ALCOHOL WITHDRAWAL IS AN EXPERIENCE FROM HELL

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  • čas přidán 31. 05. 2024
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    Alcoholism is exceptionally dangerous, especially when you start drinking hard liqueur on a regular basis. Not only is alcohol dependence dangerous, alcohol is also one of the most dangerous drugs with withdraw from. If you are an alcoholic you need to seek professional medical attention prior to abruptly quitting. Sometimes a taper is the safest method but you should be supervised by a doctor. A medical Dr can prescribe effective drugs to make the withdrawals much safer. Recovery from alcoholism is a long journey but it can be done. Thousands of people are doing it on a daily basis and I believe you can as well. In this video I discuss one of my experiences with alcohol induced hallucinations both visual and tactile. I discuss alcohol induced psychosis, de-realization, & de-personalization.

Komentáře • 188

  • @tunafish8769
    @tunafish8769 Před 26 dny +14

    I damn near died drinking beer. It's not just the "hard stuff ".

  • @stevesanderson524
    @stevesanderson524 Před měsícem +10

    You know how long it is going to take. THat is the hell. You've done it before and you know that no matter what you do it is going to be 2-3 days of hell and you did it to yourself. Throwing up acid and bile every 15 minutes- making yourself throw up for a measure of relief. Drink water knowing it will barely warm up before you throw it back up. Cant lay down cant sit down and dont want to walk around. Cant tell anyone what is going on because you feel like a disaster. FInally you can keep some water down and you lose 2-3 hours of passed out sleep and you know you wont die this time- but you might next time.

  • @brlwa6354
    @brlwa6354 Před měsícem +10

    I've quit drinking after having been on binges before but this time it was different.
    Scared the hell out of me!
    I just wanted to stay under the covers and hide from the world.
    I don't want to ever experience that feeling again! 😳

  • @iMatia69
    @iMatia69 Před 2 lety +66

    Alcohol = AL-KUHL or AL-GAWL - Arabic term meaning "Body eating spirit." Another reason why its called "spirits" or "boo-ze" and 'Gin and tonic' / "Jinn" and tonic.

    • @janed5197
      @janed5197 Před 2 lety +1

      Jinn and tonic lol make mine a large one 🤭

    • @janed5197
      @janed5197 Před 2 lety +3

      @Roc Towerhug It absolutely can ruin lives and whole families ..

    • @scottjohnson2401
      @scottjohnson2401 Před 8 měsíci +6

      That's crazy thank u for helping me never drinking again I hate demons

    • @Protogorius
      @Protogorius Před 8 měsíci

      @@scottjohnson2401beer is best friend 😂🎉

    • @anthonylewis1980
      @anthonylewis1980 Před 3 měsíci +1

      I just looked that shit up that's wild. I believe it tho . I did an ibogaine treatment for opiates I definitely experienced the spirit world

  • @clayryan1196
    @clayryan1196 Před 2 lety +20

    I went thru the exact same thing. Pacing and terrible thoughts and sweating in bed for days. And this happened to me 5 times in two years. I finally had enough and suffered thru it. Over 2 weeks sober now.

  • @SteMcgarry-xy5gb
    @SteMcgarry-xy5gb Před 15 dny +3

    I was a few weeks away from death and I did not know how to stop. I got on my knees and looked at the ceiling and begged God for help. I did not know if i had believed in God or not but i wanted him to exist so much. I was heared and God stepped in and took over my addiction. I am sober 3 years and a few months and i am so grateful. God saved my life when i could not. It hasn't been a walk in the park but its been a lot easier than I thought. I wish anyone who's going to try all the love in the world xx If i can do it, anyone can. God bless x

    • @marknewton6984
      @marknewton6984 Před 2 dny

      I quit drinking cold turkey. Drank every day. Not as hard as I thought. It was time.

  • @frankiepoindexter445
    @frankiepoindexter445 Před 2 lety +31

    I've experienced severe extreme delirium tremens 4 or more times, twice hospitalized. I heard my neighbor plot to kill me and try to kick the door down, but when I checked there was nobody there. I saw my carpet come to life. My best friend appeared beside me and vanished more than once. I could see font and images in my vision for 3 days. My inner monologue reinvented itself into an evil alter ego that said everybody hates me and wouldn't stop talking to me for days. I stayed alone with the air conditioning on full blast, paced in agony until I recovered. I've been sober for a long time now and I'll never go back. The human mind going through withdrawal is a very surreal and frightening experience. I hope you're doing well. God bless

    • @user-gn9vu7wn7t
      @user-gn9vu7wn7t Před měsícem

      Keep strong, seek good friends a lots of help to never relapse ever again! You said something very telling, you heard your neighbor plotting to kill you and try to kick down your door. See, in those circumstances delirium can also lead to go and kill that neighbor, frightening as it is those things can and do happen. Please, never drink again, blessing to you my dear friend life is tooooo short to waste it in self destruction. God bless you and me too I need help too.

    • @user-gn9vu7wn7t
      @user-gn9vu7wn7t Před měsícem

      Do you realize something? This could be a plot of an Edgar Allan Poe tale or an horro movie that would sell for millions of dollars! Again, when you are tempted to relapse bring to the fore all those horrible experiences you've had to not do it again.

  • @chicofromph33nix64
    @chicofromph33nix64 Před 2 lety +36

    I've met guys in prison that never been in trouble ever,but got behind the wheel killing someone after drinking.. I was in for a DUI,my second time in prison, it was an eye opener for me.. im proud to say,I've put that bottle down and don't ever touch it..

    • @grifyn882
      @grifyn882 Před 25 dny +1

      your such a mess...you could have killed innocent family

  • @Froostyyy420
    @Froostyyy420 Před 7 měsíci +14

    I bought liquor with Pennie’s a few times lol, so embarrassing.

  • @maltezz
    @maltezz Před 7 měsíci +11

    i had a dream where a demon with wierd skeletal arms with part flesh still on them, came out from behind me where i slept and started grapping me, i could literally feel myself getting pushed into the bad and i kept trying to see what it was, wasnt able to. the hands just kept almost groping me while i screamed. i woke up so scared that i had to call my mom at 3 am (im a 32 year old male ) mostly to make sure that it was actually a dream and not a hallucination. dont tell me that, that isnt demonic.

  • @freddyw4555
    @freddyw4555 Před měsícem +8

    I quit overnight and immediately felt better. Never going back

  • @Justiinarete
    @Justiinarete Před 2 lety +25

    I'm 11 months sober. Started watching your videos right before I got help. So glad I found your early videos on alcoholism.

  • @mariadavis3832
    @mariadavis3832 Před 17 dny +2

    I always said that alcohol is the worst of the worst. Here in South Carolina we can't smoke weed but can buy gallons of liquor.

  • @shadrach6299
    @shadrach6299 Před 10 dny +1

    A patient described the “DT’s” to me. It’s horrifying.

  • @alexdewuk
    @alexdewuk Před měsícem +3

    I don't think alcohol wants to kill me, it just wants to torture me for a seeming eternity.... GREAT Video!!!! LOVED IT gonna watch again! I've been through this torture you describe TOTAL PANIC, hearing music in the distance, the blackness is literally moving, wanna sleep but gasping for air, heart pounding like it's gonna explode as it's made of hot lava... and initially could just start with a socially acceptable "Fun" bottle of beer on a whim.... BANG!!! your back in the madness! :)

  • @cockyhemi-123
    @cockyhemi-123 Před měsícem +2

    After my 2nd DUI back in 1997 I didn’t quit drinking. Not by a long shot. But I did (for the most part) not drive after I had been drinking. So I had some discipline there. But I final just quit completely last August after over 30 years of mainly beer. Best decision I’ve ever made. It’s never too late…..until you’re six feet under.

  • @maltezz
    @maltezz Před 2 lety +23

    i have experienced the closed eye visuals too. very scary, i could see vivid images of stuff i almost had no control over, often violent or sexual in nature. only with closed eyes.
    Worst part of withdrawel for me is the nightmares though, absolutely insane. the most scare part about my nightmares is that they are always happening just where i sleep, in my bed, so there is this confusion about if im actually awake or sleeping.

    • @DanSarbz
      @DanSarbz Před 2 lety +2

      Shit scared me so bad

    • @uPSIDEdOWN577
      @uPSIDEdOWN577 Před 2 lety +1

      While withdrawing I had a nightmare that I was watching my brothers baby and I took my eye of him for just a second. Somehow he had gotten to the balcony and I caught his leg as he was falling off. This tiny baby seemed to weigh a ton and He’s dangling off this very high balcony. I’m screaming my lungs out for help.I look back and my brother, his dad is just watching with zero emotion. Just staring at me blankly as his child slips from my grasp. I woke up in sweats. The nightmares are one of the worst parts of withdrawal and they are EXTREMELY vivid.

    • @maltezz
      @maltezz Před 2 lety +1

      @@uPSIDEdOWN577 i totally get what you saw, with your dad with no emotions. i had a similar dream once, very demonic.

    • @archangel_josh
      @archangel_josh Před 2 měsíci +1

      I would have music in my head SO LOUD that it was like I had headphones in my ears, but instead of the full song it would be maybe 1 verse and a chorus on loop. It was torture. And I would shut my eyes and see as plain as you sit and watch TV, movies and images behind my eyes. Like you, very violent or sexual images.

    • @EricTaylor-cn4zq
      @EricTaylor-cn4zq Před měsícem +1

      @@uPSIDEdOWN577Damn that’s crazy at least the baby didn’t fall!

  • @TraumfresserBMofficial
    @TraumfresserBMofficial Před 2 měsíci +4

    I’ve been there before. Everything you say I’ve experienced it.

  • @janed5197
    @janed5197 Před 2 lety +11

    Self medicating is a normal response to trauma ... It's not mystical it's medical .. I really appreciate you talking about your experience

  • @fredo3161
    @fredo3161 Před 6 dny

    My oldest brother almost died from it. Stayed up all night with him and watched over him with my other brother in the hospital. Watching him suffer was terrible. Sadly wasn't the last time he went through it, but after the next time he went to rehab and has been sober almost two years. Remarkable.

  • @really_rebecca
    @really_rebecca Před měsícem +2

    I remember this. My eyes were open and all the colours would move in front of me like a watercolour. My eyes would be wide open and I would also see nothing (like being blind). I also thought there were other people in the room partying with me but I was all alone, going through psychosis. The nightmares were unreal. And the night sweats and palpitations. Good advice, get advice if detoxing! It can kill you. Over one year sober now! Never going back. It’s the best thing I’ve ever done.

  • @_BatCountry
    @_BatCountry Před měsícem +4

    Oh wow I have a video exactly like this - our experiences are so similar that I even hit a lot of the same beats in mine. I wish I'd seen this earlier. Nice work.

  • @kwh8c
    @kwh8c Před 2 lety +11

    I’m on day 5 withdrawal. Thanks for this video. I really needed to hear someone with solidarity tell me to knock it the fuc off. I can only watch vids of people who know what I’m talking about. God bless the companies trying to get clients/help people but I can’t stand hearing about it from a clinical perspective. I need just what you gave. If I want to live I’ve got to knock this sh*t off. Thank you.

  • @jasonmorgan1543
    @jasonmorgan1543 Před rokem +9

    100% and thank you for sharing your story. I’m 4 years sober from alcohol and it was a living hell to get through and get where I’m at now. It’s an experience I never want or will experience again.

  • @shotzburynative4384
    @shotzburynative4384 Před rokem +5

    i got chills listening to your video because I'm going through the same thing... Hearing demonic voices and seeing a million random images going through my vision whether my eyes are shit or open... i feel like I'm about to die

  • @Bizarrebarbie
    @Bizarrebarbie Před 2 lety +16

    I still go back to your old alcohol series a lot to remind myself why I stopped. They’ve helped me so much, I really didn’t know I was the only one who went thru DTs and had these supernatural evil experiences. I’m spiritually sensitive so it makes sense, but the feeling of alcohol withdrawal it feels like you died and went to hell. The feeling is so dark it feels like it’s eating my soul and it’s a feeling so pure helplessness. It’s unexplainable. And I’m around alcohol all the time, I go to these videos to remember even tho I’ve seen all the old videos over and over. I have to ground myself sometimes and remind myself the dark side of this demonic horrific addiction. I don’t drink anymore, but I still have that little part of my Brian that is diseased. So thank you for continuing to make these videos as reminders

  • @Thomas-qz8rq
    @Thomas-qz8rq Před 2 měsíci +2

    Hit the nail on the head!! Alcohol withdrawal is no joke! Scary as hell! Thank you for sharing

  • @YlvaBjarnson
    @YlvaBjarnson Před 2 lety +5

    My husband did die of alcohol poisoning at the age of 60 after being an alcoholic on beer since he was a teenager. His brain was gone years before he died and he was a violent vicious dangerous drunk 6 feet 5 in + 275 lbs all muscle

  • @visam28
    @visam28 Před 2 lety +10

    Thanks for the video. I am still struggling with it. Years ago when I took mushrooms and I tried to drink a glass of liquor I couldn't get the glass past my lips. The mushrooms told me it is "pure molten evil" Those are not words I would normally use.

  • @grifyn882
    @grifyn882 Před 25 dny +2

    i drink from 20 years, every days...i have stopped totally since one week, and i have 0 withdrawal, no delirium tremens, any suffering...iam depressed, but that's normal for me i have always been depressed since i was a child...i thought it would be horrible and i would suffer...but no...its maybe because i take benzo (i have read it helps to cope alcohol withdrawal, but not stop it totally)
    so i don't know, maybe i was no so alcoholic i thought...i never drank the morning, but every evening, i can't remember only one day in 20 years i didn't drink alcohol...i must be lucky...

  • @W5nmwh50
    @W5nmwh50 Před 9 dny +1

    One thing I learned was never run out of money. At least if you can get Amazon to deliver you can let yourself down easy. Well it wasn't easy but I managed to wean myself off and have stayed off ever since. This was after a 2 week bender with at least a litre plus of whisky a day.

  • @damianlopez7630
    @damianlopez7630 Před 13 dny +1

    Yes. Everything you said is exactly how I was feeling!!! A few differences here and there but pretty much exactly the same nightmare!!! Correction. Your experience was way more insane and psychedelic. I could hear chanting voices behind the airconditioner but they sounded distant. Almost like if they were in another dimension. But your experience was much worse and surreal.

  • @timdumoulin2576
    @timdumoulin2576 Před 8 měsíci +2

    10.00 sounds like your first panic attack. Alcohol puts your mind in hell.

  • @Healingandchoices
    @Healingandchoices Před měsícem +1

    My son was nearly killed by a drunk driver nearly two years ago and STILL she hasn't been charged.

  • @n8steez832
    @n8steez832 Před 2 měsíci +1

    New job almost lead me to relapse after a year sober. I refuse. So looking to God to keep this clarity n remember these days of my life. It gets worse when the insomnia hits. But that's when I see I'm triggered deeply. Learn your triggers and know your resets.

  • @DZORGOFFICIAL
    @DZORGOFFICIAL Před 2 měsíci +1

    Nailed it. Nothin worse than the second you close your eyes, get the most absolutly insane racing visuals. Crazy times lol.

  • @sebbenforte
    @sebbenforte Před 3 měsíci +2

    This happened to me. I know these two demons. I was laying in the hospital, dying. My mother was there with me and I kid you not-- these two demons were not allowed to talk about her in their plot to drive me insane. They would try, and test their boundaries, but when they crossed the line a third voice would scold them.
    But this will really cook your noodle. I believe I'm alive today because I revealed them. The voice I heard was the voice of a hispanic girl I knew who spoke both beautiful English and beautiful Spanish. She was doing a "bit" in her tormenting where she was reading everything that I was reading to prove that she was inside my head. When she got to the Spanish poster, her voice was clearly not any human language. I was like "hold up lol, go back?" and me and the other demon were like "lmao he figured you out, NERD" like I had just figured out a hilarious hole in her planning by only knowing Spanish as well as i do-- not as well as the person she appears to be.
    After that point we had a hilarious time together. We looked at reddit on my phone and made fun of the headlines.
    Check my history I'm just a normal-ass dude lol. No fucking shot this is unrelated.

  • @bombholenathbabajaishivash2269

    yea, its ike the withdrawls are the reality/responsibility creeping in that we we're attempting to escape with the substance all along.

  • @scottbrown7071
    @scottbrown7071 Před 2 měsíci +3

    Sounds like you are lucky to be alive. Thank you for sharing your story, and also for strongly advising folks to seek medical advice when coming off of alcohol or drugs. ❤️ 🙏

  • @kateroth7154
    @kateroth7154 Před 6 měsíci +3

    I can see in the background that you keep your home tidy. Very nice!

  • @mattbrick1246
    @mattbrick1246 Před 2 lety +5

    Brandon I’ve come back to these videos many times in my struggles with alcohol as well

    • @kateroth7154
      @kateroth7154 Před 6 měsíci

      Matt, How are you doing? Are you sober? Hang in there!

    • @mattbrick1246
      @mattbrick1246 Před 6 měsíci

      @@kateroth7154 unfortunately, no

  • @JosedeJezeus
    @JosedeJezeus Před měsícem +3

    This story is so crazy good.

  • @YlvaBjarnson
    @YlvaBjarnson Před 2 lety +7

    In Utah you cannot buy hard alcohol at grocery stores. The only thing you can buy is low alcohol content beer. If people want regular beer with the regular alcohol content they have to drive to Wyoming to get it. Thus, Utah has a lower alcoholic rate than other state and a lower divorce rate than other states

    • @sphenoidjjj
      @sphenoidjjj Před 2 měsíci

      It sounds like Utah has come up with a good idea there, a step in the right direction.

    • @michaelsiengo1
      @michaelsiengo1 Před měsícem +1

      Utah sucks irregardless

    • @gardendormouse6479
      @gardendormouse6479 Před 15 dny

      Isn't that due to the Mormons?

  • @BrainWasherAttendent
    @BrainWasherAttendent Před 2 lety +3

    I had a habit of drinking a couple drinks a night and that is enough to hold you back. I had to stop.

  • @ashleyriosrizo
    @ashleyriosrizo Před 20 hodinami

    Thank you for your story. Definitely an eye opener. I have been drinking very consistently lately and I have been conserned about it.

  • @payne02000
    @payne02000 Před měsícem +1

    So similar to my withdrawals,, absolutely terrifying experience, this is why when your a heavy drinker its so fucking hard to stop

  • @Oldschoolsoundz
    @Oldschoolsoundz Před 2 lety +6

    I watched that video you linked a lot when this came out and some of your videos multiple times too. I was definitely one of the people also watched this. I watched lots of videos on dts and withdrawls because it interested me but also helped me. videos on sobriety aswell. I'll be 6 months sober in 3 days. longest I've even been.

  • @Sleezy.Design
    @Sleezy.Design Před 11 měsíci +4

    Those feelings you described when you first experienced your WD symptoms were EXACTLY the same for me! You just caused a flashback within me lol. I love the way you describe it, trapped between two realities. I was laying in bed, hungover, and I felt really weird. I felt tingling in my entire body. And whenever I stopped moving my entire body started to go numb. I thought I screwed up my central nervous system. But at the same time I thought these are WD symtoms. And whenever I felt my body go numb I got intense panick attacks, heart started beating fast, I got insanely hot, I jumped out of bed fearing I was dying, walked back and forth or ran out of the house like a maniac...and it got worse day by day, at some point I could be completely drunk and still experience this hell. I always had withdrawal symptoms no matter how drunk I was. I was shaking and had panick attacks all the time. Alcohol is no joke, and I was only drinking for a little more than a year. But it escalated extremely fast to the point where I was basically blackout drunk from waking up till passing out for weeks on end

    • @archangel_josh
      @archangel_josh Před 2 měsíci +1

      Hell is real isn't it? That horrible restlessness, the panic, knowing there's no escape and that we have no hope and we're just stuck in that feeling for hours/days.

  • @mattmcdonald26911
    @mattmcdonald26911 Před 2 lety +10

    Always appreciate your videos. I have to agree, going through DT's was the scariest thing I've ever experienced in my life and I have done some pretty crazy doses of psychedelics. I literally thought I was going to die. Just wanted to thank you for your words and your videos...I literally watched your channel nonstop while I was detoxing for the last time. They really helped me so much I cannot thank you enough. Still sober and embracing life at my full potential. Thank you brother! Much love.

  • @DuBmonkey4
    @DuBmonkey4 Před 2 lety +9

    Loving the beard brother

  • @WellTransformedSoul
    @WellTransformedSoul Před 2 lety +7

    powerful share thank you, yes you are right they don't call alcohol spirits for nothing, when you drink you open the door and invite them into your body where they take over hence forming an addiction. Addictions are entities that have a hold on your body. most of the souls have had crazy supernatural experiences. please if you have more supernatural experiences would love to hear them

    • @juliestrom412
      @juliestrom412 Před 2 lety

      I so agree about this too. I was going through sheer hell. Demons are real.

  • @maire-annemccormack2883
    @maire-annemccormack2883 Před 2 lety +9

    Needed this… thanks

    • @SacredSerpent
      @SacredSerpent  Před 2 lety

      You’re welcome 😊

    • @janed5197
      @janed5197 Před 2 lety

      Anyone still here knows it ... Best wishes to everyone struggling

  • @AlainaLara
    @AlainaLara Před 7 dny

    This is spot on the ugly, demonic feeling when detoxing bad. I have suffered many seizures during detox. First the weirdest visions so real then what is known as the Aura just before full seizure. BEST ADVICE is go to the hospital for withdrawal. It's very dangerous like in this vid.

  • @Bizarrebarbie
    @Bizarrebarbie Před 2 lety +3

    I also want to say that your alcohol DT story really made me cry when I came across it, it was the first video that got me hooked on your channel, after years of being horrified at what I’d seen in my 6 day delirium tremens at only 21 years old, I finally felt like someone understood and it was a weight off my shoulders. I’ve never connected with a channel so much in my entire life, on every topic, everything I thought my whole life pretty much and thought was “crazy” or delusional was being covered by you and I then knew I wasn’t crazy the world around me was crazy and I then could accept and relax

  • @marcusjknight
    @marcusjknight Před 2 lety +2

    Sounding and looking well brother. Great share.

  • @Noblesse101
    @Noblesse101 Před 2 lety +2

    Great video! And nice to see you on the video. I hope you'll make more live videos from now on

  • @watsinhorde
    @watsinhorde Před 2 lety +2

    Amazing video. I quit drinking one year ago, and I can relate with a lot of what you said.

  • @tightlondon
    @tightlondon Před rokem +4

    Great video man you should definitely do more videos on the subject of alcohol
    and I know that feeling being at the local shop at 6am the second they open feeling like a alcoholic, tho when you're an alcoholic all you want is that bottle so you can relax and sleep for a few hours just to wake up and carry on with the vodka

  • @uPSIDEdOWN577
    @uPSIDEdOWN577 Před 2 lety +3

    The same goes for beer too if you drink enough of it regularly for long periods of time. When I went through alcohol withdrawals it was some of the most terrifying shit I’ve ever experienced. I mean horror movie shit. Let’s just say Now I know why they call it “spirits”. Alcohol is by far the worst drug to withdraw from.

  • @shoebox3965
    @shoebox3965 Před 2 lety +2

    I found you from your detox videos because I went through my alcoholism withdrawal, relapse, and eventual recovery and your videos helped me when I was not doing so well. I want to be specific about this, but you can't just quit cold turkey. I went through rehab and what's going to happen is that you're going to puke up your guts. The approach is typically is using Librium and Zofran which help to stop drinking and stop throwing up. I hate to say it but it will be unpleasant for a couple of days. I hated all of it and couldn't eat other than crackers and water, sweating constantly when I wanted to sleep, so on and so on. Just fix yourself before you can't fix it because cirrhosis and kidney problems are serious.

  • @genuinsanity
    @genuinsanity Před 7 dny

    Not easy being human ...thanks for sharing .

  • @itsdericka302
    @itsdericka302 Před 2 lety +1

    Thank you I needed this

  • @Dsinkz
    @Dsinkz Před 18 dny +1

    We actually live in an insane world

  • @meaghansoria3336
    @meaghansoria3336 Před 2 lety +3

    Wow thank you for sharing. I had no idea it could get that crazy. I've been drinking every single night before bed for the last 2 months . 3 or 4 beers nightly just to try and sleep peacefully. I'm going through a divorce and it's been hard. Anyway this is definitely an alarm for me to find healthier coping mechanisms. Thanks for sharing🙏

    • @meaghansoria3336
      @meaghansoria3336 Před 2 lety

      I was wondering if that experience of alcohol withdrawal was before or after your Kundalini awakening. I have been trying the last 4 years to achieve a real Kundalini awakening. I've kind of given up. I have had Kundalini activations, but it wasn't the full blown experience. And when I say giving up, it's not really that, it's just accepting that I don't get to chose when and if it happens and letting go. I hope I do get to experience it one day, I am ready and have done so much inner work

  • @lisapoole5420
    @lisapoole5420 Před 2 lety +3

    I'm so pissed about a few years that I can't account for. Thank you for this, this reminder was well timed. 🧡

  • @lukewarmwater5320
    @lukewarmwater5320 Před 3 měsíci +1

    I had withdrawals from pounding whiskey everyday for months on end in Daly city in South San Francisco and after hundreds of 10ft tall creatures with death in the black pools of hate they had for eyes started coming out of the ground next to a potter's field of all places I blacked out and had a grand mall seizure and almost chewed my tongue off, boy did that suck! Do you think it made me stop? Not a goddamned chance, I didn't stop till I was almost dead, I been clean and sober now 25 years, no AA or anything just didn't wanna die the way my mother did...my heart goes out for real to anyone suffering in the throes of addiction...

  • @jdmbeats
    @jdmbeats Před rokem +4

    This needs 1M views!! Wow, so many people have no idea about the aftermath caused by alcoHELL.

  • @Nectarine333
    @Nectarine333 Před 6 měsíci +1

    Excellent video!!

  • @ocFOXHOUNDco
    @ocFOXHOUNDco Před 2 lety +1

    Thank you for sharing.

  • @WildStyleStayWild
    @WildStyleStayWild Před 2 lety +1

    Love this black and white video. I can see how it’s addictive.

  • @donzouan9687
    @donzouan9687 Před 2 lety

    Does your dp dr when away?how long are you sober?did you expirience other sumptombs like burning skin and brain fog?

  • @markj5054
    @markj5054 Před 2 lety

    Hey I've been through something similar to this coming off alcohol years ago. I remember seeing my mums face morph into a demon and thought she plotting to kill me..

  • @archangel_josh
    @archangel_josh Před 2 měsíci

    If you are a daily or heavy drinker and want to quit GO TO HOSPITAL or YOUR DOCTOR and explain what's been happening and that you want to quit. If you just stop cold turkey the withdrawals can kill you. My wife and I are both a year and a half sober and only ever drank on weekends for years but in the year before we quit she was drinking 3 bottles of vodka Friday night - Sunday night and I was drinking from Friday night through to Sunday morning, no sleep, no food, no water. We decided to quit after a holiday away and the next day she had an alcohol withdrawal seizure, it was terrifying. She went to hospital in an ambulance and was discharged a few hours later and for the next few days she was like a zombie - had no idea what happened, didn't know that she was at home, kept forgetting things. She had hallucinations one night, in our sleep she heard chanting outside, saw spiders, shadow people. It was horrible to witness, she was terrified and we both knew it was alcohol withdrawal and it wasn't 'real' but it still didn't make it any less terrifying. A few days later she was 100% normal, had all of her memory and was her normal self again. She could have died at age 37. Stay strong everyone, alcohol KILLS.

  • @mongogojjo5944
    @mongogojjo5944 Před 2 lety +3

    Came off of a 8 year long drinking habit AND a 3 year long oxycontin addiction at the same time. Torture to say the least. I was crying and puking in bed for days on end, hallucinations from literal hell. Similar thing with phenibut I was on 5 grams for almost a year straight, damn near identical to alcohol withdrawal only phen catches up to you much quicker as do the benzos.

    • @SacredSerpent
      @SacredSerpent  Před 2 lety

      Did you cold turkey the phenibut or do a taper ?

    • @mongogojjo5944
      @mongogojjo5944 Před 2 lety +1

      @@SacredSerpent unfortunately I relapsed on it along with alcohol not long ago I've been on these videos again because they've always helped me get introspective about demons and they aren't generic AA bogus. I have cold turkeyed phenibut many times, it is the only thing that can compare to alcohol withdrawals in my experience...very similar anxiety, shakiness, intense Insomnia, impending doom and worst of all hallucinations that don't align with this world at all in my opinion. I love your vids man I can't tell you how many times I come back and revisit, I'm a chronic relapser. Luckily no more Opiates in a very long time, but I'd honestly rather deal with that than this alcoholism trash again and especially this phenibut trash again. I go long periods sober and then go back, have for years now unfortunately. But videos like this is what helps me get out of this bogus, along with substituting some of this trash with things like Kava and ashwaganda when I get real out of hand those 2 herbs help me a lot. I'm big on herbs to my man, and if anything it seems like I go more into my Herbal regimens and healthy lifestyle in general once I kick booze. Booze bring out the worst inner loser ever in me and I get to the point where I don't care about anyone and anything.

  • @lovejoy9508
    @lovejoy9508 Před 2 lety +5

    Alcohol is addictive AF!

  • @dougpage1132
    @dougpage1132 Před rokem

    Did you drink water when you were having this sweating espisode?

  • @ianmallows660
    @ianmallows660 Před 7 měsíci

    I’ve had some very dangerous home alone detox allways get help

  • @almostatistic
    @almostatistic Před 2 lety

    God thanks for this video. I can relate completely

  • @simpnation4386
    @simpnation4386 Před rokem

    How much were you drinking if you don't mind me asking

  • @kingstalker
    @kingstalker Před 6 měsíci

    i had delrium tremours before i heard shit from my past that i forgotten i heard voices from m family shit i done when was like 3 years old that was insane its the scariest thing ever i saw shit on the wall spiders all over the place i felt like jmping off the balcony and everting i was so scared to be alone it was so bad i was so scared i was shaking i felt like i was dying i heard voices in my head the more you think of something the more you hear a voice talk to you and it doesint go away it just get worst i was so scared to sleep i stayed awake for 5 days i went to the hospital and gave me some benzo diazapam it got even worst but after a few hours i finally felt asleep and after that it al went away sleep is the only thing that works but it the most difficult thing to do when you have withdrawals dont drink 25 days straight one day and stop for a week or so is what i do now i would not go through that again sometimes i wil do a friday and saterday

  • @tinaehrob384
    @tinaehrob384 Před 20 dny +1

    You are so intelligent

  • @crankfotton
    @crankfotton Před rokem

    It is complete hell as uncomfortable as the seizures sweating contortion feeling is the nightmares is what made it the worst for me

  • @scottjohnson2401
    @scottjohnson2401 Před 8 měsíci +1

    I need advice im feel like nomatter how much electrolytes and water im not feeling hydrated i have brain fog fatigue on day 3 i wake up with extreme sweating could be a reason why im also on 2 mgs of Clonazepam and keppra 500 im scared friend pls help me with advice anybody

    • @SacredSerpent
      @SacredSerpent  Před 8 měsíci

      Email me man, I’m happy to help bgingerelli@gmail.com

  • @Naikonenko
    @Naikonenko Před měsícem

    good that you shared your experience. But there are no types of alcohols when it comes to addiction and disasters they create, and belive me i was at 4, 5 liters of 11%beer and 2 botlles of wine per day for more than 15 years. My life was so fucked up, and once iwas in the countryside with buddies , far from everything, couldnt get alcohol in time, withdrawl started i had hallucination i was burning ina fire ... so no there is no difference between hard liquors vs soft. maybe it is less potent on the organs im not sure tho.

    • @Naikonenko
      @Naikonenko Před měsícem

      and im off this shit for 14 years now

  • @batmanbinsuperman7151
    @batmanbinsuperman7151 Před 2 lety +1

    Different Verses of Quran about Alcohol:
    They ask you (O Muhammad) about wine and gambling. Tell them, there are great sins in them, [even though they bring] some profit to the people, but their sin is greater than their profit.Al-Qur'an 2:219
    O You Who Believe! Indeed, wine, gambling, idols, and divining arrows (a way of gambling) are evil and of Satan’s act; therefore, leave them aside in order that you may prosper
    Indeed, Satan desires to incur enmity and hatred between you through wine and gambling, and he desires to prevent you from God’s remembrance and prayer, yet will you, then give [them] up?. Al-Qur'an 5:90-91
    O You Who Believe! Do not perform prayer when you are intoxicated until you know what you say. Al-Qur'an 4:43

  • @DuBmonkey4
    @DuBmonkey4 Před 2 lety

    Brandon can I ask for a suggestion of toothpaste, been trying to move away from the fluoride garbage but am yet to find an alternative

    • @heidisanderson7768
      @heidisanderson7768 Před 2 lety +2

      Pure baking soda can hydrogen peroxide.....also oil pulling..you will never have to buy toothpaste again!

    • @benwinter2420
      @benwinter2420 Před 2 lety

      A study was done decades ago & found no difference in tooth decay between using toothpaste on the brush & just brushing with water , they found all you need to do is disrupt the bacteria film on the teeth , toothpaste with or without fluoride is a scam , brushing with water & flossing & hydrogen peroxide diluted held in mouth for a few minutes will pretty much do the job , thats if you don't have plaque build up so get that removed by dentist first

  • @ShadesOClarity
    @ShadesOClarity Před měsícem +1

    You are lucky you didn't die from mixing Klonopin with a ton of wine. I am glad you survived.

  • @vipersniper843
    @vipersniper843 Před 7 měsíci

    Holy . That was Deep man .I believe the demon parts 100%

  • @timothyslaughter476
    @timothyslaughter476 Před 6 měsíci

    Some people its just never gonna happen without detox. Detox gets you off alcohol day 1 by using tailored meds to do it. Takes alot of the discomfort away but not totally. For many the pain without meds is just too much and technically too dangerous so they just drink. In detox, vitals are run around the clock. Food, hydration vitamins a plenty. Rest. Some peace for once. Most importantly its gets you off your own personal battlefield of alcohol abuse. That could have been your house, car friends place, bar wherever probably all of the above and into a safe secure setting where you cant drink. That alone is worth the price of admission. After detox the hard work begins. But only about 10% of hard-core alcoholics are gonna pull out of it without medical and professional help. But in any event fixing the problem is 100% up to the individual.

  • @crunchinberry2172
    @crunchinberry2172 Před 5 měsíci

    Man, how i am not missing that😅.... Now its kind of a funny, but its not. That kind of experiance i had after not sleeping for 3 days, having halucinations hearing voice and thankfully my doctor prescribed me sleeping piills. Yeah i needed to hear this to remember what kind of hell i also went through.... You know what, being sober plus sorting your life..... Its the greatest alcohol you need... Great Job..... It is possible! 😊

  • @mattorama
    @mattorama Před 3 dny

    What if the demons WEREN'T a hallucination?

  • @ZenSage-xy4cf
    @ZenSage-xy4cf Před rokem

    Process should be easy and swift I'm thinking no more than couple days

    • @SacredSerpent
      @SacredSerpent  Před rokem

      If you think chronic alcohol abuse withdrawals only last a couple days, then you aren’t ware of just how bad they can get.

  • @Fender420
    @Fender420 Před 2 lety +1

    I have been through this kind of thing. Hell on earth.

  • @janed5197
    @janed5197 Před 2 lety

    Delirium tremens ? Or an Ayawasca trip ?

  • @Sreybk
    @Sreybk Před rokem +1

    Alcoholic hallucinosis. I've been there. If your mental sensorium was still oriented this wasn't delirium tremens. True D.T.s are rare - making up around 5 percent of cases.

    • @marknewton6984
      @marknewton6984 Před 2 dny

      I hallucinated with alcohol and quit. It scared me.

    • @ShadesOClarity
      @ShadesOClarity Před 2 dny

      @@marknewton6984 This is @Sreybk This "handle" is the name of my CZcams recovery channel. Alcoholic hallucinosis is scary. I have had it twice. The second time wasn't as scary because I knew what was going on. I just sort of relaxed and watched the "show." AW still sucks the dog.

  • @jamesdota2972
    @jamesdota2972 Před 11 měsíci

    Had this three times in my life, everything i see is so negative, once watched a whole series on a tv set with my eyes closed

  • @michaelsiengo1
    @michaelsiengo1 Před měsícem +1

    Don’t forget alcohol was originally designed to control the week so they would work all day and have some enjoyment when they came back with beer and bread. I’m talking Egyptian times.

    • @cockyhemi-123
      @cockyhemi-123 Před měsícem

      There’s a reason why the Soviet Union practically gave vodka away to its citizens for years under communism. There’s a reason why with crazy inflation recently the prices of everything has gone bonkers but alcohol.

  • @vincentkeller4725
    @vincentkeller4725 Před 14 dny

    Nutcheck!

  • @nathanaelethan
    @nathanaelethan Před měsícem

    I'll never forget the black hands that wrapped around me and pulled me into the bed so tight that it was hard to breathe.
    Or the creature almost like a gargoyle that was sitting on my backs with it's talons digging into my shoulders.

  • @UncleJoeLITE
    @UncleJoeLITE Před 10 dny

    Thanks from 2024 Australia.