My Break Up With a Narcissist | 1 Candid Month of Processing
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- čas přidán 28. 08. 2024
- Sharing vulnerable moments of going through a break up and processing all of my thoughts and feelings through the first month. I’m typically a very cheerful and giggly woman even through my pain, and I will still smile. I finished editing this a few weeks ago and was hesitant to share, but I know this will help others to see that they’re not alone and that there’s so much mercy, self reflection, growth and love to experience even in these tough moments. I want women to know that their pain, anger, depression and anything else you feel after being done wrong, is valid, and that you don’t have to stay silent. There are safe spaces for you to speak the truth, and maybe this will be a catalyst for some to do the same, even if it’s messy, even if it’s wild. Trauma is not supposed to be clean and organized.
I will be back with a part two of the second month, because of course my reflections have grown even deeper, and I’ve learned so much more since that month has past. I cant wait to share what ive leafned about myself through this all as well.
Share with me how you feel, if you resonate, your story, anything. My comments are for nothing but love, transparency and community support. ❤️
I’ll also be sharing more detailed and educational videos on
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where you can also find lots of editing tutorials and articles on creativity as well.
Thank you. Love you 🌸
Honestly I think you became too real for him… a lot of times beautiful women who exist as art enchants people. And they project a fantasy onto you and place you on a pedestal-but when you become a real person with feelings, thoughts, needs wants- you are kicked off that pedestal and it’s such a long drop.
Little do they know you can fly.
So much love and peace be with you as you learn to soar again. ❤️❤️
So beautifully said and so true 🥹❤️
@@GazelleMonet I’m glad it reached you 💕
@@GazelleMonet also! Omgggg I just heard your voice! Woman! You are EVERYTHING! I thought you were humming along to someone else music whole time you the music! And just freestyled that?!
Fuck that man FR 😭😂
@@Divamuseicon 😂😂😂😂 I love singing lol thank youuuu ❤️❤️
@@GazelleMonet Always!
He wanted to stay friends for the same reason he won't ever give you closure: they never want to let you go. In fact, he's probably watching this -- narcissists find joy in others' pain. Seeing how the breakup torments you gives him a perverse sense of power and control. He wants to maintain access to you because narcs are weak and they need people. He wants to feel like he can always double back when he needs you. It's good you documented what happened. The art you make from this experience will not only hold him accountable, it will comfort others who are learning with you. 🌹
✨Feel it. Heal it. Breathe it. Free it.✨
THIS 👏🏽
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YES this sounds like an avoidant attachment style situation. He may seem cool, calm and collected and he may think that he can regulate his emotions, but that’s because he’s not feeling any of his emotions. Seems like he’s dismissing and stonewalling you and acting like you’re crazy for feeling yours.
You always post the rawest sh** and I love you for that. 👏 👏 👏
Yeah. My man had an avoidant attachment style for the first 4 years of our relationship and I mistook that for Narcissism.
But the truth is, he doesn't try to control me, doesn't abuse me, doesn't take away any of my freedoms or liberties like real NARCS do. And I am an anxious attachment so it's not an easy mix.
Yes, there’s an extreme difference. Thank you for sharing your point of view.
I’m so disappointed in him but because of him I found you a real poet and creative ❤
Was just thinking the same thing!!!!
“Jah!”
Stfu 🗣️😂😂😂
Thanks for your vulnerability❤️
😂😂😂
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😭
For REALLLL
That's the thing about a covert narcissist ex - you can never get closure from them. You have to give it to yourself. Sending love and light yo you girl-you've got this!
Thank you for this. I needed to read this.
I waited so long for closure. Wanted him to prove me wrong & show that he truly cared & that never happened.
Blocked that number & I’ve been smiling ever since
Exactly. We have always had the power and the love. We gave it away under the guise that love is something outside of us.
One thing i learned after walking away from a toxic relationship is that distance is key! Staying away from that person and confronting these feelings that we tend to hide from really is the start to healing. You’re able to focus on yourself and what you learned from the situation (and see things more clearly). The moment your heart no longer yearn for that toxicity or person is the most liberating thing! Suggestion: Ask the Lord to show you more of who you truly are and other traumas that you may need cleansing from . It helped me so much on my healing journey! & Remember Jesus loves you ❤️
As I keep watching the video I realize how the majority of narcissists are the same people, same energy, in different bodies. Holy moly. Thank you for telling your story, as I feel I can relate to you.
You are so graceful even in your sadness, confusion and pain. You set such an exemplary example of what a wild and free woman truly is. Thank you for your vulnerability and sharing your story, many of us can relate and you’re helping so many through the same storm by just showing up as yourself, raw and untamed. ❤ praying for you everyday girlie.
That text thread was so disturbing, i was in shock reading that I’m sorry
Where is the text thread?! I’m shook about this bc I liked him but she’s so real for this
its in the video….
He was completely trying to crush her femininity in that text thread, it angered me
not to drag her down or anything, ive dealt with a controlling narc as well, and im not talking anything he did good but the pictures were kind of sensual and personally i dont think its really appropriate to post pictures like that when in a relationship.....
@JustMe-vs1kj I disagree, there can be a very big difference between someone's intention behind taking & posting a photo and others' perception of that photo, and actually other people's perceptions of a photo is their own business & shouldn't be projected onto the creator. There is also a very big difference between an intention of expressing sensual feminity from a place from within & an intention of coming across as sexual to gain others/men's attention. For me they are two very different things
It's the way they take and take and take...and to take from your creativity too. It's personal.
The entitlement is insane.
I can’t stand him anymore. Thank you for opening our eyes 🙏🏽
You graduated....He came to teach a major lesson. Feel everything and get back to you. You are divinely guided amazing being.
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It’s so crazy how you can only see one side of the story n how ppl can preach to the masses guiding others to being better ppl but still not healed nor are putting the full work in themselves to see this video is just clarity about not praising just anyone for who we think they are in front of the camera. I’m currently going thru a breakup n ur attitude resilience n vulnerability is helping so much thank you! Keep shining ✨
Little by little, day by day 🌱🌿🌷💐
Get your justice… I feel you, firsthand. It’ll hurt him worse if you starve him of your energy though. This is feeding his ego… narcissists are vampires to good or bad attention. We know who he is, and if you’ve ever been involved and attempted to heal from a narcissist you can recognize the “look” on his face. You are clearly the star here, I want to see you channel this pain into something only you can benefit from. ❤❤ with love!
I genuinely don’t care how he feels about any of this, I’m sharing for myself and to help other women, and will continue to talk about it. My process of healing is for me, I benefit from it and him being who he is doesn’t take anything away from me. ❤️
I pray that Jesus will heal you❤
The song is actually fire!! So excited for your to be in this limitless creative space! You’re free!!! 🎉🎉🎉
I’m really young and experiencing my first break up as I type this with tears in my eyes. And I find much comfort in this video because of how raw and uncut it is. And it’s just showing me how important it is to not run away from this pain and confusion I am feeling
It’s been about 2 years since I was in a relationship like this and it gets so much better especially when you look at them for what they are…a lesson. Some are lessons and some are blessings and it’s unfortunate to think our lessons are somewhere out there traumatizing some other poor woman. Im always so proud to see other women make it through the aftermath of these situations m, it’s not easy, and I pray you find your blessing when you’re ready. Sending you love and healing! You deserve it💓💓💓
OMG, I always prayed for a man like brother hindz and the connection you shown us. I am so shocked.
I am so sorry for your experience and pray for your healing and freedom. Your so beautiful inside out 🕊️
We may have to reevaluate some of our prayers 😵💫
@@GazelleMonetoh yeah we should. I don’t know what happend exactly but a lot you shared sounds like my ex relationship. I am SO glad you got out this „early“ eventhough you been with him for years. You know what they say: man that thrive for success mostly likely lack kindness and respect in their home as an statistic. And I though, naaaaah man like brother hindz raising the bar 🤣
May be it’s less success and more kindness, respect, honesty and an open heart in a man. I hope you enjoy flying free in Mexico 🕊️🫶🏾
@sakinaalyna so perfectly said sis! Thank you so much! ❤️
This is so unfortunate but I don’t put it past anyone nowadays. There are so many fakes and charlatans in the spiritual community - it’s just a costume people wear
“If he don’t wanna be kept don’t keep him.”
This is so beautifully put, I’m like 6 months broken up from my 9 month relationship and still struggling from the things he did to me and the codepedant mistakes I made to try and keep him with me. I betrayed my body for him. This is helping heal that part of me I was when I was with him and that’s beautiful, thank you💗
Crying at "Hummm, Im choosing peace." headass lol. Ive never subscribed to his channel because it felt phony to me. But because of this, i found you and im so grateful. Youre so authentic and have been helping me through a similar experience. I was in a narc relationship with a guy who only fetished me and didnt realize how the hell I even got there because my intuition said "no" from the beginning. Wishing you peace and healing
We always say no in the beginning 😭 same
We gotta learn our lesson this time around and listen to our intuition the first time it says no 😭😵💫
🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽💗💗💗‼️‼️‼️
You are beautiful, and I’m not just referring to the physical. God bless you. I pray you continue to heal.
@thekingjamesversion thank you ❤️🩹✨
Thank you for sharing this. A lot of us can relate, unfortunately
One thing I learned from my experience romantically from a narcissist and having a father as one is the importance of developing healthy detachment habits and boundaries. I definitely resonate with your process but I am glad that you found your strength, courage and voice. You deserve all of the love and peace you give. This entire video is everything. You are love, you are light. So proud of you ❤
Oh beautiful soul... I went through this 3 years ago now. You’re understanding of the processing emotionally, psychologically, and physically is what will continue to get you through. You are wise and beautiful beyond 3D comprehension. There was a purpose for this so trust it as I’m sure you are aware. No need to retaliate. Karma always finds a way. People like this never get away with it... even if it takes years to catch up, they can keep accumulating debt
Narcissists choose strong women to break because it gives them a bigger rush to conquer something enormous like a strong woman. It wouldn’t be a game to him if you weren’t who you are 🖤 find yourself and remain there
You’re such a beautiful and graceful soul. I resonate with this deeply and my heart breaks for you…You are a light and deserve the world💜 We love you so much angel, keep healing and resting and coming back to yourself. We are here for you🌸
Small info: Dismissive avoidants have little to no desire to control their partner. But Narcissists (covert or overt) want partners they believe are good reflections on them. They want to exercise control over their partners in a variety of ways; these might include what partners wear, how partners speak, who partners see, and so on. .. Those with a dismissive avoidant attachment style may have no desire for close relationships or actively avoid them due to past trauma. Another difference: "Narcissists thrive on praise from others and often self-praise. As a dismissive-avoidant person, I am uncomfortable with praise. To me, it's a sign of someone trying to bond with me, and I am inherently suspicious of their motives. I don't want nor require relationships and praise, I prefer solitude."
So grateful that you are gifting us with your honesty and your experience 💚💖💚💖💚
Thank you for sharing. I have been in a few situations like this where the other person was interested but not reciprocating and acting like they were "chill" but really they were shutdown and not allowing themselves to feel their feelings and did not allow themselves to be vulnerable in their relationships. The hardest part is accepting that they are not for you and making a decision to leave and keeping those boundaries because deep down you want to love them and you have compassion for them but they refuse to accept your love. It sucks because the inner child in you wants to love their inner child because you can see they are wounded but if they do not accept you then its never going to work. I also struggle with rumination and want to give them another chance but if they cannot meet your needs then the relationship is one-sided and it will drain you and you will grow resentful and you gotta remind yourself that you deserve better. Hope that you continue to take care of yourself and give yourself all the grace and compassion you need so you can grow. It takes time but eventually you will be on the other side and thanking yourself for choosing yourself.
My intuition always told me something was off with him, his content is amazing but “too amazing” .. he showed qualities that seemed too good to be true … I feel like a lot of men are like this. They show up for you so well in the beginning and as time
Goes on it slowly fades away with them, and you’ll start to see how they lack empathy, emotional connection, etc… I’m married now and praying for change cause girllll 😅!! But I’m hoping you heal from this which I know you will with time and self reflection. Keep being you my fellow Virgo, this too shall pass.
The more love n light they present the more darkness lies beneath. Yall better wake up.
Facts!
I always felt there was something off about him.
girl I appreciate this on a whole other level. I’ve had way too many abusive relationships to be so young. right now I’m grappling with accepting that my father is abusive and unsafe to be around, and im having a hard time letting go, even though my soul so badly wants to be free of the BS. when u were mentioning traveling I felt so aligned. I have a feeling one day we’ll meet each other somehow lol. but this video is so important for people going through gaslighting and abuse. I wish 13 year old me had seen this. Also, woman to woman, I’m so fucking proud of you and how far you’ve come with your healing journey. It takes so much strength to recover, open up to love again, just to get hurt and do it all over. And then talking about it ??? serious goddess work. I hope you look take all the time to spoil yourself and celebrate. I’m praying that you and all the other princesses someday come into my physical field. We deserve each other.♥️
My Sweet baby, you are my sister, friend and everything above. Your transparency is bold, courageous and beautiful! You will have everything in life because your honest! I am praying for your peace, happiness and everything else above. God bless you, you have a crew here, 🙏🏾 that is rooting for you!!!❤❤❤❤
Going through something similar right now and your posts have been helping me so much. And the sing was actually fire! A true artist. Can’t wait to see what you create next on this journey
I stopped following this guy when I was secure enough in my spiritual journey and be able to let go what doesn't deserve me anymore or when I have the instinct that people I follow are not what they pretend to be. Nowadays this man sounds really "fake" . Really sad to hear your story this guy fooled and continue to fool a lot of people.🙏🏾🙏🏾
19:38 had me DYING. he's creating his own downfall. can't wait to see more of this authenticity. subscribed 💗
Rise in accountability, the only accountability that leads to actualization is our own. Keep living your life artfully.
I feel so sad, I honestly don’t just see an angry woman, I see an angered child.. He took advantage of your wounds.. but he is not at fault. I hate how I’m about to sound but forgive him. This is deeper than Hindz, he identified your weakness just so you can properly heal. It’s 11:11 as I type this, please find a community outside of social media and connect with real people. We love you goddess but take a social break if needed.
Love your song 🖤 thank you for sharing your rawness. A part of me feels seen in this
it's so refreshing to see folx pulling the curtains back & lettin others see what's really going on behind the "perfect" personas. my prayer is that more people will stop idolizing folx they don't know & to use the beauty of others to inspire them to bring more beauty into their own lives.
Thank you for speaking your truth and sharing what is hard for a lot of women to share. We all love you! 💗💗💗
I really liked your song, and you’re so funny! 🙂 thank you for sharing
Thank you so much!!
Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing with us. It always annoyed tf out of me why spiritual people always try to silence ppl who want to talk heartbreak?? When I broke up with this complete trashbag, I cried alone in my car and had nowhere else to release. None of my acquaintances cared, the one good actual friend I had was already dealing heavy with her own issues, every one of my family members were going through something (and I could never talk about these things anyways). So when I would share somethings online in spiritual practice groups, or in person it was always this energy of “no you have to forgive” “let go of the toxic past” “transmute (1 month after your breakup)” etc etc. I’m happy to see someone freely express themselves through the experience, and I wish you a restored heart, with gold in all the cracks that were made.
Oh man. This video just made me pause everything I was doing to comment. I just got discarded by a narcissist that I thought was the one. He switched a flip on me and ended things abruptly with me, knows he hurt me and just doesn’t care. I resonated with you so hard when you spoke about being unable to delude yourself. I’m so sorry you’re going through such a painful and traumatizing experience. You’re so courageous and you’re going to help so many people by being so open and vulnerable more than you’ll ever know. Thank you for sharing your story and I wish you the support and healing you need to grow through this.
Oh girl, I've been in a relationship where I had to start recording (audio) as well, because the amount of gaslighting that was happening (at the time I didn't know there was a term for it or that I was dealing with a narcissist). I just knew something wasn't right and I honestly started recording so that I could listen back to hear where I went wrong, and also to hear whether this person was indeed telling the truth when they would make claims that I said something when I know I didn't. And many of timea I have proven myself right that I wasn't going crazy. I also learnt how to better control myself in those conversations cause I knew who/what I was dealing with. This content is so relatable
It’s familiar lovely girl , because it’s you’re attachments , I’m a 14 months out of a narcissistic situationship , you’re right love it’s not real , it’s trauma, they target our ❤beautiful souls , it’s all up from here , it all becomes clear eventually. Lots of love 💕
Wow….this resonated soooo much for me! The judgement & being punished/dismissed for being a confident woman in her skin….
Thank you for sharing sis! I’m healing after leaving a 20 yr relationship/ 17 yr marriage.
You sharing your journey is helping me on mine. I appreciate you. Sending love🫶🏽
💗💗💗 44yr old Sister here… isn’t this generation of young women amazing?!
I feel like I have been waiting for these young women all my life! This video hits so many nerves- 💗🙌🏽🔥🫂🙏🏽‼️
@@happygucci5094 Yes they are sis!🥰
I have decided to leave a very similar relationship. Thank you for posting this and documenting your journey. I was just trying to justify all of the good to convince myself to stay. The good is not worth the bad ❤️ praying for your healing sister
Wow Gazelle, can't wait to see you blossom!! ❤ I'm happy to discovered you through him because you're very inspiring the way you create and talk to me. The way he wrote that messages and what you shared about the breakup etc reminded me soo much of my breakup of an abusive relationship that lasted 6 years already almost 5 years ago, just crazy to see the similarities or similar feelings in my gut when I saw these messages and listened to your story. Can we just accept that women have this sexual energy & aura you know? We're very connected to our body & emotions. Damn it's soo inherited in society for men and women that there's either the wifey or the hoe but we embody so many facettes and I guess a lot of women feel both and it's so suppressed. Anyway - you're making incredible art, I just loved the alchemy rap. Have a beautiful day🙏
I'm so glad your back in your creative space. You're reclaiming your light. Call back your power and continue to rise Queen! You got this! I'm proud of you for speaking about your this and filming your healing journey.
You dance when you eat that’s so cute🥺just like me omg🥹🥹
Praises to the Most High for giving Beauty from Ashes! And Oooooo, we need this 🎶 STAT!!!! Please!!!!! 🙌🏾💓
GIRL I LOVE THE SINGING PART SLAY PLEASE AHAHA❤️ ur so strong we love u thank u for this
Firstly, I’m so proud of you! For knowing your worth and not accepting ANYTHING less! Your honestly is so admirable and the way you tell it like it is truly refreshing! Was heartbreaking seeing you cry, literally hit so deep🥹
You are and always will be blessed. His loss!! So very happy to see you back in full bloom🤍 rooting for you! No one can dim your light because you were meant to shine and always will
wow i'm grateful for the algorithm for bringing you to my timeline. excited to see you flourish and grow. thanks for sharing
a better person is out there for you. who is going to treat you right, be honest and not control you.
you deserve to be cherished and treated like a goddess because thats what you are.
Wow, love how you created this video. It’s so real-
So relatable
everything to the self talk, the coping through the grieve, the awareness and connection to your feelings, and the honesty and truth you’ve discovered during that time. And the light that that honesty and truth inspired to create joy moments to free style and be free. ❤
It’s also so brave of you. 💕
I’m glad you’re back to creating more outwardly. If that makes sense.
I had got really interested in your art before you got married and then I noticed you slowed down. I was like nooo, she hasn’t posted anything lol don’t mean to sound demanding because you definitely have a light outside of CZcams!
But girl this is like making lemonade with honey out of lemons 👏
Great way to connect on this media. Thank you for sharing. 🦋
You’re so real for sharing this! I appreciate you being authentic and showing the ebbs and flows of healing and acknowledging the grief that come with loving yourself more and choosing yourself! Elevation is on the other side, sending you love 🫶🏾💫
& yessss to getting back into the bible. so much wisdom
jesus, im commenting as im watching & not him saying “stop” these men that want control over women have to get it together.
you’re so beautiful and strong, we see you & thank you for sharing your story with us…i truly can relate and the temporary pain cannot amount to the freedom and love we truly feel after putting ourselves first
Damn this made me cry, real bad. Thank you for sharing, I honor your transmutation. Wishing you the absolutely best & purest love ❤️
2:45 wooow, I really needed to hear that. “you did your absolute best” 😭❤️. It’s so easy to lament & wonder what you could have changed to make someone treat you better. Sometimes we as women, shower people with our compassion & affection and it goes unappreciated. But I realise now that I have to give myself as much grace and gentleness as I’d given that person. You can only meet people as deeply as you’ve met yourself.
Honey, I understand your pain. I highly suggest you see a therapist so you can process this and move on. Narcissists are sick people. He will not treat you well as his only motive is to feed his cycles of dysfunction. He is probably going thru a list of other people to feed off of right now. A husband- a good and loving one - will never treat you like this, my love. You are worthy of the best that life has to offer.
this video is so real it hurts
Hi, I just found your channel after finding about your break up. I really liked that guy. 😮💨Anyways, thanks for being so brave and sharing what you went through. So much of the content creator community likes to keep up a façade and would never be this vulnerable . I am also a Virgo and it has been a four year celibate journey for me. I was also betrayed by my ex partner. I can’t believe how much I resonate with you, but it must be a Virgo thing. It kind of scares me that a supposedly good man can do this to you. It’s so sickening that we save ourselves for all these years only to be disappointed and hurt again. I’m excited to go along this journey with you as we both find our forever partner. I have to believe that he is out there somewhere.
Your vulnerability is medicinal. God bless & keep you always. That freestyle was 🔥
dude this is so real and relatable. I was constantly making excuses for him and trying to justify why what he was doing was reasonable even though there really wasn’t an excuse
I’m so glad that you said you want to get back into the Bible. You got this girl, I’ll be praying for you
Going through same thing. Tried to be friends and protect myself with boundaries but even then the weight dragged me down. Now the silence protects my heart, but the pain is still there. One day at time. This to shall pass. Telling you and myself. Thank you for sharing your story. I too seek only strong altruistic friendships and a desire to meet other creative people.
In silence, I find my guarded shield,
Yet still, my heart’s wounds are unhealed.
Joy comes from those who gently stay,
And wait with patience, come what may.
Love me with a heart that’s true,
Unconditionally, through and through.
~ Lady Midnight
@@midnightdesign Thank you for sharing your poem and part of your experience grieving and healing. I relate to what you said, how silence is the ultimate medium through which you had to protect yourself, but also, it still hurts, quite a bit. I'm sure both of our pains will pass and become another stone that paves our roads. Take care - Aziza
Ughh girl I am so sorry this happened to you, you're magical and amazing okay... Take care of yourself, know you are truly loved and just release this person, this situation, you deserve THE BEST my dear friend! You have a powerful and magnetic energy, protect it and know it is YOURS! Your feelings are valid and I wish you the best of the best xx
I also wanted to say I have been supporting you before this whole situation and I truly admire you girl, I know this shall pass, you were always wonderful with or without this relationship
You are beautiful queen wishing you love and healing♥️
Nah like literally I was just cheering you on during this entire video. Especially when you were finally eating, dancing, freestyling! Like legit you are so raw and I love how you express yourself. Thank you for your honesty and exposing these aspects of the human experience 🫂
Those text messages of him saying that you were trying to seduce men with the photos you posted on Instagram are weird as fuck. I remember I said on one of your other videos that he said something that rubbed me the wrong way, and now I remember it was his view on women’s sexual liberation like he thinks women’s sexual liberation wasn’t real and then seeing those messages just confirms it like he really tried to shame you 😭
Yahushas love is all comforting, may He soothe all members of your being with His Perfect Love that meets us exactly where we are.. The overwhelming Love of the Most High Never ends.. This is why Saint Catherine searched for a love beyond human love and found it in the Messiah. God created you wonderfully and you deserved to be treasured as such.. May His love make you whole my beautiful and precious Sister
YOU ARE LOVED!
I'm glad I knew about you before him. I can never finish any of his videos anyway…you are so amazing and beautiful and magical and magnificent
you are not alone love. this happened to me.
❤, been there! ❤
The rumination was the worst. The fact that I felt like I disappointed myself and I was confused because I didn’t know these type of people existed.
I DO NOT miss being in a relationship.
The peace that comes with being single is unmatched.
such real and raw reflections, thank you for your vulnerability 💌
You are the TRUTH
❤❤ Sending you lots of Love and Positive energy ✨✨
Thank you for making this video, I'm with a narcissist and it's really hard to leave. Sometimes it feels like I'm strong enough to go and then I fall back and find myself in square one. Seeing someone go through the same thing and show it helps immensely you have no idea ❤ thank you for being strong. I hope to be just as strong as you some day
He’s good with manipulating the mind, if you go back to his content it all makes sense . Luke urban version of the sunken place. Warlock for sure !!! You got this mamas !! I found you through him and been watching you ever since 💕💕💕💕
Thank you SO much for sharing!!! I’m going thru same with a narc finally ending it after 5 years of hell this is so helpful and you are soooo beautiful externally and internally!! You have a gift 💕💕💕
Wish you heal fast babe
thank you for being this open with us❤❤ sending you love.
Mexico would be so good to you!
The free style hit!
Your art needs this pause, this friction... you are such a firebrand. It's like Beyonce's Lemonade -- a source of art, clarity, inspiration. I so appreciate that you are not obsessed with him because it's over and you are a more enlightened version of your amazing self. I recall the first time I saw you on his channel, I was like "what is that angelic being." Nothing has changed! Shine bright booboo.
❤️❤️❤️
Seems like so many people started to watch you because of him but just to add, I first started watching your videos on tiktok in 2020, way before I knew him. And I’ve been following you ever since. You’re so creative and anyone that gets to be loved by you is surely the luckiest person on earth! How he didn’t see this I don’t even know, talk about fumbling. But you deserve way better and God knew
I love love love you and I’m so sorry for what you’re going through, you’re glowing and keep shining beautiful ✨🦋
Wow! So I'm new to the channel. I saw a video of yours about knowing when time to leave. Such a beautiful woman I thought. No way she and I can ever experience same shit.😢
Thank you, Gazelle, for your vulnerability in sharing your process. I can relate so much. This would have been so deeply supportive for me when I was coming out of an abusive relationship. This is what I love seeing; people being real and honest, sharing the tough stuff. It's inspiring, supportive and deeply connecting. Keep shining your radiant light and following your beautiful heart.
I honour you and your bravery in choosing yourself! You deserve to cultivate deep and meaningful relationships with people who genuinely love, support and respect you.
I'm praying for your highest good and many blessings. Sending so much love. Fly sistar! 🕊