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came here after seeing the short.
Thank you for speaking to me in the midst of the burning pain in my heart.
I had 2 miscarriages and an ectopic pregnancy.
There were times when I was emotionally unstable, but now I am slowly moving forward.
I saw this video and wanted to hug you.
i wish you and your husband happy times.
With love from Japan.
Thank you for sharing your testimony❤ when I was 3 months pregnant I thought I had a miscarriage, I remember my flesh feeling scared and worried but in my spirit I felt a deep peace as if that was God’s reassurance that everything was okay. When I made it to the hospital I remember telling God let it be your will and not mine. By the grace of God my baby survived. Today I hold that same baby I thought I once lost. Continue believing for your miracle baby, the same God that allowed Hannah from the Bible to conceive is powerful to do it in your life.
Isn't this the lady who raised $25k for a homeless man then spent the money on her wedding, despite the "rehabilitation" facility being free. Imagine being a Christian and stealing from a homeless man who gave his last 15 cents to Jesus.
LOCK THEM UP AND THROW AWAY THE KEY.
this video is about her pregnancy stop making it about her past decisions
@@wemsart2818 you are a douche.
That’s what was wondering. There’s a lot of stories about her on TikTok.
Im 5 weeks post miscarriage - the Lord genuinely spoke to my heart through your encouragement in this video. He WILL be glorified through our stories.❤️
LOL .
I'm so sorry that you're going through this, God bless you and I'm praying for you and your family.
@@jodywheeler915 LOL. with all that suffering that you god loving weirdos get to endure kinda makes you wonder why is god such a prick
People say time will make it easier but it doesn’t. I had a miscarriage in May 2022. I haven’t been able to get pregnant again. I am thinking of you and wish you all the best ❤
I am so sorry for your loss. I wish I could hug you. Watching this brought tears to my eyes. I know your pain. I also had a miscarriage. My husband and I had been trying for a short time and I found out I was pregnant. We were so happy. We told everyone. Then at 9 weeks, I began cramping and bleeding. I went in for an ultrasound and was told no heartbeat. I remember screaming at the top of my lungs god please no. Some time had past and I dove deep into the word. I still trusted the lord. A year had gone by still no luck but perfect trust. I decided to have a second baptism for myself and 2 weeks later I found out I was pregnant with my rainbow baby. Shortly after the same thing started to happen again. I immediately dropped to my knees and prayed . I visited with my priest and prayed. Just like that all the symptoms stopped. We had a scary delivery a few bumps in the road but he arrived perfectly healthy. I just know God has a plan for you. Never give up hope. Stay strong 💪. I will be praying for you!! ❤
Why don't you address that you scammed 25k from a Homeless man.
When did this happen?
Whatever happened to all that money you raised for the homeless man that you then sent to a free forced labour rehab facility and then proceeded to block and not give the gofundme money to? It didn’t go to that god awful tacky wedding you had did it?
You are so weird haha whattt on earth 🤣🤣 first of all if you don’t know ACTUAL details of what happened , what’s been done on her part since etc then who are you to even stick your childish nose into it. Not to mention on this video , you clearly have no life tho 🤷🏼♀️
I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. I miscarried at 14 weeks back in August, and it was the hardest most painful life changing event I have ever been through. Your words speak to me because I felt the same way you felt. Right down to knowing what was happening, but still praying to god to save my baby girl. Our babies are in heaven together at the Lords side ❤
Just watched this video tonight after going through my own miscarriage 4 weeks ago. It has helped me not feel so alone as I continue to heal emotionally. Thank you for sharing your story
Just a little encouragement. After 8 miscarriages, the Lord gave me 3 angels/children. He’s able to exceedingly and abundantly above all we ask or think.
As a Christian myself, I am surprised you think it was the devil who made you have a miscarriage and not that it was all a part of God's plan for reasons you may not understand. Perhaps He wants you to be able to focus all your love and attention on the foster baby, while in the meantime give you the peace of knowing that at least your body has the ability to get pregnant and it will happen again for you one day.
This where I struggle. I’ve always heard God will give you your heart’s greatest desire. I prayed harder than I ever have for a baby and had 6 miscarriages. It makes me sick to think it was in God’s plan for me to suffer such heartbreak for 8 years.
the Bible tells us that evil does not come from God. and just like God is working overtime, so is the enemy. God can give us victory over evil/bad things, but that doesn't mean that they will never happen to us as Christians. they will. because we live in a broken world. I don't believe it was God's desire for me to walk through miscarriage... however, I do believe that He can use all things for His good. and that God is actively redeeming our story even if we don't understand it yet.
@@Swifty4lyfe maybe it's gods plan for you to adopt
@@Swifty4lyfe there's a saying doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different outcome is insanity... Not to say that you did wrong but I think as humans we should be learning from our experience and other people experience.... U have to be honest with yourself it wasn't God that put u through that u chose to try to get pregnant u knew the outcomes might be not what u wanted... I think he desires for us to use all our options & resources ❤️🙏🏼 hoping u will have a baby soon🍼
@@BrittanyDawn I'm not sure how spiritual you are but did u ever think that there could be a curse over you surrounding your womb& pregnancy I remember listening to a lady say God showed her years ago she spoke that she didn't want kids then when she wanted them she couldn't have them... Not saying this is your situation just wanted to point out some other ideas.. Hoping you'll conceive soon🙏🏼🍼
I’ve been watching your CZcams shorts, and I felt deeply for you about your miscarriage. Seeing you become a foster mom, even just passively over the internet, has helped me know more than I did before that God really does work in our lives. I am a devout Christian, and after getting married last April, Satan has really attacked me and my family, and I have needed Jesus Christ in my life now more than ever. Thank you for strengthening my testimony that God can perform miracles through all of us, and that He can make beauty come out of ashes.
The enemy can’t touch you. It can only touch what is around you. The enemy didn’t take the child from you. God did. You won’t know why till you’re in heaven. The enemy can try to touch your emotions- let the sadness over power you or rely on God.
Thank you so much for this. I also miscarried in October and I’m also a Christian but I have been so angry at God this entire time and hearing you speak truth is so encouraging and reassuring of God’s goodness to me. Thank you.
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I hope you read the comment I wrote to Brittany Dawn I would love it if you open the link and read the poem that God gave me over 20 years ago when I lost my twins and more recently when I lost my oldest son. the poem I wrote for his memorial is down at the end of the album.
so sorry for your loss! you're not alone! Cry unto Jesus! He's the Only One who can comfort & heal...
I had a miscarriage too and I was so happy to hear you say that God did not take this child from you. God is GOOD! He brings beauty from the ashes. You are blessed and will have a baby. I just stumbled across your you tube tonight and I’m so glad I did. Praying for you and your husband. 🙏🏼
They deserved this, she scammed 20k+ dollars. i can’t explain it all, but if u search her CZcams channel name on tiktok you can find what she did.
@@starlenee I don’t have tik tok but no one deserves a miscarriage.
Miscarriages happen so often it’s horrible but they happen for a reason and usually it’s that the fetus isn’t compatible or there is something wrong. There isn’t a dark force that’s caused this and u should not think that way it’s really unhealthy. 1 in 4 pregnancy’s end in miscarriage so don’t blame yourself or anything else it’s just one of those things that happen unfortunately. Be happy your healthy enough to try again ❤
Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your story with us. I just had a miscarriage last week with our second child. I should have been 10 weeks on Thursday, but I started bleeding on Tuesday, and by Wednesday, I was clotting. At that point I knew it was very likely I was losing my baby. At the ER, the doctor told me the baby showed up on the ultrasound, and my husband even saw it, but there was no heartbeat. My baby stopped growing at 7 1/2 weeks. This kind of pain is the worst I've felt, because when you let it sink in that you lost a human being, your own flesh and blood, it's almost too overwhelming to absorb. The realization will take your breath. But God is bigger than our pain, and I know He has a plan, and as you so beautifully stated here, He can use our pain for His glory.
I remember in one of the previous videos, you spoke about how you were no longer tracking your cycle, and if you got pregnant again, then so be it, it is in God's hands. I can tell you, my husband and I definitely 1000% planned this baby. I was SO emotionally invested, I think largely because I had thought for a while that maybe we were done after having our first child. I say all this to say that I have decided that I will no longer be tracking anything. I decided that if I do end up getting pregnant again, it's going to be 100% a God thing, and when I decided that, I felt the sweetest wave of peace just wash over me and settle in my heart. It can be so difficult to surrender our will and our desires to Him, but I believe with all of my heart that God wants me to give this completely to Him.
I am so sorry for what you have been through, but I am thankful you are able to share with others and encourage and lift them up.
I am a rainbow baby my mom had a miscarriage before she had me but now she has 2 healthy children, there is a light at the end and there is a child waiting for you.
My aunt had 5 miscarriages and 2 healthy baby girls.. she was the only one in my family who understood what I had gone through. My missed miscarriage was one of the two hardest things I've journeyed through.. my body didn't let go until 12 weeks in when I basically went into labor to let go the baby we weren't going to have. I thought God wanted us to have that baby.. I'd accepted it into my heart.. and I was left so confused after.. so empty.. the 2 kids I had were so confused.. telling everyone was so hard.. and the subsequent rainbow baby we had a few years later was a hard pregnancy.. but we're so thankful. I pray God blesses you soon and that your home is full of love and joy.
It was after 3 miscarriages that my aunt decided to have a vacation and take a break, to stop trying to control it or force it.. that she concieved her eldest daughter. 💖 Discovered you on IG and decided to follow you here as well.
I am so sorry that you had to go through this. My Mom has suffered multiple miscarriages and a stillbirth. It's one of the hardest things to go through. And I am so glad that God is helping yall to heal.
Thank you for sharing your story. I went through a miscarriage around the same time as you and everything you so beautifully said, I felt as well. Your words have given me so much comfort and allowed me to not feel so alone in this moment and To not feel as if God has turned his back on me. My faith is all I know and with my husband , it is what has been getting me thought this dark time. We serve a supernatural God and we may not understand at this time his reasoning but I know he will reveal his message soon enough. You are a beautiful light and I am sending you and your husband my love and prayers ❤
I had a miscarriage at 11 weeks it was so hard but then a year later got pregnant and now have a happy healthy 2 year old you will get your baby… I’m so sorry for your loss
I also miscarried in October. Sending you prayers ❤
This is exactly how I felt. The night before I found out I sang “in Jesus name” and I get that same feeling! I’ve been following you for so long and I’m praying for you all. Getting the right doctor has been key for us. She put me on progesterone right away and we made it to 13 weeks and I have a NICU baby from 8 years ago! God is faithful and your time will come!! I don’t know you but I love you girl I’m sending such a big hug! I post this to not brag but to give hope!!
Aww my son is Sept 18,2017 I found out I was pregnant Sept 9th but miscarried Oct 9th I was 8 weeks when they didn't find a heart beat and went back again for hcg levels and had to pass my baby at 9 weeks it's hard sis I understand the desperation the excitement the confusion the emotions but God will cause a new thing to be born thru the pain you will be blessed beyond measure and this precious baby you are fostering and eventually having to let the baby go is a sign of our lord not being a force able God but that when we step away and we come back he is open arms to us and he will bless you for the Bible says! He will bless the barren women 🙏 ❤️
Thank you for your courage in sharing this personal and emotional experience with us. God loves you both so very much, and is definitely not done writing your story!!! Blessings to you & Jordan…abundantly 💜
thank you for watching and for your encouraging words! we know that God is not done with our story!!!
@@BrittanyDawn Where's the money Dawn? Absolutely disgusted by your behaviour
@@fairyy6349 yes lass! Fucking asking the right questions
God bless you and Jordan and may you be blessed to have a child of your own soon. You're amazing girl ❣️
@@fairyy6349you can leave LOL fuck you
When I lost my son, I prayed and cried and ask why.. I eventually got my answer.. when the devil left he took angels with him. God is looking for spirits that are angels in his army for the warfare that is happening over the human world.. those babies never born belong to Yahs army. They never were tainted by the sin of the world and they were so loved and cherished by us that that is the only emotion they felt they are pure. My son Lucas watches over my family at the side of our father and so does my husbands sister Chrissy. Name your baby and feel blessed that your child was picked for a higher calling and trust me I feel this in my soul he is sending you your earthly child soon have faith. Y’all are absolutely beautiful, and any baby would be blessed to be born to two such loving parents.
I appreciate your strength hun, even though you have walked through something so difficult, your faith continues. Sometimes my weakness in difficult times take over my response to God, and I get upset too, but to hear someone else's struggles keeping them close to our Lord of even getting them closer is so encouraging in my journey to bring myself closer to the Lord. So thank you Brittany, and God bless you and your family.
Coming from someone who left a narcissistic marriage, I just have to say you and Jordan’s example of a godly marriage is beautiful. The way he cares for you and the way you love each other well in the Lord is inspiring. Thank you for sharing this journey. May the Lord bless you as He continues to reveal His goodness to you.
So I pretty much cried the entire video. Happy tears, sad tears, then grateful tears. Grateful that you dear showed how God is good no matter what. God knows your Faithfulness, God knows your heart. He is using you as a vessel a vessel of light to the world. God always rewards the faithful. God Bless you Jordan🙏🏼
Hello, how are you feeling today?
Girl, my mom had a miscarriage and it was the hardest thing I was supposed to have a baby brother and his birthday was supposed to be the day after Christmas 🎄 and now that you went though that I know how you feel 😢 and I am so sad that you feel like this but now your a foster mom and hope your doing better ❤️ and don’t forget that Jesus love you 😘.
I'm so so sorry that you went through this Averii. I can only imagine the pain you're feeling. my heart breaks for you and I wish I could give you the biggest hug!
He holds all our tears …. Truth girl. Thank you for sharing this. God is at WORK! Much love for you. ❤
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I am so sorry for your loss hun and I definitely needed to watch this video as I went through a miscarriage 2 months ago and it is so hard to process ...God bless
It's never an easy thing to initially talk about but what i realized each time i talked about it helped see see things a bit more clear. It help to realize that when God does decide to send a blessing again i will be a much more stronger and faithful mother that I'll be able to teach my child to have strong faith from an early age
As a sister in Christ i pray over your family and over your motherhood that you would be blessed with all splendor of gods love 😘 reach out any time
I am so sorry! To you and your husband!! I will be praying for you all!
He is using you both in such a mighty way!!
thank you for the encouraging words! we know that God isn't done writing our story! we are here to be a vessel for His Kingdom, even when it's hard..
I've been trying to get pregnant for 2 years. Not a single positive pregnancy test. I have faith that it will happen when it's supposed to, and if it doesn't, we will probably adopt. But in the meantime, I don't overlook the love and new life God has put into my life. My family has expanded with animals that showed up through the grace of God, and I nurture them like I would my children. God always has a plan. Praying for you!
Try metformin if your doctor is okay with it. I struggled too. Took that and got pregnant in a month ❤
I'm not sure how spiritual you are but did u ever think that there could be a curse over you surrounding your womb& pregnancy I remember listening to a lady say God showed her years ago she spoke that she didn't want kids then when she wanted them she couldn't have them... Not saying this is your situation just wanted to point out some other ideas.. Hoping you'll conceive soon🙏🏼🍼
there's a saying doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different outcome is insanity... Not to say that you did wrong but I think as humans we should be learning from our experience and other people experience.... U have to be honest with yourself it wasn't God that put u through that u chose to try to get pregnant u knew the outcomes might be not what u wanted... I think he desires for us to use all our options & resources ❤️🙏🏼 hoping u will have a baby soon🍼
Remember that there are SO MANY beautiful children who are waiting to be adopted. Isn't selfish to have a baby of your own while other children have nobody?
I'm sorry you got such weird comments.
Thank you for sharing your story ❤ I just recently experienced a miscarriage January 2024😢 I’m just trusting God and his plan 🙏🏽
I had a miscarriage in 2019 and didn’t know I was pregnant but I went through heavy bleeding and really bad cramps, it felt like someone was stabbing me. I told God to show me if I can get pregnant and he did. ❤ I went through depression and started having anxiety attacks but I’ve gotten better I still think about my miscarriage and the baby I had in my tummy. I got pregnant again in 2021 and had my beautiful daughter in Jan 2022. She is the most amazing lil baby. God will give you a child when it’s the right time ❤
There is no coincidence that I stumbled upon your short this morning, normally I am back asleep at this moment but I feel like God would not allow it. Our stories align almost perfectly. God set this in my path. I miscarried about a month ago at almost 3 months after trying for over a year. 2 months prior to conceiving me and my husband gave it to God as well. It's by far the hardest thing I have ever had to walk through in life. At the same time in the same breath God allowed one of my younger family members to conceive out of the blue (and some may say out of alignment with the word too). It hurt and it still hurts. People who choose to walk with the Lord are not always honest about their feelings in these moments. I DEEPLY appreciate you sharing your journey as I have felt ashamed to share mine. You have sincerely for the first time in a long time made me feel like I was not alone and that God sees me during this time. I'll be praying for you and many others in our boat. 🤍
Ive only told my family members what im about to say.
So in 2020 im pretty sure
When i was looking at the mirror and i just got out the shower right? So i said "Ughh why am i so ugly" than i heard a wisper in my ear "No Chloe ur beautiful " And i was like who was that and im pretty sure it was God, Jesus, or a Angel! So i'm so so so sure
19 likes and all say the story of how i almost died and god saved me
your story has been so touching.
im a sonographer and watching your story has reminded me why i do what i do. to bring the kindness and gentleness of Jesus into that exam room.
im so sorry you and your husband had to walk through this.
We don't have scans till 11/12 weeks pregnant here in the UK.....but this scan looked Way to early....do they do them that early in The States?? 😢
@@PaganPunk oh yeah. ive done them several times before where you can’t see a gestational sac yet.
I'm so sorry for your loss, however, I hardly believe miscarriage is a spiritual attack. "The Lord gave and the Lord hath taken away. Blessed be the name of the Lord." Job 1:21 not every loss is a spiritual attack, loss is a part of life. Just as you quoted, there is a time for everything, a time for grief and a time for rejoicing. Loss is a part of life but it's not necessarily an attack. I lost my first baby to miscarriage and I had peace knowing that the Lord allowed it and equipped me to walk through that time. He saw that for whatever reason my daughter belonged in heaven before ever taking her first breath. I encourage you to see this as a growing opportunity to get closer to the Lord rather than play victim to an attack. Your baby is with the Lord and that is beautiful. Again I'm sorry for your loss.
So sorry for the painful experience and thank you for sharing this powerful message
thank you for watching and for the encouraging words
@@BrittanyDawn so sorry for your loss sister Brittany and your husband god will heal you through this process you are never alone in your faith amen together amen ✝️☦️🙏🌅✝️🔥🔥🔥🇭🇲🇱🇷
God has a plan for us all ❤️ I’ve had 2 miscarriages it was so hard for me but I overcame it and it’s in the past. The Lord has blessed me with 4 amazing children now! I’ll keep you in my prayers 🙏🏼 it’s takes a lot of healing time emotionally I’m so sorry. Just seeing what our body is going through and losing our precious blessing is so hard ❤️ I heard the heart be and had the sonogram photos as well. And when the doctor tells you I’m sorry.. was so much pain. Sending y’all love from Texas.
I 100% agree that miscarriage & stillbirth is an attack of the enemy. At 6 weeks pregnant I felt off, not physically but spiritually. I knew something was trying to harm my baby. At the time I was in the new age. I had no idea that I waa playing with the devil. I went a saw a healer who confirmed that a demon was trying to harm my baby. Little did I know that this was was the start of my journey towards Jesus. I stopped trusting the new age, I started questioning it. I stopped practising reiki on clients. I was afraid to meditate and I worked hard to fight against the enemy. Praise God my son was born healthy august 2021. There was a kookaburra sitting outside my hospital window as I pushed and gave birth to my son. I knew that was my message from God. He was telling me that the light had won. 18 months later and I am now a Christian. ❤
Really? I had a stillbirth on 30th March 2020 with my beautiful precious son do you think it was a demon took him away?..
Ich wünsche dir viel Kraft und Gottes reichen Segen. Gib nicht auf. Ich hatte 8 Fehlgeburten und jetzt 2 gesunde wundervolle Kinder. Gott sieht alles und wird dir deinen Wunsch erfüllen. Fühl dich gedrückt 💕
My sister and brother, I have been drawn to your struggle. Your faith is incredible and genuine. I’m praying for you, but really want all the stress to cease so that you have peace. May God bless you and keep you!
I will NEVER forget the day my daughter informed me she was pregnant, she gave me a photo of her and her husband holding a pair of baby shoes. I bawled my eyes out with joy!
I’m so sorry for your loss ❤ I’ve gone through it twice and it is so unbelievably heartbreaking especially when there’s no answers. It’s just summed up as a chromosomal error. It took me 6 months after my second one to start trying again. Our time will come 🙏🏻
Brittany what a season to share this video! The reminder of the true meaning of Christmas, Isaiah 9:6, God with us! He is with us, fighting with us, celebrating with us, experiencing sadness with us. How amazing. You’re discernment is such a gift - your CZcams community is here for you!!
the Lord is close to the broken-hearted and He works all things together for good! we don’t understand yet but I believe that one day we will! 🤎
13 years ago today and it’s one thing I never ever thought I was going to survive the pain, the heartache, my own body’s betrayal and the questions “why me”, I was blessed beyond words to fall pregnant with my now soon to be 12 year old daughter. What is Gods will be will be sweets ❤ be at peace, pray and always rely on God, he gave his only son for us. Keep your faith and your natural radiance. Don’t let the negative stop you from being an absolutely beautiful human inside and out.
Sending you and Jordan so much love. Praying for God to comfort the both of you during this time ❤
i cried when you shared the story
cried cried cried because I know that God has plans for us, and that he is never wrong. Pray to Jesus because he is your protection in this grieving stage. Lift your hands to Jesus because he set you free! We need more people like you to be open with their faith!! Thanks so much and I hope your doing so well babe x
Wow, the Lord has strengthened you for moments like this, your faith is so strong you can just see it radiate off of you, the Lord will uplift you in these times, and give you hope 🤍
the Lord is my rock and my fortress! He is my strong standing tower!
Wow Brittany .. all I can say is that I am so sorry and want to thank you for sharing. I didn’t even make it through the entire video 😢 I would not wish this one ANYONE it is so difficult and I know how you feel because I have experienced this twice myself recently. It is so so difficult especially expecting your first child. My husband and I were newly marriage and so happy to share the news with everyone and then when we had to share the worst news it was terrible. I have noticed more and more people speaking out on this lately but one thing I notice is that most don’t show/share the news with their family and friends and have eachother to grieve in silence. This video really helped me (even though I only made it half way through lol) but I plan to watch the rest. Thank you for sharing such raw and real moments with us. I know it is not easy .. this is so hard especially after sharing with family and friends. This happened for the first time December 2020 and second in June 2021 and I still feel shame and embarrassment which I know I should not feel. Of course that is all on top of hurt and anger. It seems to get harder the more time that passes .. hoping for our good new one day soon. Thank you for sharing your journey to help me see that I am not alone. People are cruel and even with this experience I have had people make me feel alienated and like something is wrong with me. It hurts so much. Some people just don’t get it 🤍
Hello, how are you feeling today?
The devil wants you to keep focusing on your feelings but God wants you to focus on His Truth❤ Stay strong!
My mother would tell me and my siblings that sometimes blessing like these need to be kept in silence. Prayers to you and your husband. God is great always. You will have a huge family in Jesus name!
Why shouldn’t she speak about what happened
My daughter is 7 years old and I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks in November. We will try again because she really wants a sibling and I don't want her to be alone in this world when I die.
I am so sorry Honey that you went through that. 😭 Losing a child is heart breaking. I know you are crushed right now. I can tell you that our bodies are meant to release any child that isn't compatible with life. I didn't miscarry and I ended up carrying a baby for 6 months before she passed that wasn't compatible with life. She didn't develop correctly and had lots of chromosal abnormalities. The same thing happened to my sister in law. She carried a baby longer than she should have and ended up losing it at 4 months but it too had chromosomal abnormalities. So I know it is heart breaking right now but really this is a good sign your body is doing what it is supposed to do. I ended up having 2 more beautiful and perfect kids after my loss. Don't lose heart babe. God knows your heart and is preparing the perfect timing for your family and the perfect time for each child. I have lots of friends who miscarried many times on their family building journey but ended up with beautiful healthy children after each loss. Please get books from Neirda Walker. Her stories are miraculous and so encouraging. It will give you hope and faith and actions you can take. Also look into a book called Beautiful Babies. It can help with any nutritional info to ensure there are no spontaneous abortions due to unbalanced hormones. It is very helpful as well. I pray God's blessings over you for a healthy baby soon and that your heart will heal from this loss. 🙏
I am so sorry that you had a miscarriage. I can't imagine the pain you have been walking through. I am praying for you and am so happy you are fostering a little one!
My Mom had 10 miscarriages before she was able to have my brothers and I.
So what does it mean that I, a Christian, went through 2 losses ( one at 14 weeks, one at 7) without a single sign from God before hand? I had no notice until my water was breaking.....
I just love seeing how much u love God. Even when things don’t work out the way we think they should it’s amazing to see that u praise him no matter what🖤
“Christ laid down his life so we could draw near to him (John 15:13; Hebrews 4:16), and he is strong enough to hear us process with him the very sorrows he bore (Isaiah 53:4). Perhaps the golden bowls in heaven (Revelation 5:7) are filled not with perfectly worded prayers, but with the imperfect pleas of grieving saints.”
“Christ is strong enough to hear us process with him the very sorrows he bore.”
“Grace transforms grief into worship when we understand our need is not for time to stop, but for the King to march us onward.”
I read this from a recent John Piper article on miscarriage, as my husband and I are walking through a season of grief of miscarriages as well. This was put on my heart for you sister. We are praying for you and your husband ❤
Sweetheart I have been in your shoes. I’ve struggled with pregnancy and I’ve gone through3 miscarriages then got pregnant with my son then he became stillborn at 27weeks. Hardest thing I had to go through. I’m almost 37 and in 2015 I decided I couldn’t go through anymore loss of babies so I got a hysterectomy. I know it was in Gods plan for me not to be an earthly momma. I am at ease after delivering my son that he is perfect and in heaven with my Lord and Savior! That’s brings me peace because I know I will see my son again. I’m so sorry for yours and Jordan’s loss. It will happen for y’all when it’s Gods timing! Much love and prayers your way!
I had my 2nd miscarriage this year in September ,3rd one in a row. I'll never know why, I still have so much faith and believe God has bigger plans. I have a 5 year old already and if he's the only son we have I'm fine with that but I would love to be blessed with however many babies the Lord will give me. I'm sorry for your loss it's definitely not easy. I'm happy to see you get to be a mom anyways though. You deserve all the happiness
My heart goes out to you, Brittany! Don't lose hope, God is still a GOOD God & He is faithful! Thinking of you in this season. 💕❤🩹
thank you so much for your encouraging words!
The most Beautiful thing about this story, is that she knows her Identity is Jesus. It's the Lord who made her, She knows the image she Shines is Jesus. It's not the struggle or attacks from the enemy, but God in Her that is the city on a hill for all others to see. Keep shining Brittney, I pray for your healing. But I also pray for all others that don't have Jesus, because it would be much harder to go through without him. Bless your testimony of His goodness!!
I want to cry so hard right now!! You were waiting and waiting for a child. And when you did become pregnant, God took it away. But it’s for a good reason. He wanted you to have space for your foster child. God bless you.
Thank you for sharing your story, Brittany. I’ll be praying for you and your husband. ❤
looks like your prayers didnt work MURDERER
I know your pain 💔. It was and still is the hardest thing I’ve been through. It has made me a different yet stronger woman. God does not make mistakes!
Thank you for sharing your story. I feel there is so much power in sharing our experience and story. My husband and I found out we were pregnant June of 2022 and miscarried the end of July. We only shared the news of our pregnancy with a few, so barely anyone knows we lost a baby last year. As our due date approaches in 2 weeks, I'm not quite sure how to handle the day. How to honor our baby we lost and the highs and lows that has come with that. My faith has felt rocked during this time and has had to become my faith rather than what I had been taught about God. I've had to discover who I know God is and I feel he can hold all my questions and doubts. The Lord has shown me in two dream where he was during the miscarriage and shown me the face of our little boy, which have brought much comfort. I'm thankful for a God who answers his children.
This is a poem I wrote to put my feelings to pen.
As the day draws near,
When we would have met you.
I dream of your face,
The life we would share,
But the pain we felt.
My body carried yours,
I held your life,
From beginning to end.
My body I never blamed,
The Almighty I questioned.
The plans we made,
The dreams we had.
Shattered with silence.
I know one day,
We'll see your face,
Hold your hands.
Feel your embrace.
To our son, LBK.
Can you tell me where did you see God in the dream when you had the miscarriage?..
May God give you a family you’ve always dreamed off xx
I'm proud of you for sharing this video. Whether it ends how our hearts desire or not every life deserves to be celebrated! You celebrated life in this video! ❤❤
Brittany Dawn, I'm so sorry for your loss. Your precious one was so perfect that Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ needed this special child. I pray that you have comfort when you stand in need of comfort and God wraps you with his Love. May God bless you and your husband.
If you could do something that low, as to raise money for a homeless man and spend it on yourself, God will judge you severely.
I am so sorry. Don’t stop praying 🙏
Aww darling, I'm so so sorry for your loss. When I had a miscarriage, I was exactly the same as you feel now. I ended up having to stay in the hospital for a week after as I still had awful pain in my stomach. After having scans & an operation, they found out I had a severe case of endometriosis and told me it was so bad it would be very likely that we wouldn't be able to have babies. As you can imagine, we were absolutely devastated! But God had other plans for us! We ended up having two babies, 14 months apart. A girl then a boy! God also healed my insides that were apparently so bad it was like a load of elastic bands wrapped around my organs ! Our consultant couldn't believe it when he saw me after having babies! My only regret is... that I didn't know Jesus at that time! Yet he still worked his miracles on my womb that were so thick with endometriosis that an egg would never be able to attach itself. My babies are now adults with babies of their own! Everything is all in God's timing, sweetheart, and when the time is right for you, it will happen if it's God's will. There may also be other plans God has for you, like babies that need to be adopted! Which was what we decided to do, but then I got pregnant! Sometimes, we have to just let go and concentrate on other things to take the pressure off! Then things will happen! God bless you both abundantly in Jesus' precious name, Amen, and much love from me too! ❤️✝️🙏👑❤️🥰😘
Brittany please read this ::: this has helped me so much my bf and I have been trying so long and then stopped trying because it wasn't working and then out of no where it happened found out I was pregnant Nov 20 and I was cramping so bad went to the er with bad cramps and Dr said I'm really early and sent me home to bed rest then went back two days later with a lot more pain and they did tests and they said I had a ectopic pregnancy so I had to get two shots of chemo which really messed me up until this day and I went back one day after still have that pain so then they did tests again numbers still going up so then they said I had a molar pregnancy and needed a d&c so I went the next morning to get it then a few days later I was cramping so bad I couldn't get out of bed so I went back the er after I called my obgyn and well I had to get emergency surgery to get my left tube removed I am still trying to see why did this happen to me why what was the sign god was giving me so thank you so much for ur story it helped me a lot and know ur not alone .
I’m excited to see what God has for you guys. Suffering always produces fruit. The whole time I was watching this video I kept thinking God has something big for them. Y’all will be in my prayers as God continues to heal and guide y’all! Thank you for sharing❤
Justice for James
What does that mean?
The general rule of thumb is NOT to tell anyone until AFTER she has reached her third trimester
But then she would miss out on all this money making content regardless of the outcome.
@@SA-bx5pp So sad
@@SA-bx5pp that's not why she made this post. When you're a vessel for God and to share his word and testimony things aren't always perfect. She's letting others know that they aren't alone. She's stil strong in her faith. If you're gonna comment something like this then why not attack all the other people in the comments who can relate. People don't make much of you tube views either. Who cares if they do? God bless you.
@@SA-bx5pp why would you say something like that? It took courage to post this and God will bless her faithfulness to honor Him even in the midst of trials.
Please be kind.
Ok first of all that whole third trimester thing isn't even accurate, you tell any one you want when you want. Second of all the fact that yall are even questioning her morals on this just shows what type of person you are. Third of all you should be ashamed of yourselves for disrespecting her and her husband's story. They did lose a baby and the only reason they would choose to share that is Christians is for the benefit of other
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my baby on October 26. I was also angry at God.... It was the worst day, most painful, and most challenging day of my life. I hope one day I can be a mom the hardest part it just won't be for my same baby... I am still healing. Thx for sharing
… like gold chunks in the ground here on earth the more heat you put to it the more pure that gold becomes. The purest gold is clear as glass. That’s what I think about when it’s almost too much to bear… there HAS to be a blessing come out of this. There just MUST be! One day I will be pure as glass… like the streets of heaven. Purification, refined, ready for my Lord! You too are an overcomer! I love you, my Sister in Christ. Be Blessed!
New follower, and I'm loving your content! Im a fellow Christian as well, and have been struggling conceiving for 2 years now, thank you so much for sharing your story because it truly helps others! ❤😊
I'm so sorry that happened. May you find comfort and peace in the Lord.
Oh girl, I‘m praying for you and Jordan! And I‘m so sorry for you that you‘ve lost your baby! But don‘t forget that your baby is in heaven with Jesus now and you get to see your baby when your going home. It’s okay to cry and to suffer! Jesus is with you all the time and you can be truly honest with him! Love you ❤
Beware of black magic curses girl. They are very real. Might come your waaay idk 🤣🤣
Perhaps not getting pregnant, or being able to carry a child, is Gods will?
Yeah because she is stealing money from the homeless
That’s the hardest part wondering why not, how come and if … for me anyway
i’m so sorry for your loss 😞 i’m still single but i’ve always dreamed of the day of being married and having children. i can’t even begin to imagine the pain you and your husband are feeling. thank you for be so vulnerable and sharing this so other couples can feel seen. i pray that God blesses you with children i think you and Jordan both would be amazing parents. 🤍
Imma be real you talk about how sad it was for you to go thru ur miss carriage which isn’t wrong, but why keep looking at the sad past and look at it as a situation God put you in to make u stronger 💪🏽
yes! the Lord is strengthening me and us through this time. thank you for the encouragement! 🥺
Oh no i am so sorry. I hope you heal and the lord helps you
Brittany, the Lord gave me this to pass to you, i pray it comforts you. Read 1 Peter Chapter 5, verse 10. The part that came for you in the NLT version is... "So after you have suffered a little while, he will restore, support and strengthen you, and he will place you on a firm foundation."
All power to him forever. Amen. 🙏🏽 God is always with you Brittany. ❤️
My heart aches because I was once in a situation where I felt it would never happen for me as well as watching my sister go through the same except hers was a bit more traumatizing losing my niece at 20 weeks…. But I’m a firm believer that nothing happens without reason and that behind everything God has a plan after 5 years last year my sister got a positive and just delivered my 2nd niece. I’m now on my 4th child I know that you too will hold your baby one day… hold on to your faith and keep praying because he will answer and I know you’ll one day hold your little baby in your arms 🩷🩵 sending so much love
Thanks for sharing Brittany. I’ve had a miscarriage and a stillbirth. It’s hard to go through. ❤️
Oh Brittany, continuing to cover you and your family in fierce prayer! Love you so much! 😭🙏🏻❤️
that sure helped brittany and her toxic womb
Sister… I thank you for your vulnerability. It was absolutely not the Lord’s will to call your child home…the enemy is the only one who steals, kills, and destroys in the new covenant we are under. You did not do anything wrong…and you both are EXACTLY who God chose as parents and delighted in for your precious child! the Lord’s will is for you to be a mother both spiritually and in the natural! Don’t lose Hope sister, I’m praying for you but more importantly, Jesus is too! I highly recommend (it may stretch you a bit it did me…) Supernatural Childbirth by Jackie Mize…. It helped to grow faith like never before in every aspect of my life. You are such a light, keep shining on your hill, sis! Praying for you both ❤ stand strong in faith
There is a great Christian book about miscarriage called ‘Held ‘ by Abby Wedgeworth which helped me though my two miscarriages.
I hope it may help you and others who have been through this pain and sorrow.
So sorry. You will get your baby soon. Be strong and courageous. Next time you can keep it under wraps until after the first trimester. That way you will increase your chances of keeping the baby. Dont worry, you will be fine.
I have had two miscarriages but three healthy babies! You will get through this and there is a light at the end. I am sorry for your profound loss. It’s always hard but I promise you will heal. Prayers for you
hey beauty!! i don’t know if this will ever reach you, but firstly i wanted to say how thankful i am to God for your platforms. there ARE advocates for you and we are here in Jesus’ name to help support and walk alongside you. i know you often desire to be a “big sister” so to speak to other gals, and i want you to know that i 100% lovingly look to you in this way. it’s funny bc we’ve never even communicated, but the connection is REAL!
THANK YOU for being so vulnerable. vulnerability is a hard thing for most people to grasp in general, so thank you for sharing that worldwide on your platforms all for the work and love of Jesus.
im really happy to say that one day i hope to start a podcast after i finish my biblical counseling degree, and me and my current boyfriend (we are about to walk into engagement season (i of course don’t know when- BUT YAY!!!!🤩✝️❤️) would LOVE to walk alongside or meet you and Jordan one day so we can talk all things Jesus and the beauty of covenant under Christ 🥹❤️.
okay now that i’ve made you read a chapter book hehe, my question that my boyfriend and i have (and we of course intend to address it in our premarital counseling) is one that i want to tread lightly with because i have so much love for you and your situation regarding your sweet heaven baby. brittney, you’re called to be a momma and a wife- in whatever capacity God sees the momma part as fit, you will serve WELL there. ❤️
My boyfriend and I want to dive deeper into and see what scripture says about the biblical call to have children for Christians. OF COURSE we are looking at this within the context of covenant, but we are about to walk into a season of engagement and then marriage, so we of course share our hearts and talk about everything- including our desire for children.
is there a call for that? if so, is adopting acceptable even IF the wife is able to bear children?
we have tossed and turned with this question because of how flopped the world is, and if bringing a child into this brokenness would be wise.
of course this is a question we will find an answer to through prayer, study, counseling, and years of heeding God’s call on our life, but i just value your opinion and would love some starting points in scripture. if you don’t feel it’s your place to give a direct answer here, i COMPLETELY understand for the above searching it out reasons.
thank you so much for taking the time and praying over you & Jordan always ❤️