Roderick Porter - it hurts. (prod. p h i l o)

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  • čas přidán 11. 08. 2018
  • back on my sad lofi wave. check out my soundcloud please.
    Follow me!
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    LYRICS:
    ay, the sun shinin out the window
    so why the fuck it rainin every where that i go
    and through the sadness ive been happy couple times though
    but the peaks been lookin weak whenever im low
    muffucka imma drown in my depression
    and i dont fall in love i just find a new obession
    i been thinkin bout my fuckin death like every second
    yeah i guess that means my minds a different type of lethal weapon
    ay, yeah, my heart the place where all my scars at
    often wishin that i died inside the car crash
    he was drunk when he swerved into my fuckin lane
    shoulda hit the gas and just be done with all this fuckin pain
    wakin up to check the clock and going back to sleep
    i close the blinds cause i dont even wanna fuckin eat
    too many shadows in my head my demons free to creep
    nowadays i always keep a bottle in my fuckin reach
    and i continue smokin dope until i comatose
    lately seems that life has got me on the fuckin ropes
    maybe pickin up a douple cup will help me cope
    cause everyday i keep on runnin outta fuckin hope
    daily headaches keep the advil always in my throat
    all my friends been the reason that im still afloat
    and i get letters people say they like the shit i wrote
    well listen up cause my sorrow never runnin low
    last year i watched my granny go and slip away
    looked into her eyes she didnt know my fuckin name
    and i been hopin that she is made it to a better place
    cause lookin back i think i died upon that fuckin day
  • Hudba

Komentáře • 338

  • @chanifermeas4475
    @chanifermeas4475 Před 5 lety +177

    i swear most of your music gets me into my feels, i'm definitely not complaining though. it's just so damn good.

  • @corbinthegreat1
    @corbinthegreat1 Před 5 lety +100

    I feel bad for the people who havent heard your music yet everyone of em sounds amazing

  • @mrtheplague5
    @mrtheplague5 Před 5 lety +55

    She made it to a better place. She's smiling, my boy. She's smiling.

  • @vintonfejeran3804
    @vintonfejeran3804 Před 5 lety +92

    This dude gonna blow up I just know it

  • @mr.mercury4247
    @mr.mercury4247 Před 5 lety +20

    My grandpa died a few days ago. This song has reallu been getting me through it. Thank you so much.

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 4 lety +4

      im really sorry to hear about that, i hope youre alright

  • @xillyworld
    @xillyworld Před 5 lety +72

    I love this raw sound. I feel like the production is just as important to a song’s message as the vocals. The way you kept this one lofi and let your emotion show through your voice, you nailed it. I can feel every word homie. Nice work

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 5 lety +15

      thank you, i really considered putting a lofi effect on my voice but my friends said they liked it better raw. i think it was a good choice. this song definitely means the most to me out of any song ive ever made.

  • @miki8696
    @miki8696 Před 5 lety +45

    if roderick uploads a song u already know its fire :P

    • @miki8696
      @miki8696 Před 5 lety +1

      btw nice that your views go up song by song you deserved more attention

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 5 lety +5

  • @eddee7485
    @eddee7485 Před 5 lety +26

    You have never made a bad song man🔥

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 5 lety +6

      thank you so much man that means the world to me

  • @jonas8081
    @jonas8081 Před 5 lety +17

    This guy is talented

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 5 lety +1

      Jonas jokinen 💙💔💙💔 thank you so much!!

  • @colet.820
    @colet.820 Před 5 lety +6

    almost a year ago i saw this songs and i guess i wasn’t sure about, but now it is absolute art. gave me chills man. so glad to be an og when you blow up

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 4 lety +1

      im so happy to have u here as well

    • @colet.820
      @colet.820 Před 4 lety

      @Roderick Porter it is so awesome that you respond to your fans man. you’re an inspiration to everyone.
      you’re the best, dude.
      btw do you have a discord server?

  • @spiffy6880
    @spiffy6880 Před 5 lety +8

    blessing to the music industry

  • @ChilifryJade
    @ChilifryJade Před 11 měsíci

    I was in class with all my music on shuffle and this song came on, I had honestly forgot that it was in my liked, everything about this song is just pure nostalgia 🫠

  • @gym9342
    @gym9342 Před 2 lety +1

    Your music helps everyone get through the bad times and enjoy the good times even more

  • @RandomPerson-gf8zc
    @RandomPerson-gf8zc Před 5 lety +9

    I really love this❤ I'm glad i found your type of music *no regrets*

  • @rubenavila548
    @rubenavila548 Před 3 lety

    Bro I love this song it’s amazing how you put stuff in ur real life and put it into a song of that makes ily bro keep up the good work

  • @ethancampbell7326
    @ethancampbell7326 Před 3 lety +2

    man this really got to me when i thought of my freind who had to go a to mental hospital never even got to tell his boyfreind how he actually felt now im just sitting here kinda broken i havent really been able to get over it seems like the only thing i do is just look at the ceiling wishing his life was better then mine because he had a few suicide attempts and i cry alot cause im a very empathetic person whos been trying to help themselves but have just gotten worse i really just need a place to vent anyways thanks for listening its really hard going through this shit so i really appreciate whoever reads this ive already had few suicide attempts myself and also he did alot of self harm to himself to his boyfreind left him resfused to get help and still continues on with his depression and i dont know how ill ever be able to explain to him how i ever felt when he gets out and i really need love and support

  • @tahanasir6729
    @tahanasir6729 Před 3 lety

    MAN THIS SONG😫

  • @bgoldpanda7265
    @bgoldpanda7265 Před 5 lety +5

    Love this song. It’s is sad but you can tell you care about what you are writing. You go so hard

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 4 lety +1

      thank you! im happy that my emotions are translating properly, this song was really important to me and is probably my favorite that ive ever written

  • @hentaihaven3985
    @hentaihaven3985 Před 4 lety

    this song hits so hard and i love it

  • @EvaTrianaMachadoUrquizaSPAPM

    this song triggers all my feelings, i really hope you feeling better

  • @levihodge1104
    @levihodge1104 Před 4 lety +2

    man I was in a car crash last year and I really wish I died but your music I really just connect with man keep that shit up!!!!!!!!

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 3 lety

      thats my favorite thing in music is to relate so strongly to a specific instance like that. we get to share that very specific feeling and i think thats rly special. thank you so much for supporting me and leaving me a nice comment

  • @davidaparicio6645
    @davidaparicio6645 Před 4 lety

    I love this dude's music

  • @nuhuh6568
    @nuhuh6568 Před 5 lety +2

    Damn bro ur emotion in this song got me feelin, it be 3 am too

  • @Krazylostgirl
    @Krazylostgirl Před 3 lety

    Your voice makes my heart cry❤️

  • @deadtoon8083
    @deadtoon8083 Před 2 lety +1

    No matter how many times I hear this song it just hits right 🤤

  • @adriannieves9945
    @adriannieves9945 Před 4 lety +2

    I love your music, i can connect to it and that’s an amazing feeling

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 4 lety

      thats the greatest feeling ever, when you can share a connection with the lyrics

  • @creamxsoda
    @creamxsoda Před 3 lety +2

    Hey , listen!
    Love this song. Been listening for a couple years now. This and ghost is on the top of my playlist. Hope you're doing better than when you released this

  • @ariskhan2903
    @ariskhan2903 Před 3 lety

    yeah i felt this

  • @mynewprofileig6197
    @mynewprofileig6197 Před 4 lety +4

    Why does every song speak to me when Im one of those that avoids my depression.

  • @austinheald1037
    @austinheald1037 Před 4 lety

    A friend sent me a song of yours about 1 year ago and been listening to y ok y ever since this is the talent that makes it some where in life 100%

  • @adambetz9071
    @adambetz9071 Před 5 lety +4

    I’ve been sleeping on my man Roderick 🔥🔥🔥

  • @valorantdemon1live
    @valorantdemon1live Před 4 lety +1

    Your best song tbh. Helped me when i was in deep shit. Thanks man

  • @rareorigins7679
    @rareorigins7679 Před 4 lety +1

    Straight fire keep it up fam

  • @codeworld4172
    @codeworld4172 Před 5 lety +1

    You can feel his emotion, a great song.

  • @rem5751
    @rem5751 Před 4 lety

    エモい

  • @jesuschristmas4206
    @jesuschristmas4206 Před 4 lety +1

    Dude I fucking love this. Keep up the great work, man. I hope you get big one day.

  • @OM4Rx
    @OM4Rx Před 4 lety +3

    Gave me that CAPITAL STEEZ viibe I MISS U STEEZO RIP thnx for this PORTER

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 4 lety

      bruhhhh i used to be hella into pro era so that is like very touching to me thank you so much

    • @OM4Rx
      @OM4Rx Před 4 lety

      Roderick Porter no problem man, thanx for making this it made me reminisce.

    • @OM4Rx
      @OM4Rx Před 2 lety

      @@RoderickPorter UA FBZ PE and all of em man they were a big part of me too when I was 13-17 going thru my spiritual phase but nah as I grew older I went back to their music and I understand it differently then when I was a kid, 23 now and still growing hope you also get the recognition like they did. Keep going n don’t stop bro 💯

  • @brendenfreeman9572
    @brendenfreeman9572 Před 5 lety +1

    Man you really hit me where it hurts ☹️ I love it man. Keep up the good work.

  • @demonlos
    @demonlos Před 5 lety +1

    damn this is amazing ...... huge respect

  • @naimaagarrat3096
    @naimaagarrat3096 Před 4 lety

    i feel like i connect with every word...i cant wait until he blows up

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 4 lety

      this is my favorite song so im very glad you connected with it

  • @xenills
    @xenills Před 4 lety

    Definitely my new fav artist, thank god i found this

  • @diamondsrule1699
    @diamondsrule1699 Před 2 lety

    my sister started playing this in the car, and i was like... holy shit, dude. it just hit me, man

  • @taylorgoetz2630
    @taylorgoetz2630 Před 4 lety +1

    I just recently found your music, it helps. Music has always been a place I can feel okay and I recently found out my now ex cheated on me after an argument we had and your music that I just found has made me cry for the first time cuz I didnt want to feel the pain. Thank you

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 3 lety

      crying is super therapeutic so im thankful that i got to play a part in that, makes me feel accomplished to know my shit makes people feel something, and gives someone something to relate to. thank you so much

  • @goldroger3126
    @goldroger3126 Před 4 lety

    Damn I cried after hearing this and I can relate this to many ways...love you bro keep it up🤙

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 3 lety

      damn man im grateful my music moved you and gave you something to relate to, luv u 2

  • @cjvanover1485
    @cjvanover1485 Před 4 lety

    wouldnt mind to hear his music on the radio after a long day at work

  • @i45wc44
    @i45wc44 Před 3 lety

    roderick got some talent

  • @lizgondel7635
    @lizgondel7635 Před 5 lety

    Oh boy
    I just found your channel and listened to your music-
    I already love u

  • @a-isnt-real
    @a-isnt-real Před 5 lety

    Love this song makes me wanna cry🖤

  • @rileycarter3241
    @rileycarter3241 Před 5 lety

    all ur songs just like get into my feels man, ur gonna blow up and ur gonna be so successful, remember all the love u get from us in two years when ur getting millions week by week. ;0

  • @normalnameverynormal2692

    y you so goood

  • @densorapuma151
    @densorapuma151 Před 5 lety +17

    The background is Charlotte

    • @anthonyalvarez5492
      @anthonyalvarez5492 Před 5 lety +3

      I loved that anime. It was so emotional. Like you could feel the characters pain. Edit: AaaAAaaAaA thank you Roderick for liking my comment out of now lmao
      Edit 2: I am now big sad seeing as how I forgot that if I edit a comment it erases the heart😭

  • @hatypical6395
    @hatypical6395 Před 5 lety +1

    Man every time I listen to this I cry, ts hits hard bro. I hope you get big soon💯

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 4 lety

      im happy to hear this song makes you emotional, for me, those are the best songs. i hope i get big soon too but i also still have so much to learn. want to make sure im more refined before im super famous

  • @natewave4154
    @natewave4154 Před 4 lety

    man i really love ur songs because i always feel this weird but good connection with them, i hope you never stop making music because you sure will blow up one day

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 3 lety

      thank you so much man im very thankful u do!! i never will , new album in a couple months :)

  • @gelofernando5727
    @gelofernando5727 Před 4 lety

    Just right in the feels

  • @takumori
    @takumori Před 5 lety

    I can’t believe how good ur music is as anew rapper ur gonna be next up with this fire

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 5 lety

      Liongamer08 YT thank you so much!! I hope so 😄

  • @benjaminreade8447
    @benjaminreade8447 Před 5 lety +1

    What up Mr. Porter! keep up the hard work buddy!!! just thought id drop a comment to let yea know that you've been KILLING it, congrats on all success you've already had so far! Hope all is going well up in Big City, much love and respect for what you're doing!

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 4 lety +1

      damn bro sorry im 3 months late, thank u for always supporting me from the very jump. im so happy to see that youre still around and watching the growth. everythings going great! lots of new opportunities and connections to be made. hope youre well too : )

  • @ickaa5506
    @ickaa5506 Před 5 lety

    I knew it was gonna be firee!

  • @ketsunou.653
    @ketsunou.653 Před 5 lety

    Omygoodness this is so fire I wish it were on spotify

  • @gioiasaid949
    @gioiasaid949 Před 3 lety

    wish I found you before, I’m totally in love with this

  • @TH_FRGTN_PYR
    @TH_FRGTN_PYR Před 5 lety +1

    This is absolute art ❤👍

  • @lucas-yx4tn
    @lucas-yx4tn Před 5 lety +1

    Great like always

  • @janniboy2766
    @janniboy2766 Před 5 lety

    getting atlas vibes...
    love it

  • @alejandroavila554
    @alejandroavila554 Před 5 lety

    This song is so good and so relatable

  • @goldencorkscrew2706
    @goldencorkscrew2706 Před 5 lety +1

    You always were one of the best

  • @solus7765
    @solus7765 Před 3 lety

    This one makes me depressed and wanna cry but I like it sometimes I listen to it to just drown in my depression

  • @slowgie1497
    @slowgie1497 Před 5 lety +2

    When will this blessed track reach spotify. Your one of my favorite music artists.

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 5 lety

      thats so amazing to hear, unfortunately i dont have permission from duendita to use her voice in the background, or the money to buy the beat off p h i l o so im not sure

  • @jrkfacmcg
    @jrkfacmcg Před 5 lety

    Absolutely splendid.

  • @justinbro346
    @justinbro346 Před 5 lety

    This song is so great. Wtf I relate to this so hard

  • @mrtheplague5
    @mrtheplague5 Před 5 lety +1

    I barely started listening to it and I love the sample you used. Another great. song. Keep it up. 👍

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 5 lety

      thank you bro this beat is a masterpiece

    • @mrtheplague5
      @mrtheplague5 Před 5 lety

      Roderick Porter it really is. God bless Tomppabeats.

  • @iiayuwokii569
    @iiayuwokii569 Před 2 lety

    this is the first song i listened to , when i got out of the mental hospital 🖤

  • @a97civic20
    @a97civic20 Před 4 lety

    Bro, someone told me about this song and its so🔥🔥🔥 just sad i didnt find it sooner

  • @sinjidftw
    @sinjidftw Před 5 lety

    Beautiful

  • @grahamfaulkner1911
    @grahamfaulkner1911 Před 4 lety

    damn, I cant have a favorite song of yours because the next song you release is always it.

  • @brysont9848
    @brysont9848 Před 5 lety

    yo keep it up man, made my jaw drop when i found you on soundcloud. you’ve got a new fan brotha

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 5 lety

      Sorry for the late reply, thank you so fucking much bro 💙💔💙💔💙

  • @thebeegoesbuzz6432
    @thebeegoesbuzz6432 Před 5 lety

    best one yet

  • @Frank-uw1xu
    @Frank-uw1xu Před 4 lety +2

    every time I hear this song i picture it as the finale of a Noire movie with the end credits

  • @joedavis7818
    @joedavis7818 Před 5 lety

    Dude your absolutely fuckin amazing ive never heard any underground rappers who are even in the same league keep up your music will make it

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 4 lety

      im so happy you think so, thank you so much! i definitely will, sorry for being 5 months late

  • @dutchc11
    @dutchc11 Před 5 lety

    damm this song fire, subscribed and waiting for more

  • @Ghills21
    @Ghills21 Před 4 lety +1

    i feel the pain in his voice

  • @canadiancrusaders1665
    @canadiancrusaders1665 Před 5 lety

    Your music's fire, love you bro

  • @hunnieamvs3284
    @hunnieamvs3284 Před 3 lety

    just found your music and i'm hooked

  • @joannaalcaraz9724
    @joannaalcaraz9724 Před 3 lety

    🔥🔥🔥

  • @jamesnelson7994
    @jamesnelson7994 Před 5 lety

    Hits home

  • @dream-likecosmos5001
    @dream-likecosmos5001 Před 5 lety

    no mean, why are you so beatiful? this is better than all music now, I do not understand how an artist like you is not more recognized, I love you mean

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 5 lety +1

      I'll get the recognition eventually I just want to make sure I keep putting out quality music in the meantime 💛 I love you too man :)

  • @hectichex2991
    @hectichex2991 Před 5 lety

    This is underrated asf! This goes hard!!!

  • @diobrando2321
    @diobrando2321 Před 5 lety

    Wow another man who deserves waay more subscribers awesome music man. KONO DIO DA

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 4 lety

      ive gotten quite a bit since this comment thank you for believing in me

  • @isaacavina9449
    @isaacavina9449 Před 5 lety

    Love your music

  • @MorbidGhost_TTV
    @MorbidGhost_TTV Před 5 lety

    Love yourself always

  • @kevinpanetta1554
    @kevinpanetta1554 Před 5 lety

    Truly fantastic. Keep it up man I will be listening!

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 5 lety

      thank you so much! so glad to hear youll be sticking around

    • @kevinpanetta1554
      @kevinpanetta1554 Před 5 lety

      Roderick Porter yeah man the whole family and gang freaking love your stuff now!

    • @kevinpanetta1554
      @kevinpanetta1554 Před 5 lety

      Roderick Porter followed ya on Spotify too :D

  • @robothuck8569
    @robothuck8569 Před 5 lety

    You are fucking great my dude. You're going places.

  • @drew4373
    @drew4373 Před 5 lety

    I have this on replay all the time on SoundCloud

  • @excel3938
    @excel3938 Před 5 lety +1

    LOVE IT

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 5 lety +1

      Ily 💔💙

    • @excel3938
      @excel3938 Před 5 lety +1

      @@RoderickPorter hope you're doing good rn, if not dont give up, better times will come!!❤️💪💥

  • @salt7966
    @salt7966 Před 5 lety

    I just fell in love with this channel

  • @rco919
    @rco919 Před 5 lety +1

    ❤️

  • @Filip-tr8jy
    @Filip-tr8jy Před 5 lety

    I love ur music bro

  • @jeanabean1636
    @jeanabean1636 Před 5 lety

    I hate that you're so underrated. You deserve so much love. I'm only 13 and I've been through a lot and I relate to this so much. Much love man.

    • @ella9502
      @ella9502 Před 5 lety

      ChïllEdïts yea he deserves more recognition

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 4 lety

      sorry it took me so long to see this! im so glad u can relate to my music

  • @itsjohn-r
    @itsjohn-r Před 5 lety

    This is really a good song and this need more views

    • @RoderickPorter
      @RoderickPorter  Před 4 lety

      thank u! hopefully itll get more recognition one day, this is my all time favorite song

  • @paradoxproductions4211
    @paradoxproductions4211 Před 5 lety +1

    this shit so good bro keep it up

  • @jonah2635
    @jonah2635 Před 5 lety

    love u dog never stop making music please 💯🎶❤

  • @pierceplumlee6236
    @pierceplumlee6236 Před 3 lety

    I haven't been hit that hard by a song in a long time