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@@16yearolddudethere’s nothing wrong with using the Bible app. The good thing is you have God’s word in your phone. I can so easily get in the habit of turning to my Bible app but what I’ve also noticed was that there can be other distractions on my phone. That’s why I see it as best to have a physical Bible.
@@16yearolddude there’s nothing wrong with using the Bible app. I so easily get into that habit because I find it convenient but because it’s in my phone I also find other distractions. So that’s why I think it’s best to have a physical Bible with me.
A righteous man fall seven times but God puts him back up again I'm 19 years old and I have autism but that does not define who I am as a person who will I be in the future
All things be possible with God and a never give up and keep on trying attitude. The only way we can fail is to quit. Everything else is a learning experience.
Thank you for sharing Jackie. I've also had struggles with my sexuality. As a young boy I always had this strange desire to wear womens clothing. I think it might be because of things form my early childhood. My parents got divorced when I was 3 or 4 because my dad was verbally and physically abusive to my mom. I think it gave me a very negative view on what being a man was and made me not want to be one. Even though I had other men in my life that were good role models the damage that had been done from seeing how my dad acted. Growing up I always had crushes on girls but I also wanted to be like them too. It wasn't something that was constantly on my mind but it definitely came across my mind and I never really questioned it but I new I didn't want anyone else to know about it. When puberty hit it became a very sexual thing but I didn't understand thats what it was. I would fantasize about dressing up in girls clothes and even dreaming about it. I still didn't really understand what all was going on with my body and that my fantasies were sexual. I thought that I wanted to be a girl or that I was gay. It really scared me because i didn't want to be that way. When I was 14 was when I really started crossdressing. When I would have the house to myself I would snag a bra and maybe a dress or something from my moms room and wear them and just look at myself in the mirror. When I was around 15 I started going going back to church. I had gotten saved when I was about 10 or 11 but hadn't really went to church consistently. I started wondering if what I was doing was a sin. And I started researching into it. I then started seeing pictures of other guys crossdressing and was attracted to them at some point I started masturbating to them. I tried to tell myself it wasnt wrong because it wasnt p0rnographic and that they looked like women. I ended up going to church camp that summer and was convicted of what I was doing and repented of it. If I remember right I didn't do it anymore until that fall. I ended up having the house to myself for a few days and backslid hard back into crossdressing since I had free reign to do whatever. I also started looking at pictures of other crossdressers again and then slowly but surely I got into Transgender p0rn. At first I was disgusted with what i was seeing but I ended up starting to enjoy it alot. I tried to tell myself that it wasn't gay because they looked like women but deep down I knew I was lusting after men. I've had alot of times where I've repented and had freedom but crawled back to my addiction at one point or another. I eventually found a group online for christian men that struggle with crossdressing and things like gender dysphoria. Its helped alot knowing I'm not alone in this struggle and having people to keep my accountable. Currently I'm 9 days free from porn and crossdressing. I want to eventually become a husband and father but I worry that I won't be able to find a woman that I won't scare off when i reveal my past. Please pray for me. Sorry for such a long comment lol.
I don't think you have to share it, unless you think it will happen again. We all go through identity crisis when young.bthe media and Internet just make it more challenging with more options. I think when we make God our focus it's easier to let go of worldly things
Thank you for being vulnerable enough to share your story. I am 34 years old, when I was in my early teens I was sexually abused by another teen girl....at church of all places. As a people pleaser I gave in after being blackmailed by her and so i allowed for it to continue, feeling unable to tell anyone, not even my Christian parents. I thought I was gay, then going to university later on I told people I was Bi even though I was not attracted to women or had even been on a date with a woman. Porn didn't help made it worse. This thought process continued until the age of 32 when I broke down in front of my bf, (now ex) and realised that saying I was Bi was easier than dealing with the trauma and understanding it was abuse. I was born again Christian beginning of this year when I was on my knees...since then traumas are being healed from my past thank you Jesus. I told my mum last month of this experience and she apologised that I didn't feel I could go to her. Jesus is healing all my wounds now and he is giving me the strength to move forward in forgiveness, peace, and unconditional love 🙌
WOW THIS IS A POWERFUL TESTIMONY SIS ! Thank you for being vulnerable and courageous to share this here! Don’t shy away from sharing this with any ear that’s willing to listen and give God glory! May He continue to bless you as you are a blessing to others like Abraham. He’s got your back and He is your BEST FRIEND :)
I needed to hear this. Identified as lgbt for over a year before I came to Christ recently (I even broke up with my “girlfriend” just after finding faith). I’ve been having shame about this even after repentance and I realize through this testimony as well as my own reflection that it stemmed from pornography and trouble with male figures in my life/a feeling of rejection. My identity is in Christ and I don’t need to set labels from my past to define myself. I know God is transforming me and it helps to know that others came to similar conclusions. God bless you!
Amen Parker! NO ONE is truly homosexual, they are just deceived into believing a lie that they are from the enemy. You are not that sin, it is in the past and God has forgiven you :) May He continue to build your confidence in who He is and who He says you are throughout His Word!
I needed this, God bless you! I believe In Jesus and what he did for us. I need him so much my hearts breaking, I keep asking for help and prayer for nic issues and lusts… I need delivered too. I want to be with Jesus forever. I keep talking to Jesus. I don’t wanna struggle with this flesh anymore. ❤️
Hey friend we're always going to have the temptation - The temptation is not a sin - what a testing ground for you to make the right decision- the flesh will always be there count on that for the rest of your life but we win when we battle because God says in 1 Corinthians 10:13 he doesn't give us something we can't handle he gives us an Escape Route always in any temptation hyphen I'll repeat in any Temptation that comes our way cigarettes drugs drinking porn... The Temptation Of The Flesh will always be there but it is our opportunity to prove our love and say no to evil and say Yes to God We will be rewarded for our pushing these evils away we will be rewarded when God sees how much we value his relationship cuz he wants to spend time with us he wants to love us he wants to hear from us to cuddle us to nurture to support us to give us info to care and give us the feeling of being an arrival into his heaven keeping it simple he just wants to spend time with us- that's it and when we refuse to do that and other areas and giving into temptation he's grieved and saddened as a father he still loves us but how much better of a friendship and relationship we can have because he just wants to spend time with us And doesn't want to see you pollute yourself with other things when he is your lifelong friend and will always be your Father but he's also going to discipline you if you continue God is not hating you he's loving you and wants the best for you and doesn't want you playing on the freeway partying drinking getting high smoking using porn He has a great plan for your life and he doesn't want you to screw it up Just spend time with him and stay away from the flesh And let God drive you slide over and let him drive you to a new adventure for a new better life than you driving yourself off the road and into the ground
Sister, we all need Him always every second every minute!! HE is the deliverer and wants to deliver you. Continue to fight with the Lord and you will overcome by His love power and strength!
Clicked on this bc the title grabbed my attention, as I stumbled into the same sort of stuff and feelings when I was younger. Thank you for sharing I feel so seen 😭
I have a confession to make I was bisexual for in 2022 and I was losing my mind especially about on tik Tok and you know I was not ready and because I didn't reread the word and I definitely didn't find a man to fulfill my needs but also I just didn't care I wanted a male counterpart so bad it made me to the point where I just it was a lot I understand that that you also God bless you my sister in Christ
Thankyou Jackie for your enthusiasm and your reminders of the love of Jesus and the forgiveness he offers to us when we fall before him and cry out to him for forgiveness. Murray Penner in Saskatoon, Saskatchewan, Canada
Sin means missing the mark. When I doubt I go inside and be still returning back to who I truly am. You were born to win and be successful, stop fighting life and get into the flow it’s so much more peaceful here. You care what you put in your mouth to eat you should be wiser what goes into your head that could possibly become an unwanted belief. Thank you for the video. Namaste
Hi Jackie, I literally arrivw to your videos because a girl share with it in a whatsapp group. And in this video I just saw that my testimony is very similar to yours, and God is using you to speak to me, the last year was so sad for me, and I thouthg that I didnt have faith anyore and it was a battle and I start confessing everything to God, reading more my Bible, surrender my thougths to Him and the depressions, and sadness, and fear went away, I claim every time the name of Jesus and He give me the straigth every day, one day at a time. Thanks God for your life Jackie.
WOW sis that is a beautiful testimony!!! His perfect love CASTS out all fear amen! I’m so glad God could use me to encourage you 😊 if y’all ever wanna do a Bible study together email me at miajacquelinda22@gmail.com.
Amen Hasani! When we truly turn from our sin and run into His arms He never turns us away and He never says “I can’t forgive you it’s not been long enough. You need to feel bad for a little longer” that is man’s mentality, not God’s!
Good God for reals. Ive always struggled with ped*phillic tendencies. Its a difficult battle and didnt go smoothly. Glad to say that i feel like im healed from what i thought was impossible. The voice in my head or maybe the devil's told me that i wont ever get out of it, but i did with the lions put on my door. Almost done with alcohol, now gonan deal with my smoking habit out of my life.
Thank you for sharing this with us. I am so thankful that you make these videos because the way you speak and talk help me to reflect on my walk with Christ and help me for view people and the bible in a new light. May God bless you and your family.
Thank you for sharing this with us Sister, this blew my mind and it has really blessed me! We give to the Lord the thanks and praise for having set us free in Christ Jesus our Lord! May God bless you ! We are not our sins nor past! We are children of God!
Your videos are always perfect timing. I just had to let someone go because holding on was destroying me. But letting go has caused bitterness and much sadness and I’ve sinned 😢
Stelio, remember that this person who hurt you has gone through their own abuse their own pain their own betrayal from a young age that has caused them to unjustly hurt you. Lean on God and give this person over to Him!!! Say “God I give them to you”. And remember, it is SO HARD to stay angry and bitter towards someone you are praying for. So pray for them every single day!!! You’ll see your heart will change 😊
Jackie great to see the car video style again 🙏🏽✨ What a powerful message this is. I think God knows we are gonna slip in this journey of faith to him. But what matters is that we learn from our sin, repent and ask Jesus for guidance to be better. I appreciate you sharing how you overcome so many trying things. Keep up the great work!
Absolutely!! One thing that always gets me Georgio is that He isn’t surprised by my sin…. Which just blows my mind. He knows the end from the beginning and He loves us regardless!
thanks for sharing! I don't do drugs my vicious cicle is watching youtube videos ( procrastination ) which keeps me from studying the Bible, the devil uses social media to keep us away from God, thank God there is good videos like this on social media!
What I do when that happens is I go on a social media fast with someone else who can keep me accountable! I’m currently doing that with my husband Lance!
Thanks for video Jackie prayers and powerful stuff . i did fall short recently thanks for encourage. And ill leave on happy note . a big congrats to you and lance for baby on the way god bless you
Thank you, you really help as many people are stuck in shame. As soon as you see others confess, it breaks the spell of shame and guilt, because we are fighting the darkness together, us and God and other believers.
This brought me to tears. Talking about condemnation and conviction. He just wants me to let go of the vape and run to him. I picked it back up a few weeks ago and before that I was free for 3 months. 😩 thank the Lord I didn’t go back to drugs but this still isn’t something that serves him or me. It needs to go. it’s so hard to put down but I’m praying every day. I also wanna say thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this video Jackie. Love you ❤ Edit: I just threw away my vape 😊 thank the Lord.
Girly I KNOW the struggle… I would throw it away and pick it back up a MILLION times and hated myself for it. What I needed was deliverance. God gives us the tools we just need to use them :) He loves you!
You're amazing honestly! Thank you for your honesty and obedience to God ❤ May The Lord bless you and protect you, your husband and your future family ❤
Thank you so so much for this word and this message when you confessed to everyone that you didn’t tell anyone growing up you thought you were bisexual I told myself OMG someone actually gets me and knows what exactly what I’m going through I’m still going through it and everything you said in your message makes sense now it’s been a lie from the enemy I know that I’m not but I’ve been believing this lie he’s been whispering in my ear so thank you so much I really needed to hear this God bless you 😊
Thank you Steven!😊 this was definitely one of my HARDEST videos to post… the confession just came out of my mouth - wasn’t even planning it, but when the Lord says it’s time, it’s time!
Thank you Jackie I need it that. God delved me from alcoholism drugs smoking. And I tried everything that humans had for me and nothing worked until I surrendered myself to the Lord Jesus. 24 years now.
Very powerful message, Blessings my sister Jackie! Thats why we need to repent daily! We are saved by Jesus, but in our fleshly bodies we are still prone to sin! Every day we go thru Spiritual warfare!
Oh yes! The spiritual warfare can get very intense but when I remember the cross and Jesus even getting his beard ripped out…. And spit upon I think if He could suffer this way, I can suffer for Him… his love and mercy is incredible!!!
@@jackieVanTine_ yes it does get intense! Amen, yes we suppose to go thru long-suffering since we are in Christ's image! Yes, I thank God for His love, mercy, Spirit and Truth, Amen, Jackie!
@@jackieVanTine_ Amen!!! Yes that’s so powerful I know that can be a stronghold the enemy has over people but God can break every chain! It’s always good to see fellow young adults who are on fire for Jesus and Gods word! 😄👍
I struggled with and back slid when it comes to porn but luckily im back on track now. When I struggled with temptation I tept telling myself that I can't go back to it, cant afford to, not after all the struggle to quit my addiction to it. I was also in an emotionally abusive relationship where I was abused by my ex girlfriend who now is married with another man and with kids. The abuse was so bad my depression and anxiety went up and got bad until thabks to Gods will the relationship ended. It hurt at first but in the long run I felt an enormous relief and peace. Not long after that I was born again. I mean I tried it all, Catholicism, Buddhism, Islam, Tengrism (Paganism), I hated and rebelled against God but deep down my soul was desperate to find him and it's why I ended up believing in Jesus and realising what he did for me. I guess deep down I was hoping to find someone who is called a saviour who could save this world from madness, who I could put ny trust into for I was betrayed, bullied, harassed, made fun of, too many times. At times I feel like I don't belong here like I have a feeling of wanting to escape out of this existence of life and out of this world. I was also very close to losing my virginity but I guess God had a way to keep me from loosing ot before marriage and I even changed my mind about marriage and saving myself until I will find the right woman. I also realise now that if I should marry someone it should be a genuine born again christian woman so that way the relationship can be balanced and I never have to worry about being emotionally abused.
You are so anointed Jackie and I'm really your love your videos so much. I listen to your channel every single day, and I know God is speaking to me through you. This struggle has been real I have faith in God and his unfailing love that he will give the strength to overcome everything that I face. My prayers are with you and you keep doing the work of God.
He will absolutely! Those who put their trust in Him will never be ashamed Eric! He’s got you and your testimony of what you’re going through RIGHT NOW will help someone going through it in the future. Sometimes we suffer for the sake of those we will reach! Amen! May the Lord strengthen you in His presence with His joy 🙏
Greetings from Serbia! Really appreciate your work, your videos helped me in some way. May God always take cover of you and help you win your future battles :)
You are really courageous admiting this , im so embarrassed about it even tho God set me free.Ive only told one of my friends once that I had a corn addiction but he kinda laughed about it
Hi Jackie thank you for this video :) recently I was falling back into my anorexic habits and when you said that Yeshua comes for the sinners, the Holy Spirit brought to rememberance that Yeshua comes for the sick and broken and it brought me hope ❤
Yes my sister He came for the sinners and He came for the sick and the brokenhearted! To set the captive free! You are BEAUTIFUL! Pray the Lord give you HIS EYES to see yourself every day 😊
God bless you and your family I pray with the name of Jesus christ!! I also pray you continue to touch the lives of others.. you are doing an awesome job thank you!!! ❤ 😊
Jackie, homo-ality has more layers to it than just believing a lie. It is also a spirit, an addiction, and a soul-tie to each person you've connected with on that level, and usually a wound in childhood. Each of these need to be handled by the individual with the love and especially POWER of God through Jesus Christ. I was married for 20 years to a prophetic inner healer, and the Lord addressed this because I had a childhood wound that allowed the enemy to affect my desires. Personally, my wound was that as a little boy my dad never showed me affection or told me he loved me. He tolerated me until he got angry about something, then vented on me. This left a wound in my heart of wanting a father's love. This need became twisted by the enemy once I hit puberty, into something of a physical attraction nature. Not often, maybe every few years, but that was because I was far more into lusting women, and I resisted the idea that I was anything other than that. Nevertheless, it was there, and the Lord showed me that I needed to start receiving a father's love from my Heavenly Father. I did so for years, and this healed the wound, and denied the enemy this avenue into my soul. Thankfully I never acted on the brief desires I experienced, so I didn't have to break addiction or soul-ties. The Lord told us that this is difficult to overcome because of the many layers to it, and I hope people reading this will have hope that they can be free, even though it will take time and work with the Holy Spirit. Pastor Dewberry gave some of these keys to my wife when she studied under him, and you might be able to find some of his videos online. Anyone struggling, I encourage you that victory is possible, so please don't quit! Blessings Jackie, I hear truth from your mouth when you speak, and there are many that are incorrect on these platforms, and I won't listen to them. You are one of the few that I do not hear any deception in what you share. Keep up the good work, and thank you for having a heart for our Lord Jesus :)
God bless you sister! Keep praying because God hears you. When you feel no one does, HE DOES ! your worth is found in Him and you don’t need anyone to validate you except Jesus. His opinion is the only one that truly matters!!
The accusers voice brings condemnation, guilt, and shame making you run and hide from God, the Holy Spirit brings conviction drawing you to the Father full of restoration, acceptance, love, and grace
Very much same. 😢 I was freed for a long while and i am still free however recently ive fallen again a little. In reminded of my past. And my terrible flesh wanting to sin or try God. I dont want to try God. It makes me so angry and guilty. I dont know if i should ask for prayer but if you wish to thanks.
so much this. ive wanted to express something similar for a long time but didnt know where to from a "bisexual" believer to another "bisexual" believer.....both sets of organs are involved in the heterosexual sex act. to me this means that from a subjective perspective, when I seek something bisexual, it means that I am seeking something "more" or "extra" than what is necessary. it isnt necessarily "wrong" from a moral perspective, but i do believe that it is selfish and ultimately hurts us and takes us further away from God and ultimately the truth of ourselves and life. the need for surplus enjoyment is not just "selfish", it is gluttonous, it is extra, it is ultimately too much, and it will leave you feeling "hungover" in a sense. its like this: yes i love to eat so much cake that i want to explode, but do i really? not actually, i just think that i do because we are told that "enjoyment" is the highest virtue, and you see other people taking pics of themselves living their "best life gorging on cake" and you want to experience what its like to "belong" and "be in the moment", when in reality all it does is bar you from true presence, from truly just being there, and feeling authentically good and not all "burnt out" from too much everything. if you are bisexual this means that both sets of organs are "attractive" to you, and in this sense it is bisexual to fully be present in the heterosexual sex act, as one must accept their own sexuality (and organs) as well as accept their attraction to their own organs. to me this means that when "less is more" i can fully enjoy what is genuine and authentic about what i want, which is to feel complete and full within myself as a being of not just sex but love. anyway i digress, hope you can relate
Thank you for sharing this. I am a female a little past her prime (though may not look it), in love with a guy 7 and 1/2 years older than me. He is in the same trap you were in (thinking he's bisexual) and those narcissist demons are what's making him think this way. Would appreciate prayers from anyone reading those demons will get away from him for good.
I also thought i was bisexual, from the same thing too. I used to watch pornography and thought that what i was seeing is what i wanted. Obviously not, it was the enemy (but especially my ignorance). You're testimony really does help others. May God keep blessing you, keep up the beautiful work.
Thank you for being so truly honest and sharing the deep dark ugly secret thoughts of your past, those thoughts that so many of us keep hidden so deeply in our secret skeleton closet, so deeply we can even deny and decieve ourselves and say the w would never think like that. But truth be told, we are not immune to Satan's evil tactics waging war within our bodies and our minds. So thank you so much for your courage to speak truth in such a humble and humiliating way, giving up your ego and giving glory to God. What you say speaks volumes of God's amazing grace and redemption. To no longer need the approval of anyone, you are FREE to speak the TRUTH, knowing that your Redeemer has got you and nobody can do anything to change that. 💯
Soooo many of us women go through the same thing! Praise God He transforms and reveals the TRUTH behind lies that hold us captive. He is truly deliverer!
I'm in my early 60s this bicurious thing wasn't around as much until the internet took off being overweight sometimes you feel so much rejection from women online that I've also been curious men on the sites they have these days are so much friendlier to me and i think we are all looking for acceptance.
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Literally just brought my bible to work because I slipped into smoking and drinking. It helps me keeps my eyes on Him
I love that! I try and keep a mini bible with me at all times! Instead of reaching for my phone to reach for my Bible!
@@jackieVanTine_ is there something bad about using the bible app? I find it very convenient
@@16yearolddudethere’s nothing wrong with using the Bible app. The good thing is you have God’s word in your phone. I can so easily get in the habit of turning to my Bible app but what I’ve also noticed was that there can be other distractions on my phone. That’s why I see it as best to have a physical Bible.
@@16yearolddude there’s nothing wrong with using the Bible app. I so easily get into that habit because I find it convenient but because it’s in my phone I also find other distractions. So that’s why I think it’s best to have a physical Bible with me.
@@michaeljameson8496 what if I have the discipline to not open up different apps and not get distracted?
I want God not sin 😭💔
Amen 🙏🏼 I feel you :/
👍, When you come to God truly ---this sort of stuff to talk about IS GONE.
A righteous man fall seven times but God puts him back up again I'm 19 years old and I have autism but that does not define who I am as a person who will I be in the future
JESUS Healing You
All things be possible with God and a never give up and keep on trying attitude.
The only way we can fail is to quit.
Everything else is a learning experience.
AMEN Shane!!! You are defined by the Lord Jesus and His Word! Fearfully and wonderfully made with a purpose only YOU can fulfill in God amen?
Thank you for sharing Jackie. I've also had struggles with my sexuality. As a young boy I always had this strange desire to wear womens clothing. I think it might be because of things form my early childhood. My parents got divorced when I was 3 or 4 because my dad was verbally and physically abusive to my mom. I think it gave me a very negative view on what being a man was and made me not want to be one. Even though I had other men in my life that were good role models the damage that had been done from seeing how my dad acted. Growing up I always had crushes on girls but I also wanted to be like them too. It wasn't something that was constantly on my mind but it definitely came across my mind and I never really questioned it but I new I didn't want anyone else to know about it. When puberty hit it became a very sexual thing but I didn't understand thats what it was. I would fantasize about dressing up in girls clothes and even dreaming about it. I still didn't really understand what all was going on with my body and that my fantasies were sexual. I thought that I wanted to be a girl or that I was gay. It really scared me because i didn't want to be that way. When I was 14 was when I really started crossdressing. When I would have the house to myself I would snag a bra and maybe a dress or something from my moms room and wear them and just look at myself in the mirror. When I was around 15 I started going going back to church. I had gotten saved when I was about 10 or 11 but hadn't really went to church consistently. I started wondering if what I was doing was a sin. And I started researching into it. I then started seeing pictures of other guys crossdressing and was attracted to them at some point I started masturbating to them. I tried to tell myself it wasnt wrong because it wasnt p0rnographic and that they looked like women. I ended up going to church camp that summer and was convicted of what I was doing and repented of it. If I remember right I didn't do it anymore until that fall. I ended up having the house to myself for a few days and backslid hard back into crossdressing since I had free reign to do whatever. I also started looking at pictures of other crossdressers again and then slowly but surely I got into Transgender p0rn. At first I was disgusted with what i was seeing but I ended up starting to enjoy it alot. I tried to tell myself that it wasn't gay because they looked like women but deep down I knew I was lusting after men. I've had alot of times where I've repented and had freedom but crawled back to my addiction at one point or another. I eventually found a group online for christian men that struggle with crossdressing and things like gender dysphoria. Its helped alot knowing I'm not alone in this struggle and having people to keep my accountable. Currently I'm 9 days free from porn and crossdressing. I want to eventually become a husband and father but I worry that I won't be able to find a woman that I won't scare off when i reveal my past. Please pray for me. Sorry for such a long comment lol.
Seek deliverance.
I don't think you have to share it, unless you think it will happen again. We all go through identity crisis when young.bthe media and Internet just make it more challenging with more options. I think when we make God our focus it's easier to let go of worldly things
We all struggle with identity when younger.
I will pray for you. You are not alone in any struggle. God will vindicate you.
So proud of your courage, Babe!! God continues to speak through you. The Truth needs to be shared in love. Keep doing an amazing job 😍
Lance, I love the way you support Jackie. God is really using her in amazing ways to bless others.
Lance your wife is such an amazing woman! I learn a lot from everyday. God has blessed her truly!
Thank you honey, you inspire me to be courageous and you are under God one of my greatest encouragers ! I love you!!!
He really is a wonderful husband. I don’t deserve him and God really went above and beyond what I ever wished for or wanted!!
THE LIGHT OF THE WORD ILLUMINATE S THE SIN AND FAULTY THINKING IN OUR LIVES!!PRAISE GOD!!!!
That’s a great way to put it! 🙏
This had to be a sigh from jesus,I just sinned today. Thank you for these types of videos
In your weakness He is made STRONG!
Thank you for being vulnerable enough to share your story. I am 34 years old, when I was in my early teens I was sexually abused by another teen girl....at church of all places. As a people pleaser I gave in after being blackmailed by her and so i allowed for it to continue, feeling unable to tell anyone, not even my Christian parents. I thought I was gay, then going to university later on I told people I was Bi even though I was not attracted to women or had even been on a date with a woman. Porn didn't help made it worse. This thought process continued until the age of 32 when I broke down in front of my bf, (now ex) and realised that saying I was Bi was easier than dealing with the trauma and understanding it was abuse. I was born again Christian beginning of this year when I was on my knees...since then traumas are being healed from my past thank you Jesus. I told my mum last month of this experience and she apologised that I didn't feel I could go to her. Jesus is healing all my wounds now and he is giving me the strength to move forward in forgiveness, peace, and unconditional love 🙌
WOW THIS IS A POWERFUL TESTIMONY SIS ! Thank you for being vulnerable and courageous to share this here! Don’t shy away from sharing this with any ear that’s willing to listen and give God glory! May He continue to bless you as you are a blessing to others like Abraham. He’s got your back and He is your BEST FRIEND :)
I needed to hear this. Identified as lgbt for over a year before I came to Christ recently (I even broke up with my “girlfriend” just after finding faith). I’ve been having shame about this even after repentance and I realize through this testimony as well as my own reflection that it stemmed from pornography and trouble with male figures in my life/a feeling of rejection. My identity is in Christ and I don’t need to set labels from my past to define myself. I know God is transforming me and it helps to know that others came to similar conclusions. God bless you!
Amen Parker! NO ONE is truly homosexual, they are just deceived into believing a lie that they are from the enemy. You are not that sin, it is in the past and God has forgiven you :) May He continue to build your confidence in who He is and who He says you are throughout His Word!
I needed this, God bless you! I believe In Jesus and what he did for us. I need him so much my hearts breaking, I keep asking for help and prayer for nic issues and lusts… I need delivered too. I want to be with Jesus forever. I keep talking to Jesus. I don’t wanna struggle with this flesh anymore. ❤️
Hey friend we're always going to have the temptation - The temptation is not a sin - what a testing ground for you to make the right decision- the flesh will always be there count on that for the rest of your life but we win when we battle because God says in 1 Corinthians 10:13 he doesn't give us something we can't handle he gives us an Escape Route always in any temptation hyphen I'll repeat in any Temptation that comes our way cigarettes drugs drinking porn...
The Temptation Of The Flesh will always be there but it is our opportunity to prove our love and say no to evil and say Yes to God
We will be rewarded for our pushing these evils away we will be rewarded when God sees how much we value his relationship cuz he wants to spend time with us he wants to love us he wants to hear from us to cuddle us to nurture to support us to give us info to care and give us the feeling of being an arrival into his heaven
keeping it simple he just wants to spend time with us- that's it and when we refuse to do that and other areas and giving into temptation he's grieved and saddened as a father he still loves us but how much better of a friendship and relationship we can have
because he just wants to spend time with us
And doesn't want to see you pollute yourself with other things when he is your lifelong friend and will always be your Father but he's also going to discipline you if you continue
God is not hating you he's loving you and wants the best for you and doesn't want you playing on the freeway partying drinking getting high smoking using porn
He has a great plan for your life and he doesn't want you to screw it up
Just spend time with him and stay away from the flesh
And let God drive you slide over and let him drive you to a new adventure for a new better life than you driving yourself off the road and into the ground
Sister, we all need Him always every second every minute!! HE is the deliverer and wants to deliver you. Continue to fight with the Lord and you will overcome by His love power and strength!
Thank you for this video! ❤ I need to forgive myself and others.
Clicked on this bc the title grabbed my attention, as I stumbled into the same sort of stuff and feelings when I was younger. Thank you for sharing I feel so seen 😭
Amen Marisol :) the devil wants to confuse us and lie and distort the image of God we were made in because He hates us!
I have a confession to make I was bisexual for in 2022 and I was losing my mind especially about on tik Tok and you know I was not ready and because I didn't reread the word and I definitely didn't find a man to fulfill my needs but also I just didn't care I wanted a male counterpart so bad it made me to the point where I just it was a lot I understand that that you also God bless you my sister in Christ
Love your wisdom and honesty- and your love for people! 👍🙏❤️✝️☺️
Thankyou Jackie for your enthusiasm and your reminders of the love of Jesus and the forgiveness he offers to us when we fall before him and cry out to him for forgiveness. Murray Penner in Saskatoon, Saskatchewan, Canada
I love your energy my Sister, keep on fighting the good fight! 🙏💪🕊️❤️
Thank you 💙🙏🙌 I truly appreciate your minestry
Sin means missing the mark. When I doubt I go inside and be still returning back to who I truly am. You were born to win and be successful, stop fighting life and get into the flow it’s so much more peaceful here. You care what you put in your mouth to eat you should be wiser what goes into your head that could possibly become an unwanted belief. Thank you for the video. Namaste
Amen, thank you Jackie for this message 🙏✝️♥️
I thought I was the only one preaching from a car. Glad to see I am not. God bless you.❤
Haha yes I love car preaching!!
Thanks for the heart
Wherever you are doesn't matter, what truly matters is listening to the word.
Amen Jackie! This is a really good one. Your transparency is commendable. God bless you!
Hi Jackie, I literally arrivw to your videos because a girl share with it in a whatsapp group. And in this video I just saw that my testimony is very similar to yours, and God is using you to speak to me, the last year was so sad for me, and I thouthg that I didnt have faith anyore and it was a battle and I start confessing everything to God, reading more my Bible, surrender my thougths to Him and the depressions, and sadness, and fear went away, I claim every time the name of Jesus and He give me the straigth every day, one day at a time. Thanks God for your life Jackie.
WOW sis that is a beautiful testimony!!! His perfect love CASTS out all fear amen! I’m so glad God could use me to encourage you 😊 if y’all ever wanna do a Bible study together email me at miajacquelinda22@gmail.com.
I have to say, Jackie, you are a truly a blessing to me! Your encouragement and love for God and for people is very much appreciated!
This had to be God ordained because I was praying for forgiveness this morning 🙏🏾🔥
Amen Hasani! When we truly turn from our sin and run into His arms He never turns us away and He never says “I can’t forgive you it’s not been long enough. You need to feel bad for a little longer” that is man’s mentality, not God’s!
I love you voice because you are telling the truth the truth will set free ❤❤
Thank you Jackie your message is truly inspiring and I really appreciate them 🙏🧎🤲
Good God for reals.
Ive always struggled with ped*phillic tendencies.
Its a difficult battle and didnt go smoothly.
Glad to say that i feel like im healed from what i thought was impossible.
The voice in my head or maybe the devil's told me that i wont ever get out of it, but i did with the lions put on my door.
Almost done with alcohol, now gonan deal with my smoking habit out of my life.
Thank you for sharing this with us. I am so thankful that you make these videos because the way you speak and talk help me to reflect on my walk with Christ and help me for view people and the bible in a new light. May God bless you and your family.
I love these videos please keep posting and spreading the word ❤
Thank you for sharing this with us Sister, this blew my mind and it has really blessed me! We give to the Lord the thanks and praise for having set us free in Christ Jesus our Lord! May God bless you ! We are not our sins nor past! We are children of God!
Your videos are always perfect timing. I just had to let someone go because holding on was destroying me. But letting go has caused bitterness and much sadness and I’ve sinned 😢
Stelio, remember that this person who hurt you has gone through their own abuse their own pain their own betrayal from a young age that has caused them to unjustly hurt you. Lean on God and give this person over to Him!!! Say “God I give them to you”. And remember, it is SO HARD to stay angry and bitter towards someone you are praying for. So pray for them every single day!!! You’ll see your heart will change 😊
Amen!!! 🥺🙌🏻 God Bless you sis!! ❤ Keep being used by the Lord!! 🤍
I always watch your videos! Keep doing what you doing! GOD BLESS YOU 🙏🙏🙏
Thank You for the, Encouragement to fight , and Recover! God Bless You !
Thank you Jackie God bless you and your family😇🕊❤️🔥🙏 I needed this very much all praise the most high in Jesus name I pray amen 🙏❤️🔥🕊😇
Thank you sister,I can relate to this and thank you for your transparency bless you.😊
Jackie I really enjoy listening to you every day👌… God Bless you!!
Exactly what I needed to hear tonight ❤
God bless you for being brave. It’s never easy to do that. You’re a strong woman of God.
Jackie great to see the car video style again 🙏🏽✨ What a powerful message this is. I think God knows we are gonna slip in this journey of faith to him. But what matters is that we learn from our sin, repent and ask Jesus for guidance to be better. I appreciate you sharing how you overcome so many trying things. Keep up the great work!
Absolutely!! One thing that always gets me Georgio is that He isn’t surprised by my sin…. Which just blows my mind. He knows the end from the beginning and He loves us regardless!
thanks for sharing! I don't do drugs my vicious cicle is watching youtube videos ( procrastination ) which keeps me from studying the Bible, the devil uses social media to keep us away from God, thank God there is good videos like this on social media!
Same here.
What I do when that happens is I go on a social media fast with someone else who can keep me accountable! I’m currently doing that with my husband Lance!
@@jackieVanTine_ thanks for the recommendation and enjoy your social media fasting with your husband!
Respect Sister, Shot for your Honesty & Vulnerability!!
Appreciate your vulnerability. God bless your soul Jackie in Jesus Christ's mighty and powerful name we pray 🙏AMEN
Thanks for video Jackie prayers and powerful stuff . i did fall short recently thanks for encourage. And ill leave on happy note . a big congrats to you and lance for baby on the way god bless you
Omg I needed this soooo much! Thank youuuuuuuuu!!!
Great message again thank you for your Testimony, it has helped me alot I repent every day from lust
Thank you, you really help as many people are stuck in shame. As soon as you see others confess, it breaks the spell of shame and guilt, because we are fighting the darkness together, us and God and other believers.
Yes exactly!!! 👍 we cannot be afraid because we are NOT our sin we are God’s children and the enemy cannot blackmail us anymore with that secret.
This brought me to tears. Talking about condemnation and conviction. He just wants me to let go of the vape and run to him. I picked it back up a few weeks ago and before that I was free for 3 months. 😩 thank the Lord I didn’t go back to drugs but this still isn’t something that serves him or me. It needs to go. it’s so hard to put down but I’m praying every day. I also wanna say thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this video Jackie. Love you ❤
Edit: I just threw away my vape 😊 thank the Lord.
Girly I KNOW the struggle… I would throw it away and pick it back up a MILLION times and hated myself for it. What I needed was deliverance. God gives us the tools we just need to use them :) He loves you!
You're amazing honestly! Thank you for your honesty and obedience to God ❤ May The Lord bless you and protect you, your husband and your future family ❤
Thank you so so much for this word and this message when you confessed to everyone that you didn’t tell anyone growing up you thought you were bisexual I told myself OMG someone actually gets me and knows what exactly what I’m going through I’m still going through it and everything you said in your message makes sense now it’s been a lie from the enemy I know that I’m not but I’ve been believing this lie he’s been whispering in my ear so thank you so much I really needed to hear this God bless you 😊
Got me sobbing. Thank you 🙏
Aww sis! I’m so glad the Lord was able to minister to your heart through this video. Your heart is softened before Him and He loves that 💙
Amen and thank you for this message.
You’re so beautiful, blessings sister
Thanks! Another fine message for the soul Mrs Jackie
Thank you Steven!😊 this was definitely one of my HARDEST videos to post… the confession just came out of my mouth - wasn’t even planning it, but when the Lord says it’s time, it’s time!
Thank you Jackie for the encouragement ❤
Absolutely girly :)
That was absolutely beautiful!
Wow 🤩 so powerful and encouraging MWOG!!! 🙋🏽♀️
You are a real Queen ❤
Amen🙏✝️. God Bless You and Your Family.
I love your videos , they really speak to me, keep the encouragement for others up, we really appreciate it ❤😊
May god bless you and surely this video will lead the souls back to the lord Jesus who are struggling in sin.
Thank you Jackie I need it that. God delved me from alcoholism drugs smoking. And I tried everything that humans had for me and nothing worked until I surrendered myself to the Lord Jesus. 24 years now.
Yes sister Jackie keep it up and don't give up
Prayers for you 🙏
Great word this morning - thank you Jesus
Very powerful message, Blessings my sister Jackie! Thats why we need to repent daily! We are saved by Jesus, but in our fleshly bodies we are still prone to sin! Every day we go thru Spiritual warfare!
Oh yes! The spiritual warfare can get very intense but when I remember the cross and Jesus even getting his beard ripped out…. And spit upon I think if He could suffer this way, I can suffer for Him… his love and mercy is incredible!!!
@@jackieVanTine_ yes it does get intense! Amen, yes we suppose to go thru long-suffering since we are in Christ's image! Yes, I thank God for His love, mercy, Spirit and Truth, Amen, Jackie!
Powerful testimony thank you it helped many somebodies out there
This was so powerful thank you so much for sharing! Praise Jesus! Amen!!!
Wasn’t easy to post but when God says do something we ought to listen for the sake of His Kingdom and die to what we want!
@@jackieVanTine_ Amen!!! Yes that’s so powerful I know that can be a stronghold the enemy has over people but God can break every chain! It’s always good to see fellow young adults who are on fire for Jesus and Gods word! 😄👍
Thanks sis, keep doing what you’re doing. God bless you
Thanks so much :)
Another good one J
I'm going through this right now greatful for this video 🙌🙏🙌
🔥💯AMEN🙌🙏 AMEN🙏🙌 AMEN💯🔥
I struggled with and back slid when it comes to porn but luckily im back on track now. When I struggled with temptation I tept telling myself that I can't go back to it, cant afford to, not after all the struggle to quit my addiction to it.
I was also in an emotionally abusive relationship where I was abused by my ex girlfriend who now is married with another man and with kids. The abuse was so bad my depression and anxiety went up and got bad until thabks to Gods will the relationship ended. It hurt at first but in the long run I felt an enormous relief and peace. Not long after that I was born again. I mean I tried it all, Catholicism, Buddhism, Islam, Tengrism (Paganism), I hated and rebelled against God but deep down my soul was desperate to find him and it's why I ended up believing in Jesus and realising what he did for me. I guess deep down I was hoping to find someone who is called a saviour who could save this world from madness, who I could put ny trust into for I was betrayed, bullied, harassed, made fun of, too many times. At times I feel like I don't belong here like I have a feeling of wanting to escape out of this existence of life and out of this world.
I was also very close to losing my virginity but I guess God had a way to keep me from loosing ot before marriage and I even changed my mind about marriage and saving myself until I will find the right woman. I also realise now that if I should marry someone it should be a genuine born again christian woman so that way the relationship can be balanced and I never have to worry about being emotionally abused.
You are so anointed Jackie and I'm really your love your videos so much. I listen to your channel every single day, and I know God is speaking to me through you. This struggle has been real I have faith in God and his unfailing love that he will give the strength to overcome everything that I face. My prayers are with you and you keep doing the work of God.
He will absolutely! Those who put their trust in Him will never be ashamed Eric! He’s got you and your testimony of what you’re going through RIGHT NOW will help someone going through it in the future. Sometimes we suffer for the sake of those we will reach! Amen! May the Lord strengthen you in His presence with His joy 🙏
Greetings from Serbia! Really appreciate your work, your videos helped me in some way. May God always take cover of you and help you win your future battles :)
You are really courageous admiting this , im so embarrassed about it even tho God set me free.Ive only told one of my friends once that I had a corn addiction but he kinda laughed about it
Hi Jackie thank you for this video :) recently I was falling back into my anorexic habits and when you said that Yeshua comes for the sinners, the Holy Spirit brought to rememberance that Yeshua comes for the sick and broken and it brought me hope ❤
Yes my sister He came for the sinners and He came for the sick and the brokenhearted! To set the captive free! You are BEAUTIFUL! Pray the Lord give you HIS EYES to see yourself every day 😊
God bless you and your family I pray with the name of Jesus christ!! I also pray you continue to touch the lives of others.. you are doing an awesome job thank you!!! ❤ 😊
AMEN SISTER, GOD BLESS YOU, YOU SAID THE TRUTH, NO ONE IS HOMOSEXUAL, IT'S A LIE FROM THE PIT OF HELL, THAT THEY BELIEVE. 🕊🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕊
No one prefect, but forgive who mistake....❤
Jackie, homo-ality has more layers to it than just believing a lie. It is also a spirit, an addiction, and a soul-tie to each person you've connected with on that level, and usually a wound in childhood. Each of these need to be handled by the individual with the love and especially POWER of God through Jesus Christ.
I was married for 20 years to a prophetic inner healer, and the Lord addressed this because I had a childhood wound that allowed the enemy to affect my desires.
Personally, my wound was that as a little boy my dad never showed me affection or told me he loved me. He tolerated me until he got angry about something, then vented on me. This left a wound in my heart of wanting a father's love. This need became twisted by the enemy once I hit puberty, into something of a physical attraction nature. Not often, maybe every few years, but that was because I was far more into lusting women, and I resisted the idea that I was anything other than that. Nevertheless, it was there, and the Lord showed me that I needed to start receiving a father's love from my Heavenly Father. I did so for years, and this healed the wound, and denied the enemy this avenue into my soul. Thankfully I never acted on the brief desires I experienced, so I didn't have to break addiction or soul-ties. The Lord told us that this is difficult to overcome because of the many layers to it, and I hope people reading this will have hope that they can be free, even though it will take time and work with the Holy Spirit.
Pastor Dewberry gave some of these keys to my wife when she studied under him, and you might be able to find some of his videos online. Anyone struggling, I encourage you that victory is possible, so please don't quit!
Blessings Jackie, I hear truth from your mouth when you speak, and there are many that are incorrect on these platforms, and I won't listen to them. You are one of the few that I do not hear any deception in what you share.
Keep up the good work, and thank you for having a heart for our Lord Jesus :)
Thank you Jackie ❤ God bless you ✝️🩵
God bless you sister! Keep praying because God hears you. When you feel no one does, HE DOES ! your worth is found in Him and you don’t need anyone to validate you except Jesus. His opinion is the only one that truly matters!!
The accusers voice brings condemnation, guilt, and shame making you run and hide from God, the Holy Spirit brings conviction drawing you to the Father full of restoration, acceptance, love, and grace
Amen.
Let us remember that the Lord Jesus is ever willing to forgive us.
Amen, Jackie!
Very much same. 😢 I was freed for a long while and i am still free however recently ive fallen again a little. In reminded of my past. And my terrible flesh wanting to sin or try God. I dont want to try God. It makes me so angry and guilty. I dont know if i should ask for prayer but if you wish to thanks.
thanks for your great teaching
so much this.
ive wanted to express something similar for a long time but didnt know where to
from a "bisexual" believer to another "bisexual" believer.....both sets of organs are involved in the heterosexual sex act. to me this means that from a subjective perspective, when I seek something bisexual, it means that I am seeking something "more" or "extra" than what is necessary. it isnt necessarily "wrong" from a moral perspective, but i do believe that it is selfish and ultimately hurts us and takes us further away from God and ultimately the truth of ourselves and life. the need for surplus enjoyment is not just "selfish", it is gluttonous, it is extra, it is ultimately too much, and it will leave you feeling "hungover" in a sense. its like this: yes i love to eat so much cake that i want to explode, but do i really? not actually, i just think that i do because we are told that "enjoyment" is the highest virtue, and you see other people taking pics of themselves living their "best life gorging on cake" and you want to experience what its like to "belong" and "be in the moment", when in reality all it does is bar you from true presence, from truly just being there, and feeling authentically good and not all "burnt out" from too much everything. if you are bisexual this means that both sets of organs are "attractive" to you, and in this sense it is bisexual to fully be present in the heterosexual sex act, as one must accept their own sexuality (and organs) as well as accept their attraction to their own organs. to me this means that when "less is more" i can fully enjoy what is genuine and authentic about what i want, which is to feel complete and full within myself as a being of not just sex but love.
anyway i digress, hope you can relate
Thank you for sharing this. I am a female a little past her prime (though may not look it), in love with a guy 7 and 1/2 years older than me. He is in the same trap you were in (thinking he's bisexual) and those narcissist demons are what's making him think this way. Would appreciate prayers from anyone reading those demons will get away from him for good.
Confession is a prayer to draw near to God and to ask for forgiveness of sins. It's a beautiful thing!🙂
I also thought i was bisexual, from the same thing too.
I used to watch pornography and thought that what i was seeing is what i wanted. Obviously not, it was the enemy (but especially my ignorance).
You're testimony really does help others.
May God keep blessing you, keep up the beautiful work.
Inspiring. Thank you
i went through almost the same thing and it's so horrible!! i'm glad we've both turned to Jesus now 🩷🩷🩷
God is not a bigger version of us!!!… liberating truth!!
Thank you for being so truly honest and sharing the deep dark ugly secret thoughts of your past, those thoughts that so many of us keep hidden so deeply in our secret skeleton closet, so deeply we can even deny and decieve ourselves and say the w would never think like that.
But truth be told, we are not immune to Satan's evil tactics waging war within our bodies and our minds.
So thank you so much for your courage to speak truth in such a humble and humiliating way, giving up your ego and giving glory to God.
What you say speaks volumes of God's amazing grace and redemption. To no longer need the approval of anyone, you are FREE to speak the TRUTH, knowing that your Redeemer has got you and nobody can do anything to change that. 💯
we can always make another hill ... when GOD is with us
I love your videos so much def one of my favorite content creators
Omg THE TITLE .. this was my testimony as well! God is good!
Soooo many of us women go through the same thing! Praise God He transforms and reveals the TRUTH behind lies that hold us captive. He is truly deliverer!
Thank u Lord for this Word 🙏
For sure!!
I'm in my early 60s this bicurious thing wasn't around as much until the internet took off being overweight sometimes you feel so much rejection from women online that I've also been curious men on the sites they have these days are so much friendlier to me and i think we are all looking for acceptance.