmiracles Thanks brother, are you aware of the awakening stages? i.e. dark night of the soul, the void etc.? Well I think I'm in the void... Its extremely uncomfortable. I feel like I may have messed my awakening up by not being disciplined enough with my practices. My addictions are worse than ever and I have no goals or ambitions. is this normal? I'm trying so hard to be more disciplined with breathwork, mediation, yoga, exercise, good diet but I keep slipping up. Not gonna lie, i have this feeling of dread inside me bro :/ I just finished watching a video where they were talking about the new earth we are entering, but that there is going to be two worlds.. the higher world will be peaceful, bliss etc. and the lower world will be more dense lower emotions and the way they explained it, well it made me feel like I've somehow ended up in the lower world, because I am constantly experiencing depression, loneliness, anger. All of these lower emotions and I basically never feel the higher emotions.. I use cannabis to comfort myself.. but I'm not sure if I should even be doing that.. I'm just so lost and confused brother
Please don't let those type of videos confuse you. There's only one earth. It's all about your perception of it and how you experience it within yourself. That's the place where you can create the different perceptions of the world. From what you explain in your comment you're often giving up the control to external influences and let those rule your experience. But make no mistake, you have the control, you make the decisions. I higly recommend you to take more time to go deep within, limit the external inputs from the outer world (e.g. drugs, etc...) and take ownership of your thoughts. You have the choice to own your thoughts, instead of letting your thoughts control you. It can be hard, but it's one single decision you will make either consciously or unconsciously with every single thought you have. Just try to become more aware of those choices and shift toward making them consciously more and more. You can do this! 💪🏻🙏🏻🤗❤️
@@IronFist2508 You sound like an “all or nothing guy”. You don’t need to be in high vibes all the time, this is earth not heaven, when you’re feeling down you’re purging, don’t run away from those feelings, don’t be scared of them, just feel them and let them go through you. You don’t go through just one night of the soul, you go through several, it’s a bumpy ride. But the more you do inner work the easier it becomes to handle tough times. You don’t have to do so many disciplines, try taking a walk sometimes, read an inspiring book or watch an inspiring video (but careful with a lot of new age bullshit) meditate for 5 minutes a day and ask for guidance in your next step and in discerning information - you will get it. Just walk, one foot after the other, you trip you get up and continue. Absolutely no fear needed, you’ll be fine.
When you are awake you cannot go back to sleep. My awakening meant I lost most people in my life. I list all motivation and lay in bed most if the day. I forced myself to go for a walk in the park. Nature healed me brought me joy. Now I am content and happy. I don't waste my time now. I spend my time now on what and who is important to me
I am exactly at this stage, so confused. Sometimes I feel like I am in a dream. Or am I delusional? Sometimes I have no energy to do anything. My mind gets pulled into old thought patterns sometimes but now I am aware of this. I just sit there looking at the skies. I love to be just with myself in nature. That is all I want for now.
Just 3 mins into the video and i want to shout out and say thanks a lot ❤. Feels like home to be listening to someone adress these inner battles when you have no person in your immediate surrounding to discuss these changes with. Glad you spoke about it. Im 24 and in the last 24 years several incidents have happened to teach me its all just maya. Life is automatically pushing me to understanding but im completely lost surrounded by people with whom i cant disucss these with. No longer ambutious or driven orcompetitive like how i was ar 21 .Glad to read the comment section, it makes me happy to know that this is all happening for a higher reason ❤.
My pleasure Ovya! Just keep in mind; it's not just happening to you, it's up to you to take ownership and break the cycle you're in, otherwise you could possibly stay in it for a very long time 🙏🏻🤗❤️
The intrusive thoughts 💭 and believing in them , interacting and identifying with them is the soul killer . The present moment is where all the peace lives ❤
I don't think this showing up in my feed was a coincidence. I've been feeling so disconnected and wondering what I'm doing wrong. Glad to know I'm not alone. Thanks
Wow. This video came at the right time after I have been on my Spiritual Journey for the past few years and I've realized how harsh I've judge myself for my past and now I am only a journey of visualizing my own place so I can get away from everyone and just learn to grow in Spirit more and learn not to judge the old negative thoughts and to focus on the new positive thoughts. Just my little rant after a day of being stuck in my own way but who is now moving forward!
Thank you my friend such a brilliant upload. Before my 'Awakening', I would wake up at 4:00am, do my affirmations, sometimes cold shower and exercise and do tonna self-improvement. Life was perfect and set forward lot of microgoals throughout the day which ran like clockwork. I was also 3 weeks in sober from weed. Boom! It's like an atom bomb dropped and destroyed everything- the good and the bad. I found myself listening to soulful songs of classics. I found myself exclusively devoting to time on Twitter and just playing chess. Former helped in the sense I realized how diverse, unique and nuanced people's individuality is, etc. I also developed addiction to smoking nicotine in the form of Swishers. Downsides? I miss the pristine, cut and dried, neatly packaged routine life of mine. But if I force myself to exercise now or eat healthy or do positive thinking, i feel physically REPULSED. My body tightens up and I feel anxiety and mild chest pain. Almost like my Higher Self has other plans and I ma trying to overrride it. Almost like my body is rejecting my old patterns. My only problem is loss of willpower to exercise and stop the smoking habit. Or else I love my new life as I don't have to force myself to do anything I don't want to. It's like happy, happy and happy all the time. Now do I REALLY miss my old pattern and routine? Now quite sure after my eyes have opened up. Maybe I was under the ILLUSION life was perfect as it was and I was on a fool's errand to do achieve unrealistic expectations where I thought I would ONLY be happy when I get the goodies: ripped body, multi million dollars, lamborghini, fame, fortune, viral, best seller, etc.
This is what exactly I've been suffering with lately and I'm just 21 years old now. I'm losing interest day by day. I'm not really interested in my goal anymore. I don't feel like that anymore. Like it's really hard to understand. I had a very clear goal, vision and what I wanted but now those things don't excite me anymore. I never have social interaction. But I don't want to live this way and yeah i keep getting this thought that just keep moving forward. So that's what I'm going do and I wish all the best for people who are struggling with this, have an amazing life.
Needed to hear this at this time. It's really important to push through with your spiritual practices when the going gets tough. I've lost my practice with meditation for about 3 years and just picked it up again for 2 weeks straight now. Amazing to notice how quickly things start to shift again now. Never give up when it all seems pointless, it is a needed process for us to evolve. ❤❤❤
I find it to be a feeling of being detached. Unattached to all the things you knew to be true before. It gets better and you find new things you begin to build a foundation on. Take the time and show yourself grace
The meaning to anything is always given by us, so it's really up to you to look within and what meaning want everything to have in your life. Hang in there! 💪🏻🙏🏻🤗❤️
There’s no going back! I’m 83 yrs and mine happened around the age of 18. Doesn’t mean life has been easier! On the contrary. Life struggle. I won’t go on.Fell upon your video quite by chance ! It started playing all by itself! 😅😅😅
The old me and the me that is now are two different ladies. Its been a 22 year process, and while on the one hand I might be concerned that I "dont care about anything," I think this a good indication that I have the mental and emotional bandwidth to ponder new things. You know the old saying that goes, "God will only give you what you can handle?" Sure you get cranky because you're asking Why??? Well... what if he brings you something challenging or difficult because He knows you CAN handle it, albeit very slowly. In my case. Yes - 22 years because Its best to tackle such anger, pain, anguish and whatever else, a little at a time. I'll never forget the day that path emerged. It was pretty incredible.
That's what I do most of the time now. Letting myself see with a spiritual context sometimes it makes sense and sometimes it's a whole new discovery. Point is - to keep moving ❤
Thanks. It's good to know that there are people out there going through the same "process" where everything became kinda meaningless. The life aspirations where I began the journey seems to manifest in itself and while it's all good, the feeling from it seems to fade. It got to a point where self sabotage seems like a good way to go to bring back meaning to things. Glad I bumped into this video in time.
The human being tends to be all about self sabotage all the time! This is the time to let go of that habit and start to live from the heart, without fear, without protection, just accept who and what you are and life will be full of meaning everywhere and all the time 🙏🏻🤗❤️
Thank you for this. I really feel I'm on this path right now. Unable to feel motivation to do things in life after learning stuffs about spiritual awakening. I kinda wanna go back to my 'old' self and enjoy the world as I have before but as you've mentioned there is no going back. I should move forward as this should be the journey that must be taken. I'll take your advice and hopefully get back into my feet soon. 🙏
We hear a lot about "clear your mind" etc. It is easy to misunderstand and believe that thinking is a bad thing. It is not. Thinking is a gift. What you need to do is to become aware that you are thinking. Thats all. True creativity will arise when you free your mind.
It's not really all there is to do, but I agree, it's a big part of it, absolutely. Most people are aware they are thinking though, they, however, are not aware of the fact they are the ones directing those thougths 🙏🏻🤗❤️
Found you this morning and I have asked for this for two years. I’m just now getting ready to channel and understand why I was in a quiet space for so long and lost. It’s so true that those things I thought I loved were fun distractions. Every day I spend time in nature, reading and watching spiritual videos. I’m free and happy. My new work has arrived. Hugs to you for offering this. No one has said this to me. No one. ❤❤❤
This video resonates with me and came in right Devine timing. Upon waking up this morning I ask for guidance to direct my thoughts, actions and words to best serve my life journey. I have been practicing none judgment and mindfulness for several years, but detachment is more difficult because I love deeply. I seek isolation and quiet for a period daily for peace. I have made a connection with spirit but I’m not sure who it is that is answering me I was told that one has to be careful of this and to ask to speak only to the Creator. It has been a little scary for me because this is something new that has developed.
Thanks for commenting Mary ann! You might want to (re-)consider a few things: - loving deeply is not related to attachment. In fact, one can only truly love when there is detachment - you cannot make a connection with Spirit, you are Spirit. Therefore, you cannot ever be disconnected. You just need to peel off the layers that keep you from noticing that - if you're in doubt, it was not Spirit but your ego mind I hope that helps! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
What is disturbing my inner thoughts and peace is the hopeless mess and injustice in the world, and erasing those thoughts seems impossible, draining every ounce of my energy no matter what I do, hence no motivation as the problems are beyond my ability to solve.
Really happy I've stumbled up un this video. I've had a spiritual awakening and I've grown a lot. I am gratefull for all of it. However, I also fell down extremely low again and I feel like it takes forever. I've been in stagnation mood for a couple of months now and I see nobody talking about this. Coming from such a high feeling, waking up and getting to your higher self, to falling back down in confusion and stagnation, in war with my ego. This is a video I needed. Most videos I see are only about the positive side of awakening. Thank you!
I feel like the opposite happened with me. I was in a nihilistic depression for 10+ years before awakening. At my lowest point when I was thinking about ending it, I began to watch a lot of NDEs and got interested in psychedelics. After 2 very profound mystical experiences, it completely changed my perspective on life and made me appreciate it a lot more. I think a lot of it has to do with how people become awakened and how they interpret it.
Absolutely, in the end it's a very personal experience. But, almost always some sort of trauma is the trigger. I'm happy to see in your case it pulled you out of the negative space you were in 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I had the same thing, but then again after more Psychedelics experiences and deeper awakening I got back to feel without of purpose and lost but with more wisdom and knowledge, everytime I calibrate my life on right path I get smacked with another deeper awakinging and everything again, like some kind of loop....
Hi Tao. Great video! I believe I am in an intermediate stage. My awakening began with geopolitical analysis (John Pilger, Noam Chomsky, Chris Hedges & many others). I discovered the societal ignorance of our time, the existential threat it poses & my present day inadequacies to react to such forces. I'm isolated & anxious. Easy, no. I have tried to share my insights with family & friends unsuccessfully. There simplistic conversations to which I used to partake with family & friends, repels me. They are obtuse, I was obtuse, and I'm unsure how to communicate with them though I feel, at this time, I have to move on. Unsure to what or where. Living in a sea of ignorance & looking to find the light that is we, not just me. I will follow up on your work. Thank you.
I guess if one were to question somebody else's state of awareness; I would guess that that would be subjective, from a singular point of view? Peace to you Mr. Clown. Peace to us; I would guess; or we should guess, should likely be the key. @@towardsthelight220
Thank you for the nudge in the right direction. It’s been a year since you posted this video and I’d like you to know that it is still helping people. All that you said I discovered and wrote for myself over the past 2 years but, of course, get side tracked by the mind and forget to apply it - so gratitude to you for the timely reminder. After a mental trauma broke me, I devoted time to inward work because I was capable of nothing else and was rewarded/blessed with a month of visions and insight. However, I have often stated that I am not a saint and cannot live like that - yet know it is the only path worthwhile, this journey of a lifetime. Clear mind, objective, perspective and spirit… a pointer back to the path we leave to wander in the woods :) Gracias
Thanks for sharing your story Mathew! You don't have to live like a Saint to pursue the spiritual path. It's just about inner peace and strenght, that's all! All the best for your journey! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
Thank you. I needed to hear this. I'm a student of ACIM and I stumbled onto The Message of The Course in 1990 in another group. At first I thought it was something else but it turned out that I got opened up and woke up I'm on Facebook surrounded by other Course teachers by choice it's a bit of a story that I won't go through here but everything I've learned so far has answered alot of questions I had and the forgiveness, healing and The Atonement is slowly taking effect. Only love exists. Gratitude. 🙏 ❤️ 🙌
👀 mind fully blown 🤯 Id never say I have no interest or describe myself as depressed, I feel like I’m here for some bigger reason that I’m still trying to figure out 💪 but the ability to shift perspective on demand and my intuition is insanely accurate 🎯
I needed this, i appreciate how you convey this transition, ive been hung up, feeling lost or more so out in left field like an observer of a strange situation. Like an emotional alien. I keep seeing people doing the same thing ( trying to do the same things that used to work,,,,again) with no success. I recognize the mirror effect of seeing my past experiences in others. Observing a spiritual individual doing the same thing i did. Its much different at this point. I can accept and forgive, observe the human/spiritual pattern of learning, Its the very thing you spoke of in regards to feeling no motivation. Ty again. Sam
after my awakening last may, i had to stop working for atleast 16 weeks. after those weeks of sitting in my ass i picked up where i left off. I started to pick up my old life again. Nothing but my awakening has changed for me actually. still have my friends, same work and habits. I love it!
To live, I’ve reduced life to its simplest requirements: •Be born •Breathe •Eat/Drink •Sleep The requirements to “survive” in the construct no longer motivate me. Now, I journey to discover how to refine myself. Do more with less because I’ve concentrated myself to the fundamentals. How lean in all aspects can I become.
My awakening happened today. and already starting to feel depressed and unmotivated as a result. This video popped up in my recommend in good timing. The last couple years has been so rough but I have faith that if I keep pushing then it will all payoff.
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A little late today, but here's the new video! Did you lose your motivation on your spiritual path?
Edit: Watch the follow-up video on this episode: czcams.com/video/W4ewT4vBH_E/video.html
Yes i did and i got so confused 😕 thank you for sharing this
Most likely going to regret this, post a year ago so may not read anyway... perhaps will be cathartic... Awakening energetically inside out🤷🏻♀️, what I've learned might be called an unprepared vessel😑 should have started with bottom line🤷🏻♀️Which is 1st episode to point of wanting to end it (me)💥😳...🤬 realized possibility going through AGAIN, continuing where left became more horrifying...so🤔motivation not a choice, Force pushing its way out literally Audible through the cartilage in my neck for one example, I'm very grateful for when emotional and energetic episodes not combined, searching thousands videos for information and guidance but WTF I'm still here, fortunately I lost my job (among a whole lot of other things) because there's no way I could work. Oh & my dog's starting to look at me funny. Sorry for this, usually happy, but thank you for listening if you do😕!
🙏👣💜🕊🌍💜🐾💜🧘♀️🙏
I read all the comments Lori, and respond to most 😊. Noone is "prepared" when this happens. It's all about stopping to look at and/or blame the external circumstances, and starting to look within. All answers are to be found within. 🙏🏻🤗❤️
@@lorimazzola6872 enjoy your life, there is no template for spirituality, no need to deny yourself or force issues, your nature is unique. A little dirt may also contain the nutrients for growth, worry not our lives are not comparable to others
I was literally thinking about this the other day and being ignorant of the things I know now
I make it to work barely, but I do the minimum, I just don’t care anymore. On my days off I just lay around and read, watch CZcams, learn. This has been going on for almost three years and I still have no motivation to be better or do more. It’s like my energy has been depleted and now it’s time to rest but I’m afraid that this will last forever and I’ll end up homeless under a bridge.
I recommend to start doing physical exercise. That will change your energy, provide dopamine that will boost your mental state of mind, and inspire and motivate you to get things done. 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I feel the same way I got accepted for multiple jobs and just been sitting on the couch doing nothing, I’m not motivated after spending years around people that is jealous of my high ambitions and just let it bring me down , I pray for our strength and to work out as the CZcamsr says ❤
Whatever bridge you come across, there'll be a whole lot of us there waiting to welcome you!
Learn to work in the Akashic Records on your own. It's extremely healing. Also learn how to move your energy through your chakras and you can adjust your vibration.
@@nathanharding9262, I can't help but yawn in boredom and exhaustion at the idea energy work. I learned how to do it in seconds. I've made my vibration go through the roof. Probably even managed to emit physical light.
A few months after playing around with that stuff parts of me started waking back up I guess you could say. They were all like, "We've been here before. We've had the ability to do all of the things that you have ever wanted to do. We are pretty over them. We'd rather sit and slowly cease to exist by letting go."
And funny thing is that indeed, I get the most joy from sitting and letting go of all desires and just being moment to moment.
Even is the only thing that has managed to actually fix major depression... Which I found out was caused by unmet desires that I had absolutely no desire to do the things necessary to get the desires fulfilled.... But I sure as heck felt like I was SUPPOSED to want to do those things.
People need to do more videos like this. Spiritual Awakening is a serious process filled with loneliness, confused thoughts, and loss connections with many people!
Why not make a video of your own journey. In a sense it can be self healing when you see so many comments of people relating to your experience. I think one of the hardest parts of this journey is that each one of us feels so alone and we are the only one. The more you read the comments it at least lets you see you are certainly not alone.
Well said. About a year ago I realized 100% that there is a loving God that knows each and every one of us. I know now that there is an afterlife waiting for us when we leave the earth. This is huge!!!! I want to scream to the world how happy I am but the people in my life don’t want to hear about it. It’s kind of a let down. I have this incredible information but I still have to live my hum drum life down here. I feel lonely a lot of the time. I pray to God I meet more people that have also seen the light of God.
@@michaelknapp8961 would love to hear more about it! Ppl around me are very trapped in the matrix
@@esthergarcia219 what exactly do u mean?
@@michaelknapp8961 Everybody is caught up in the worldly things Michael .. they are too focussed on the temporal (worldly) instead of the eternal (heavenly). We are of the light and spirit .. most people who are worldly cannot see the light and are "asleep" and can't see what is happening around them. A lot of people are still trapped in the darkness and are spiritually "blind".. I hope that makes sense to you brother... Hang tight we are all feeling very alone but know that God is with you and all of us each and every step of the way! xx
The weirdest thing for me is that I KNOW what is happening (a transition phase away from things not serving me), but the most disconcerting thing to me is NOT KNOWING what lights me up now.
I've tried so many different things and everything feels flat, and now it just comes to me feeling completely and utterly lost. It's like...nothing interests me. Nothing at all.
I don't feel depressed, but I certainly feel lost. Oh well, it is comforting to know it is a thing and I'm not alone (because I sure felt like it a lot).
Same 😢😢
You're definitely not alone in this. But, in the end, you will have to get out of it yourself. You have to start taking control of your thoughts. 🙏🏻🤗❤️
@@taoofmiracles so much pain I can no longer see the light
i can't describe in words how much i felt your comment. It's excactly that not the slightest interest in anything but not feeling depressed at all, for me its just feeling empty. Not a scary empty and yet not a positive, freedom empty its just neutral and that kinda trips me up. thanks alot for sharing at the moment it'S one of the most healing things just to hear that you're not alone and not going crazy. Bless you
Oh I've been in touch with that emotion for so long, I just straight up forgot what ambition feels like.
Been lost in this void for too long.
Spirituel awakening means that we do not get affected as much by little things, things that dont matter. We go through life with new shield , we are immune to other peoples opinions , and we become better observers of others and ourselves . It does not mean we should stop working, we should find pleasure and satisfaction in any work. Our gratitude levels go up significantly and our desires reduce significantly, we are likely to pursue our hobbies and find joy in little things. If u feel like quitting everything and go on deserted place and stay alone under the tree , then you might just feel emotionally tired and in need of some rest. Don't allow your mind to pull you towards laziness by justifying it by spiritual awakening . I consider my self spiritually awake and am in best physical shape of my life, with energy aboundance and motivated to do anything that comes my way, i just dont force anything any more, i accept things as they are. Physical activity and healthy diet are big part, time in nature, no arguments with people, helping others, anything but staying still in boredom and hopelessness ! It will take time Yes, but by being active and embracing gratitude every day we accelerate this process. Love ya all !!!
Loved your comment! I totally agree with you 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I totally agree with you, after spending some years staying alone under trees
Yes, I agreed with everything. Nice to see your comment here. All the best from Belgium
This is great insight. Especially the gratitude.
You can only do that when you do not see good or bad anymore, ugly and beautiful is equal. We got through Gods world and we tell him that this is nice and this not! Can you believe that, we judge God, we say he is wrong. Stop dividing things in good and bad, find reasons for every bad you see and your life will change.
Wife and I went through this, while we left our town and traveled on the road in our RV for half a year…. IT WAS AMAZING!!!! Nothing but growth unhindered by old friends, family, location etc… all this became very apparent. When we came home for a month… yeah we realized it was a mistake a few days in! My advice, go travel, and live in new surroundings. Literally starting a new life over.
Oh my yes yes !!!
Wow sounds amazing...
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I hv lived in my motorhome and traveled the United States constantly since 1979 when I got a divorce , I took several trips overseas I am now moving to Cambodia and live the rest of my life on the beach , with a prearranged burial at sea I'm 82
@@artcook1976 Bless your Journey. You should very wise
I love how God has a way of answering all of my questions through all of these random videos that randomly pop up on my feed, and I know it's God working because these videos tend to answer every single question that I might have asked in previous prayer. It is a nice surprise, especially on the days that I feel defeated. Much love. ❤
That's just great! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
That’s why I’m here too!
Amen
Yes I just found this last night and I was like BAM. Yes
Wow it’s scary how accurate this is. The Lord must be speaking.
I can totally relate to this. After many Psychedelic experiences it’s like I’ve stepped out of a computer game and now looking in. It’s very difficult to step back in and play when you realise it’s just that.. a game 🙏🏽
Hehe. That's the beauty of it. You know it's a game so... Why not playing it?
Never thought of it like that.. Get back in with a clear mind and a jump on the other players 🤣🔥
@@Secretsanta182 of course! If you know it's a game you must assume everybody knows, but no-one says it. 😁
You can play the game but with your own set of rules.
💯Today I whispered "life is really a video game" to myself. 😮❤😊🫶🏾
I feel so lost after my awakening, I never asked for it, everything was perfect, I was doing good in school, waking up early, working out. But now, I don't seem to be really good in studies like I used to be and when I force myself to study, it does not work, because it is almost like my soul doesn't want me to. I feel physical pain while studying, like my eyes going heavy and other things. I know I am sounding like a lazy human right now but trust me, I tried, I am trying, actually I was still studying on youtube when I stumbled across this video. And by the way, all this started just two months back, in February. I have tried so many things, and also I have been trying to distract myself from these feelings by other things but just nothing seems to work. Everything just feels sort of superficial. And I know it has nothing to do with bad mental health, because I am not exactly sad but it is a feeling I cannot explain. I am just a teen, I don't even know anything, why am I experiencing this??? I hope I do not feel like this forever.
Update three month later: Y'all, everything is back to normal but EVEN BETTER. I have been really productive again but I realised how I have been staying more calm, happier and also, have been a nicer human being. I am so thankful for the spiritual awakening I went through, I am so gald that happenee to me, because now I have more clarity about my life and what I wanna do. Stay strong y'all, you can do it, it is worth it. Thank you universe, gods, angels and my spirit guides, I am eternally grateful 💗✨❤️💕
Nothing lasts forever, this will pass too. But it's up to you how long it will last. The sooner you take responsibility and understand you always control the way you feel, the sooner you will transform and learn to deal with these things. It might be a very good idea to seek for professional help, it's always a good idea to learn and get guidance from people with more experience in life and who have already gone through what you are going through. Hang in there, don't resist it, you'll be fine. 🙏🏻🤗❤️
@@taoofmiracles seeked professional help, nothing working
@nvs instead of seeking and complaining, why don't you just let yourself be? Realize you are Spirit, you are infinite, you are God, not you as a human being but as your true essence as Spirit. If you manage to identify with that feeling, even just for a second, you will fill yourself with love, inspiration, and motivation. But you have to be open to it, because all your comments quite clearly indicate you do not want to, that you're not open, and not willing. And that is the first step... 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I know exactly what you mean. I feel the SAME. Not sad, but not happy either. . I wish I knew the answers to why we experience this. Still searching for answers 🥺
@@themoonisbeautifulisntit7691 everything will be ok.. Pray and surrender . Believe in God and angels.. You can do it.. 😇🙏🌹
I’m in year two since awakening. You described my journey so well. While I may have heard a message similar to this in the past, I know that I hear it again and from a different source because of my own readiness to receive it, and that perhaps your delivery is one that my soul needed to experience. This is so exhausting, I’ve felt suicidal, confused, lazy, awkward, and wrong off and on throughout. Watching this was so helpful. I know I’m in the process and not fully awake because of this suffering. Thank you so much for this ❤️🙏🏻
For anyone reading this comment, you are not alone and you’re so loved and protected. 🙏🏻
Keep going! Continue to look within, and you'll find that the more you awake, the less you'll feel exhausted, lazy, and awkward. On the contrary, you'll feel inspired and full of energy. You can do it! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
@@taoofmiracles I was definitely meant to find this video today. I got schizophrenia in 2007 and I blew off what happened as psychosis, as that is what I was told it was.
But in 2011 someone told me that I was probably having a spiritual emergence or emergency.
I went on a massive journey like your talking about here. And I'm definitely sure that what you are saying here is 100% totally true. I'm on the other side now. Thanks for your great video. 🙂👍
Thank you! You also my sister!
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Thank you for sharing . Praying for energy and courage.
The worst part of this journey was the fact that there seemed to be little or no desire at all. I wasn't depressed. I loved being by myself. But nothing of my old way of life attracted me.
It was very difficult.
Then the epiphany came in. This VOID was so that when the path unfolds....the desire is so pure and unadulterated that there is no confusion.
We are becoming ONE with SPIRIT. Being made to understand that SPIRIT is us and works through us. No amount of doing, efforting, planning is going to work. Only trust that you are here for a purpose and that being in the VOID is like becoming a diamond.
Don't worry. All those you love and who love you have not gone anywhere. Only you are for a little while living in another dimension.
Become more aware. You will notice with great pointedness and clarity that when you do want something ( as little as a cup of coffee) the want is deep and there is no confusion.
Think of this time as chiseling and strengthening and empowering you truest guidance system.....your connection with Universal Consciousness.
Loved this. Peace and blessings to you 🧘🏾♂️👁️☀️
@IAMYokesYonikinanda to you as well. May the coming days bring you much clarity, excitement, happiness and well-being.
I feel your message completely. It brought tears to my eyes. Love To You.🤍🕊
@TheGodiva26 the VOID is a time purely for you. To bide the time....be as lazy as you possibly can. No matter what your loved ones or society thinks. You will then notice that at perfect intervals, a desire to do (seemingly) mundane and frivolous things surfaces. You will be pushed to act. You are not left alone. Your inner self is guiding you through this journey. Reach for the better feeling thought. That is your inner being guiding you. Say to yourself, "I am protected, guided, and mentored. I am becoming the truest ME. I am going to be OK."
I promise you....I am going through this. Almost over, I believe. So it will be party time soon. 😁😁😁😁😁😁
This brought tears to my eyes as I’ve been so confused and disassociated with people and everything around. I didn’t look at it this way. But it brought comfort and some understanding. Thank you 🙏🏽❤️
My spiritual awakening has killed my motivation to work and make money.but the world got drastically more expensive.
I believe it’s because we understand the truth about money and we ascertained it…
I'm not sure it ever ends. I had my experience in 2010 at 47 and now I'm 60. The fuel for my life was fear, anxiety and desire. I lost the fear and the desire. I have no Fear and no Desire. I have no drive or motivation and feel like I have been deprived of many experiences but know that if I had them I would eventually seek the peace I now have.
I understand from what you say you still suffer from anxiety? If that's the case, fear cannot really be gone. But I'm happy to known it looks like you found peace 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I had mine in 2010 as well it was 07/03/10 and i was 27 and now 40, I lost desire for a while as well, I could find no joy in any of the worldly distractions that I once found could give me temporary comfort. It left no other option but to seek inward where I found Christ in the inner me, my trueself.
2010 for me too.
Well expressed! Same here.
Experience in 2010 now at 61 no desire no fear no drive or motivation for years . I feel suspended .
My life totally fell apart, my husband left me, i ache , and i fit in no where. I wish i could go back to being just a good person and trying to accomplish success like everyone else and enjoy the weekends doing nothing serious.
This too shall pass, hang in there! 🙏🏻🤗❤
When you feel that inner pull thats pushes from inside like behind your breast bone.
If you follow....
It will be many things from difficult to painful.
A time will come when you are thankful ,,, it will be something you never forget. The time and place when u realize the freedom you gave yourself.
I send love and high vibes of goodness your way as a shared understanding of emotional empathy and encouragement.
I believe in you. You are spiritual being having a human experience.
Me too. I've been left with nothing, except a load of supposed information that's no use to me or anyone. I want my own life back. It's been a "phase" of 20 years and my priorities are now having money again.
Me too.
@Master_Misanthrope 🙏thank you for hopefulness
When you said you just have to double down on your spiritual growth because you can't go back, I really get that. The only way is forward now and that can only be a good thing.
Absolutely! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
Yep, for once you start and you know you are awakened, there can be no going back and it can’t be undone ❤️
@@Rosesraspberries72thanks for making me more suicidal
Spiritual awakening/growth sometimes means your friends do not like being left behind; I was attacked more frequently because my inner light was brighter. I am still working through it, years later. I have since learned it was a brave path many are not ready for, and I feel like I cannot relate to many people. You are at a higher vibrational level than many people are at. It’s okay. Just let them be on their path and stay on yours. Don’t expect people in your life to be happy for you or understand you.
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Agreed, a community is needed for people like us, atleast we can relate to someone!
your comment makes a lot of sense, thanks 🙏🏻
It's not necessary for everyone to understand our experiences. We should just love them without any conditions. We came here to be and to give love. Love is the light of spirit implanted in our innermost self. No one can exist without it. It's who and what we really are.😇
@@n4lra1 thank you for your comment
This is great. I'm an original Boomer Lightworker doing this since the 70s!! Did it all--gurus,self help, workshops, Reiki, Native n Celtic teachings, etc. Plus 1000s of books! I've had the "screw-its" for a couple of years now. Been a hermit almost. Don't want to die like this. Sometimes try to join things but socializing sounds awful. Wish I even liked the crafts, hobbies, etc. that I used to. Can't listen to much 'spiritual' stuff anymore cause many of those subjects are decades old to me. Can't wait til THE Event...ANY Event actually.
I could have written this!! Glad I’m not alone 💞
So, u consider all that teaching didn't help completely? What is the "awakening" for you then?
@@MrDjdanieljose good question..I ask myself too. ??
@@janicefitz6348 yes, ask yourself. Also I am asking you because I find your perspectice interesting, maybe useful based on your story.
My spiritual awakening led me to working with rescue horses at age 64. Amen Today I handled 6 and I do this 4 x a week. I am so focused and peaceful. I was hyper, nervous and anxious before my awakening which was caused by physical trauma. The horses love to be around my energy...I wear stones and it helps me stay at a higher vibration. My change has definitely affected all of my relationships but I finally realized that I am now enough with My Higher Power help and living His will for me. Amen
You had me until you mentioned the stones
@@KT-ed8hjhilarious 😅
5:54 This part really stood out to me. "Observe your thoughts and make sure not to interact with them." This is so hard to do! But definitely something to work on. There's a new goal, for me, or anyone else struggling.
💪🏻 you can do it! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
Dark night of the soul
I literally asked God for help because I have been feeling just like this. I feel empty and can't figure out what to do about it. I asked this not even an hour ago and now this video is playing. I will listen intently this and do my best to practice its teachings. I really hope something works. I don't feel ill last much monger like this.
How beautiful and timely your petition was answered! Dive deep within yourself and take control of your thoughts, without letting your external circumstsnces influencing them 🙏🏻🤗❤️
Maybe we need a zoom support group formed
I do the same ❤
I understand
Jesus is taking long I believe this is the year the rapture happens
I'm so happy I found this video. Last week I woke up one morning and felt lost, unmotivated, don't know what goals I want anymore and felt like I didn't want anything. Now I know that this is a thing.... I feel so happy lol. I've been feeling like I haven't been myself in months, all the things that used to excite me or things that I enjoyed I don't care for them anymore. But again I feel so much better that so many other people are experiencing the same things I have.
I'm glad the video helped! It happens to a lot of people, but in the end you'll have to go through it yourself. Good luck! 💪🏻🙏🏻🤗❤️
I relate to your experience and this is what I’ve learned: when an idol falls in our life we can feel sadness. However, the recognition that what fell away WAS an idol - something that holds an illusion of value - made it easier to move on and search for what is true. Bless you, friend.
Me too!
I'm there right now!
Spiritual awakening is actually a strange way to call it. It implies it's a thing done once, but actually it's a starting line, not a finish line. Growth, learning, and changing is a never ending path of life, for the better, better and better.
Wow this is everything I have been struggling with lately.... It can FEEL like depression, yet it's really more like confusion. An overlap of our pre-awakened lives and our emergent Selves creating interference patterns in our minds and our physical realities. Thank you for sharing 🙏🏻
My pleasure Mara! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
😢😢fear confusion low focus low concentration lonelyness detachment 😢 really hard time
I'm totally into this process, since 2020 I'm living in hermit mode, I don't work, I live in mama hotel, I'm 30. But I have dreams and I work towards them. I have a daily routine in the last 3,5 years, I learn spanish every day, workout outside, then going for a walk, going to nature or sunbathing somewhere. I invest heavily into crypto, especially XRP. I want to be totally financially free and just fucking traveling the world. Peace all.
Amazing. I’m going through my awakening as well in hermit mode. Heavily invested in XRP as well. Our time is coming bro, we were chosen!
this is crazy. Somehow in the xrp community many ppl are awake. Wonder what is God plans with us :D
Glad I found this video today I'm going through the exact same thing. Apathy towards most things I used to do. Friends dropping away, pulled between 2 worlds, lots of illness, and hibernating most of the time not wanting to be around people, one time I loved crowds and being center stage not anymore.
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Oh my goodness I’m so happy to have stumbled onto your video! I’ve been experiencing this weird ‘lull’ in enthusiasm for the past few years, not knowing what I should be doing with myself, and feeling as though nothing fits anymore. I long for genuine connection with others, but have so little interest in ‘socializing’ just for the sake of filling the space/time. It is indeed a somewhat lonely path (animals and nature are a GREAT fix for that! No useless chatter to deal with 😆). It’s so great to hear someone lay it out so clearly, and a really helpful reminder that this is normal on the path to awakening. Thank you! I’m going to check out the rest of your videos now! ☺
Thank you, welcome to the channel! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I could've written your post. We are living parallel lives. I know how you feel.
@@Bathing.in.Emptiness thank you for sharing that with me… it’s reassuring in a strange way. :) Here’s to a pivot for both of us in the near future, towards clarity, passion and motivation for our unique paths! Maybe our parallels will end up merging/meeting some day! 🙂
At the beginning of my awakening, I was ecstatic. Then I realized subtle changes in how friends and family started treating me, excluding me from family functions. While this was happening, they slowly started drifting away, and I found myself alone. That was years ago, and the interesting struggle continues. But I understand that I'm more aware than I've ever been. I hear a voice in my head telling me I'm not from here, and these people...friends and family are not my friends and family. My true friends and family are not from here, either. So cool! Thank you! Oh yeah, I subbed.🤗
Thanks Daniel! Welcome to the channel! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
What on earth kind of spiritual work have you been doing.? The God of the universe has never told us to be sad, He came so that we may have joy and an abundant life. These comments are looking like spiritual work with the wrong spirits. I have read most of them and some people are definitely getting the wrong spirit.
Thank you, it is true. The things that used to excite me, now are worthless. However, the most affected part of my life is my relationship with other people even my family. I hate engaging in trivial conversations and that makes my wife unhappy. She feels that I don't care for her anymore. We used to watch movies but now movies are a waste of time. I would rather be alone. My inner peace and freedom are the most precious to me. Thank you for the guidance.
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I hope you'll find some of those little pleasures again. Watching movies is not a waste of time. There is no waste of time. Time itself can hardly be said to exist.
I was biking up a road in very rural Japan one night. It was a very steep road, and no-one was on it for the entire time I was traveling. Then I heard a motorbike. It was pizza delivery. When I finally reached the top of the hill, the only thing left there was the shrine grounds of a Shinto practice. The monks had ordered pizza. Because of course, monks like pizza, too. Don't forget that pizza is still good. Like he said at the end of the video: you're part of the eternal, but you're also here until you're gone. Be here now. Don't shun experience. That's all you have.
In the end when you have realised all that you thought was important no longer is as you thought all that is left is kindness for yourself and kindness for all others and all else around you.
You will find contentment and peace if you see all your actions or inactions through the lens of are they kind? Kind to yourself, kind to those around you? What is the kindest action you can take in a given moment... what is the balance between kindness to yourself and your wife when it comes to enjoying films?
You can express your wish to enjoy more time not watching films and why and also express how you will love to watch films with your wife in balance with that... and when you do you will be content and happy in those moments you do as you bring her kindness and it is in balance with kindness to yourself. 🙏🏽😊
I started to suspect that I was transitioning from doing to being, but nobody is really elucidating this subject like you did. Invaluably helpful to me. Thanks.
That's so nice to read! Thank you 🙏🏻🤗❤️
Appreciate the comments section. Don’t feel so alone in my feelings. Keep applying for new jobs but ducking out of interviews as I can’t be bothered with all the falseness needed when working for corporate companies. When you’re awake, it all seems like a false reality. I want to sleep a lot as it’s easier than dragging myself through everyday but I need to work to survive. Barely managing on my money, cut back to essentials and still overdrawn and needing to use credit cards to survive. I’m not depressed, just utterly deflated by the majority of people fast asleep.
I'd suggest to turn your focus inward, instead of on your external world 🙏🏻🤗❤️
after my awakening/ enlightenment i ended up seeking logical thinking techniques, rational thinking techniques, and logical thinking techniques. i was dealing with spiritual burnout/and boredom. i was into many many spiritual teachings and wanted to learn and grow in a different way.
This is spot on,this is where I'm at..Also you get so much more intuitive and aware of disrspect from other people you thought were on your side..It can hurt pretty bad..
What a fantastic video, the dirt in the bucket explanation is brilliant. Thank you. Im currently at a place where i have lost my job, split with my girlfriend, lost my driving license (accumulation of points from my previous life) i have just been told i have to move out of my room because i dont have money to the rent. The thought of finding a job terrifies me, not because of other people but because i have seen what path my conditioned mind led me down and its a total dead end, my body as i try to fill out application forms literally shuts down and im totally engulfed with anxiety! i can only think that this is the universes way of preventing me from doing what i have always done (which is just work harder and longer hors) Its so scary because i honestly only have a £11 left to my name and i don't have people or facilities that i can borrow from. The strange thing is that underneath the fear i can kinda feel this energy that is saying everything will be ok and me not forcing myself into a different job is the right thing to do.....i just keep praying that it is because in 2 days i will be homeless and without money. But the feeling to keep away from a job is so so strong that im prepared to do a stint on the street.
There is also a part of me that wishes this awakening had never happened, although if i had the choice to go back and forget about all this i would reject it in a second and stay exactly where i am. How strange, how terrifying... yet how wonderful
Thanks for sharing your story and situation. Only you can know what is right for you. But please understand that your spiritual growth is not related to what you do or do not do in life. It's only related to what goes in your mind and how you deal with that. Good luck, I wish you all the best! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
That's great! I hope the outer circumstances are improving for you too 🙏🏻🤗❤️
Maybe you can find some live in volunteering option so you don't have to be on the streets
I see this comment was three months ago. How did things work out? I hope everything is okay.
are you all right now or not? how are the things going now?
It's been a ride let me tell you with awakening but i must say I have NEVER thought about going back and being oblivious to reality and all that i have learned. No way !! I am profoundly grateful that i have awakened and see what i do. Thank you for the vid!! Spread the light
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Everything that use to excite us doesn’t anymore because we are getting ready for a whole new world which will blow the old one away. I’m bored shitless but I find ways to get enthusiastic but I know some is stirring so I keep imagining people excited and in tears hugging just a complete positive insanity of joy.
I felt alone in my experience until I saw this video. Thank you for showing me that I am ok.
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My "awakening" happened very recent, November 11, 11/11, of 2022 and its happening soooo fast. I found myself almost immediately in this rut and I thought it was just me until this video. My beliefs and life have changed so dramatically, so quickly. Idk how to even do normal stuff anymore. Its joyless. What a double edge sword. Sometimes i wish i was still in a deep sleep. I ache for something that can be found here 😢
I think the video I'll publish later today will be helpful for you Heather! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
What a great explanation. It’s the stage of my life I’m currently living. Trying to set goals but lack the motivation to even start. Not even sure if I want it anymore. I know I can’t go back to the way things were. Moving forward is extremely exhausting but thanks for the video. I see I’m not the only one who is going through this. 😊❤
Thanks Bernadette! Definitely not the only one! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
Yeah! I try to set a goal and then think..do you know what, I'm not even bothered about getting it lol. At the mo, I'm just gonna focus on trying to be present (which is hard) and not worry about anything else.
So glad to hear you say all of this because it's very scary to feel like I'm the only one going through it. Just as you say, we can't go back to the way thinks used to be, Gotta figure it out. I'm sooooooooo tired every day. I don't want to do ANYTHING anymore! Good luck xo
The spiritual plateau is no joke and just as important as the awakening itself. All you can do is ride it out. ♥️. I was just having this conversation with a friend who's experiencing this as well. Thank you for this. I will be sharing this with them.
Thank you 🙏🏻🤗❤️
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Sometimes when i feel at the peak of my spirituality… it feels like my body is this window trough witch the universe is experiencing/watching into this dimension… and that feeling feels so vast , almost infinite(i sometimes meditate on that feeling). Also a thing that pulls me out of the mind is “ you cannot be that wich you are observing “ ! So for example if one observes their thoughts and emotions (as one dose in meditation) , an easy way to notice who you realy are … is to have this idea … wich is merely a pointer to who you truly are… it helps me find my true self again!Also another thing i have noticed… is that i “feel” the same now at 36yo as i was at …17 when this process of awakening began, when i say “ feel” i mean identifying with the universe. At firs i thought nothing of it … but the further this body ages , i realize that “inside “ i will feel the same at 57 ,87 and it will persist long after this body is no more …and that feeling is actually who i am … who we all are ultimately !
see this video when am almost exhausted with my confusion about what i need to do next after my spiritual revival. i believe this is God answer for me now.
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Brilliantly articulated. After years of inquiry it finally happened, I basically wore my ego out. On the plus side there aren't a lot of thoughts, my brain is very calm,
but I feel down, semi depressed and unmotivated. You've encouraged me to know that this is normal and how to deal with some of the dirt as you mentioned. Thank you
Thank you so much Ken! I'm so glad to hear it has encouraged you to deal with the dirt! 💪🏻🙏🏻🤗❤️
I think it's depressing because it's alienating, when your understanding is that you should be further connected to others. Not having any interest in climbing the corporate ladder, exploiting others for your own benefit, or having power over others, or seeming superior ... In some cultures of the world this is being a "loser." I think it's especially important to come in contact with those who feel the same way. I saw another person mention a support group for those going through this. Absolutely, we need those! Without denomination. The one thing that unites us, is, amusingly, the understanding of that unity. We're all that is. And it's incredible ... and exhausting.
Observe my thoughts in silence 🙏🏽 inner peace is what I need! Detachment is happening…..it’s scary but I can’t help it! I don’t try to please anyone anymore! Their happiness in their hands not mine 🤟🏻 I am living for myself now.
That's great! But at some point you will start to feel more compassion for others again. When they are not able to make themselves happy, you will understand that their happiness is in your hands. It's not your responsibility, but it will come natural to care for them from a detached point of view. 🙏🏻🤗❤️
@@taoofmiracles I really hope so. Thank you 🙏🏽
I so can relate to all of this. I dont know who I am any more. Nothing that used to motivate or interest me no longer does. Im just kind of hanging out in this no mans land/limbo kind of place. On the surface everything is fine and my life is working and functional. I am now in my late 60's and have been doing spiritual practice for about 50 years. Have been thru many phases thru out this time. Feel like life/spirit is saying, time to be still and know the Truth. Thank you!
Inner stillness is always a good response to anything in life! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I have been a seeker of God my entire life. At age 53, I found Neville Goddard. He was IT, for me, the answers to all my questions. My seeking has ended, and now I just patiently wait. I have never been motivated to do anything or be anything(other than to find God), and thought something was wrong with me. Now, at age 60, I accept myself and where I am and how I feel, completely. I have no desires for this world, and that's ok. I feel when people reach this state of being it is because we are done with the journey here. I am looking forward to what comes AFTER life on earth!
No way I want to be back !!!! I absolutely don't feel unmotivated, but I feel more motivated. 😂 looking forward to the awesome future. Don't lose hope.
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😢that’s exactly me now. Been on this path, changed me so much inside out. Lost all interest in everything. No expectations which is really good. Feels like I am not looking forward to anything. Nothing makes me happy or sad. I accept whatever that comes and no heart feelings when I don’t get something or it doesn’t even bother me anymore. I don’t even know if I want something in the first place! At times been very relaxed which I don’t know whether good or bad! But I guess I needed to see this video today! May be I align perfectly well with Universe now 🙏🏽 I don’t interact with anyone! I stopped talking to so many people that was once close to me. I don’t know even why although at that time I felt like it was the right thing to do! I don’t enjoy company, I prefer time alone. It’s so bliss at times and so lost at times. Yessss so true I do feel like an outlier! I connect with nature and birds etc more than humans! 😢😢😢😢😢😢
😊 just continue the path step by step and there will come a time you will feel joy and excitement about many things (and people!) Around you again! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
Dude described my whole life so far.
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Scary eh?! I don’t know who this dude is but he knows me!
I'm glad I found this video. It describes my experience. There's a Course in Miracles lesson that says "The world I see holds nothing that I want". That idea isn't welcomed by a pretend identity but it's our only real freedom. Subscribed. Thanks for this and all the comments. So many others know what this is about.
Thanks Ken! Interesting you mention ACIM, I wrote an entite book about it! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
A COURSE in miracles was a precursor for me. It is the pure truth that changes one’s outlook on events when we are pulled into old patterns of what we were taught from birth. I just was instantly in awe of these teachings.! One has to be ready for this type of revelation and very open to the unthinkable!!!….,ready to look yourself in the mirror. Glad to see someone else understands it!
How is that freedom? If the world you see holds nothing you want, then you have to make it hold it.
If you believe it can't inherently hold what you want, and you're still here, then you are bound.
Or are you somehow enjoying the bondage?
One phrase that helped me out alot is "im not my job but the way i do my job is me" i have struggled doing bare minimum for 3-4 years now so far its flipped something this week. I have also purged out everything in my home
I like that, great statement! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
When I saw the title of this video I was encouraged. It started out right over the target but alas, the points he made are of no help. Change your goals? Change your objectives? Sounds great.. change them to what? Nothing interests me in the world any longer. I was living a very vibrant, though admittedly self destructive life when out of the blue, a Golden Spiral entered my left hip at exactly 9:11 on 9/11/11. Since then I completely walked away from the life I was living. Dropped all the old friends, sold my motorcycle and proceeded down the path less traveled, apprenticing with a Shaman, meeting Sadhguru and learning the Yogic Science of Mahamudra Kriya, Satya Kriya & Bhuta Shuddhi. The further I go the more acute pain I experience, seeing and feeling all the senseless destruction of life. What to do, what not to do... my search continues. Peace out.
This was the answer to a call I put out to the benevolent universe. I'm very grateful. I had stopped having any energy for anything or anyone. I still knew what I knew, such as who I truly am, and had resigned as my own teacher. I was waiting for the universe, through that spark of divine connection that resides within, to give me direction. It's been almost a year since motivation for involvement fell away. Now I get it. Thank you so much 💓
I'm so glad it was useful Susan! 🙏🏻🤗❤
I'm living this now. I'm reaching this brighter point. Realizing just who I am. I find it helpful when I get into the thought patterns, which are less and less, I just put my hands on my heart and say to spirit, I need connection. This immediately gets me out of the thought patterns. Also I find helpful to to stop pushing away the negative rememberances which I feel sadness and guilt about. Instead i feel them and bring them into my body with a deep breath, release the dark and shine light in one deep exhale. That way I don't hold them in,. Thank you for this honest truth about awakening.
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Beautiful, Ann. Thank you for sharing this. I'm inspired by you!
3:38 I’m going to keep walking my path. I shot up in my ascension and I thought my life became blah and confusing. You explained this very well. I am going on a 3 day fast to reset my system and doubling down on my inner ☮️. I repeat “Think of nothing think of nothing think of nothing…. “ I stare into the dark and focus on seeing the word NOTHING until I see the swirling color of indigo. This is how I clean the dirt from the water bucket.
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A line from this video triggered a thought, that lead to a Realization.
My goal is not to "clear my mind", but to Free My Mind.
To have a Free Mind is to have the All Encompassing KNOWing that Anything that can Desired with Spirit can be Achieved Through Spirit.
I like that! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
This video definitely found me at the wrong time. I haven’t been feeling “like myself” for a long time and I’ve know it had to do with my spiritual awakening. The difficult part is watching everything that used to bring you joy and laughter turn into ash in your mouth. Thank you so much for making this video
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For me it’s been the other way around! I am way more motivated, energized, and vibrant than before!
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I'm speechless. The first few minutes its like you were talking to me, I think I was guided to this video as I have very much been struggling to let go of my old life, friendships etc. Exactly like you said, I've been feeling like spiritual awakening ruined my life but you just gave me a lot of reassurance. Thanks man :)
I'm so happy to read that! Keep it up! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
@@taoofmiracles Thanks brother, are you aware of the awakening stages? i.e. dark night of the soul, the void etc.? Well I think I'm in the void... Its extremely uncomfortable. I feel like I may have messed my awakening up by not being disciplined enough with my practices. My addictions are worse than ever and I have no goals or ambitions. is this normal? I'm trying so hard to be more disciplined with breathwork, mediation, yoga, exercise, good diet but I keep slipping up. Not gonna lie, i have this feeling of dread inside me bro :/ I just finished watching a video where they were talking about the new earth we are entering, but that there is going to be two worlds.. the higher world will be peaceful, bliss etc. and the lower world will be more dense lower emotions and the way they explained it, well it made me feel like I've somehow ended up in the lower world, because I am constantly experiencing depression, loneliness, anger. All of these lower emotions and I basically never feel the higher emotions.. I use cannabis to comfort myself.. but I'm not sure if I should even be doing that.. I'm just so lost and confused brother
Please don't let those type of videos confuse you. There's only one earth. It's all about your perception of it and how you experience it within yourself. That's the place where you can create the different perceptions of the world. From what you explain in your comment you're often giving up the control to external influences and let those rule your experience. But make no mistake, you have the control, you make the decisions. I higly recommend you to take more time to go deep within, limit the external inputs from the outer world (e.g. drugs, etc...) and take ownership of your thoughts. You have the choice to own your thoughts, instead of letting your thoughts control you. It can be hard, but it's one single decision you will make either consciously or unconsciously with every single thought you have. Just try to become more aware of those choices and shift toward making them consciously more and more. You can do this! 💪🏻🙏🏻🤗❤️
@@IronFist2508 You sound like an “all or nothing guy”. You don’t need to be in high vibes all the time, this is earth not heaven, when you’re feeling down you’re purging, don’t run away from those feelings, don’t be scared of them, just feel them and let them go through you. You don’t go through just one night of the soul, you go through several, it’s a bumpy ride. But the more you do inner work the easier it becomes to handle tough times.
You don’t have to do so many disciplines, try taking a walk sometimes, read an inspiring book or watch an inspiring video (but careful with a lot of new age bullshit) meditate for 5 minutes a day and ask for guidance in your next step and in discerning information - you will get it.
Just walk, one foot after the other, you trip you get up and continue. Absolutely no fear needed, you’ll be fine.
This is so what I needed . Thank you . I feel lost, alone, uninspired & blah and blah . I just needed to see this right now . Thank you so much
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Me too totally relate
When you are awake you cannot go back to sleep. My awakening meant I lost most people in my life. I list all motivation and lay in bed most if the day. I forced myself to go for a walk in the park. Nature healed me brought me joy. Now I am content and happy. I don't waste my time now. I spend my time now on what and who is important to me
I am exactly at this stage, so confused. Sometimes I feel like I am in a dream. Or am I delusional? Sometimes I have no energy to do anything. My mind gets pulled into old thought patterns sometimes but now I am aware of this. I just sit there looking at the skies. I love to be just with myself in nature. That is all I want for now.
Just 3 mins into the video and i want to shout out and say thanks a lot ❤. Feels like home to be listening to someone adress these inner battles when you have no person in your immediate surrounding to discuss these changes with. Glad you spoke about it. Im 24 and in the last 24 years several incidents have happened to teach me its all just maya. Life is automatically pushing me to understanding but im completely lost surrounded by people with whom i cant disucss these with. No longer ambutious or driven orcompetitive like how i was ar 21 .Glad to read the comment section, it makes me happy to know that this is all happening for a higher reason ❤.
My pleasure Ovya! Just keep in mind; it's not just happening to you, it's up to you to take ownership and break the cycle you're in, otherwise you could possibly stay in it for a very long time 🙏🏻🤗❤️
@@taoofmiracles thank you for such wonderful words 🙏. How sweet of you to reply to everyone . God bless 🙏
This is cool it's like self-help therapy for the Enlightened!
Hahaha, the enlightened definitely don't need any therapy anymore! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
The intrusive thoughts 💭 and believing in them , interacting and identifying with them is the soul killer . The present moment is where all the peace lives ❤
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Never thought I would so appreciate being called a bucket
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I don't think this showing up in my feed was a coincidence. I've been feeling so disconnected and wondering what I'm doing wrong. Glad to know I'm not alone. Thanks
Nothing ever is a coincidence Rebecca! I'm glad it was helpful 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I needed this video. I’ve been wondering what to do. I have no interest in the things that used to motivate me. Thank you for explaining this. Amen.
My pleasure Kathy! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
Wow. This video came at the right time after I have been on my Spiritual Journey for the past few years and I've realized how harsh I've judge myself for my past and now I am only a journey of visualizing my own place so I can get away from everyone and just learn to grow in Spirit more and learn not to judge the old negative thoughts and to focus on the new positive thoughts. Just my little rant after a day of being stuck in my own way but who is now moving forward!
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Thank you my friend such a brilliant upload.
Before my 'Awakening', I would wake up at 4:00am, do my affirmations, sometimes cold shower and exercise and do tonna self-improvement. Life was perfect and set forward lot of microgoals throughout the day which ran like clockwork. I was also 3 weeks in sober from weed.
Boom! It's like an atom bomb dropped and destroyed everything- the good and the bad. I found myself listening to soulful songs of classics. I found myself exclusively devoting to time on Twitter and just playing chess. Former helped in the sense I realized how diverse, unique and nuanced people's individuality is, etc. I also developed addiction to smoking nicotine in the form of Swishers.
Downsides? I miss the pristine, cut and dried, neatly packaged routine life of mine. But if I force myself to exercise now or eat healthy or do positive thinking, i feel physically REPULSED. My body tightens up and I feel anxiety and mild chest pain. Almost like my Higher Self has other plans and I ma trying to overrride it. Almost like my body is rejecting my old patterns.
My only problem is loss of willpower to exercise and stop the smoking habit. Or else I love my new life as I don't have to force myself to do anything I don't want to. It's like happy, happy and happy all the time.
Now do I REALLY miss my old pattern and routine? Now quite sure after my eyes have opened up. Maybe I was under the ILLUSION life was perfect as it was and I was on a fool's errand to do achieve unrealistic expectations where I thought I would ONLY be happy when I get the goodies: ripped body, multi million dollars, lamborghini, fame, fortune, viral, best seller, etc.
Thank you for sharing your experiences! The struggles of our human experience my friend! 🙏🏻🤗❤
I don't know, seems like no discipline.
This video showed up yesterday, and I've watched it 20 times... somebody gets me
Thank you
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This is what exactly I've been suffering with lately and I'm just 21 years old now. I'm losing interest day by day. I'm not really interested in my goal anymore. I don't feel like that anymore. Like it's really hard to understand. I had a very clear goal, vision and what I wanted but now those things don't excite me anymore. I never have social interaction. But I don't want to live this way and yeah i keep getting this thought that just keep moving forward. So that's what I'm going do and I wish all the best for people who are struggling with this, have an amazing life.
It is like a cosmic wrecking ball went through almost all aspects of my life! I am accepting what is now.❤
Needed to hear this at this time.
It's really important to push through with your spiritual practices when the going gets tough.
I've lost my practice with meditation for about 3 years and just picked it up again for 2 weeks straight now.
Amazing to notice how quickly things start to shift again now.
Never give up when it all seems pointless, it is a needed process for us to evolve. ❤❤❤
Beautiful you picked it up again! Great! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
@@taoofmiracles Thanks! 🙏
You spoke directly to me. I've gone through and I'm still going through many of the experiences you mentioned.
I hope it was helpful for you Saleem! Please trust it will be ok sooner than later 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I never wished to go back! Not for a single second!
I find it to be a feeling of being detached. Unattached to all the things you knew to be true before. It gets better and you find new things you begin to build a foundation on. Take the time and show yourself grace
Much needed to hear it.... everything in life seems meaningless!
The meaning to anything is always given by us, so it's really up to you to look within and what meaning want everything to have in your life. Hang in there! 💪🏻🙏🏻🤗❤️
Very very helpful thank you lots of blessings from India🇮🇳
I'm so glad it was helpful for you! 🙏🏻🤗❤
There’s no going back! I’m 83 yrs and mine happened around the age of 18. Doesn’t mean life has been easier! On the contrary. Life struggle. I won’t go on.Fell upon your video quite by chance ! It started playing all by itself!
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The old me and the me that is now are two different ladies. Its been a 22 year process, and while on the one hand I might be concerned that I "dont care about anything," I think this a good indication that I have the mental and emotional bandwidth to ponder new things. You know the old saying that goes, "God will only give you what you can handle?" Sure you get cranky because you're asking Why??? Well... what if he brings you something challenging or difficult because He knows you CAN handle it, albeit very slowly. In my case. Yes - 22 years because Its best to tackle such anger, pain, anguish and whatever else, a little at a time. I'll never forget the day that path emerged. It was pretty incredible.
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That's what I do most of the time now. Letting myself see with a spiritual context sometimes it makes sense and sometimes it's a whole new discovery. Point is - to keep moving ❤
Thanks. It's good to know that there are people out there going through the same "process" where everything became kinda meaningless. The life aspirations where I began the journey seems to manifest in itself and while it's all good, the feeling from it seems to fade. It got to a point where self sabotage seems like a good way to go to bring back meaning to things. Glad I bumped into this video in time.
The human being tends to be all about self sabotage all the time! This is the time to let go of that habit and start to live from the heart, without fear, without protection, just accept who and what you are and life will be full of meaning everywhere and all the time 🙏🏻🤗❤️
Thank you for this. I really feel I'm on this path right now. Unable to feel motivation to do things in life after learning stuffs about spiritual awakening. I kinda wanna go back to my 'old' self and enjoy the world as I have before but as you've mentioned there is no going back. I should move forward as this should be the journey that must be taken. I'll take your advice and hopefully get back into my feet soon. 🙏
For sure you will! This too shall pass 😊. There are still plenty of things to enjoy in this world 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I used to love my cars but lost that after awakening spirituality, it took years till i realised the love i had for cars i now have for myself.
That's not a bad transition! 💪🏻🙏🏻🤗❤️
We hear a lot about "clear your mind" etc. It is easy to misunderstand and believe that thinking is a bad thing. It is not. Thinking is a gift. What you need to do is to become aware that you are thinking. Thats all. True creativity will arise when you free your mind.
It's not really all there is to do, but I agree, it's a big part of it, absolutely. Most people are aware they are thinking though, they, however, are not aware of the fact they are the ones directing those thougths 🙏🏻🤗❤️
Found you this morning and I have asked for this for two years. I’m just now getting ready to channel and understand why I was in a quiet space for so long and lost. It’s so true that those things I thought I loved were fun distractions. Every day I spend time in nature, reading and watching spiritual videos. I’m free and happy. My new work has arrived. Hugs to you for offering this. No one has said this to me. No one. ❤❤❤
I'm glad it was helpful Barbara! Welcome to the channel! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
Trust me. This guys is a gem, this is my first time watching his video but every word he said is true.
Thank you so much! I really appreciate your comment 🙏🏻🤗❤️
This video resonates with me and came in right Devine timing. Upon waking up this morning I ask for guidance to direct my thoughts, actions and words to best serve my life journey. I have been practicing none judgment and mindfulness for several years, but detachment is more difficult because I love deeply. I seek isolation and quiet for a period daily for peace. I have made a connection with spirit but I’m not sure who it is that is answering me I was told that one has to be careful of this and to ask to speak only to the Creator. It has been a little scary for me because this is something new that has developed.
Thanks for commenting Mary ann! You might want to (re-)consider a few things:
- loving deeply is not related to attachment. In fact, one can only truly love when there is detachment
- you cannot make a connection with Spirit, you are Spirit. Therefore, you cannot ever be disconnected. You just need to peel off the layers that keep you from noticing that
- if you're in doubt, it was not Spirit but your ego mind
I hope that helps! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
What is disturbing my inner thoughts and peace is the hopeless mess and injustice in the world, and erasing those thoughts seems impossible, draining every ounce of my energy no matter what I do, hence no motivation as the problems are beyond my ability to solve.
Really happy I've stumbled up un this video. I've had a spiritual awakening and I've grown a lot. I am gratefull for all of it. However, I also fell down extremely low again and I feel like it takes forever. I've been in stagnation mood for a couple of months now and I see nobody talking about this. Coming from such a high feeling, waking up and getting to your higher self, to falling back down in confusion and stagnation, in war with my ego. This is a video I needed. Most videos I see are only about the positive side of awakening. Thank you!
My pleasure J J 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I feel like the opposite happened with me. I was in a nihilistic depression for 10+ years before awakening. At my lowest point when I was thinking about ending it, I began to watch a lot of NDEs and got interested in psychedelics. After 2 very profound mystical experiences, it completely changed my perspective on life and made me appreciate it a lot more. I think a lot of it has to do with how people become awakened and how they interpret it.
Absolutely, in the end it's a very personal experience. But, almost always some sort of trauma is the trigger. I'm happy to see in your case it pulled you out of the negative space you were in 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I had the same thing, but then again after more Psychedelics experiences and deeper awakening I got back to feel without of purpose and lost but with more wisdom and knowledge, everytime I calibrate my life on right path I get smacked with another deeper awakinging and everything again, like some kind of loop....
Hi Tao. Great video! I believe I am in an intermediate stage. My awakening began with geopolitical analysis (John Pilger, Noam Chomsky, Chris Hedges & many others). I discovered the societal ignorance of our time, the existential threat it poses & my present day inadequacies to react to such forces. I'm isolated & anxious. Easy, no. I have tried to share my insights with family & friends unsuccessfully. There simplistic conversations to which I used to partake with family & friends, repels me. They are obtuse, I was obtuse, and I'm unsure how to communicate with them though I feel, at this time, I have to move on. Unsure to what or where. Living in a sea of ignorance & looking to find the light that is we, not just me. I will follow up on your work. Thank you.
Thanks Stanley! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
That's not an awakening
I guess if one were to question somebody else's state of awareness; I would guess that that would be subjective, from a singular point of view? Peace to you Mr. Clown. Peace to us; I would guess; or we should guess, should likely be the key. @@towardsthelight220
I'm in the exact same predic. And am also wondering and wandering seems to be my motto
Thank you for the nudge in the right direction. It’s been a year since you posted this video and I’d like you to know that it is still helping people. All that you said I discovered and wrote for myself over the past 2 years but, of course, get side tracked by the mind and forget to apply it - so gratitude to you for the timely reminder.
After a mental trauma broke me, I devoted time to inward work because I was capable of nothing else and was rewarded/blessed with a month of visions and insight. However, I have often stated that I am not a saint and cannot live like that - yet know it is the only path worthwhile, this journey of a lifetime. Clear mind, objective, perspective and spirit… a pointer back to the path we leave to wander in the woods :) Gracias
Thanks for sharing your story Mathew! You don't have to live like a Saint to pursue the spiritual path. It's just about inner peace and strenght, that's all! All the best for your journey! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
Thank you. I needed to hear this. I'm a student of ACIM and I stumbled onto The Message of The Course in 1990 in another group. At first I thought it was something else but it turned out that I got opened up and woke up I'm on Facebook surrounded by other Course teachers by choice it's a bit of a story that I won't go through here but everything I've learned so far has answered alot of questions I had and the forgiveness, healing and The Atonement is slowly taking effect. Only love exists.
Gratitude. 🙏 ❤️ 🙌
My pleasure Adrian! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
👀 mind fully blown 🤯 Id never say I have no interest or describe myself as depressed, I feel like I’m here for some bigger reason that I’m still trying to figure out 💪 but the ability to shift perspective on demand and my intuition is insanely accurate 🎯
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I needed this, i appreciate how you convey this transition, ive been hung up, feeling lost or more so out in left field like an observer of a strange situation. Like an emotional alien.
I keep seeing people doing the same thing ( trying to do the same things that used to work,,,,again) with no success.
I recognize the mirror effect of seeing my past experiences in others. Observing a spiritual individual doing the same thing i did.
Its much different at this point.
I can accept and forgive, observe the human/spiritual pattern of learning,
Its the very thing you spoke of in regards to feeling no motivation.
Ty again.
Sam
Thanks for commenting and sharing your experience Sam! 🙏🏻🤗❤
I finally found wisdom in the verbal language that I can fully resonate with. Thank you.
Thank you! 🙏🏻🤗❤️
after my awakening last may, i had to stop working for atleast 16 weeks. after those weeks of sitting in my ass i picked up where i left off. I started to pick up my old life again. Nothing but my awakening has changed for me actually. still have my friends, same work and habits. I love it!
Good for you! 💪🏻🙏🏻🤗❤️
To live, I’ve reduced life to its simplest requirements:
•Be born
•Breathe
•Eat/Drink
•Sleep
The requirements to “survive” in the construct no longer motivate me.
Now, I journey to discover how to refine myself. Do more with less because I’ve concentrated myself to the fundamentals. How lean in all aspects can I become.
My awakening happened today. and already starting to feel depressed and unmotivated as a result. This video popped up in my recommend in good timing. The last couple years has been so rough but I have faith that if I keep pushing then it will all payoff.
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