From Polyamory And New Age To Jesus | My Testimony
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- čas přidán 15. 01. 2024
- Here’s my testimony from how I went from being in an open marriage and new age practices to the arms of Jesus Christ.
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Our story is so similar. We need more Christians that’s open with their pasts because the biggest lie the enemy tells us is that we are too far gone for God to forgive us.
Amen! 🙏🏼
I also had sleep paralysis and weeks of nightmares every night and spiritual warfare when I finally came back to god full force in my life. Satan was not happy . Praise god ❤
God is so good. Thank you for sharing and validating my experience ♥️
Praise God ✝️
"New age preaches selfishness" 💯💯💯💯 and I can't stand it. I was in the new age for a decade or so and it is so off putting to me now. Seeing how completely self centered people are, and they think that's a good thing! 😱 So grateful God pulled me (and you!) out. 🙏
Me too, sister!! ♥️
I can relate, polyamory really messed up my life in so many ways. The enemy will have you thinking you just need more people to feel satisfied but I realize now I actually needed a relationship with God not another person. ♥️
Amen amen amen! So beautifully said. Thank you for sharing.
@@AnnaDysett🙏❤️
AMEN
You did well sweetheart, you chosed the winner Team - Jesus. I used to have sleep paralysis too before i met the Lord. One night i even saw the face of the entity, it was horrible. When i met Jesus, all this was over, praise be the Lord. He's faithful, he's amazing, really out of this world !!! Keep up with the good work, you're in the right direction. God bless.
I've had sleep paralysis, it is terrifying and you really cant explain it fully to someone else. After years of promiscuity and dabbling in new age God found this lost sheep too 20+ years ago. I am almost 60 and still feel lukewarm most days. God keeps putting videos like this on my feed. I'm encouraged to see so many younger couples growing in Christ in a world that is doing everything to prevent that. Thank you for sharing
Thank you so much for sharing. It really renews my faith over and over when I hear people having a similar experience. God feels far away sometimes even when He isn’t. Sounds like he is still pursuing you ♥️ I’m so glad you are here!
The algorithm keeps putting videos like this in your feed. God doesn’t care about what he creates.
I’m 51. Same basic story. Terrorized by demons since I was 4 years old. Maybe before. 3.5 years ago… decided to surrender to Jesus. Because while I’d technically heard about Him.. first being Mormon… then after age 30, falling into New Age… I didn’t know that I didn’t KNOW Him. I haven’t stopped crying in the last 3.5 years over my gratitude that He has instant GRACE for me after all the mess I made. And He is STILL working on refining me… !! He is amazing and the miracles haven’t stopped. My demonic attacks have became Holy Spirit has shown me what to do and how. I relate so much to you! I wish more like us would speak out. Maybe you can offer a CZcams channel specifically for those deeply lost in New Age.. who found Jesus… to speak. Thank you!
Terrible that people have to find out the Hard Way that these occult practices led to demons manifesting in your life, dreams, relationships and finances. I am so glad that the Lord Jesus saved you out of that torment and your Jesus testimony will reach many! The Lord Jesus bless you!
I agree. It is sad that people have to learn the hard way. It’s also so hard to see people I love so much living this way and refusing to accept God’s love. I pray for them all the time!
You have been given authority in the areas you have yourself been freed from. People will find you that are struggling in the same ways that you were and you will be a light to them.
I just want to give you encouragement in your new channel and say keep your testimony in the forefront of your content, refer to it often. Let people know that you weren't always who you are now, it is such a powerful ministry, especially to the New Age movement whose hearts are ripe to know Jesus. God bless you and be glorified through your work.
Good advice
Thank you Anna for your beautiful testimony. I was tearing up while watching. I was demonized before I encountered Jesus, he actually freed me right when I called on him (I didn’t know he was even real, but something told me “try Jesus” )
I’ve been saved for 2.5 years and been with my unbelieving husband for 15 years, it’s hard sometimes, but I’ll keep praying and believing for his salvation.
I’ve been struggling w a husband that wants to believe and was the one that beought me to church….but doesn’t see God in his life. It’s really difficult w a spouse that’s struggling w equal yokes. I know I struggled too…but I guess this is my season of faith now as he was the one who drew us to church.
My prayers for your equal time sister.
I experienced sleep paralysis as a younger kid too!! Goodness. I had a demonic presence attack me in one. Grew up in a Christian family, also didn’t like Christian people in my teens years and knew it wasn’t for me. Went through so much sin in my teens, sexual immorality, alcohol, drugs, new age stuff, and thought I was bi-sexual.
Last year, I was drastically born again, and Jesus changed my entire life! I’m now married & living for Him.
So crazy to hear such a similar experience :)
What a beautiful testimony. You have a powerful testimony that many people need to hear and could benefit from. Keep being amazing!
Have had sleep paralysis and evil visitations….right i was considering re-entering the ministry….thank God He drew me back when He was ready! God be with you and keep it up!
Brianna......what a beautiful picture of the grace, mercy and love of the Lord. All glory to the Lord for the way He pursues us. Very touched by your testimony.....it's the best place to be....in the loving arms of the Lord. I subscribed so I will be watching your journey!!!!
Thank you so much for your words and encouragement! ♥️ it means a lot to me!
Thank you for sharing your testimony! That was very brave of you, and what a great witness!
I never had sleep paralysis in my life until I decided to leave the new age and chose Jesus. Those demons tried to scare me to get me back into a life of sin and without God, but God had planted a seed in my heart by His infinite grace and became a Christian and got baptized.. 🥰🙏🏻🕊
Beautiful testimony! Thank you for ❤️✝️❤️✝️
When demons try to stop you of doing something, you know you're on the right track.
FACTS!
@@AnnaDysett These last 6 months i've been in a healing pattern and within these 6 months, i've been assaulted three times by invisible entities. There were no serious repercussions only a bit shocking is all. They didn't like that i am healing and so will continue on.
@@joebenzz they can’t handle it when you realize you’ve been eating crumbs at their table and switch over to the Lord’s feast.
Thank you for being so couragous in giving your testimony. Praise the Lord!! Keep doing what you are doing! Be blessed!
I admire your honesty and openness. I have a somewhat chequered past but about 20 years ago, I feel that God found me. Thank you for sharing your story x
Wow!! That’s exactly what happens to me! I can see the room clearly, when I wake up (I’m not sure I even open my eyes, I just snap out of it)
And I see things in the room, dark spirits , a lot of fear.
Thank you for sharing your testimony ❤
Aw, Camille 🥹 that’s my daughters name. I’ve been blown away by the people who have reached out to me with the same experiences. I encourage you to repent and resist and they will go away. Praying for you ♥️ thank you so much for being here and sharing.
Your testimony brings so much glory to God. Thank you for sharing. I stumbled across your channel while cleaning and I’m so glad I did🫶🏾
Thank you so much for your kind words! 🥹♥️ and thank you even more for being here!
Thank you for sharing your testimony. I pray for anyone reading this to not give up, that God is still able. He uses all things for His glory and our good, even horrible things. I'm continuing to pray for the reconciliation of my family to Christ and one another, including my beloved, as well as deliverance to achieve that eventual end.
Beautiful testimony. I've experienced attacks that you're describing. My oldest daughter has as well. My husband prayed over our house and property a few times and something definitely left. The name of Jesus is powerful. ❤
Wow. When I was a kid I had the worst nightmares and just such fear growing up, and it wasn’t until I was saved by Jesus that I all of a sudden I had that fear again. It makes so much sense what you said about pissing off the enemy because I also knew that’s what happened. God is so good. Thank you for sharing your testimony. ❤
Many many months ago I was getting slammed with videos about people walking away from Christianity and deconstructing faith. I live in Japan and I am trying to learn to live in this society as a Christian despite the over all differences in how Japanese people view the world. I have a had the chance to share a bit of my faith from time to time. But those deconstructionist videos weighed on my faith. It is nice to see testimonies of people. I do have one Japanese friend who asked me about my faith. I wasn’t able to share my full testimony just a few thoughts. I wanted to share more but I haven’t been able to see here in almost 3 months so I have just been praying for her.
Those deconstruction videos can be challenging. I too have watched them and they made me question things. Most of the time those people just don’t understand scripture or have been hurt by the church or hurt by parental religious abuse. These videos still do not take away that deep peace that passes all understanding that we receive when we accept Jesus. There is nothing in this world like it. Keep praying for your friend. Sometimes it’s all we can do. I watched this video just yesterday and I feel like it will restore your faith too!
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Thank you for sharing this. It’s also videos like this that pop up in my feed that remind me I am where God wants me right now. It’s still a bit heart breaking for me, because that friend I mentioned has been going through a hard time. That’s why I haven’t been able to talk to her. czcams.com/video/9-BNKFDZ-pA/video.htmlsi=YLqvs-q_AZmK93Cg
Thank you for being so honest it was really brave of you ❤️
I can really understand you cause I gone also for a while the wrong way but I found my way back to god and I am thankful for it
God bless you and your family
I love how open and vulnerable you were for this video, Anna! Last year God had transformed my spirit after being in a dark place and running from Him for so many years. Thank you for your beautiful testimony and continue to be the bold Christian woman you are!! I felt the Holy Spirit working through you the whole time. Maybe we’ll meet in paradise ❤😊 Have a wonderful day!
Elizabeth
Peace that comes from deliverance is absolutely...wonderfully...overwhelming. ❤❤
You are such a sweet and beautiful girl! Thanks for sharing your story. I have always believed in God but was a different person numerous times in my life. Now, at the age of 80 I am so thankful to think of all the times that my faith in God helped me through really hard times. I am looking forward to following you and your channel and I love your honesty.
Aww, your comment made my night! Thank you so much for watching and reaching out ♥️ I am so happy to have you here!
Brianna so encouraged by your story and thank you for sharing! You are my 4 sons age group and I have been praying for all of them to come to know Jesus too! I am looking forward to your videos and happy I found your videos!! 😊
Aw thank you so much for your kind words and for being here! I will keep your all your sons in my prayers. God has perfect timing! ♥️🥹
Thank you for telling us about your life. I wish I could give you a hug. I just started watching your videos tonight. They’ve given me a lot to think about.
I’m so happy you are here. Thank you so much for watching ♥️🥹
Thank you so much for sharing. My story mirrors yours in uncanny ways and I feel inspired to share it after watching this. Thank you for the encouragement. ❤️
I love how the Lord can use the most shameful stories for his glory 🙌🏻♥️
So encouraged by your testimony!
that is absolutely incredible. thank you for sharing xx
Thank you for taking time out of your day to watch my testimony 🥹♥️
Thanks for sharing your story. God is good!
This my heart thanks for sharing keep up the good work
All glory to God! Thank you for being obedient and selfless in sharing the testimony of Christ in your life! ❤
Amen ♥️ thank you so much for watching!
God bless you. What a beautiful story - I love testimonies, they strengthen my faith so much!!! We are all mere humans, and Jesus loves us and pursues us and totally transforms us. It makes me cry ❤❤❤❤❤✝️🫂🌐🌏
Amen! I am moved by others testimonies too!
Thank you Jesus! Thank you also for sharing..
Thank you so much for sharing your story. That was so very brave. Thank you Adonai for this precious soul.
I appreciate you taking the time to hear my testimony 🥹♥️
Incredible 🙌 I love this so much. God is so good and any transformation testimony I come across just fills my heart with joy. Thank you for sharing! New subscriber here 🤗 can’t wait to check out your other videos! God bless 💛
Thank you for sharing this sister ❤ the end made me tear up. I was born again and gave my life to Christ 2 years.. He’s so faithful and loving! He found us ❤ May he bless you and your family!!! Thanks for sharing!
Thank you so much for listening ♥️
Thank you for sharing your story. God bless
Thank you so much for sharing your testimony for Christ! I love that you were researching the Resurrection when on the third day, He delivered you from death, darkness, and destruction. What a good, good Father we have! I have been watching your content and thinking, " Lord, please help me to be like this woman: soft-spoken, gentle, kind and full of Your Spirit!" This testimony hit me because it is a lot like my own. I know now that He can work in my life to make beauty out of ashes as well. You are a gift and He is using you in a mighty way!
Wow, you know.. I’ve never even thought about the fact that he saved me on the third day and how beautifully symbolic that is 🥹
What’s beautiful testimony of a transformed life keep doing what you are doing you are an inspiration to many ❤
Thank you so much! And thank you for your encouraging words ♥️
Hi Brianna! Your story is beautiful. I am so glad you found Jesus! Subscribed :)
Thank you so much for watching ♥️
Lovely testimony, thank you for your boldness in sharing. He is SO good ❤ He saved my husband and I 16 years ago, we both experienced His love and power in our lives withing days of each other. Its been a growing journey ever since. Ive battled seasons of legalism, feminsm, and I didnt realize what it was but it was that "do what makes you feel good, path of least resistance" new age stuff. God has seen me through all of it, never left me or forsook me, He is always faithful. Im learning to walk in a deeper place of His peace and joy.
Love your channel, I found it recently and love listening while I do my housework. ❤
I love that! And I love that the Lord saved you both so close together - what a beautiful thing. I can’t imagine walking with God without my partner too. Thank you for sharing. I’m sooo glad you’re here! ♥️ big hug!
Awesome testimony! 🙌👍
I have not had the time to fully watch this, but I am not sure if you remember me but we went to Tech together. I was a bit shocked to see you pop up in my subscription feed, but from the first little bit of the video and the title it sounds like you had what I call a prodigal journey. I did the same thing and it took a lot to walk away from the teachings of modern culture, and it is a struggle because of how things have been twisted and how we have been turned against the actual foundations of our culture and Christianity. I have this on in the background right now, but thoughts and prayers are with you and here if you ever need someone who can relate and has come full circle, feel free to reach out.
Just finished it, and yeah it is a very real story. I just got married for my 2nd time as well. It is all very surreal when God does reach out to you and guides you. Sleep paralysis is something that I have experienced all through my life and my wife does too. Thank you for sharing.
Grant! Of course I remember you! It’s so good to hear from you and even more wonderful to hear you are also walking with God ♥️ I’d love to catch up sometime. Especially if you are still in the same area.
I too suffered sleep paralysis when I wanted to go back to Jesus after being in new age for about 6 years. That’s how I found out the power in the name of Jesus though. ❤
I find it so wild how common it is - and just spiritual attacks in general when seeking Jesus. I’m so grateful though because it really opened my eyes to spiritual warfare and solidified my faith knowing that Jesus is the way ♥️ so happy you also found your way back to the Lord!
@@AnnaDysett yes I definitely learned about spiritual warfare after that! But God is good and merciful even when I definitely didn’t deserve it. And like you, it solidified my faith in Jesus as well.
using my son's you tube-- we share similar testimonials. I, too, strayed from the faith as a teen. Dabbled in New Age for 10 years. I was convicted in 2018 to throw my new age and mystical books away. I did. Shortly after, the torment would start, and sleep paralysis/attacks. I knew from these experiences I was on the right path. Jesus is King!!! God bless you, sister in Christ. Thank you for sharing ❤️
Beautiful testimony that I believe reached me at the perfect moment. I have recently been working on rekindling my faith and reading the Bible after falling away for many years. I had my first experience of sleep paralysis 4 days ago. When I heard that part of your testimony it really resonated with what’s happening to me right now. Thank you so much for sharing ❤️ You are doing something so meaningful by being here on CZcams sharing your story ❤️
Thank you, Jesus! What an answered prayer. I prayed before I ever started this video that the Lord would put it in front of those who needed it. You are in the middle of spiritual warfare - they know you are so close to making your way back to God. Continue to resist and they will go away. Just remember to repent and keep your eyes on Jesus ♥️ biggest hug ever!
Don’t be discouraged it happens to me too when I decide to go deeper with God. I also started sleeping with the the bible on , not for whe whole night . I also answer the devil back with these 2 verses Luke 10:18 - 19 and Colossians 2:13- 15 . The devil is soo predictable but God has given us authority in the name of Jesus.
I'm glad to hear your testimony. Praise God for redeeming you and your husband through His son Jesus Christ. Praying for you sister.
Amen! Thank you for your prayers ♥️
Praise God! 🩷
Thank you so much for sharing!! God created beauty out of ashes in my relationship with and marriage to my husband as well. All Glory to Jesus!! God bless you and your family abundantly my sister in Christ!!!
I love that! Praise God ♥️
@@AnnaDysett Amen!!!! ❤️🙌
Praise God!! We have a very similar story, I’ll be starting my channel very soon & sharing my testimony too x
I can’t wait to watch it 🥹 please come back here and let me know when your video is up!
Oh glory to God 😭😭😭😭😭🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌
Thank you for sharing this testimony ❤️
I'm grateful to have grown up in a Christian home (and homeschooled) and made wary of many of the paths out there to stay away from, but testimonies like these are always an encouragement to stay focused on God and to bring the light of the gospel to others, and they help to gain insight into how to minister to anyone in a similar situation. None of us deserve the grace of God, but it is available for all us equally and freely if we will only turn to Him 🙏 🙌 Blessings!
That’s wonderful to hear! I am homeschooling my children and sometimes get a good amount of flack for it so this is so encouraging ♥️ thank you! And Amen to everything else you said as well!
Praise the Lord for His Pursuing, Redeeming Love! ✝
Amen ♥️
OMG Anna!😢 My daughter Noemi lives the life you have lived, especially polyamory , what breaks my heart as a mother .But God does not want any of his sheep to be lost. What a chance and hope for her! Let us pray for each other! Greetings from Switzerland!❤
Praying that this is just a part of Noemi’s testimony - that she awakens to the emptiness of it all, and that she find Jesus through it! We are never too far gone and there is always hope with our God 🙏🏼♥️
God bless you sister. Love your testimony. Sleep paralysis of entities or demons trying to enter your body while alseep. I have had SP lots of times too. Soo happy you are free from demonic attack. Peace and blessings to jesus ❤
beautiful, thank you 💐
Thank you so much for watching ♥️
Appreciate your testimony 🙏
Thank you so much for watching ♥️
Thank you for sharing 😊
Thank you so much for watching 🥰♥️
AMEN SIS POWERFUL TESTIMONY!
Thank you oh so much ♥️ I’m grateful!
Thank you for sharing your beautiful story.❤
Thank you so much for listening! ♥️
❤❤❤happy for you
The LORD will give you beauty for ashes! That's what He does for the faithful who put their trust in Him. He will make all things new? Thank you for sharing your testimony.
Amen! Thank you for listening to my story ♥️
Beautiful testimony, thanks for sharing!
The same thing happened to me.
I didn't believe in Jesus Christ, but when I pursued him, I got tormented by demons at night.
That is when I knew Jesus was real.
Right now I have to sleep with my iphone playing an exorcism, that is the only thing that keeps sleep paralysis away.
Bless you!
Wow, that is just wow. I found that my sleep paralysis went away after I repented, but I have still found that when I make moves to grow closer to God there is spiritual warfare in my sleep (paranormal happenings) and I know I’m on the right track. I think the Lord knows how to use it for good as he does ALL evil things. Big hug! I will be praying for you, sweet sister ♥️
@@AnnaDysett Thank you! Blessings!! ❤🙏🏻
HI sweetie, go to a church where deliverance service is provided. God bless.
@@helenaduarte9546 thank you, I will, God bless you too!!
The same in reguards to the Polly! I ended up w my ex marriage’s Polly boyfriend I’m married to now! And he didn’t want to share❤
Gosh I can’t tell you how much this helps my heart at this juncture.
Polly messed my life and world up too. In retrospect I have so much time I had to spend repenting for and paying for those actions. My now husband wanted more for life and eventually I stopped protesting and went to church. It took a ton of time to finally accept Jesus because I thought I already knew him in my childhood.
Similar story of childhood as well. Slept in my moms bed for a long time out of extreme fear. We were Catholic and I thought I was doing what was right because I was already baptized. Turns out that’s not how it worked I guess.
Thank you for sharing this. The testimony really does show so many of us the miracles that have happened we would otherwise over look.
Also hard related to wanting to make sure I wasn’t brainwashed/loosing all my friends during divorce and vulnerability.
Wow! Thank you so much for sharing. I have been blown away by similar life experiences and how the Lord has led us all to come to know each other in this little corner of CZcams ♥️
Praise the Lord sister. Th8se that honour me I will honour says the Lord. Thank you for your faithfulness.
Thank you for listening 🥹♥️
To God be the glory
Amen! Praise Him 🙌🏻♥️
Thank you for sharing your experience and your life you are very brave, i had exactly what you explained many years ago when i was 18 years old i never knew what that was i couldn't speak saw my room my grandmother was in there with me sleeping in her bed a dark figure tried to gug me i yelled No! Don't touch me! It laughed, my grandma couldn't hear me though i was right there then it proceeded out my room and down the stairs then i yelled and i was out of the sleep paralysis after it left and my grandma woke up asking what happened. But I didn't know what that was and why all i knew it was around a time i had a lot going on wrong and a boyfriend i shouldn't have been with who later ended up sexually assaulting me. Since then The Lord God has delivered me ipen my eyes removed rebellion and the scales from my eyes strengthen my discernment with people and things not of Jesus Christ. Thank you for sharing peace and blessings to you 🙏🏼
Welcome to the home team sis🙏😇
Thank you so much! It’s always great to be home 🥹
Thank you so much for sharing your story. Though I never really experienced sleep paralysis, I used to have panic attacks for years and these were truly a taste of hell. Don’t wish this to anyone. Recently, by the grace of God, I found my way back to the Catholic Church, and now I am starting to gradually regain my state of grace. I also have been caught up in the new age bs but only now I see it for what it is. Praise Jesus, Who never forgets any one of us.
P.S. Your testimony made me also want to record my own. Will do that this week!
That’s amazing! If you publish it here on CZcams - come back and let me know. I’d love to watch it!
@@AnnaDysett I will! Thanks again for your beautiful testimony!
14?😮. The enemy of souls really tries to mess with us from a young age. Praise God for saving you 🙏
You are one brave woman, what a beautiful story. ❤
Thank you for watching ♥️
This is a very interesting story.
Amen!
Wow your testimony gives me hope that my cousin who is living that lifestyle can be saved also 🙏
Always Hope! Our God is bigger! 🙌🏻♥️
Please Ana not matter what kind of judgement or negativity or spirit of religion using people to try to condemn you don't ever let condemnation overtake you the grace of God is powerful and more than enough to save us and clean us, why im telling you this? There is Christians who are in bondage to religion and legalism our works is not enough to save us the grace of God and faith Jesus is, i love you and thank for sharing this may God bless you and keep you covered hallelujah 🙏🏽
Jesus will guide you your whole life and your family too, Jesus gives us the choice to follow him and believe in him, he already knew you were going to go back to him that's why he let you experience another "faith" because that made you even stronger as a Christian to go back to him.
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After I got saved I realized my past was a test that I failed badly. My purpose changed from living for me to living for god. I think we are here to help others and have faith in our life to guide us. God bless everyone
Praise God! That’s what our purpose should be!
You're a Goddess baby! Love you're testimony!
Amen
I say the rosary every night and keep it under my pillow ❤❤❤
Thank u for sharing and I learnt this new word polyamory... it's courageous for u to share... and same time, it's not easy going thru it.. this life is brutal. :(
Thank you so much for listening ♥️ I really try to live by Mathew 23:12
Whoever exalts himself will be humbled, and whoever humbles himself will be exalted
I’ve also had sleep paralysis. You can look up the science behind it to help understand what’s happening. I can definitely see it being spiritual warfare, but sometimes I think it is just a bodily function. For me it usually happens if I sleep at a weird time in the day or on a couch. I’m also not able to open my eyes which is terrifying lol. I just pray Jesus’ name until I come out of it and it’s not as scary knowing what’s happening.
I Praise God for bringing you home! And im praying for many others of my brothers and sisters to come home too.
Theres nothing else like home in Gods arms! ❤️
I also have sleep paralysis, not just wen i was little, but also now.
It was too much that i start researching if it could be something mental or physical, and i researched it and they would say it was hallucinations, that we needed to calm down and breathe, and that anxiety sometimes or stress is the cause of it,….. but…. In conclusion I understood why they talked about sleep paralysis in that way….. because those who dont know God or reject God have no room for God. So they cannot possibly believe in a spiritual realm where there is God and a devil.
I believe it and noone can prove me otherwise: its those ugly spirits of the devil who take advantage of opportunities as sleep paralysis.
And its so funny to hear you say “it was the dumbest thing They can do” 😂 because its true, the devil wanted to frighten us, and to our flesh it kind of does frighten, but like you said “i cant thank God enough for allowing that to happen” because what the decil wanted to use for our bad and our fall, was just another living proof that he Does exist! And if he exist, God exists, and if they both exist, then i believe in the bible and in Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour! Our loving Father who works EVERYTHING for our good!!! (To those who love Him)
Now when the sleep paralysis comes, it is never never a pleasant thing to experience, but im not afraid. And i dont spend time rebuking the devil, i dont have time for that, hes so annoying, and it just takes my time off of praising my God, i just put Him in Gods hands, and i continue my rest, LOL!
Thank you so much for sharing, it brings me joy to see my Sister and her family home again:) ❤️
These videos are interesting. I've had the opposite experience: I spent so much time in the Church trying to find spiritual healing through it, and it was actually through 12-step that I found my healing and realized the teachings of the Church had been getting in the way of me being able to overcome addictions (particularly I was a member of the Orthodox Church). I've left the Church when I noticed the incompatibility between Orthodox Christian teachings and the 12-step program and have since come to consider myself an Omnist - I see truth in all of the religions but I don't see any one religion that seems to have it all. The Daodejing was the most helpful spiritual text I think I've ever read, moreso than the Bible - taught me what true surrender actually is in language that was succinct and to the point, and it helped me also understand acceptance through non-dualism (seeing "bad" things as "good" in how they tend to promote positive change and transformation in us). The Churches, not just the Orthodox, on the other hand were very dualistic and were quick to shame and blame me, and I saw that this attitude was rooted in the Old Testament especially the Psalms but also in the stories of God striking down and destroying sinners etc. The OT God looks very nacissistic to me, and my personal opinion is Jesus came to correct that for the Jews but wasn't able to be fully successful because the Old Testament is still there with all of its judgementalism and violence. Christianity also teaches struggle and contention against "the enemy" instead of "letting go" and "acceptance" like 12-step and the Daodejing teach. In the end, I learned any sense of "I know" is of the ego, any label is also of the ego, "I am Christian" is an egoic statement, "I know Jesus is God" is an egoic statement. You have experiences and those experiencs impact you, and in my case, they lead to dissolution of my identity and dropping of all labels including "Orthodox Christian" and "religious" or "taoist" or "yogi" or whatever. "I am", anything beyond that statement is to put a label on yourself and thereby limit your potential, and it is not what you are. All religion is man-made and serves the institution that perpetuates the religion. Various religions are essentially each a finger pointing to God, but are not God Him/Her/Itself, most people find some religious framework that works for them and cling to it, and that's fine, but I can't unexperience what I experienced, God is not any particular religion, nor can He be hedged-in or defined by any theological or dogmatic system or framework. All religions try to hem-in God and try to at least declare what He isn't, some go so far as to even try to claim what He is, both approaches ultimately have their own issues. Only direct experience matters, and when you have it, unfortunately you cannot give it to someone else, and someone else's might be (and often is) different. People have an experience and then think they "know", and then they lock down and hedge themselves into what they think their experiences taught them instead of remaining open and allowing God to present Himself absolutely as He is without any expectations.
Back in Sept 2023 I was into the new age(tarot for example and was also sinning a lot) and was attacked by demons. I was really questioning and seeking something more as I was starting to realize none of the new age concepts, healing crystal's, sage, buddhist mantras, nothing was truly helping. Felt like I was a slave, running on a hamster wheel sadly. My heart broke, I cried out in silent prayer asking what was going on and then wham! Full on attacked after paranormal activity in my home. Have you ever had a super natural experience where you couldn't deny the existence of pure evil or being saved by faith when death is upon you? Check out more testimonies ! It's mind blowing and beautiful what others have been through. How they have found their way again after being lost. Thank you Jesus.❤
@@alb6754 Yes, I've had some of my own experiences. The Theotokos, Jesus, Lao Tzu, Lieh Tzu, Shiva, and Odin have all interacted with me. Lao Tzu and Lieh Tzu help me with surrender, Shiva helps me with non-attachment and acceptance, Jesus seems to come when I need compassion and forgiveness, The Virgin Mary/Theotokos seems to bring illumination and clairvoyance when I need it, Odin seems to come when I need to work on shadow work and self awareness. I just have not experienced Christianity as the only or highest religion. The Holy Spirit saved me out of the midst of demons, all the others have lead me into the process of true repentance and revealed to me that the culmination of repentance of every selfish act is non-attachment to any Earthly/material circumstances (including family) which frees one up absolutely to seek only Divine Love. However, the Christians often act and speak as if they have a monopoly on access to Divine Love, and this simply is not true. If I align with any Christian sect, it's most likely something like the Marcionite Gnostics who if I remember right equate YHWH to Satan and see Jesus as attempting to get the Jews away from this particular narcissistic Canaanite "God" (which I perceive to be more akin to a demon than a god or the God). They also do not take nacissistic black and white perspectives like "all the gods of the nations are demons" as many traditional Christians do - these perspectives shut down honest dialog which makes the interactions with people of other faiths one-sided and manipulative (listening only to figure out how to convince the other side you're correct instead of mutual exchange of experiences and wisdom which forms the foundation for a truly respectful dialog).
I believe so many Christians have these negative experiences with other religions, whether they start out Christian or not, because on some level they have been programmed by the wider culture, which in the West is rooted in trad. Christianity even when talking about secularism, they have been programmed to believe that all the other religions and spiritual systems are evil and Christianity, whatever you define that as, is the only valid one. The spiritual realm tends to give you what you expect or believe until you learn to look beyond belief with complete openness to receiving the Truth as It is, and that Truth cannot be contained by a dogma or religion or spiritual system, all of these things can only point to the Truth, they cannot be it or contain it.
I appreciate your feedback. You’re right. All religions do try to hem in God. However, Jesus is the only one who claimed to be God in the very flesh. He also made the bold statement that He is the ONLY way. If you believe in Jesus then you have to believe everything he said or else he’s a liar and not worth listening to or taking advice from at all. We can’t just “tap in to Jesus” for personality traits or characteristics we want to embody. I used to feel the same way as you until my encounter with demons. They were happy when I just saw Jesus as another stream leading to the same river so to speak. But once I realized He was God they were ready to hold me down and keep me there.
@@AnnaDysett I'm honored by your reply. Please don't mistake my directness and frankness for disrespect, I wish to give my raw and unfiltered perspective. I do respect your experiences and even your personal conclusions for yourself, especially since they are rooted in your own experiences.
These statements are things I used to believe. But today I realize it's all very nebulous. What is meant exactly by "Jesus is God Incarnate"? Which Scriptures are the ones I should be using? The Protestant ones (if so, which protestants, because some variation in the canon exists even among Protestants), the Catholic one, the Orthodox one, if the Orthodox one, which one? The Greek Canon, the Russian Canon, the Ethiopian Canon that includes Enoch? And then who's interpretation of the Scriptures should I be using? Maybe I should be using the Gnostic scriptures as well that contain additional texts like the Gospel of Thomas and the Gospel of Mary Magdalene?
At the end of the day, the only way a person can come to know anything is through direct experience and direct revelation. If we say we believe because of what another person told us, we're lying to ourselves. I may be choosing to trust what that other person says because of my relationship with them or because of a desperate desire for certainty and safety, but at the end of the day, I can only truly know according to my own direct experiences. The Scriptures cannot give me or anyone else that, they are not self evident truths, and the same goes for the oral passing-down of knowledge and traditions, and this very fact calls into question and scrutiny the methods of a supposedly all-powerful God to save humanity from immanent danger of eternal torment that basically amount to a game of telephone and he said - she said.
@@josiahb5229 I hear you! I did not think you were being disrespectful at all. I appreciate your deep thought and honest discussion. I think you’re right.. there is a lot of extra scriptures out there. Even then, they still do not discredit Jesus and it doesn’t change the fact that the historical documents are there and the witnesses are there. He appeared to over 500 people and the first ones were actually women. Do you think it was mass hysteria? Also during that time they would have never used women witnesses as part of their fabricated story if they wanted people to believe it. Also, consider all the people who died for this guy (Jesus). I think if it was all a hoax, after he was crucified everyone involved would’ve bounced - especially if he didn’t actually rise from the dead after. Powerful stuff in my opinion. Even if I hadn’t had my own personal experience.
I don’t know if this is sleep paralysis or not, but I would have very vivid dreams. I would be able to walk around my house but in my dream. I could see things going on in my house while I was sleeping. I wouldn’t feel rested after nights like that. Then it progressed. I would start seeing things while in those dreams. My great grandma but she would have this face that was so scary. Black little shadows crawling over walls. Then it progressed more. I would feel myself sinking. Like being pulled away. I could see my husband sleeping next to me and I would try to wake him up, but I would be in the dream state and couldn’t. I’d wake up before I was completely gone. It was terrible. For MONTHS I never felt rested. I was scared to sleep. As SOON as I got back into relationship with God, it stopped. I haven’t had that happen to me since then.
Re: Path of Least Resistance - "I don't have peace about this, it must not be God's will...." said no biblical, historical person ever who went through tonnes and tonnes of trials and testing and suffering, but kept on doing the hard thing, trusting in God's promises. Actually, correction: those people all had peace during those terribly difficult times and tasks because they surrendered EVERYTHING - all their desires, even their own lives, up to God. THAT brings true, real abiding peace in Christ.
You look like a saint.
Saints don’t cheat on their husbands and leave them for another man
Some people have a predetermined exit strategy for deliberate sin. That count as repentance? Like exiting after financial stability is attained with sin money? Or do u return d money at repentance?
Oo that is deep. I think true repentance is just that - true repentance. Everything before that is a wash, since the people we used to be are essentially dead and reborn with new eyes and hearts. So whatever was going on before stops because there is godly guilt associated with it (conviction) by the Holy Spirit.
Love your testimony. Please don’t mistake Christian wifehood for another form of codependency that may have been learned in the alcoholic/saint dynamic that your child’s heart learned. Hopefully your husband is trying just as hard as you are to be a good Christian husband. And if not a Christian, still a good husband.
- Be not DECEIVED, you're not born again if you walk in darkness. I.e willful sin.
- Titus 2-11-15
11 For the grace of God that bringeth salvation hath appeared to all men,
12 Teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly, in this present world;
13 Looking for that blessed hope, and the glorious appearing of the great God and our Saviour Jesus Christ;
14 Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works.
15 These things speak, and exhort, and rebuke with all authority. Let no man despise thee.
By this we know that we know him - 1 John 3:6-10
6 Whosoever abideth in him sinneth not: whosoever sinneth hath not seen him, neither known him.
7 Little children, let no man DECEIVE you: he that doeth righteousness is righteous, even as he is righteous.
8 He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning. For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil.
9 Whosoever is born of God doth not commit sin; for his seed remaineth in him: and he cannot sin, because he is born of God.
10 In this the children of God are manifest, and the children of the devil: whosoever doeth not righteousness is not of God, neither he that loveth not his brother.
This is what it means to LOVE --1 John 5 King James Version.
5 Whosoever believeth that Jesus is the Christ is born of God: and every one that loveth him that begat loveth him also that is begotten of him.
2 By this we know that we love the children of God, when we love God, and keep his commandments.
3 For this is the love of God, that we keep his commandments: and his commandments are not grievous.
4 For whatsoever is born of God overcometh the world: and this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith.
5 Who is he that overcometh the world, but he that believeth that Jesus is the Son of God?
Ephesians 5:2-11 kjv
2 And walk in love, as Christ also hath loved us, and hath given himself for us an offering and a sacrifice to God for a sweetsmelling savour.
3 But fornication, and all uncleanness, or covetousness, let it not be once named among you, as becometh saints;
4 Neither filthiness, nor foolish talking, nor jesting, which are not convenient: but rather giving of thanks.
5 For this ye know, that no whoremonger, nor unclean person, nor covetous man, who is an idolater, hath any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God.
6 Let no man deceive you with vain words: for because of these things cometh the wrath of God upon the children of disobedience.
7 Be not ye therefore partakers with them.
8 For ye were sometimes darkness, but now are ye light in the Lord: walk as children of light:
9 (For the fruit of the Spirit is in all goodness and righteousness and truth;)
10 Proving what is acceptable unto the Lord.
11 And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them.
- Peter 2:17-22
17 These are wells without water, clouds that are carried with a tempest; to whom the mist of darkness is reserved for ever.
18 For when they speak great swelling words of vanity, they allure through the lusts of the flesh, through much wantonness, those that were clean escaped from them who live in error.
19 While they promise them liberty, they themselves are the servants of corruption: for of whom a man is overcome, of the same is he brought in bondage.
20 For if after they have escaped the pollutions of the world through the knowledge of the Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, they are again entangled therein, and overcome, the latter end is worse with them than the beginning.
21 For it had been better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than, after they have known it, to turn from the holy commandment delivered unto them.
22 But it is happened unto them according to the true proverb, The dog is turned to his own vomit again; and the sow that was washed to her wallowing in the mire.
- John 3:16-21
16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
18 He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.
19 And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil.
20 For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved.
21 But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God.
- 2 Thessalonians 2:10-13 KJV
And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved.
11 And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie:
12 That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness.
13 But we are bound to give thanks alway to God for you, brethren beloved of the Lord, because God hath from the beginning chosen you to salvation through sanctification of the Spirit and belief of the truth .
- Woe, woe, woe to the inhabiters of the EARTH DO NOT take any so called disease vVaAxX/ mRNA /mark of the BEAST.
- For it is the Abomination of Desolation giving seat to the antichrist in the temple of God.
- Or do you not know DNA molecule is a CHERI right handed molecule.
- World Health Organization is that serpent whom was given power to make war with the saints.
And he opened his mouth in blasphemy against God, to blaspheme his name, and his tabernacle, and them that dwell in heaven.
BEWARE-------- Global Health and Peace Initiative treaty / Globle Digital Health Vaccine Certification ---------BEWARE
- IT HAS ALREADY BEGUN
- 1 Corinthians 3:17-18 King James Version (KJV)
17 If any man defile the temple of God, him shall God destroy; for the temple of God is holy, which temple ye are.
18 Let no man DECEIVE himself. If any man among you seemeth to be wise in this world, let him become a fool, that he may be wise.
19 For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God. For it is written, He taketh the wise in their own craftiness.
- 1 Thessalonians 5
3 For when they shall say, Peace and safety; then sudden destruction cometh upon them, as travail upon a woman with child; and they shall not escape.
- Can you be DECEIVED into taking the MARK of the beast ? = YES
- Revelation 19:20
20 And the beast was taken, and with him the false prophet that wrought miracles before him, with which he DECEIVED them that had received the mark of the beast, and them that worshipped his image. These both were cast alive into a lake of fire burning with brimstone.
- Matthew 24:15
When ye therefore shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, (whoso readeth, let him understand:)
- Revelation 13:14
- 14 And DECEIVETH them that dwell on the earth by the means of those miracles which he had power to do in the sight of the beast; saying to them that dwell on the earth, that they should make an image to the beast, which had the wound by a sword, and did live.
- Revelation 14:11
And the smoke of their torment ascendeth up for ever and ever: and they have no rest day nor night, who worship the beast and his image, and whosoever receiveth the mark of his name.
Where did you get that beautiful dress?! 😭😭🥰🥰
The brand is billabong and the name of it is the dreamer dress 😊
youre so pretty, ❤where do you get your dress.
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