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Written By: SkyDxddy
Produced By: Dannson
Lyrics:
I shoudn't take things so serious
I don't think they mean any harm
But it would sicken you too
If it happened to you
And you had to relive every part
Here come the flashbacks
And the panic attacks
How long does that shit last
I'm losing myself by the day see
And I know you all think that I'm crazy
That the demons that show up
At the foot of my bed
Are just figments from memories
That fucked up my head
That night terrors ain't nothin
But a real bad dream
So quit being a God Damn drama queen
I seal myself in a sound proof room
So no one can hear how loud I scream
But you don't think it's as bad as it seems
Cause you've never dealt with PTSD
Frozen in your track
Take a visit to the past
To see the devils dirty deed
Leave a mark all down your back
I can't even be around cigarettes
You know how many people smoke?
Approximately one billion
And just about everybody I know
You think you know but you don't
When someone's broke you can't just heavy sigh
And roll your eyes
Like if they ain't physically ill
Then they must be a liar
But wouldn't you recede to the fire
If everything around you became a threat
And everyone surrounding you said
GET OVER IT
It becomes unbearable to live in
So listen
Triggers are relentless
They ain't gonna quit
They don't go away just cause you don't
Believe it
Reliving each nightmare on an everyday basis
I don't think I can do this
I don't think I can take this
Frozen in your tracks
Take a visit to the past
To see the devils dirty deed
Leave a mark all down your back
Frozen in your tracks
Take a visit to the past
To see the devils dirty deed
Leave a mark all down your back
You sent my mind on fire
Sparks flying I'm rewired
You left me no desire
Broken and uninspired
I feel you all conspire
Left all alone with liars
Hopeless so I get higher
And higher till I'm tired
And there's no reminder
Of what I'm crying for
Cause I can't fucking do this anymore
Frozen in your tracks
Take a visit to the past
Repay the devils dirty deed
With a gash all down his back
You set my mind on fire
Sparks flying I'm rewired
You left me no desire
Broken and uninspired
Hopeless so I get higher
And higher till I'm tired
And there is no reminder
Of what I'm crying for
I can't do this anymore
What am I even fighting for? - Zábava
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I shoudn't take things so serious
I don't think they mean any harm
But it would sicken you too
If it happened to you
And you had to relive every part
Here come the flashbacks
And the panic attacks
How long does that shit last
I'm losing myself by the day see
And I know you all think that I'm crazy
That the demons that show up
At the foot of my bed
Are just figments from memories
That fucked up my head
That night terrors ain't nothin
But a real bad dream
So quit being a God Damn drama queen
I seal myself in a sound proof room
So no one can hear how loud I scream
But you don't think it's as bad as it seems
Cause you've never dealt with PTSD
Frozen in your track
Take a visit to the past
To see the devils dirty deed
Leave a mark all down your back
I can't even be around cigarettes
You know how many people smoke?
Approximately one billion
And just about everybody I know
You think you know but you don't
When someone's broke you can't just heavy sigh
And roll your eyes
Like if they ain't physically ill
Then they must be a liar
But wouldn't you recede to the fire
If everything around you became a threat
And everyone surrounding you said
GET OVER IT
It becomes unbearable to live in
So listen
Triggers are relentless
They ain't gonna quit
They don't go away just cause you don't
Believe it
Reliving each nightmare on an everyday basis
I don't think I can do this
I don't think I can take this
Frozen in your tracks
Take a visit to the past
To see the devils dirty deed
Leave a mark all down your back
Frozen in your tracks
Take a visit to the past
To see the devils dirty deed
Leave a mark all down your back
You sent my mind on fire
Sparks flying I'm rewired
You left me no desire
Broken and uninspired
I feel you all conspire
Left all alone with liars
Hopeless so I get higher
And higher till I'm tired
And there's no reminder
Of what I'm crying for
Cause I can't fucking do this anymore
Frozen in your tracks
Take a visit to the past
Repay the devils dirty deed
With a gash all down his back
You set my mind on fire
Sparks flying I'm rewired
You left me no desire
Broken and uninspired
Hopeless so I get higher
And higher till I'm tired
And there is no reminder
Of what I'm crying for
I can't do this anymore
What am I even fighting for?
Hey hey I don't know if you understand I win this he My I have been true to you all you do no it for life I promise past past level that shit behind it my he is let go don't hurt because im telling Tell you the truth store
LoL funny he really
Thank you
I love this song so muchhh
Awesome for sharing....thank you
I wonder how many people realize the scene that Maleficent woke up screaming with her wings burned off is a metaphor about rape- going to sleep with someone you think you trust, only to not know they drugged you and took something from you (wings and virginity respectively). Even though Maleficent was able to reunite with her wings, rape victims can't get that back. Stay strong, let your friends be your wings to keep you stable until you can fly by yourself.
exactly.. not many know that fact. i actually put an article from vanity fair in the description.. i wrote the song and showed my girlfriend and then she made this for me. it was too painful to create myself so she told me she had the perfect movie .. she was right. thank you for listening. i hope you enjoyed it!
@@SkyDxddy That's cool that you put an article about it in the description. More people need to know.
You're welcome! I really enjoy your music, I actually found you on tiktok first, then looked for you on youtube and Spotify. Your songs, the lyrics, the meanings, they all hit deep.
When I seen that part I immediately thought that’s what happened to her and I got really sad
@@SkyDxddy thank you it helps so much
Damn
I'm so sorry to everyone that is here. What happened to you was NOT your fault. Please remember that.
🥺💙💙
😢❤️
Thank you. I took me years to realize it wasn't my fault because no one ever told me different.
That’s so sweet 🥹… it’s still taking me awhile to know it wasn’t my fault and now hopefully he gets put away…
It was for me was never strong enough I'm not even strong enough to get out of bed in the morning but ppl pretend like it's easy and act like it's a joke but it's serious and it happens to much
0:43 ok those few lines couldn't be more true and realistic, some people think its all fun in games until it happens to them, its all jokes and a laughing matter until they get to see it with there own eyes
exactly ! the culture is looked at like some fuckin joke when people are killing themselves from the pain there in..
One thing I love is the passion/anger with which you rap ! It sends shivers down to my spine !
thank you! alot of people dont like that. im glad some people understand the intensity.
Same here, I think her voice is so unique and I love her music
Took the words out my mouth!! You can feel her music
Its because she speaking on experience. 🥺💔
@@SkyDxddy whaaaaaat? That WHY...I listen to it. I feel my pain through your music
I've recently been recovering memories of my abuse when I was a child. This song helps me get through the night terrors, memories, PTSD
i was abused to but i remember everything good this song helps
I was abused when I was 8 years old until I turned 13 years old. I remember what happened to me. I was diagnosed with PTSD, Flashbacks and Nightmares at 14 years old. I'm on medicine for my diagnosis. It really helps me to cope the majority of the time. I'm still in therapy with a female therapist who has been with me until I turned 17 years old. I'm 37 years old now and I will be 38 years old in May of this year. I will be hopeful to be able to get a new female therapist soon to be able to work with again and work through my other mental health diagnosis that I have.
Skydxddy I think you are doing awesome music that I can relate to. ❤️
I understand. Im 33, and It took me till I was 30 to relive the memories I repressed when I was a child. Listen, though, what happened absolutely wasn't your fault, and I know how hard it is to accept it, but repeat it, like a mantra. You're valid, you're seen ❤
I know you won't see this. But I just wanted to say that I am so thankful for this song. I have PTSD really bad, I was sexually assaulted three times and was in a very abusive Relationship and this helps me cope. I've never been able to find a song that I can relate to about my PTSD and ever since I found this over a year ago I play it all the time. So thank you so much for this amazing song. I'm still fighting. I'm not a victim. I'm a survivor.
i believe u can do it...it wasn't ur fault so u don't need to be sad...u r the best cz u have survived until now and believe me u will in future too but u ARE NOT survivor but a WINNER👏👏👏
@@navpreetdhillon8174 you said it perfectly
@@cassondraannfrost9618 i am glad u agree with me
@@navpreetdhillon8174 you are amazing. I'm just seeing this now. Thank you so much you give me hope. I am a winner 🏆
I’m sending positive energy your way ❤ you’re a warrior you got this ❤
I know those feelings all too well...I fight the demons of PTSD daily. My therapist said it best when she said " there is nothing wrong with you mentally EXCEPT for the fact that you've been through traumatizing situations that unfortunately a pill and no amount of talking can take away the fact that those events happened. All you can do is hold your head up and say "I SURVIVED" and hope that maybe you can save another from experiencing the same pain"
So powerful. Using the Maleficent clips is like thr icing on the cake, too. My wife showed me your work and my jaw is still dropped at how dope your work is.
How is ur wife? Is she ok
This made me cry. This is the first song I've heard that accurately depicts how I feel on the inside. Thank you.
me too . touched me on so many levels , ion think she knows just how much ha music helps .
Same here
I...I am not diagnosed with PTSD. Possibly because I keep the things that have happened close to my chest. However, it needs to be said that I thank you for this song. It makes me feel less alone. And that even if I can't speak my truth yet, someone else is speaking theirs.
it becomes more bearable with time. I tell people what happened to me and let them decide if they feel safe or comfortable enouph to share with me or not. ive been the first person to know someones story so many times this way, and when they where ready helped them tell others and they eventually grow out of needing the blanket of security i offer as they find their own voices.
I feel that exact feelings I know how u r feeling I promise
did buddy stutter LMAO
As a cptsd survivor this song literally gives me chills
same dude
Wow. Same.
😂😂😂😂
Thank you. 10 years of being SAed by my father and it took others screaming I’m not alone for me to see it. My inner child is so scared but we’re trying to fix what they broke. The night terrors the ptsd the anxiety I struggle just doing my job where I take care people. Thank you for screaming for us who can’t or feel they aren’t strong enough
I just recently discovered your music thru a friend and I'm so obsessed now. I'm 51yrs old. I am a domestic violence survivor with severe ptsd and I can't even tell you what your music means to me. Thank you🖤💜🖤💜🖤
I wasn’t sexually assaulted or abused but I was sexually harassed, people tell me I’m over dramatic. This song really helps
Thanks
Trauma is when you think you're safe and something happens that makes you realize you aren't. You are not being dramatic. You just realized that you are not as safe as you thought you were.
As someone who has been sexually harassed by both men and other women, I can tell you that it is normal to become more cautious around people and to feel uncomfortable. However, if it has come to the point where you have flashbacks, panic attacks, or no longer feel safe around people you may need to seek professional help because there most likely is another more serious underlying trauma involved. To be fair though, I "fought off" anyone who sexually harassed me, which may have lessened the trauma's effect on me. Additionally, everyone reacts to trauma differently so don't just take my word for it.
You are with us. Safe. No matter they had there way physically or mentally to put you here ..hugging you...
Many small but bad things happened to me and at some point I ended up in a mental health clinic and one patient opened my eyes about the way I was thinking with one sentence "just because other's had it worse doesn't mean u're struggles aren't valid" he said that after a long conversation and me feeling bad about complaining since he experienced many more hard times than me... u're not over dramatic
I wasn't assaulted or anything. But my family member hid a camera in the bathroom to record me showering. I have never felt like the same person since. A part of me will always remain in that bathroom. All trauma is valid. I dont feel my trauma is significant enough to talk about or complain about but I will never feel comfortable in a bathroom again.
That's a terrible abuse of trust. It is a serious assault . Please validate yourself and your feelings. Talk to someone. Maybe a therapist or helpline. You shouldn't keep it to yourself. It will fester. You are the victim. You have every right to your feelings. I hope you find your righteous anger. I wish you all the very best with your healing.❤
Love this so much. ❤ It truly helps with coping. I have C-PTSD and BPD as a result of 10+ years of abuse and multiple compounded traumas.
This song gives me words yo describe it.
God bless you, nobody should have to deal with the diplaced issues of others. The best thing i know to do is to make sure it ends . I sometimes struggle not to be hurtful to people. I try to remember how it feels and that i never want anyone else to feel that way..♥️
@@thetruthspeaker1978 Thank you! ❤ And yes, breaking the cycle is SO important! I struggle with it too b/c you do wind up harboring so much anger & hurt from what was done to you but you also know you can't take it out on people who didn't do it. Its hard but its worth every moment of recovery and healing.
I have cptsd as well... It's ridiculous the amount of bullshit I've been dealt. Feels so unfair, if it weren't fory children I would no longer be here...
Ptsd and bpd, are an awfully tragic mix. You are not alone, this sucks. This song really explains a lot of the unspoken feelings.
@@mindywoodruff2639 Same 🙏🤍🙏🤍🙏🤍🙏 Light Love & Levity To You & Yours 🤍
normally i don't like rap music. but your voice... the pain and anger... wow love it
Everyone always tells me
"You just gotta think of good things"
"You need to stop focusing on all the bad and you'll be fine"
"You're just being dramatic, your past could've been worse"
"Others have gone through worse than you"
This shit right here is what pisses me off. I can't stand it. You know who all says this to me? People who don't have PTSD. My husband's mom and grandmother being those people and honestly? Idk what to do with them, how to explain it
I am so sorry certain members of your family are saying those sorts of things. Yes, some people have objectively been through more $hit, but that doesn't ever EVER mean that you haven't suffered as well. One person's pain does not lessen the pain you feel. In my experience, when I encounter people with that small mindset, I just don't bring it up with them. There is no point. I hope things get better for you. Your abuse that you suffered through (and are still suffering from) should never define you. I'm not saying pretend it didn't happen, it did. But the quote at the end of this song is true: "The villains in your story don't deserve to see you fall." 🖤
You have to mind over body shit. It aint easy and dont ever let your weak times make you quite. Cuz your loved and needed and you can conquer that shit
I’m so sorry that all of these things have been said to you. Something that I always say to others when they say stuff like that is, “yes, people do have it worse. But that doesn’t automatically mean that I don’t have it bad.” You are so strong and I’m so sorry about anything bad that has ever happened to you. You are amazing. ❤
As if it's a damn choice. They piss me off too but then I think, I'm glad they don't understand. I don't ask people to understand I just ask them to love me anyway.
I felt this because I know a form of this pain. Im living with PTSD myself. Thank you for this ❤
As someone who suffers from ptsd
This song makes my anger and rage at the world so much easier to deal with
Thank you
Thank you for making it easier to deal with day by day
Exactly, I know how you feel
Agreed. I get so sick of hearing " just get over it" if it was that easy to just let it go.. Man you can have it. I wouldn't wish PTSD on anyone.
It does the same thing to me. Outstanding
Same
I found your music not long ago and it’s so powerful and inspiring
I've been listening to skydxddy for a long time and this will forever be my favorite song. I relate so freaking hard. I have PTSD and a lot of trauma. This is the only song that I've found about PTSD and I've never related to anything so hard. Thanks skydxddy for this forever banger.
I feel this so hard. My mum has ignored the fact that I am still deep down a traumatized child. No one believes me when I tell my side, they all say "oh don't go pulling that card again." so now I have no friends because i put up boundaries to protect myself from the flashbacks. Does anyone else get super panicky and violent when the flashbacks are almost done? Cause I do, but i dunno if its normal... Anyone else get like that?
I do...
I'm scared to put up boundaries so I get flashbacks very often.
i totally understand - i get flashbacks n triggers from smells , certain places , clothes etc + it sucks cause i’ve lost touch wit reality n get told ta “move on” “it’s over” n i “should move past it” like it’s sooo easy , so i’ve jus rlly been self destructive ta myself a lot lately since ion rlly have nobody ta lean on w/o getting criticisms as if it’s my frickin fault n it drives me crazy i wanna scream …. so no , yhu’re not totally alone n have ppl like me in our position who actually rlly get it n wont jus tell yhu wutchu wanna hear . much love angel , i hope yhu’re doing well 😔💙
@@lilmadrox1de385 me too :( then it’s like we’re duh bad guys once we set up our boundaries like CANT WE DO ANYTHING RIGHT ??!??? 😔🥺
@damagedemoangel666 yeah it's like we can't set them because then we are wrong for not trusting people
@@lilmadrox1de385 n dats one of many things i cant stand - we cant do anything w/o worrying abt upsetting ppl while so when rlly , we jus wanna be comfortable , like no , we jus want our peace n safe space n they fail ta realize its not our fault we can’t trust ppl ykwim
That unwanted kiss... the smell of smoke on their breath, it's something you don't forget.
"Frozen in your track
Take a visit to the past
To see the devils dirty deed
Leave a mark all down your back" the absolute most accurate description of what a flashback feels like. i have been listening so much on spotify and finally come to see the videos. im crying so hard :( this is a masterpiece. im going to watch all the others now
I honestly love that I found ur music I deal with extreme PTSD and this song is so relatable
It does get better, I promise. It will take years, but you will find your strength, your voice. I struggled heavily for 2 years, half of which with undiagnosed PTSD. After a year of doing emdr, I finally am ready to move onto talk therapy. It’s hard, it really is. But you got this, I know you do. You’re stronger than you know.
Also this sone is one of the best songs I have ever heard 💕💕
thank you bb xx
I don’t know why I found this song. Or maybe it found me but as long as you rapped and said this one line I started to cry. I was raped and all I could smell was the smell of cigarettes. I can never forget Bc of how many people smoke. It’s been 6 years I’ll be 22 so almost 7 and I still have nightmares. I never found a song that related so much
"What am I even fighting for...?" Miss... If not for yourself, for the people you save with this music.
As someone that struggles badly with my mental health because of severe trauma, I appreciate this song sm. People don't realize how hard it is to deal with something when they've never gone through it. I'm tired of people fucking say just forgive and forget about it. You try to forget about it when the smallest things trigger anxiety all the fucking time.
🙏🤍🙏
I've been bullied for years for being adopted and recently I got given some bad news and this song has helped me so much. it's been the motivation for me to get up when I've completely felt like not getting up. So thank you Sky, you are a true helper and inspiration. My PTSD has gotten worse as I've grown so this song has really helped.
I wonder how many people heard this and Realise that this is what they go through daily, As a person with ptsd I can relate and I kinda feel at eased that a lot of people go through this pain and not just me (it makes me feel not alone)
I LOVE U this song has helped me so much and literally describes my feelings and how ppl treat me due to my trauma
Makes me feel less alone
This song is my daily motivation. My therapist listened to it with me Sunday, she said it's the best representation of PTSD and what you feel like after trauma she's ever heard. Thank you for your music it has helped me so much as I start my healing through C-PTSD ♥
Your fighting to help those who can relate feel like they aren't the only one who feels that way ❤️ thank you for this song
My best friend sent me this cus I told what I was struggling with: PTSD. Anxiety. Depression. Disassociation. Random Depression episodes. You know when I was going thru a very dark time. I want to thank you for helping me thru that.
🙏🤍🙏
You’re unreal. Seriously this song is out of this world I can’t believe a person could be this talented. ICONIC!!!
The emotion in the words. Wow. You get it. Beautiful
It's been 4 to 8 years since my last sa and I still wake up with nightmares, this song very well described what it's like to deal with the trauma I went through
I love this so much its so Powerful and beautiful ❤❤
thank u my love!
..your music really fucking hits me. You make people feel less alone sharing your story and your story matters. So thank you... I love your fucking music and I just started listening to it.
I don’t have diagnosed ptsd but I can feel this song a little to much as I wanted… hopefully everyone who had such moments can handle them and stay strong!
I love with this every single day, instead of screaming out loud I’ve learned to scream inside but now it’s constantly
I need more of this. I feel your music to my very core. This deserves more recognition. I've listened over 20 times in two days and shared with 3 friends.
Why haven't I discovered her sooner her music hits home for me in a relatable way and I haven't been able to have a real cry from a song in so long. Thanks for you music love you've inspired me today. ❤️
I just love how some did a maleficent edit of her pain and didnt make her out to be the villain. She was betrayed by her first friend turned lover in the worst way and just expected to let that go? I always saw the 3 fairy mothers as the villains cause they knew what happened and still took the side of the betrayer. They basically just gaslight her cause she shunned humans from the grove after having her wings cut off by the guy she trusted most. He did that to her for greed and used her for his gain. He wasnt a good person anymore after that night. That song was great and fit perfectly. Hits hard to cause its true.
Well well well what am I even fighting for you know the truth
This scene ugh makes me want to watch it again 😩❤️
The amount of times I’ve listened to this and cried is astronomical. But thank you…. For this
this is painfully relatable...and I'm so glad I stumbled upon this, thank you.
For anyone on here please know that after seven years your body is brand new meaning if its been seven years you have a body that your abuser has never touched i hope this helps some of yall like it helped me ❤️
Damn I was reading the comments and I shed some tears and I haven’t cried in 4 or 6 years but the things they say are relatable just whoever reads this don’t give in yet I know days feel like it’s passing like it’s nothing and the constant pain and emptiness will be gone someday we just got to wait a little long but if that day doesn’t come just find a way around it please.
I’m so happy I found your music it’s amazing ❤️😘
I always enjoy your music man.
Thank you survivor of all types of abuse
So crazy I'm so here! Why me my love left me.
This song captured it perfectly. I love it, but it has also a caused me to have a few flash backs and I hope people be aware before watching
To this day 17 years later i cant get in small cars or red ones
To do this day I can't smell beer or handle being around people drinking beer
Being someone with cptsd.... This song speaks volumes to me and those around me I'm so tired of people treating me like it's my fault or like I can control it when I can't.... This song makes me feel like I'm not alone
This is a powerful song!! Along with your other Amazing songs you've made! 💕💜 you surprise me with your meaningful rap! This is what people should hear!! Kepp going bb ❤😁
"I can't do this anymore, what am I even fighting for" 🥺
Damn i just found you today but holy cow your music is super good 😍❤❤🙏
tysm! hope you'll stay tuned.. welcome home love
@@SkyDxddy i definitely will ❤❤
I was recently diagnosed with PTSD and this is the best song that I’ve ever heard that describes what it feels like and that I can relate to. Flashbacks and nightmares are constant and I relive my trauma almost every day. Thanks for writing this song so I don’t feel so alone. I feel understood finally. Also, I love your style of music and your song Battlefield! Thank you for everything SkyDxddy ❤️
The quote at the ending of the video ‘“the villian of your story doesn’t deserve to watch you fall”’ hit me hard thank you!
Your music found me at the right moment. Thank you.
Your music send such a powerful message and in fact I can see how you used the swear words to make it more powerful and meaningful
😭😭😭😭😭 I'm over here screaming, I've NEVER heard my life experience put into words....I'm speechless.
Damn. That one hit hard.
✌️&❤️
The pain in your voice. I feel it-
I was staying over at a friends house 2 days after my 15th bday, I was asleep in the quest room when my friends 19yr old brother stole my wings...
I'm so sorry. That's awful.
Your music is helping me with my troubles thank you fro you beautiful songs and voice
I heard this for the first time a few days ago. Mine happened 10 years ago. I tried to unalive myself a year after. I had this moment of amazement when I listened to this. Because this was it. This was exactly it. But I’ve come so so far. I still have nightmares sometimes. But I’m a completely different person. I was telling someone about how this song made me think back on it and it made me sad. But not in a way that it was a trigger, but in a way I would feel if someone told me they had the same thing happen. In a “I’m so sorry this happened to you,” kind of way. And then I started crying. I’ve heard it said to me before, but I don’t think I’ve ever said it to myself. If that makes sense. Thank you for this song. Thank you for helping me realize how far I’ve come and for that little extra bit of healing.
I have listened to this song approximately 1000 times in the past week since I finally listened to it. I relate to it so much. I'm so sorry it happened to you too.
I feel bad for Maleficent, she's misunderstood and she was betrayed by her once lover, Stephan. Over time she got over him but he came back and betrayed her by cutting off her wings, she loved herself and Sleeping Beauty more then Stephan. He cut her wings, meaning he cut everything off her being
"Being cut from yourself is a sin that leaves you bleeding to death."
Up till I was 9, when I was 11, 15, 16, and roofied when I was 17 before it happened... Your music brings awareness and shows the daily things we endure.. thank you ♥️
I love how this song is in a way from different sides of seeing things. One side is being regretful and wishing those certain horrid things never happened and the other side is angry as to all the things that were lost and overall upset about the way things have been. I feel you portrayed that very well in this song and I don’t even know if it was intentional
I just found your music today because of a popular TikTok of yours recreating Montero.. but I wish I found this sooner. You’re so talented!
I’ve been looking for a song exactly like this🙌🏼🥺💜
You left me no desire, broken and uninspired, hopeless and tired! Totally accurate.
I've never heard someone talk about this out loud in the open, and for the first time in my life I don't feel alone. I have PTSD, and I've suffered in silence since I was a child. All of the rage I feel, the pain I've suffered, the night terrors and flash backs I'll never be able to erase- this captures it all. This song is more validating to my pain than I've ever had. Thank you, I needed this.
This really is more than music.......
I can't say anything besides... I can understand these lyrics to the bone. I was a comment about the metaphor of her wings burned off ... I knew instantly what it meant due to the tears in my eyes and shaking in my hands when I watched the scene. Too bad people are too scared to help when a man/woman needs it. Good luck to anyone that felt the way I did when I first listened to this song alone and in the dark. I hope you make it through.. lord knows I almost didn't make it.
I lived in an abusive home. Physically i was at school work and home, but mentally i relive what happend , the pain, the metal problems. Like maleficent, i found my wings this song was my crutch, and now im flying on my own. Thank you, i really appreciate it.
I remember the first time listening to this song as I was in a really dark place and I was sitting in the bathroom at college contemplating taking my own life and then I thought maybe music would help and then I heard this and I broke down In tears as I felt less alone and proud of myself for making it this far and then I'm still struggling daily with it and college isn't making it any better but I'm still fighting citizen soilder has put a purpose to my life i still struggle so much with Trauma/ PTSD/ DID/BPD and college is really tough im only 17 (English school system) and I'm already literally fighting for my life but i have been 7 months clean of attempting and 5-6 weeks clean of self harm and im really proud of myself!
Amazing! Love the song, and also this movie.
Man you don't know how much this resonates with me... Was raped by my cousin's from a very young age... And my family doesn't believe me and they are constantly trying to gas light me about it... Thank you for this song...
I love how deep your lyrics are your music hits so close to home for me sadly but your music helps me get through it ❤
"Cause you never dealt with PTSD" hits so hard. The whole song hits so hard. I have C-PTSD and i am so lost in my head. Really vivid severe horrific nightmares every time i fall asleep, i reverse day and night sometimes cause it's so scary to go to sleep. And wake up tired. And everything reminds me of my trauma. People never understand that im in pain and i need help. They either think im just being dramatic or think im insane. No inbetween. Both scenarios don't give a fuck. While i need someone there. I should have been the villain in my own story but i am still kind cause i know how it feels like and i don't leave someone even in half my pain go through the same. But i guess i just entertain. Those who don't feel the same. They just think im insane. About to set them on flames. I should have been the villain. In my own story. But im just tired.
Thank you for explaining how ptsd feels like. And insane rapping skills
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I have PTSD and I sometimes have really had night terrers I hate it sky you are such a strong person this song is bussin
The best song I have ever heard to explain myself!
Probably couldn't put words to how much this song has comforted me during my hardest moments. Currently I'm living at a relatives house because a very very horrible family member has destroyed every possession I owned that I couldn't scramble to take out in time. On top of crippling PTSD due to other issues, this is the only song I can reliably go to that really understands. I want to go home
I just found this and you but this touched me deeply and on another level. You helped me a lot this past year and I'm extremely grateful for you. I listen to your music everyday and it makes feel as if I'm not alone. So thank you! You don't know it but you've saved my life!
You deserve so much more recognition, your work is truly breathtaking and eye opening.
I'm here for you hun.... I know the feeling all too well. If you ever need to talk or vent I'll always have ear to lend😊
My new favorite song cause it describes my life
This hit home
This is amazing song and people will never understand ptsd like we do
This song brought me to tears, because it is so accurate
Being groomed, abandoned , bullied and assaulted growing up has left a permanent scare. With years of meds and therapy, its gotten better until i sleep or encounter a trigger. I feel like its just apart of me forever
Just found this yesterday. Can’t stop listening. 🤩 wow