how im feeling now that im back in canada

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  • čas přidán 13. 09. 2024

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  • @charminsavage2512
    @charminsavage2512 Před 4 lety +324

    Please, never feel guilty about not vlogging a "fun day"... you deserve days without a camera in your hand, not worrying about shots and angles, and just enjoying where the day takes you. Your mom and Brady had me laughing so hard, they are too cute. I'm so happy that going home is helping you find your center again.

  • @krisb6001
    @krisb6001 Před 4 lety +186

    Your parents house is a DREAM. Also I love that you’re able to be back with your family .

  • @ellehints
    @ellehints Před 4 lety +183

    Tara, I truly think you weren’t yourself while you were in LA. Just in the couple of minutes we see you on the vlogs you can see such a huge difference in you. Now you seem happy, you seem relaxed, you seem loved, you seem in peace. I am so so so happy for you and happy to see your relationship with your family (which is amazing!)
    Thank you for letting us be a part of this moment in life you are living. 🤍

  • @ashleycurry5501
    @ashleycurry5501 Před 4 lety +79

    Although Tara hasn’t specified how long she will be staying in Canada I think it would be really good for her to stay through the holidays!! With thanksgiving and christmas coming up in the next few months I think she should stay!! I would hate to see her get sad again around the Holidays for not being with her family! ❤️

  • @ExtraJill
    @ExtraJill Před 4 lety +107

    best best best best friend foreverrrrrrr!!!!!! SO happy for you that you're feeling better!

    • @cupcake5309
      @cupcake5309 Před 4 lety +3

      Why did you and tara not move in together temporarily during lockdown?

    • @misstaylahmareexx9080
      @misstaylahmareexx9080 Před 4 lety

      Jill moved in with her boyfriend temporarily for lockdown 😊 plus she has an adorable cat that Tara is allergic to, I’d say she would need to have a antihistamine cocktail every single day haha

  • @hockeyheart7
    @hockeyheart7 Před 4 lety +101

    Honestly there’s no better feeling than getting to spend this time with family, it’s just so comforting when you have a close relationship with them and makes you feel so warm, safe, and loved. I’m glad you got to go home ❤️

  • @learnvietnameseenglishwith854

    Your parents’ home is ABSOLUTELY STUNNING! 😍😍😍😍

  • @emilyhewitt4055
    @emilyhewitt4055 Před 4 lety +122

    I love how taras dad just tells fun facts 😂

  • @SoniaVee17
    @SoniaVee17 Před 4 lety +96

    The hide and seek was so wholesome 🥺💗😭

  • @JennaStyle
    @JennaStyle Před 4 lety +51

    Can you do a tour of your parents house it’s goals love!

  • @itsarah
    @itsarah Před 4 lety +59

    Who else thinks Tara is STUNNING?!? She inspires me to make my own vids🥰

  • @Philisummer97
    @Philisummer97 Před 4 lety +46

    I don’t live alone, I live with my husband but even for me I relate to what you’re saying so much, it’s very difficult when you’re so used to being around people constantly, to then being stuck in your own home not getting that same interaction. It’s VERY tough. I’m happy for you, I can see you getting back to being happy and excited about the day and it gives me hope!

  • @catherine4286
    @catherine4286 Před 4 lety +25

    I would never go back here to LA if I had parents with a home like that 😂😂😂

  • @Loudtreehill
    @Loudtreehill Před 4 lety +25

    Love how your dad be dropping knowledge, the ultimate dad move.

  • @yaniriramos8534
    @yaniriramos8534 Před 4 lety +88

    It's so weird seeing your intro and then not seeing you in your home saying hi doing your coffee omg !!:)

  • @alexiadozier33
    @alexiadozier33 Před 4 lety +142

    I’m a simple girl, Tara uploads. I click. No matter what I’m doing.

  • @royaldiggy
    @royaldiggy Před 4 lety +42

    “The auto pilote with no end” phrase you said was extremely relatable. I’m glad you got this chance!! It is really nice to see you feeling better

  • @JaydaAllianic
    @JaydaAllianic Před 4 lety +29

    I’m seriously sooo happy for Tara. Although she’s done such an amazing job of staying busy & growing her platform during quarantine, I could definitely see she was having a hard time being away from family & I can already see such a big difference in her mood since being back home with her fam! You’re thriving out there in Canada Tara!!! sooo happy for you!

  • @emilyfor4453
    @emilyfor4453 Před 4 lety

    the bond you have with your parents is so beautiful 🥺

  • @amandagonzalez2862
    @amandagonzalez2862 Před 4 lety +28

    The hide & seek was by far the best part of this vlog. 😂🥰 So happy to see you feeling more like yourself again. Family really makes everything better. ❤️

  • @fnkimmie
    @fnkimmie Před 4 lety +11

    social interaction is something we take for granted...even the introverts 🙁

  • @sofia-xi1ks
    @sofia-xi1ks Před 4 lety +18

    Brady and your Mom playing hide and seek made me so happy! She's so cute!

  • @beautybyhaleyx
    @beautybyhaleyx Před 4 lety

    You just seem so much more mentally here, like your vibe is just more calm and i’m just so happy for you. you deserve the world and seeing you happy after seeing you down for a few months, makes me so happy :)

  • @Kelky2
    @Kelky2 Před 4 lety

    Thank you for always being open and honest with us. Being so raw with your subscribers is hard. We appreciate it. We appreciate you.

  • @stormskies3861
    @stormskies3861 Před 4 lety +2

    A move back to Canada would be sooo good for soo many reasons! I for one would love to see Canadian vlogs, it’s just different to all the other CZcamsrs that live in LA, it’d be fresh, unique ❤️💚🧡

  • @ElizabethNK24
    @ElizabethNK24 Před 4 lety +3

    I can imagine how you feel. My dad died Monday and this Monday I go to his funeral, virtual..on Facebook. I feel like I never thought it would end like this. I thought I would see him, but he was too sick from congestive heart failure and declined quickly. Covid has messed up all our lives. I was scared to travel from the east coast to Chicago and my sister in LA was too scared too.
    We live once, enjoy each day, make it special, life is precious and in the end all we have is the love we show others. I’m glad you’re with you’re family. Certainly if anyone gets it Tara I do. ❤️

  • @nat-a-lie2673
    @nat-a-lie2673 Před 4 lety

    You seem so happy to be back in Canada with your family. You seem and look so much better mentally. When the inside feels good it shows on the outside! And you’re beaming!!

  • @WendyFillmore
    @WendyFillmore Před 4 lety +27

    I love that lighting in your parents home gym 😍

  • @kathrynt5899
    @kathrynt5899 Před 4 lety

    I have A Lot of Respect for you sticking it out so long by yourself in L.A. You stayed busy, made your house beautiful, had like a million projects going...Amazing! But I think this whole pandemic thing has really brought us all to a renewed realization of what's Really Important in this life. ❤

  • @isabelcourtney5972
    @isabelcourtney5972 Před 4 lety +5

    I live in a house with 3 other people and a dog and I still feel lonely and extremely repetitive, so I can only imagine how bad you felt living alone, I'm so happy that you went home and are able to be not alone anymore

  • @ellehints
    @ellehints Před 4 lety +1

    I am loving soooo much these Toronto vlogs!! I could watch them all day every day even if they were all all all at home. The energy, the content, the food, your mom’s love, your dad’s convos.. you, your family and of courseeee... Bradyyyy!! That’s all we need!! 🤍🤍

  • @caitlinmates3993
    @caitlinmates3993 Před 4 lety +29

    I live in Canada and you’ve made me realize how blessed I am to be here and so close to family ♥️ thank you and loveee you. I look forward to your videos!!! My all time favourite youtuber xoxo

    • @annam1349
      @annam1349 Před 4 lety

      i wish i lived there.....

    • @lovelaughdance98
      @lovelaughdance98 Před 4 lety +1

      As someone from the burning hell hole that is America (literally), pls enjoy that u are Canadian :)

    • @reailia
      @reailia Před 4 lety +2

      I’m in Canada also. Definitely thankful to be a 10 minute drive from my mom. I can’t imagine going though all this without family (well, we did have 9 weeks that we couldn’t see one another because of the rules)

    • @sakeynarahm3872
      @sakeynarahm3872 Před 3 lety

      My family and I love Canada so much that can't be put into words. And we are planning on moving there but idk I'm also kind of scared because what if people see us different because we are from another country ?🥺🥺
      But honestly so far I've heard canadians are so kind and welcoming. I just wish the best for all canadians because that's literally one best country

  • @curlytoezz
    @curlytoezz Před 4 lety +7

    Quarantine literally was such a way to self reflect and find who you really are ..

  • @TheKimmyC
    @TheKimmyC Před 4 lety +1

    Having a dog around is so healing as well 💜 it's always my fave part about visiting my parents ☺️ Tara's been rlly motivating me to plan my trip from BC to MTL for the holidays to see my family this year 💕🥰

  • @BreaMichelle3
    @BreaMichelle3 Před 4 lety +1

    That fluffy little bootie going down the stairs 🥺💞 the puppy is soooo cute

  • @meganandkirstenvlogs1347
    @meganandkirstenvlogs1347 Před 4 lety +1

    Can someone please tell me how Tara doesn’t have 10 million subscribers on this channel yet!? She is so genuine!! Tara, thank you for making my days brighter!💙

  • @meesa8468
    @meesa8468 Před 4 lety +2

    I remember commenting to you one day that as a mama, you should listen to the Mama's and book a flight home for when the bathroom reno was done. I went on and on (my bad) with my rationale for the timing, cases in Canada vs U.S., school beginning and winter setting in here in Canada which brings so many unknowns. I really felt you needed to get home before any possible worse situation created by winter months etc.
    I was so deeply concerned about your mental health if you didnt find your way home for a while to your people.
    I am so happy to see you back in Toronto and finding your way back to yourself.
    Lots of support from me here in Sudbury. Welcome home Tara, for however long you are back with us.

  • @IliaOmer
    @IliaOmer Před 4 lety

    i was busy lately and i didnt have time to watch this vlog and your latest one. man, i did watch jill's vlog too. i started crying then, and i started crying now, even though i cant relate cause i live with my family and im so grateful for that. im so sorry that you had to go through it alone, and im so so so so, so so happy that you reunited with your family! i truly am happy for you.

  • @keepcalmsavehyrule
    @keepcalmsavehyrule Před 4 lety +1

    It makes sense that the days you don’t vlog, you end up having more fun, because you’re more in the moment instead of focusing on vlogging. I am so glad to hear you are feeling more whole & I appreciate you talking about living alone during the pandemic. Much love! 💖

  • @MollyBrooks
    @MollyBrooks Před 4 lety +2

    this is such a weird time for us all! We can all relate some way or another to the isolation and thank you for speaking on it. It's so nice to see you doing so much better💜

  • @CreativeJewelsAdventures
    @CreativeJewelsAdventures Před 4 lety +1

    I’m glad your happy at home I’m sorry for jill it’s crazy seeing you guys like this 😢

  • @SamElle
    @SamElle Před 4 lety +11

    YESSSS so excited for all the canada vlogs to come! No matter where you are, your videos always make me happy!!

  • @adacc9613
    @adacc9613 Před 4 lety +3

    I love the relationship you have with your parents! Happy for you!

  • @janprudente6429
    @janprudente6429 Před 4 lety

    The only thing that excites me the past few months are these videos. We love you T! So happy you're back home with your family

  • @juliew.5418
    @juliew.5418 Před 4 lety

    Ok so your mom and Brady playing hide and seek has seriously got to be the highlight of my night! As if that weren’t enough her excitement when she’s found is THE CUTEST thing everrrrrrrrrr!!!

  • @Mapoflife
    @Mapoflife Před 4 lety

    Wouldnt it be nice to be able to have Jill come stay with you and your fam for a while. I know it’s probably not possible but I could see you girls having a complete blast!

  • @slavkatv
    @slavkatv Před 4 lety

    This reminds me of time when I go home to my family. We live on different continents and see each other once a year and that week I get to spend with them is always so intense. Sooo much to do, the days are just packed , like they want me to do everything from the whole year in a matter of days, but I love every second of it 🥰

  • @jor6089
    @jor6089 Před 4 lety

    So happy to see you around your family! Sending you good vibes always 🌼

  • @danielaguzman8826
    @danielaguzman8826 Před 4 lety

    I love the Canada version of you! Definitely a lot more happy and lively, family and loved ones are so important and make all the difference when we’re going through these rough times. Do what’s best for you❤️

  • @nashalyvelez
    @nashalyvelez Před 4 lety +1

    This pandemic really hit home to a lot of people. I use to live in Ny with just my sister and her kids and then months after we moved to Florida with our mother but now I’m currently in Puerto Rico because I cannot seem to find myself and I’m trying my hardest to get through this. Tara you seem so happy being home 💓

  • @briwooden9096
    @briwooden9096 Před 4 lety

    Your family is just so beautiful. I love it! 💕

  • @crueltyfreecruella
    @crueltyfreecruella Před 4 lety

    I completely understand the issues and struggles of being alone, for the last 5years I’ve been chronically ill and unable to see any people pretty much most of the time, spend all day alone, and only seeing people/going out once every couple weeks/months so I am 100% with you on losing who you are when you’re just alone all the time. You seem to be so much happier with your family again and in touch with humanity❤️

  • @riyapatel6541
    @riyapatel6541 Před 4 lety

    home is the people and not the place🤍 glad you’re doing much better, beyond happy for you Tara!

  • @erinsmith7058
    @erinsmith7058 Před 4 lety

    Be happy and enjoy your friends and family!! Keep in touch and let them know you care. Doesn´t matter if your single or a couple we all been having a hard time with this also. I had a death in the family. So always knew that there are ppl who care!

  • @robinnicole4897
    @robinnicole4897 Před 4 lety

    I'm glad you were able to go home and be with your family. I live by myself and have been quarantined since late February (aside from work and curbside grocery pick-up I don't go anywhere). And it is SO hard to not have any face-to-face human contact outside of my stressful job as an EMT working on the literal frontlines of the pandemic.

  • @yagirljelly3731
    @yagirljelly3731 Před 4 lety

    thank you for putting into words what I thought I only felt . you are loved ❤️

  • @lisazhu9960
    @lisazhu9960 Před 4 lety +1

    ALSO that home gym set up is EVERYTHING!!! What a perfect house to quarantine in 😍😭

  • @RavenBelllaaa
    @RavenBelllaaa Před 4 lety

    I never thought to subscribe to Jills channel!!! I am so glad you told me to! I have a realllyyy hard time finding new content. I hope I love her as much as I love you!!!

  • @jillclements59
    @jillclements59 Před 4 lety +1

    I am so, so happy for you!!!! I personally would never want to leave your parents' house, because they have it all there!!! I know that you needed your family and that you listened and went to visit. Don't worry about your future plans, just enjoy where you are now. Live your best life!!!

  • @MsJeanneMarie
    @MsJeanneMarie Před 4 lety

    Aaaaw it’s really beautiful to see you healing with your family. You guys are lovely together. I feel incredibly lucky to be quarantining with my family!

  • @MsDasie-ly8ns
    @MsDasie-ly8ns Před 4 lety

    Tara you made the right decision going back home 🏡. I feel for you. I really do. No ONE should be alone during this hectic time and with the conditions of California surely doesn't help. You are blessed to be able to go back to a loving ❤️home. You are definitely happier. You should really consider getting a 🐕. Especially since you work from home. It would be ideal. It might help knowing someone like a pet, needing you, loving you, giving you some incentive in return. All I know is that you're happy😊. That makes me happy😁. Thank🙏 you for vlogging.

  • @ABlendedLife
    @ABlendedLife Před 4 lety

    This just puts a smile on my face seeing the happiness in you even just the way you light up with Brady is just so adorable!

  • @clouds3159
    @clouds3159 Před 3 lety +1

    I LOVE YOU TARA !!!!

  • @sopht9844
    @sopht9844 Před 4 lety

    your family home is so so beautiful !

  • @cassiecumberland
    @cassiecumberland Před 4 lety

    Tara I can relate to you on SO many levels! I am so happy to watch your videos as it helps me not feel so alone in how I’m feeling or what I’m going through. Love the pup! And family content. I wish you all the happiness and joy!

  • @BFFfranne
    @BFFfranne Před 4 lety

    Taraa, you’re too kind! I appreciate sooo much how you wanted to share the perfect day you had that you didn’t get to vlog, but im so happy that you were able to have it and enjoy it in private, and just basically take it all in without having to work. 🥺♥️ we love you soo muchh

  • @sakeynarahm3872
    @sakeynarahm3872 Před 3 lety +1

    Canada is your happy place!!

  • @kristenleblond5047
    @kristenleblond5047 Před 4 lety

    I watched Jill's video and I literally started to cry too. I told her go home for a month, reset and go back to Cali. It is so much better on the East Coast right now. You, look and sound amazing!!!

  • @jenissabecker5616
    @jenissabecker5616 Před 4 lety +1

    Your videos keep me going as I go through this pandemic alone, you’re by far the most inspiring CZcamsr I follow and also my fav💓

    • @Shelbatoast12
      @Shelbatoast12 Před 4 lety

      omg yes! Tara is the best! Sending you positive vibes during this time.

  • @djinna16
    @djinna16 Před 4 lety +11

    Honestly, I'm so happy that you're back home i can't even describe my happiness.. Toronto just makes u glowiiiiiing, and I'm sooooo here for it... 🥺🥰🥰

  • @julieprj9225
    @julieprj9225 Před 4 lety +5

    Your parents have a beautiful home, nicely decorated 💕

  • @RandomSwagger94
    @RandomSwagger94 Před 4 lety

    You look so much happier and i am one of probably the few who's hoping you move back to Canada.

  • @jelisawiltse4198
    @jelisawiltse4198 Před 4 lety

    Tara, when you go home you GLOW. You are entertaining and seemed positive and upbeat in LA, but you are GLOWING when you are home with your family. I'm so happy for you!

  • @nanabarker8140
    @nanabarker8140 Před 4 lety

    I understand about you & also Jill being alone( I will subscribe to Jill's Channel too),some of us don't have family to go to so we have to make the best of our situation. For me my balance is my pets,I get down but they bring me right back up every day. Happy you are doing well,I watch as often as I can.😇

  • @katelynblackburn6410
    @katelynblackburn6410 Před 4 lety

    love the hide and seek with your mom and the puppy.. ahhh makes me sooo happy

  • @addy3239
    @addy3239 Před 4 lety +136

    This might sound ridiculous but I feel like you and Jill should be roommates here in Toronto 🥂

    • @yesicoon4046
      @yesicoon4046 Před 4 lety +5

      But she has a boyfriend 😕

    • @88ashjen
      @88ashjen Před 4 lety +12

      It is ridiculous. Jill has a whole relationship also.

    • @ThyroidlessLex
      @ThyroidlessLex Před 4 lety +1

      Ashli J he’s Canadian!

    • @Ynessy
      @Ynessy Před 4 lety +2

      Jill can’t even travel to Canada right now as the borders are still closed

    • @RandomSwagger94
      @RandomSwagger94 Před 4 lety

      @Adelaide Lehman it may sound ridiculous, but I think it'd be awesome.

  • @monicagutierrez1526
    @monicagutierrez1526 Před 4 lety

    home is where the heart is and it seems like your heart is there in canada ❤️ i can feel the different energy, so happy to see you happy!

  • @sunshinerainbows4627
    @sunshinerainbows4627 Před 4 lety

    There's no place like a happy, safe place with the simple comforts of loved ones and someone to cook for you. Little puppy love goes a long way too! I grew up in America and it has changed. You should take your time relaxing if you can. Enjoy your family!

  • @janetanner7797
    @janetanner7797 Před 4 lety

    Honestly could not be happier for you ❤️❤️

  • @bryyyannahsanchez115
    @bryyyannahsanchez115 Před 4 lety +5

    I love your moms little random comments, she’s a natural vlog Queen😂✨

  • @melg9793
    @melg9793 Před 4 lety

    Tara I’ve only started watching you during this pandemic. I wanted to tell you that I feel your pain with the family situation and I’m so happy that your back with your family. Your mental health is so important take care

  • @athenanagel8335
    @athenanagel8335 Před 4 lety

    I’m so invested in your channel hahaha seeing you GLOWING is truly wonderful. I’m so happy you’re so close with your family and how much happiness they are bringing you! You are such a sweet person and it’s totally okay that you’re feeling a bit lost! We all are, and with time you will find yourself again! 🥰♥️ love you!

  • @kelsaroo7
    @kelsaroo7 Před 4 lety

    I’m so happy you went home, you are so much happier and I’m so glad for you!

  • @izzimov
    @izzimov Před 4 lety +1

    absolutely loving all the dog content!!! dogs, without a doubt, help with loneliness and I don't know what I would do without my dog

  • @addy3239
    @addy3239 Před 4 lety +11

    Your family seems so sweet! Tell them hi. Hope you are having fun. You deserve the best 💞🍵

  • @goaway7272
    @goaway7272 Před 4 lety

    I was alone too and its not even that you might feel lonely more like isolation and don't belong to anything more than just yourself. Everyone else had a partner, parents, kids, room mates etc. I might as well have been stranded on an island. I could see you go through it too over the last few months so it's brilliant to see you home with your family and part of something more again. Xx

  • @jillwilson5087
    @jillwilson5087 Před 4 lety

    Your Mom is such a loving beautiful woman, the love is evident. Glad you're home!

  • @ashleypowell2033
    @ashleypowell2033 Před 4 lety

    I started watching you during quarantine so I hadn’t really seen your true personality. You are so adorable and happy 🥺

  • @taylormademadness
    @taylormademadness Před 4 lety

    You have the best family and the most adorable dog. It’s easy to see why you are so happy. Love watching these videos

  • @razzzyjazzzy4437
    @razzzyjazzzy4437 Před 4 lety

    ugh, im so happy for youuuu!!! family really is everything and that is def something i have learned this year during this pandemic.. but glad you're feeling better!! love you tara

  • @doracarmenlombardozzi3851

    Love how real and raw you are as person.
    Thank you for sharing with everyone and being so vulnerable a lot of people can relate to how you are feeling and you are definitely helping them by sharing. ❤️

  • @martumersu7938
    @martumersu7938 Před 4 lety

    Been following for a few years and I am so glad you are home with family! All my best wishes for you Tara! I would love to see you talk about differences you noticed between living in LA and staying in Canada (prices, traditions, social life and overall differences)

  • @victoriasyverson7490
    @victoriasyverson7490 Před 4 lety

    I'm so happy you're feeling better! You gotta do what you gotta do when it comes to your happiness!

  • @lailabirddd
    @lailabirddd Před 4 lety +25

    I love how Tara talks about her feelings on camera. I feel like it gives people who have no one someone to relate to ya know?

    • @VolumeVita
      @VolumeVita Před 4 lety +3

      i appreciate it too! but i think i have a personal issue (nothing to do with tara) but i feel extremely terrible when i listen to people discuss this because i wish my issues were like that. i live in Lebanon where we have 150% hyperinflation, banks are haircuting and not allowing more than $20 a week transaction, 50% of the people are living under the poverty line and over 90% of people have either lost their jobs or have a significant decrease in salaries (they weren't that high to begin with), my job pays $78 a month as a healthcare provider fighting in the front lines of the pandemic, and the local currency has lost more than 60% of its value in less than a year. This means there's no chicken, meat, fish, etc i the country with things like coffee considered a luxury. i wish i had nothing going on. i wish i had electricity 24/7, i wish we had normal food and clean water. i just wish my problems were "I'm alone" because i am but that's the least of my concerns. i don't even think about it

  • @truthfulbeauty6491
    @truthfulbeauty6491 Před 4 lety

    Please do what makes you happy. We will miss you here in the United States but it truly looks and shows that being back in Canada makes you so much happier and you are actually glowing. Move to Canada because that’s where your heart truly is.

  • @karolynkakekagumick1759

    I know exactly what you mean! Been around my family for the past week after not being with them since last year. That’s all I needed! ❤️❤️

  • @SuperSmiler96
    @SuperSmiler96 Před 4 lety +1

    I’m glad you’re in a better mind set especially now being around the people that love you ❤️ Also Brady and your mom playing hide and seek SOOOOO CUTE!!! 😍😍❤️

  • @xprettypinkpolishx
    @xprettypinkpolishx Před 4 lety

    I’m canadian( hi from NS) Welcome back home, and love you so much and your channel! ❤️ you look so happy!

  • @jackieestevez7406
    @jackieestevez7406 Před 4 lety

    Omg yr mom n Bradi r so freaking awesome!! Have a great weekend!! Yes very difficult times FAMILY IS EVERYTHING!! BE SAFE!!

  • @crystalcal9466
    @crystalcal9466 Před 4 lety

    Love seeing tara so happy and with her family ♡