Sad Memories - Nostalgic Ambient Music

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  • čas přidán 9. 01. 2016
  • Soothing Ambient Music.
    One of my favorites.!!!
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Komentáře • 471

  • @zak5655
    @zak5655 Před 7 lety +403

    this reminds me of all the friends I left and the life I'll never have and the child hood I lost

    • @candyblack4267
      @candyblack4267 Před 5 lety +10

      Nature Restored I thought you thought you were intelligent but right now you are complaining about what intelligence took from you. The riches of the world are not intelligence

    • @onesmallninja5414
      @onesmallninja5414 Před 3 lety +4

      I wanna hear this when Adobe flash is gone on December 31st

    • @mushmush2874
      @mushmush2874 Před 3 lety +5

      Deep.

    • @skeyz6468
      @skeyz6468 Před 3 lety +7

      Get a grip guys. There’s always a reason to look forward to tomorrow. Whether it be a blessing or a curse having the chance to live is priceless. Make something out of it before your last moment arrives.

    • @drkstrnd
      @drkstrnd Před 3 lety +7

      @@skeyz6468 theres not always a reason to look forward, nice that you have one

  • @daniele9342
    @daniele9342 Před 5 lety +78

    The depression kills you inside, you feel an indescribable emptiness...
    Only deep sadness and despair is inside you...
    I feel as I have described

    • @jonathannunez-fd5vk
      @jonathannunez-fd5vk Před 4 lety +3

      hi, i hope you stay better

    • @tailong9548
      @tailong9548 Před 2 lety +2

      Yet the numb detachment it leaves in its wake is priceless. The death of my soul has been my greatest treasure in this wretched existence.

    • @gabmozes7858
      @gabmozes7858 Před rokem +1

      @@tailong9548 has it though ? Can anybody really treasure the day their soul died ? Can anybody really cherish the day their whole life fell apart ? I for sure as hell know I can’t.

  • @ufoenigma7858
    @ufoenigma7858 Před 3 lety +28

    Oh my soul...my partner off'd herself seven years back now.. still miss her more every day. This is my unrelenting hell of a mind cage.. This music makes me cry, but I haven't cried for ages now and I believe this is fate and it is true, pure harmony like this that I needed so bad right now.. I been up for weeks I don't know when I last slept..maybe I will get some if I continue listening to this divine invocation. Thanks I want to purchase please.. RIP

    • @nadamakes
      @nadamakes Před rokem +3

      I love you, man. Sorry for your loss 💕

  • @slaxxxer
    @slaxxxer Před 4 lety +7

    Most people do not know or understand what it is to be a lonely & retrospective soul. To have lived since birth feeling sad & alone but strangely comforted by the acceptance of that reality. You know what I mean & I love you for that fact x

  • @f.cavanough2234
    @f.cavanough2234 Před 3 lety +45

    The song resonates strongly with a feeling when you long for something and try to achieve it. You cry in despair because you can't, though everybody around seem to have it casually just by default. And when you finally achieve it and hold it in your hands for a few moments - it kicks you in the face just to disappear forever.

  • @bryansackett4208
    @bryansackett4208 Před 4 lety +28

    Nostalgia for the naive, remembering the unfiltered spirit of youth

  • @brandonfreeman377
    @brandonfreeman377 Před 8 lety +195

    This reminds me of a time when I had nothing. When my life had no purpose. No meaning, at all. I was in this pit of dispair and sorrow. I had no one. I was hollow. And this music reflects that, but in a beautiful way. It really affects the roots of my emotions. It brings out my true personality and how I see my environment. This is lovely...

    • @ambientmusic8401
      @ambientmusic8401  Před 8 lety +14

      Wow. I am glad this track triggered some wonderfully sad emotions and brought out some feeling of nostalgia..!! Hope you are dong well now. Thanks for listening to it..!!!

    • @brandonfreeman377
      @brandonfreeman377 Před 8 lety

      +Ambient Music and thank you, for giving us this masterpiece. keep well :)

    • @funkfanzzify
      @funkfanzzify Před 7 lety +1

      eh
      ?

    • @isaaclubow1849
      @isaaclubow1849 Před 7 lety +3

      You first!

    • @lukeboss7853
      @lukeboss7853 Před 7 lety +5

      Silver squiggles Shut up

  • @_Distortion_
    @_Distortion_ Před 4 lety +79

    I reached the point where I completely died from the inside, and it's hard for me to shed a tear or show any emotional expression on my face.

    • @Josephhhhh2077
      @Josephhhhh2077 Před 3 lety +2

      Same

    • @ExMeroMotu9
      @ExMeroMotu9 Před 3 lety +5

      It's your choice. Live the life the way you want to. Just know it doesn't have to be that way. Choose happiness choose to feel again. Give life a chance again. Trust.. you will regret it at your last moment's of life. Life here on earth is a blessing without trying to group all of the worlds problems and stacking them on your back like you have a say so to fix it or not. Worry about yourself and your happiness and then maybe you can help the next person do so. Take baby steps. It's going to be okay bud. Hang in there.

    • @_Distortion_
      @_Distortion_ Před 3 lety +2

      @@ExMeroMotu9 Thanks so much for your positive attitude and comment. I really appreciate it!

    • @champion6844
      @champion6844 Před 3 lety +2

      @@ExMeroMotu9
      Life here on Earth is curse.
      Everything you do and did will be forgotten, everything you ever owned or worked so hard just to achieve something or to get it is not yours. Never was. Never will be.
      The peace that the World offers does not compare to the Father's 🙂
      This World, and its people are sick and need help.
      We people are heavenly beings.
      Accept Christ in your Life, And i swear he will help you on whatever you are struggling with or whatever you're going through

    • @ExMeroMotu9
      @ExMeroMotu9 Před 3 lety

      @@champion6844There's absolutely nothing I said that should have compelled you to say that to me? Your preaching to the choir. You don't even know who I am or what I do. You haven't told me anything groundbreaking that I don't already know. Thanks for your word's but I'm not in need of help here.

  • @suprasaiyang5989
    @suprasaiyang5989 Před 4 lety +31

    For the past year and a half I've been feeling so lost and stuck in life that its truly depressing, i see all my family and friends progress in life either by working, having kids, finding love, or being happy in general, and i am just here stuck at home not knowing what to do with my life and making no progress whats so ever. I am tired of feeling like a fuckin loser and i am tired of getting no where in life. It feels like i am dead and i am stuck here on earth watching my loved ones lifes unfold before my eyes and i am unable to enjoy any of it with them. In the the end i hope god can help me find that little ray of hope in the effort to find my place in life and to join my folks in the journey of lifes progressions.

    • @peacelove7872
      @peacelove7872 Před 3 lety +6

      Life is not a sprint...don’t worry about everyone else...you will find your path. Sending you ☮️💕

    • @yezer2046
      @yezer2046 Před 2 lety +3

      you made me cry, i feel exactly the same as you, i hope one day we finaly feel better...

    • @RiRi089
      @RiRi089 Před 2 lety +1

      I feel you and i hope you will get the life you've always dreamed of

  • @Deagle-lj7tv
    @Deagle-lj7tv Před 7 lety +330

    The more depressing the better, the best art/music is derived from the darkest places

    • @robsgirl6465
      @robsgirl6465 Před 6 lety +1

      Neo Reptile :: Amen! Carpe Noctem!

    • @emyronenko
      @emyronenko Před 6 lety +19

      *To reach the top you first have to hit the bottom...*

    • @robsgirl6465
      @robsgirl6465 Před 6 lety +3

      So true, Shadow; so true.

    • @maximusnano
      @maximusnano Před 6 lety +4

      the depression is what makes you a legend. i saw for myself. i assume that is what shadow here means as well

    • @lpsswimmer48
      @lpsswimmer48 Před 5 lety +7

      Neo Reptile yes that is most true, for stars cannot shine without darkness...

  • @beyonder6186
    @beyonder6186 Před 4 lety +18

    I was at the on a cliff and sitting on the edge of it listening to this and I thought to myself why do people think I’m a bad guy?.. all I do is try to help people as best as i can. I heard the shouts and insults in my head while I was looking into the distance. Suddenly my heart told me to stop caring for the ones who don’t. Friends say they will be there for you forever but when reality hits them, they all run away. This life we live in wasn’t supposed to be easy... but harder then any test or punch we could take.

    • @drkstrnd
      @drkstrnd Před 3 lety +1

      People probably dislike you cause you are ugly, state of this world

  • @markosbellezzi4841
    @markosbellezzi4841 Před 4 lety +36

    2000's were the best 😞

    • @zh3614
      @zh3614 Před 3 lety +3

      True brother. And now we have the 2020´s

    • @CarterM2008
      @CarterM2008 Před 2 lety +7

      We are descending to the generation where we slowly lose our sanity.

    • @lastsamurai5174
      @lastsamurai5174 Před 2 lety +2

      Actually 1970's to 2005 was best time especially for being a child

    • @EzequielMartin55vf
      @EzequielMartin55vf Před 2 lety

      @@lastsamurai5174 No not for all, cuz kids had no rights back then most of them were beaten neglected also c-ptsd... how is that better LOL Im glad times have changed happy but not always ignorant times pff

  • @BeatsByClover
    @BeatsByClover Před 5 lety +35

    i cant cry. I cant release any emotion.

    • @TonyEnglandUK
      @TonyEnglandUK Před 3 lety +3

      It's very important that you DO release that emotion, you shouldn't let it all build inside you, it can burden you for life.

    • @TonyEnglandUK
      @TonyEnglandUK Před 2 lety +2

      @Helion Prime I know what you mean about releasing things that way. What's hurting you so badly?

    • @TonyEnglandUK
      @TonyEnglandUK Před 2 lety +2

      @Helion Prime This might surprise you but I think you did a superb job, well done you. I had a co-worker who made my life hell and I so wish I'd gotten revenge on him.

  • @HoweDoYouDo1999
    @HoweDoYouDo1999 Před 5 lety +17

    its deep enough to make me cry all the tears i never knew i had

  • @alfredkruse144
    @alfredkruse144 Před 5 lety +8

    There are people here you would never find in a regular pop, k-pop or rap song. I like it.

  • @twd_grimes10
    @twd_grimes10 Před 4 lety +16

    When your lost in the dark depths of deep space and the comms disconnect and your flying silently through the stars

  • @isaiahbettencourt3418
    @isaiahbettencourt3418 Před 7 lety +122

    Look! I'm in the picture!

  • @denniswalter4412
    @denniswalter4412 Před 4 lety +8

    Ambient Music Love, depression, loneliness and fear disorder brings me here 😢 heavenly soundscape. 👍❤

  • @bolizdor
    @bolizdor Před 4 lety +10

    this music crates images of the past in my head. All these people which lived and died, so sad.

  • @Some-ij6ky
    @Some-ij6ky Před 4 lety +23

    this doesn't remind me anything. it just makes me calm

    • @drkstrnd
      @drkstrnd Před 3 lety

      Love that comment the most

  • @pitavant4348
    @pitavant4348 Před 2 lety +4

    Its nice feeling sad when its the only feeling that still sparks inside..

  • @spedupsongzzzzIz
    @spedupsongzzzzIz Před 2 lety +6

    the song makes me imagine the mysteriousness of walking through heavens memories. i can see my memories but also the memories im going to make.

  • @darthgraggus2690
    @darthgraggus2690 Před 3 lety +7

    This music says 'end the pain'.....with this wonderfully dark music.

  • @dynamicwarfare
    @dynamicwarfare Před 5 lety +274

    Life has not been going well and most notably: my sister recently committed suicide, I hope you can know how much this music has meant to me after all of this.
    edit 12/02/2019: I have come back after a year, and im doing so much better, i left this comment sometime in December of 2018, or January of 2019. i have come back to 4 people so far who actually took time to see and like this comment, and one person who reached out for me. I figured i leave this edit so that anyone can see just how great life can change in a year if you have good friends, family, and a little support. if anyone is reading this now, you have a good day.

    • @foxglow6798
      @foxglow6798 Před 4 lety +9

      How are you holding up now? Are you ok?

    • @dynamicwarfare
      @dynamicwarfare Před 4 lety +17

      It’s been a fair bit of time. Ive gotten myself together. I appreciate your concern for me. Now i have a relationship, and therefor someone who has made me very happy. Thank you Tristan C.

    • @foxglow6798
      @foxglow6798 Před 4 lety +6

      Dynamic Warfare I’m so glad for you.

    • @dynamicwarfare
      @dynamicwarfare Před 4 lety +11

      @@foxglow6798 good people like you are very rare to find on this earth, much less in a you tube comment section; bless you for that. right now i don't think you would be able to tell that this had ever happened if you met me in real life with no context of this. that is how well i recovered from this. I happened to come back to this video and figured no one left any replies here. well I was wrong.

    • @foxglow6798
      @foxglow6798 Před 4 lety +5

      Dynamic Warfare thank you so much. I think a person’s kindness often gets lost across the internet. I try to not let that happen.

  • @zoy13
    @zoy13 Před 5 lety +35

    Depression brought me here

  • @midniteflicker
    @midniteflicker Před 6 lety +18

    Man thats Sad the picture of the old man. Better days have passed by time of reflection maybe no loved ones left or friends just broken humbled with sorrow.

  • @_FredsRightHere__
    @_FredsRightHere__ Před 2 lety +14

    These depressing,dark or sad,how you want to call it,songs have an actual meaning behind it,for example,your darkest fear is when you loose someone or.. Your heart is just like a glass. Alot of people just say it's cringe or something like that. But did they ever,ACTUALLY pay attention to these songs? Maybe not,maybe yes,who knows? Anyways,this is truly beautifull aswell as dramatic. Love it. Keep it up.

  • @EELMO
    @EELMO Před 6 lety +7

    Touches my soul.

  • @ESTXX00001
    @ESTXX00001 Před 2 lety +2

    This sadly reminds me of better times

  • @thedarklover3841
    @thedarklover3841 Před 5 lety +11

    I have lost my mind because of the pain of bitter
    memories that I have experienced and lost
    my only love .. forever ..

  • @markgenner1747
    @markgenner1747 Před 3 lety +6

    Beautiful Angel.

  • @denniswalter4412
    @denniswalter4412 Před 2 lety +2

    I miss you grandma ❤️🕯rest in peace 🥺

  • @yadunomi6865
    @yadunomi6865 Před 4 lety +6

    Better times come when you don't give up, i believe in you, stay strong, giving up is not the awnser, the sun does not shine without the night, plus it will never shine ones you give up. Keep on going, times will change, i promise you.

    • @drkstrnd
      @drkstrnd Před 3 lety +2

      Didnt your parents teach you that making false promises is bad?

    • @yadunomi6865
      @yadunomi6865 Před 3 lety +1

      @@drkstrnd with that mindset i can understand why you left this comment, hope things will get better for you, wishing you the best

    • @drkstrnd
      @drkstrnd Před 3 lety +1

      @@yadunomi6865 i wish you were right, but u arent, life doesnt just magically get better, lying to people about this si just wrong imo

    • @yadunomi6865
      @yadunomi6865 Před 3 lety

      @@drkstrnd if thats your opinion, thats cool man, take care!

  • @littlebritain64
    @littlebritain64 Před 6 měsíci +1

    I lost my parents when I was young, my sweet cousin as well. Some friends of my childhood. Now I am that sad angel that anyway has the task to relief someone else's pains. I feel my life and sufferences are not wasted, going this way...
    Hughs from Tuscany to You all.

  • @cyberdream7326
    @cyberdream7326 Před 4 lety +7

    Depression is still something. It gets worse when you can’t feel depressed anymore, its when you look at your body and face and analyse your self deeply and you find nothing there , just an illusion, when you realise that you are just the current state of mind , dissolving, next day you wake up different, when you aren’t affected by anything anymore, because effects exist but the receiver doesn’t, like right now, these words doesn’t mean anything, tomorrow ill look at the sun and say it is beautiful, the self is gone, what remains is the program

    • @official_marked_one
      @official_marked_one Před 4 lety +3

      This is a Fact, that too many People never thought of. Thats why they call us crazy

  • @paulcurran6063
    @paulcurran6063 Před rokem +4

    Depression is what happens when you listen to this music but can't turn it off once you press pause.

  • @AirGuitar
    @AirGuitar Před 7 lety +16

    So sad...

  • @robsgirl6465
    @robsgirl6465 Před 6 lety +13

    💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
    I've seen this tombstone in person. It's as chilling as your music.
    💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

  • @didodido103
    @didodido103 Před 8 lety +69

    depressive but I like it

    • @ambientmusic8401
      @ambientmusic8401  Před 8 lety +4

      +I am Human Glad you liked it.!! :)
      Try out our other videos.!!

  • @tavocarrillo7183
    @tavocarrillo7183 Před 3 lety +5

    Knowing that i cherished those old memories with my friends riding bikes going to the pools by ourselves sleeping over being bad boys in school knowing that life didnt matter at that time man i wish i could go back.

  • @snootcalag1183
    @snootcalag1183 Před 4 lety +2

    It only hurts when you notice it. Ignorance is bliss. Don't think to hard or it gets hard to think.

  • @dickhead5351
    @dickhead5351 Před 3 lety +6

    Literally just playing this whilst writing a sad story makes me feel stuff

  • @yojojo3000
    @yojojo3000 Před 3 lety +11

    “What’s the point...
    Just-...
    ...
    I’m tired...
    ...
    I’m...
    tired...
    ...
    Agony...
    Why...
    What...
    No answers.
    Just... no answers.
    Too many questions...
    Too many... questions...
    ...
    I don’t want to live like this.
    It hurts...
    Just another speck...
    No purpose, no... no... no reason.
    I don’t want to exist if I don’t mean anything.
    I don’t.
    ...
    I was born to mend things...
    Fix things...
    This is who I am.
    But if everything I do does nothing to mend things...
    Then why am I here?
    Just to suffer?
    ...
    I... just wish I had never been born...
    ...Never... born...
    _sigh..._
    I’m tired.”

    • @drkstrnd
      @drkstrnd Před 3 lety +3

      How do you feel, wanna talk?

    • @yezer2046
      @yezer2046 Před 2 lety

      @@drkstrnd we dont feel nothing anymore, cause we feel too much in this feelingless world.

  • @multigamerbr2053
    @multigamerbr2053 Před 4 lety +4

    This reminds me of all my love mistakes, the most cool and beautiful people that i ever met

  • @thenirvonorganizationllc.8503

    we're all mixed bags here. just look at the world around you...that alone should make you very sad. Only place where i have some one to talk to is me...it's like I ...i'm running out of words. I don't have any more words to speak. I've spoken and I don't think any of this matters.
    I have no more words to say...they are all gone. keep your head up and keep pushing.

  • @MyNameIsOzymandias
    @MyNameIsOzymandias Před 4 lety +6

    Some people are born unlucky. There's no such thing as justice in this world.

    • @lastsamurai5174
      @lastsamurai5174 Před 2 lety

      The question is what best they can do to get better from life

  • @vadymd6510
    @vadymd6510 Před 4 lety +4

    Les Discrets - The Persuaders very depressive melody 👍

  • @geneticallysuboptimalsurvi3931

    This reminds me of the happy carefree childhood in the first nine years of my life, before neurological illness and suicide of a family member kicked the joy out of me. All that's left is a handful of bittersweet memories and a deep longing for an era that in actuality never existed. The ever expanding frontiers of despair eat away at frail integrity of a weakening, diseased soul.

  • @thorulf4086
    @thorulf4086 Před rokem

    I can move back in time to a loved one and sit with them just thrue memory. A true gift to been alive seeing them.

  • @the_batmobile0.4
    @the_batmobile0.4 Před 5 lety +5

    I miss my family so much I wish they were here with me..☹😔😕🙁☹😥

    • @ambientmusic8401
      @ambientmusic8401  Před 5 lety +3

      Sorry to hear about your family. Hope you are doing well.

  • @carenthusiastzombiecat6664

    I think back of all the memories that I had when my ex fiancée loved me, before he took my happiness my heart my glow my love and my wings. The days we had together slowly growing to good to the end of worst. Now he tormenting and damaging me till I end up suicidal.

  • @zackegan7749
    @zackegan7749 Před 6 lety +18

    i can hear the sound of water flowing down the stream its dark and cold and quite a perfect place it seems im not sure of what ive become im just sure my body is numb
    i can see the stars as if i was there maybe im dreaming maybe this is a nightmare maybe im finally alive maybe i dont care maybe i should go home maybe i should stay here
    i can feel the life leaving my body im not dying because i was never alive the grim reaper is truly inside he smiles as i cry because he knows i have to much pain to hide
    i can breath the cold night air its smooth on my lungs the weather is fair my life is in shambles my hearts in a snare my mind knows no better ive never said a prayer
    i can tell im not right the once warrior lost all his fight i close my eyes but i still have my sight flashbacks of people telling me my future is bright but they wont
    understand they wernt there that night
    i can break these cuffs but why try why cant i leave this world why cant i say goodbye i let out a scream i let out a cry i take one last look at the dark night sky
    i can tell shes worried i can tell shes shy she can tell im buried but she cant tell me why she knows me better then you and i she'll know me better when i die
    im still breathing so i guess thats a sign im still thinking i still have the twine i see a shawdow and im not sure its mine i can see an angel or maybe my valentine
    im not scared maybe i should be im not dead maybe i could be im not sorry maybe i should be i wish things were different maybe they would be

  • @joshuagriffith7189
    @joshuagriffith7189 Před 3 lety +4

    It's been a hard time lately - but always remember - whilst we ought to rise above it all, when the going gets tough, there's a fight to be had, and we're fighters, that's how we got here, phenomenal star dust happenings from fuck knows where, with a conscious awareness that allows us to see our lives happening before us although we can choose to dive right in. It's a blessing and a strange perhaps, curse, of sorts, but I think that's just our inherited madness as human beings, mismanaging our intellectual faculties. Long story short: everything is stable and well, we just need to act on aligning with by starting to be honest with ourselves. We don't know what we do not know, darkness is merely the absence of light, life itself is growth, expansion and energy in motion - we adopt that, so we best engineer it right.

  • @hideralmosawi1606
    @hideralmosawi1606 Před 10 měsíci +3

    I got in here because my heart is full of the sorrowful but i like this kind of music a lot I don't know how or why maybe

  • @gabrieltrumpet1808
    @gabrieltrumpet1808 Před 7 lety +6

    Finally...! Very nice to listen to!

  • @ExtremusStupidus
    @ExtremusStupidus Před 3 lety +2

    6 years of this god awful of a disease, it nevers ends or stops, only to get easier or thinner, it kills you inside but also makes you strong, yes in the end...it kills you...never to recover.

  • @thedutchonequestioneveryth4128

    this music is takin me now ...think its good to be infested by sounds like this.....hope it will go with more melody soon....i am at 2 minutes now....its allright its just music . what a journey life is!!!. omg . love all ya

  • @lastsamurai5174
    @lastsamurai5174 Před 2 lety +2

    There are many people who are multi talented, could achieve anything through their resolve, and their are people who have no idea what to do in life and cant figure out what should be done to get rid of all these, mentally exhausted and in despair looking for that one day of miracle

  • @Spectrum3000
    @Spectrum3000 Před 5 měsíci +3

    Depression has tormented me for 16 years now, today I am 30 years old. I'm dead inside, I feel an indescribable void, I no longer have hope, I have no desire to live... I'm alone and abandoned to myself, NO ONE LOVES ME.😭😞
    I am a desperate man full of pain and anger, deep down I know that I will end up badly.😭
    When life sucks it's not worth living.😔😭
    I was born to suffer...😭😞
    I will die alone is abandoned forgotten by the whole world.😔😭😭😭😭

  • @thDecimus
    @thDecimus Před 8 lety +13

    Love this.

  • @proudhunter85dirty
    @proudhunter85dirty Před 5 lety +10

    This reminds me that I must remain single for the rest of my life.

    • @daniele9342
      @daniele9342 Před 5 lety +1

      We are born to suffer, depression and the only thing that remains.

  • @mattharris9015
    @mattharris9015 Před 6 lety +4

    Brilliant for revision music

  • @Kdekalcio
    @Kdekalcio Před 3 lety +2

    I think I lost one of my friends forever and I will never see them ever again...

  • @jackalx2154
    @jackalx2154 Před 4 lety +2

    It's beautiful.

  • @clementinebrosae8376
    @clementinebrosae8376 Před 5 lety +17

    he's gonna die and there's nothing i can do

  • @ffeeddeerreerr
    @ffeeddeerreerr Před 6 lety +4

    The old man picture speaks a lot

  • @andiericciutti6012
    @andiericciutti6012 Před 5 lety +3

    I love writing to this

  • @maximvazhov6904
    @maximvazhov6904 Před 7 lety +49

    I'm Max.

  • @chloemoore4199
    @chloemoore4199 Před rokem +1

    Happy Birthday To Me Yesterday👑🥂🍾🎂🎁🎊🎉🎈
    I've Been Struggling And Grieving For Over 30 Years From Now

  • @isocrate27
    @isocrate27 Před rokem +3

    This reminds me of the tragic death of my 10 year-old-daughter that I never had.

    • @TonyEnglandUK
      @TonyEnglandUK Před 11 měsíci

      I lost both my girls. Whatever is in charge of this whole place, it had better have a good reason.

  • @nyctus2024
    @nyctus2024 Před 5 lety +5

    "I don't know. I don't have any happy memory's, and if I did, it wouldn't be you."

  • @brenoleonardo2622
    @brenoleonardo2622 Před 6 lety +5

    Feels like a dream... it heals me.

  • @EndranExit
    @EndranExit Před 7 lety +34

    i betreyed my friend (Muffin i will call him here) giving him emotional trauma played him to hatred towards me.
    I lied to my friend (Star i will call her here) lied to her abadon her and make her feel gulity.
    I abadon my friend (Lizard i will call him here) he was usless for me i didn't feel connection, any positive feeling.
    I broke my last friend (myself) i was shy. i loved someone. i was cheerfull for my friends. i was good...
    Now i'm hollow of my past self not empty but filled with corruption that i let to myself. i'm lost ? who knows.
    Is there even help i can find ? No, i don't let them(anybody irl) know who i become, they only see mask of my eariler personality.
    One good thing i don't have anyone to hurt. except my family that i will never think of... I love them.
    only hope, there will be this one person who i tell truth and maybe help me.
    I corrupted myself for person i loved.

    • @chainedejules4634
      @chainedejules4634 Před 7 lety +1

      EndranExit,you're just like me.
      Reminds me the friend i harassed.
      Reminds me the things I shouldn't have told.
      Reminds me the people who abandoned me.
      Reminds me this friend who betrayed me.
      This girl who made my life an hell. Who made me paranoiac.
      Who nearly killed me.
      But who is still my friend.
      Reminds me my sister,who hated me because I just wanted to help her.
      Reminds me my depression.
      Reminds me my loneliness.
      Reminds me my actual lifen reminds me that the only people I trust is my family.
      Reminds me my sister's tears.
      Reminds me my false happiness,in my forteress of loneliness.
      Some feel alone,but me,I am.
      Reminds me of a year for nothing and a year who broke me.
      Makes my crying now.

    • @thedutchonequestioneveryth4128
      @thedutchonequestioneveryth4128 Před 6 lety

      +chaine de Jules remember always remember you are of a special sensetive kind ....cuz you are...just dont forget ...realy ..you will be more of what you actualy are than . some ...many dont feel ..you do . a lot . thats not supercommon....many lost that . just be that special kind you are!!!! .cant find other words ...this MUST do. love you

  • @BeatsByClover
    @BeatsByClover Před 5 lety +4

    I would rather feel sad than angry. PTSD

  • @12Fireblast
    @12Fireblast Před 5 lety +2

    I like the comments, but am I the only one that don't get sad? This is the music I hear while searching in the web or scrolling in social media..

  • @markgenner1747
    @markgenner1747 Před 3 lety +2

    Sweet Angel.

  • @yezer2046
    @yezer2046 Před 2 lety +3

    at some point, you are so broken, that you canot surpass and be strong. you are just broken.

  • @RTX2080TIGAMES
    @RTX2080TIGAMES Před rokem +3

    Im totally done with this life . my family hates me just because im single and live alone at 28 i wanted to visit them after 2 year but they told me i dont have to come. You know its hardest pain you can get in ur heart when ur family reject you

    • @armorpro573
      @armorpro573 Před rokem +2

      I know how you feel. I've felt rejected by a lot of my peers and it took me forever to dig out of my little cave. Just focus on yourself and you should be fine

    • @TonyEnglandUK
      @TonyEnglandUK Před 11 měsíci +2

      You said it all, my friend. That's exactly how I feel, too.

    • @YasinTucan23
      @YasinTucan23 Před 3 měsíci

      It's time to end it all

  • @vanesarose9757
    @vanesarose9757 Před rokem +1

    Život je jen náhoda🪦🕯

  • @AmadeusAdonis
    @AmadeusAdonis Před 3 lety +2

    These next few months could be my last.

  • @oliverashford1796
    @oliverashford1796 Před 6 lety +3

    I am having such a hard time I fell sad and none thing my life is a mess right now and this music just makes me sad about my happy times now I’m none thing I’m having so so much bad luck :( 😥 please help me out with this please

    • @ambientmusic8401
      @ambientmusic8401  Před 6 lety +3

      Ollie - A- Videos
      Please take care and talk to ur friends and family.

    • @oliverashford1796
      @oliverashford1796 Před 6 lety +2

      Ambient Music thanks for helping just that I only have two friends left

    • @mitzimonsevais3463
      @mitzimonsevais3463 Před 5 lety +1

      Lo unico que puedo decir es que Dios da sus mas dificil batallas a sus soldados mas fuertes... todo aquello que un dia te hunde y te lleva ala obscuridad un dia sera lo mismo que te haga fuerte.

    • @daniele9342
      @daniele9342 Před 5 lety

      Sono depresso da 11 anni :( la mi vita non ha senso

  • @overrated3237
    @overrated3237 Před 5 lety +4

    This is astonishing work! Am I okay to use this piece for an urbex video I am making about a local abandoned mansion? It fits the atmosphere of the mansion i’m visiting perfectly. I’ll link this in the description and give credit at the end .

  • @mevi02
    @mevi02 Před 6 lety +2

    My childhood

  • @kimnourhane6539
    @kimnourhane6539 Před 3 lety +3

    I miss my self I really hate this fake smile.....but no body know or care:(

  • @rebelhyperion1741
    @rebelhyperion1741 Před 2 lety +1

    “He never wanted this, to wage war on the world he once called home, but it had taken everything from him. Even now, all he wants is to go back and save his loved ones, but the only way he’ll be reunited is in the afterlife….”

  • @xse959
    @xse959 Před 7 lety +1

    I didn't had sad memories. But I had *Golden days*

  • @markgenner1747
    @markgenner1747 Před 3 lety +2

    Angel Was Upset.

  • @kimnourhane6539
    @kimnourhane6539 Před 3 lety +3

    I wanna forget everything:( it's make me scear 💔 I should die before 20years old

  • @im_soro2624
    @im_soro2624 Před rokem +2

    Live how ever you like at the end we'll all be nothing when the galaxy collapses after 5 of listening to this before sleep I realised it doesn't matter if ur tired or not do it cause everyday we get closer to our inevitable death

  • @hossein-6317
    @hossein-6317 Před 3 lety +2

    😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @ayanboishakh4434
    @ayanboishakh4434 Před 6 lety +3

    hey...
    how can I use this music for my you tube videos? is it copyright free?

  • @RedBlackFilms
    @RedBlackFilms Před 5 lety +2

    Hi there. Was curious about using this in a music video's intro I'm working on, to be released on New Years. May I have permission? Full credit and link will be in the description obviously.

  • @Cqmrxn1
    @Cqmrxn1 Před 4 lety +1

    I cant handle change - Roar

  • @blackiceberrys
    @blackiceberrys Před 4 lety +2

    🖤

  • @Rollingace
    @Rollingace Před 4 lety +1

    It bombs all day, people die like pigs, all the family anyone know is either gone or will be gone very soon, toddlers are lying on the rubble crying but nobody is helping...how could they, they all are dead themselves, there is no happiness just pain all around just death and darkness, hope is long gone so is will to live...despair is our friend and darkness is our light.
    Syria 2020.

  • @justanormalhuman83yearsago56

    This reminded me when it was just me and a enemy wich we were not fighting but dancing with each other but then he accidentally jumped off a cliff and I got the victory royal😧😦😣😔😢😭😭😭😭😭😪

  • @ScotchPundits
    @ScotchPundits Před rokem

    This is nice music - do I need to license it to use it in another video?

  • @uhhhuhh8939
    @uhhhuhh8939 Před 8 lety +14

    This is nice. Does it have a name?

    • @ambientmusic8401
      @ambientmusic8401  Před 8 lety +5

      +Maikeru Morisi
      Glad you liked it. Name is the what came to my mind.

    • @sandrarose8672
      @sandrarose8672 Před 5 lety

      @Chloe Moore I'm late but I'm crying to this right now cause it makes me think of all the negative sides of life

  • @chloemoore4199
    @chloemoore4199 Před 11 měsíci

    I Had A Number Of Regrets In My Life And I've Bitten Off More Than I Can Chew With Many Other CZcamsrs And CZcams Haters And Enemies Over The Past 30 Years

  • @nikitagorodilov782
    @nikitagorodilov782 Před 3 lety +1

    It has to leave death, is not good to feel, it ls not death, it's empty eye that always sneaks up on someone lurking out, looking, tries to trick everyone to fall into a trap.