Last Video - Rest in peace, Hayven

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  • čas přidán 25. 08. 2024
  • Hayven passed away on the 18th of Mars 2017, 26 years old.
    He was an inspiration to many and someone who cared immensely about his fans and community.
    Hayven had fought epithelioid sarcoma, a rare and severe form of cancer that usually affects teenagers and young adults.
    You will always be missed Hayven, and although you lost to cancer, you have forever won our hearts.
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    All earnings from Hayvens CZcams channel and Patreon will from now on be donated to cancer research.
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    Music used:
    Silent Partner - Yard Sale

Komentáře • 7K

  • @SytySatyryk
    @SytySatyryk Před 7 lety +1376

    Plz Blizzard give him a good NPC in WoW...

    • @TheBobbyLemon
      @TheBobbyLemon Před 7 lety +28

      This. Please, someone hear this.

    • @munk3g
      @munk3g Před 7 lety +2

      Ryder Like this so people see it I signed

    • @canigna
      @canigna Před 7 lety +11

      This one has more people: www.change.org/p/activision-blizzard-bring-hayven-into-wow

    • @TheBobbyLemon
      @TheBobbyLemon Před 7 lety +19

      they did make a robin williams one rrecently. also the panda who made it to lvl 90 without being alliance or horde. I think they will hear us out o nthis one

    • @Nagihiko12
      @Nagihiko12 Před 7 lety +4

      Even here you talk about your bullshit... Whatever. R.I.P. Hayven. May you find your peace.

  • @andoopolis
    @andoopolis Před 9 měsíci +196

    Hey Hayven, feels like it's been forever. Just writing this because a pretty exciting season is coming to classic wow, a lot of the unfinished stuff might be added! Know you would've enjoyed it and everyone would've enjoyed seeing you cover it all. It's still hard to write all this but thank you for all the hard work you did in everyone of your videos. Not a day goes by where I don't wish you were still here, you are dearly missed and nothing can replace that hole left in our hearts. You will always be remembered and loved Hayven.

  • @TaliesinEvitel
    @TaliesinEvitel Před 3 lety +1615

    Still miss you mate

    • @masonmcconnell9375
      @masonmcconnell9375 Před 3 lety +24

      was playing my pally made me think of hayven had to come say hello to him.

    • @ianfacerollsyou
      @ianfacerollsyou Před 3 lety +59

      I always clean up my sub box every once a while and every time I come across Hayven's channel I end up just watching this video. I don't play WoW anymore but man, Hayven's videos were(are) the best.

    • @fadeaway3716
      @fadeaway3716 Před 3 lety +3

    • @Glompf0815
      @Glompf0815 Před 3 lety +24

      We all do. I will never delete this sub.

    • @RomanFedVO
      @RomanFedVO Před 3 lety +7

      I'm sure he misses you too.

  • @Diskhate
    @Diskhate Před rokem +149

    They say there are two types of death. Once when you die, and then when people forget you.
    You're well remembered Hayven, rest in peace.

  • @Kasztanianiaczek
    @Kasztanianiaczek Před 7 lety +390

    Waiting for "how it really looks: Heaven"
    Rest in peace, friend. We miss you so much.

    • @Nah427
      @Nah427 Před 7 lety +21

      "Waiting for "how it really looks: Heaven"" I chuckled a bit, thanks ^^

    • @eyevou
      @eyevou Před 7 lety +6

      cryz8210 I did too. It's the video I want to see.... when I can. heh.

    • @afishynado6812
      @afishynado6812 Před 7 lety +9

      Will be looking out for his new channel... Heavyn Games.

    • @Artrysa
      @Artrysa Před 7 lety +4

      I bet that's in another instance too.

    • @maciekraczka832
      @maciekraczka832 Před 7 lety

      Kasztanianiaczek xD

  • @Baeumchenn
    @Baeumchenn Před 7 lety +2097

    i want a Petition to bring him into WoW

    • @molderon2213
      @molderon2213 Před 7 lety +10

      yeah !

    • @Avrelivs_Gold
      @Avrelivs_Gold Před 7 lety +38

      Yes he deserves at least that

    • @wes7706
      @wes7706 Před 7 lety +110

      he should be in some explorers league camp as ''Hayven "

    • @Whataboutlol
      @Whataboutlol Před 7 lety +8

      Myffi_ you are right,he deserve that so much

    • @Kureruu
      @Kureruu Před 7 lety +1

      ^

  • @Lionimia
    @Lionimia Před 2 lety +413

    Hey Hayven. It's been 5 years now, and still no one has been able to fill your shoes and make content like you did, entertaining us all with countless hours of WoW secrets & exploration / alpha / behind the scenes footage in such a way only you were able to do. The lore is in a rough patch, and I know you would have had a thing or two to say about that lol. Given the state of Shadowlands, I could only imagine how much cut content they had to do, it probably would rival Warlords of Draenor and I wish you were here to investigate and present us with all that sweet alpha footage.
    Anyways, the next expansion will be announced soon, but who knows if it'll even be out by this time next year. Hopefully next year I'll be able to come back and tell you how awesome it is!
    Till then, see you in the Dragon Isles my friend!

    • @rhun3879
      @rhun3879 Před 2 lety +7

      Yep, I think he is in Shadowlands or in better place, watching us all

    • @curtiswags3688
      @curtiswags3688 Před 2 lety +3

      @@rhun3879 i awlays come bk here, this music is my A to B

    • @gooselord9283
      @gooselord9283 Před 2 lety +7

      I wish he could be here to see dragonflight

    • @iamme4184
      @iamme4184 Před 2 lety +8

      ​@@rhun3879 nah man, he in the emerald dream, he cant fully die because his content still lives on and still gets enjoyed by thousands of people, he might not be here today but the legacy he has left in datamining will never go away, his life mightve been cut short but its not about the span of ones life but the quality of the life they choose to lead.

    • @kayleencovert1791
      @kayleencovert1791 Před rokem +4

      I feel this strongly. I always held onto Hayven as a source of entertainment and humor. Helped in dark times and the lonely times. I still think of our dear friend. After being diagnosed myself with rough disorders, going back still makes me warm. As I am sure others feel this way too. Thank you friends one and all.

  • @CristianGouget
    @CristianGouget Před 3 lety +475

    Warms my heart seeing so many people who still remember Hayven and leave messages for him here even after all this time. RIP.

    • @Jelcek28
      @Jelcek28 Před 3 lety +6

      I still watching.. years after years.. and still crying. I believe he´s now on good place.

    • @Yungshamgod
      @Yungshamgod Před 3 lety +7

      I cry every time I watch this. Couldn’t believe it in 2017 and still can’t.

    • @theFall3nOne1
      @theFall3nOne1 Před 3 lety +3

      Never forgotten

    • @iluminaticonfirmed34
      @iluminaticonfirmed34 Před 3 lety +3

      He will never be forgotten

    • @Allataria
      @Allataria Před 3 lety +3

      He brought such such wonder and fun to all of us, he deserves to be remembered.

  • @felixlenz539
    @felixlenz539 Před 7 lety +454

    I keep returning to this video for the sixth time now, reading through comments every single time.

    • @cait-eriona2631
      @cait-eriona2631 Před 7 lety +11

      Frostfall N7 Same.. I keep listening to the music and the ads to pay my respect while I rewatch all of his videos. I really miss him already by knowing that there won't ever be any more content on this channel. He was something special and nobodycan replace him and make it feel as special.

    • @andreasplougsbk9973
      @andreasplougsbk9973 Před 7 lety +9

      you are not the only one :(

    • @SpankyTJ
      @SpankyTJ Před 7 lety +6

      i've probably seen it the same amount of times

    • @letoatreides6086
      @letoatreides6086 Před 7 lety +11

      Each time I do I have tears coming.

    • @Khorzho
      @Khorzho Před 7 lety +9

      I've hit this video about that many times too. I've been watching his videos for quite some time, but you never expect to watch a CZcamsr's epitaph video, much less it being for a fellow WoW player too. But here it is. It's a somber experience. And a reminder to appreciate my time on this earth that much more.
      And the comments section serves as somewhat of a memorial to him as well. I had no idea that Hayven had touched so many people's lives. It's a confirmation of that cool calmness we got to hear in his voice. Through them, we got to learn that he lived how he sounded.
      But on that point... I find it hard watching his other videos now... knowing we'll never get to hear anything else from him again. And the song he used on his videos, 'Silent Partner - Yard Sale'... I always thought it invoked a spirit of a final farewell... but now it really does, and invokes some major sadness when I hear it.

  • @HyriiEU
    @HyriiEU Před 7 lety +2137

    Didn't expect losing someone you've never met would hurt this much. Rest well.

    • @Khallaria
      @Khallaria Před 7 lety +18

      HyriiEU It really did hurt

    • @wowSoulhammer
      @wowSoulhammer Před 7 lety +9

      I agree

    • @doof497
      @doof497 Před 7 lety +6

      I agree...

    • @jorndenessen2991
      @jorndenessen2991 Před 7 lety +40

      can't agree more, although i never personally knew him, it feels like losing a good friend.

    • @EJ_Red
      @EJ_Red Před 7 lety +35

      It hurts even more when I listen to the music track he used at the end of every video, I'm just so used to him talking before the track begins and now the track itself feels empty without him

  • @YaBoiRocc
    @YaBoiRocc Před 2 lety +78

    Sometimes i come back here and I just... cry. I let it all out. For a man I never knew, but who has impacted me so much still.
    It's just not fair lads..

    • @zielisawzielony9366
      @zielisawzielony9366 Před rokem +3

      Weird isnt it, I never talked with him save for some comment replys under his vids but I get all mushy when I remember him and cry like baby when I hear his theme. Why do I miss a guy I never met?

    • @ConnorNotyerbidness
      @ConnorNotyerbidness Před rokem +2

      ​@@zielisawzielony9366because he brought us joy
      And thats all it takes

    • @Gracefulwarrior2124
      @Gracefulwarrior2124 Před 11 měsíci +1

      I only found out about his passing 30 minutes ago from people paying respect on a random music video, but here I am actually crying. Perhaps it just reminds me of a similar situation with my family.
      But in all reality, he was a person who had a major injustice inflicted upon him, for which it cost his life, and there is no greater loss than the loss of a life😭

  • @DereineBrotmann
    @DereineBrotmann Před 4 lety +271

    On a random day, 1st of July 2020, midst the corona pandemic, CZcams decides to give me this as a recommendation, just to hit me in the feelings a little bit harder...
    Rest in the Light. I hope to see you in Bastion where you, a brave and strong soul, dedicated to your passion even in the darkest of personal times, belong!

    • @vandick862
      @vandick862 Před 4 lety +4

      Bastion would be so great place to memorialize Hayven. Who knows, maybe we'll really meet him there..

    • @Jelcek28
      @Jelcek28 Před 3 lety

      @@vandick862 We Will Believe and maybe.. hayven was good guy and true paladin.

    • @Tailstraw_xD
      @Tailstraw_xD Před 3 lety

      I still get Hayven vids in my recommendations, it breaks my heart again every time, but I watch them whenever they show up

  • @Greenaresy
    @Greenaresy Před 7 lety +293

    He should be buried at Light's Hope Chapel. My condolences.

    • @tychusenfieldlarsson206
      @tychusenfieldlarsson206 Před 7 lety +13

      Greenaresy
      Or be burnt on one of the Barrens' mountains..

    • @Manwendlil
      @Manwendlil Před 7 lety +5

      a paladin should be buried in Light´s Hope Chapel amongst the other great Heroes of yore

    • @Thyralon
      @Thyralon Před 7 lety

      Man he should even get a damn statue like Uther. On the graveyard behind the chapel.

  • @Februaries
    @Februaries Před 3 měsíci +10

    It has been 7 years since we lost hayven.

  • @Vuhdu
    @Vuhdu Před měsícem +6

    I keep stumbling across this channel every now and then and it's weirdly nostalgic. I used to play WoW and watch these videos all the time.
    RIP Hayven

  • @musicwatcher666
    @musicwatcher666 Před 7 lety +150

    Hayvens videos were about immortalizing what was lost - Blizzard should immortalize him one last time.

  • @SirOnionKnight
    @SirOnionKnight Před 7 lety +1428

    I had an idea to Immortalize Hayven. They should make him a member of the bronze dragonflight in the
    Caverns of Time, protecting and sharing the history with new travelers? (Reposting the idea in it's own comment so it doesn't get lost in the shuffle...)

    • @SirOnionKnight
      @SirOnionKnight Před 7 lety +14

      Thanks. I believe so as well. I really hope someone from blizzard sees this idea, be it from myself or someone else with the same idea.

    • @Letgoit2
      @Letgoit2 Před 7 lety +11

      he could possible be a bronze drake working wit hthe explorers leageu that be unique !^^

    • @adondriel
      @adondriel Před 7 lety +18

      He should be someone who fucks with shit, right? Like, he explores things no one else was "able" to explore... If he was anything I feel like he would be part of the explorer's league.

    • @sfarmerist
      @sfarmerist Před 7 lety +15

      naw man he should be in the Lore walkers in MOP he should have a daily in dallaran where you have to find him somewhere in azeroth and when you do he shares with you the lore of the area.

    • @loljustice31
      @loljustice31 Před 7 lety +13

      I will submit this idea to Bliz in their 'suggestion' tab (which can be accessed in-game from the 'help' menu). Maybe if enough of us asked for it there Bliz will recognize how remarkable and well-loved he was.

  • @thiago-g59
    @thiago-g59 Před 7 měsíci +6

    World feels emptier without you and we will forever miss you. I'm glad you left a legacy for those of us who didn't physically meet you but somehow felt a connection through your videos. Those will always carry the essence of the amazing person you were.

  • @Kakio
    @Kakio Před 7 lety +2469

    Ah man...
    Rest in peace Hayven, you will be dearly missed in the community, no doubt about that. My thoughts go out to your family and friends, who has to deal with the biggest loss in life...

    • @mookie4959
      @mookie4959 Před 7 lety +38

      damn Kakio, you always know what to say

    • @grummle7545
      @grummle7545 Před 7 lety +21

      Kakio :(

    • @hallec504
      @hallec504 Před 7 lety +18

      well said

    • @savanwok2999
      @savanwok2999 Před 7 lety +10

      Kakio you are really great and maybe you can make a vid on this well said well said

    • @dangarcia1617
      @dangarcia1617 Před 7 lety +2

      Trinity you are not alone in feeling this way... Gone but never forgotten.

  • @Doronsmovies
    @Doronsmovies Před 7 lety +1882

    Rest in peace, you will be missed.

    • @VeryOW
      @VeryOW Před 7 lety +13

      🙄💯💯

    • @kilo877
      @kilo877 Před 7 lety +10

      Your in a dead mens funeral,AND NOBODY USES EMOJIS IN HERE YOU SICK PERSON

    • @MrAgronaut
      @MrAgronaut Před 7 lety +2

      Connor Guion👙👙👙👙

    • @MrAgronaut
      @MrAgronaut Před 7 lety +1

      VangryGineer. 💀💀💀💀💀💀

    • @MrAgronaut
      @MrAgronaut Před 7 lety +1

      💩💩💩💩💩💩💩

  • @iarmandov2
    @iarmandov2 Před 7 měsíci +14

    Today, Hayven, your name came up in a conversation, and it immediately filled me with an urge to return to your channel. It’s always such a unique experience, bringing back the memory of someone special into the present moment. I had the pleasure of introducing my boyfriend to your work, allowing us both to immerse in your incredible talent as you guided us through Azeroth’s rich world once more.
    There’s a remarkable feeling about coming back to your channel. It’s like it’s still alive, a true testament to the enduring impact you’ve had. The community you built is still thriving, filled with people who deeply appreciate what you did. We all miss you. Your absence is felt, but your spirit and your contributions, especially to the world of Azeroth and its many secrets and splendors, continue to resonate with us.
    It feels as though you’re still here in a way, guiding and showing us Azeroth’s wonders. You left an indelible mark on this community, one that we’ll always remember.
    So even though your journey through Azeroth may have concluded, the path you carved remains brightly lit, a beacon for all who walk in the light, as you did. It’s in this space where countless adventurers from all walks of life come together, ensuring your story lives on. This is a lasting tribute to you, the paladin who showed us the beauty and depth of a world beyond our own.
    Until we meet again, perhaps at a summoning stone in some undiscovered land of Azeroth, we’ll keep your memory alive, a part of our shared journey through the world you loved so much.

  • @hweebs
    @hweebs Před 3 lety +57

    its been 4 years Hayven and im 26 now, i cant help but think of how you were the same age when we lost you. i still love your videos and rewatch them often! truly one of a kind. thank you

  • @Necrit
    @Necrit Před 7 lety +4429

    The light abandons no one

    • @ONDRACZELIKEABAWS
      @ONDRACZELIKEABAWS Před 7 lety +13

      Byl nejlepší hráč WoWka :/ RIP

    • @Troka-O.Boy07
      @Troka-O.Boy07 Před 7 lety +6

      fun se a league of legends lore guy come in here :)

    • @meowix318
      @meowix318 Před 7 lety +6

      I didn't know you were a fan of Hayven... He was a great guy, rest in peace, Hayven... :(

    • @MrNisse5
      @MrNisse5 Před 7 lety +64

      In the light, we are one.
      One day we will all join him in the sun.

    • @SocialStudies831
      @SocialStudies831 Před 7 lety +50

      In the LIGHT we are ONE.. RIP

  • @fredrikottosson475
    @fredrikottosson475 Před 7 lety +214

    this truly broke me. I had been waiting for a new video. But not like this. May you rest in peace Hayven. You will be missed.

    • @fredrikottosson475
      @fredrikottosson475 Před 7 lety +15

      Only 2 dags ago was i wondering what had happened, and i feared the worst. I did not know you, but it felt as if we were friends.

    • @Nah427
      @Nah427 Před 7 lety +1

      There seems to be some shadow-hidden comment. What did it say?

    • @fredrikottosson475
      @fredrikottosson475 Před 7 lety

      i've only answered myself once because i forgot to mention one thing, but it said ''Only 2 days ago was i wondering what had happened and i feared the worst. I did not know you (Hayven), but it felt as if we were friends.'' if this was not what you meant i do no tknow what then.

    • @Nah427
      @Nah427 Před 7 lety +1

      @Fredrik Ottosson
      No, I can see that, mate.
      If you close the replies to your initial comment, you can perhaps see my problem. It says one number, but when you extend it, there isn't as many comments. CZcams are hiding comments, but there's some kind of glitch that still registers their comment in the overall "how many have replied to this comment" message.

    • @fredrikottosson475
      @fredrikottosson475 Před 7 lety +1

      maybe, i don't know. but now you know what it said at least^^

  • @jedison2441
    @jedison2441 Před 3 lety +64

    I like stopping by here time to time to see all the new comments. He was a brave soul, and built an awesome community.

  • @fullheart2225
    @fullheart2225 Před 3 lety +77

    Hey man. I don’t play WoW anymore but I think about you from time to time. You brought a community together, one who still cares for you to this day. Even though you’re gone, you’ll never be forgotten to these people. Your light will always shine.

  • @user-kt5wk1kr4t
    @user-kt5wk1kr4t Před 7 lety +497

    In the Light - We are One.

  • @doodihealz7369
    @doodihealz7369 Před 7 lety +162

    "The light never abandons its champions." -A'dal. RIP Hayven

  • @BriahnAznable
    @BriahnAznable Před 9 měsíci +7

    Still remember the day this dropped. Broke my heart.
    2023 and I’m still watching your videos bud, thank you for making them.

  • @stickAran
    @stickAran Před 9 měsíci +7

    You have not been forgotten, champion of the light. Neither will your courage be.

  • @gabrielmezzano7680
    @gabrielmezzano7680 Před 7 lety +334

    I don't know how to speak english well, so sorry if I mistake.
    I met his youtube channel recently, but he became my favourite wow content creator because of his unique personality. I never knew he had cancer, so this shit just hitted me hard.
    Hell, he seemed like a nice guy as fuck, i liked a lot his videos because of that, and because he uploaded a really good content that had a hard effort background.
    I'm crying now because of this. Even if this sounds ridiculous, because I would be the last person he could meet,I consider him a friend. I watched his videos when I was sad, when I had nothing to do, and his positive voice comforted me.
    Rest in peace Hayven, rest in peace Fred.
    Great person, great youtuber.

    • @lucaswm2
      @lucaswm2 Před 7 lety +5

      You're not the only one who had considered him a friend. Like Frostadamus said, his care for the community was huge, and all his subscribers were friends to him. Wherever he is now, he must be very happy to see how many people loved him.

    • @evillourd3230
      @evillourd3230 Před 7 lety +11

      The language border doesn't separate us, we all mourn whether we are Russian or Japanese. But you did fine

    • @semiautothanoscar9612
      @semiautothanoscar9612 Před 7 lety +3

      as long you cared about hayven he will be happy

  • @Nobbel87
    @Nobbel87 Před 7 lety +3483

    What?!!! No way man, you put up such a massive fight. Condolences to all ...rest in peace.

    • @blaircox5628
      @blaircox5628 Před 7 lety +47

      Nobbel87 He was a legend :,(

    • @peterkonvicka
      @peterkonvicka Před 7 lety +52

      /cry
      /salute

    • @x1xruex1x
      @x1xruex1x Před 7 lety +50

      He was a perfect combo with Nobbel87. Both video types complimented one another the way one would want.

    • @0BeMine0
      @0BeMine0 Před 7 lety +39

      Nobbel87 as a fellow lore fanatic this upsets me too. Hayven showed alot of what many of us never could see in game and really showed the community what the lores true purpose is in any story, which is to speculate and continue that story with our own imaginations using what was previously given. I was afraid when I hadn't seen a video all month that he may have taken a turn for the worst. RIP hayven. nobbel I could only dream that you'd do a tribute video to him.

    • @dradonballzkai123
      @dradonballzkai123 Před 7 lety +13

      would have loved a collaboration, but rest in peace Hayven Games

  • @Chevahan
    @Chevahan Před 2 lety +31

    It's odd, you passed around the same time I became cancer free. After going through my own treatment plans and figuring out what my options were month after month, I found your videos and became attached through the fact that we had cancer in common and that made me feel comfy and safe. Towards the end though, as I started seeing the cancer videos pop up more and more and that my treatment was looking more optimistic, I knew it couldn't be good news since more updates means that plans have to be changed because something isn't working. Then that fucking video where you told us you were changing you treatment plan again...you posted 3 videos after and every fucking day I waited for a 4th video, I fucking prayed and wished I would see another video from you...and then I did...this one. About 2 months after you passed I had my surgeries and effectively became cancer free. Until now I have refused to watch this knowing it wouldn't be you and I would not hear the familiar sound of your voice that came from someone I related to, and that it would fucking hurt...but I kind of already am. More hurt than I can handle right now and I think that's why I am here. I was hopeful back then, because of my situation, that things would get better for you man. It still makes me feel like shit that I survived and the cancer didn't re-emerge (fingers crossed it stays that way). But it is a very sobering feeling knowing I lived through something you have, and that millions more will die from, and I feel guilty about it...every fucking day. It really is depressing knowing it was god damn CHANCE left to nothing but fucking fate that I lived and had an operable form of cancer with a very low probability of coming back and you did not. I'm just sorry man, I'm sorry I'm here and you had to go through everything you did and fought hard until the end, you remained a productive member of society and kept going. JUST TO LOSE THE FIGHT, and if I could change it and give myself to rid the world of that fucking disease I would. You would have done something with your life and been here to inspire people. You were someone, YOU STILL ARE. I can't do anything with the life I was gifted, it just isn't isn't in the cards for me to be someone like who you were going to be, who can influence 1000's of people's lives in a positive way like I wish I could, just to be here for the 1000's that looked up to you. I don't know what I expected to gain from this, this is pretty much just a rant to blow off steam and to apologize to someone for something I didn't do, to someone who may never even get the message. But just please know that even with the life I have and everything else that happened after the cancer until now, I still look up to you and even though you didn't know me, I felt like somehow I knew you. I felt some weird link that made me see you as a friend and that and even though you died after your long battle, you fought until your last breath and you never gave up, and that makes YOU VICTORIOUS in my eyes. I come back to your vids but have always avoided watching this one because I knew I would fucking cry bro and I have been since about 2 sentences in. Rest in Peace, your channel is still alive to a lot of people. I still show people this stuff all the time, because it's all so awesome.
    Thank you for being you and for fighting as hard as you did to stay alive, and still give us content.
    Thank you to anyone else who knows what it feels like to have life kick you so hard that you almost didn't come back, thank you for being here, I'm happy you can read this and I'm proud of everything you've done to get here, all of your success and failures. Please continue to be strong

    • @Ryoushi_Akanagi
      @Ryoushi_Akanagi Před 2 lety +7

      Hey - I read your comment and just wanted to say that it makes me feel sad to think that you had such a stroke of luck to survive cancer, yet still ended up feeling guilty and unhappy. It's not your fault that you didn't die, that you got to live, that Hayven died, and that you are unproductive right now.
      You seem like a good person. You don't need to be "succesful" or "productive".
      There is no justice to all of this. It's not that you got to live and therefor Hayven had to die, it really comes down to luck.
      Plus, you don't know what you are capable of. You probably have a cool story to tell and a unique perspective on life due to your experiences that others don't. I know the guilt of "Some 4 year olds full of dreams and future die, yet here I am wasting my twenties", but that's not a healthy way to go through life.
      Stay strong, and don't beat yourself up over something you had 0 control over. You're alive now, and you can do whatever you wish to do! You don't need to become a rolemodel or influencer. Being a good person is already massive in my eyes!

    • @gerbenkoelewijn6374
      @gerbenkoelewijn6374 Před rokem +6

      Hey, I uuhhh.. come back here from time to time and I just read your comment.
      I just wanted to say, mad respect. Not alot of people have the guts to post on the internet what you did. Most decide it is better to suffer in silence, rather than subject themselves to potential bullying or harasment. In my book, that is already a victory for you.
      Secondly: dont be too hard on yourself. It was a cruel twist of fate, not you, who caused this. I read through it all, and was teary-eyed through your entire story. I normally dont cry that quickly, so I can only tell you to forgive yourself. Cause I know for sure that Hayven would. He would've wanted you to live for him, make his memory worth something. Cling to every little moment of life you can, to the fullest and never let go. You earned it by being a survivor. And you owe it to him to forgive yourself.
      Again, I salute you for your courage and have nothing but respect for you. I did not live through such a horrible situation. So I might not be able to ever fully relate. But if you ever need a listening ear.

  • @captaincintel6203
    @captaincintel6203 Před 9 měsíci +8

    Hey hayven, just wanna tell that I finished college. I loved watching your video's while studying. Miss you.

  • @HeelvsBabyface
    @HeelvsBabyface Před 7 lety +1500

    Love you Fred, will miss you my friend. Rest well xxxx

    • @cristiangrk1109
      @cristiangrk1109 Před 7 lety +12

      HeelvsBabyface i just seen ur vid and i seen that he was close to you sorry,in the front when he well be buried needs to be doctors to show how good they are at theyr work i am not perfect at eng to say more but i am crying becuse he was my fav.

    • @karthok
      @karthok Před 7 lety +13

      I saw your video man. I'm so sorry. I hope you get on well after this.

    • @TheBobbyLemon
      @TheBobbyLemon Před 7 lety +11

      You made me cry sir. I'm sorry you're going through these emotions. You did a good thing today by making that video. Thank you.

    • @riverelmasgrande9839
      @riverelmasgrande9839 Před 7 lety +4

      your channel is shit gtfo

    • @karthok
      @karthok Před 7 lety +27

      Whether you like his channel or not is irrelevant. The man in grieving. Have some respect for the dead.

  • @lauritsb3594
    @lauritsb3594 Před 7 lety +231

    I'm legit crying..
    Rest in peace Hayven.
    Forever remembered ❤

  • @Tailstraw_xD
    @Tailstraw_xD Před 3 lety +19

    I like to think you're already adventuring in the shadowlands, you beat us there.

  • @Despair1487
    @Despair1487 Před rokem +7

    Over 5 years later and youtube still recommends this to me sometimes to get a cry

    • @hoschiyoshi
      @hoschiyoshi Před rokem +1

      Same here :(

    • @björkmou5e
      @björkmou5e Před 8 měsíci

      Yeah it freaks me out too. Says Hayven posted 5 min ago, even though I know he's long gone. My husband passed 4 years ago and I still search crowds for his face, it's the same thing. But I click on the video anyway, even if I've seen it before and hearing Christer's voice makes me happy again.

  • @TaliesinEvitel
    @TaliesinEvitel Před 7 lety +1497

    You brave, wonderful, kind man. Thank you for everything you gave us. We will miss you, brother xxxx

    • @akaCaptainTang
      @akaCaptainTang Před 7 lety +19

      Taliesin & Evitel Do Games you guys have so much class. It's refreshing to see the support from fellow CZcamsrs happy to say I'm subbed to your channel as I am Hayven. RIP Hayven Games. I couldn't believe it when my friend texted me the news.

    • @paulroy2954
      @paulroy2954 Před 7 lety +16

      Your memory is my keepsake,
      with which we'll never part.
      The Light has you in it's keeping,
      I have you in my heart.
      Make sure you take every chance you can to tell those you love, that you love them my gamer brothers and sisters. Show honor to each other and fight hard when it's right, Hayven did. He tried make life better for everyone he touched, let's do the same. This is our life and our time. We best not waste a single second. RIP brother

    • @McDouche77
      @McDouche77 Před 3 lety

      You guys carry the torch...

  • @archdruidbookwalter951
    @archdruidbookwalter951 Před 4 lety +727

    My idea for a tribute to him:
    A ghostly mirage of a paladin in Tier 2 armor, meditating atop a cliff in Bastion. Getting too close causes him to vanish, so he can only be viewed from a distance. The name: Hayven the Remembered.

    • @lordmazdamundi2847
      @lordmazdamundi2847 Před 4 lety +120

      Or we could talk to him and he would ask us if we took the time to discover Azeroth before coming here and then he told us that he would like to show us so much.

    • @vengefulretreat5935
      @vengefulretreat5935 Před 4 lety +47

      ​@@lordmazdamundi2847 You guys both made me cry... I can't believe it's been 3 years already. RIP

    • @lordmazdamundi2847
      @lordmazdamundi2847 Před 4 lety +25

      @@vengefulretreat5935 He's in a better place now, but what if paradise was created out of things and people we love?
      Perhaps Hayven is still exploring new lands, telling their stories and legends to those who want to hear it.

    • @Jakesterveron
      @Jakesterveron Před 4 lety +10

      Archdruid Bookwalter I support it

    • @Sanxioned1
      @Sanxioned1 Před 3 lety +4

      This is a good idea.

  • @TheDarkhunter16
    @TheDarkhunter16 Před 4 lety +55

    Hey Hayven! Stopping by to tell you how great shadowlands is looking! Can't wait to continue to keep playing paladin because of you. Miss you, you're always in my mind when im rocking my judgement transmog. Seya later!

  • @reevarini
    @reevarini Před 7 měsíci +6

    God bless, I remember you after all these years.

  • @Adirtan
    @Adirtan Před 7 lety +5974

    we should ask blizzard to add his NPC into game. like if you agree!
    R.I.P man!

    • @Adirtan
      @Adirtan Před 7 lety +53

      edit: www.change.org/p/activision-blizzard-bring-hayven-into-wow
      here is petition

    • @shadowdog216
      @shadowdog216 Před 7 lety +40

      Create a pet or a toy that turns u into him after you explored every zone in the world.

    • @tiriiosh8795
      @tiriiosh8795 Před 7 lety +3

      right

    • @mosh845
      @mosh845 Před 7 lety +6

      yeah, like what they did to Michael Mamaril, in BL2

    • @Arleneim
      @Arleneim Před 7 lety +5

      great idea, maybe a guide npc in his honor and for his fans to visit

  • @prinny7963
    @prinny7963 Před 7 lety +445

    The outro music as final music, sadly so fitting. Rest in peace Hayven

    • @vindikaktus
      @vindikaktus Před 7 lety +10

      My feelings exactly. Been going through alot of his old videos and the melancholic tone of this song was missed on me, until now. Rest in peace friend.

    • @takkiemon
      @takkiemon Před 7 lety +5

      Thomas Mitchell it's in the video description

    • @TheramoreIsTheBomb-neverforget
      @TheramoreIsTheBomb-neverforget Před 7 lety +7

      I'm nearly in tears right now. I can't believe he's gone.

    • @nathanbatts9536
      @nathanbatts9536 Před 7 lety +6

      I knew it sounded familiar.

    • @Jimmykreedz
      @Jimmykreedz Před 7 lety +4

      Description has the song dude

  • @adri84
    @adri84 Před rokem +17

    I periodically come back under this video to cry. It's strange how a seemingly unknown guy on youtube left such a big mark in my head. Rest in peace, always.

  • @stevenschieferecke7078
    @stevenschieferecke7078 Před rokem +5

    Cant believe its been over 6 year. You may be gone but you sre not forgotten.

  • @laszloszucs6345
    @laszloszucs6345 Před 5 měsíci +5

    You are missed my brother. Rest in peace with the other legends.

  • @keeganoneill4
    @keeganoneill4 Před 7 lety +67

    No one feels he deserves it... its grace, pure and simple... but the Light loves us anyway
    -Uther the Lightbringer
    Good bye Hayven, May the Light be with you.

  • @popperama6478
    @popperama6478 Před 7 lety +203

    The light doesn't abandon its champions

    • @SirBuljo
      @SirBuljo Před 7 lety +19

      Oh man that quest... is exactly what i wish upon Hayven.

    • @dico3557
      @dico3557 Před 7 lety

      Teared up reading that.

  • @Eth3rDrift
    @Eth3rDrift Před 11 měsíci +5

    I hope this never stops randomly appearing in my feed.
    Never forgotten o7

  • @wvr_Helmsman
    @wvr_Helmsman Před 3 lety +18

    TBC Classic was just announced! You would've loved it, man. We won't forget you.

  • @nataliebrown3273
    @nataliebrown3273 Před 7 lety +148

    "Never let fear prevail... even at the very gates of hell." Rest well brother, may you forever be remembered for the joys you brought to other's lives.

    • @SirBuljo
      @SirBuljo Před 7 lety +1

      Awh man he never got to see that now i am sad. Q.Q Last time he was on was the 13th of march.

  • @jarnotolonen
    @jarnotolonen Před 7 lety +126

    The light does not abandon it's champions. -A'dal

    • @mrraisbeck
      @mrraisbeck Před 7 lety +14

      Dude, don't make me cry, Damn.

  • @MS-hw3xt
    @MS-hw3xt Před 5 měsíci +7

    Coming back once in a while, godspeed.

  • @PSXman9
    @PSXman9 Před 2 měsíci +4

    i am still coming back to this channel and watch his videos sometimes.
    we still miss you.

  • @ABrandonToThePast
    @ABrandonToThePast Před 7 lety +364

    RIP You will be missed.

    • @IrishDroid
      @IrishDroid Před 7 lety +6

      lol, didn't know you played/watched WoW. Love your videos, and am glad you came back :D
      Yes though, may he rest in piece.

    • @elliespencer5607
      @elliespencer5607 Před 7 lety

      Glad he's gone Rawr XD

    • @madafakaboss4219
      @madafakaboss4219 Před 7 lety +5

      Ellie Spencer i hope theres a special place in hell

    • @IrishDroid
      @IrishDroid Před 7 lety +1

      Ellie Spencer how about you go tell that to the person you just tried to troll and Hayven's parents', bet you would get your ass kicked for saying that. I bet you wouldnt tell that to a person in real life overall.

    • @matiaq2629
      @matiaq2629 Před 7 lety +4

      Ellie Spencer Whoooa, you're so fuckin cool and edgy, you really did TROL LE NERDZ XDDDDDF

  • @SkurtavusGrodolfus
    @SkurtavusGrodolfus Před 5 lety +2286

    Hey there Hayven, just came back to check in on you.
    I got into the stress-test for Classic WoW.
    It was alot of fun, people are excited, you would have loved it.
    We miss you.

    • @donmecayustasi
      @donmecayustasi Před 5 lety +69

      He would like classic so much. We miss Hayven...

    • @matthewjackman8410
      @matthewjackman8410 Před 5 lety +49

      I am not religious but I hope dearly that he can see how excited and happy people are (new and old) to experience classic WoW again

    • @salamand0r279
      @salamand0r279 Před 5 lety +29

      We should keep a reminder of this amazing dude in our bags during classic.

    • @Deliciadase
      @Deliciadase Před 5 lety +38

      this comment broke my heart.

    • @Sugho2023
      @Sugho2023 Před 5 lety +13

      That was awesome, dude. Like you visited his resting place and talked to him like we do with family and friends at the graveyard.

  • @BeastnBrushes
    @BeastnBrushes Před rokem +8

    He took his rightful place amongst the legends of our time...

  • @Sapphos92
    @Sapphos92 Před 3 měsíci +4

    Ah Hayven. I think you would have loved where the game is now. Thinking of you.

  • @marianarochax23
    @marianarochax23 Před 7 lety +1379

    With patch 7.3 coming out next week I felt the need to come here again. Hayven wanted to see Argus so much and he never got the chance to enjoy this patch. You're dearly missed and always will be, brilliant content creator.

    • @illeshurkecz5204
      @illeshurkecz5204 Před 6 lety

      :)

    • @voiavictor
      @voiavictor Před 6 lety +38

      Interesting, this beautiful outro music slowly changed over the years from being super light hearted to having sad connotations.
      When he first anounced that he had this disease, I'd put the mobile down, and listened to this outro song in disbelief. And instead of the normal playfulnes of it, I've gotten sad feelings.

    • @nikolaprcic9558
      @nikolaprcic9558 Před 6 lety +15

      I'm here after 7 months.. Chilling at work. Winter came everything is white outside. And I remember his chanel. So sad :/

    • @abrahimcamplazlo
      @abrahimcamplazlo Před 6 lety +2

      so do I.
      I didn't know Heavengames unless after I knew his death with sarcoma.
      May his soul rest in peace.

    • @rolerparty
      @rolerparty Před 6 lety +24

      Mariana
      When i first saw the first patch and how we were going to Argus i was excited, but my excitement got tainted in sadness remembering how Hayven wanted to see this long forgotten Draenei land.
      Everyday i do my dailies i truly stop to look around me and appreciate the game a bit more.
      As i know one Tier 2 Paladin is watching, enjoying every second of it

  • @brzica10
    @brzica10 Před 7 lety +75

    For all the quests and legendary items that we've lost to time, none as heartbreaking as losing you Hayven. RIP buddy.

  • @stebor2997
    @stebor2997 Před 7 měsíci +8

    2024 we still miss and love you Brother

  • @cherrywaveess
    @cherrywaveess Před 3 lety +34

    I still come back to Hayven's channel, cuz he was such a good person, with many interesting videos.. RIP Hayven..

  • @user-hx3yg9mh1i
    @user-hx3yg9mh1i Před 7 lety +103

    Rest in Peace - I hope you find a better life somewhere

  • @HunterNexos
    @HunterNexos Před 7 lety +407

    Holy shit.... I was not prepared for that kind of information. I might not be the number 1 fan of Hayven but I always spoke of him on my videos or stream as a guy who is soo passionate about what he is doing and always recomended to go watch his channel. I always liked somehing about his person, the chill and all...
    Its hard to even imagine that preson behind all videos, person behind the monitor, person is just gone... That was a sad day. Hope to see you in place you went Hayven. Rest in peace.

  • @MALITH666
    @MALITH666 Před 6 měsíci +8

    Man. Hayven would have been so happy to see Classic Plus.

  • @MathiasErfurt
    @MathiasErfurt Před rokem +10

    Hey Hayven!, you wouldn't believe this, but we FINALLY found a way back to GM island in Wrath of The Lich king classic, the entire Exploration Community had gathered up today, and raided the island, and had fun for a few hours, was really nice

  • @permeus2nd
    @permeus2nd Před 7 lety +123

    To whoever uploaded this video thank you for letting us know, you have my deepest sympathies.

  • @maidhcdemoinbhiol6017
    @maidhcdemoinbhiol6017 Před 7 lety +398

    The best Roleplayer we ever met. The best Guildmaster we ever had. The best Dungoen master any of us could possibly have asked for. You fought cancer, you kept on working, you were that guy who held an IRL social life and still managed to do tonnes on the game. You did write ups for all of our storylines and you never stopped. And yet, you were still doing youtube, right up until the very end. You just would not stop. It's inspirational. It was an honour to know you and to call you my friend. Thank you for everything, man. We'll never forget our House Lord. Up with the Reds and Golds and glory to the Phoenix!

    • @Restitutor-Orbis
      @Restitutor-Orbis Před 7 lety +1

      He seemed like a good man. what server did you all play on?

    • @maidhcdemoinbhiol6017
      @maidhcdemoinbhiol6017 Před 7 lety

      Defias Brotherhood, at the time. He gave up the guild lead a few months ago because of his battle.

    • @Diego-oq5ew
      @Diego-oq5ew Před 7 lety

      May the crimson flame guide him to eternal salvation in the light, I believe he should have a funeral in light's hope, to immortalize him in wow I believe that is what he would want most of all

    • @danforbes4513
      @danforbes4513 Před 6 lety

      shit Defias Brotherhood: i would of seen him about then back when i was ally as i have played on that server from the start of wow i swapped to horde in cata as to go full pvp did he play before cata? if not i would of prob fight vs him in pvp if he did pvp that is.

    • @danforbes4513
      @danforbes4513 Před 6 lety

      i have been in most the top ally guilds on the server but for rev but know lot of the lads in rev some of rev used to play there alts with us

  • @tuckerlazzaratto9392
    @tuckerlazzaratto9392 Před 6 měsíci +6

    Came back to WoW after a couple years break, I missed wow.
    thinking of you man

  • @aaronmccann7189
    @aaronmccann7189 Před rokem +10

    still being rememebered to this day, i find myself coming back here every few months to rewatch some of your videos, keeping your memory alive mate!

  • @ThrapsGaming
    @ThrapsGaming Před 7 lety +140

    First and foremost my thoughts are with Hayven's immediate family and friends.
    Secondly my thoughts are with us the Hayven's community.
    Hayven was one of the greats of Warcraft content creators. I am deeply saddened by the news of his loss that we will not get anymore great content he created, but at least his memory will live on through his videos on here. The sadness I feel can be nothing compared to his families grief and I wish them well and my again my thoughts through this difficult time.
    Hayven's life should be celebrated at what he achieved even with such a rare illness. A credit that should be said anything is possible if your passionate enough.
    RiP Hayven you will be forever missed but never forgotten.

    • @godlygamer911
      @godlygamer911 Před 7 lety

      BUT ONLY HIS IMMEDIATE FAMILY!!! Not the other ones!

  • @Savixirl
    @Savixirl Před 7 lety +199

    wow this breaks my heart :,c may you Rest in peace

    • @Sh1nGaming
      @Sh1nGaming Před 7 lety

      It breaks a lot of hearts. R.i.p Hayven.

  • @boofwoof
    @boofwoof Před 2 lety +48

    I still get sad whenever I see your channel pop up on my subscription list. WoW isn't the same without your content, and I often think about what videos you might have made with each expansion that's dropped since you passed. Miss you, Hayven.

    • @BigDrewski1000
      @BigDrewski1000 Před 2 lety +1

      Sadly, with the state of retail being what it is, I think he would've quit like MadSeasonShow did.

  • @Princnemprah-mr6uk
    @Princnemprah-mr6uk Před rokem +10

    Rest in Peace Hayven, you were gone too soon. And the world could really use more creators and people like you in this dark time. Miss you man. Even though I didn't watch you that much when you were still here you were an amazing content creator and I hope you've found peace.

  • @seththoms1328
    @seththoms1328 Před 7 lety +78

    In the light, we are one.

  • @DinaPlays
    @DinaPlays Před 7 lety +233

    You were such an inspiration to me. You beautiful human being. Thanks for everything, and rest in peace

  • @MrGrilledcheeseits
    @MrGrilledcheeseits Před 3 lety +16

    Almost 4 years now, still stop in to see my favorite CZcams content creators memorial and wait for that ding that will never come...

  • @Aiikaz
    @Aiikaz Před rokem +8

    Still remembering this guy often

  • @Schsean93
    @Schsean93 Před 7 lety +94

    Woah... I just got back into World of Warcraft recently and was watching some of these videos and was wondering what upload could be next!
    ...stumbled across this at 3am Australian time and my stomach dropped...I had to write some kind of comment and say something, even if nobody ever acknowledges or reads this I feel out of respect for a dedicated entertainer and genuine man that I should leave my peace. Thank you for all the late-night CZcams binge sessions and for sharing my passion of secrets and exploration. My absolute condolences to your friends and family and may you rest in peace Hayven.

  • @SoupaSoka
    @SoupaSoka Před 7 lety +148

    He was one of the reasons I started to really explore legacy WoW and content creation in general. If I am ever 10% of the creator he was, I'd be ecstatic. RIP, and my condolences to his loved ones. Also, I sincerely thank whoever posted this video to let us know about his passing.

    • @Smawikka
      @Smawikka Před 7 lety +2

      SoupaSoka He was my inspiration to find out more about wow also. He gave me that passion for eternity

    • @monkpawfire
      @monkpawfire Před 7 lety +4

      you too? :'(

    • @Korelock990
      @Korelock990 Před 7 lety +2

      He was my favorite youtuber. and with out him i don't know what other wow youtuber i could watch with similar videos . :( r.i.p

  • @its.all.bricks
    @its.all.bricks Před rokem +18

    Just want you to know, you are not forgotten ♥️♥️

  • @megaduckk2912
    @megaduckk2912 Před rokem +14

    everyone in the comments, i hope you're all living lives you love. i had just gotten back into wow just a few months before this video, and had been watching hayven for just a little bit, but the impact he's had and the ripple of his loss is... so much. i still come back often to look and reminisce.
    rest well, hayven

  • @mrs.alienrope5778
    @mrs.alienrope5778 Před 7 lety +220

    Someone with his 4 books he made about his favorite places in wow, should share it with us. Perhaps the game designers could pick a place or even a few places where we can see hayven games at his favorite spots in wow with him talking about the details. They could make it a quest to get us to explore the other and older parts of wow and appreciate the details of the places in game. it could have his character telling us a description of the places too while we visit them. i feel like this would be a gratifying tribute for him.

    • @leroylol
      @leroylol Před 7 lety +11

      I would love that so much.

    • @catboy57392
      @catboy57392 Před 7 lety +6

      I'd start playing WoW again just for that.

    • @usotutu
      @usotutu Před 7 lety +1

      that's actually the best posible tribute, imo.

    • @raver377
      @raver377 Před 7 lety +2

      no i wouldnt appreciate a quest... ppl would rush through it and wouldnt even read the quest text just an unrelated npc with nice dialogue would be better in my eyes because so the fans can get to see him once in a while without idiots rushing through the quest to get some what ever it is

    • @usotutu
      @usotutu Před 7 lety +3

      You can do both, that's the idea, for me at least. Set up the npc with the dialogue and then he offers you some quest and shows you the place, Dalaran for example, or something like that. Then you can maybe make him move between places, exploring and shit.
      I hope they do something at least.

  • @spooglet3279
    @spooglet3279 Před 6 lety +503

    You’re past 70k now, Hayven. We’ll bring you to 100k someday.
    They announced legacy servers too. I think you would’ve loved them. We miss you down here.
    “Put your faith in the Light, and all is possible.”

    • @lokiaston9770
      @lokiaston9770 Před 6 lety +4

      I think I know what that quote is, "Put your faith in the Light, and all is possible." is, it's trion!

    • @hadcat1183
      @hadcat1183 Před 5 lety

      :(

    • @pringles_mcgee
      @pringles_mcgee Před 5 lety +1

      72k at the time of writing this

    • @zyon2901
      @zyon2901 Před 5 lety

      Fr3k3 3 more months and it’s 73k. Forget T-Series this is what we need

    • @dusky6484
      @dusky6484 Před 5 lety

      you actually made me cry omfg

  • @HEEHEEBOII
    @HEEHEEBOII Před rokem +10

    Never forgotten, may you rest in peace.

  • @ktrsh
    @ktrsh Před 9 měsíci +6

    Hayven I still think about you. Friend.

  • @LeprosuGnome
    @LeprosuGnome Před 5 lety +1065

    It's sad to know that Blizzard didnt immortalize him in the game... He was so important to the community and fun to watch...

    • @kirklazarus1426
      @kirklazarus1426 Před 4 lety +68

      Sadly Blizzard only cares about money now. Hopefully when the top people are gone they will add a NPC of Hayven in the game. Im sure he would have loved classic WoW :(

    • @erikthered4929
      @erikthered4929 Před 4 lety +26

      @@kirklazarus1426 Do you have any idea when the last tribute NPC was added? It used to be a relatively common thing for Blizzard to do; I've been out of the loop since Cataclysm hit.

    • @ConnorNotyerbidness
      @ConnorNotyerbidness Před 4 lety +44

      @@erikthered4929 the last one was added towards the end of legion/start of BFA. Look for the interactable grave in stormwind cemetary.
      Blizzard still cares and still does this sort of thing. Sadly they havent done it for Hayven yet.

    • @MegumiCiBear
      @MegumiCiBear Před 4 lety +4

      Connor notyerbidness also I’m pretty sure they have something like that in overwatch for someone that died in one of the maps. It’s like a spacesuit with a flower crown and it has the persons name I think.

    • @archdruidbookwalter951
      @archdruidbookwalter951 Před 4 lety +20

      Shadowlands is gonna provide a great opportunity to pay tribute to many, I for one look forward to checking in on Hayven in Bastion.

  • @alexe.6567
    @alexe.6567 Před 7 lety +429

    honestly crying right now holy shit rest in peace brother

    • @KukizWoW
      @KukizWoW Před 7 lety +5

      Kayla T. im crying aswell

    • @yannek7455
      @yannek7455 Před 7 lety +4

      so i am not the only one...

    • @alexe.6567
      @alexe.6567 Před 7 lety +15

      I'm devastated. He was my favorite wow CZcamsr. his voice was always so calming and not aggressive like others, and his content was so wonderfully unique. This is a massive blow to not only the WoW secrets community but the WoW CZcams community as a whole.

    • @wilmermolen
      @wilmermolen Před 7 lety +2

      Kayla He should have lives a full long life of happiness sad that cancer took it away ;(

    • @xavariusquest4603
      @xavariusquest4603 Před 7 lety +5

      Kayla T. Beautifully said...a gentle soul, a keen mind, and a persevering spirit...what the WoW community needs more than ever. His spirit will live on because his work changed each one of us.

  • @josefvalenta4341
    @josefvalenta4341 Před 3 lety +28

    Fuck man... It's gonna be four years and I'm still tearing up whenever I see this video.

    • @titchbits1
      @titchbits1 Před 3 lety +1

      same.. Why does it end up on my front page youtube.. why?

    • @Wanard4
      @Wanard4 Před 2 lety

      well... you not the only one. 5 years and i constantly come back to this video and remember how great he was. to this day this is the only person i never met yet tear up for. it just shows how great he was

  • @sidehustlez8946
    @sidehustlez8946 Před 2 lety +6

    I come back every now and then to cry, and re-watch videos.

  • @pawlo8717
    @pawlo8717 Před 7 lety +194

    "Lad, no one feels ready. No one feels that he deserves it. And you know why? Because no one does. It is grace, pure and simple. We are inherently unworthy, simply because we are human, and all human beings aye, and elves, and dwarves, and all the other races are flawed.
    But the Light loves us anyway. It loves us for what we sometimes can rise to in rare moments. It loves us for what we can do to help others. And it loves us because we can help it share its message by striving daily to be worthy, even though we understand that we cannot ever truly become so.
    So stand there today, as I did, feeling that you cannot possibly deserve it or ever be worthy, and know that you are in the same place every single paladin has ever stood."
    -Uther The Lightbringer

  • @aegis2566
    @aegis2566 Před 4 lety +251

    It's been 3 years already, time flies so fast.
    We miss you Hayven.

    • @kakyoinsexgaming3013
      @kakyoinsexgaming3013 Před 4 lety

      @Zigmas tutlys Shut up he died. You're a ,,shit´´

    • @machardcock4036
      @machardcock4036 Před 4 lety +4

      @Zigmas tutlys can you have a little bit more respect? Thanks

    • @so_qp
      @so_qp Před 4 lety +3

      @@kakyoinsexgaming3013 Hey kid, show little bit more respect , dont be an idiot please

    • @wowed1659
      @wowed1659 Před 4 lety

      I look back on it from someone replying to my comment a few years back on this video this was such a sad time, we lost him way too soon

    • @uppymcdowny58
      @uppymcdowny58 Před 3 lety

      anniesL

  • @Yrenne
    @Yrenne Před 2 lety +10

    I still come back here sometimes just to listen to this song and think about Hayven. It makes me so sad that we lost him. Fuck cancer.

  • @kuramacon
    @kuramacon Před 2 lety +16

    Had some heart surgery earlier this week. You show'd me what it means to fight and continue on with disease. I won't give up Hayven. Just like you didn't. Ya fought to the end. Still miss ya 4 and a half years later

  • @darksword1337
    @darksword1337 Před 7 lety +123

    Fought hard man, an inspiration to us all. Gone but, never forgotten. /kneel

  • @supbrahlol1
    @supbrahlol1 Před 7 lety +140

    Fuck man, I've never met him or even spoke to him but I'm sitting here fucking crying, what the fuck, he was so pure and cared so much, just bull shit. I was so hopeful after his last video, seems so unreal.

    • @j4kfr05t5
      @j4kfr05t5 Před 7 lety +2

      Refrain from using profanity in the comment section of a memorial video. It's disrespectful, even though I know you didn't mean to be disrespectful.

    • @digibath89
      @digibath89 Před 7 lety +3

      no worries brothaman, throw those fucks around, shits crazy, mad goose bumps and a heavy heart here : /

    • @13attman
      @13attman Před 7 lety +4

      yeah dude, fuck cancer

    • @roehanostornsyn3367
      @roehanostornsyn3367 Před 7 lety

      Tommy J I also cried and I am now

    • @zyzzthetics7
      @zyzzthetics7 Před 7 lety +4

      Tommy J omg, I quitted playing wow a few months ago but I always enjoyed watching Hayven Games. I didn't know he passed away until now, and I'm fucking crying... May he rest in peace...

  • @matthiasmtl3122
    @matthiasmtl3122 Před rokem +5

    Already 6 years!!! Miss you my friend

  • @DisastrousIntentionally
    @DisastrousIntentionally Před rokem +5

    6 years already huh? Still remember the day this was uploaded. You'll forever be missed and remembered, brother. Rest well, champion of the light.

  • @pokerface9432
    @pokerface9432 Před 6 lety +965

    It would be so great if Blizzard would see this video and put him in the Paladin Orderhall as a tribute.

    • @Lofilord
      @Lofilord Před 6 lety +11

      +Pokerface check out Heavenswood in the upcoming new addon "Battle of Azeroth" :)

    • @pokerface9432
      @pokerface9432 Před 6 lety

      Hearthstone- novice I dont find anything with that name. What is it?

    • @Lofilord
      @Lofilord Před 6 lety +21

      static3.fore.4pcdn.de/premium/Screenshots/2a/b3/92555241-vollbild.jpg here just found that picture it will be one of the little islands

    • @ariald869
      @ariald869 Před 6 lety +51

      Hearthstone- novice Its sadly just a normal name, i dont think it has to do something with Hayven, may he rest in peace.

    • @Playami
      @Playami Před 6 lety +13

      its like a cementary so its most def a tribute to hayven