I am in love with someone that no longer exists. I like to think they are still alive but then after a while I wake up to the reality that this person is beneath the ground now. There will never be "us", neither will we ever have a future. I dress nicely and try to look good with them in mind even though that person will never be there to look at me. It's a haunting feeling.
I have a very strong parasocial relationship with a best friend i created in my head because i really have no friends and it breaks my heart to know ill both never meet him and i will never have a friendship as strong and nourishing as the one i have in my head. We will never meet.
You will all make your dreams come true just believe. Trust me they really can . Kindness and peace to all of us misfits 🙏😎⭐ A star will shine for us all in the true time of need 💙
يارب متى سوف أقف عن تصديق كل ما يفكر بهِ عقلي الباطن ٫ أيماني بعقلي الاواعي يسحبُني الى طريق لا ردة فيه صرتُ اشكك في صحتي النفسية اتمنى من الله خالق السموات والأرض أن يحقق لي امنيتي الوحيدة وهي تصديق واقعي وتكذيب عقلي الاواعي.
Your soulmate. Your other half. Your clone of all your choices of attraction is out there somewhere. There’s 8 billion of us, there’s probably multiple about them. They could be near you and you haven’t noticed or they could be the furthest away distance from you. And you’ll most likely never meet them. And that’s okay.
How 'bout meeting them and getting to know each other, being told they have no romantic interest in you, and eventually being ghosted? No one else seems to compare, and I hate to compare, but everyone else falls short. I don't want to settle for someone, and don't want them to feel settled for.
I spent 6 months of my life chasing after a girl I saw every good flag in. A girl that did not compare to anybody else. I'd had small crushes and small 'what if' thoughts that my brain had discarded as quick as they had come, but nothing stood as tall and fought for as long as the thought of loving her. I was so sure that I loved her that when she told me the person she had a crush on was already taken, I stopped thinking I loved her to prioritise making sure she was okay. January 1st, 2024. I have absolutely no doubt in my mind that ANYTHING good will come my way this year. I can tell. I'm losing hope, it's settling in that I was indirectly shut down 2 months prior, and I just want to let the thought go and go back to just wanting to be friends. February rolls around. I hear the words I never thought I'd never hear. I have never seen or heard or been a relationship that had looked so stable and loving and caring, which shocks me more knowing I was in it. Knowing I was who she loved made me feel like I owed her the world, and so I gave her what I could give of MY world. A world I was willing to share with her. A life, a positive change that now deeply hurts to think of. Because almost 8 months of loving and caring and feeling loved was seemingly reduced to nothing in a matter of two weeks. Because she felt she couldn't reciprocate. She didn't NEED to reciprocate; in my eyes, she was already enough. She didn't need to walk half-an-hour in the rain, but I did because I loved her for who she was. She didn't need to make time for me because I felt lucky to have time with her at all. The last thing we did was hug eachother and tell eachother how much we love eachother. Today, she isn't even looking in my direction. She didn't yesterday, she didn't last week, she won't tomorrow and she won't next week. She never will again. And that's what's best for her.
I don’t exactly know you, but I wish you nothing but the best in your life. I hope you achieve your goals in life, I hope you find your soulmate, I hope you be the best you can be
I've been told no on will love me I think maybe I'm not and I'll never be good enough for her I feel lonely, I hope one day God will alow us to happen..
@@WhyTurquoise the worst part is how much I wanted to know her better. She seemed like a genuinely cool person to hang out with. Sometimes I wonder if she thinks I was ignoring her on purpose.
Ah yes, modern and the depressed cousin of the popular post World War II song called; We'll Meet Again. His more successful and happy brother Beautiful
Here’s my story cuz everyone adding yours Once I met a boy he texted me , we were pretty young . After some time we became best friends but one day I had a really bad mental state where I didn’t know what To do. Because of that I was fighting with him. I was super mad at my self that I tried to unal!ve my self. He saved me . Then I boned with his friend (the worst thing I could do) I was friend with these too my love got better but the boy friend numer 1 probably because of jealousy blocked me. I was so devastated the friend number 2 I hurted him so much I just to say I’ll ki!! You if you won’t believe that he will be back with and etc. The bad mental state came again . But it’s turned worser. I stated to see things I developed schizofrenia . I was tying everything to get back to him I was fighting and over bad things (talking about friend numer 1) that he trined to unal!ve his self. But I didn’t save him. Another girl did. I’m worthless
Met a girl that study in the same class as me but different time we met cause she draw something on my table I respond and we started chatting a lot she gave me her number when I was gunna ask we talked almost everyday she even made me say good morning to her everyday even though I had no intentions of doing that, she’s my only friend I have.
I feel like someone likes me but I don’t know if I should, I like her too but it might mess up our friend group, and I don’t know if she even likes me back, she gives me the most physical contact (brushing my hair out of my eyes and poking me around in a friendly way and gets closer to me than anyone else) I don’t know if she is trying to give me hints or acting like an older or younger sister I never had.
I am in love with someone that no longer exists. I like to think they are still alive but then after a while I wake up to the reality that this person is beneath the ground now. There will never be "us", neither will we ever have a future. I dress nicely and try to look good with them in mind even though that person will never be there to look at me. It's a haunting feeling.
So sorry for your loss bro 😢
🫂I'm sorry brother....and I very well know how it feels..
If they're still on your mind and in your heart then they are actually with you. If they influence you... they exist.
🫂🫂🫂
Dang bro I just got goosebumps
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My soul grieves for something I’ve never known
this song feels like you are actually inside of the cover art, in an area like that.
Maybe one day
I have a very strong parasocial relationship with a best friend i created in my head because i really have no friends and it breaks my heart to know ill both never meet him and i will never have a friendship as strong and nourishing as the one i have in my head. We will never meet.
I’m so sorry 🫂
@@BlackSheepBagel 💜🫂
So sorry... Wanna be friends?
I just don’t want to be lonely anymore.
You will all make your dreams come true just believe. Trust me they really can . Kindness and peace to all of us misfits 🙏😎⭐ A star will shine for us all in the true time of need 💙
So many make better friends in there head who comfort them then real ones.😔
i love this video honestly, it's got me through some hard times... Thank you for creating this
I just want to be with him, I will always wait for him to come and pick me up until the end of my life
يارب متى سوف أقف عن تصديق كل ما يفكر بهِ عقلي الباطن ٫ أيماني بعقلي الاواعي يسحبُني الى طريق لا ردة فيه صرتُ اشكك في صحتي النفسية اتمنى من الله خالق السموات والأرض أن يحقق لي امنيتي الوحيدة وهي تصديق واقعي وتكذيب عقلي الاواعي.
Your soulmate. Your other half. Your clone of all your choices of attraction is out there somewhere. There’s 8 billion of us, there’s probably multiple about them. They could be near you and you haven’t noticed or they could be the furthest away distance from you. And you’ll most likely never meet them.
And that’s okay.
How 'bout meeting them and getting to know each other, being told they have no romantic interest in you, and eventually being ghosted?
No one else seems to compare, and I hate to compare, but everyone else falls short. I don't want to settle for someone, and don't want them to feel settled for.
I spent 6 months of my life chasing after a girl I saw every good flag in. A girl that did not compare to anybody else. I'd had small crushes and small 'what if' thoughts that my brain had discarded as quick as they had come, but nothing stood as tall and fought for as long as the thought of loving her. I was so sure that I loved her that when she told me the person she had a crush on was already taken, I stopped thinking I loved her to prioritise making sure she was okay.
January 1st, 2024. I have absolutely no doubt in my mind that ANYTHING good will come my way this year. I can tell. I'm losing hope, it's settling in that I was indirectly shut down 2 months prior, and I just want to let the thought go and go back to just wanting to be friends. February rolls around. I hear the words I never thought I'd never hear.
I have never seen or heard or been a relationship that had looked so stable and loving and caring, which shocks me more knowing I was in it. Knowing I was who she loved made me feel like I owed her the world, and so I gave her what I could give of MY world. A world I was willing to share with her. A life, a positive change that now deeply hurts to think of. Because almost 8 months of loving and caring and feeling loved was seemingly reduced to nothing in a matter of two weeks. Because she felt she couldn't reciprocate.
She didn't NEED to reciprocate; in my eyes, she was already enough. She didn't need to walk half-an-hour in the rain, but I did because I loved her for who she was. She didn't need to make time for me because I felt lucky to have time with her at all.
The last thing we did was hug eachother and tell eachother how much we love eachother.
Today, she isn't even looking in my direction. She didn't yesterday, she didn't last week, she won't tomorrow and she won't next week. She never will again.
And that's what's best for her.
🫂
Song + Picture = Amazing. It feels like having a home is better 😞
I know it's good that we won't see each other but it hurts...
In another life....
I don’t exactly know you, but I wish you nothing but the best in your life. I hope you achieve your goals in life, I hope you find your soulmate, I hope you be the best you can be
Same to you 💜
How can you make songs like this?... It's amazing!... 🩵
Loving them hurt me more. And I dont want to hurt anymore.
Sounds nice!
I've been told no on will love me
I think maybe I'm not and I'll never be good enough for her I feel lonely, I hope one day God will alow us to happen..
This is incredible
This is a great song. Too bad it ends too soon.
Que música linda ✨
The goat
I've waited my whole life.
Never say never
I once met a girl at a festival who gave me their number. During the summer I broke my phone and couldn’t get her number back after she moved away.
Damn
@@WhyTurquoise the worst part is how much I wanted to know her better. She seemed like a genuinely cool person to hang out with. Sometimes I wonder if she thinks I was ignoring her on purpose.
@@HR-ZR-wn5ql fuck bro… man i wish you wrote it down
@@HR-ZR-wn5ql hey… we broke up haha… like 2-3 weeks, at least I experienced something eh?
@@HR-ZR-wn5ql broke up, didn’t care much though, I experienced something eh?
Only if he was actually what he showed
I'll never meet them. Life is pointless anyway.
love you.
how sweet silence
This is like a really slowed version of Lost It to Trying (Umpire Remix) by Son Lux.
Ah yes, modern and the depressed cousin of the popular post World War II song called; We'll Meet Again. His more successful and happy brother
Beautiful
Here’s my story cuz everyone adding yours
Once I met a boy he texted me , we were pretty young . After some time we became best friends but one day I had a really bad mental state where I didn’t know what To do. Because of that I was fighting with him. I was super mad at my self that I tried to unal!ve my self. He saved me . Then I boned with his friend (the worst thing I could do) I was friend with these too my love got better but the boy friend numer 1 probably because of jealousy blocked me. I was so devastated the friend number 2 I hurted him so much I just to say I’ll ki!! You if you won’t believe that he will be back with and etc. The bad mental state came again . But it’s turned worser. I stated to see things I developed schizofrenia . I was tying everything to get back to him I was fighting and over bad things (talking about friend numer 1) that he trined to unal!ve his self. But I didn’t save him. Another girl did. I’m worthless
I'm pretty sure the first friend blocked you not out of jealousy, but because you cheated on him.
No, no, we will not
Мы больше НИКОГДА не встретимся, а я так этого хочу....
When you realize your enemy is a villain not a monster.
can you pass me the source of the background image pls?
Met a girl that study in the same class as me but different time we met cause she draw something on my table I respond and we started chatting a lot she gave me her number when I was gunna ask we talked almost everyday she even made me say good morning to her everyday even though I had no intentions of doing that, she’s my only friend I have.
Maybe things will be easier if everybody thinked in others before doing things
Why can’t it be me guys
I loved some girl I thought she is the answer but the End she was just pain to my whole body so I think you can guess the rest😔
Ни с кем)
I feel like someone likes me but I don’t know if I should, I like her too but it might mess up our friend group, and I don’t know if she even likes me back, she gives me the most physical contact (brushing my hair out of my eyes and poking me around in a friendly way and gets closer to me than anyone else) I don’t know if she is trying to give me hints or acting like an older or younger sister I never had.
Don't hesitate bro, she is giving you hints that she likes you if she gets closer to you. I would recommend confessing to her before it's too late
True, she is moving
@@-Tenebris-hey, I moved on, turns out someone liked me, we’ve been dating for 3 days so not very long, first girlfriend
@@-Tenebris-We started dating at a carnival
@@WhyTurquoise wow nice!
Ok no problem
💀
he cheated on me
Stop metagaming irl
What does that even mean?
@@lynxarcade2020 yes