Persona 4 Reminds Me of Better Days

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    Persona 4 is making me feel some things again.
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  • @KingKlonoa
    @KingKlonoa  Před 3 lety +490

    I apologize for the 360p, this video has been uploaded for hours and CZcams is taking ages to process the HD version for some reason.
    Edit: I'm starting to think CZcams is never going to process this video, and I can't re-upload it or the video will be destroyed by CZcams's search reco and algorithm, so uh.
    I guess I'm going to have to agree with my commenters and say that watching a 360p video is appropriate because the video is looking back on an old PS2 game lmao. I'll keep pestering CZcams about it to see if it will ever fix, but I can't re-upload it.
    Edit 2: and now it's processed... after two whole days. Well, at least CZcams didn't force the worst ultimatum of all time onto me.

    • @doodleroar
      @doodleroar Před 3 lety +23

      oh, I thought it was intentional due to the video being about 10-20 years ago haha

    • @TomUsedSurf
      @TomUsedSurf Před 3 lety +25

      CZcams just wanted to give us that nice low res PS2 feeling.

    • @qactustick
      @qactustick Před 3 lety +6

      I've only experienced P4 on the PS2. I honestly didn't even notice the quality lol

    • @niceleverace
      @niceleverace Před 3 lety +3

      i usally watch videos at 360p becuse of my bad wifi so its fine man :)

    • @Cece-Cece
      @Cece-Cece Před 3 lety +1

      your writing makes up for the bad video quality so dw

  • @pyrrhickong
    @pyrrhickong Před 3 lety +669

    One of my favorite moments in the Persona series comes from Persona 4 Arena. One of the villains has the power to distort words and sights, and disguises itself as whoever you're playing as' shadow. Most characters break down, doubt themselves, Hell Yosuke even stammers out "you're me" over and over again to try to get it to go away... but Kanji just gets pissed off. He raises his fist, and smacks himself in the face. Then he tells himself all the ways he's improved, how he looked this stuff in the eye before, how he thought it was over it, and that he was just annoyed that his doubts were dragging everyone into trouble. Everything was still a process, healing and discovering himself was still a process, but he was getting better. His doubts were still there, he couldn't fix it all at once, people like Naoto and Rise who meant the world to him had moved away, but he was still doing the best he could. And then he kicked his fake shadow's ass because of course he did, he was pumped as Hell by that point.
    That's what resonates about Persona 4 to me: it definitely ends. I played it when I was in high school, I needed it, and I cried when it was over because I didn't want my time with it to end. But... it does. The way you interact with the friends you have changes, the ability to see them changes, everyone's ambitions and the world around you changes. But you have that time that you made the most of. And I love that about Persona 4. It's not the be-all end-all; it's the confrontation and the start of healing. It's simultaneously nostalgia for a more simple but ultimately harrowing time of self-discovery and constant introspection and a send-off into the next stage of life. And the fact that it treats the story of life as this always ongoing saga, one that extends beyond the ordeal that it centers around, is beautiful. It has my absolute favorite emotional through-line of... well, media in general, really. I hope the best for wherever you're going, too. Thank you, as always.

    • @leonardonitta9095
      @leonardonitta9095 Před 3 lety +13

      I love Kanji so much 🥺

    • @Charlotte_Sometimes836
      @Charlotte_Sometimes836 Před 3 lety +15

      holy shit that is so beautifully put, I couldn't have said it better

    • @nimazsheik5152
      @nimazsheik5152 Před 2 lety +7

      Man I relate so much to Kanji, even down to the being a momma's boy and taking care of your mother 🤣

    • @n3rd39
      @n3rd39 Před 2 lety +7

      Bro you got me in tears dear god that was beautiful

  • @JarvisBaileyVA
    @JarvisBaileyVA Před 3 lety +188

    At the end of Kanji's social link when he says "You're my hero dude, and my best bud"
    I still tear up a bit thinking about it.

  • @Zakuzelo
    @Zakuzelo Před 2 lety +50

    Persona hurts me because it depicts people doing the things I wanted to and should have done in grade school but never did. It making you nostalgic might hurt, but trust me, that's leagues better than reminding you of everything you missed. Better to have had better times and lost them than to have never had them at all.

  • @Cartoonshi
    @Cartoonshi Před 3 lety +494

    Literally started my second NG+ playthrough today and the first thing I see after is this.
    Guess everyone's in a Persona 4 mood this summer.

    • @JetblackJay
      @JetblackJay Před 3 lety +1

      Nice

    • @nintendude794
      @nintendude794 Před 3 lety +2

      Came to Steam roughly a year ago

    • @lewis9s
      @lewis9s Před 3 lety +7

      I finished my NG+ on the last day of summer last year.
      Here we are again

    • @citrine6959
      @citrine6959 Před 3 lety +11

      I play either Persona 3, 4, or 5 each summer. It’s always a month and a half long commitment that I love to go through every year. These games are great dude.

    • @fami.leeonnn
      @fami.leeonnn Před 3 lety +5

      Just finished Persona 5, and I wanted to try out Persona 4 so I just now started playing Golden on my pc. Honestly I love the theme of facing yourself and the overall message that not everyone is good, and not everyone is completely bad. Just...complicated.

  • @jacobmonks3722
    @jacobmonks3722 Před 3 lety +740

    This game's artstyle holds up so well it's hard to believe it originally released on the PS2.

    • @badreddinekasmi8919
      @badreddinekasmi8919 Před 3 lety +100

      Stylized art styles hold up better. You can find art from the early 20s that could legitimately pass as modern art.

    • @haruhirogrimgar6047
      @haruhirogrimgar6047 Před 3 lety +58

      @@badreddinekasmi8919 "early 20's" isn't going to last much longer lol. You got another 9 years at most before that starts referring to a different century.

    • @E-6481
      @E-6481 Před 3 lety +29

      @@haruhirogrimgar6047 fuck, that’s depressing, but oh so true 😂

    • @SexyPants
      @SexyPants Před 3 lety +10

      From my understanding the art style is based on an older anime from around the 60's, which is also what Samurai Jack is based off of. The plot beats are somewhat similar as well.

    • @johnmcswag5980
      @johnmcswag5980 Před 3 lety +20

      All of PS2 Shin Megami Tensei games hold up well today.
      Nocturne, Digital Devil Saga 1&2, Persona 3, Persona 4, and the Raidou Kuzunoha series all look amazing despite being nearly 20 years old.

  • @splamox9829
    @splamox9829 Před 3 lety +715

    this video is literally pain and agony but I find comfort knowing that so many people are feeling similar to what I am. you're doing great man, I appreciate you and your content and what you have to say. I think this is one of the few times I'll actually tell a youtuber thank you. You're amazing, genuinely.

    • @supersaiyandre_
      @supersaiyandre_ Před rokem +4

      i feel you in a spiritual level, i find minself watching this video time and time again, feeling the same as you

  • @samurottman6832
    @samurottman6832 Před 3 lety +473

    This video unexpectedly made me explore my deep hidden feelings. I dropped out of university last year because I wasn't particularly liking my major and covid giving me some reason to stay couped up inside my home and just not go to online classes. I don't know why I decided to just drop out but I felt like I could do something more like being a creative person, but right now I don't even have the confidence or motivation to do that. Sometimes I wish I could go back to my days in highschool, hanging out with my friends, playing games, and not worry about what to do with my life. Right now I just feel tired all the time and I wish I could just get my life together

    • @thedapperdolphin1590
      @thedapperdolphin1590 Před 3 lety +15

      Still not too late to go back to school. College has a lot of social opportunities if you’re willing to look for them and be engaged. I’d do it now before you end up regretting it. Anyone I know who’s dropped out of college ends up regretting it, and then feel like they’re too old to go back years down the line.

    • @strwrbttlfrnt
      @strwrbttlfrnt Před 3 lety +4

      I know how you feel but you know what helped me reaching out to people talking about something express your true self don’t give up keep on fighting if you don’t like your major look deep within you what brings you joy find something else you’re passionate about I use to love cooking but do to something’s I had to stop I felt like a failure I didn’t knew what I had to do in my life I thought about quitting college and be in a job that I don’t like anymore then I played p5r yes persona has helped me in my life it showed to go for something that you enjoy and don’t let anyone control you live without regret trust me now I’m in a different degree and I’m succeeding in school I still not social at all because of covid but this next year that’s what I’m working on finding people that truly like me for who I am. I am sorry that this is rambling but the point don’t give up keep going keep up the fight life isn’t easy and never will be but you keep fighting get a degree remember the past but look forward for the future cause it is bright for you if you keep fighting and wake up get up and get out their

    • @glockinrari3686
      @glockinrari3686 Před 3 lety +4

      I feel the exact same way bro, im in my last semester to get my two year degree for now and working in the meantime, once im done with school for now i want to pursue something creative but part of me knows im gonna keep being lazy like always lol i need some sort of push idk how to explain it

    • @samurottman6832
      @samurottman6832 Před 3 lety +3

      @@strwrbttlfrnt Thank you so much man for your kind words, I haven't opened up about this to anyone else but I think should definitely find someone to talk to and ask for help. Again man thanks for the kind words, and I also kind of got inspired by persona 5 to find and do what I love

    • @strwrbttlfrnt
      @strwrbttlfrnt Před 3 lety +1

      @@samurottman6832 don't mention it I was in the same boat like you a year ago now i am a lot more happier so I wish you luck and remember life will change if you let it

  • @ak47dragunov
    @ak47dragunov Před 3 lety +140

    Played P4 for the first time well after graduating college, years after most of my friends had already split off into their various jobs, relationships, relocations etc... and it flashed me back to high school in an instant in both the best and most painful ways all at the same time.

    • @nekonomicon2983
      @nekonomicon2983 Před 3 lety +9

      By the time you get to college all but one friend have really split off from you usually.
      Just a case of having different interests and lifestyle conditions

    • @xykros
      @xykros Před 3 lety

      This is literally me.

  • @jokeryeha5167
    @jokeryeha5167 Před 3 lety +392

    I first played Persona 4 about 2 years ago during one of the toughest times of my life. I was dealing with a lot of depression and anxiety, I had lost all self confidence, and I had lost most of my friends. I know it’s super cheesy to say this, but persona 4 kind of saved my life. It served as an escape from all of the horrible things going on in my life, it helped me feel like I could actually accomplish things, and it helped me realize that there are people out there who genuinely care for me, which is something I really needed at the time. While this game may have its flaws, that doesn’t really matter to me. While there may be games that are “objectively” better, I don’t really care. I’ll always appreciate what this game helped me through and I’ll always cherish my time that I spent in Inaba.

    • @JoshuaJacobs83
      @JoshuaJacobs83 Před 3 lety +11

      I’m glad you’re still here. And I’m glad I’m. Or the only one who felt the same about it.

    • @nabeelchutkae6194
      @nabeelchutkae6194 Před 3 lety +7

      Same here bro. I’m glad you’re still here. You seem like a very sharp individual.

    • @johnm7425
      @johnm7425 Před 3 lety +2

      Thank you for sharing this. I'm glad you made it and are still here to have done so. :)

    • @magicBLADEbandito
      @magicBLADEbandito Před 3 lety +5

      I played Persona 4 for the first time as it came out on steam. I was burned out on all my usual games and at a low point in life. As a fan of slice of life anime and JRPGs I thought I'd like it. It was much more of an emotional experience than I was expecting. The connections with the characters and the time you spend with them feel as genuine as a video game can get. The songs that I listened to before I played the game actually had emotion and meaning to them now. A game I'm glad I played.

    • @TailsGuy72
      @TailsGuy72 Před 3 lety +4

      Ahhh, Persona 5 did the same to me. I also bought a Vita before the worst hurricane in a century or so, and Persona 4 Golden kept me going through that. Alot of death...
      These games're special.

  • @chromonastiri2446
    @chromonastiri2446 Před 3 lety +69

    Hearing Never More still makes me incredibly sad. I never really understood when people said they didn’t want a certain game to end, but P4G was the game that did it for me.

    • @Alex_Barbosa
      @Alex_Barbosa Před 3 lety +13

      Dude I was tearing up as he was getting on the train saying goodbyes. When they started chasing the train talking about how they'll never forget each other I just lost it.

    • @EliteEpicGamerz
      @EliteEpicGamerz Před 2 lety +2

      Bro same. I never really got emotional towards games ever in my life until i beat persona 4 for the first time on steam and just listening to nevermore and watching the credits. All i could think about was how much fun i had during this game and how sad i was it was over. I still frequently listen to nevermore because of this

  • @TomUsedSurf
    @TomUsedSurf Před 3 lety +144

    I like how you included "Reach Out to the Truth" in the script, such a lovely way to end the video. It's clear how much this game means to you, thank you for sharing. I think we all have that one game that's just special to us. Special enough to guide our way through the shadow world. HAHA!

  • @NocturnalFudj
    @NocturnalFudj Před 3 lety +96

    It was really refreshing to hear a more personal take on what a game specifically means to you. Even having not played Persona 4 this video hit me kinda hard, had me thinking about my own adolescence and how much I feel I missed out on on account of my own awkwardness and obsession with productivity, lol, it's a game that even makes *me* feel a bit of nostalgia even though I've never touched it lmao
    On the part about your Grandma and wanting to write a novel or do more creative writing. I think these kinds of videos are pretty close. They're something no one else could do since they're so steeped in your own experience, a video like this is kinda like a little book for the modern era. Books are going out of style now anyway, who needs em? I reckon your Grandma thinks what you're doing right now is pretty cool, you're putting yourself out there and attaching your name and by extension - (in a very loose manner) your family name to something that a lot of people clearly find inspiration in.

    • @KingKlonoa
      @KingKlonoa  Před 3 lety +30

      Damn, never really thought of it like that. Now you've got me thinking lol

    • @zelestial1681
      @zelestial1681 Před 2 lety +3

      @@KingKlonoa to further what this person wrote and add my own thoughts; I completely agree with them. I don’t always watch your vids back to back, but theres these times when I just need something to think on, to center myself. You provide this with your direct and uncensored views on things. Like this video, hits me square in my soul. I’ve missed out on so much shit due to being introverted and awkward and more focused on creating shit.
      Thank you for what you do man. And truly, stay positive and do well for yourself

  • @RealTDragon
    @RealTDragon Před 3 lety +63

    Dam this was heavy.

  • @BrookieSmallz
    @BrookieSmallz Před 3 lety +58

    I’m deployed right now and I listen to the Persona 4 soundtrack on the bus to work lol. My favorite is heartbeat, heartbreak. It reminds me that I’ll still have a home to come back to eventually.

    • @chocobunbhai5135
      @chocobunbhai5135 Před 3 lety +2

      That is so sweet

    • @aryman6589
      @aryman6589 Před 3 lety +4

      You killing brown people for US imperialism? Leave some homes for them to live in maybe

    • @aryman6589
      @aryman6589 Před 3 lety +3

      @@Lucy-cl2qk so he can bring it up but I can’t? You Americans are filled to the brim with imperialist propaganda lol the whole world rightfully recognises the US army as a murderous imperialist force

    • @coffeethief7550
      @coffeethief7550 Před 3 lety +1

      @@aryman6589 okay china man

    • @insertnamehere5045
      @insertnamehere5045 Před 3 lety +2

      @@aryman6589 wtf chill out man

  • @KingdomAce
    @KingdomAce Před 3 lety +63

    KingK talking about the game that changed my life? I love to see it. Can already tell this will be on the rewatch list for a very very long time.

  • @gustavv6763
    @gustavv6763 Před 3 lety +114

    I almost never comment on videos, but I just wanted to say that this is your best video yet. I've watched a lot of "I played this game when I was young and trying to escape from my life" but this is the first one that has genuinely gotten me emotional. Amazing work.

  • @JetblackJay
    @JetblackJay Před 3 lety +424

    Kanji best boy

    • @theluigifan1
      @theluigifan1 Před 3 lety +14

      Correct
      Kanji is the absolute best

    • @Qardo
      @Qardo Před 3 lety +11

      Manly men sow cute little Keychain size stuffed animals. Plus can get rich too.

    • @zfantasy349
      @zfantasy349 Před 3 lety +3

      KingK best boy

    • @Alexeiyeah
      @Alexeiyeah Před 3 lety +2

      He is the correct choice for romance.

    • @Oubliette1949
      @Oubliette1949 Před 3 lety +10

      He was . Helped me come to terms with my own sexuality. I just wish he was written better (and the characters around him). As the years go on, I realize I didn't care for how he was treated, or the feeling that writers made him ambiguously gay at more moments than others than it being funny (when some queer kids do end their lives due to not being accepted by society, or themselves).

  • @NichePlays
    @NichePlays Před 3 lety +154

    You God. This game literally was the only thing keeping me sane last summer. I got a really bad case of mono last July (knocked me out for two months and I'm still trying to get past a lot of post-viral symptoms) and I literally dragged my feet through the day just to play this for an hour or two before bed each night. Such a great game and I can't believe I haven't finished it yet. I literally just turned my old Android phone into a Steam Link box a few weeks ago so that I could play this game around the house instead of sitting at my desk all the time to keep playing.

    • @BitchChill
      @BitchChill Před 3 lety +3

      I played it during winter, once I got in, I couldn't get in

    • @masyan3457
      @masyan3457 Před 3 lety +2

      Is that basically streaming through your phone?

    • @NichePlays
      @NichePlays Před 3 lety +2

      @@masyan3457 yeah basically. Steam Link allows you to stream your steam library to your phone/tablet/tv if you’re on the same wifi as your PC

    • @masyan3457
      @masyan3457 Před 3 lety +2

      @@NichePlays thanks for the info

  • @epicmarschmallow5049
    @epicmarschmallow5049 Před 3 lety +30

    For me, the song Never More will always embody bittersweet nostalgia. And I don't even know what the lyrics mean. What a brilliant game

    • @michaelarcher1577
      @michaelarcher1577 Před 2 lety +16

      The lyrics actually mean just that. Bittersweet nostalgia, saying goodbye to the days you've spent with the people you care and love, to the fog that obscures the town of Inaba.
      It's appropriately like a graduation song in that sense.

  • @Ramzienator
    @Ramzienator Před 3 lety +75

    You've articulated my thoughts exactly, this was a bit of an emotional watch, even. Amazing video.

  • @Doidoetu
    @Doidoetu Před 3 lety +157

    Do you have the script writen? I just finished Persona 4 Golden for the 1st time. I would like to translate the subtitles to Brazilian Portuguese. For free. I just think that a lot of people who does not understand english must see this.

    • @church7089
      @church7089 Před 3 lety +14

      Commenting for publicity, assuming the subtitles would be added to this upload. That'd be pretty cool

    • @lordironhidex
      @lordironhidex Před 3 lety +1

      Up for this

    • @iggydadawg9712
      @iggydadawg9712 Před 3 lety +4

      The script is in the description

    • @Doidoetu
      @Doidoetu Před 3 lety

      @@iggydadawg9712 Hahaha i didn't saw that in my cell phone

    • @raioh4747
      @raioh4747 Před 3 lety

      Se precisar de alguma ajuda tamo ai, pode entrar em contato, tbm manjo dos ingles. concordo que esse video merece ser visto

  • @SkyGinge
    @SkyGinge Před 3 lety +49

    This is one of the most relatable videos I've ever seen. Props to you for being so honest to such a broad and anonymous audience. Your journey from struggle to attempted recovery to being crushed by the circumstances of the world and seeking solace in nostalgia, the creative desire scuppered since high school... Almost exactly what I've felt too. I hope and pray you can find happier times mate.

  • @Mito383
    @Mito383 Před 2 lety +12

    Persona 4, more than any other game, makes me feel.
    When I was a teenager, I absolutely obsessed over this game. To the point where I felt like I was more invested in this game than my real life.
    To this day, Persona 4 Golden and P4D are the only games I got a platinum trophy for, just because I wanted to have a reason to go back again.

  • @acablikeineedataxi
    @acablikeineedataxi Před 2 lety +13

    During a severely depressing time of my life I laid on my bed playing this for 3 days straight. It was the most comfort I felt in a while. I wish I could feel the level of joy that I felt on that first play through again.

  • @_Kaori_Miyazono_
    @_Kaori_Miyazono_ Před 8 měsíci +7

    For me this game is not a life I had. I can not resinate with you because my experience is completely different. For me, it's a life I always wanted, but never had, never had such friends, never went camping or saw fireworks until I was 20, nothing of sorts.... Persona 4 is my escape to a life I wish I had.....

    • @drycrit1kal
      @drycrit1kal Před 7 měsíci +2

      same for me i play the game to make it feel like i have friends even tho i dont have any friends

  • @drycrit1kal
    @drycrit1kal Před 7 měsíci +3

    i have no friends i haven’t had any friends for like 2 years and i feel so lonely but this game helps me feel less lonely this game makes me feel like i have friends even though i dont

  • @elfiebranford9330
    @elfiebranford9330 Před 3 lety +63

    I've been waiting for this.
    I know, wrong game lol.

  • @nervousgreg
    @nervousgreg Před 3 lety +9

    This is one of the best and most relatable excerpts on a video game I've ever personally heard. I too am going through my own existential crisis, and struggle with a lot of depression and anxiety and health problems in my adult life that I used to not have to deal with as a kid, so this video really hit close to home; kinda had me tearing up a little bit honestly. Idk if I'll ever get out of this rut/slump I'm in, but this video reminded me that I'm not alone in the struggle. Persona has been a hard game series to go back to with all these problems I have now, cause it does give you that bittersweet "if only I were still young again" feeling. It's even more bittersweet when everyone's social distancing and I haven't seen my friends in nearly a year's time now. The loneliness and cabin fever can be quite overwhelming at times, to the point I think I'm going insane sometimes.

  • @rexdavis12
    @rexdavis12 Před rokem +2

    13:25 thank you for saying this. I needed that

  • @ramezhachicho1777
    @ramezhachicho1777 Před 2 lety +3

    God seriously dude it's like you're speaking for my god damn soul. I'm playing through golden right now. And what I'm feeling is almost the same word for word. Though I originally played the OG so it's really cool to play golden. It's like coming back and the game had a whole ass expansion pack. And there are moments in golden that I just didn't experience in the original. It's a very strange sense of nostalgia. And I feel it almost eerily echoes returning to your hometown. Sure a lot of it's familiar .. but not everything. And the stuff that's changed is both chilling and exciting to discover.

  • @violet5188
    @violet5188 Před 3 lety +6

    P4 probably has my favorite atmosphere out of any Persona game. I just can't help but feel nostalgic everytime I pick it up or hear it's OST, even tho I first played it like a year and a half ago. Inaba reminds me so much of my younger days and I'm glad to see that is also one of your favorite aspects of it.
    Video was well worth the wait :)

  • @ullr1438
    @ullr1438 Před 3 měsíci +2

    Persona 4 was an escape for me, I lost 2 years of High School to the pandemic(I decided to spend a few extra months online) and when I came back I was halfway through my senior year I was ready to move on to College and meet new people and learn more about myself
    Unfortunately it never ended up like that and I've been struggling ever since but Persona 4 was an escape into that albeit very short experience of living without a care and thinking you had all the time in world. At the same time it's beautiful as it is depressing whenever I reminisce about playing Persona 4 for the first time as it brings me back to what should've been

  • @epicgamer2727
    @epicgamer2727 Před 3 lety +43

    Long live P4 Golden. Hope they port it to current gen

    • @WalkthruGuides
      @WalkthruGuides Před 3 lety +3

      Me too mate me too. I promised myself the next time I’d play through this It’d be the week I finally get my own place with a case of beer. Just scored a full time job so I’m getting closer to that week.

    • @Qardo
      @Qardo Před 3 lety +12

      It is on PC. Which was kind of a shock. As Atlus never once said they were going to do it. Just appeared on Steam one day. Lol

    • @whenyounutinhermouthandshe
      @whenyounutinhermouthandshe Před 3 lety +1

      @@Qardo Eh I rather see this game as well as p3 on current gen console's.

  • @LunaSaint
    @LunaSaint Před 3 lety +11

    Oh my god, this video is so deeply relatable, through and through.
    The lack of drive to work on projects you dearly want to do, the existential dread, the inability to play games the way you used to, the inability to even pick up some games you've been looking forward to, and the shock of covid lockdowns prevent life from moving on or getting better. All of it, man. Thanks for sharing this, this was a really vindicating video.
    After dropping out of uni about 7 or so years back I ended up in a terrible state, and was stuck at a small town with little to do and only long distance friends. I'd been gearing up to get married and cross the atlantic at the beginning of last year, and well... it's looking like it'll be at least another year before it happens now, thanks to the pandemic.
    On Persona 4, love the game. I think I can recognise that 5 is a better game and 3 had a better story, but 4 was just this compelling, personal journey with a much more hopeful atmosphere than either of them and for that reason it's easily my favourite.

  • @leokurosagi
    @leokurosagi Před 2 měsíci +2

    i was just recommended this video 2 years later, but wow did it hit hard.. i may have even teared up a little. persona 4 is also very special to me, i just played it for the first time during my transition into college. it provided a lot of comfort while i was struggling with living away from home for the first time. inaba really is like another home. ive played persona 5 and just recently finished persona 3 reload, but none of them can touch the connection i felt to the world of persona 4 and its characters. it really is an amazing game

    • @Joestar_Jay
      @Joestar_Jay Před 2 měsíci +3

      Man i just started my first playthrough of this game and already i feel what everybody is talking about. Something tells me im NOT going to be ready for this game to end.

    • @leokurosagi
      @leokurosagi Před 2 měsíci +1

      @@Joestar_Jay enjoy the ride!!

  • @mj2037
    @mj2037 Před 3 lety +8

    These are the kinds of videos that mean the most to me. They're so heartfelt and honest, real even. It reminds me of how I feel about Persona 3, because that game WAS my life as a lonely thirteen year old who literally had no one when I moved from Chicago to the suburbs where people were just so much crueler. It's amazing how much these games convey just through music and colors, and it gives each person who plays them such a special feeling that stays with you for so long. Well done, this video really spoke to me.

  • @Getz-Da-Chompy
    @Getz-Da-Chompy Před 3 lety +9

    Hey, the algorithm send me here, and I know one of the points you made in the video is that it really shouldn't matter either way, but I just wanted to leave a comment saying that I personally do care that you made this video, and really valued what you had to say.
    A lot of what you have said resonates with me a lot. I too have very similar feelings and have a similar history to yours, and hearing it all put together so elegantly was beautiful to listen to. So really, thank you for taking the time to make this for us!

  • @DaFlamezz
    @DaFlamezz Před 9 měsíci +5

    For anyone who may see this, possibly finding yourself in a melancholy feeling thinking about the old days… remember what the Investigation Team would tell us to do. They’d want us to go forward with them in our hearts, and us being stronger for it. Yosuke would probably make a joke about us thinking too much if he saw us being too sad thinking about these memories. We must carry on, for them

  • @hov9g7
    @hov9g7 Před 3 lety +2

    I just came from work and the combo of your calm voice and the topic of persona 4, being this one of my favourite games, just hit me so deeply, persona 4 always will remember me to my high school days, I'm only 18 but oh my how much I treasure all the memories that I get from this game.

  • @MrIcenice44
    @MrIcenice44 Před 3 lety +8

    So, I’d like to say this: I came across your videos two years ago and it helped me finally be relaxed enough to sleep. I would play any and all of your videos once I realized this. I was going through the worst parts of my bipolar disorder and was in the lowest point of my life. Thank you for spending your time making those

  • @christopherbiggins8473
    @christopherbiggins8473 Před 3 lety +1

    Your last couple videos have really struck a chord with me expressing feelings I’ve tried to put into words since I graduated high school in 2012. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all you have done. It’s helped me cope with knowing I’ll never have those days back, but that I should make the most of the present.

  • @Mars-pw4iw
    @Mars-pw4iw Před 3 lety +10

    That transition into the sponsorship was wayyyy to smooth

  • @trustrossa8673
    @trustrossa8673 Před 3 lety +1

    This is beautifully relatable man. I swear nearly everything you’ve said just hits so close to home. Thanks man, it’s easy to feel helplessly alone during these times

  • @CosmicKenza
    @CosmicKenza Před 3 lety +3

    Really good video, and I respect the hell out of you putting yourself out there like this. I definitely saw shades of myself in your story, and hearing you put it out there so plainly has kinda helped me recenter myself as a try to get back into a good mental health space in a nearly post-pandemic time. Thanks for making this video!

  • @peterwestmer576
    @peterwestmer576 Před 3 lety +4

    This video felt raw and real in its pain and honestly. Thank you making this, thank you for sharing it. Persona 4 got me through, a _really_ rough patch. The emotions it inspired were complex: joy, wonder, longer, and loss. If it helps you, I appreciate that you made this.

  • @evanlanger98
    @evanlanger98 Před 3 lety

    Found this video in my CZcams recommended feed and the title immediately hooked me in. You captured so well what makes Persona 4 special and why I still think about it a year later. I played it after Persona 5 and ultimately I love 5 a lot more than 4 in almost every way, but the one thing 4 did extremely well was Inaba and the feeling of days when life was simpler. Even though I didn't play Persona 4 in high school I'm glad I got to experience it in 2020 when it came to Steam because I felt that instantly and I think it's something I needed to feel. Anyways, great job on this video and I wish you all the best!

  • @HeliosIncarnate
    @HeliosIncarnate Před 3 lety

    I've been watching your videos for a while now, frequently for long drives or to try and fall asleep. I just wanted to say a lot you said here hits home and let you know I appreciate the work you do here.

  • @WanupDeShroom
    @WanupDeShroom Před 3 lety +3

    This game is hands down my favorite game of all time, the charming cast to the fantastic ost to the unforgettable moments. My experience with it 3 months ago was absolutely amazing and I’ll never forget it, I was absolutely excited to see you make this video mate!

  • @emanuelsantos5780
    @emanuelsantos5780 Před 2 lety

    So glad I was able to find this video on my FYP I was mesmerized by it how it reminded you of better days how everything & nothing is filter it was a amazing video thank you

  • @Jaztec35
    @Jaztec35 Před 3 lety +1

    Been marahtoning your videos lately it deal with the chores of moving. This made my day to see some Persona content from you

    • @user-gu5dv7vj8r
      @user-gu5dv7vj8r Před 3 lety +1

      I just moved 800 miles and also marathoned these videos on the road. (Audio only obviously )

  • @vienna4516
    @vienna4516 Před 3 lety +1

    I found this video a month ago at like 4am, and loved it beyond words. I finally found it again! I found your channel! Thank the lords. What a video, really moved me

    • @vienna4516
      @vienna4516 Před 3 lety +1

      God this should have more views! You are a youtube gold mine, I have watched tens of thousands of youtube videos (sadly) and this is among the best

  • @doctordisney5083
    @doctordisney5083 Před 3 lety

    Woah, this is such an amazing video, really hits home in a lot of ways for me. Thank you for making this

  • @UlfFormynder
    @UlfFormynder Před 3 lety +5

    I think your grandmother would have been proud of what you've accomplished here on your channel. Sharing your thoughts, feelings, and unique perspective on the games you play. It's like a travel novel for video games. Not all great writing achievements need to be sandwiched neatly between two covers.

  • @jakecharnock6508
    @jakecharnock6508 Před 3 lety

    Such a great video! Persona 4 was a game I played a lot in highschool, it was nice having social interactions in a game when I was too anxious to in real life, it made me feel better a lot of the time and even now it means a lot, glad other people felt the same.

  • @ChiePet_
    @ChiePet_ Před 3 lety

    I did not expect this, but I cant relate more.
    I struggled the same way, led the same life, miss the same things; it is truely a time capsule and I cant stress enough how wholesome it is to hear someone feel the same in so mamy ways. You did a great job, King.

  • @seraphsclaws2997
    @seraphsclaws2997 Před 3 lety +8

    This is exactly how I felt while playing through P4 Golden for the first time last year. Thanks for bringing out the words that I could never muster myself.

  • @Paul_McSeol
    @Paul_McSeol Před 3 lety +3

    Thank you! This was a really great and honest video. For what it’s worth, anyone who didn’t cry at the end of Red Fern isn’t human. And your video essays have a lot of worth. They were huge for me this past year and I’ve enjoyed them greatly. And I don’t think I am lone in that. Take care!

  • @rope435
    @rope435 Před 3 lety

    This video felt really personal, and i found myself thinking back to the same times you mentioned. Bumming around town with my friends and visiting pizza shops and such.
    I enjoyed your commentary, and just how personal you made this video.

  • @ch3burashka
    @ch3burashka Před 3 lety +5

    "Heartbreak, heartbreak" just... feels like summer.

  • @WebstersYouTube
    @WebstersYouTube Před 3 lety +2

    Damn, this was... painfully relatable but somehow in a really good way. It's like you helped me get a lot of feelings off my chest by proxy and that's a really strange feeling. This is a wonderful video and I'm sorry to hear things have been tough for you. That sense of longing and nostalgia comes through super clear.

  • @LevinsConvoy
    @LevinsConvoy Před 3 lety +4

    YES YES YES PERSONA 4 LET'S GO BOYS
    Persona 4 will always be a life changing experience and I'm glad to see another who was also touched by this game, but for reasons slightly different than my own. I love how we all find unique ways to relate to some characters more and the things we take away from this game. One day I too want to talk about this game for all the good it's done for me. For me the most relatable/characters I really enjoyed were Yukiko, Kanji, and Ai. Feels like the subjects discussed in this game have only become more relevant in today's time.
    Oh, and it's okay if you cried to that book, man. I did too.

  • @notaj_
    @notaj_ Před 3 lety

    dude never more almost had me crying at the end, AMAZING VIDEO!! you gained a well deserved sub

  • @Jobexi17
    @Jobexi17 Před 3 lety +1

    Thank you for this. Your honesty is refreshing. I know these feels.

  • @ShadicSpeed
    @ShadicSpeed Před 2 lety +1

    I gotta say: I never watched this video until today and everything about it hit so close to home for me. From the stress this pandemic brought (along with IRL family stuff) to me wanting to just go back to 'better days' with my friends (like in HS or even at the occasional anime convention). I've been feeling trapped in my head for so long and it only gotten worse when the need to get a job or even write my own novel had been filling it to the brim (especially after losing my own grandmother two months ago) and there had been moments where I even wanted to just give everything up.
    This video helped remind me why I loved Persona 4 so much. ^^
    While I bought it at a time where I figured it was an 'anime high school simulator', nowadays it still holds a place in my heart for much bigger reasons. Reasons this video reminded me of.

  • @TeaGryff
    @TeaGryff Před 3 lety

    This is my new favorite video by you. I loved your personal story and how it relates to Persona 4. I have similar feelings to this game. I think about the game’s ending a lot. Reminds me of how I felt when I finally left my hometown.

  • @LolaLink
    @LolaLink Před 3 lety +7

    I've been waiting for this!

    • @KingKlonoa
      @KingKlonoa  Před 3 lety +6

      I can't tell if this is an Akihiko meme or not, but I choose to assume that it is.

    • @LolaLink
      @LolaLink Před 3 lety +4

      @@KingKlonoa oh, 1000%
      Did you see that, King K? C;

  • @katelyn3431
    @katelyn3431 Před 3 lety

    I legit watch these videos to fall asleep. Looking forward to having another one to listen to!

  • @ratbox_
    @ratbox_ Před 3 lety +4

    This one packed one hell of a cathartic punch right to the heart. Thank you for this chance to use this gem of a game to shine a good and honest light inside myself.

  • @Starwing30
    @Starwing30 Před 3 lety

    You had great timing on this vid, i literally just replayed this game a couple weeks ago

  • @itsmeFILip
    @itsmeFILip Před 3 lety

    I am enjoying your videos, especially the retrospective series. Keep it up!

  • @NinetyFiveFathoms
    @NinetyFiveFathoms Před 3 lety

    Thank you for such a compelling and heartfelt video. I've never played Persona 4 myself (it's on my list, I promise), but I watched this video knowing you'd have some insightful commentary to provide, and I'm so glad that I did. Even without the experience specifically with Persona 4, I can so viscerally relate to and understand the way you feel about it, because I have those same feelings about games that accompanied me through high school. And with more than one of them, I've gone back and revisited to recapture that period of time, and...just like with you, it brought back the memories, but not that same feeling.
    It's refreshing to hear you talk about the difficulty of balancing a lengthy RPG in adult life, too, because that's something I constantly struggle with (and is in fact the same reason I haven't yet found time to play Persona 4). I remember discussing video games as a teenager and being so quick to criticize short games and praise anything that would give me 50+ hours of playtime - but as an adult, I get exhausted just *thinking* about a lengthy RPG. It's just so hard to find the time for that, and there are a handful of games like that that I've finally tackled and then lost the drive to finish before I had the time to get to the end. Some of them I've gone back and finished, others are just on my to-do list. But it changes the way I look at games, and it's hard not to long for the freedom that let you tackle whatever you set your mind to.
    Anyway, I just want to emphasize how much this video touched me personally, and how much it stirred up my own nostalgia of how different life was as a teenager. You truly have a gift in your writing ability and the way you present it all in your videos - I can only imagine that a novel you published would be phenomenal. But for now, I'll just thank you for always providing top-notch content in your videos.

  • @Meese12
    @Meese12 Před 3 lety +4

    Somehow, this video came out at the perfect time for me. Ive never felt less safe in my own home, getting tossed around by this pandemic and just beginning my transition, not even being out to my parents or really any of my friends yet. It just feels like a checkpoint, reminding me that im worth time and effort whether im putting my all into work or not. Its a great source of comfort for me. So, thanks i guess.

    • @nthSonata
      @nthSonata Před 3 lety +1

      I wish you the best of luck in your transition

    • @InnocentSoul0283
      @InnocentSoul0283 Před 3 lety

      I wish the best on your transition. I am trans as well so I know how important it is. You are not alone. Good luck!

  • @biaklausner5446
    @biaklausner5446 Před 3 lety

    I truly cannot express how much your video ressonated with me. Thank you

  • @GreyShadowUchiha
    @GreyShadowUchiha Před 3 lety +1

    Beautiful video. Thank you for this. I think a lot of people are able to present their emotions in such a human way while talking about this game and on one hand it showcases how I guess people are very similar/not alone but everyone still has their own personal intricacies and hearing you share yours in your own unique way really made my night.
    I played P4G for the first time last year and I loved it. Not as much as my first entry, P5, but that's my 2nd favorite game of all time so I wasn't expecting this to top it. But that doesn't take anything away from the fact that this is still a masterpiece. I honestly wish I could play it again now and try to experience the cajillions of things I missed out on. I would also love to play Royal or start Strikers as a way to reconnect with the group that gave me so much personal solace when I needed it most but I still don't feel like I have the time haha.
    Got a big personal project in the works and I would love to just set aside the whole 9-5 in order to make a living thing so I could spend my days working on my personal goals and nights either with friends and/or my endless backlog of games, but alas. I guess I'm still making do but the whole adult thing makes it all so stressful right now. Just gotta believe that everything I do will be worth it as long as I keep pushing but I'm getting off topic lol. This series gives me so much nostalgia and again, I only played and finished this game less than a year ago but it still has such an effect on me. It does indeed remind me of better days/times and that's such a powerful feeling to get from a game.
    Thanks again. I needed this.

  • @CyberDrift.
    @CyberDrift. Před 3 lety +1

    God i love your vids so much and I'm very fascinated about your past and and how you been feeling lately you are loved and i and many others not just appreciate your vids we truly appreciate you KingK❤

  • @marshall4134
    @marshall4134 Před rokem +1

    19 y.o here
    Wow,I actually started sobbing during the middle of the video because that's exactly what happened to me as well.
    I first played Persona 4 when I was in high school too but let's say it wasn't that easy for me because I was coming from the most basic rpgs like Pokemon and Fire Emblem but the dedication I spent to finish the game paid off.I've never felt so close to videogame characters like that before in my life.
    Nowadays I still enjoy listening to the amazing soundtracks this game has to offer and, just like you,I found it hard starting a new playthrough for 2 main reasons:
    1.I don't have that free time anymore
    2.I'm still trying to figure out what my dream is and how could I make it become real
    As soon as I watched the title I've immediately clicked on your video and I'm very glad someone experienced the same things I did. Thanks man,it helped.

  • @Smily613
    @Smily613 Před 3 lety +1

    I can't tell you how relatable this video is.
    I remember long days of playing JRPGs and just getting immersed in all of it.
    One of my favorite memories is playing ff9 for the first time with a dear friend of mine and spending all of our spring break playing the game. Having to swap between our two different copies because they were secondhand and not taken care of very well by the previous owners. Even going so far as to rub toothpaste on the scratches to get them working just long enough to progress. Just playing the game and enjoying ourselves without a care in the world.
    I would give anything to have that feeling back.

  • @ARDIZsq
    @ARDIZsq Před 3 lety

    Man, I never played P4, but hearing your story about struggling through life and having video games be there to help you through it really resonates with me. I've gone through some rough times myself, as I'm sure everyone has, and video games were always there to take me out of this world and help me forget about everything going on around me. I haven't really had that one game that hits as close to home as P4 does for you, but I don't really know if I WANT to find that game. Either way, great video man. Keep up the great work.

  • @sachi3673
    @sachi3673 Před 2 lety

    Thanks man... been going through a lot. I needed this. A lot.

  • @hanskarlsson7921
    @hanskarlsson7921 Před 3 lety

    Honestly, as someone who has gone through similar things that you have I have to say that your videos have been a big part of me getting back on track. Seriously. I don't know what it is or why your vidoes make me feel better, but they do. So whenever you doubt yourself or feel like shit, just know that you make me (and probably a lot of other people) feel better. Keep up the good work, I really appreciate it.

  • @MattCrossMedia
    @MattCrossMedia Před 3 lety +2

    I recall last Christmas night during the pandemic that one of my close friends screen shared their session towards the end of P4G. I know absolutely nothing about this game or series. But I heavily vibed with his sentiments while going in and out of the Inaba streets: that he wished he could be around town living out time with friends and family as openly as he could in game. I didn't even need to know the game context to know that what I saw of P4 reflected just that: simulated shots of better days that we all wished we could go back to. And hopefully we CAN get back to.
    You've made a lovely introspective. And reminded me that when fake scenarios and the fear of deadlines and completions wreck your brain, you gotta cherish being present and living. Live as much life as you can, play as much as your satisfied with. Keep it up, King.

  • @graemebloodworth8991
    @graemebloodworth8991 Před 3 lety +3

    Thanks King. I really appreciated this video. Hearing about your personal experience with this game was really meaniingful to me today. I just finished 5 a few weeks ago with a lot of mixed feelings, but the one that floated above the rest was this overwhelming desire for a tight knit group of friends like the characters in these games. Your perspective is always a welcome thing here on the internet and I'm glad you took the time to revisit this game and share your thoughts.

  • @Matt_Hyla
    @Matt_Hyla Před 2 lety

    This was a very nice video to watch, made me feel good and less alone, thank you

  • @GamingSc
    @GamingSc Před 2 lety

    one of your best vidos dude.
    great job

  • @r.canimations150
    @r.canimations150 Před 3 lety +1

    I just wanted to say on a personal note, that your videos mean something to me. Weather its your reviews on the pokemon games thus far that have taken me back to my childhood, or your zelda reviews that take me back to my teen years. Either way your videos have always given me something valuable to listen to while i work my regular 9-5 job. It gives me something to ponder on or remember from years past, and hearing your analytical takes on certain games or even personal takes always keeps me intrigued and not deathly bored doing the same job everyday.

  • @Boogard
    @Boogard Před 2 lety

    The video is actually amazing. It's so emotional and incredibly well written and as such I find myself coming back to it again and again. Ashame it didn't preform as well as it deserved. Keep up the good work nonetheless.

  • @MalakaiDerg
    @MalakaiDerg Před 3 lety +1

    Never played Persona 4 but, you articulated my thoughts and experience of the last months in a way that hits very close to home. I was also doing better, in my own terms finally, pushing myself to do new things and then the quarantine happened. I hope we all can go back to our normal lives after this, but content like yours definitely helps, in one way or another. Thanks for your work!

  • @Asilva12701
    @Asilva12701 Před 3 lety

    This was a great, reflective, and relatable video. I wish you the best in your struggles, KingK.

  • @va1ennyx
    @va1ennyx Před 2 lety +2

    This is genuinely the most 1:1 relatable video I've ever seen in my life. I feel seen. I feel understood. Thank you.

  • @BrunoLaplace
    @BrunoLaplace Před 3 lety

    Loved this video, amazing work!

  • @TheGag96
    @TheGag96 Před 3 lety

    What coincidence - I just finished this game for the first time last week. Great video! Amazing how we can get so attached to and shaped by these pieces of art.

  • @Cashew1405
    @Cashew1405 Před rokem +1

    This video was a emotional rollercoaster and you should be proud of what you have made.

  • @Chie4life
    @Chie4life Před 4 měsíci +1

    They did a great job at giving inaba that small town vibe. Its not overwhelming and packed. The locations feel spaced out and the amount of nature makes it feel like home. I hope persona 6 has the same cozy atmosphere

  • @Mike55690
    @Mike55690 Před 2 lety

    Genuinely appreciate how in depth you went in this video regarding yourself, your life and just reflecting on it all.
    For me the franchise i feel this way for is specifically the first Dark Souls and to me how i relate it to mental health, the loop of the game is a metaphor to keep trying (to me, amongst a lot more nuance and personal meaning i won't get into here lol).
    Would love to see more of these kinds of videos KingK, stellar work, truly. Even being able to relate to a certain degree, or simply a lot, it's nice knowing how we feel though subjective is similar in some ways !

  • @maccamachine
    @maccamachine Před rokem

    Beautiful video. I was a kid when I first played persona 4 on the ps2 it’s one of the first games I would wake up early on the weekends just so I could start playing. I can feel that atmosphere just thinking about it

  • @DaylanDeAngelo
    @DaylanDeAngelo Před 3 lety +1

    This video definitely resonates with me to an incredible level. I'm tearing up rn man 😭

  • @GURKENGOTT
    @GURKENGOTT Před 2 lety

    This video has almost made me cry. I can relate so much to what you're saying.
    I'll be done with school in a couple of months, so I'm currently still experiencing the adolescent life you've depicted. I've been kind of nostalgic about my life for about 2 years now, and I want to indulge in this phase of my life for as long as I can.
    Anyways, thank you for this video. It's incredible.

  • @Bobson_Dugnutt_Esq
    @Bobson_Dugnutt_Esq Před 3 lety

    Oh man I'm so ready for this

  • @topblokehere6579
    @topblokehere6579 Před 3 lety

    This is one of the best videos I ever watched thank you.