Phil 🖤 When Tomorrow Starts Without Me

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  • čas přidán 3. 02. 2024
  • When tomorrow starts without me and I'm not there to see,
    If the sun should rise and find your eye all filled with tears for me,
    I wish so much you wouldn't cry, though I know your heart aches so,
    But remember it was for the best....it was my time to go,
    I know how much you love me, as much as I love you
    and each time you're thinking of me I know you'll miss me too
    When tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart,
    for every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart.
    If it should be that i grow frail and weak and pain should keep me from my sleep,
    then you must do what must be done for this last battle cannot be won
    You will be sad, I understand, don't let your grief then stay your hand
    for this day more than all the rest, your love and friendship stands the test
    We have had so many happy years, what is to come can hold no fears
    take me where my needs they'll tend, only stay with me until the end
    hold me firm and speak to me, until my eyes no longer see
    I know in time that you will see, it is a kindness that you do to me,
    although my tail it's last has waved, from pain and suffering I have been saved
    Do not grieve, it should be you who decides this thing to do,
    we've been so close we these years, please don't let your heart hold any tears.
    Phil 2013-14
    From the beginning to the end, I write this with tears, but what mattered most of all is the dash between those years, for it represents all the time you spent with us here on earth and now only those that loved you know what that little line is worth. Forever ours
    Phil was surrounded by those he loved and held in a warm embrace. The whirlwind of emotions are hard to express, the desire to somehow do justice to Phil in a send off can't be met. This video is a struggle to compile, to edit, to type, I hide behind a screen unable to truly share grief but feel an obligation to notify you. My eyes hurt, I feel numb, the house feels empty, my heart heavy and a piece of us missing. Everything a reminder, the pets acting strange Amelia is distraught. Never has a dog been loved and touched as many people. The impact he has had is astonishing and we owe so much more to him than just a pet. Phil became everyone's dog but first and foremost he was our family, a dog with too big a heart to contain we chose to share him with the world. Taking the time to grieve and try to heal in secret faced with the closing walls of having to tell the world only grieve again. I hope you can respect enough not to cast judgement. I don't want to do this, I don't want comments but I know people will want a space to share their memories or messages. Phil was loved to no end and I hope that was and forever will be evident. We didn't take no for an answer, we never have, we pushed on and did everything physically possible to help our boy but there was only so much time we had before it became unfair. We travelled to an emergency specialist with him for second opinion. Phil suddenly started collapsing, within 12 hours he had lost the use of all 4 legs. He was refusing to go to the toilet which was causing unimaginable discomfort. We tried to express bladder and bowels but he was fighting back, he was tired, I believe he was telling us that he didn't want to do this any more.
    Whilst I'm against euthanasia as a whole, there was no option. It breaks me to tell you Phil had everything from a CT scan to MRI and everything in between above the port of call concluding that there was nothing found. His heart lungs and organs were sound, He was mentally there and the vet said he couldn't be in pain as he was on high levels of pain medication and you couldn't replicate any area of pain yet Phil still cried for us. We struggled for one night with Phil between tests and he would not rest, he couldn't move, we had to move him. We created a hoist with clothes and had to physically hoist him outside and try to hover him over the grass to go to the toilet, he refused, we didn't stop trying. This was extremely difficult that 2 adults couldn't manage. He couldn't bear any weight on any leg, they were paralysed. I believe he was ready. At 10 years and 9 months I wasn't, I never will be.
    It was concluded that Phills nerves had detached from his spinal chord and there wasn't a surgery that could fix as the cause was a degenerative shrinking of his spine. By this stage he would have weeks/maybe months left until his lungs slowly became paralysed. Phil wasn't in pain as the specialist relived pain, his bladder and his bowels medically so clinically there was no discomfort yet he continued to cry when he looked at us, while we held him and looked into his eyes telling him how much we loved him. He was frustrated and asked for one last act of kindness. In all the love and every ounce of kindness and compassion I had I told him how much he meant to me, our family, the world, told him my heart always has a place and that we will eventually meet again. Thank you Phil rest easy old boy.

Komentáře • 12K

  • @ashleys4652
    @ashleys4652 Před 3 měsíci +5131

    I have never been so heartbroken for a dog I have never met. And yet I knew him. We all did. We felt his big, joyful heart and the love that he had for his family. Those soulful eyes and that Philly Boy face and spirit were made for video and to be shared with the world. Thank you for doing that! You brought us all so much joy! Every time I would see a video post it would be an immediate click to see the beautiful and majestic Phil. Please take comfort, in time, that he knew he was so loved and you WILL see him again. This was a beautiful tribute. Thank you for sharing your boy with us. ❤🙏

    • @gwenbrashier1884
      @gwenbrashier1884 Před 3 měsíci +181

      I haven't cried like this in 5yrs, when my own girl went the same way. Its a beautifully put together tribute. The pain and tears, we can only imagine. 😢😢😢

    • @Angie-el2rc
      @Angie-el2rc Před 3 měsíci +62

      Amen🙏

    • @amelial.5781
      @amelial.5781 Před 3 měsíci +145

      @ashleys4652. My sentiments exactly. A dog I never met, yet I knew him and loved him. Thanks for saying exactly what I feel.

    • @gustaferiksson1503
      @gustaferiksson1503 Před 3 měsíci +61

      💯 same feeling here :(

    • @marthaluciacr
      @marthaluciacr Před 3 měsíci +70

      Lovely words...that is the way I feel too...❤💔🙏

  • @GoneToTheSnowDogs
    @GoneToTheSnowDogs Před 3 měsíci +3745

    If only they could live forever. The reason it hurts so much, is because we loved them so hard! Sending you all of our love

    • @Babygirl43..
      @Babygirl43.. Před 3 měsíci +39

      ❤that's true

    • @gordongott127
      @gordongott127 Před 3 měsíci +40

      Absolutely 💯 ❤ . Pure Love RIP Phil.

    • @MaxsMom-bv6hf
      @MaxsMom-bv6hf Před 3 měsíci +36

      Jessica, I haven't cried this much over someone else's pet since Oakley passed.

    • @gaylenewood7707
      @gaylenewood7707 Před 3 měsíci +20

      I wish every pet and every humans can live forever and watch for the next life ahead..

    • @ovioks3651
      @ovioks3651 Před 3 měsíci +19

      So true we fell in love with our pets.. And when they gone thats the time we fell apart and heartbroken so bad...

  • @Belinda-Golding
    @Belinda-Golding Před 17 dny +4

    We will never forget Phil 😢 .4ever in our hearts 💕

  • @dannyhoward3437
    @dannyhoward3437 Před 2 měsíci +118

    Crying. I’ve been there. The unbearable moments of saying goodbye, trapped, and the unfathomable emptiness after. It never goes away. That’s how special dogs are. Magical.

    • @carolinasegurazavala9203
      @carolinasegurazavala9203 Před měsícem +3

      😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @rhondagrider4803
      @rhondagrider4803 Před měsícem +1

      ALL ANIMALS LOVE 😍 US WHEN WE ARE GOOD TO THEM, FEED THEM, GIVE THEM WATER 💦 & OTHER FLUIDS, GIVE THEM TOYS TO PLAY WITH, & LOVE 😍 THEM UNCONDITIONALLY!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤I FEEL THIS WAY ABOUT MY BABIES ( 2 BOY CATS AS I DID THEIR 2 SISTERS)!! HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT THEY ARE NOT ABLE TO LOVE 😍 UNCONDITIONALLY!! OF COURSE THEY CAN!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @reneeborjas1877
      @reneeborjas1877 Před 11 dny

      ​@@rhondagrider4803Who are you saying this to???

  • @charliep123
    @charliep123 Před 3 měsíci +2531

    My one wish is that Phil left this Earth knowing how much he was loved not just by his family but by the whole world. So I’m sure I speak for everybody when I say we love you Phil, and we always will.

    • @marthaluciacr
      @marthaluciacr Před 3 měsíci +43

      Yes, so loved worldwide❤😢💔

    • @gwenbrashier1884
      @gwenbrashier1884 Před 3 měsíci +23

      That we all did very much. ❤

    • @Whaleydavey
      @Whaleydavey Před 3 měsíci +24

      I’m sure he knows, he is the best dog, and there isn’t a more loving better dog family than the Matthews family.

    • @lifeissweet9826
      @lifeissweet9826 Před 3 měsíci +17

      He had to know!

    • @kristinholsapple2587
      @kristinholsapple2587 Před 3 měsíci +33

      OK your comment broke me.. the "Phil left this earth knowing he was loved" just seeing left this earth , it's like oh my goodness he is gone 😔

  • @SherpasDay
    @SherpasDay Před 3 měsíci +707

    Goodbye Phil it was an honour meeting you. 💙

    • @sandyr4656
      @sandyr4656 Před 3 měsíci +30

      I was wondering if you had seen their post or not. So sad😢💔
      I remember the video of you and Sherpa going to visit😊

    • @LindaMuir
      @LindaMuir Před 3 měsíci +27

      It was because of that meeting that I met Sherpa for the very first time and never looked back. Two very special, unique boys. Heart breaking news.

    • @murrayreid2748
      @murrayreid2748 Před 3 měsíci +20

      @SherpasDay Philly Bear took to you straight away,(along with your treats!),which says it all he could sense good people,just like Sherpa.
      A sad day & extra pats & hugs to both fluffy families.💙😥

    • @audreybrooke7985
      @audreybrooke7985 Před 3 měsíci +13

      I remember watching Sherpa meeting up with dearest Philly Bear, and I too started watching your channel, two really wonderful bois x ❤️🇬🇧

    • @brookehanley3659
      @brookehanley3659 Před 3 měsíci +8

      It truly was.

  • @dianekeilman
    @dianekeilman Před 2 měsíci +17

    For the people they don't understand the bond and love people have with their dogs, I feel bad for you that you never get to experience the love and devotion we feel.
    RIP Phil.

  • @TerranceMathews
    @TerranceMathews Před 12 dny +9

    Phil is crossing the rainbow. Thank you for all of the great memories

  • @Moose6340
    @Moose6340 Před 3 měsíci +487

    I"m bawling my eyes out for a dog three thousand miles away that I've never met. RIP Phil, you most gentle of souls.

    • @m.e.d.7997
      @m.e.d.7997 Před 3 měsíci +13

      Ditto😢

    • @karenmcvey8399
      @karenmcvey8399 Před 3 měsíci +11

      Ditto

    • @MsSpike5
      @MsSpike5 Před 3 měsíci +11

      I know. I have four dogs of my own -- I feel like I just lost one of them.

    • @irisgrace7245
      @irisgrace7245 Před 3 měsíci +9

      My heart breaks for you and your family I never met Phi lbut he had my heart the first time I saw him. He was a gift to so many thankyou for sharing him with us. I live in the United States and am crying over the loss of this special dog. Sending peace and love to you and your beautiful family. ❤

    • @Mark-xh8md
      @Mark-xh8md Před 3 měsíci +2

      Same :(

  • @andrewmurray1550
    @andrewmurray1550 Před 3 měsíci +419

    Life with Malamutes will not be the same without THIS Malamute.

  • @dnromeoalphayankee13
    @dnromeoalphayankee13 Před 2 měsíci +52

    My 13 year old lab lost his hindlegs after 1 year of liver cancer, probably due to an episode of tick fever. We used to lift him up with rear leg braces (like a perforated cloth bag through which his legs would pass) and he lived for the next 6 months till he eventually died in my arms from cancer.
    I could never let him go...We had a quiet word, the two of us, and I told him, "I am doing everything I can to reduce your suffering, buddy. You just got to hang on there for me..." And he understood the plan. He lived a full life, went for his minimal walks with me and gave me whatever time he had.
    That's my Marmaduke ❤

  • @cinemaipswich4636
    @cinemaipswich4636 Před měsícem +27

    The price we pay for love, is grief. We are nothing but our memories. When we remember Phil, we build a temple of love.

  • @grubster13
    @grubster13 Před 3 měsíci +182

    This was the first internet dog I ever fell in love with. Phil was the best. He was lovely and never changed from being delightful. Phil, you can cross the rainbow bridge, knowing you were entirely loved ❤😢

    • @maryfimielkowski220
      @maryfimielkowski220 Před měsícem +1

      My heart cries out, just like you & so many others 💔🌄🙏✝ May the family of Precious Phil know..... there are so many that cry, grieve & are constantly praying for you especially your little girl 😢😢 Be comforted & know Phil has crossed the Rainbow Bridge and is healthy, running with many new friends. I'm sending lots of TLC, Love & prayers 🙏🌿🌿🌿

  • @bellabonnie3141
    @bellabonnie3141 Před 3 měsíci +234

    The last responsibility of a dog owner is to make the final decision to allow your loved one to be at peace. Thanks for giving Phil and all your dogs a wonderful, loving home. RIP Phil

    • @edwardmylnychuk5774
      @edwardmylnychuk5774 Před 3 měsíci +12

      that is so true, it hurts me to see animals suffering because their owners are so attached they cant do the right thing. as much as i hurt like hell i had to put my last dog down because he got sick on something and he was at my moms while i was in the city coming during the week and visiting on weekends and i could see in his eyes he was suffering so when i took him to the vets he looked at me as if to say thank you, of all the animals i had i miss him and a cat that i had to put down also, he was my best bud in a bad relationship and in the winter we would wrestle in the snow together and play tug of war with a rope, watching these vids brings tears sometimes as the love they have for you is so great.

    • @flappingarms9335
      @flappingarms9335 Před 3 měsíci +2

      We had to do the same thing a year ago…….I still feel sick to my stomach even though it was the correct decision 😢

    • @estaisadore6188
      @estaisadore6188 Před 3 měsíci +1

      We Here in Pennsylvania had to make that decision ..it is do hard..Will miss beautiful Phil....

  • @gavinmoore3707
    @gavinmoore3707 Před měsícem +7

    what a sweet dog , the world will miss such a loving soul, RIP Phil you will be loved forever.

  • @crisremo6113
    @crisremo6113 Před 2 měsíci +7

    Run free Phil. Once you cross the rainbow bridge you’ll be able to look down and watch your human friends. RIP ❤

  • @lornamackenzie343
    @lornamackenzie343 Před 3 měsíci +131

    My heart sank when i saw the heading. Phil was a very special dog. He was suffering but is now at peace. He has crossed the rainbow and is running free. Thankyou for all the wonderful memories you gave us Phil. You will be sorely missed. Shane, Emma, Amelia. We know you will be absolutely devastated. Take whatever time you need. 💔🥲

    • @joemckim1183
      @joemckim1183 Před 3 měsíci +7

      He's now up in heaven playing with Chief from BigDaws.

    • @carolinasegurazavala9203
      @carolinasegurazavala9203 Před 6 dny

      So sad 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 pets are more than our family, they are our sincere friends, special beings.
      I'll never forget you my little bear Phil, I love you so much, very sorry 😭😭😭😭😭

  • @Mr17051963
    @Mr17051963 Před 3 měsíci +590

    Can’t believe it!!!! 😭 God bless one of the most gentle souls that walk on this planet. LOVE FOREVER, SWEET BEAR PHILL 🙏♥️🌟

    • @daustin667da
      @daustin667da Před 3 měsíci +18

      So very sorry we will miss him

    • @beatadmitrowska7984
      @beatadmitrowska7984 Před 3 měsíci +19

      Cudowny Phil jest z innymi pieskami za Tęczowym Mostem tam zabawa trwa beż końca. Najkochanszy słodki miś. ❤

    • @Whaleydavey
      @Whaleydavey Před 3 měsíci +12

      Yes. Well said.

    • @geri515
      @geri515 Před 3 měsíci +6

      We will miss you 😢 sooo much. You’re with my Teddy 🌈 in heaven. He was my life. 16 years young. Phil is running happily. Sorry for your great loss. 💔🙏🌈🐶👼♥️♥️♥️

    • @geri515
      @geri515 Před 3 měsíci +7

      Good boy PHIL can’t stop crying. I lost my baby this year too. RIP 😢 baby boy. You’re free to run now. Love 💕 you all. 🌈💔😢

  • @holzhacker6929
    @holzhacker6929 Před měsícem +8

    Ich habe das so oft erlebt und Phil konnte euch nicht euer ganzes leben lang lieben, aber sein ganzes Leben lang hat er es getan. 😢

  • @J.Knight562
    @J.Knight562 Před 29 dny +3

    Beautiful and so sad. You will find Phil again.

  • @brianstory9031
    @brianstory9031 Před 3 měsíci +363

    Im 64 yrs old this is the first time ive shed tears in many years all for a dog i never met.ty for sharing him with us all.WooF WooF PHIL

    • @jeffcoley668
      @jeffcoley668 Před 3 měsíci +23

      I am 65 and love Phil Personality from day one. I just wish he could have lived just a bit longer. I knew this day would come but a many thanks for allowing us to enjoy Phil live journey. We grew to love him cause you shared his life with us his fan's.❤❤😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 Rest in Peace my friend you are dearly missed here on Earth. Your spirit lives on in my heart. The end of this video was hard to watch.

    • @gratefuljones22
      @gratefuljones22 Před 3 měsíci +3

    • @delfinepriem
      @delfinepriem Před 3 měsíci +4

      Love you phil❤

    • @audreybrooke7985
      @audreybrooke7985 Před 3 měsíci +3

      You precious special Philly Bear, thank you for making my days so happy, I will miss you SO much , running forever at Rainbow 🌈 Bridge x 🖤❤️🇬🇧

  • @marcoloco21
    @marcoloco21 Před 3 měsíci +177

    I got in this channel Mainly because of Phil.
    He was so sweet and cuddly spite the loss of fur.
    I hope you guys and every fan of this wonderful dog will be all right in time.

  • @romanosinski770
    @romanosinski770 Před 2 měsíci +8

    My heart is broken. Phil you was a such furry ball of love.

  • @127theloml
    @127theloml Před 26 dny +5

    I am actually crying so hard, you will be missed, Phil. 🩶

  • @Reader-et8nf
    @Reader-et8nf Před 3 měsíci +419

    RIP sweet Phil.
    Adding my tears to the rest flowing all around the world.

  • @jeffmiller4832
    @jeffmiller4832 Před 2 měsíci +291

    I’m 66 yrs. old sitting on the couch with tears running down my cheeks trying to express in words what I just watched. I can only think of one. Love. Thank you for sharing Phil with us.

    • @vickilanger1228
      @vickilanger1228 Před 2 měsíci +10

      Beautifully said
      💓💓💓💓💓💓

    • @emilywong4064
      @emilywong4064 Před 2 měsíci +6

      🌈🙏

    • @audreybrooke7985
      @audreybrooke7985 Před 2 měsíci +11

      I just can’t believe our special Philly Bear has gone , I watched him from day one and now over a decade later my heart is broken, I am struggling with words to say too because so many times when I have been trying to recover from a life changing accident I always turned to this channel. There he was ! Big happy boi ! Bless you Teddy Bear x 🖤💔❤️🇬🇧

    • @threetreasures7698
      @threetreasures7698 Před 2 měsíci +11

      I am the same age as you and crying a river. Ever since I was a very young girl, the love of animals has been embedded in my heart.

    • @karenmoyer-6528
      @karenmoyer-6528 Před 2 měsíci +3

      Yeah you too

  • @jimmyhamm6041
    @jimmyhamm6041 Před 21 dnem +5

    I wish 💯 % they could last as long as we do , like parrots . So loyal and a trustworthy friend forever . RIP Phil .

  • @reneeheknowsmyname6771
    @reneeheknowsmyname6771 Před 2 měsíci +4

    Rest well sweet pup!
    It's never easy losing a beloved pet. They mean so much to us, as we are to them! Pets are family!!

  • @jrwilkes8125
    @jrwilkes8125 Před 3 měsíci +137

    If only dogs lived as long as humans then this world would be a much better place!

    • @Angie-el2rc
      @Angie-el2rc Před 3 měsíci +13

      Amen to that🙏💔😇

    • @audreybrooke7985
      @audreybrooke7985 Před 3 měsíci +1

      If only........I am absolutely heartbroken, dear special Philly Bear was a one off bless him x 💔❤️🇬🇧

    • @m.e.d.7997
      @m.e.d.7997 Před 3 měsíci +1

      Their lives are so short.

  • @edithgazsi9035
    @edithgazsi9035 Před 3 měsíci +81

    No more suffering Philly Bear. RIP. Now he can eat ALL the ice cream that he wants! Sweet and gentle furry angel 😇

  • @user-cz8el7iv9o
    @user-cz8el7iv9o Před měsícem +5

    I was surprised when I saw Phil on CZcams for the first time! I fell in love with him right away. He was big, but kind and cute, and I was soothed by the sight of him being loved so much by his family. I looked forward to watching Phil on video every day. Thanks to Phil, I used to be a little afraid of dogs, but I grew to love them and decided to keep one myself. Dogs are like family and children. So saying goodbye is painful and sad. I couldn't stop crying when I heard the news. But thank you Phil for living your life to the fullest. May you rest in peace. From Japan with all my heart.

  • @user-he4ee6bb5p
    @user-he4ee6bb5p Před 23 hodinami +1

    I am a big burly guy, mid 40's, ex-cop and construction contractor. I have skin as thick as steel and I never cry. The only exception was when my dog died. It was February 19, 2024 when Cocoa, by beagle buddy of 14 years closed his eyes for the last time. I've never cried until that day and even thinking about it now and reading your beautiful poem brings tears to me cold hard soul.
    I am a dog lover and realized that they have a very important role in our lives. They listen to everything you have to say, they never judge you for what you tell them, they always think you're the greatest even when you're not, and they are always faithful to you.
    I now have a beautiful baby puppy, Bella, who is only 4 months old. Yet I know in my heart that her day will also likely come before mine.
    My wife asked me why I would ever willingly go through the pain of having another dog when Cocoa broke my cold hard heart. I told her because I had 14 years of the greatest times with him and to be broken hearted over his loss for a short time is a really good return on investment.
    I don't believe it is by accident that dog spelled backwards is God, because I believe that next to your family a dog is the greatest gift from God.

  • @garnetduran9946
    @garnetduran9946 Před 3 měsíci +158

    Oh Phil ... 💔💔🥺💔
    Run free, sweet boy! No more baths for you! 🌈🐾
    Thank you to your family for sharing you with us. We know that they did everything they could for you. We truly share in their sorrow. 🤍

    • @GaeGurum
      @GaeGurum Před 3 měsíci +1

      It makes me my doggy who went to opposite side of rainbow bridge when I was early 20. He kept with me since I middle school. The memories are forever ever ever.

    • @sahatsrimongkol4883
      @sahatsrimongkol4883 Před 3 měsíci

      I love Phil.. 😢😢😢FC. Thailand.

    • @808_ISLAdeYSLA
      @808_ISLAdeYSLA Před 3 měsíci

      Oh Phil😢. So heartbreaking . I don't even know if I can press play. 😢

    • @swango2011
      @swango2011 Před 3 měsíci +1

      I was just thinking no more baths for Philly. He made me laugh every time. He was such a good dog. Thanks for sharing him with us.

  • @WrenchS13
    @WrenchS13 Před 3 měsíci +39

    this dog lived his best life with a family that showed him true love. he's watching over you now with wonderful memories

  • @RedPandas2024
    @RedPandas2024 Před 10 dny +3

    I will miss seeing you Phil. Your love reached so many of us. Thank you. You will be remembered.❤Good night sweet Phil.

  • @dagger1145
    @dagger1145 Před 2 měsíci +4

    Lost my German Shep 3 years ago ... Still miss him every day ... Sorry for your loss, thank you for sharing this 😔

  • @WasatchWendigo
    @WasatchWendigo Před 3 měsíci +142

    Grown men don't often cry, but sometimes they do. He was a good boy.

    • @paulhaley5009
      @paulhaley5009 Před 3 měsíci +2

      Nothing wrong with crying I lost both my parents was upset but no tears...when I lost my Lukey my beautiful boy Lukey was a beautiful ragdoll he was like a dog and one terrible day Lukey had an aneurism and that was four years and as I speak I'm struggling and now we've gotta to do it all again Lukeys sister our beautiful Tasha is really unwell and my wife and myself haven't stopped caring for our little baby..its really upsetting sad..I believe we cry because we care our beautiful pets are not pets..but family so don't be hard on yourself believe me its OK to show your love...God bless you good luck..

    • @BOYBROU
      @BOYBROU Před 3 měsíci +6

      I'm one of those grown men who do cry. Poor old Philly Bear.

    • @paulhaley5009
      @paulhaley5009 Před 3 měsíci +1

      @@BOYBROU God bless you boybrou my ol dad used to take a belt to me if I bubbled..he didn't want that...but now for myself I'm happy because I can cry I get very emotional if I see animals being abused that's one thing I can't get me head round..but to lose a family pet..that kills me every time...and I do have a brake down not good..but I believe this to all pet owners..when we go to get our beautiful pets we don't get them to come into our lives..they just do with the best love anyone or anything you could possibly wish for...we all must give all animals a good chance because after all us humans have hearts and so does every animal on the planet..and just like ours...will be easily broken..Good luck boybrou.thank you...

  • @Tinker_LV426
    @Tinker_LV426 Před 3 měsíci +93

    Devastated. Gutted. I know this pain and there are no words to comfort at this time. He was so loved by many, near and far. I'm grieving with you all.

  • @lbccarpediem
    @lbccarpediem Před měsícem +3

    So hard letting go of our furry friends. They have become part of the family. They brought us so much joy and laughter the short time we had with them. Thank you for sharing Philly Boy with us and all the love he gave in return. It's so hard letting go. Rest in peace sweet Philly Boy.

  • @jjlivepattern
    @jjlivepattern Před 17 dny +3

    ❤️🌟💫 All of our Live’s move along the same River of Life
    Phil and all of our Loved Ones are still with us.. one day we will meet again 🌟
    Truly Lives to be Celebrated 🌟 thank you to All Kind Brave SouLs

  • @charliehargrave7458
    @charliehargrave7458 Před 2 měsíci +204

    Pets love us more than people ever will, they make life worth living.

    • @anjidoyle9006
      @anjidoyle9006 Před 2 měsíci +3

      So very true.

    • @quickenmyend
      @quickenmyend Před 2 měsíci

      I know pets express love to us but. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt my mother my brother my sister love me more than a pet ever could. So no your statement is not true.

    • @soulking_adi
      @soulking_adi Před 2 měsíci +2

      U can appreciate pets without underestimating people ❤
      Love is love regardless of the fact that it's a person or a pet .

    • @momokochama1844
      @momokochama1844 Před měsícem +1

      "That the dog is my favorite thing,
      sayest thou, O man, be sin?
      The dog remained loyal to me in the storm,
      man is not even in the wind."
      Franz of Assisi (supposedly)

    • @philiphatfield5666
      @philiphatfield5666 Před měsícem +1

      You are so correct. What makes all of this even more heartbreaking is that it hurts them to leave us. They don't want to go.

  • @NeilNadelman
    @NeilNadelman Před 3 měsíci +91

    Oh, man. I think all of us who watch this channel have been dreading this day. All pet parents know we have to eventually say goodbye.
    I never met Phil and now never will, but he seemed like one of the most amiable and loving of dogs. Just a big, gentle galoot who would actually say the word "woof" when he barked.
    My deepest condolences to you and your family. May the pain fade quickly and the good memories live forever.

    • @irmaleosifontes4302
      @irmaleosifontes4302 Před 3 měsíci +1

      Una enorme y gran inteligencia... Lloré... Adiós Phill... Te echaremos de menos! 😢

    • @kristinholsapple2587
      @kristinholsapple2587 Před 2 měsíci

      100% And it was weird because one of the last video they posted with him , I thought WOW he is not looking good , and I thought omg this is gng to be horrible when the day comes....And .....I was CORRECT, it is horrible

  • @PaganPandas
    @PaganPandas Před 2 měsíci +5

    absolute tear jerker!... thank you for sharing your loving and kind memories to families that love dogs just as much!

  • @kellykim5846
    @kellykim5846 Před 10 dny +3

    He had a happy life and loved.
    Thank you! We’ll miss him. ❤

  • @Nebarus
    @Nebarus Před 3 měsíci +154

    Dear Philly bear, thank you for your endless love and kindness to all others, to ensuring your family was safe and loved, to teaching us that baths with clean water and soap are bad, that food is good and should be consumed without reservation at all times, that grandpa's are great and Milo cats should be treated carefully. For teaching me that pure souls exist, and they will be loved forever! In heaven you are home, dearest Philly bear! No stronger words can be said from me than; "You have been and is eternally loved!" RIP Phil!

  • @jrs89
    @jrs89 Před 3 měsíci +137

    I can't tell how many times Phil has brightened my day watching him over the years. From all around the world, he will be missed.

  • @matthewhancock7424
    @matthewhancock7424 Před 17 dny +3

    Phil has crossed the rainbow bridge though he is gone and your family is in pain he is where there is no pain just an eternity of play and as he will forever be in your heart all of you are in his heart forever!

  • @shrinathvijaygopalan2006
    @shrinathvijaygopalan2006 Před 2 měsíci +3

    All words will appear superficial against the emptiness left in the family's heart . Om Shanti! 🙏

  • @cherylmcnutt9905
    @cherylmcnutt9905 Před 3 měsíci +126

    Phil was the bestest boy there is! God bless him and all who loved him.

  • @Krishna.sawant30
    @Krishna.sawant30 Před 3 měsíci +159

    We will miss you Phil you lovely boy😢

    • @kimwalter8753
      @kimwalter8753 Před 3 měsíci +18

      He will be missed ! He was beyond adorable ! He is in heaven now, back with GOD and His ANGELS. It's a horrible, horrible, awful, terrible pain, loosing a fur baby ! RIP precious Phillip ! 😇🕊🙏💛😥😢❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💛💛💛💛💛💛💖💖💖💖💖💖🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹😊😇🕊🙏💛🦋🐬🌎

  • @eyemanpb
    @eyemanpb Před 2 měsíci +4

    I will miss you Phil!!! I'm crying because i just found out today! Enjoy your place in heaven!

  • @ZEUStheKingGermanShepherd
    @ZEUStheKingGermanShepherd Před 2 měsíci +17

    Im bawling . Tears are falling. I hope phil knows how much he was loved ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

  • @shadowwitch4796
    @shadowwitch4796 Před 3 měsíci +52

    Bless his heart. HE is gone from this plane, but he lives on in millions of hearts. RIP Phil💔

    • @sonjagatto9981
      @sonjagatto9981 Před 3 měsíci +1

      Yes, he does❣💔💔💔😢😢😢😢😢

  • @ES-zw8cb
    @ES-zw8cb Před 3 měsíci +247

    Thank you for letting us all grieve with you, we all loved phil too.

  • @dogsarefun2
    @dogsarefun2 Před měsícem +5

    A Good dog is one of life's pleasures!

  • @kimwinter507
    @kimwinter507 Před 17 dny +3

    RIP, such a fantastic loving boy. You did the proper thing. Done this many times and no words when you love them so much. The best part of our day is receiving all the love we get from them. You gave him the best home ever.

  • @tlouwhite
    @tlouwhite Před 3 měsíci +152

    One day, you will only smile when you remember Phil and the wonderful life you gave him. I hope that day comes soon for you.
    Thank you for sharing him with us for all of these years.

    • @Angie-el2rc
      @Angie-el2rc Před 3 měsíci +9

      Amen, well said🙏💔🪽

  • @tanyavictoria1629
    @tanyavictoria1629 Před 3 měsíci +35

    Oh no, not Phil! I’m sitting here in tears. I don’t want to believe it! My sincere condolences to all of you. The pain of losing our fur babies is a pain like no other. You both took such wonderful care of him and the love you shared is beyond amazing. He always knew how loved and cared for he was. He’ll be waiting for all of you at the Rainbow’s Bridge. I love you Phil, you’ll be forever missed! 🙏🏼❤️❤️

  • @aldonalipiecka9304
    @aldonalipiecka9304 Před měsícem +2

    Cały czas Was oglądając czekam aż pokaże się Phil. Wiem że nie zobaczę go już, ale i tak wypatruję. ❤

  • @TerranceMathews
    @TerranceMathews Před 14 dny +2

    You have always been loved an all of your pain is gone now you have crossed the rainbow. You will see your family again love you phil thanks for the wonderful memories

  • @BountyHunter-ep8jk
    @BountyHunter-ep8jk Před 3 měsíci +36

    Phil was the best boy and shall never be forgotten
    R.I.P. Philly Bear

  • @sneakyfox4651
    @sneakyfox4651 Před 3 měsíci +253

    Every time a dog dies the Universe becomes a lesser place.
    Hail King Phil the Great!

    • @m.e.d.7997
      @m.e.d.7997 Před 3 měsíci +10

      No ordinary dog.

    • @sneakyfox4651
      @sneakyfox4651 Před 3 měsíci +9

      @@m.e.d.7997 So true. A Gentle Giant.

    • @vickilanger1228
      @vickilanger1228 Před 3 měsíci +6

      Hail to a sweet kind loving soul
      PHILLY BEAR💓🙏💓🙏💓🙏💓

    • @meg21968
      @meg21968 Před 3 měsíci +5

      What a tremendous loss. We will miss him so much. (╯︵╰)

    • @girlie294girlie
      @girlie294girlie Před 3 měsíci +2

      100% True

  • @geraldanddebbielyle5064
    @geraldanddebbielyle5064 Před 14 dny +3

    What a big human polar bear of a dog. Your family. Your heart. He truly was human & felt everything you did. What a wonderful companion for all of you. I loved this dog so much and feel your love for him and his live for you.

  • @user-lg2de8pl9o
    @user-lg2de8pl9o Před 18 dny +2

    Just learned of Phils journey across the Rainbow Bridge. He was a gentle giant whom brought so many happiness from a far. I can understsnd your pain, and emptiness having just put my K9 Search snd Rescue Partner after 8 yrs together due to unexpected seizure activities. Always cherish the memories, the laughs, the love and a irreplaceable bond. Godspeed,Phil. Just known hes always with you in your heart.

  • @a.greyhoundmom2416
    @a.greyhoundmom2416 Před 3 měsíci +149

    💔🌈The Rainbow Bridge welcomes this precious soul 🌈. Love and hugs. ❣️🐾❣️🐾❣️

  • @Helljumper-ju4gx
    @Helljumper-ju4gx Před 3 měsíci +56

    Rest in peace Phil you were loved like no other dog

  • @Texan27
    @Texan27 Před 19 dny +2

    Are we not blessed to know this love? Only to experience a pain like no other when we have to say goodbye. They stay strong for us until they can’t. They make us a better human knowing them.

  • @kireality
    @kireality Před 25 dny +1

    Bless your ascension, Phil. You are a great dog. Forever in our hearts. Such a sweet companion. Thank you.

  • @michelek7672
    @michelek7672 Před 3 měsíci +149

    There will never be another Phil. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @emilywong6778
      @emilywong6778 Před 3 měsíci +7

      We all cherished Phil life no matter if it’s heaven or earth! ❤❤

  • @ThankYou-bn6bp
    @ThankYou-bn6bp Před 3 měsíci +167

    I can’t even watch this because I’m too devastated. I just want to say that I’ve been loving Phil since the moment I saw him in a picture years ago, and thank you for having given him such a wonderful life. Years ago I looked at Phil’s pictures and dreamt of having my own dog. Today I’m mourning for Phil when my baby boy dog, who just looks like Phil, sits next to me and comforts me. God bless you all. I’m sure we all will see Phil again happy and healthy, with no more pain.

    • @lorigonzalez1200
      @lorigonzalez1200 Před 3 měsíci +4

      Devastated . Not fair they don’t love as long as us

    • @waitwhat564
      @waitwhat564 Před 3 měsíci +3

      Me too. Heartbroken

    • @Pgschool37
      @Pgschool37 Před 3 měsíci +3

      Same, I can never get through these without becoming extremely emotional which is why I only visit pets and avoid getting one of my own. So sorry to hear this.🕊🫂

  • @user-zs8td1dr8n
    @user-zs8td1dr8n Před 2 měsíci +1

    I forgot to thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing Phil's story. I was too emotional being 68 years old i still can be when my heart and soul are touched, but i don't mind. Bless!

  • @ThelenB9
    @ThelenB9 Před 26 dny +1

    Thank you for sharing your handsome pup 🐶 Phil. Rest easy sweet 🥰pup 🐶. Say hi to my Tenspot for me and tell him I’ll see him when I take my journey to heaven. RIP Phil.

  • @OspreyFlyer
    @OspreyFlyer Před 3 měsíci +197

    I'm 68. I have a photo of me holding my first dog Spanker, a puppy, wrapped in a blanket when I was 4 years old. Since then I've rescued, adopted, fostered, and babysat so many dogs. I loved every one of them. Many grew old and died. My heart was broken each time. Sometimes the memories make me cry. Sometimes I can smile, even laugh, of our lives together. I have the memories and never forget.

    • @albertchan3238
      @albertchan3238 Před 3 měsíci +8

      I am 64 today and although their lives are short, just look at the quality not quantity when together. All the best to you!

    • @robertoferrigato67-re1kh
      @robertoferrigato67-re1kh Před 3 měsíci +5

      You are a very good person!!! ❤

    • @SerenaBiancaDeMatteis
      @SerenaBiancaDeMatteis Před 3 měsíci +4

      ❤❤❤

    • @JC-du6sn
      @JC-du6sn Před 3 měsíci +1

      Look up Within Heaven's Gates by Rebecca Springer. Page 62.😇

  • @davidwhite2812
    @davidwhite2812 Před 3 měsíci +67

    I am crushed. I have been following Phil for what seems like forever. The world is such a darker place without him in it.

  • @aruplalchakraborty7594
    @aruplalchakraborty7594 Před 10 dny +1

    My eyes welled up with tears as I watched the video and read the lines you have written. I have watched many videos on your channel. I can partly understand your pain. My heart goes out to you and your family. You did all you could. It is clear that you loved Phil beyond measure.
    I grew up with Tiny, a Lhasa Apso who had to be put to sleep when she was fifteen, I was sixteen. It was done without telling me - I came back from school one day to find that she had gone. I never got to say goodbye. I did not even know the previous night that the next day would be the beginning of life without Tiny. It took me decades to come to terms with the fact that it was done behind my back. I felt deeply betrayed because she loved me above everyone else in the household. It took me 35 years to agree to bring home another dog. I now have a Labrador Retriever - Bobby. I dote on her and she loves Daddy so much. I know how it will end though. I only hope that the end is swift.
    Take care

  • @399Martina
    @399Martina Před 19 dny +1

    I found myself back on the story of Phil, I love his story and the magic you all had together. God Bless and thinking of you.

  • @MooseMaunu
    @MooseMaunu Před 3 měsíci +32

    I know words can't come close to consoling the loss you're family and pack are going through right now; but, it's evident to everyone how much Phil was loved and how special he was. What Phil gave to you and your family was magic. Thank you for sharing him with us.

  • @MajesticDemonLord
    @MajesticDemonLord Před 3 měsíci +110

    He is immortalized on CZcams - he brought so much joy - not just to you and your family but to the millions of people who watched his antics, his Tantrums and his hilarious attempts at avoiding Bath time.
    I'm a big, bearded Metalhead guy - and every time I've had to do a one-way journey to the Vets, I've cried my heart out.
    Nothing I can say will dampen the pain of your loss, but I hope that in time, these words (along with all the other well-wishes from Phil's fans) will put a silver lining on the cloud and make you realize just how loved he was.

    • @user-qv7pe2zn8z
      @user-qv7pe2zn8z Před 3 měsíci +4

      yeah man. i watched this channel hugely in the panedemic. didnt miss a single video. however the recommendations slowly disappeared from my feeed, and honestly i didnt notice. never thought it would come back into my feed like this.
      i never owned a dog, but i watched one very closely. as lovable as phil, he too wasted away. everyone knew and didnt knew simultaneously that it was coming. sadly enough, i wasnt there when he died too. RIP both of them. wont ever forget them.
      hugs from a fellow metalhead brother.

  • @PlanetaryHealer-in2sf
    @PlanetaryHealer-in2sf Před 2 měsíci +1

    Cannot take it so sad at the end of video. Phil brought happiness to people all around the world. He was an international star.

  • @qpfinalbossqp6793
    @qpfinalbossqp6793 Před 2 měsíci +2

    I was 17 when i got my little girl. I am now 35 and have to make the same decision soon. She is blind, deaf, and has bone cancer. I know it has to be done but i have an overwhelming feeling of guilt keeping me from proceeding. she has been by my side my entire adult life and i love her so damn much. i have spent more money than i can afford on medical bills just to keep her comfortable at this stage. thankyou for this video.

  • @davidrhodes5245
    @davidrhodes5245 Před 3 měsíci +28

    The end part on the grass and when he couldn’t walk and slumped to the ground. To me his face was saying i’m so sorry for letting you down, i just can’t do it anymore. That is the moment i will never forget. Even near the end, he was still giving his everything and wanting everyone to be happy 😢

  • @jhonvantwout3157
    @jhonvantwout3157 Před 3 měsíci +73

    What a sad news this morning rip Phil thanks for all the pleasure you brought to this world .

  • @user-ym3yp3fn6v
    @user-ym3yp3fn6v Před 2 měsíci +1

    Thank you for sharing King Phil with me. I loved him from the first time I saw him. So very sorry for your loss. I cried my eyes out when I saw Phil had crossed over. He's happy now and playing hard. R.I.P King Phil. 7.47

  • @audradecker1437
    @audradecker1437 Před 2 měsíci

    What a privilege to have had Phil in our lives! He will always be in our hearts. 💕

  • @jeffreyfisher6231
    @jeffreyfisher6231 Před 2 měsíci +155

    Every dog should be loved like that.

  • @edemontfort9482
    @edemontfort9482 Před 3 měsíci +61

    Tears and a big lump in my throat. The biggest problem with dogs is they're not here long enough. Phil was a precious jewel. I sure hope you meet again one day.💔

  • @htmc2022
    @htmc2022 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Phil ❤ was so handsome & so kind - such a sweetheart! Heartbreaking.

  • @loisisaacson2040
    @loisisaacson2040 Před hodinou

    Phil was so loved💝

  • @JosephCoenMason
    @JosephCoenMason Před 3 měsíci +93

    He was there to protect both Amelia and lil' Nathan. He was there to wrestle away any toys he wished to play with lil' Nathan. He was there to sleep by their sides whenever they were asleep. And he was there with everyone, his family, forming many unforgettable, beautiful memories. Phil lived quite a life. It's why I don't weep, as sad and heartwrenching as his loss is, because ALL dogs do indeed go to Heaven, and that's where Phil will be, along with Misty. Misty was my Alaskan Malamute. She passed away sooner than Phil, which was soul crushing, but I realized that she'll always be with me, just as Phil will always be with you. Forever man's best friend, and forever a family to such a lovely, wonderful, joyous family! 💝

  • @shreypanchal6928
    @shreypanchal6928 Před 3 měsíci +78

    One of the purest soul left the earth. May he find peace!!!!!

  • @bevquillen8846
    @bevquillen8846 Před 12 dny +1

    Last October the same thing happened to our Great Dane Keegan. He was almost 12, quite old for a Dane but its never long enough. We we blessed to have him in our lives, as you were with Phil.

  • @dm95422
    @dm95422 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Still sobbing & balling over Philly Bear from across the pond. R.I.P. Sweet Fluffy Angel. ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @randylalrinsanga3078
    @randylalrinsanga3078 Před 3 měsíci +49

    You have brought so much joy into our lives..RIP sweet Phil, you are greatly missed by all of us😭

  • @coppydoubleloppkliem4146
    @coppydoubleloppkliem4146 Před 3 měsíci +55

    God bless you, Phil. He was the star of the show.

  • @Outlaw-Creative-Junior1
    @Outlaw-Creative-Junior1 Před 10 dny +2

    I will say this as long as I have breath, dogs don't live as long as we would like them to. God gave us the most beautiful animals and they are definitely family, we Love our babies and would like to do everything we can for them whether we have the money or not! Some of my babies died of Parvovirus and the pain is still there, I have faith in God and believe we will be with our animals when we pass! God Bless You All! 🙏😭

  • @amandaneal9376
    @amandaneal9376 Před 3 dny

    💔 Beautiful, amazing, sweet angel Phil !!!!

  • @steve10
    @steve10 Před 2 měsíci +99

    I'm a 50 year old man and sobbed from start to finish.
    I'm so sorry for your loss 😢 there no words to explain the pain of losing a pet.

  • @maritefrommtl
    @maritefrommtl Před 3 měsíci +46

    Sleep well, our sweet prince! Thank you for the memories!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @394pjo
    @394pjo Před 2 měsíci

    Their love is unconditional and pure. Sometimes I think we don't deserve them.

  • @janetewing8910
    @janetewing8910 Před měsícem +1

    Such a beautiful boy. Really special.