❤️Twin Flames: 😭Dark Night 🖤 of the Soul ⚔️ | WTF? For DF & DM TWIN FLAMES & Confusing Signs
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Yes!! Yes!!! He’s the only person that I have never been able to call an ex!! We could never put a label on what we were!! We just knew there was an undeniable connection there! I went through (still going through) so many years of feeling pain because I haven’t been with him but I’ve always felt love for him. He has helped me release so many behaviors and feelings that don’t serve my highest good. He is one of my favorite spirit guides!! Such a wacky and bizarre concept as we are living humans!!! He called me a few months ago and I burst into tears and could never understand why I always do that with him and then I see your video!! Thank you for your beautiful light!!! 🤍
I met my Twin Flame online in a spiritual forum. As soon as I read his comments, I loved him, knew him. We began connecting. I said "I love you," almost instantly (online, in text) and he said it back. We e.mailed for 6 months and agreed to meet. He lived overseas. I went over and spent Christmas with his family. It was instant recognition, instant bliss in my heart, my heart just felt blasted open, I knew him. It was like the the most poignant memory I'd ever had, except when I met "Jesus".internally on a meditation retreat many years before! This time, it was the same feeling, only with a 3-D person. We made plans to move in together. We made plans to marry. He proposed, at the ocean (we're both water signs), I said yes. One week before our marriage, he pulled out. Withdrew. Said it wasn't working for him. That was the beginning of my "Tower" experience. That was the beginning of my Dark Night (Knight!) of the Soul..I came very close to not wanting to live anymore, the pain was so unbelievable. But LOVE and FAITH burned me through the worst of it. I have grown so much spiritually since then, I don't even recognise myself. My heart is now permanently open because of him. This Twin Flame journey is not for the weak of heart. It is only for those most intrepid spiritual warriors and warrioresses who are willing to allow LOVE to lead them through their worst death and hell, for the healing of themselves and the collective. I have full admiration for every soul on the Twin Flame journey, every sister goddess, every brother too... Blessings.....xoxoxox
my most deep seated darkness lay in my "belief in separation." I needed the Dark Night to reveal to me that I can Never be separated from my Beloved, my God, my man, my good, my joy. xoxoxo
Keep it up. I am a DM, when we are ready we go all in. If he withdrew, ego was ruling. In a real TF union there is no fear, attachment just unconditional love, and the pure willingness to make things happen. The rest is just human mind crap. You had a false twin wall. Just let go. TF is only accepting 5D as an everyday flow. Hope it helps. The worst had happened. Only positive changes ahead. Be patient. Hope it helps. ❤️
@@MarianoNoguera I really appreciate this, thank you. My love for him hasn't dimmed one iota. Now, when I feel a breeze on a beautiful day, I feel it is him embracing me. I'm all in. If I die before he comes around, I lived with him all along. Thank you for your awareness, that is inspiring. xoxoxox
@steve ronnie thank you so much, from my heart to yours......
Bec..of my dark night of the soul.6 months ago.I can't let any man get close..im half alive..I don't care about Romance..Im celibate..bec..of the abandonment of the D.M.its gonna take a while for me to believe in love again Any advice makes me wrap more in concrete..Im a double Taurus..can't trust love anymore
I cant live with or without you is the theme of this connection 😭
Oh yes this feels so accurate
I have been through the dark night of the soul...gosh I would rather have died. It was the most aweful experience, but and there is a BIG BUT...I am soo much better for it. I have healed in a way that could never have come through any therapy or external intervention. It has to happen internally and it has to be a personal choice to shift and change and heal from the inside out. And then continue to do the work. It's not over when the pain subsides, you need to step into your life and practice the new principles of being and that takes time. I have learned that the dark night of the soul is not a once off incident. It may be one or two or three tough emotional roller coaster rides but the work starts once you are aware of wrong beliefs and behaviours and you MUST know that you are going to face experiences to test your resolve and new being. If you make mistakes its ok and you will be given more chances to work out your story and changes. But stay focused and forgive yourself and move forward. Namaste
This is my second 'dark night' that I can remember and its excruciatingly the most hardest thing I've ever experienced. 5+ years on this journey of running and chasing and I very recently had my enough moment. I know it was tiggered by my recent kundalini awakening which is something extremely hard to navigate also. I've never cried so much in my life, I just feel so lost, sleeping so much, no energy, alone and stuck to where I am going. He lives down the road and around the corner and the thought of running into him atm scares the bugga out of me at times. I know I'll get through this with giving all of my love to myself 🙏
Holy shit... this explains a LOT about how I've been feeling about someone and I realized that all this stuff was surfacing and all my insecurities were coming to light and i had no idea that twin flames were a thing until today! Explains all the random crying lmaooo! And I've always felt like it had to happen and it's so cool to see that I'm not just crazy! This is something that happens to other people too! Wow!
I'm experiencing the random crying but I'm highly doubtful he's my twin flames still, its just weird experience. I'm planning to avoid him xD
So on point....I’ve been through the dark night more than once, even on my own, and frankly a couple times with my TF. It literally is the MOST intense experience I’ve had. I’ve literally sat in the dark, in my apartment in silence, crying and meditating and praying. But it’s true, there’s peace and hope in the midst of all this. And my family would just think I’m completely obsessed, and sometimes it wasn’t that. Sometimes I couldn’t control how I reacted. I’m definitely in a better place of peace, it’s been about 8 months now. We still have ebbs and flows, but not as many rocky moments as it was. Still separation, not a lot of communication recently, but I feel a shift coming. I’m staying hopeful. ❤️
Can't belive that we all experience same things, thank you so much for this, your work is so amazing, send you my love 🤗❤
Thank you! 🧡 So nice to listen to other peoples TF journeys, since it's not something most people around me understand, so not really anybody to talk to that gets me.
I'm still in separation/preparation with my twin, after 2,5 years. But really feels like the worst is over now. Divine timing. Union happens when its time, no rush. 😊🧡🙏
This! So much this! This explains everything me and my twin flame 1000%. Thank you so much for your videos.
Hands down one of the worst experiences in my life if not the worst. I can’t wait for this to be over
OMG! FELT EVERYTHING YOU SAID! IN NEARLY THE EXACT ORDER YOU SAID IT! YES! 👍🏽
Absolutely on point. I'm going through this right now. I'm in deep pain in my heart. I have to get my faith back to accept that I will survive it. Because I'm not sure we will ever be able to be in the same vibration and to reunite. I do absolutely pray that we will one day soon. I truly and deeply love him. And It's so unbelievable that people would comment on this video saying its women accepting and justifying bad behavior. If a person doesn't understand or accept what this concept is about, they shouldn't make a comment on this video in ignorance. We who do believe are here to comfort and support each other and dont need unsympathetic and ignorant comments or opinions. Thank you for sharing this, it is truly helpful and needed.
This video, amongst so many others that you've done, helps me IMMENSELY to sort through all this...stuff. Thank you so much for all your videos. 💞 💜
You’re so welcome! ❤️
Mine woke up and the energy is insanely high today!
Thank you so much Michelle for all your videos, been watching lots of them today and with quite a few tears too, but am feeling better now 😊
This is so spot on .. I find that the hardships and pain is very different from other relationships I had ( I also have a history of going from one person to another and most were really toxic and abusive) and kind of less painful cuz As much we would fight And have misunderstanding and trigger each others we kept coming back to eachothers I knew there’s something deeper here and how much he really loves me and I knew at some point we will be back on good terms , never for a moment did I think I wanna get rid of him forever .. like I would be thinking in previous Relationships .. here we both get hurt and confused but always keep trying to understand each others in the end and come back together stronger then ever
Beautifully explained. Thank you for your work. I believe I have a twin flame I have not met. I have gone through the dark night of the soul for about 3 years now. The last time it blew my heart Chakra wide open immediately after that I was getting messages that I was going to get married. I'm patiently waiting to see what brings us together. Right now I'm getting dreams of him and occasionally telepathic messages. It has been an extremely slow process. Thank you for explaining so eloquently!
you are amazing; i love your energy and smile
Wow thank you so much again for another great video everything resonated
Thank you so much for this! You literally changed my life. I needed this today. God bless you!
You’re so welcome!
This video is 2 years old. I've just found this today. I'm going through the dark night right now. Round two. I met my twin a year ago. I've never come across your channel before and when I found this video today, you looked familiar for some reason, and the title said the video could be useful for me right now, so I clicked. It's 100% relevant! Guess things find you when you need them.
Oh wow!
Thankyou for this love your explanation it is spot on just how it has been for me having met my tf he set off my spiritual awakening which then led to my dark night of the soul the pain is very real along with the purging I did wander what was going on at first
I went through dark nights of souls so many times ...dreams that caused me to feel deep anxiety ,i could literally feel my soul suffering 😭😭 and then there was this feeling of being so alone and terrible and i always woke up lookin for him ,like hes always connected and in my head .
It became so hard to get rid of him as if hes livin inside me and the more i try to get rid the more it caused me to suffer 😓
i just wanna mention how freaky it is that the picture at the right side at the back of michelle's room was the thumbnail of this twin flame meditation i always listened to but before i recognised where that picture was from, i thought it was from one of the murals in my childhood, how weird 👀
Thank you for sharing. I’m just coming out of the Dark night of Soul and it was a very emotional hard time physically and mentally.
You’re very welcome!
Awesome video.🌹
exactly this is going on, we had many arguments in the relationship, but we always ended up saying, that we cannot live without one another. My problems from the past and childhood (caused me being simply not confident and unhappy with myself, I simply was fleeing from them). I loved and love her deeply, but I see now that I was not ready, I have to evolve first and I am doing everything to overall become a better human. Pretty crazy, it came to me like a flash, I suddenly understood all my faults and what I have to change.
Thank you Michelle
Omg yesssss the abandonment issues we both need to heal. Same happened to me and I still didn’t know we were twin flames I knew we were in a special connection but I didn’t even know what twin flames were. It wasn’t until separation after living together for 6 years. Then came my dark night of the soul. It was the most painful thing I had to go through and I thought having two kids without an epidural was bad I would literally go outside in the middle of the night and scream and cry and I’d scream at God to please get him out of my heart and give me peace. My eyes just teared up remembering those lonely nights where you think you’re going to die. We are still in separation but I am in the stage of surrender and at peace while I continue to heal and I feel he’s right behind me we went through all the signs I love your videos because if there was one percent doubt he was my twin you have confirmed my journey thus far to a tee with my flame. Thank you I am binging on your videos. This tarot reader told me she didn’t think we were twins because a certain card didn’t come out in my reading. I argued with her because I Know he is and he knows he is he knew it even before I knew it. ❤️♍️♎️🔥🔥
Thank you so much
Those triggers and the staggering emotions and dark places I went. I had to disappear for moments. The processing and facing of these fears. I agree when you say the triggering wasn't all them... I am grateful to have gone through it.
you are my AHA moment....thank you
Awwwww! Thank you! :)
I'm going through this, dark night of the soul right now, its so intense
Had it twice already. Second one lasted 7 dats and I couldn’t even move from my bed, physical pain was so intense, I wanted to get up all the time and the weakness was huge and I’m always an energetic person, even at my age.
@@heather4089 I hade two also
The second one was so intense
It almost made me losse my mind
I'm so overwhelmed with him
Going through Dark Night, we were reconfirmed by a Tarot Advisor...I never felt as crazy about someone before.
I'm experiencing the same way. I get the same reading with every Tarot Advisor
I had this experience recently everything you just described. I sometimes doubt that I could be a twin flame but everytime I see them, talk to them, or see their name or a picture my heart chakra is activated. It’s like nothing I felt before except when I have felt close to God and the Holy Spirit. This started about a year ago but recently just got to the most intense part. On the past week I felt better like a release and a little bit normal again less anxious and worried. The other thing that happened so clearly and profoundly was I could feel
My twin flame hugging me when I’m as crying in the middle of the night. I felt is talking on the spiritual realm. And through dreams. I felt is comforting each other. That was the most profound thing I could feel in all this even in the pain or hardship. It is like an inner knowing. Ans peace even in the storm. And at the same time in all this experience I felt God talking to me and both of us and comforting us. It’s a hard and beautiful journey but opens us up to so much unconditional love of humanity and ourselves and really growing into the person God wants us to be and shining a light on our twin flame to grow into the person they are meant to be also. The telepathic communication was something I had never experienced until now. How indescribable. The funny thing is no one knows about this experience I am having exactly... people in my life know about this person but mostly that I have been praying for them a lot Ake caring about them. But I haven’t told anyone about feeling like they are my twin flame. And k haven’t told even my twin flame that I think they are my twin flame for various reasons one because I have already communicated with them through the 5d but other circumstances have made it so it is not possible right now.// I am hopeful there will be an opportunity or chance to share my experience with them... if they don’t think I’m crazy 😂 but again that is one of my fears about being vulnerable and worrying too much about what other people think. The funny thing is at least right now my twin flame and I are basically at acquaintance level of interaction. I am Hopeful for the future and not worried. Thanks for the video!
Thank you souch
You're very welcome! I hope it was helpful!
I went through the DNOTS last year. It was the most intense experience. My spirit guides woke me up every morning @3am for 9 months straight for intense conversations. I thought I was losing my mind. It unearthed all the traumatic experiences that were suppressed...anger, rejection, obsession, disappointment, worthlessness, betrayal. I have been in separation from my DM for 18 months. We've had no communication for 3 months. I've been focusing on starting my business and growing spiritually, but I still think of her daily. Not as much as before. Recently, the craziest thing happened while watching tv one night, I heard a voice say " I miss you". It startled me, because although I heard voices during the DNOTS phase, this voice was different. Immediately, my twin came to mind, but I'm not sure how I should react. Should I reach out to her or wait for her to contact me.
He is my Twin Flame. I know it as Split Aparts. I did check 14 box’s!!
From unrequited where I worked using my own fantasy. One day I wanted to be speed down mountain roads on a motorcycle and pictured him. The next picture he posted was him on a motorcycle. I got so heart hurt as many things went down, a lot.. my first dark night, when I could not take the pain, i went to cut cords, telling Krishna and the Angels that what ever the divine plan was it would have to wait till next incarnation and getting up from my chair to get the burning bowl... I was thrown back with him crying at my knees, don’t leave me yet, don’t leave me yet, don’t leave me yet and the phone rings... friend calls to tell me his mom just passed. next, out of unrequited love into unconditional love. I just let myself love him, regardless... until he suggested in a class to listen to Frank Sinatra...he would come in and I would giggle and wiggle. Then a few years later he brought someone with him... Arrogant, privileged and entitled...oh the fuck no... he just lost the privileged of coming in the causal planes. No 5th, he was incapable... i on the other hand had been working in the Angelic realm for years. I earned the merit to radiate Angelic Virtue... Catholic Dispensation of the Grace of God. once in a workshop, It was my turn to get up in front of the group and dance. The group, energetically was not harmonized, so I radiated Chamuel’s pink flame of Love and Wisdom to precede me. Of course he sees this energy as I radiate and he gets excited exclaiming to class do you see what she is doing? I chuckle inside (I have huge boundaries when physically near him). He then had the class push their hand against the wall. I stood there with my hand on the wall, raised eyebrow and crooked smile saying psychically “This is not a power you can steal, it is a power given by merit”. Once I no longer allowed him in, the next few times I was in a workshop with him, at first he was excited, breaking up with the woman he was with but continued to stay aloof and had his protection up that magnetize not interested or playboy. He is very very good looking, rooster type I usually put up with as the service the hens. All projection for him to hide. Digress, he then kept getting angry at me. The third time this happened, he acted like my dad. I had repairing dad relationship... Hey pop, WHAT DO YOU WANT? Nothing, I just wanted to say I love you. Took a year with Pop. At workshop I called to him, ignored, again I called, ignored with attitude, I called once again to trigger him and he was in my face with projection, I listened and said all I wanted to say was good morning, having to repeat it, twice. He stayed angry and as I walked away feeling hurt getting angry. That night on the full moon cords were cut. Detached Love... next incarnation and I was ok with that!! That was 4 years ago. Checked in by participating in two workshops... he was more gentle still aloof. So 20 years ago, I walked into his dance studio, I triggered him but he began messing with me... shape shift to crow picking my thoughts and using in the next class. Had visited mom, finding a pic of grandpa in straw hat (only man I really loved), he walked in with straw hat. 20 years of the list goes on. I am an accomplished shamanic healer and I enjoy my own company. When he first yelled at me in a class and a young woman ran out crying, I got worked up. And for two nights I Laid into him. I like to make an announcement... Again and again with things I would warn the community about, spiritual laws, Sorcery, etc. The Sunday dance I released the charge, not staying for closing circle until a woman grab my hand pulling me into circle. Next to me was Heather a young school teacher, once everyone settled in, Heather in her most excited voice said I would like to make an announcement... oh boy did he jump into a tirade and I just smiled. That night was the first time he doubled. Curious he was and not my first rodeo. I was expecting the usual senecio but the Goddess took us into her dominion, Bliss. Then we were in lifetime after lifetime of our joys. Upon waking, the last remembrance I had was him on my back as we laughed at dive bombing Atlantis, as I appeared as a very large bird. He never acknowledged. So after a week I went into nature and said it was ok, I was ready to know. I closed my eyes and a ultraviolet lens came down letting me know my vision would be one out of time and space belonging to infinity... I saw a cell begin to split. Expecting it to zygote, the two cells began drifting apart then polarize. I opened my eyes saying out loud “I’m so Fucked”. Polar opposites can not come together until both are whole otherwise they will repel each other.
He is now going through a quickening after his tower came down. The Angels made sure he felt and heard every ounce of my pain as I was giving the Angels a full on Fuck you for treating me as a marionette, splaying open my chest ripping open the scars surrounding my heart. Ultimatums, never again will I fell this way. Ordering Uriel to take this emotional charge away. Then I calmed down walked up to my room and then on the balcony, I turned to him. I KNOW YOU CAN HEAR ME FUCK FACE. HOW DARE YOU YRY TO GAS LIGHT ME. I really gave it to him but when my divine child crying said I thought you liked me, I thought you thought I was special in such a sad child voice, I turned and went to bed. My body shaking, he came in trying to sooth me and I shoed him away. Last session of workshop, he was crying apologizing say he would never ever make me feel that way ever again plus more. Then he went into anger with excuses. This threw me as I didn’t trust his words after the excuses began. Although in retrospect, third party lied to him about me and his anger was real. So now we are both in dark night. This is what I wrote: I dedicate this writing to Sister Mary Marsha, a trusted mentor within the 9 years of our apprenticeship with the Sisterhood of the Shields. She wished to put me into a cottage at the end of the world with just a pen and paper. A time before internet where computer courses consisted of flow charts and cardboard to be tabbed.
The Dark Night of My Soul
They found my soul content,
Sitting at the edge of a river bank.
Constructed within the roots,
Ancient trees canopied my nature.
I was not ready or willing
Held to watch
My Respite invaded by Angels.
Pulled through the Sun
Sacrificed to Fire
Leaving a flicker
Animating a Heart raw and unopened.
Upon awakening, opened eyes,
I search for a distant memory
Holding the contentment
I once knew
A long gone sacrifice made
At the rivers edge.
I now touch upon a cord
Of disjointed lifetimes
streaming eternity.
Fragile filaments
Soothed by Angels.
A heart once attended by a flicker
Held the brilliance of the Sun.
Acts of beauty created as a reminder.
My heart was struck by lightning
Opening wounds,
shattering content.
A brother A father A friend.
The silenced echo of An unexpressed Love expressed.
The Angels hold the eyelids of my shattered Heart open
With toothpicks they call Hope.
My lids now becoming pierced
seeking what was sacrifice
At the rivers edge.
The canopy now shadows
A river filled by the tears of God.
And once again
Surrounded by Angels in a roll call
try to sooth me.
And all I can do
Is scream they remove the toothpicks.
My cross to bare as the world changes.
A call to be present
A call to action
A call for stillness
I wonder if I can hold
The strength to endure.
A design placed upon my nature.
My pity party invited
By Death Mother and Crazy Women At the doorsteps of Nirvana.
I am pounding at the door,
Let me in, Let me in,
Tin heart in hand.
If you feel compelled to comment,
Then do so with humor. As fear and anger won’t jump start a dead Will. It is the depth of humor needed to enliven a Will beseeched on all sides by souls committed, holding on to the pain of the past and of separation even as we continue to receive the prevailing call to bring us back into Cherished Union melting tin hearts continuing to expose our Divinity in the mirrors we are.
Wow, sister, Magnificent Creator, I am blown away by your gift. Thank you for pouring yourself out here. Reading your words was outrageously healing, like flying through a Furnace on a golden hand......... And I needed that today. A gift of Furnace, that's what you are! I don't do any of the practices you do, my background is Christian mysticism. Doesn't matter, God, Goddess, The living Word is the living Word. Bless you! Tell me, where else do you share your writings? Your healing powrtry ? ... Blessings..... xoxoxo
I’ve totally experienced dark night of the soul with my TF; for a while last year we triggered the worst in each other but also felt safe because we have each other as moral support. Luckily this turmoil wasn’t too much for me the two years leading up to meeting my TF was hell so I’ve got enough practice. 😂 Right now I’m at the stage of not having to contact him but knowing he’s always here with me.
Hello Michelle! I remember that at some point, you mentioned that the dark night of the soul happens again closer to reunion. I'd love to hear more about that... according to the different "symptoms", I'm into metamorphosis phase but suddenly, it feels like the dark night is starting again 😳. I'd like to understand better that sudden return of the dark night, the purpose and a description of what is happening to me again.
Thank you! 🙏❤
I just had my epiphany watching your video. Thank you.
Yes I can relate
I can’t believe this is real because this is really hurtful. He says one thing and when we are together it’s a great connection.
I’m also a text book n probably a rare type where story hinges on gory incidents n even tragic circumstances
If he REALLY loves you, he WOULD NOT run AWAY from you!
Before you say that I don't understand the twin flame concept, YES I DO!
I AM a twin flame. But there comes a time when one has to FACE THE REALIZATION that if your twin flame would rather be with anyone and/or everyone BUT YOU, you need to RESPECT YOURSELF enough to let them go, and don't look back. ...No matter how much you constantly think about them, or regardless of the 5D telepathy. You DESERVE to be loved CORRECTLY and treated with RESPECT. That respect and love needs to start with YOU, loving and respecting YOURSELF enough to NOT to put up with their BS!
Agreed. However, I'm seeing divine masculines in couples I've coached come back recently now that they're awake.
@@MichelleFondinAuthor Divine Feminines are just that. We are fearfully and wonderfully made by the creator. And we are worthy of being loved correctly the FIRST time. Otherwise, the masculine is subjecting and setting us up for peptide addiction, which is worse than a heroin addiction, caused by narcissistic abuse by their 'hot and cold' behavior, or 'love bomb, devalue, discard, hoover' tactics. Twin flame or not, that is not acceptable. Again, we are worthy of being loved correctly the first time.
If the DM feels the need 'to go find himself', which we all know that is just candy coated BS for go be with someone else, then he can indeed just go 'fffffffffind' himself then.
Life is too short to spend it pining on someone that runs away from you. Recognize your own worth, and treat yourself accordingly.
If you don't treat yourself with love and respect, you can't expect anyone else to either. Being a twin flame should NOT be an excuse to give or allowing ourselves to be subjected to repeated cycles of narcissistic abuse.
Sorry you’ve had such a negative experience. Not all twin flames have had such negative experiences.
@@MichelleFondinAuthor I am glad for those who have not. And though my twin flame journey has indeed been a mighty painful one, I have learned to GIVE MYSELF the love and respect that I do deserve, and NOT to allow myself to be treated badly or like a doormat by others. ...Twin flame or otherwise. It was indeed a much needed lesson to be learned. Now if I can save SOMEONE ELSE from dealing with the same pain I've gone through, then something GOOD has come out of my experience.
I don’t know what my twin flame is going through or experiencing at the same time as me... at least I hope I am not mistaken in all this! Only time will tell 😊 thanks for the video
Thank you
It's been one hella hella of a ride shits crazy but i just learned to let go so its only the beginning. Peace to the Gods on Earth 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚
I have met my twin flame. I have been through this dark night phase. It's the worst thing ever. I wanted to die. I'm coming through it now. I work with him and I think it is just not over. I knew the moment we met that we connected. It's complicated.
This is gonna be long, but I would appreciate anyone listening to my story. -I'm 17 years old and my twin flame is 15, I've known him since I was very young but was never very good friends with him. I always felt really good about him in a way I could never describe and felt this warm light on my chest when I thought of him. Back in February this year I was at a place where I felt this very specific knowing that I really craved a certain type of person in my life, and there was a lot of crying and catharsis about that. A couple days after that, he started messaging me about school, because I had been missing school a lot, so it became this flirtatious game of him telling me what to do and I was really into that. Pretty soon I realized that he was the one I had been looking for, but I didn't know what to do about it and I was feeling helpless. He was who I had wanted, but he has cut himself several times and has an addiction to marijuana. One day I was at school and I saw that he was back to dating his (karmic) best friend who had been dating on and of for years, and it broke my heart. Even worse, she started messaging me on social media and being very condescending and mean. The next day my twin flame tried to talk to me but it escalated into this horrible argument which ended with him leaving me outside in the pouring rain, holding the hand of his karmic. I can't describe how I felt in that moment, but it was the worst I've ever felt before and I was close to suicidal. My brother went up to my twin flame a week or so later and told him "it seems like Valentyna's been pretty upset lately," so he messaged me on Instagram saying that he was sorry for everything but that he had never had feelings for me. This was what ultimately triggered the dark night of the soul for me. I felt like my reality had been a lie It was the very worst pain I've ever been in and the most hopeless I've ever felt. I couldn't eat and lost a bunch of weight. I had physical pain in my heart to the point where I felt like evil spirits were consuming me. I had these terrible nightmares about death that felt like the most sinister ideas ever. He eventually saw my response that I had sent to him saying that "I don't know what my purpose is at this point," and that " I guess I was just one of your projects," and he was absolutely livid that I would say that to him, and he added to it even more by cussing at me a bunch and saying that he had "barely even talked to me,". This was the point that I started frantically looking for answers and found out a lot more about twin flames. I found out about how codependent I really was and how it was related to my mom and how she treated me growing up and I noticed how my twin flame was mirroring me and how this entire reality is a mirror more than ever before. The next time I saw him was in the counselor's office, and he said he was sorry and sounded very sincere. I entered a phase in which I would go back and forth between feeling incredibly desperate and feeling enlightened. I got a lot of very low states because of how bad my reputation was among his friends. I had been friends with his (karmic) girlfriend and felt awful that she had said "never contact me again" and blocked me on Instagram. I felt like everyone hated me. Eventually I was at school one day and he stared and me a couple of times even though he was with his girlfriend, but the demons returned again even worse than before. I had been talking to a psychic and although I'm pretty sure she has some pretty impressive abilities, she was a bit sinister herself and stopped working with me because I messed up her PayPal account trying to frantically pay with my dad's credit card. I was indescribably desperate, hopless, and had an indescribable amount of rage. My psychic had abandoned me, my dad was incredibly angry with me for taking his money and I had no idea how to improve my twin flame situation. I cried and cried . Finally, I was watching a Teal Swan video about demons and how to get rid of them, and I heard her say that the solution was to focus on thoughts that feel good to think. I had of course heard this many times before, but I tried it and felt the pain in my chest disappear. This was the first time I truly believed in the law of attraction, because of how I had experienced it for myself. I realized that I had been forgetting to live life and follow my joy. Since then I've been on a vacation with my dad and brother and I definitely don't feel great, but I'm educating myself on how to deal with this. I feel fairly confident now that he is my twin flame because of what I've learned about twin flames so far, and I'm working on my healing using the completion process by Teal Swan. I've also realized that focusing one what your want attracts more things to want, but focusing on what you have that you love will attract more things that you love. The light is the truth because it has a source while darkness has no source. I see now that if he really didn't care about me he would have acted like he liked me for that long, he wouldn't have stared at me whole he was with his girlfriend, and he wouldn't have talked about me to all his friends and my brother.
You are young to be going through all this, and your self-awareness is growing at a very fast rate. You are already turning within and finding answers, and also finding good teachers. That is amazing. If he is your TF then he is already WITHIN you, so love him there every day. Let LOVE burn through all sense of rejection, and all blame. Take good care of your body and yourself. Say 'thank you'. for tiny things, like how beautifully you breathe. You survived a huge Tower process (Tarot reference), if you can somehow love him within yourself instead of so much outside yourself, all is well. And if possible send blessings to his friends and people who judge you and who are really just shadows of your own fears. They aren't real people, they're just shadows. Love them, and walk away..... Blessings! xoxoxo
We bring the worst out in each other. She triggers things that are totally painful. And I also apologize to her my reactions. She still has a lot of work to do. As do I.
This video was extremely personal and helpful. Are you available sometime for a private reading?
Yes. Email me at michellefondinauthor@gmail.com
I’m convinced I had mine at the start, after he ran. I knew as soon as I met him what my wounds were and I had to fix them... it took time for me to align with my higher self.
I always felt my twin was a better person than me in many ways... but he wasn’t as caring
If he’s going through his now... I can feel it... I might be wrong... but I’m ok and I’ve healed... the only thing I can’t stop or block is external bad behaviour. I get triggered, but transcend almost instantly
I wish I could take his darkness away
But it will make him feel better once he has got through it. When I look back over the last twelve months... nothing that’s happened makes me upset... tears fall bc I don’t fully understand how he feels atm
I was always aware of my baggage... abandonment issues... jealousy and pretence
I knew... I knew people could see it, I never thought I was hoodwinking anybody... but I just knew that if I was loving people through it... I could keep it at bay.
Sweep it under the proverbial rug 😂
My kids were too young for me to pick the scabs off completely... I was too focused on them and getting through each day, week, occasion etc
Whenever I freely purged in the past... I ruined it by going around the houses.
I had two lovely therapists
One I talked about my past with and one wanted to... but I was looking for a quick fix to transcend pain.
I always knew my worth in my higher self ... but my ego was calling the shots 😂
If I see my twin alone... I marvel at him
If I see him next to a woman... I laugh
If I dream of him... I feel lost
If I think about him kissing or being intimate with somebody else... I feel sick.
What am I expecting him to be a virgin or for me to have been his first love? Ha
Not realistic
How dare I even wish that... when I’ve been married twice to narcissists who I never gave up on until they did.
I was never any good in relationships
To many issues... but I knew where I thought my bread was buttered and I lived in Hope. False hope and misplaced belief.
I saw a photo of my twin recently and I felt so peaceful; but cried
He’s so beautiful to me
I visualised throwing my arms around him at the precise moment
He looked so fragile... yet he looks strong
He’s changed so much and his hair has grown so much... I just thought... he must be ok... he’s growing his hair and nobody is making him cut it.
I couldn’t bare the thought of him being controlled, driven about, not having somebody get up with him in the night... and yet those are the things I think I need and I love them. I love a man who is wiser to reign
Me in... I get too excited 😆
I want to be looked after
I want to look after too
An equal exchange of what we need as individuals and the other accepting that role and also open to it reversing now and then.
When I used to cry at the start, I would say
He wouldn’t do this if he loved me, this is cruel, I must be wrong.
But he’s not like any other run of the mill man.
He’s special
I’m ready for him
I don’t know where he’s at towards union
I’ve got other stuff going on
It’s seems I’m
Alone in my struggles of life, kids, finances etc
But how do I cope with it so well
The three
What if upon separation your twin flame goes immediately to another relationship? Do they go to them to try to mask their emotions and not face them and deal with them the way we the Df have to because they abandon us?
Is it possible to go through the dark night of the soul twice? It started 7 years ago when I met my twin but i am going through it again or coming out of it now.
Yes. It is possible.
I cried for 14 weeks after he left me. Could not eat, sleep, watch tv… nothing! Awful period.
Anyone else experience this after minimal experiences with said person? It just really hit me the 4th interaction, maybe that's not a tf
Nope, I don't believe anymore in negative predictions or negativity. I will be more positive and optimistic. 8 won't give up on him, and I am sure we will be together. I will follow only my heart, nobody else.
Nice! Sending you blessings xoxoxo
I had the same fear amogst so much.. but It has legit only been 3 weeks and I don't feel i am the same person I was even a month ago... I am fully aware of what happened... but I guess my biggest fear is that my DM will not see the light that I saw... BUT i know that is fear only.. not love.. It's almost like I have to stay in a constant state of meditation that I think I struggle with.
ahaha, I was fr thinking, I just like to hear my angel agree and show me Im not crazy. I should ask for a sign that she's my twin flame...again...not even 0.5 seconds later you say Genesis...which is her name. im sure they're getting tired of showing me signs but idk it just makes me happy every time I get one
O My u said it true. At first when i watch him singing that unforgetable song i enjoy listening the intro coz this song is familiar to me but when i look at his eyes O My God it penetrates inside Him then i was amaze whyi knew this person inside him so deep i almost forgot that im listening my eyes traveling inside him like a circuit then started of opening my heart i felt therrs something went out and travel goes to him i was shock. Then i started crying like a todler sitting down the floor crying so hard and i dont know why i told myself maybe im carried away by the song but its not i cried continuesly almost one hour and i cant breath.and thers a big WHY WHAT IS THIS i nevr experiencd this in my intire life. It started my whole day change then he pop up 24/7 realy strange i google but im not satisfied becoz all answered was twin flame what is this? then i felt i want to hug him w/o reason feeling of i must be with him yeah even just sit closer to him and nothing to do realy feeling of home i dont know why. and all u said i felt that and more so painful and a lot more if i can explain in my own language realy out of the world OMG
Can someone help me? I'm going through it. I'm alone and I don't understand any of it. I'm so scared. I have no clue or understanding of this. All I know is this started to happen once I felt the calm feeling with someone I was seeing. It was like holding heaven. No judgements. No nothing. Just calm. Love. Pure love. My walls came down. I freaked out afterwards and pushed him away. We are friends. But he ran to be with someone else. And since I've pushed him away I'm fighting all this intense feelings. At first it was like being alone in this world and then it progressed to every single fear, trauma, pain. It all. Did I meet my twin?
I know this is an old video you have done but I feel like my situation with my TF is verrrry different from others. Maybe it’s because during the “honeymoon” phase we got engaged really early and then married. I almost wonder if we weren’t engaged so soon, would she run earlier. We have been together for 7 years and then she “ran”. We’re a same sex couple and it’s always a joke the lesbians “UHAUL” their relationships. I honestly never come across TF stuff until a year into our relationship. I’ve only come across the “runner/chaser dynamic” and the Dark Night when I finally experienced it. She told me that this is something she feels like she has to do and she doesn’t know how long it’s going to take. There’s obviously more to the story but out of respect to her I’ll leave it at that. I just know when she left it felt like my soul was ripping and shaking within myself. I have loved and lost relationships in the past. I’ve had people I cared about pass away. This...is something I have never ever experienced in my life. Like it was like literal darkness surrounding me. My heart buuuuurned in my chest and it legit felt like I was going to die. Like I was backed against a wall and all I could do was move forward, because I had no choice. And then all this past stuff just came up one after one..all these insecurities, things I thought I made piece with but, there were so many other things attached to it. My point is..I’m hearing stories of Twins that meet and then separate. Not many that have been together for awhile then go through separation. But I remember the searching, divine timing, the meeting, the activation. The words “your gonna marry this girl” even though I didn’t believe in marriage at the time. The Dark Night really brings those doubts and insecurities to the forefront.
Is it normal to be triggered almost immediately? 😓I am SO in love with this guy.. already.. I ran from him for three years and finally decided to meet him in person and give him a chance. It went better than either of us could possibly imagine. It was absolutely magically and we said “I love you” right away. There was that immediate sense of knowing, of remembrance, of recognition the second I looked into his eyes. I couldn’t look away and then all night I would just stare into his eyes like a damn weirdo lmao but we would just look at eachother.. forever. Not saying a word. But still somehow communicating?? I know, it sounds god damn insane lol and I can’t even describe the other things that happened. Or what led up to all of this. It’s all just so insane. All of it. BUT I’ve immediately started getting triggered 😓 he works a job where at the most, we can only see eachother for two days every two weeks. We’re also long distance. So right off the bat, it’s been difficult. And so much stuff is coming up for me.. I’ve cried probably 10 times and we’ve only met once lol and it’s that deep, soul crushing cry.. there have only been a few times I felt this deep, pit in my stomach, release? Purge? That’s the best way I can describe it. This is all just so intense, overwhelming and I really just want to run 😓 I’m supposed to drive a state over to go see him next weekend.. and the closer it gets, the more scared I get. I’ve been sooo excited and having been telling him I can’t wait to see him, wish i could be there already.. and now it’s all turning on me 😓 I’m getting so sad. And anxious. And he doesn’t know his father.. and I feel like I’ll be abandoning him if I already decide to cut this off. This journey, whether he’s my twin or not, is SO confusing and painful and it just started 😭 I was so secure in myself.. haven’t dated in 5 years and have been totally loving myself so much.. this just threw a huge curveball right at me. I thought I was healed.. I thought nothing else could possibly come up. Boy was I so wrong..
Sorry for the long comment lol I think I just want to get my thought out there because I’m so damn confused 🙃🙃🙃
I have been through it..no fun
Can someone have an authentic twin flame relationship that is based on a lie? For example if my ex partner is seeing my old friend and Fallin in love with her even know she's my ex is still seeing me.
Can you make a video about the difference between twin flame and soulmate i mean it's so similar especially for those who didn't have any romantic relationship before...Thanks
It's in my playlist. :)
czcams.com/video/3gxR35cHuTE/video.html There are actually 2 parts and two videos. They are linked.
When I met him I was suffering with severe ptsd. My mother had just died and I was facing severe sexual trauma from a past relationship. I kept it contained when I saw him - we didn’t talk about serious issues, we just had fun. He was my silver lining, I always said. But yeah, I couldn’t handle how good it was in contrast to everything else that was going on. I pushed him away, I was dating other people, he came back, colours were brighter... but I had constant anxiety for 2 weeks, thinking I’m not good enough for this man-especially in the state I was in. He’s 18 years older than me as well, with 3 kids. I was like no. So I told him I wanted a relationship, he said sorry I only want casual, and then I unleashed the fucking kraken on him. I called him a dirty old man, I wouldn’t stop texting him, he blocked me... I was devastated. Completely fucked by my own behaviour. I felt like I was kicking white fang away or something. Like the great redemption story of my life, my deep love for this soul, wasn’t accessible, I wasn’t ready for it, I wasn’t deserving of it. I ended up going through a dark night of the soul, which was hooooooorific, I let go of old traumas, purged a lot on ayahuasca, still had so much anger towards him, sent him even more angry messages, and now I am awake and I’m like wtf did I just dooooooooo. Sabotage to the nth degreee.......... likkkkkeeeeeee...... there’s no going back. He’ll never speak to me again. I sent him an apology message but I wasn’t ready to see block again, so I deactivated the account. I’m obsessed with a man that I know I am not even ready to be with. It’s insane.
Even just reading that, I’m like. You’re fucking nuts.
Is it possible to be in DNS for decades, but not knowing what caused it.
Omg this is so painful.....this really sucks....like im damn near catatonic after our triggering...I DO NOT like this horrible feeling
Hello to the dear twin flames who feels like you are crazy and making this up. You are not alone, i am currently experiencing it right now too. You are going through a crisis challenge. I am actually feeling nuts while writing this if the telepathy is real with my twin. You have a lots of telepathy with everyone in the twin flame journey. That's part of your psychic abilities becoming heightend.. its completely normal to have that, your twin flame will act like they are not into you, like you are not even existing, and they will block you because you trigger them. Yes, I know this connection can make you feel mentally I'll. This journey is not fun and la-la-land for the chasers when challenges occur. You will doubt that if this person is truly a twin flame in the early stages when you are awakening for the first time. You will see your twin flame relatives names, not just your twin flames name. Get ready for a roller coaster ride! This will trigger your spirtual awakenings and spirtual gifts. Synchronicitys appear everywhere you go. The best advice to give you is surrendering to your twin flame if it's getting out of hand. And meditating. There is a highest chance that you are a twin flame if you question your soul connection, if you are really twin souls. Yes, don't get me wrong but I think twin flames can have personality disorders, I think it's a myth that people who have certain mental illnesses are not a twin flame and a false twin flame. I'm a sadist and I have a twin flame, I love my twin flame unconditionally. I would never harm my twin flame or manipulate them. You're a twin flame if you have experienced the concept of twin flames with somebody. You have heightend intuition with other people, not just your twin flame upon meeting them. I hope this made you feel better if you're having doubts of this twin flame journey. If you are having doubts that your twin flame is a false twin flame or a different soul connection, please follow your heart and intuition. One of the twin flame ascension is your vision will change, you will see flashes. And you will hear voices in your head, yeah it sounds like a some sort of mental illness, Its just part of the twin flame thing. Welcome to the club if you have met your twin flame!
I cant sleep i keep thinking why why he did dis to me why me death is better than being so unworthy even tho i never did wrong to him he brokeup saying no reason for breakup i keep crying m so bad i cant even sleep is it d same
A karmic and a Twin seem so much alike...
it’s slightly confusing at times...
So if i have a worst fear of losing my child to death will that happen ? I hope not i pray not !!!
The only things I disagree about with this video is the idea that your fears/insecurities should be transcended. I believe that they need our unconditional presence and love.
Valentyna Belofsky Yes! That’s the comment of a Goddess ❤️
oh yes...... hidden behind our fearful child is our golden child........ xoxoxo
Transcendence means it has no hold over you. At all. You'll see once you get there. It's beautiful.
I’m really confused 🤷🏻♀️, the person I think that my twin is not a match wit me whatsoever based on my zodiac sign, is that possible??? Help me if anyone has any opinion 🙏🏻
Buyanaa Bold In a TF connection there is no thinking involved. Only knowing. Hope it helps ❤️
Florida Girl 1216 well he is Aries and Iam Capricorn, based on astrology match we are not a good fit 😬, well we definitely did falling in love, I thought he was wonderful. Then chaser runner face started, then my dark night of my soul started then my kundalini arised, so I’m thinking this creepy runner guy might be my twin, since he is on my mind since then 😬
I'm curious how brahmacharya and semen retention has an effect on this
I hate my twin flame to be honest. I feel totally trapped by him. And I wish he would just go crawl into an alcoholic womanizing hole he crawled out of. I have been working on these for months and he's just twirling along numbing out. I want to move on from this and into a relationship with me and God. I don't care if I never get with another man again, I would rather that than this loser. You talk about it like it's a few tears and a psychologist meeting. It's hell. I'm the worst parent right now and I'm losing my job and mind. It's the absolutely worst ever
Michelle can I ask your email add iam aries bec iam watch your video please