I'll be okay . || Eating Disorder Spoken word poetry.

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Soooo quite difficult to upload i know i look like a melon and sound like a wally but this is a poem thing i wrote a while ago however i added the ending today :) this obviously very personal but i tried to write it in a way that others in similar situations could relate. and at the same time kind of educate people on this in a way :) i know it is a bit weird but i hope in a way it helps someone.
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This is part of my story part of my struggles it is no way the whole thing as there is too much to say I really do hope this helps someone please know that I'm always here to talk my social media is below as always ❤️
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Tali & Benny xx
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My name is Talitha Smith ...everyone calls me tali...
I am 16 years old.
My pony is called Benny.
He is a 8 year old 14hh gypsy vanner.
I make new videos as often as possible. At least once a week if not more :D
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Tali + Benny Xx

[@kaidynnevans8804]

"skipping meals become the normal...it gave you a sense of control"
Damn, that hits home right now

[@taraedney1706]

I really get the hurt bit, I felt like when I started to restrict I did because I wanted it to hurt more than what was hurting me already I guess wow very well written and delivered x

[@Kneec4ps]

I don’t remember how long but I’ve lost count how many days I’ve skipped lunch now and put my lunch back in the fridge and hope no one notices

[@thaliascott653]

Your so inspirational, everything you have gone through but you are always willing to help others❤️ everyone needs someone in their life like you! We are always here for you whenever, stay strong tal!❤️

[@Taliequine]

Pets And Me thank you so much that means so so much. You are so kind. I'm just me but thank you aha ❤️❤️

[@gabriellagoodwin7485]

This is so powerful! You're amazing ❤

[@serenwild1754]

You're so strong and inspiring. Love you tal❤ always here whenever you need me!

[@Taliequine]

Piebald Dreams thank you so much love you too. And I know likewise here for you too ❤️❤️❤️

[@thechancycobroma4123]

lysm tali !! everything you do always has such a meaning to it , this video has just made me realise xxx

[@Taliequine]

1.gelding thank you so much love you loads! Xxx

[@tabithagregory2560]

"not eating gave you this feeling well, sort of took away the bad feeling" that is why recovery has been so hard for me because when I was restricting the feelings of depression and anxiety got less loud because the eating disorder voice got louder and when I start to eat more healthy the depression comes back and that is the hardest thing to deal with, but I'm trying and that is what counts right?

[@niamhlowe419]

This physically made me cry I feel so bad but from now on know you are never alone Tal ever ❤❤xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[@Taliequine]

GallopingEquineKara love you so much ❤️ thank you and I sure know ❤️❤️❤️❤️ xxxxxxxxxx

[@niamhlowe419]

Tali equine I love you so much too Tal ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@phoebebear3239]

Good luck X you can do it 🌻🍀

[@Taliequine]

Nn thank you ❤️

[@perrykay353]

Most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard

[@HeyItsVicky]

So deep.. I hope you're okay darling 😔💞

[@unbixomuraro]

Hello, Tali. Great video!
Hope soon all goes well.
A kiss and stay strong!

[@Taliequine]

unbixomuraro thank you so much honestly your comments mean so much you've been here right from the very beginning ❤️

[@DevjiWarrior12]

Really really Brave uploading this video! Hope you get better, You can do it!! :)

[@Taliequine]

Devji thank you so much 😊 I will and I can :)

[@emiliebrewster5748]

Hope you're okay❤️

[@Taliequine]

Emilie Brewster I'm really good thank you ❤️

[@alicebaker5476]

I feel prettier hungry