Soot and Stars - Smashing Pumpkins

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  • čas přidán 26. 08. 2024
  • I noticed this hadn't been uploaded yet.
    Track 15 from "Judas O", a B-sides compilation album.
    Lyrics:
    The words flow, decisions made
    Idea's mine, but the inspiration not
    Dreams of hangers on, dreams of getting well
    Spells of ezmerelda, emeralds foretold
    Splinters in the eye, sentiments remain
    Bones are never asked, where we going to
    It was never up to me, and yet I pushed until it broke
    I love the open road and all that it suggests
    Wheel wagon dust, weeds and infidelities and
    Always saw her alone, never questioned why,
    In a wooden house immoveable and silent and
    Drinking strawberry wine, forever lost in town
    And thru the sleeping streets night bound and heavy
    Wheels in a spoke, just a spoken foreign sound
    Now my gates are high, my friends even higher
    Forgotten in my mind, yet the skies still linger and
    Clouds of blue skies, I'm jealous of you birds
    Was the only truth in a world full of words?
    Hear the prairie sound in a friend called nil
    The heart is pointed down but my spirit pointed up
    His voice the siren of greek mythology
    I pause with my pen I begin to defend
    Every action taken, every moment sealed
    When I was quick, it coursed through open veins
    The will to live, the urgency to move
    Behind a panel door, sealing cherry stained
    I played my guitar and lived those lonesome notes
    Like a dog that's down
    In a corner just a sigh
    Waiting to be called
    Waiting to be yours
    Go survive my shame
    Without purpose or will
    I often speak of you, but the you is always me
    Cause when I speak of me, it's me I ask of you
    So let there be no truth, just trickery in rhymes
    Time the only thing, waiting still as death
    I hope for resolution, pray one defining moment
    Pause without restrain, barren without child
    A child is who I was, a child is who I'll die
    Soot in my hair
    And stars in my hands
    Soot in my hair
    And stars in my hands
    Soot in my hair
    And stars in my hands

Komentáře • 125

  • @moongirl270
    @moongirl270 Před 4 lety +92

    I love this song and had it on my Spotify playlist until it was taken off Spotify. Now I blast this on my tv and lay on my bed staring at the ceiling. Thank you

  • @Spiritualchick82
    @Spiritualchick82 Před 3 lety +78

    This sounds so old-timey and beautiful. What a gorgeously melancholic sound this song has.

    • @jayvee5686
      @jayvee5686 Před 2 lety +4

      I know. I love so many of these rare or unreleased songs that Billy came up with but never made it onto albums.
      "Sparrow" and "Blissed and Gone" are good too.
      I like when Billy writes sad stuff lol

    • @Spiritualchick82
      @Spiritualchick82 Před 2 lety +4

      @@jayvee5686 Exactly. He's great at writing the songs with a sad feel.

    • @marks497
      @marks497 Před rokem

      Well put

    • @MarinaChaparro
      @MarinaChaparro Před rokem

      @@Spiritualchick82 mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

    • @EveLily372
      @EveLily372 Před 8 měsíci

      That's the way I talk. Lol

  • @knightsonofjack
    @knightsonofjack Před rokem +22

    I love all the SP songs that take you to "pumpkinland" and it doesn't get more pumpkinland than this

  • @swordssolitude3861
    @swordssolitude3861 Před 2 lety +28

    I got this album for Christmas as a teenager. I associate this song with reading The Two Towers while it was snowing. I could see a blue light inside a church across the street through the frosty window.

    • @gregorylavalle8259
      @gregorylavalle8259 Před rokem +3

      So many songs are also associated to many visuals in my memory! I used to listen to "Snail" as a teenager during snowy winter days

    • @user-zx1ir7jt4c
      @user-zx1ir7jt4c Před rokem +2

      That's an awesome memory... I don't get to see the snow anymore where I live. It used to snow frequently, now it's just a distant memory of my childhood...

    • @joshuamlnarik5942
      @joshuamlnarik5942 Před 4 měsíci +1

      I too listened to pumpkins like there was no tomorrow throughout my teenage years. Their sound still conjures a sacrosanct saudade and immaculately nostalgic catharsis. Swallows me whole like a wall cloud closing in - every time. Your description of the blue wintery church glow is one I have as well - beyond the depths. 👁👅👁
      :: Sry I was extremely baked 😂 but I still stand by my words 🎉

  • @saika.magoichi.214
    @saika.magoichi.214 Před rokem +17

    Billy's vocals in this song are godly. You can literally hear the emotion through the screen

  • @nick101984
    @nick101984 Před 9 lety +52

    this is so beautiful. last night I threw this cd in on a long drive, I found this track for the first time. The great sadness of it is amazing on a dark long highway with these intense ideas and thoughts coming in. Billy Corgan is a pure genius a sad genius..

    • @EASYANSWERS
      @EASYANSWERS Před 2 lety +3

      I had exactly this experience in 2007 on my first road trip to the city where I now live, and I’ve never forgotten that moment. “Drinking strawberry wine…”

  • @SerLambhorn
    @SerLambhorn Před 12 lety +40

    It's crazy how strong some of the Pumpkins b-sides are. Been trying to remember the title of this one for the longest time, chanks for uploading it.

  • @TheFoxfeather
    @TheFoxfeather Před 11 lety +30

    Could I immerse myself in the scenery of this song. It speaks about my soul and the love that sunk and embedded itself inside the roots of my identity. Where I have become trapped and unknowing of my surroundings, and where I have "dreams of getting well." With all these... "soot and stars", I have come to reluctantly accept the faint touches of my child.

  • @trevorsetty1919
    @trevorsetty1919 Před 3 lety +15

    a decade ago around this time, maybe exactly, i would ride around late night in a chrysler sebring top down smoking a blunt solo “a child is who i was, a child is who i’ll die”

  • @missmel9605
    @missmel9605 Před 2 lety +11

    This will always be one of my absolute favorite songs by Billy Corgan

  • @kati707
    @kati707 Před 11 lety +22

    favorite pumpkins song. its all about the poetry.

  • @sisinki
    @sisinki Před 3 lety +20

    this is the song I chose for our wedding during walking down the aisle

  • @ectoplasma5
    @ectoplasma5 Před 3 lety +10

    So heavy and yet so immensely beautiful.

  • @nickvanrensburg1249
    @nickvanrensburg1249 Před 10 měsíci +3

    The nostalgia burns deep on this one

  • @remingtonhayes3342
    @remingtonhayes3342 Před 2 lety +6

    Found this sound christmas morning circa 2001. I woke up early, not excited about presents but afraid another year had passed and I still didn't know what I wanted to do with my life. High school was half over and I was barreling towards adulthood. This song perfectly captured that teenage feeling of being lost in the deep of your mind, drowning inches from the surface. Somehow though, this song made me always feel ok with it. Which is when I found out I suffered from the call of the void.

    • @fpgam3r765
      @fpgam3r765 Před 9 měsíci

      fuck man you literally just described my situation rn. this is my last year at school and im so fucked

  • @reneerussell6630
    @reneerussell6630 Před 3 lety +8

    This is one of the best songs

  • @jamesfurlong9549
    @jamesfurlong9549 Před 2 lety +5

    So annoying this isn't on streaming services as it's my favourite SP song, but it used to be on them I'm 98% certain? Thank you this video so I can get my monthly fix.
    I used to own it physically too but after a few house moves in short succession my CD collection was trashed, lost, abandoned for streaming, and the B-sides disc from the greatest hits was lost as well.
    What a song!

  • @shirlyburns542
    @shirlyburns542 Před 2 měsíci +2

    I remember the first time someone played this for me I've been a long standing pumpkins fan and I never listened to this one untill 2017 .
    an elderly woman who worked as a music teacher taught me how to play this on the piano while I was being her care giver. So I haven't tried playing it yet I'll try again I suppose 😢

  • @JimmyCapricorn77
    @JimmyCapricorn77 Před rokem +4

    My all time favorite smashing pumpkins song. This song hits the soul.

  • @illbeyourstumbleine
    @illbeyourstumbleine Před 2 lety +5

    Breaks my heart this was taken off Spotify, love this and Sparrow, so underrated.

  • @user-sp9kd6ef3t
    @user-sp9kd6ef3t Před 6 měsíci +2

    I love this track. This kid has a way with words...

  • @tinarobinson4710
    @tinarobinson4710 Před 2 lety +5

    Forever later and I can still listen to this on repeat. ❤️

  • @inphanta
    @inphanta Před 4 dny

    During a particularly difficult time in my life, this song used to soothe my soul, and I love it for that even now.

  • @Kbeene08
    @Kbeene08 Před 4 lety +13

    I often speak of you, but the you is always me
    Cause when I speak of me, it's me I ask of you.

  • @alukuhito
    @alukuhito Před 2 lety +4

    I don't know what it is about this song that I love so much. I'm not really identified with the lyrics, but somehow just the overall feel of the music and lyrics means something. It's melancholic and smooth, yet with hope.

  • @siamesedreamSP
    @siamesedreamSP Před 4 měsíci +2

    Dreams of getting well…

  • @marks497
    @marks497 Před rokem +3

    Soo haunting, I saw them at Wembley arena in 2000, Sacred and Profane farewell tour. Wish I could go back in time, it all goes so damn fast

  • @SaulmanPhishbass
    @SaulmanPhishbass Před 3 lety +7

    this is such an amazing song

  • @ajaxmatooks4883
    @ajaxmatooks4883 Před 9 lety +12

    I love this song. It reminds me of a friend that passed away, and I didn't find out for about 2 years after. I was so hurt. I would listen to this song on repeat for days and cried. Now it's a bittersweet feeling when I listen to it.

  • @TheHighlander2024
    @TheHighlander2024 Před 3 lety +6

    Classic and timeless!

  • @phildanus6962
    @phildanus6962 Před 4 lety +6

    Who could dislike this? I'm sorry for those 3 fellows.

  • @noveltycrusade
    @noveltycrusade Před měsícem

    This one gets to me sometimes, if you're in a reflective mood ❤

  • @lootbird
    @lootbird Před 7 měsíci +1

    I wish he still sang like this on albums… love the new stuff but this I miss so much in my heart!

    • @SadPeterPan1977
      @SadPeterPan1977 Před 3 měsíci +2

      People change, voices change, nothing lasts forever. You either go with it or you don't. I struggle to like any of the new stuff, the personal 'it' factor that made me a lifelong fan just isn't there any more, sadly. Something undefinable changed at some point. At least I've got a back catalogue of hundreds of excellent songs to enjoy...

    • @lootbird
      @lootbird Před 3 měsíci

      @@SadPeterPan1977 yeah I don’t really love the new stuff like I love the old stuff. Barely, at all

  • @siamesedreamSP
    @siamesedreamSP Před 5 měsíci +1

    Song is an alternative view of the Industrial Revolution

  • @SUPERDOOPERMINER
    @SUPERDOOPERMINER Před 2 lety +3

    this song helps me everyday

  • @LuisRamirez-ci6cg
    @LuisRamirez-ci6cg Před rokem +2

    This song makes me feel so sad

  • @AltCTRLF8
    @AltCTRLF8 Před 3 lety +6

    honestly even after reading the lyrics i’m still not sure what they mean, but it’s so beautifully sad

  • @Thor13332
    @Thor13332 Před 12 lety +10

    What a beautiful song.

  • @hugomolina8804
    @hugomolina8804 Před 2 lety +3

    This songs takes me back driving to the airport to catch a plane at 6am. Lone qnd dark road.

  • @VARGAS1405
    @VARGAS1405 Před rokem +2

    Since the first show at the Palladium for Siamese Dream thrue the Hollywood Bowl show last Nov, it was always the song writing. Some songs like this or Sparrow or Wasting Time or Behold the Nightmare haunt me..

  • @Rocksteddybelmont
    @Rocksteddybelmont Před 7 lety +8

    love this song

  • @Rosa29
    @Rosa29 Před 3 lety +2

    Beautiful behind words and concepts...

  • @sanctuary8396
    @sanctuary8396 Před 9 lety +8

    Thank you very much for uploading this! I can't tell you how long I've been wondering where I could find this song. A true rarity!

  • @thenewyorkethoms1312
    @thenewyorkethoms1312 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Anyone else remember the video a fan made for this song with clips from “man with a movie camera”? It was beautiful, a shame it was taken down

  • @alfredocaputto6926
    @alfredocaputto6926 Před 4 lety +7

    1999 - 2001 Me driving down a highway

  • @84hendrixnirvana
    @84hendrixnirvana Před 9 lety +5

    Triped out crazy!love it!sounds beautiful!on my smart phone!

  • @nearwildheaven33
    @nearwildheaven33 Před 7 dny

    “Soot in my hair and stars in my hands” 😭

  • @loficathedral4584
    @loficathedral4584 Před rokem

    Love that haunting piano.

  • @siamesedreamSP
    @siamesedreamSP Před 4 měsíci +1

    REM SP APC 84, 88, and 2000 Top 3 bands of then. The future sucked. Still these 3 bands the best. Sad

  • @priley218
    @priley218 Před 3 lety +1

    Makes me just reflect ...

  • @ellamennop
    @ellamennop Před 3 lety +1

    hell of a song

  • @derekmichaelwilsonseger5436
    @derekmichaelwilsonseger5436 Před 4 měsíci +2

    Billy is deep

  • @BorgKing001
    @BorgKing001 Před 12 lety +8

    Love the sound

  • @AK-sk1ge
    @AK-sk1ge Před 3 lety +2

    Oh this brought me to the brink on several occasions...dont drink and listen lol

    • @fabianreah1708
      @fabianreah1708 Před 3 lety

      Word

    • @baxoutthebox5682
      @baxoutthebox5682 Před 6 měsíci

      I recall several drunken depressive trudges through this masterful dirge during college. Back when depression was kind of fun in a melodramatic way.

  • @siamesedreamSP
    @siamesedreamSP Před 4 měsíci +1

    Apotheosis in his God Complex
    Solipsist, larger than T-Rex
    He never reveals faults to you
    Atychiphobia, failure never new
    Sang-froid covers his blood red heart
    Abstruse patterns, when did this start
    Wallows as he hollows, shallow
    Contemplates, while she doesn’t follow
    Couldn’t continue in his specious mind
    Ends life, caught in a slivered wind
    -KAL85 11.25.21

  • @SaulmanPhishbass
    @SaulmanPhishbass Před rokem +1

    **btw lyric correction, it's "a friend called Neil" as in Neil Young

  • @BrunoOliveira-di2bj
    @BrunoOliveira-di2bj Před 3 lety +6

    01/01/2021 🙋‍♂️

  • @loutiscrive
    @loutiscrive Před 10 lety +6

    best SP song evah

  • @yurisichgavin308
    @yurisichgavin308 Před 2 lety

    Chasing down a dream

  • @spottss
    @spottss Před rokem

    I have Judas O on CD . The extended CD. Also aeroplane original release box. Plus all the early albums with originals on CD.

  • @user-bd9br9wf1p
    @user-bd9br9wf1p Před 4 měsíci +2

    Why is this song not on iTunes

  • @christopheryannuzzi7293
    @christopheryannuzzi7293 Před 6 lety +3

    Love love love love !!!

  • @simonharris1776
    @simonharris1776 Před měsícem

    I know its not but i imagined this song about neal cassidy, images of On the road 1950s america...

  • @danielgutierrez1342
    @danielgutierrez1342 Před 9 lety +2

    excelent!

  • @magorzataulanowska5646

    🖤

  • @davideguerrieri9226
    @davideguerrieri9226 Před rokem +1

    I più grandi

  • @richard4417
    @richard4417 Před 11 lety +5

    Well, arn't you just a peach. my cd is in ruin. thank you. Truly.

  • @maxime8221
    @maxime8221 Před rokem

    Vampires song !!

  • @angelisland22
    @angelisland22 Před 3 lety

    😭❤

  • @BrunoOliveira-di2bj
    @BrunoOliveira-di2bj Před 3 dny

    23/08/2024

  • @Liminalechoes11
    @Liminalechoes11 Před 6 měsíci +1

    🤍

  • @cradlepen5621
    @cradlepen5621 Před 3 lety

    Which album is this from?

    • @moongirl270
      @moongirl270 Před 3 lety

      On spotify it was on "rarities and b-sides" but it was taken off :(

    • @moongirl270
      @moongirl270 Před 3 lety +1

      Also says in the description! Says it is from "Judas O"

    • @GrantValdes
      @GrantValdes Před rokem

      Adore outtake first released on Judas O, which was MCIS, Adore and Machina era outtakes collected as the B-side to the 2001 greatest hits CD. It's tracklisted perfectly and really works as an album.

  • @anthonyaguilar2599
    @anthonyaguilar2599 Před 6 lety

    I dont know i enjoy the words, just wish this song had more to it.

  • @kamilkucharski837
    @kamilkucharski837 Před 11 lety

    abc cba?

  • @zephyrryhpez9710
    @zephyrryhpez9710 Před 6 lety

    Duuude. Lyrics are all off.

    • @anthonyelias6508
      @anthonyelias6508 Před 4 lety +1

      What do you mean? Lyrics are exactly as they were when this was first released

    • @feramires
      @feramires Před 3 lety

      @@anthonyelias6508they were kind of off, however we don't have official lyrics.