How the internet saved my life
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- čas přidán 4. 02. 2022
- Oh my god you have NO IDEA how reliefing it is to FINALLY get this video out
i have been scripting and scrapping the script every day or two now for the past 2 months, and voicing it and talking about something that isn't about skyblock or minecraft or a game, but rather something very personal and emotional to me, was so draining... BUT i'm so glad i finally got done with it.
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I never knew Talking about something this personal and emotional to me, would be this draining and hard to do. I was THIS close to completely scrapping this entire video so many times, but i'm so glad i finally got it out, and now that i did, i feel so damn relieved and happy.
I love every single one of you and thank you for sticking with us, either you started watching us yesterday or since we first started, i love you.
I’m glad your good
Hi hellcastle
im glad
you made it ou
I’m glad you’re good!
i love how HellCastle and Tyler talk about something dead serious:
"i broke a mirror lol"
"lmao dont die"
the fact that it sounds like they found humor in it is amazing to me
maybe a coping strategy and I respect it
XDDDDD kinda trought tough even is its a serious problem bruh
I think you mean tylerrrr
thats what true friendship looks like :)
Yea kind of like how he said: I just speed ran the 5 stages of grief and got a leaderboard record
sometimes.. the MC community makes me second-guess my self, but its the moments and times like these where people come together that really makes me love this community! thank you so much for sharing your story and I hope it helps others who are still stuck in that dark tunnel
Try getting a visa to go to Australia, it is very good here (apart from the issue with China)
@@angusbrame848 man I'm not being rude but trust me every country has the issue with China no hate to any citizen of China it's just the communist stuff going over there like every war you see in middle east or other regions has a big hand of China involved in it and my life is even worse because Indo-China border is very alarming and violent rn and like in India government isn't disclosing it but there's always a threat of being bombarded as I live a couple of 100 of kms away from border so like yes sir living life on a normal place totally not normal -_- idk why I said this on internet but it just randomly popped up in my mind
@@angusbrame848 a visa won't just work he needs to change his nationality again from a turk to aussie and that's take a long time I suppose ?
I 100% agree
I lived in Lebanon as well. I had the exact same story, and I hope for you the best. Fortunately, I am French, so I was able to go to France and search for a house while in a hotel. All of my friends that live in there still are living in complete misery. The last time I’ve ever talked to them was 5 months ago on Skype. Since then, I haven’t gotten any news from them. 5 months ago, they had 2 hours of electricity every day, and they had barely any food to survive. I don’t know what to say but… please if you see this comment donate to any organisation that helps lebanese people. They need help. Now.
For context. Before the crisis, one dollar was equal to 1500 lebanese pounds. Today, it’s more than 30000… Only the people that are paid in dollars can survive, others die in the road. Having a car has become a luxury, and getting fuel for it even more. There is almost no humanitarian aid to Lebanon because everyone is more concerned by Ukraine, and the current problems in Europe and America…
Not from lebanon, but Syria, when the war started for us, it was a horror for me as a 5-6 year old kid, at that age i remember correctly saying to myself “I accepted my live, i think im just going to die here”. Luckily thanks to my dad and mom’s determination and hardwork, we were out of there and now im living in belgium and have a future im working towards, but leaving a war as a kid did put some scars on me, not physically. But mentally and emotionally. May allah forbid anyone who may experience such horrific experiences that people like us have experienced and i hope for all to live in peace
Such a moving story, thank you for taking the time to cover it in a video. Everyone on the internet is a real human being with their own story to tell, and hearing about everybody banding together to save your life as well as your entire family (most likely without even realizing their impact) is... I just have no words 🙏
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@@drape5 tf dude theres this story and all this shit and you're like "hello famous person"
Cube games unite to save HellCastle from the evil clutches of the “Necron Boom Slayer”
colon snap back to reality
Kind of insane how random block gamers around the world can do something like this! Wish you the best 🙏
I donated, not one regret. Money well spent
@@anim8edpatrtiots803 that is just trueeee
50 UR HERE WOOO also i'm so happy for you hellcastle
Fax
Glad your doing better now buddy ❤️
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7:49 even going through such hard times you still managed to make a joke about it, you deserve the best and I hope things only get better for you
For a lot of people joking about the serious shit going on in life is the only way to communicate it, but Fr tho he deserves the best.
A joke?
@@captainpirate2494 the timestamp is when the joke ends lmao
@@captainpirate2494 7:42 or so i believe
The skyblock community has many problems, but stories like this make me happy to be apart of it :D Wishing you and your family the best ❤
Thats what i was thinking.
well said :D
Couldn’t have said it better
Yea me too❤️
this made me tear up. I'm sorry you had to go through all that you and your family. glad the mc community helped you out and hope everything now is going well! much love bro ❤
Manhal thanks for motivating him...
Manual is number 1
I also teared up at this
@@poast manhal gl on 3k stars
same
I also have mental issues, and I'm super afraid of others and take everything with a grain of salt.
It touched my heart to see someone go through something semi similar to what I'm going through, and it shows how much people can care about others.
This video touched my heart. Thank you.
love seeing a community of a game coming together to help somebody get through some really tough shit
hang in there, love ya ❤️
i made a bet with myself that if i cried in this video id donate $2.
Thanks for helping him
I've written this like four times now, but in the end, I'm just really glad you're alright--I read though the tweets and kept up with the situation best as I could. This video made me tear up a solid bit, and thank you for pushing through the stress; I love your content and hope things continue smoothly in Turkey! Really, thank you for all you do
How u donate in comments?
@@pasamnagalaxmi9299 a thanks option near the like button
@@sreleet516 ok ty im gonna donate
@@sreleet516 but i dont have thanks button i think jt isnt avaliable in my country
@@sreleet516 nvm its there ty
omfg this made me cry, im sorry you had to go through this
My dad once told me that whenever a firefighter (he's a firefighter) gets told "be a man" it means to speak up about your problems, as it's one of the hardest things someone can do, the fact that you spoke up, and got help shows that you are a strong person, wish you the best in these troubling times, and all of us are here for you - blue
Did you put the - blue against bots?
@@voidbite pardon?
@@bluedragon-nv7ux ?
@@bluedragon-nv7ux Its just that most people usually don't sign their comment, so I questioned if it was so that bots don't steal it.
@@voidbite pretty much lol
The thing that made me tear up the most about this is the fact that it was from skyblock, a place known for wicked toxic people, and yet they worked together to save one of the best youtuber's life. I love you guys and will forever be here
Its is truly amazing, and i hope things wil get better from now on for him
Well said. It just goes to show what we could do if we all banded together. We could leave a lasting impact. I’ll sleep a little better knowing that we at least helped someone.
This situation reminds me of the good old days when the emergency room was in the game and people went around giving nons lapis armor lol
i thought skyblock players are nice arent they???
@@swagubirk uhh, sorry to tell ya this, but not really...
i’m happy that the community can band together and do something quite literately life changing, stay safe :)
@@exernity. STOP IT DUDE there's emotional story and ur just sitting there and "OMG ITS CZcamsR I WATCH YOUR VIDEOS OMGGG" really dude change it
me too
It’s a person who did nasty stuff. YaY
@@synz8 what?
@@nerd888 usemonday did some pretty sus stuff... but i dont know if its real or just fake stuff
Saw this on my recommended, will definitely sub and continue watching. Your stories make your community love you more and appreciate the hard work you put in and realize that not everybody in the world is happy and has everything they need.
I'm glad to hear a positive story. There are so many stories of someone who didn't or even couldn't make it, but you've pushed through and saved basically your whole family. I'm really glad for you man!
I was once in a place like this and this is incredible to hear. I love hearing recovery stories like these as it reminds me that I’m not the only one who feels like this. Keep doing what your doing cuz ur amazing
Noob
@@horrokrux5911 do you think you are funny child?
@@horrokrux5911 do you think people will laugh at this?
@@horrokrux5911 you are a terrible person, and if your 12... change your personality
@@horrokrux5911 Your such a horrible person..
i actually cried watching this. i pray for you and your entire family to feel well soon ❤️
how would you not cry LOL
also i am at 17:58
@@block_nate nice $51
same
Same
Bro your story literally made me cry! I’ve been here before 40k and it’s so sad to see what you went through but is brilliant to see how you’ve come out of it😭😭😭
Actually no way, I remember watching your old growtopia videos as a 12yr old. Much love, so happy for you and also keep the work up. Def going to start watching you again. 💜
"I don't know what I can do to repay you guys." Just keep doing what you're doing man, we love you ❤
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Your content isn’t the reason we have donated and helped you. You, as a person, is the reason all of us have come to help you.
yes, yes it is
im so happy that people could actually be this nice :) cause a lot of times creators get harrased and im happy this is not one of these cases honestly just how the community banded up to help is amazing!
Great work, can’t believe you got through all of that perfectly couldn’t have had a better person for the job can’t believe it that so many people loved and supported you in these trying times love to see more content out soon with everything fixed can’t wait to see your next step from here
when something so random yet so amazing shows up in my recomended i cant help but feel happy about it, this is the happiest a video has made me in a while
keep it up!
He played so much skyblock that he could carry his family irl.
Now this is an f7 level threat
hyperion real life
I wanted to bring it up when I was in a call with you for the giving nons vip video but I didn't feel like it was the right time, so ill do it now. I've been following your situation since early September and just wanted to say that I'm so glad you and the rest of your family got out and are safe.
Such a emotional and touching story, I feel so bad for you on your behalf of all the horrible things you and your family’s been through. I could never imagine the suffering you’ve been through and to have the motivation and perseverance to find the ‘light at the end of the endless dark tunnel’ I’m so glad that you’ve made it through and come out whole. You’re such an amazing person and me and the whole community really appreciate you.
i find it amazing because you helped me through my rough times. i found myself unaware that i was crying by the end of this, thank you for doing what you do.
So happy that you were able to make it out
This is probably the best Skyblock video of all time, just the community coming together for this is honestly the best thing ever
wow, your story actually moved me to tears. i came from your video announcing you’re doing better now and i hope that’s still the case - no one should have to go through the hardships you have. sending love ❤️
I remember meeting you online not too long ago. I was stressed about medschool and you made my day and week a lot better. Glad to see you’re doing better, stay strong
I feel so terrible that I somehow didn’t know. I’m so happy your doing better!
same
Same
This man is quite literally one of the most motivating people you will ever find on the face of the planet
9:10 i had a few of these conversations, ik how u are feeling, ive got depressions for about 2 years now and sometimes u just wanna end it. There are just moments where the bad thoughts are acutally welcome and u dont even try to resist, its hard to get out of it, but keep going on
I really hope that your life keeps going better. I have also thought about that deep topic too but this was motivating enough that i think i will stay. Anyway hope you’re great!
i was able to donate to this cause :)
hellcastle is just such a good guy and he rly deserved a better life
im so glad he was able to!
I heard about this on a thirtyvirus stream while it was happening, really proud of this community for coming together and accomplishing such a great thing as this. I hope that your mental situation will get better now that you are out. Its always heartwarming to hear wholesome stories like this one in a world where things aren't going that great. Love the content and I hope that you are well.
Wow. I never knew about your channel until this was in my recommended the other day, and this was so heartwarming to hear. I’m so sorry you had to go through this, but I’m so glad you did end up getting through. You handled the situation better than most people, and you’re truly strong.
15:50 I can actually hear u having tears man respect to you for handling the situation so well I hope the other problems get sorted soon
Watching from Turkey, hearing these kinds of stories hits different. Happy to hear you made it!
same for me dude, nice thing about Turkey is that It's only nice to the people from outside but very harsh to It's own people. At least It's nice to hear that my country provided a benefit for you and your family. If you have any questions, we would very like to help answer you ❤❤
@@tajdin9278 yea i was gonna mention those but the point isn't the our country
Yes.
i nearly cried multiple times, im so glad youre okay
I was completely shocked when I read the Story of your life when you first posted it on Twitter. I could rely on everything you’ve said there. It completely changed my way of thinking about different things and stuff, and helped myself to grow stronger, as I was recovering from a similar mental state as you were in Back then. And as I saw your gofundme I shared It with everyone I knew so that your life can change to the better. And I’m so happy that so many people had the same or at least similar thoughts about your Situation and donated all that money you’ve received. Hope you can life a way better life in turkey now and I hope that you and you’re family are doing well in the new place and the hopefully much better life!
Just keep up the content you and Tyler make, because it entertains many people. And always make me feel happier when I’ve got something to watch you two made.
(This represents only my own thoughts about your whole story, so pls don’t judge)
Such an heartwarming story, i feel bad for missing all this happen, but im happy you made it trough, you're an inspiration to work on my own life, to get me to a spot where i can be happy
Hey Hell, just came to say, you really do deserve everything, you’ve helped so many people with your incredible content which is all helpful, funny, and more. I’m so happy to hear that you got out of that hellhole and I hope you’re enjoying your time in Turkey, you don’t need to repay us (unless it’s more content) you’ve done so much for peoples lives including myself, you’ve brightened many kids and teens lives. You’re an incredible person and we all highly appreciate everything you’ve done and for how much time and work you put into your videos, I wish I would’ve been able to help out but i don’t have go fund me myself where I live. I hope you’re doing great and I hope you keep up the incredible work
Dude your story is so heartbreaking and I am extremely glad to see that you and your family are doing better. You deserve to be happy with your life and im glad to see that life finally noticed that and gave you the happiness you always needed. I hope you get way better and you slove this situation once and for all.
I only found out about all of this from watching your video and I wish I knew earlier so that I could have done my best to help in any way I could. Before this video I watched a few of your videos and thought the way you and tylerrrr have such an amazing friendship was awesome. The fact that your community was able to come together and help was wonderful, I just wish I could have helped too.
Oh my god man I didn't know this happened until now but I am so proud of you for sticking through it and you got amazing people standing with you
W Tylerr
W Thirtyvirus
W Simon
W Father
I’m really glad u opened up everything u had to go through, and u are lucky to have the greatest friend and good community. Good luck from now on too .
Havent watched you in a while.
Still, you have no idea how happy it makes me to see you and your family save.
I have massive respect for you dude. It's really hard asking for help and hanging on like that. 👍 live your best life
Im currently going through a hard time in my life these past months but its slowly improving mentally and physically. Glad you are doing much better ❤️❤️
Such an emotional story, we will always be here for you! Your content is the best! :D
That was a really emotional story. Thank you so much for sharing it with us. We will stay with your channel forever!
I just started watching your channel and I feel so bad for what you’ve been through and im happy you are still happy and strong ❤️❤️
Bro I am in tears and I feel a bit bad because I did not notice what was happening. But i am so happy to see that all that shitty stuff got better. I went through some bad mental health states as well, in the last years so it makes me even more happy to see a friend like Tyler by your side. He is a real MVP! I feel like it’s kinda awkward to talk to you like I know you in person but I just had to tell you how awesome you are! Keep it up and talk about the things that go through your mind, just like Tyler sad: Let the world know your anger. So I hope you know, that we love you and wish you only the best! Stay strong
One of the most incredible difficult stories to hear, knowing someone had to live threw all of this is just crazy to me. HellCastle thanks for making content and not giving up. You are one incredible person and content creator.
You're amazing for being able to do all of this and to keep going. This changed my perspective on things. I only wish I had access to the internet sooner so I could donate to the gofundme. You two are the best.
The respect that I have gained for you after this is at least 1000km through the roof, like seriously this story is inspiring and all of the support you got was deserved, I wish you the best and I am glad that you got through this and I am sure that everyone else is too. I wish you luck in your future and hope that you can continue to help yourself and everyone else by putting smiles on our faces ( sorry of this is badly worded, I just feel really inspired and it makes me type weirdly idk)
I am so happy that you managed to get so much help which you deserved and I hope you keep making great content :)
I also was in a situation like this and throughout watching this video I’ve gone through all of this again and I’m so glad you’ve recovered and got through that. I‘d never thought that someone like you, who is an idol to so many people would‘ve also gone through all of that and had this much responsibility. I know how hard this is and I‘d never wish it to anyone. Please don’t let anything bad catch you again, just do what you want to do and keep in mind, there will always be people who love and need you.
This story is amazing, even though I did not know about this until now, thanks for pushing through and allowing us fans to give the support and happiness every human being needs, including you.
You really made me realize some of my own imperfections and I thank you for that. I'm grateful that your situation went smoothly
I only discovered your channel a few weeks ago but after hiring this story I think you are the most deserving of all that support
I'm so happy for you! I love your content, and am glad that your situation has gotten better
This was just wow. Very inspiring, emotional and just so deep. I very often am suicidal but i feel like if i do kms its a betrayal to my family and sign of weakness. I always try my best but you, you are one amazing man and please keep up the work
Keep strong! hope you get better day after day!
This is the first tale I have heard in months (years if you don’t count poetry) that has moved me to tears. Really hope I don’t have to go through something similar at any point in my life
That moved me a lot. Thanks for sharing such a powerful story! You're truly incredible.
It's awesome that you felt comfortable sharing this with everyone and when times get tough I know its difficult to hold on this story I'm pretty sure made everyone super grateful to live in the homes we live in now, so stay strong and keep making content that keeps everyone in a upbeat like you always do
oh my god this is making me cry
congrats on getting out of that, this means alot to me and everyone that supports you
amazing job getting the confidence to get out of this, thats an insane thing hat alot of people dont have
mental health is a serious issue and I’m glad u got through it. Massive props for getting a better life. You are truly an amazing high quality content creator and a really good content creator. You truly deserve and I’m glad u got a better life
I could strongly relate to a lot of the things you described and i got really emotional watching just want to say im proud of you for getting trough and still being here
When I first saw thirty’s video I was so scared for you and was waiting for this. I’m glad your okay now! Bests of luck in your journey❤️
I was watching the video, I knew the whole scenario was happening but I wasn’t sure of the whole thing, I’m so glad you made it out safely and with your family too!
made me tear up
good job getting through this man
Bro that gave me the midnight cry hope u keep having a fine time, and life keeps being positive to you. Keep it up buddy
I just want to thank you for still being here and sharing your story. You cant imagine how much strength this video gives to others.
this made me cry, i really understand you, and i respect you, i really hope things get better for you and your family, much love.
So glad that you were able to get out of your situation and that the community came together to help you out. Keep up your great work and my prayers are with you 🙏
Bro..... I randomly came across this channel one night,liked the vids so watched some of them and then i come here and cry by the end of the vid...keep it up bro just keep it up
Incredible, being able to pick yourself up after everything that's happened is insanely respectful
This was incredible to watch and hear, I'm so glad you made it.
I understand everything you said. I’ve also faced the suicidal thoughts and stuff but when I think like that my body just brings different thoughts that are nice and it helped me. I loved how Tyler said those nice things. I hope everything does go better and I’m thankful I’m not the only one who faced depression like this. You helped me out too. And that is to talk to someone about this. Hope all goes well.
really glad to hear things got better, when i first heard abt your situation i cried, im so glad things turned out for the best, you mean so much to all of us, thanks for making amazing content and staying strong, i hope to see you get more and more support :)
I never realised how much of a hell living in lebanon is, Thank you for all of that amazing content. Im really happy you made it through this horrible time in your life.
I wish you the best of luck!
~Toby
I really understand you man. It's truly terrible. When I was 12 I had suicidal thoughts, I needed to move schools since nobody would even slightly enjoy being around me, I once pushed somebody down a few stairs out of self defense, the kid had thrown a stick and rock at my head. Of course, I was the one who got in trouble because the teachers didn't believe me. For a 12 year old, this traumatized me, being comically bullied everyday, I refused to go to school around the end of the year, and finally told my parents about what's happening. I do have a better life now, as I'm in a great high school. This story was really touching! I wish all the best for you bro, most people cant even imagine what this is like.
Bro when I saw your channel it was good content and I didn't know you had to suffer through this mess and now I'm so glad I can support you. Keep going, good luck and have fun.
Im so glad everything is alrightish. It's been amazing watching your channel grow man. Love ya (not parasocially ok)
I am happy to help you out and always here for you, I know how hard it is, I live in Sudan, We have literally the same things, But we're having the government get melt down by coups.
This has restored my faith in humanity.
I legit cried listening to this because i was kinda oblivious to the whole situation and was taking your content for granted. I kinda feel like people don't say how much they appreciate things, so i just wanna say that your content has made me laugh at some of the worst times for me, so thanks alot and keep it up :)
This really moved me, It makes me very happy that you were able to get the help that you deserved, and get you out of a rough time, I hope all is going well now and will continue to be into the future
thankyou hellcastle❤
I've been watching you since forever and I'm glad you've been doing better ❤️💖
Much love from Turkey, I'm so glad my country has been a savior to your problems. Best of luck to your life in the future, keep it up
I am so happy you made it through this terrible time i insure you it will get better and you have so much people who love you including me
Man this made my day in a way. Ive been feeling horrible over the past few months and the fact to see an amazing content creator get over his hard times makes me want to push on. Good luck with your new life in Turkey and well done for making that move saving you and your family.