I have to wonder if I'm doing something wrong though. I mean yeah everyone and their dog is on youtube (probably literally to an extent), but still. The only reason I have any semblance of popularity now is because Onlyafro liked my first Demon's Souls video.
I didn't always have this stupid fear. I think it started when I was younger and was playing the first Halo. There's this moment when you're on an elevator and the stupid little floodlings fall right on top of your head. I just happened to look up right before they landed on me. Scared the shit out of me. Now anything like headcrabs, facehuggers, the smaller scythids, every spider in every game ever, basically any small insect like thing that tries to jump at your face just freaks the hell out of me. :
Maybe if I benefitted from all the extra stats. I don't use strength, my weapons don't scale off dex, and my int is stupidly high so any damage bonus to it would be negligible.
OldestManEvaXD I won't lie. I've had some problems with depression and anxiety for the past year. It makes it hard to motivate myself. That's why uploads have been slow. It sucks. :
AkariLT I really hope things work out for you. I love your videos. Theyve been a huge inspiration for to try and make my own. Plus any time I had a rather awful day, Videos like yours always make my day so much better.
AkariLT Oh god, I'm sorry to hear that :/ I know random people on the internet don't make a huge difference, but keep in mind that you videos affect a real human beeing :) It doesn't really compare to rl but it's something! Hope you'll get better anyways
AkariLT Maaaan, why depression? What happenned? Anyways, if you need help with the DLC, I'll help ya. I have a dorito build ready. Lv150, SM 4M and NG for NG+. Niec veid, ass olways.
..............................................................................................................................................................................yeah lets go with that I didnt only just discover it or anything what are you talking about hahahahahahahahahaha... ._.
Not lazy, DEFINITELY not forgotten. Being depressed? Things being hectic and frustrating? Losing motivation to keep working? Those, yes. However I've had motivation to work again recently and a new video is (finally) almost done. Sorry everything takes so long. I'll try to sort everything out so I can upload regularly again.
AkariLT I'm sorry that you're feeling depressed due. I understand it, myself, especially the lack of motivation. But if people like me and you stop doing the things we enjoy, then we end up depriving the world of something incredibly fantastic and worth noticing. Everybody needs to try their best to overcome adversity, and everyone has the capacity for it. Not to sound like a broken record, but you make some quality videos. And with practice, you can make them even better, and faster. You just gotta keep at it. Anyway, sorry for bothering you. Glad the next video is on it's way! I'll go watch Demon's Souls again while I wait :)
Oh my, I've missed you so! Handmaiden, draw me a bath so that I may freshen up for the returning lord.
You deserve a lot more subscribers, your videos are awesome
I have to wonder if I'm doing something wrong though. I mean yeah everyone and their dog is on youtube (probably literally to an extent), but still. The only reason I have any semblance of popularity now is because Onlyafro liked my first Demon's Souls video.
AkariLT I think you only need to wait, you're doing nothing wrong
I wish you could make more videos, so funny!
yay new AkariLT video! :D
Nial Lenthil Yay! :D
Oh hey, you're alive
That's debatable considering the video.
Oh god I love the intro, and you seem to have arachnophobia lol
(That Nanako pic is quite lovely isn't she?)
I didn't always have this stupid fear. I think it started when I was younger and was playing the first Halo. There's this moment when you're on an elevator and the stupid little floodlings fall right on top of your head. I just happened to look up right before they landed on me. Scared the shit out of me. Now anything like headcrabs, facehuggers, the smaller scythids, every spider in every game ever, basically any small insect like thing that tries to jump at your face just freaks the hell out of me. :
AkariLT aww, kinda notice this reply late. I love spider though
*narrator*
"and to the dlc itself"
*akari*
".........wait"
You don't even know how proud I am of that joke
im proud of it myself and its not even mine
The Crown does +1 to all your Stats, kinda worth it
Maybe if I benefitted from all the extra stats. I don't use strength, my weapons don't scale off dex, and my int is stupidly high so any damage bonus to it would be negligible.
yeeeeheey
Man, I love your videos, but I didn't even know because you rarely appear in my sub box :/
It's a shame you don't upload more!
OldestManEvaXD I won't lie. I've had some problems with depression and anxiety for the past year. It makes it hard to motivate myself. That's why uploads have been slow. It sucks. :
AkariLT I really hope things work out for you. I love your videos. Theyve been a huge inspiration for to try and make my own. Plus any time I had a rather awful day, Videos like yours always make my day so much better.
AkariLT Oh god, I'm sorry to hear that :/
I know random people on the internet don't make a huge difference, but keep in mind that you videos affect a real human beeing :)
It doesn't really compare to rl but it's something!
Hope you'll get better anyways
AkariLT Maaaan, why depression? What happenned?
Anyways, if you need help with the DLC, I'll help ya. I have a dorito build ready. Lv150, SM 4M and NG for NG+. Niec veid, ass olways.
1001/10
IT'S OVER OOOONE-THOOOUoh forget it its not the same.
Jeez, you took a really long time to find that underwhelming dlc huh?
shouldnt lightning be very good against dragons ?...
What armor set is that?
The top is from the Shadow set, everything else is black leather. I thought it looked cool. :D
Oh, yeah, it definitely does.
You skipped the second Black Gulch Bonfire?
..............................................................................................................................................................................yeah lets go with that I didnt only just discover it or anything what are you talking about hahahahahahahahahaha... ._.
what do you mean you didnt say anything
And the other 2 dlcs? ;_;
I will get to them soon! I'm just... a little broke right now. >_>
Please tell me that you're lazy, and haven't actually forgotten about us. ;_;
Not lazy, DEFINITELY not forgotten.
Being depressed?
Things being hectic and frustrating?
Losing motivation to keep working?
Those, yes.
However I've had motivation to work again recently and a new video is (finally) almost done. Sorry everything takes so long. I'll try to sort everything out so I can upload regularly again.
AkariLT I'm sorry that you're feeling depressed due. I understand it, myself, especially the lack of motivation.
But if people like me and you stop doing the things we enjoy, then we end up depriving the world of something incredibly fantastic and worth noticing. Everybody needs to try their best to overcome adversity, and everyone has the capacity for it.
Not to sound like a broken record, but you make some quality videos. And with practice, you can make them even better, and faster. You just gotta keep at it.
Anyway, sorry for bothering you. Glad the next video is on it's way! I'll go watch Demon's Souls again while I wait :)