My Chemical Romance - Cancer [Live In Mexico]

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  • Cancer [Live In Mexico] if anyone has any requests just ask (make them about my chemical romance) ill happily do song requests.
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  • @deviltrancy3099
    @deviltrancy3099 Před 4 lety +5777

    I had cancer myself. Today, 6 years ago, I got my first chemo. I met a girl named Marena, she was singing this song next to me. We became close friends... untill she died, fifth of may, 2014. Her last words: "the hardest part of this... is leaving you." She was a true MCR fan. I miss my bestie everyday.

    • @MRTNGNZG
      @MRTNGNZG Před 3 lety +148

      That is so sad 😞 i hope you can see her again 😔👌🏻

    • @aaronburrsir598
      @aaronburrsir598 Před 3 lety +90

      Oh my gosh... Im so sorry i hope you get to see eachother again someday

    • @mxrislyna
      @mxrislyna Před 3 lety +29

      dang :(

    • @jasmustdie.
      @jasmustdie. Před 3 lety +37

      Sending so many virtual hugs ❤

    • @cowboytori
      @cowboytori Před 3 lety +26

      I’m so sorry for ur loss I’m sure she was amaz

  • @nico-we7bp
    @nico-we7bp Před 7 lety +3201

    I NEVER REALIZED HIS VOICE WAS THIS BEAUTIFUL

    • @user-wo5tc9ux7u
      @user-wo5tc9ux7u Před 7 lety +3

      I find u again

    • @gigisutcliffe221
      @gigisutcliffe221 Před 7 lety +94

      nothing can say how much I miss MCR 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @picklerardway5974
      @picklerardway5974 Před 7 lety +21

      Emily Corneail I CANT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE MCR THEYRE SOO INPSPIRATIONAL!

    • @a.j.florsch9147
      @a.j.florsch9147 Před 7 lety +16

      a stray and a killjoy almost six years of depression (mcr broke up 6 years ago) : (

    • @antoniaford5478
      @antoniaford5478 Před 7 lety +7

      CRAZ ROCKER It was 4 years ago but still sad

  • @blahajblaster195
    @blahajblaster195 Před 4 lety +1165

    Gerard: "The hardest part of this is leaving you."
    Also Gerard: *leaves*

    • @Pepperoniburrito
      @Pepperoniburrito Před 3 lety +43

      Well saying it was the hardest thing was implied that he had to

    • @kelle494
      @kelle494 Před 3 lety +69

      Also Gerard: *We’ll carry on*

    • @luciesai4448
      @luciesai4448 Před rokem +4

      Because it's about dying

    • @videowillplayafterads8437
      @videowillplayafterads8437 Před rokem +9

      My mother said this to me when she had cancer. I just don't wanna leave you lot. Week later she died in front of me. Miss her so much

    • @gerardwayseyelash
      @gerardwayseyelash Před rokem +8

      @@videowillplayafterads8437 So sorry for your loss. I lost my aunt to cancer, as well.

  • @annagallup5586
    @annagallup5586 Před 6 lety +3800

    I don’t think the guy on piano gets enough recognition

    • @ciotkahelaa
      @ciotkahelaa Před 5 lety +78

      @@kaitlynvdw3877 pretty sure its James Dewees

    • @kaitlynvdw3877
      @kaitlynvdw3877 Před 5 lety +39

      @@ciotkahelaa oh I thought it was Ray cause in the other sing video he was playing piano

    • @ciotkahelaa
      @ciotkahelaa Před 5 lety +17

      @@kaitlynvdw3877 no problem :D Just helping out a fellow Killjoy! Have a nice day!

    • @music_addict_with_a_pen1397
      @music_addict_with_a_pen1397 Před 5 lety +39

      For some reason I think it looks like Mikey, but that is true, they don’t

    • @xlothzera5617
      @xlothzera5617 Před 4 lety +6

      @@HunterKPersico no one said it was hard boomer.

  • @alicepearl2871
    @alicepearl2871 Před 7 lety +2073

    thE FLIP PHONES

    • @oliviag4367
      @oliviag4367 Před 7 lety +2

      HAHAHA

    • @brettbaffa8652
      @brettbaffa8652 Před 7 lety +9

      Omg Yas I saw that too I was like😒

    • @calebmejia7938
      @calebmejia7938 Před 7 lety +5

      Ikr

    • @angry_pickles
      @angry_pickles Před 7 lety +26

      Professional Ghostbuster i was looking at all the live songs and i was also like Tf are that OMG THE FLIP PHONES now i'm siting here with my old Flip phone like mcr was recorded with this divises its holy now 😂😂

    • @123tatortots
      @123tatortots Před 7 lety +6

      i just went to comment about it hahaah

  • @liashani9919
    @liashani9919 Před 7 lety +544

    omg that exit was so sassy

  • @nyreeb4523
    @nyreeb4523 Před 6 lety +2621

    how the hell can people say that gerard is a bad singing live? this is proof he is not!

    • @Meow-gy4gh
      @Meow-gy4gh Před 5 lety +214

      Im a mcr lover, but this is a soft song, when gerard sings songs like welcome to the black parade» it seems like he forget to breath.

    • @03Chris25
      @03Chris25 Před 5 lety +49

      Do you want to see other proofs that he really can't seem to cope with how fast/high some of his songs are in live? I love this version of Cancer but the other parts of his songs in his 3 cheers for sweet revenge part is bad at best...

    • @sabinasara6708
      @sabinasara6708 Před 4 lety +139

      It is true that in some performances he losses his breath quite a lot but he is really good at singing live, especially for a rock band

    • @shartercam
      @shartercam Před 4 lety +8

      GerardWayFromStateFarm 19436 damn dude it’s just an opinion

    • @assiyyasouleiman2496
      @assiyyasouleiman2496 Před 4 lety +57

      Ya i think it depends on the show. In some of them it’s not THATgood but in some others he’s just A KINGGG

  • @aerikang6089
    @aerikang6089 Před 4 lety +1086

    MCR IS BACK
    no one:
    me: PUT MY EYELINER ON

  • @wyattchapman1040
    @wyattchapman1040 Před 7 lety +4306

    He's soggy from the chemo and I'm soggy from all this emo

  • @priceplayspc
    @priceplayspc Před 7 lety +2428

    After listening to top cover I gotta say it feels good coming back and listening to the original.

  • @reefleaf7326
    @reefleaf7326 Před 4 lety +433

    if you're here, then you've a great sense in music

  • @michaelasomers7929
    @michaelasomers7929 Před 5 lety +5148

    Me in school: *sings this song*
    My friend: *joins along*
    Me: *thinks I’ve found a mcr friend* omg you know this song!
    Her: yeah, by twenty one pilots!
    Me: *cries in emo*

  • @shanetalie5998
    @shanetalie5998 Před 8 lety +622

    Me: I still cant believe MCR broke up
    "Grandma that was 64 years ago, let it go"
    Me: Hush child

  • @merbones
    @merbones Před 8 lety +338

    I don't know how Gerard can be a sassy queen even in the saddest song.

  • @willowwarris6932
    @willowwarris6932 Před 6 lety +1446

    I never thought of Cancer as a sad song but I'm crying now. His voice just has so much emotion

    • @anthonymorales5815
      @anthonymorales5815 Před 6 lety +348

      Willow Warris how? It’s literally a song about dying of cancer.

    • @bluesalix4414
      @bluesalix4414 Před 6 lety +14

      I know but I haven't really listened to it fully

    • @LazyAlternativeBrat
      @LazyAlternativeBrat Před 6 lety +70

      anthony morales I think what it is is that most of the MCR fandom pretty much grew up listening to them without any real understanding of the real world around us. Like I didn't even know what cancer or diabetes was when The Black Parade was released because I was only 10 years old. Now that I'm 21 about to be 22 with friends who unfortunately have these diseaes, the song takes on such a different meaning and sentiment when you really pay attention to the lyrics. Idk if that makes any sense or not

    • @ninetailsnet
      @ninetailsnet Před 6 lety +13

      Well it is a sad song ya know hahaha

    • @user-kd7bs6hr8h
      @user-kd7bs6hr8h Před 6 lety +31

      Willow Warris isn’t the title sad enough?

  • @ag.556
    @ag.556 Před 4 lety +87

    2:05 i didn't believed in god until i needed to thank someone for these vocals

  • @alexismcinnis9250
    @alexismcinnis9250 Před 7 lety +363

    *Sees Gerard walk into the light, starts to cry*

    • @cloudchaser7716
      @cloudchaser7716 Před 6 lety +8

      OK BUT HE LOOKED LIKE HE HAD THESE MASSIVE ANGEL WINGS AND I DIED

    • @catmary9846
      @catmary9846 Před 6 lety +1

      GEESUS IS THAT YOU

    • @FrnkiSTyne
      @FrnkiSTyne Před 6 lety +1

      I'm legitimately crying

  • @ari3454
    @ari3454 Před 7 lety +2564

    am i the only one who just feels like he's the king of the world in this performance?

    • @echfx9201
      @echfx9201 Před 5 lety +16

      ari halen Bren and gee are the kings of performances without auto tune and back play

    • @Memorh19
      @Memorh19 Před 4 lety +35

      No, you're not the only one. MCR's version is the best. Nothing against Twenty one pilots but c'mon! This is the best.

    • @INKREDIBULLTATTOO
      @INKREDIBULLTATTOO Před 4 lety +3

      Youre not alone

    • @FlyingMonkies325
      @FlyingMonkies325 Před 4 lety +14

      We all know he has Freddy Mercury charisma The Media always remind us LOL Gerard really is such a great showman.

    • @anthonyespinoza4250
      @anthonyespinoza4250 Před 3 lety +12

      I detect a taste of Freddy Mercury in this guy

  • @mcrdoestoedward
    @mcrdoestoedward Před 4 lety +434

    I can see two people on stage.
    Freddie Mercury and Gerard Way

  • @kueller917
    @kueller917 Před 6 lety +700

    When I saw them in concert they closed with this song. It wasn't a full set since Linkin Park was the headliner right after. Doesn't get much more 2007 alternative than that.

    • @pree6301
      @pree6301 Před 6 lety +27

      kueller at least you saw them live... I became a fan after their break-up. 😭

    • @majadinicc
      @majadinicc Před 6 lety +5

      me too...

    • @jumanadarwish277
      @jumanadarwish277 Před 6 lety +31

      You saw mcr and LP live?? You're so lucky, LP never came to my country so I never saw them live... And probably never will.... And i found out about mcr after they broke up :((

    • @adrianagonzalez7316
      @adrianagonzalez7316 Před 6 lety +4

      i was there!

    • @xVicmacx
      @xVicmacx Před 5 lety +1

      Projekt Revolution!

  • @lou8090
    @lou8090 Před 7 lety +760

    Fuck. Everything about this is beyond perfection.
    The way Gerard seems so in the moment, the way everyone seems so in the moment.
    How Gerard's voice flows so beautifully throughout the lyrics. How, finally, there aren't any insanely loud instruments to cover up his voice. Only the piano to compliment his ever so slightly raspy voice, that still somehow sounds so velvety and soft, probably due to a mixture of coffee and cigarettes.
    And I won't even think of forgetting how, at the end, he pauses for the longest time, and let's the crowd's cheering sink in to himself, and everyone else. Then he finishes it off so wonderfully.
    I know I may have went overboard with the description of this entire performance, but oh my god. This is so unbelievably overwhelming to watch. I get choked up just trying to savor this. I can only imagine what their concerts are like.

    • @journeyinspirit
      @journeyinspirit Před 7 lety +12

      Exactly how I felt. Just beautiful

    • @reinventlove1866
      @reinventlove1866 Před 7 lety +11

      He's amazing

    • @korudero
      @korudero Před 7 lety +25

      this description is absolutely beautiful. after a truly emotional night for me, this has brought me to crying for the second time today.

    • @shuimauser6267
      @shuimauser6267 Před 7 lety +10

      this description is perfect 👌

    • @gunslingerhd5079
      @gunslingerhd5079 Před 7 lety +5

      Peter The Lemon 🍋

  • @shanetalie5998
    @shanetalie5998 Před 7 lety +528

    I'm not crying, I just have an idea in my eye

  • @quinn4347
    @quinn4347 Před 4 lety +96

    "Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you"

  • @sadiedol4413
    @sadiedol4413 Před 3 lety +151

    Friendly reminder: he had a bad cold during this concert. He can sing like THAT with a cold.

    • @Grandmabiscuit
      @Grandmabiscuit Před 2 lety +1

      so cAn i

    • @sabrinacheek
      @sabrinacheek Před 11 měsíci +2

      This is one of my favorite concert recordings. I don't how he did this with a COLD. So amazing

  • @aracelimarquez7921
    @aracelimarquez7921 Před 7 lety +961

    MCR was my favorite band when I was younger and top is now my current favorite, so to see them cover cancer and know that they also idolized MCR is such a beautiful mind fuck.

    • @LuisR001S
      @LuisR001S Před 7 lety +18

      I love how Tyler and Josh really made it a song of their own though. It had enough old soul to make you miss Gerard but also gave it a beautiful fresh sound that really made it unique in its own way

    • @aracelimarquez7921
      @aracelimarquez7921 Před 7 lety +30

      My exact thoughts yesssss. I thought the cover was amazing, then I started reading a bunch of unnecessary hate comments saying how they ruined the song. I don't think that at all, they did a lovely tribute to MCR while also staying true to who they are as a band and I looove it:-)

    • @LuisR001S
      @LuisR001S Před 7 lety +9

      Yeah I didn't even bother to look at the comments cause I already knew what it would be like. But I'm glad I wasn't the only one on here who loved it :)

    • @maximilianobojorquez1150
      @maximilianobojorquez1150 Před 7 lety

      top? Do you mean Twenty One Piltos? TØP?

    • @aracelimarquez7921
      @aracelimarquez7921 Před 7 lety +9

      "Twenty One Piltos?"

  • @EthanEatsFlowers
    @EthanEatsFlowers Před 7 lety +1938

    HOW DOES THIS SOUND BETTER THAN THE ONE ON THE ALBUM?!

  • @remya4050
    @remya4050 Před 6 lety +673

    Turn away
    If you could get me a drink
    Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
    Call my aunt Marie
    Help her gather all my things
    And bury me
    In all my favorite colors
    My sisters and my brothers, still
    I will not kiss you
    'Cause the hardest part of this
    Is leaving you
    Now turn away
    'Cause I'm awful just to see
    'Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body
    All my agony
    Know that I will never marry
    Baby I'm just soggy from the chemo
    But counting down the days to go
    It just ain't living
    And I just hope you know
    That if you say (if you say)
    Good-bye today (good-bye today)
    I'd ask you to be true (I'd ask you to be true)
    'Cause the hardest part of this
    Is leaving you
    'Cause the hardest part of this
    Is leaving you

  • @streetjamzfrankie9273
    @streetjamzfrankie9273 Před 6 lety +456

    Only real MCR fans knows exactly what song was coming up next haha.

  • @fluffyunicorn5828
    @fluffyunicorn5828 Před 7 lety +562

    1:42 omg the ancient flip phones

  • @ryry9903
    @ryry9903 Před 7 lety +586

    Once you listen to mcr there's no going back

  • @michaelclifford6695
    @michaelclifford6695 Před 4 lety +70

    welcome back mcr,,,,, I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS REAL

  • @dret4874
    @dret4874 Před 6 lety +62

    1:19 "Manos" ✋

    • @kitsune630
      @kitsune630 Před 3 lety +2

      That actually means “hands” in spanish (since theyre playing in mexico)

  • @myownkindofperson
    @myownkindofperson Před 8 lety +211

    "Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you" yeah it probably was hard breaking up

  • @BlueBellRx
    @BlueBellRx Před 8 lety +1240

    ....just got a little bit if March 22 in my eye ..nothing big

  • @itsMarkyDee
    @itsMarkyDee Před rokem +47

    Mom, this song has been on repeat since you’ve left 4 years ago after a 9 year battle. Miss you so much! Also, what a performance of Gerard, I keep coming back to this one!

    • @Nikee287
      @Nikee287 Před rokem +2

      Remember that your mommy loves you always and you will see her soon, just keep going Marc

  • @Alex-yd2fj
    @Alex-yd2fj Před 6 lety +337

    I GET CHILLS TEAR UP EVERY TIME I MISS HIM SO MUCH I UNDERSTAND THAT HES HAPPY NOW AND I WANT THE BEST FOR HIM BUT CANT I JUST BE SAD 😭 Pls someone talk to me I'm sad

    • @kylie4619
      @kylie4619 Před 6 lety +7

      it's ok im sad too

    • @wahyuwidayati7592
      @wahyuwidayati7592 Před 6 lety +1

      ⛰🏔🗺🌐🌏🌎🌍🌋🗻🏕🏖🏜🏝🏞🏠🏚🏙🏘🏗🏛🏟🏡🏢🏣🏤🏥🏦🏨🏰🏯🏭🏬🏫🏪🏩💒🗼🗽⛪🕌🕍⛩🌅🌄🌃🌁⛺⛲🕋🌆🌇🌉⛼♨️🌌🎠🎨🖼🎭🎪💈🎢🎡🎰🚂🚃🚄🚅🚆🚇🚌🚋🚞🚝🚊🚉🚈🚍🚎🚐🚑🚒🚓🚔🚛🚚🚙🚘🚗🚖🚕⛟🚜🚲🛴🛵🚏🛣🛑🚧🚦🚥🚨⛽🛤⚓⛵🚣‍♂️🚣‍♀️🛶🚤🛳🛬🛫🛩✈🚢🛥⛴💺🚁🚟🚠🚡🚀🛰🚿🚽🛋🛏🛌🚪🛎🛀🛁⌛⏳⌚⏰⏱🕑🌒🌑🌙🌘🌗🌖🌕🌔🌓🌚🌛🌜🌡☀️🌝🌞🌤⛈⛅☁️🌠🌟⭐🌥🌦🌧🌨🌩🌪🌫⛱☔☂️🌂🌈🌀🌬⚡❄☃️⛄☄🔥💧🌊

    • @dewiaprianti2564
      @dewiaprianti2564 Před 6 lety +2

      Cheer up please...

    • @Alex-yd2fj
      @Alex-yd2fj Před 6 lety +1

      Dewi Aprianti I cant

    • @itsmeagain6322
      @itsmeagain6322 Před 5 lety +8

      I feel the exact same way my family said hes happy now but im still heart broken i never got to see him live

  • @lilianbetz8371
    @lilianbetz8371 Před 8 lety +193

    The people with their flip phones...I feel old.

  • @natbates5343
    @natbates5343 Před 7 lety +607

    This... This is what I signed up for. This song does my grandfather (that was taken away from me by cancer) justice. The TØP one was okay, but you can't beat this.

    • @santiagacasas7041
      @santiagacasas7041 Před 7 lety +1

      True 👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽

    • @LemurJackson
      @LemurJackson Před 7 lety +7

      you're cancer

    • @natbates5343
      @natbates5343 Před 7 lety +21

      Okay buddy. Yes because I am a single cell in a body that kills people. Right.

    • @itslaiza8077
      @itslaiza8077 Před 7 lety +24

      +gibby its not a joke , its not a meme , my father never awoke , that moment when he past away still makes my heart scream ...

    • @noelle6235
      @noelle6235 Před 7 lety +5

      Yep

  • @monicadanielvalencia8619
    @monicadanielvalencia8619 Před 2 lety +8

    I love how he said "manos" is so lovely
    Ily MCR

  • @vivisect_victor
    @vivisect_victor Před 2 lety +37

    cant listen to this without crying. i miss my mum so much

  • @maggymc11
    @maggymc11 Před 7 lety +553

    Crying because we'll see Tyler Joseph covering this beautiful song, also crying because we'll never see new live performances of mcr playing this song again kms

    • @tomatoey2124
      @tomatoey2124 Před 7 lety +2

      Yep, and It's killing me|-/

    • @SlayerPrincess
      @SlayerPrincess Před 7 lety

      my thoughts exactly

    • @jeeemmm
      @jeeemmm Před 7 lety +1

      it's AMAZING

    • @lilith9459
      @lilith9459 Před 7 lety +15

      crying because tøp tried to make it a pop song and completely ruined it

    • @maggymc11
      @maggymc11 Před 7 lety +10

      +lilithism well you don't have to listen to it if you don't like it. And also are many bad covers of mcr songs, yet the official versions are never "ruined", no matter how the covers are

  • @stayalive4692
    @stayalive4692 Před 7 lety +231

    Gerard sounds like an actual God while singing. how so perfect

  • @kurkabean3154
    @kurkabean3154 Před 5 lety +41

    "manos" xd morí, lo amo❤️

  • @medlockjodengrad6231
    @medlockjodengrad6231 Před 6 lety +23

    "Cause the hardest part of this, is leaving you~"
    You fucking left us, Gerard. WHY?

  • @angelking466
    @angelking466 Před 8 lety +218

    I'M NOT CRYING YOU'RE THE ONE THAT'S CRYING

  • @store4books
    @store4books Před 7 lety +1712

    NO cover is as good as MCR singing Cancer or any of their other songs. G has the emotion that the song requires.

    • @elitestar
      @elitestar Před 6 lety +138

      Jaqui_0 twenty one pilots just did a different interpretation of the song. Both are good in their own ways. MCR is angry and emotional. Twenty one pilots is defeated and ready to die.

    • @disposablefun
      @disposablefun Před 6 lety +6

      Jaqui_0 you're right

    • @alphabetsoup1310
      @alphabetsoup1310 Před 6 lety +24

      elitestar Twenty one pilots cover is okay I just prefer the original as they ruined the song ( twenty one pilots I meant ) like they kinda did

    • @addycarter2790
      @addycarter2790 Před 6 lety +26

      elitestar how is MCR’s angry? It’s sad not to mention u can’t really feel any emotion behind the Twenty One Pilots version.

    • @user-kd7bs6hr8h
      @user-kd7bs6hr8h Před 6 lety +20

      elitestar and twenty one pilots is like a shitty remix

  • @nooooo2843
    @nooooo2843 Před 5 lety +40

    SO ANGELIC SO PURE SO SAD THIS IS BEAUTIFUL WE DON'T DESERVE THEM

  • @paulalcohol
    @paulalcohol Před 10 měsíci +9

    My father died of cancer in 03 and this song is impossible to listen to without crying. Still here in 2023 listening to the most beautiful song. Love to all who lived and lost, and love to all who lost their lives to this wretched desease. ❤

  • @emmaedwards6702
    @emmaedwards6702 Před 9 lety +110

    I'm not crying... YOU'RE CRYING!
    *jumps out window*

    • @vidieo__
      @vidieo__ Před 9 lety +5

      No, I'm not crying. It's just something in my eyes. :(

    • @sherlocknow7050
      @sherlocknow7050 Před 9 lety +12

      Emma Edwards Don't cry
      CRAFT

    • @emmaedwards6702
      @emmaedwards6702 Před 9 lety +14

      Oh Dan and Phil what have you done..

    • @corrinaleannabarnett7379
      @corrinaleannabarnett7379 Před 9 lety

      Vi Tedder yeah.. that something in your eye's are called tears.. I've got them too

    • @vidieo__
      @vidieo__ Před 9 lety +4

      Corrina Leanna Barnett​ No. It's called idea.

  • @emmanuelle2977
    @emmanuelle2977 Před 7 lety +113

    hoW DOES HE MANAGE TO BE SO SASSY WHILE SINGING A SAD SONG IM COMMITING

  • @paolaperegrina8442
    @paolaperegrina8442 Před 2 lety +75

    Yo estuve en ese concierto y era tan feliz jamás me imagine q más de 10 años después me estaría despidiendo de mi madre por esta maldita enfermedad. Adiós Mamá.

    • @rmxevbio5889
      @rmxevbio5889 Před rokem +1

      De verdad que eres afortunada... y tu mami te cuida, de eso estoy seguro

    • @paolaperegrina8442
      @paolaperegrina8442 Před rokem

      @@rmxevbio5889 gracias por verlo a si. Eso me anima mucho

  • @alwaysunitg6470
    @alwaysunitg6470 Před 3 lety +8

    That Gerald with a spotlight on his back is so good . One of the best underrated song written (cancer and disenchanted)

  • @chemicalskeleton6626
    @chemicalskeleton6626 Před 6 lety +1411

    I can never hear this without crying. The song is beautiful. Two years ago in May my Grandma died. She was really sick and was even in a nursing home for a while. For Christmas actually. She always said she was hurting but my family brushed it off as her being dramatic. She was home for a while but she wasn't the same, she was seeing things and talking to air. one morning my mom found her coughing up blood so they called an ambulance. As they pulled up to the hospital my grandma started tearing up and begged my mom to take her home. But we didn't know what was going on so they took her in. She was diagnosed with Colon cancer. It was so far gone, it had travelled throughout her body; including her brain. It was too late to do anything to help her. No chemo, nothing. My uncle drove my other uncle and I to the hospital where they told us. I was really protective over my nana because our family treated her so badly. She was always a bit messed up; she was from England and witnessed WW2 as a kid. When the doctors told my grandma she was going to die, she was so peaceful. she didn't cry. a week later she was in the ICU completely unconscious. I sat there, listening to this on repeat, trying to comprehend what was happening. My aunt and mom made us all leave that night and I knew I would never see my grandma again. But unlike everyone else, I couldn't say bye. I couldn't say I love you. because if I were to talk, I would have broken down. I miss her. since then I've lost my uncle and my grandpa, but my grandma still hits me the hardest. I'm​ not looking for pity, I just want to show how this song is super important. It helped me through one of the hardest times of my life. Their music still keeps me alive, helps me cope. I miss them. But thank you for writing this song, it means a lot to me.

    • @cupcakephangirl2367
      @cupcakephangirl2367 Před 6 lety +16

      ChemicalSkeleton I'm truly so sorry for your loss. ❤

    • @laurbro_
      @laurbro_ Před 6 lety +17

      ChemicalSkeleton I'm so sorry to hear. I'm going through the same exact thing you're going through. Christmas break, both my grandmother from my mom's side and my grandfather from my dad's side had to be rushed to the hospital. My Popop had always been in a nursing home, due to a stroke and other complications. He passed last week. We didn't want to see him suffer anymore. He had pneumonia and a UTI. He was on life support, etc. Fast forward to now, my grandmother is diagnosed with stage four lung cancer. We don't know how much time she has left. Surgery isn't an option for her because she's so weak and frail. It hurts to see her. It hurts so much. 😔

    • @keertanavemuri2789
      @keertanavemuri2789 Před 6 lety +4

      I'm so sorry

    • @Mysteri0n
      @Mysteri0n Před 6 lety +19

      I teared up reading this and I don't even know you.

    • @zoepuebla7200
      @zoepuebla7200 Před 6 lety +8

      ChemicalSkeleton I'm crying

  • @laurelmae6554
    @laurelmae6554 Před 8 lety +125

    I'M CRYING SO MUCH DEAR LORD

  • @jessisamess05
    @jessisamess05 Před 3 lety +12

    The way Gerard puts so much emotion into the performance is breathtaking! It makes me feel like I’m watching someone who has cancer themself perform a song to a crowd 😢

  • @StaindDreamer
    @StaindDreamer Před 3 měsíci +22

    who's here in 2024

  • @piercethelauren2335
    @piercethelauren2335 Před 8 lety +61

    I'm not crying I just have a brick in my eye... Yeah that's it...

  • @ishipkellic4251
    @ishipkellic4251 Před 7 lety +544

    if gerard dies we all die too

  • @emmaneon7566
    @emmaneon7566 Před 4 lety +23

    My grandma died about 5-6 years ago from cancer... this song hits really hard and I can’t listen to it without crying. Now that they’re back. Wow. 2019. Congrats :)

  • @theghostofme629
    @theghostofme629 Před 5 lety +18

    It's been years and I still can't stop coming back to this video

  • @grellsutcliffe7637
    @grellsutcliffe7637 Před 7 lety +202

    IM NOT CRYING I SWEAR

  • @miazback
    @miazback Před 7 lety +45

    fuck. this song gets me everytime. Miss u grandma.

    • @emmaroberts2030
      @emmaroberts2030 Před 7 lety +7

      My grandma died because of cancer too... So did my great grandmother... So when I heard this song I locked myself in the bathroom and cried because I don't like it when my family sees me cry... Don't ask...

    • @brittanyrichards7045
      @brittanyrichards7045 Před 7 lety +2

      May she rest in peace xx

    • @mayagarcia2700
      @mayagarcia2700 Před 7 lety +2

      Party Poison oh, same :(

  • @jennifers8260
    @jennifers8260 Před 5 lety +51

    This song was a beautiful song from the beginning, but it wasn't one of my favourites until about 2 weeks ago. I have a cousin (5 years old) who was just diagnosed with leukemia, I got the news and immediately burst into tears and was thrown into this huge state of depression, so bad that I could barely covince myself to get out of bed to do something simple, like brush my teeth or go to the bathroom. As I do so much of the time, I turned to music for consolation, this song came on and I was crying so much, but the raw emotion put into this song was beautiful, and helped me realise that I'm not alone with this. I'm still not completely better, which seems so freaking stupid, talking about my cousin dealing with CANCER of all horrible things that could happen to her, and being so depressed that I can't work up the courage to get out of bed. Thank you Gerard, MCR, and everybody behind the production of this song, for helping me through this difficult time in my life. Words cannot express the emotions that I'm feeling and the struggles that everybody in my family has been dealing with, but music has been such a grounding point for me, and the number of times this has kept me grounded is unspeakable, uncountable. I really hope that Paisley (My cousin) gets better, but we can't be sure right now. If you read this, thank you, it felt good to be able to vent. I hope that your lives haven't been quite so hard and that you are having a good new year!

  • @jonboy2804
    @jonboy2804 Před rokem +18

    I was diagnosed with bowel cancer in December. I spent 7 days in hospital over christmas having major bowel surgery. I’m 41 😢. Tomorrow I go and talk about chemo. Today I listened to this and the tears would not stop flowing. Live your life, people. It’s finite and we never know when that bullet will find us ❤

    • @xzlenn9868
      @xzlenn9868 Před 10 měsíci +4

      seeing your comment 5 months later! i hope everything went well for you and that you’re thriving!

    • @jonboy2804
      @jonboy2804 Před 10 měsíci +3

      @@xzlenn9868 Thank you so much for your reply. I’m honestly happier than ever. Cancer really gave me a second chance at life ❤️‍🩹. I’m so lucky.

    • @luismanuelvelazquezmejia2619
      @luismanuelvelazquezmejia2619 Před 10 měsíci +2

      @@jonboy2804hope you better, I wish you the best, and cheers up,you are not alone, you have a friend in me :) back in months to know about you.

    • @Ky-uk5dy
      @Ky-uk5dy Před 10 měsíci +2

      @@jonboy2804 i wish you well.

  • @thempzane1
    @thempzane1 Před 9 lety +112

    Wish I could see them in concert... :(

  • @queenofsalt7515
    @queenofsalt7515 Před 8 lety +26

    *listening to the version on the album*-light crying
    *listening to the live version* full on sobbing

  • @explorewithtommyeric5275
    @explorewithtommyeric5275 Před 2 lety +2

    Such a beautiful closing for CANCER song... Gerard really love his fans...

  • @isabelgonzales2944
    @isabelgonzales2944 Před 6 lety +23

    *starts reapplying eyeliner from crying*

  • @syl_9974
    @syl_9974 Před 7 lety +453

    I legit almost started crying bc they have talent and then there's me

  • @joxkl8200
    @joxkl8200 Před 9 lety +42

    i'm not crying wtf I just have something in my eye

  • @annax252
    @annax252 Před 5 lety +10

    While i was going to the comment section i was actually hoping to find somebody how feels the same as me, now im actually sad that i couldn't find someone. Or maby i have to scroll futher.
    But i have to cry very much because of this song and not only because it's beautiful. But alsobecause my grandma has died 4 month's ago because of cancer. She had tumors in her brain and died because of it. I loved her verry much, but sometimes im afried that i wasn't nice inaugh or didnt call her much. That are mistakes i regret. But i now that she loved me dispite of that, and i loved her so much to, i still do. She was lucky to have led al long life of 90 years with all the up and downs that come with it. And i know that she wass still full of life and easily could have lived 90 more. She was a amazing stong women. Forever in my heart.
    This song had make this feeling verry loud. Mrc thank you for that

  • @erinrmorris
    @erinrmorris Před 4 měsíci +2

    crying so much now

  • @PonyPride101
    @PonyPride101 Před 9 lety +50

    1:41 can we take a moment to talk about how long ago this was I mean wow. LOOK AT ALL TJOSE FLIP PHONES

  • @mackazinie1093
    @mackazinie1093 Před 7 lety +52

    I know tøp is everywhere now but like this is so beautiful never forget mcr

  • @JustinSmith-re8hc
    @JustinSmith-re8hc Před 6 lety +3

    I'm a grown ass man and I still come back to this shit, and it still brings me to tears.

  • @sarzek4871
    @sarzek4871 Před 6 lety +22

    Im crying. This is such a beautiful song and beautiful voice. A song from my childhood

  • @gyn228
    @gyn228 Před 7 lety +134

    Gerard: I WILL NOT KISS YOU! Me: 😭 *sobs in emo*

  • @nickb9731
    @nickb9731 Před 8 lety +37

    I love that MCR doesn't use/need autotune

    • @ssjfaria
      @ssjfaria Před 8 lety

      He used autotune for this in The Black Parade

    • @alyssatraina9586
      @alyssatraina9586 Před 8 lety

      It sound pretty similar to the recorded version but the still use auto tune

  • @rockfriendmemo
    @rockfriendmemo Před 5 lety +10

    2:44 Geesus is here.

  • @mentaltrash4663
    @mentaltrash4663 Před 6 lety +38

    *cries in spanish*

  • @imtrash6389
    @imtrash6389 Před 8 lety +51

    I would do anything to go back in time and be at this show

  • @ADDisODD
    @ADDisODD Před 7 lety +108

    i miss them 😭😭😭

  • @Kennedy_77441
    @Kennedy_77441 Před měsícem +2

    My little brother died of cancer when I was 17, even though it’s been a few years since then his death still hits heard for me and so does this song, it’s so beautiful and touching, amazing song

  • @yosafatdiasrenanda1201
    @yosafatdiasrenanda1201 Před 4 lety +2

    Beautiful atmospher

  • @mollyk2654
    @mollyk2654 Před 8 lety +201

    dammit I miss this band. Saw them live once, best night of my life. Seen GERARD, but it's not quite the same. God, I'd kill for them to just do one more tour together, the greatest hits tour or something.

  • @hhhilde_
    @hhhilde_ Před 7 lety +53

    the live version is so much better than the studio version

    • @tss3393
      @tss3393 Před 9 měsíci

      Reminds me of a live version NIN did of Hurt. Trent Reznor took the same approach, stripping the instrumentation down to piano, slowing the tempo a bit, and using a massive backlight on-stage. It just makes it so atmospheric, and the crowd fed off of it (almost) as much as they did here.

  • @Zimmerman0011
    @Zimmerman0011 Před 3 lety +6

    My grandmother passed away recently and one of the things that I think wanted to tell me was "'Cause the hardest part of this
    Is leaving you"...
    I still haven't gotten over her loss

  • @thatgerardwaystan8436
    @thatgerardwaystan8436 Před 3 lety +7

    His voice is so touching when he sings this

  • @lookaftering5638
    @lookaftering5638 Před 9 lety +20

    Every time I watch this I can't help but notice how magical he looks tup there on stage with the lights directed to him so perfectly.

  • @francescaauditore8799
    @francescaauditore8799 Před 9 lety +48

    He was better live than recorded

    • @willow2893
      @willow2893 Před 8 lety +1

      (lateresponsesftw) Which is pretty unusual, from the live performances I've watched on CZcams. Part of the reason I love this one so much.

    • @willow2893
      @willow2893 Před 8 lety

      (lateresponsesftw) Which is pretty unusual, from the live performances I've watched on CZcams. Part of the reason I love this one so much.

  • @kyler3366
    @kyler3366 Před 4 lety +1

    Such a beautifully executed performance. Just absolutely breathtaking and that ending just closes it up on a perfect note.

  • @sataneosm
    @sataneosm Před 4 lety +8

    this is the most beautiful and touching thing i've ever seen.

  • @alnakalista1622
    @alnakalista1622 Před 9 lety +19

    I love you Mom... You were so strong battling cervical cancer and it killed me everyday seeing you hide your pain. I pray each day that your soul rests in peace and I know that you are in a better place.

  • @raquelmartinezprieto7011
    @raquelmartinezprieto7011 Před 7 lety +91

    I just listened to the top's cover and then that and i'm crying and DDD:

  • @dank_crusad3r
    @dank_crusad3r Před 5 lety +9

    By far one of my favorite live performances ever by a band

  • @aperson6211
    @aperson6211 Před 5 lety +2

    2018 and I still think this is a frickin masterpiece. good job MCR u made me cry

  • @Ram875
    @Ram875 Před 9 lety +70

    I'm crying because of two things:
    1. This song only reminds of my dear mother (R.I.P)
    2. And the fact that I will never see this band live.
    That's it, I'm done.

    • @captainrenoirr
      @captainrenoirr Před 8 lety +3

      +Ram875 A moment of silence for the fans that haven't seen their favorite band live, an eternity of silence for those who never will. *BLAME PINTEREST FOR THIS*

    • @shanetalie5998
      @shanetalie5998 Před 8 lety

      +Ram875 sorry for ur lost...

  • @dannyhall3768
    @dannyhall3768 Před 8 lety +15

    Damn, Gerard sure knows how to work a crowd

  • @MariaRamirez-ju9bx
    @MariaRamirez-ju9bx Před 6 lety +11

    He is a beautiful,and i love you Gerard💖
    He is a favorite voice💕

  • @jingyuanyu3673
    @jingyuanyu3673 Před 4 lety +2

    I'm crying listening to this song