friends see my chest for the first time. (it's cute.)
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- čas přidán 25. 09. 2018
- I filmed the first time my bff's saw my new chest :) This was before I release any pics online. They were lovely.
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I filmed the first time my bff's saw my new chest :) This was before I release any pics online. They were lovely. 💕💕💕 ALSO shirts! Go look at the shirts. You don't even have to buy any, but go look b/c THEY CUTE.
Ash Hardell ash everyone I think thought they were gonna see more scarring or redness. You look like you healed super nice. Like the scar isn’t really there too much. I thought there would be more redness on your pecks.
You have such AMAZING friends 🖤
aweee I'm crying! They're so cute and sweet! You're all cute beebs!
You inspired me to dress pride for Halloween (ultimately I'll dress it more after, but I needed an occasion, but i wanted sooner:) )
Ash Hardell well its looks very good
Truly wonderful and genuinely supportive friends, Ash!!! I'm a recent subscriber to your channel and I thoroughly enjoy your vids....particularly the mailing yourself to trump🤣🤣🤣
“can it be weird?”
“yeah!”
the acceptance.
i love that they were like "is this ok?" when they were saying stuff. like they were totally honest but also worried about what is right and making a clear effort to make it a good experience for you
Maggie AND the fact ash said it’s okay is so important too
"I feel like I'm seeing you the way that you've always wanted to be seen. I see you as a whole person not trying to hide anymore"
MY HEART 😍😭💞
Congratulations, Ash
I KNOW BRIANNA IS SUCH A PUMPKIN RIGHT!?
That was the best !!!
that was so beautiful, I actually teared up...
Ew I scrolled past and read this just as she said it 😱😅😂
Lolol a pumpkin Ash why a pumpkin btw I love you and every inch of your body sooo cute💙💙💙💜💜💜💛💛💚💚
They CARE so MUCH :') this video is like a soft and safe blanket
Mmmeh
Caitlin Janae yeah. I want friends like these!
Emily only being able to say "this is weird" is such a mood
@A M. BOOB UNBOXING
seanfox_ Or lack there of
See guys! Cis het people can be supportive and lovely. This video made me all kinds of giddy. I love it. I’m so happy for you, Ash!
I love me some supportive cis hets lol.
Ash Hardell SAME
HiMyNameisPeter cis het??
Janice Moore cisgender heterosexual
HiMyNameisPeter ohhhhhhhhhhhhh okay
I can't imagine hating on these dear friends who so clearly love you and want you to be happy, joyous, and free.
I know Im just protective lol.
Ash, I’m the same way. Nobody gets away with mistreating those that I care about. Ever.
The sweet sincerity of these ladies makes me so happy. They took in a lot of information, processed, and reacted, but also cared deeply for the feelings of Ash throughout. Those are the kind of friends you fight to keep ❤
You have THREE cis het friends?! where do you find them?????
Eva Wonder I hired them. It’s just for show. Shhhh.
Seriously! Lmao!
You can find em on sale at the dollar store nowadays, but you'll have to search real hard. Theyre usually in between the iced coffee and books on missionary
THIS IS ADORABLE. They're so sweet. I have more than a few cis straight friends like this and this is just really cute to see.
this is actually so sweet
Agreed
Omg its Kalvin!! I love your channel
LOVE YOU KALVINNN
I just watched a whole video on you verbally assaulting a genderfluid individual for calling eirself trans and addressing eir dysphoria, and calling it a "reaction video", so I really don't think this is a good place for you to be.
Knit One, Purl One, Kill One don’t be an asshole.hes being nice.dont tell people where their place is
When she said "I feel like I'm seeing you the way that you've always wanted to be seen" made me tear up. I'm NB/Masc leaning, similar to Ash and I really want top surgery/to start T but it's going to take some time- I'm so happy for you! This only solidifies my wants.. I wish you the best, thank you for being such a positive role model! ♥
That intro was so cute
This is very well edited, as always ofc but I’m super impressed how you did this video. And I think you seem to have very sweet friends :) it’s very nice to see that one doesn’t have to have a perfect vocabulary to be supportive. I wish I had friends like this.
Emily:"It looks really good you have like pecs!!!!!" (i love that sentence❤)
*whispers* my name's emily too....
lol
Ash Hardell u have really good friends!! i wish u the best!! (:
"you look like you"
awwwwww i am not cryinggggg
A few things!
1) I love how much effort you put into your videos. From your intro today, to the graphics, to how passionate you are about making things look good. I love it.
2) you have such an amazing group of friends. They're all so cute and supportive and lovely.
3) you're so happy and confident and as a long time viewer, I'm so excited for you ❤
Your frame is amazing. Not manly, but not fem. I see like zero hips. And you look amazing.
i think we just found what people mean when they say "not all straight cis people" this is extremely sweet i cri
“ARENT OUR BODIES COOL!” That is my forever mood holy crappp
I'm not gender queer but I love ur videos
Thank you guys for all the likes
I love a dad joke tee
The editing in all your videos is SO GOOD
Plus you have amazing friends and I'm so happy for you :)
“Now I’m just making direct eye contact with your nipples” omg yes
IMMEDIATELY BOUGHT THE LGBTee!!!! SOGOOD
You made such pretty things for the intro! Love it!
I feel like gender, sexuality and romantic minorities can unconsciously seclude themselves from cis straight folk - thanks for being super inclusive Ash!
i believe it was brianna (one with glasses and a polka dot shirt) who was honestly really adorable.
that was the sweetest thing i've seen.
their immediate reactions were all a bit "uh," but she made me feel good about how people will react to my top surgery in the future.
i'm only fourteen.
haven't started any hormone blockers or testosterone.
i'm hardly even out.
but i reallyreally want top surgery.
and i'm very scared of how my catholic family will react to me being trans, let alone me getting top surgery.
but this was comforting.
i'm glad you're happy, ash.
i'm proud of you, buddy.
Your chest looks so natural and comfortable on you.
I love the fact that they have something like scar tape now, this is the first I've heard of it but 11 years ago I had some major surgery when I was 10 and the scars still aren't like flat nice looking. I love that there's now something to help with aesthetic healing as well I guess is what I'm saying? I'm awkward but extremely happy for you is the point of this I'm glad it went well.
Same here. Still wasn't a thing like 7-8 years ago when i had surgery that left a pretty nasty scar (had surgery quite often, must most of the times, the scars healed pretty good)
PLEASE TELL ME HOW YOU NOT HAVE HIPS
{well you do it's just they don't look like you have any}
OMG, I am so insecure about my hips THANK YOU for thinking I don't have any THAT MAKES MY DAY
Ash Hardell my cis male ex boyfriend had bigger hips than you :'D
I literally thought the exact same thing! I’ve seen Ash talk about hip insecurities and thought “wait, I thought there were supposed to be hips there...”
I agree!
im a boy and i still have my girl hips so i get bullied alot in gym class. i transitioned so im in the boys locker room bow but i still get called a girl
I agree - you look like a boyish "you". You have really great friends too. I'm jealous (of the really great friends). 💞
I gotta say, the doctor did a very good job on you, and it looks so clean and just great and natural. So congratulations on your body that is now more you which is great
Aww, so sweet and pure! I love their reactions, y'all are such a cute group of friends, the support, care, acceptance and _enthusiasm_ is like, beaming out of the screen haha. These are great reactions, all three of you, that's how you do respectful and supportive friendship and being a good ally!
Brianna made my heart melt. They seem like an incredible person and friend
Ugh my heart. I come back to this video sometimes to give me hope and confidence. It makes me so happy to see you so happy.
“this is weird” is honestly my catchphrase
plus ash you’re a cutie💞
Omg I absolutely love how supportive your friends are! You look amazing too! I’m just so proud of you!!
My heart ❤ i was there for when my ex boyfriend (who was my bestest friend) got top surgery, this takes my back to seeing his chest for the first time. I wish he was still around. (He ended his story in February) i miss him.. thank you for sharing this Ash.
💜💙❤💛💚
I hope you're doing well 💕💓💖💘💞💗💛💙
So sad to hear that! Nobody should go through this! I wish you a lot of strength!
I LOVE YOUR FRIENDS! I've always loved Emily because I've seen her in your video's for YEARS! But your two other friends are also AMAZING!
You look so happy and confident in yourself now!! Aahh I'm so happy for you Ash!! Also your friends are the sweetest ever, their love and enthusiasm (as well as honesty) is so refreshing to see. Love you, Grace, and your friends!!
I love how much you trust your friends and how much they love you , it’s a beautiful friendship 🥰♥️
I can't remember if I commented on this post, but I'll just say you look great, Ash! Thanks to you and your posts, I realize I'm a 73 year old "asexual", and have been all my life! Thank you so much, Ash! "Love you"!
I’m getting jealous...(I WANT TOP SURGERY!!!!) yours looks so good!!!! Yay
Hi poppy ., it isn't nice to do that because it diminishes your femme side and it might get a little bit in cute over it.
Richard Senson thanks for your opinion but I don’t really like to embrace my femme side
I'm crying this is so sweet. You have such good, pure friends.
I’m not crying, you’re crying. This is the most honest raw and most genuine video ever and it’s awesome. I don’t know you but you are a brave person to show this part of you and who you are as person with the world. And you’re friends are amazing. Keep them always! 💕
Oooh this is so beautiful! 😭😭😭 Also, Ash, Brianna, Elizabeth and Emily, can I join your squad? You all seem so awesome and open and loving 😭♥️
You have such nice friends. I'm glad you kept the weirdness in, because that is truth.
This is just unbelievably wholesome and sweet. They really made sure you were ok with what they were saying or how they were saying it, but also stayed completely honest. Just beautiful!! True friends right there.
Dude. I love your friends!!! This is incredible. The conversation that happened throughout this video was so beautiful and encouraging for so many people.
Ash I am so proud of you and your friends are awesome I'm so happy for you and I had to awe out loud so many times during this video ❤️❤️
This should be shown as a template for how to be a great friend and ally to trans people, so wholesome, even the weirdness, so heartwarming
Susan S Of course it is, I didn't say or even imply anything to the contrary, or even about that at all =/
This was so great, you're glowing! I love your commitment to positive content, Ash. Thank you for sharing these vulnerable parts of your life with us, like nothing else it helps others understand new perspectives. We need more open, human, fun content like this on here. Very happy for you.
her friends are so cute oml! they're so sweet and supportive!
This is so sweet! You are amazing and your graphics are awesome!!
You have such lovely friends, and I’m sure that’s because you’re such a lovely human bean Ash, you’ve attracted what you clearly put out ❤️ you look awesome, I’m happy you’re happy
wowww I absolutely loved their responses!! so so supportive and caring
I just cried throughout this whole video, your friends are SO supportive and kind.
"Do it. Touch my nipple"
Friend goals
.....Did CZcams really Age Restrict this????? This is a beautiful video about transition and I'm honestly so confused how this could even be seen as inappropriate. Anyways, great video Ash!
Loved this video. I don’t normally comment but I just had to say. I’ve been watching you for a while now and this video made me want to cry with just how happier you are post-op and how supportive and happy your friends are for you. I love watching your videos and learning new things. Thanks for keeping us all updated through your journey
Having friends like that in one’s life is priceless. I’m happy for you all. Awesome video focused on honesty. Loved it!!
LoVE LOVE love LoVe LOve LOVE your intro!
WHY IS THIS RESTRICTED ITS SO PURE AND NICE YOU TUBE NEEDS TO CHECK THEM-SELF
I love how they're so supportive of you and nice!
Ash's friends are so very lucky to have Ash as a friend.
aaaaaah merchhhhh I need it allll
Tessa aaa thank ya! it used to be a pan-tagram ah puns
@@briarelias2008 omg isn't that from jared padalecki
Omg it is
You have amazing friends, Ash!
'you look so happy' is the sweetest reaction ever
Thats how everyone should react to a love one sharing themselfs
This video is everything. Your friends are so adorable and supportive. Seeing their natural reactions is amazing. Kudos Ash, you have managed to make me teary eyed once again. (In a good way of course!)
AW THAT'S SO SWEET
Their so nice!!
this warmed my heart. you have terrific friends and they clearly adore you
this is the cutest!!! so happy for you ash!!! you look amazing!
Never clicked on a notification as fast as I just did❤️🖤
Edith Stuart you don’t want to do that she can get a little crazy at Times
straight cis person but love you and your videos!so happy your friends are happy for you ash! you deserve to be treated with love and respect!
You make me smile with every upload. I love seeing that you post. I’m so happy for you!
ASH I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU & ALL THE POSITIVITY YOU DESERVE IT
I'm getting top surgery in 22 days and I'm so excited and nervous about it!
How are you now, you still have to wait a few days to ease the dysphoria? I hope you'll have the best experience of the surgery ever 🏳️🌈 Be strong!
good luck!!
If im correct you got it today? If so, im happy for you! I'd love to get top surgery eventually but im not even out yet. My time will come some day 😊
I love your friends
Also how did you find so many cis straight people. I Don’t Know Any
Oh Ash. You surround yourself with beautiful souls. I think that's fitting because you also have a beautiful soul. I'm so happy that you've found your tribe.
The surgery looks great. It healed great. You look like you found who you are. You shine in front of your friends. Like glow.
I love their genuine reactions and total love & support of you! It's so good to have people you can trust in your "corner". Thank you for sharing their reactions with us!
One of my bestest friends is trans, I’ve known him for many years and I know in my heart I’ll know him for many more. He just turned 18 so he’ll be able to get his testosterone soon and one day get his top surgery and I’m so excited for his future to finally be comfortable in his skin. I feel like I’ll cry when the day comes, he really is like family to me
I needed something to make me feel better. People on my bus ARE ABSOLUTE IDIOTS AND ARE MAKING FUN OF MY SISTER.
People make fun of me and my sister as well, there idiots
They are all idiots
It’s just a reflection of them, not your sister ❤️
Your friends are so amazing. How wonderful to have such support. Huge hugs to them!
Wow I almost cried watching this, I love seeing how happy you are and your friends are, it makes me excited for my future
And they were roomates
Oh my gaaawd they were roommates
Ok question after top surgery after healing how do you feel about being shirtless in public
I totally shed a lot of tears here.... I am so proud of you Ash!!!
I'm actually so emotional rn. Being able to see your confidence SKYROCKET is incredible. Like you just look like 100% you- seeing this just feels right (that sounds sexual not like that omg). My best friend will be starting T soon and when they first told me I literally cried- I'm just so happy to see them be themselves and seeing them happy is one of the best feelings in the world.
The fact that this video is age restricted is stupid
oh hi
I’m so proud and happy for you Ash! You’ve been blessed with such great friends. Congrats!
ash, i’m so proud & happy for you!! this is so frickn cute & you look amazing!! 💘😊💜
U know it early when there’s 5 likes and 2 views
Can you make som merch that you can realate to you but not to the lgbtq Im not ready to come out yet
I feel so happy for you Ash! You have amazing supportive friends. 😄
I CRIED WATCHING THIS! THIS IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING I HAVE EVER SEEN! ASH YOU'RE SO LUCKY TO HAVE GRACE AND SUCH WONDERFUL SUPPORTIVE FRIENDS!