A COSY DAY AT HOME | sharing precious memories, autumn prep & a huge wardrobe organise/declutter✨

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  • Hey my loves, I hope you are all happy and well. It feels so wonderful to be back doing my favourite thing, talking to you all :) I really hope you enjoyed this vlog, thank you again for everything, your kind messages, your never ending support and your love. You are the besets friends I could ever wish for.
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  • @GemmaLouiseMiles
    @GemmaLouiseMiles  Před 3 lety +316

    Currently reading through your beautiful comments, I wish I could reply to each and every one of you ❤️ I just wanted to say, thank you from the bottom of my heart. You give me strength ❤️

    • @katiec3686
      @katiec3686 Před 3 lety

      Thinking of you sending lots of love to you and your family ❤️xx

    • @erinneill9350
      @erinneill9350 Před 3 lety +2

      Dear Gemma, I guessed what had happened when we didn't see you at your usual times. I have been watching out for you with concern and hoping that you were coping okay. I was 34 when I lost my father, and you are much younger than that. I can't do anything to help except pray for you and your family and I guess that in itself is pretty worthwhile. I'm glad you have so much support from your followers. I just came across you by accident about six months ago and do get a laugh from your and Sophie's antics. All the best now, Gemma. I know how you're feeling.....remember it well even though it was years ago now. Love from Australia. xx

    • @KirstyJoannaFitness
      @KirstyJoannaFitness Před 3 lety +5

      I hope your dad is having a drink at a nice bar with my dad 💜

    • @thenizahirs
      @thenizahirs Před 3 lety

      ❤️🤗

    • @ninabelfield1077
      @ninabelfield1077 Před 3 lety

      Sending you all the love in the world to you and your family at this terrible time of grief❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @SBrizzy_
    @SBrizzy_ Před 3 lety +317

    Never feel like you have to apologise for showing emotion. You’re human you’re going to be emotional. Remember to take time for you. ❤️

    • @CynthiaRothschild
      @CynthiaRothschild Před 3 lety +3

      DARLING GEMMALOUISEMIL , WITH LOVE , PRAYERS , HUGS , AND SWEET KISSES , FROM ME , AND MY FAMILY , " THE ROTHSCHILD'S . " FAREWELL MY SWEET AND BEAUTIFUL DARLING .

  • @HollyBarnes
    @HollyBarnes Před 3 lety +214

    This is one of the worst sides of youtube - feeling like you’re really friends with someone and not being able to see you and give you a cuddle. I’m so sorry for your loss Gemma, my hearts broken for you and your family. Grief is so, so tricky. You need to deal with it in whatever way feels right to you, whether it be keeping busy 24/7 or staying in bed for 2 weeks. You do what feels right for you, grief is not the same for ANYONE. I’m sending you the biggest hug that I can and sending you so many wishes of positivity and happiness xxxxx

    • @joh_xx2734
      @joh_xx2734 Před 3 lety +8

      Holly Barnes omg yes i feel so emotional watching Gemma, I honestly feel like i know her well im an OG follower and just want to give her a cuddle 🥺 life is cruel, her Dad was so cute and seemed like such a lovely Dad 🥰 i hope you find comfort in going to you Dads allotment Gemma ❤️❤️

    • @samw856
      @samw856 Před 3 lety +1

      Totally AGREE! Sending her all the hugs from the US 😘

  • @elisecatherine1874
    @elisecatherine1874 Před 3 lety +29

    You waving goodbye to your Dad and driving away just fully broke me. 💔 Sending you love and all the best wishes. ✨

  • @Itsyourgirlnicky
    @Itsyourgirlnicky Před 3 lety +82

    Gemma I can’t deal with how precious the clip is of you and your dad at his favourite place! What a precious little memory to have captured and when you said bye and he looked right at you and waved you off ..so sweet. You can see the beautiful father / daughter bond you both shared.
    I’m very sorry too hear of your dads passing, I can assure you he is with you always 🤍💭
    Sending you big hugs beautiful please take care 💓

    • @taza6198
      @taza6198 Před 3 lety

      That part hurt me so bad 💔it actually felt like the final moment of their meeting and that is it, that was the end, I cried and cried and cried. I pray Gem finds some peace and manages this difficult time in whatever way she finds she can. It literally hurts my chest writing this I can't bare to imagine Gemma's pain and her family members pain. 🤲💔♥️

  • @dannie550
    @dannie550 Před 3 lety +6

    Anyone else crying 15 minutes in? Gemma never apologise your a beautiful woman and so sorry for your loss! Ly ❤

  • @lifeandbeautybychar9590
    @lifeandbeautybychar9590 Před 3 lety +38

    5 minutes in and I had to pause it to comment. I lost my dad 4 years ago in my early 20s to cancer, I too had never lost anyone close to me before and it was the most heartbreaking thing I’ve ever gone through. You are so unbelievably brave to talk about this. Even after 4 years I still don’t think I’ve Greived properly so don’t assume there is a ‘right’ way to do it. Carry on doing whatever makes you happy. You will have moments you forget ( even now I find myself sometimes going to ask my siblings what they are getting my dad for Christmas) You are such a light of beautiful energy I can’t imagine how proud your dad would be of you. I used to speak to him in the sky at night and that would make me feel better. I also feel my intuition has gotten even stronger since loosing him and I know it’s him guiding me so look out for things like that, that let you know he’s still with you. Sending the most love your way xx

    • @ellamaemuir
      @ellamaemuir Před 3 lety +1

      BEAUTYBYCHAR this is the most beautiful comment I’ve ever read 💓 sending happiness love and hope xx

    • @lifeandbeautybychar9590
      @lifeandbeautybychar9590 Před 3 lety +1

      @@ellamaemuir Aww thankyou xx

  • @ellamarsh5491
    @ellamarsh5491 Před 3 lety +15

    It broke my heart when you apologised for crying, don’t ever feel you have to apologise. My heart breaks for you, I feel as if I know you & it made me cry seeing you cry. Take your time & remember he’s always there with you 😇💙

  • @user-ol9bd5vp1x
    @user-ol9bd5vp1x Před 3 lety +111

    I’m so sorry for your loss, I am sure your father is in a better place and finally at peace💕 take your time with everything and stay strong🌟

  • @jadealcott6322
    @jadealcott6322 Před 3 lety +76

    I'm so sorry to hear about John passing away gemma. My parents was friends with your dad and also pass on their condolences. My dad and yours used to talk about about their allotments. Thinking of you all ♥️ xx

  • @Emily-js5qo
    @Emily-js5qo Před 3 lety +17

    I am so sorry for your loss, I got teary just listening to how you’re feeling, sending you and your family prayers, strength and love 🤍 put your well-being first and never apologise xxx

  • @hayley3330
    @hayley3330 Před 3 lety +12

    Never ever apologise for grieving! You’re human and you have lost a very important person! I lost my Nan suddenly who I was very close to and spoke with every day, back in December 2018 & still now, I find myself picking up my phone to text or call her to share little things with! they say time is a healer and it gets easier... I don’t think it does, I think we just learn to live differently (without them) but know he’s always with you! Sending love and healing hugs, & keep smiling, it’s what your dad would want!! Xx

  • @trishamurphy9911
    @trishamurphy9911 Před 3 lety +68

    Aww that was so heartbreaking to hear, to lose a parent is the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with, I lost both mine by the time I was 25, the only advice I've got is surround yourself with family and friends, love heals the heart but it takes time, sending big hugs ❤ xxxxx

    • @sharronrose5700
      @sharronrose5700 Před 3 lety +4

      Aww Trisha, I’m sorry you experienced that loss at such a young age! Hugs to you ❤️

    • @oreomonster3054
      @oreomonster3054 Před 3 lety +3

      I was just watching a really old vlog with her dad in and I’m shattered for her

    • @trishamurphy9911
      @trishamurphy9911 Před 3 lety

      @@sharronrose5700 aww thanks that means alot ❤

    • @trishamurphy9911
      @trishamurphy9911 Před 3 lety

      @@oreomonster3054 I know Its so heartbreaking 😔

  • @Boudi-ca
    @Boudi-ca Před 3 lety +20

    I’m so sorry to hear about your dad Gemma. I can’t imagine how it feels losing a parent. Take all the time you need away, you’ll still have your youtube family when you get back. You’re such a lovely person. Take care hun!

  • @marshymallowmadness1681
    @marshymallowmadness1681 Před 3 lety +7

    My darling, its never easy I lost my dad 3 years ago, I miss him everyday....
    Never apologies for showing emotions you are such a beautiful soul! Writing him a letter everyday is such a lovely thing to do. I wish I could jump in the screen, make you a cuppa and give you a hug. You're never alone on here! Xxxx

  • @IMVMUA
    @IMVMUA Před 3 lety +1

    Definitely cried that whole first part. I am so sorry for your loss Gemma. Your father was an amazing man. Just from that video you shared and your stories, we can tell he’s a beautiful soul. He’s watching over you from above now. You never have to apologize for having feelings. We understand what you’re going through. You and your family are in my thoughts. We love you Gemma! Keep your head up high.

  • @TINARRM
    @TINARRM Před 3 lety +27

    oh good god gem im sat here crying watching your dads tour or his gardening.. such a nice memory to keep.

    • @hollymurphy3742
      @hollymurphy3742 Před 3 lety

      Me too. I’m bloody balling my eyes out I haven’t cried this much in a while.

  • @sidram8956
    @sidram8956 Před 3 lety +13

    Be strong Gemma💞 when my mum passed away somebody said that “quality of life is more important than quantity of life” and it made me feel a lot better that at least they are not in pain anymore. It’s you who has to heal now. It will take time. Lots of love for you 💝

  • @daisymichellelewis
    @daisymichellelewis Před 3 lety +2

    The video of your dad is so lovely Gemma, to the point I have no words to describe it. I have no doubt he is taking care of a beautiful allotment in the sky, planting parsnips and sitting in his shed ❤️

  • @littlemisschatterbox314
    @littlemisschatterbox314 Před 3 lety +5

    You waving to your dad and saying bye 💔 it was so heartbreaking and beautiful at the same time stay strong take every day as it comes your doing amazing hun lots of love x

  • @book_gilmoregirls2227
    @book_gilmoregirls2227 Před 3 lety +22

    Aw I’m so happy this is an hour long, never apologise for being upset you are only human and I’m so sorry for your loss💔 Has anyone else been binge watching all of Gemma’s autumn/Christmas videos? They are THE best! 💗🎄

  • @laurarosemary8216
    @laurarosemary8216 Před 3 lety +4

    Oh god Gemma.. that little clip of your dad got me in floods. I’m so so sorry. Unfortunately it’s something we all have to go through at some point, but the sadness will fade eventually and you’ll be left with nothing but warm snuggly memories of your amazing dad. He really does seem like a lovely person, clearly something he’s passed onto you ♥️

  • @jennifersherwood1901
    @jennifersherwood1901 Před 3 lety +8

    Omg Gemma , I am so sorry to have heard of your Sad Loss. You don’t need to apologise for getting upset on the beginning of your Vlog Hun.
    When sad it is always great to talk . All your friends and Fans are always here for you gorgeous lady. Lovely memory pictures and video of you and your dad. Even if you made a Vlog just about your dad I am sure none would mind. You just do what you feel you need to do and Vlog when you feel like it. BIG HUGS and thinking of you Gemma. 🥰😘🙏❤️xxx

  • @helendelvin4632
    @helendelvin4632 Před 3 lety +1

    You paid such a beautiful tribute to your dad in your intro, and thank you for sharing the lovely video of him and his happy place. Know that he is very proud of you, know that he is with you always because where else would he be, and know that he will be your angel giving you strength when you need it and walking beside you every step of the way. Be happy, Gemma. That is all he would want! I know, because that is what my mum wants for me too!

  • @danielle8183
    @danielle8183 Před 3 lety +12

    don’t ever apologise or feel like you have to justify anything!! we are all sending you love & will be here 💕 NO MATTER WHAT 💕

  • @aislingobeirnes6772
    @aislingobeirnes6772 Před 3 lety +12

    My heart is broken for you. I lost my dad nearly 12 years ago and I still miss him so much😞hope your mam is doing ok. Be extra kind to yourself now and continue to do what makes you happy ❤️your vlogs are the best. Sending u so much love ❤️ xxxx

  • @gaynor3976
    @gaynor3976 Před 3 lety +6

    I'm so so sorry to hear about your dad, we are never prepared for that happening. I lost my son unexpectedly and its heartbreaking no matter how they go. Nice to see you trying to stay positive, your dad would be proud of you. Xxxxx

  • @karencurtis2697
    @karencurtis2697 Před 3 lety +5

    Your so precious to us all and you never ever have to apologise for being you. Loosing someone close no matter how old you are is awful so give your self some grace, some time , but never feel pressured to post a video on time , that's one thing you don't need at the moment.
    We all love you and have our notification bell turned on so we will be hear waiting xxx
    Stay safe stay well, sending a huge hug x

    • @paulasteelet9468
      @paulasteelet9468 Před 3 lety

      So sorry for the loss of your precious dad. I lost my sister 4 years ago and for at least 18 months it would literally take my breath away when I realised I’d never see her again. It’s horrible Gemma but it does become easier You will think of him every day Some days you may be able to look at your photos and other days you just can’t. Well that’s how I felt but everyone grieves differently. There’s no right or wrong way to do it. If you need to take a break away from CZcams then do it. What makes you feel better is best for you. Your memories of him are yours forever. So sorry again. Sending all my love to you and your family xx

  • @emmamacmillan9016
    @emmamacmillan9016 Před 3 lety +10

    Sitting crying along with you sweetheart. You have an army of supporters right behind you...holding your hand on the bad days and laughing with you on the good. Love, kisses and support xxxx

  • @nikkiy46
    @nikkiy46 Před 3 lety +18

    I lost My poppa 6 years ago and still think about him everday.
    He died from MND, so in wishes I run for MND. So hopefully one day they find a crue for it. My sister came across a old vcr that she put on a cd. We all thought it was lose and i missed hes laugh so much. I heard it for the first time in years and I cry in happiness, it was a gift for him. I still talk to him out load and I know he can hear me as I see feather in random odd places, plus hes sound comes on. So hes still here gem's, look out for the signs, hes not in person but he's here i promisexx

  • @lucyrose703
    @lucyrose703 Před 3 lety +1

    Gem you truly are an incredible woman, never apologise for showing your emotions. Love you to bits your gonna be okay your dad will be so incredibly proud of you ❤️

  • @meh5069
    @meh5069 Před 3 lety

    Oh Gemma, I am so sorry for your loss. Please take as long as you need to heal and grieve. Cry as much as you need to! I wish you and your family well❤️
    Ladies: please stop apologizing about how you look, with or without makeup! You are BEAUTIFUL, period.

  • @helenfellows3082
    @helenfellows3082 Před 3 lety +11

    I've never clicked on a vlog so fast I have really been worried about you. You are a wonderful person. You dad is always with you and and sure he us so proud of everything you have achieved. Don't rush anything we will always be here when you want to post. Sending all my love xxxx

  • @samanthabarona7981
    @samanthabarona7981 Před 3 lety +4

    Ah angel. Im so sorry. Your lovely, lovely Dad. He’s now your angel and he will take excellent care of his little girl from heaven. Sending you all the love. It’s so hard. You’re very brave. 🙏🏽♥️
    The clip of your Dad is the most beautiful thing in the world. I’m so sorry for your loss.

  • @missnerdy
    @missnerdy Před 3 lety +13

    this is the weird part of the Internet I mean here i am miles away speaking different language , raised a different way but I was heart broken when I heard about your dad so sorry for you loosing moms or dads is a hard thing I wasn't gonna post this comment but I just want you Gemma to know you have friends all over the world not just the UK 🇬🇧 because you're genuine and honest we all are here for you , love from 🇸🇦

  • @LauraHajdar
    @LauraHajdar Před 3 lety +7

    This videos hit me so hard when you waved goodbye to your dad, thinking of you and your family Gemma 🤍

  • @chloebrunskill7980
    @chloebrunskill7980 Před 3 lety +37

    I’m standing here making mine and my families lunch I’m just breaking my heart Gemma never ever apologise this is you’re time to heal if you need to take time off it doesn’t matter how long please take it to heal yourself I love you Gemma please take this time for yourself if you need to cry please cry because it is fine😭 it is so upsetting because I have watched you for years now and I remember seeing your dad sitting at your dinning room table in your first house before you moved house😊 I think it was one of your Christmas vlogs and you looked so so happy that you’re dad was there nobody deserves to go through this the world can be so cruel at times unfortunately but you’re dad will be so proud of you😭 he will always be with you Gemma looking after you🥰 we love you Gemma💜🥰 xxx

  • @sophdouglas123
    @sophdouglas123 Před 3 lety +8

    You’re lovely, I feel privileged that I’m one of the thousands of people you regard as your best friends, I’m so sorry for your loss, you have lost someone so very special yet you still naturally have got that beaming sunlight coming from you ☀️. Thank you for sharing your precious memories with us xx

  • @shannonbradford1849
    @shannonbradford1849 Před 3 lety

    You do what you need to do Gemma!! Grieve is hard, it can take a week, a month or even years to fully come to terms with it, I lost my mum 5 years ago and I’m still to this day struggling to accept it some days but just remember he is looking down on you, he’ll forever be proud of you! Like they say in Marry poppings, ‘they are gone but not forgotten so when you need their love look for the brightest star in the sky and know you are not alone’ We all love you 🤍

  • @siobhanharrington8760
    @siobhanharrington8760 Před 3 lety

    Your doing amazing! I’m so sorry for your loss! You are so strong and brave and your dad will be so proud 💖💖💖

  • @emvlogs687
    @emvlogs687 Před 3 lety +24

    Im so sorry for your loss, greif is one of the worst feelings, life is unfair but it gets better x

  • @hannahriley1938
    @hannahriley1938 Před 3 lety +4

    Literally want to reach through the screen and hug you ♥️ I’m sure your dad still continues to be proud of the beautiful and strong girl you are, we are all here for you and send you all the love in the world ♥️

  • @Lifewithfrancescaa
    @Lifewithfrancescaa Před 3 lety +3

    Gemma you have a heart of gold and I’m so so sorry you’re going through this. I’m sending you so much love right now ❤️❤️

  • @FernW.
    @FernW. Před 3 lety +1

    I’m so sorry for your loss. Whatever way you deal with life at the moment is the right way, there’s no right or wrong. My dad passed away in 2017 and it’s heartbreaking. It does get better I promise, but be gentle with yourself ❤️ sending lots of love

  • @islashepherddd
    @islashepherddd Před 3 lety +38

    When Gemma said she looked like the human egg, I’m thinking that’s one damn good egg ! She is gorgeous ❤️❤️💜💜 I just got further in the video and I’m crying, I’m so sorry Gemma 👼

  • @JSapproved
    @JSapproved Před 3 lety +13

    sitting here watching with a coffee and my hair in a bun JUST LIKE YOU 💗

  • @miriamlamari5397
    @miriamlamari5397 Před 3 lety +1

    Just like you give me with your videos the escape out of this world you should know that we are always here for you when you want to escape❤️

  • @sarahdoyle5203
    @sarahdoyle5203 Před 3 lety

    Gemma, be kind to yourself and don't put any time limits on your grief. Take each day as it comes and do as much or as little as you feel you need. You are a beautiful girl and your dad must be so proud of you. You will always have your memories and you will find, like myself, they will be a great comfort to you xxxx

  • @maiaparry6289
    @maiaparry6289 Před 3 lety +11

    Yay can’t wait. In such a cosy mood today, bring on Autumn 🍂 ( sending so much love to you right now 💓 )

  • @Alex-jl6xl
    @Alex-jl6xl Před 3 lety +5

    Oh Gemma, I’m so sorry. I can’t even begin to comprehend how you’re feeling. We’re all here for you and we all love you ❤️

  • @user-rk5hu5fh7y
    @user-rk5hu5fh7y Před 3 lety +1

    Sending all my love and prayers to you and your family during this rough time! Stay strong. Your dad is looking down on you in heaven smiling, he is so proud of you and how far you have come! Love you Gemma

  • @katiex8473
    @katiex8473 Před 3 lety

    Thankyou so much for sharing this with us. You’re amazing and I bet your dad is ever so proud of you. Sending you lots of love and hugs!❤️

  • @laurenjones8588
    @laurenjones8588 Před 3 lety +3

    I’m so sorry for your loss , I’m glad your back and we make you feel happy 💕 your so strong and your dad would be incredibly proud of his strong and beautiful girl ❤️ I love you xxxx

  • @heidilangenberg2171
    @heidilangenberg2171 Před 3 lety +4

    It breaks my heart Gemma sending you love and hugs time heals we’re all here for you xxx

  • @Lonewolfleya
    @Lonewolfleya Před 3 lety +1

    As soon as you said your dad had passed away I burst out crying!!! I'm sat in the bath watching this, crying. I'm so sorry for your loss :( I feel so sad for you!!!! Never apologise for showing your emotions, it's your bloody dad. You could of sat through the whole video crying and it's okay because it's raw!!! I really am so sorry!!!! He must of been so freakin proud of you and now in passing he will be your guardian angel forever. He will always be with you and guiding you. I'm sending you all the love, healing and hugs. Love you girl 🖤🖤

  • @leannechapman2446
    @leannechapman2446 Před 3 lety

    You are so strong and it is ok to take time for yourself. You are amazing. 💗

  • @sophiecooper1162
    @sophiecooper1162 Před 3 lety +3

    I’m so sorry for your loss💔 I lost my grandad in June and this has really touched me as he was a gardener as well, I did exactly same I wrote everything down that I wanted to tell him, best thing to is talk to your family about all the memories you have together!😘 stay strong❤️

  • @shannondoyle2896
    @shannondoyle2896 Před 3 lety +4

    You're amazing Gemma! You provide happiness and positivity for so many people it radiates from your personality. Thank you for being such an inspiration and escape for so many people. Sending love and hugs ❤❤ we all have your back!

  • @CloverandSam
    @CloverandSam Před 3 lety

    How precious is that video of your dad 💗 Thank you for sharing this special moment 🤍

  • @alisonking6910
    @alisonking6910 Před 3 lety

    So sorry for your loss love. Sending you all the positive vibes I can 🤍

  • @shariferrari7147
    @shariferrari7147 Před 3 lety +3

    Gemma take as much time as u need love when I was going through around time in my life your cozy videos always made me remember that life can always and forever get better . As your supporters we are here for u and will just sit back and wait with you 💋😘😇 and jus know that as you go throw go the rest of your life your dad will be there to walk it with.

  • @jennifercannon7552
    @jennifercannon7552 Před 3 lety +4

    I lost my dad nearly 7 years ago and my heart is with you, it’s really tough, hold on tight to those beautiful memories, your dad would be so proud of you 🤍 Ps you’ve encouraged me to organise my wardrobe, wish me luck 🤯😩 keep shining gorgeous girl 🧚🏼xx

  • @rebeccatodd3020
    @rebeccatodd3020 Před 3 lety

    Sending you lots of love, you are such an amazing person and put others before yourself, you should know we will always be here for you! I’m sure your dad is looking down and proud of the amazing person you are 💓

  • @agnieszkamichalak3360
    @agnieszkamichalak3360 Před 3 lety +2

    I'm so so deeply sorry, it's unimaginable how hard it must be for you right now but I'm so glad that you found your way of dealing with it. I know that decluttering was also my way of dealing with loss...I know that sharing our stories might bring you some ease so I'm just going to write that my mom is now in remision of cancer but I'm scared every day that it will come back for her.. and even though it's a longterm illness I don't feel any more prepared for what might happen... it's just unreal... I wish I could just give you a big hug right now but as I can't I'm just leaving those few words. Take your time beautiful, we will be here waiting 🌻

  • @justynawojtunik7863
    @justynawojtunik7863 Před 3 lety +5

    I'm so so sorry about your dad, I can't imagine how you feel, be strong sweetheart :*

  • @lynnk3933
    @lynnk3933 Před 3 lety +3

    Gemma my heart breaks for you, I want you to know that you’re not alone. Your video of you and your Dad was just beautiful. I’ve lost my Mum & Dad and I know the rush of emotions that you’re going through. Things will feel a little better as time passes and he will always be with you, in your heart. You are the most beautiful person inside and out. Lots of love and hugs coming your way 🤍XXX

  • @jennifersoper2216
    @jennifersoper2216 Před 3 lety +1

    Love the video of you and your dad. So lovely. How wonderful that you will always have that to look at whenever you miss him 😊

  • @yasmincopper7317
    @yasmincopper7317 Před 3 lety

    So sorry for your loss, big hugs to you and keep up your spirits the best way you can. Thank you for the best content xx

  • @yoongithesadrat1431
    @yoongithesadrat1431 Před 3 lety +9

    Yeeeee the queen has uploaded 💛

  • @Mff48
    @Mff48 Před 3 lety +4

    ive just watched your lovely dad on his allottment......so moving.he looked a lovely man! loving his plants bless him,thank you for sharing this gem 💗💗💗

    • @Mff48
      @Mff48 Před 3 lety

      i laugh when you say it feels creepy saying how much we mean to you because sometimes i feel like a weirdo feeling how much your vlogs and uploads have got me through too......im not going to lie i have cried for you through this vlog.be brave at the allottment!
      all of us who have lost will echo your words and feelings.xxxxxxxx

  • @tavaszisims
    @tavaszisims Před 3 lety

    Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us. Struggling with grief is one of the hardest things to go through in life. Take comfort in knowing you are never alone ❤️❤️❤️

  • @sammikidd375
    @sammikidd375 Před 3 lety

    Please take your time with everything and don’t ever apologise for being upset, you’re human! your dad would be so proud of you and I’m so sorry for your loss xxx

  • @carolmorgan3875
    @carolmorgan3875 Před 3 lety +6

    Even though it's now 20 years ago that I lost my Dad. I've still cried with you. Your one and only Dad that you will never forget. You will always have the lovely memories of times spent with him. I'm sure he was very proud of you. How you have grown up to be a beautiful loving daughter, inside and out. Your Mum must also be heartbroken, nice that your looking after her. Sincere condolences to all your family.
    "Gone but never ever forgotten." X

  • @lauraalderwilliams7556
    @lauraalderwilliams7556 Před 3 lety +6

    My dad passed away last week also so i understand your pain and everything your feeling right now. Big love xx

    • @lynndoran3297
      @lynndoran3297 Před 3 lety

      Darling girl. I hope your doing OK. In thinking of you

  • @tinababb7881
    @tinababb7881 Před 3 lety

    I paused the video 3 minutes in to tell you, girl, it's all good. You take your time and whatever in life carries you through this moment, you do it. I lost my father 6 years ago. We were not close, estranged really, and I hadn't seen him in decades, but the pain is very real. As you mentioned in the first minute, it brings you happiness to put a smile on our face and have a place we can be cosy and forget our own stresses. You do that for me and I thank you. Take your time sweet girl! 💕

  • @everythingesme6229
    @everythingesme6229 Před 3 lety

    We love you!! Teared up at the start of your video but so glad your thinking of all the good times you had and memories you will carry with you forever xx 💕

  • @georginawalters8143
    @georginawalters8143 Před 3 lety +6

    Omg I’m so happy it’s long! I have my coffee

  • @dawn9709
    @dawn9709 Před 3 lety +6

    I lost my dad to. I remember the floating feeling. I feel your pain. I cried every time I thought about him for the first 2 years after he died. It pains me to know my 4 children won’t know him. It’s something you WILL learn to live with. Your tears WILL slow down. The pain WILL become manageable. you are not alone. 💔

  • @anabarlic9458
    @anabarlic9458 Před 3 lety

    Oh dear Gemma you cry as much as you want, this helps you. I am sending you a gazillion love and peaceful moments! We are always here for and with you! 💞💞💞

  • @chloeweatherstone1186
    @chloeweatherstone1186 Před 3 lety

    Thank you for being so real throughout ❤ my thoughts are with you and your family, much love 💘
    You are doing the best thing you can do, and that in itself is helping others xx

  • @rubywhite679
    @rubywhite679 Před 3 lety +3

    Autumn prep yes please!
    Omg so bummed I was meant to be all moved into my flat. But due to issues (not coronavirus) It has been postponed a huge amount. Would have loved to be getting it decorated for autumn! Xx
    Aww also I wrote this before I actually watched the video.
    I'm so so sorry about your dad I lost my dad last year it's horrible xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  • @jamesjoseph9266
    @jamesjoseph9266 Před 3 lety +16

    It was a sudden parting, too bitter to forget, those who loved you dearly, are the ones who can't forget. We often sit and think of you and think how you died, to think you could not say goodbye before you closed your eyes. Your life was one of kindly deeds, a helping hand for others needs. Sincere and true in heart and mind, beautiful memories left behind.
    The blow was hard, the shock severe to part with one who we loved so dear. Our loss is great, we'll not complain but trust in God to meet again.
    Two tired eyes are sleeping,
    two willing hands are still, the one who worked so hard for us is resting in God's will.
    Our family chain is broken, nothing seems the same but as God calls us one by one, the links shall join again.
    This is something I say every night since losing my Dad.
    ( I hope you don't find it weird me posting this for you )

    • @suzannemcgowan6230
      @suzannemcgowan6230 Před 3 lety

      This is funny, I was eyeing up those fabric bags to store towels, bed linen stuff like that 😊

    • @sherryholtham6913
      @sherryholtham6913 Před 3 lety

      @@suzannemcgowan6230 what's funny that guys poem aye?

    • @suzannemcgowan6230
      @suzannemcgowan6230 Před 3 lety

      @@sherryholtham6913 Sorry no, I was responding to what Gemma was talking about. If you paid attention, you would know.

  • @naomibeckles7496
    @naomibeckles7496 Před 3 lety

    Thinking of you and your family ❤️
    You’re such an inspiration being so open, just be you and do what feels right for you each day. We are all here for you. Sending lots of love and hugs 🥰

  • @UnicornTailz
    @UnicornTailz Před 3 lety

    Gemma, I'm so sorry for your loss. Your dad sounds like a lovely man to have had in your life💕. Love to you and your loved ones. I want you to know that I'm so happy that I found your page. You are so soothing to sit and listen to and that is precious. Thank you❤

  • @taza6198
    @taza6198 Před 3 lety +3

    I was crying and then I laughed when she said it's just me and the cannon 😢🤣🤲💔♥️🥰😘☹

  • @rachel-fc8cg
    @rachel-fc8cg Před 3 lety +5

    I’m so sorry to hear this news Gemma, I was crying along with you at the beginning when you were talking about your lovely dad. I don’t have any social media and have been thinking about you and hoping you and your family were ok when you didn’t upload last week. Sending you all the love right now ❤️

  • @traceyquayle6491
    @traceyquayle6491 Před 3 lety

    Gem don’t feel like you have to hide your emotions you have to let your grief out don’t bottle it up, we’re all here for you and if you want cry you bloody well cry and let it out, I still cry for my mum and she passed 11 years ago, I just wish I was there to give you a hug 😢 your such a sweet soul, you take care of yourself lovely xxxxx 🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️

  • @novaintegrity8337
    @novaintegrity8337 Před 3 lety

    Take peace in the fact you will have made him so proud, your a amazing person. X sending you hugs. X

  • @imz213
    @imz213 Před 3 lety +3

    Just dont be sorry for crying about someone so close to you!❤dont say sorry it's fine

  • @wendyolmeda5069
    @wendyolmeda5069 Před 3 lety +3

    Oh dear dear. You have me crying. I'm so sorry for your separation time. It hurts. It breaks your heart. And you're going to spontaneously cry...IT'S OK.
    Don't think of it as, I'm not going to see or hear from him.
    Think, I'm just saving all these things to say when we meet again.
    My prayers for you and your family.

  • @graceasprey9916
    @graceasprey9916 Před 3 lety

    So so sorry for your loss 💙 Really lovely to see your face on here again. Brightens my day when that notification comes up for your videos xx

  • @sophiestannard4286
    @sophiestannard4286 Před 3 lety +2

    You are the kindest most caring soul, I am manifesting so much happiness and love for you stay strong Gemma ❤️

  • @AmberKatieHorstead
    @AmberKatieHorstead Před 3 lety +3

    Don’t ever apologise for crying or skipping upload days or feeling down...we are all human

  • @beth8401
    @beth8401 Před 3 lety +5

    Kudos for going vegetarian, I also ate fish for a while when I transitioned, but do remember it's still cruel - fish usually die a horrendous, slow death by suffocating, not to mention the horrors of the dairy industry.
    I hope you and your family are doing OK ❤️

  • @HelensLife_
    @HelensLife_ Před 3 lety

    Thanks for being so honest you are helping a lot of people❣️ lots of hugs 🤗

  • @elizabethfarmer985
    @elizabethfarmer985 Před 3 lety

    Gemma, You’ve been in my thoughts so much recently. You are such a strong woman!! You’re doing amazing and we are all here for you 💕

  • @leiafinnan7139
    @leiafinnan7139 Před 3 lety +1

    loss never gets easier you just learn to adapt❤️cherish all of the memories you have with your wonderful dad and celebrate his life. you seem to be doing such a fabulous job you should be so proud of yourself. chin up beautiful girl we are all behind you

  • @sophieoates3753
    @sophieoates3753 Před 3 lety +1

    Sending you big hugs Gemma - so sorry to hear about your dad. My dad died from cancer several years ago so I get how sad you feel. But I also have loads of old family videos that are sooo precious as it’s lovely now to watch them and remember great times and see him as he was. And it’s true that there are times when you do speak out loud and feel there are connections which is strange but comforting too. Sending u big hugs 🤗 xx

  • @Claireyify
    @Claireyify Před 3 lety

    We love you Gem - well done for opening up and being so honest in front of the camera, it's not easy and you showing your vulnerability is really brave!

  • @charlottejenkins4315
    @charlottejenkins4315 Před 3 lety

    Awww Gemma my heart is breaking for you, what beautiful memories you have, that video of your dad was lovely to watch was so touching watching it was very sweet of you to share ❤ Don't ever apologize about crying you need to grieve its natural 😢 x