im just 11, i cant understand how it suddenly turned hard. i hide secrets, feelings, everything, i cant remember the last time i was happy, everthing i do gets noticed and gets corrected, lectures everyday, they think that my confidence gets lower is because i dont spend enough time with people, but no. my confidence started to lower in grade 1. they laugh at me for being so fat and the uniform not fitting me. i can hear them talking and mocking me. what they dont know till today, is that i wear loose and big clothes, and i get frustrated when i wear tight and uncomfortable clothes. thanks to them i thing people are looking at me. i dont know anymore. every morning, night, all i think is hurting myself, i suffer from depression, anxiety, attachment issues, family issues, thanks to my grade 5 classmates im still happy, theyblet goof around, do what i want, i cant lose them we are already on our last quarter. i love them.
aw my love I’m so sorry. I was 11 just a few years ago, I know how it feels. It’s not easy. It feels like the entire world has just turned upside down. It’s going to be hard, but please, don’t lose hope. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, even if you yourself don’t see it. It will come one day. One day, near or far, there will come a day where everything gets better. It won’t be easy, i know. And sometimes you feel like giving up. But please keep going. Keep feeling, keep smiling, keep crying, but keep going. Don’t forget to take care of yourself. You are so beautiful just the way you are. Your life is your own. You don’t have to live the way you do for other people, its your life. You can dress the way you want, you can talk the way you want, and if people don’t like that, that’s not your fault. There is nothing ‘wrong’ with you. Getting pimples, feeling ‘fat’ , they’re not flaws. Society has harsh beauty standards, pushed onto people at young ages, even things that happen naturally. You are beautiful, even if you don’t see that in yourself. You don’t have to be afraid your life the way you want to be. And you don’t have to pressure yourself to change your mindset immediately, it’s hard to change when you’re having thoughts like this. But slowly and surely, one day you won’t be afraid anymore. It won’t be easy by any means, and some days, you might feel like giving up, and that’s okay. It’s okay to feel things. You don’t owe anyone your emotions. There will always be people who are just mean. But that’s not your fault. I hope you’re doing okay. 🫂 (I’m so sorry if that was worded weirdly, I’m autistic and i find it hard to word things.)
im now 17 when i was 11 i was same as you fat , no friends , no family , but then i know how to lose weight and i did it but i was think when i get skinner everything will solve but it still the same but i know there going to be day somthing will change andyou need to try over and over in the end it will be memories iknow it not the best memories
to the creator, the fact that you’ve responded to almost all the comments is amazing. you seem like you would be a great friend and i hope that you aren’t hurting, because being a therapist friend isn’t great. stay well
to those people who have to vent, feel free to open up. life isnt always easy. but its always got a solution. i hope all of you stay safe and have a happy life
You're loved, and there are so so soooo many great things ahead of you. So many accomplishments, memories, and friends you're gonna make. There are so many dreams of your's that are gonna come true. You have a purpose, I love you. 💗💗💗 Focus on things that make you happy, take your time to heal, tell yourself positive things, find things that make you laugh :) ! You're important, beautiful, smart, funny, incredible, loved, and so much more. You're capable of great things, you're appreciated, you're unique, you're the Light of the World. You're loved infinitely 💗💗💗🙏🏻 (>^-^)>*hug*
It's gonna get better man. I miss someone too. I'm still a bit traumatized, because when I think of anything, like anything at all, it goes back to her, but listen man. It may not seem like it now, but better things are to come
You're loved, you don't ruin anything, and there are so so soooo many great things ahead of you. So many accomplishments, memories, and friends you're gonna make. There are so many dreams of your's that are gonna come true. You have a purpose, I love you. 💗💗💗 Focus on things that make you happy, take your time to heal, tell yourself positive things, find things that make you laugh :) ! You're important, beautiful, smart, funny, incredible, loved, and so much more. You're capable of great things, you're appreciated, you're unique, you're the Light of the World. You're loved infinitely 💗💗💗🙏🏻 (>^-^)>*hug*
I remember when I was 5 and I said I will never be sad... but now. I am always sad my dad on drugs almost killed my mother I get bullied,kicked...... it never ends
I'm so tired. It's a constant loop. My therapist suggests I should try and do something productive to get rid of the loop. She doesn't know anything about me or my problems. It's not that easy. It's hard. They shame me for being a lazy, sloth like procrastinator who stays up late and always looks like he's about to doze off and never wake up. They don't get it. They really don't. My GF loves me but I don't see her often. I love her too. I want to spend more time with her, but I only see her whenever I go to school or when she comes over. And that isn't often. My mom tries to help. I tell her very little. Same for my dad. It's a loop. It won't stop. I'm angry and stressed and easily annoyed towards everybody. I can't help it. I cant help anything. It's not my fault. It's nobodies fault. I hate everything. They say it's just teen angst. It's way more than angst.
Hey dude I just want to say idk what you’ve been through but I can tell you why your feeling like this and it’s because we all need God I’m telling you this because I used to be an addict and was depressed to I was thinking about thoughts that would threaten my life but it was because I was missing God and have a void in me only he could fill so turn to God because he died for you he died for there to be a chance for us to be saved because without him he all go to hell yk just look at the Ten Commandments we all broken them and deserve hell but God came to redeem us and give us ever lasting life if you just repent which means acknowledging that we’re all sinners and we could never do anything to be made right in the eyes of God and turn away from our sins because you come to realize that sin will only lead us to death and then trust in Jesus like you trust a parachute it’s through faith alone that we are saved but to have true faith you need to be truly repentant and turn from your sin I really hope you believe what I’m telling you and decide to look for truth in the Bible God bless bro
Pancho also had advice, but I think I can try to say something too. Every single day always looks like a loop, but it’s perspective. You have to really look at the good times, without forgetting the bad times, and learn how to move forward. Trust me, after that leap of faith, it gets easier. Not a lot will change, but you’ll see things a bit differently. Enough to be able to keep going, and it’s human to feel like this. It’s human to fail, and to feel like you may never break the loop and it’s human to feel angry and stressed and easily annoyed. Never feel bad for having emotions, just keep trying to change your reaction to them, don’t lie to yourself or to others but change how you react. If something annoys you, find things you appreciate and come back to it with a clear head after taking a moment to think. You never will have to be perfect. Never limit yourself, and never let anyone limit yourself, and most of all, keep fucking moving forward, even if it’s in spite of everyone who ever thought you wouldn’t make it. Keep going. I hope you read this. 👍
This song makes me cry ;( because I don't want to be like a girl anymore because I'm so ugly a lot of people don't like me... my parents love me and also I wanted to say I love you❤❤❤
I hate how my “friends” use me as a punching bag, even set me up by making a fake snap account and making me believe I was talking to a girl I really liked then told me to meet her but ended up being mocked and bullied an I had to eat lunch alone outside the mall
Looked at her she looked back Only to realise even if we wanteed to the world wouldnt let us cause it was never meant to be if we were meant to be in this world then in this world we must had to trample each others dream to be happy and be against the foundation for us for it meant for us to meant to be :c
js tell me atleast one person relates to this you have a good life, loving parents, cousins, some good friends, and exciting life events. you've been on the internet for too long, life is starting to get boring. you see pretty/handsome people on the internet, and compared them to yourself. you start to hate yourself. your grades start to drop a bit from laziness in life. you cant get out of bed. you're always sleep deprived. you're too lazy to even care for yourself. js so u know, all the you/your things said here mean me. not trying to offend anyone.
yall what do i do when i have a toxic and abusive sister and brother that are like my dad?? (btw all three of them still live with us and we arent really able to do anything)
Im afraid i cant safe her, .....15 days. Just 15 days until her birthday, 15 days to safe her, i failed, i, ve tried for months, and noting seems to work, i am a failure
i can still feel her hand. she talks to me every day as if she forgot what happened. i hate her. i still remember what she said. i dont think it was SA? i just dont want to be alive. shes on my mind every day. it just hurts. i told the principal two days after and nothing happened. my parents and her parents were called, but thats it. nothing happened. i remember what i was wearing, too.
it took me so long to notice the case is empty
i j saw it haha
me too
i’m empty too
the case just like me fr
this song feels like happy memories and experiencing it again when your older. Idk how to explain but i lowkey love this song
im just 11, i cant understand how it suddenly turned hard. i hide secrets, feelings, everything, i cant remember the last time i was happy, everthing i do gets noticed and gets corrected, lectures everyday, they think that my confidence gets lower is because i dont spend enough time with people, but no. my confidence started to lower in grade 1. they laugh at me for being so fat and the uniform not fitting me. i can hear them talking and mocking me. what they dont know till today, is that i wear loose and big clothes, and i get frustrated when i wear tight and uncomfortable clothes. thanks to them i thing people are looking at me. i dont know anymore. every morning, night, all i think is hurting myself, i suffer from depression, anxiety, attachment issues, family issues, thanks to my grade 5 classmates im still happy, theyblet goof around, do what i want, i cant lose them we are already on our last quarter. i love them.
i feel you buddy
aw my love I’m so sorry.
I was 11 just a few years ago, I know how it feels.
It’s not easy. It feels like the entire world has just turned upside down.
It’s going to be hard, but please, don’t lose hope. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, even if you yourself don’t see it. It will come one day. One day, near or far, there will come a day where everything gets better. It won’t be easy, i know. And sometimes you feel like giving up.
But please keep going. Keep feeling, keep smiling, keep crying, but keep going. Don’t forget to take care of yourself.
You are so beautiful just the way you are.
Your life is your own. You don’t have to live the way you do for other people, its your life.
You can dress the way you want, you can talk the way you want, and if people don’t like that, that’s not your fault. There is nothing ‘wrong’ with you. Getting pimples, feeling ‘fat’ , they’re not flaws. Society has harsh beauty standards, pushed onto people at young ages, even things that happen naturally.
You are beautiful, even if you don’t see that in yourself. You don’t have to be afraid your life the way you want to be.
And you don’t have to pressure yourself to change your mindset immediately, it’s hard to change when you’re having thoughts like this. But slowly and surely, one day you won’t be afraid anymore. It won’t be easy by any means, and some days, you might feel like giving up, and that’s okay.
It’s okay to feel things. You don’t owe anyone your emotions.
There will always be people who are just mean. But that’s not your fault.
I hope you’re doing okay. 🫂
(I’m so sorry if that was worded weirdly, I’m autistic and i find it hard to word things.)
im now 17 when i was 11 i was same as you fat , no friends , no family , but then i know how to lose weight and i did it but i was think when i get skinner everything will solve but it still the same but i know there going to be day somthing will change andyou need to try over and over in the end it will be memories iknow it not the best memories
as a 11 year old aswell this made me cry tbh, i am sorry u have to feel all of that.
It doesn’t get easier
to the creator,
the fact that you’ve responded to almost all the comments is amazing. you seem like you would be a great friend and i hope that you aren’t hurting, because being a therapist friend isn’t great. stay well
Fav compliment ever, im rlly trying to help people here since i know how it feels thank u again
@@reze502 awh thank you for replying! i hope that you’re okay 🫶🏼
The way the gun teleported to my hand
the way a toaster teleported to my bath
@@reze502 real😂😂💯💯
The way the bullet teleported to my head
the way i had my intestines hanging out with a knife in my hand
real real.
"Every week i only have one goal: get through the week. Even though that might seem easy sometimes i feel like there is no guarantee."
When she suddenly goes cold to you.... it hurts so much. I must move on
Same here. It's my fault though for being an annoying freak and a weirdo
This exactly what depression sounds like
I hope you're alright 🙏🏻💗
@@222day. LMAOOOOOO im not but thanks for checking up on me
hope your alright man i get that feeling a lot
Inside out-duster
Sped up:Happiness,chilling
Normal:Lonely,sad
Slowed down:Lonely,depressed,The world turns back on you...
song got me staring the ceiling like i fell in love with it
“A heart that’s broke is a heart that’s been loved”
to those people who have to vent, feel free to open up. life isnt always easy. but its always got a solution. i hope all of you stay safe and have a happy life
im not depressed i genuinely like the song
Same
Man I miss her so much, everything reminds me of her, laughing, eating together everything’s in the past I can’t let go….
You're loved, and there are so so soooo many great things ahead of you. So many accomplishments, memories, and friends you're gonna make. There are so many dreams of your's that are gonna come true. You have a purpose, I love you. 💗💗💗
Focus on things that make you happy, take your time to heal, tell yourself positive things, find things that make you laugh :) !
You're important, beautiful, smart, funny, incredible, loved, and so much more. You're capable of great things, you're appreciated, you're unique, you're the Light of the World. You're loved infinitely 💗💗💗🙏🏻
(>^-^)>*hug*
It's gonna get better man. I miss someone too. I'm still a bit traumatized, because when I think of anything, like anything at all, it goes back to her, but listen man. It may not seem like it now, but better things are to come
@@RiddlingSkullFcc you sound so childish grow up tf
cmon man, u will get past it
This song accompanied me through my lowest points❤
i hate how quick my baths get cold :(( maybe a toaster will help ^_^
I come to this song every time I need to calm down, you are my new therapist channel.
was about to say something but then remembered that i ruin everything just by talking😂😂😂
u don't ruin anything
I fuck up every single thing I ever try to do
You're loved, you don't ruin anything, and there are so so soooo many great things ahead of you. So many accomplishments, memories, and friends you're gonna make. There are so many dreams of your's that are gonna come true. You have a purpose, I love you. 💗💗💗
Focus on things that make you happy, take your time to heal, tell yourself positive things, find things that make you laugh :) !
You're important, beautiful, smart, funny, incredible, loved, and so much more. You're capable of great things, you're appreciated, you're unique, you're the Light of the World. You're loved infinitely 💗💗💗🙏🏻
(>^-^)>*hug*
@@breeeegs You don't ruin anything, you're important, you're loved, you're amazing, you rock. Don't let negativity get to you, you matter 💗💗💗🙏🏻
@@222day. Thanks, I appreciate that : )
i luv dis
This is a happy song
i can just feel all my pain in my throat and it never goes away
i hope mr cat is okay
Crying, sobbing.
holding in tears , slowly failing.
You always hold your breath when you past a smoker look at you now.
I remember when I was 5 and I said I will never be sad... but now. I am always sad my dad on drugs almost killed my mother I get bullied,kicked...... it never ends
I ain’t making it tonight 😂😂😂😂😂💀💀💀🙏🙏🙏🙏💯💯💯💯
U did tho
The way the belt is rapped around my neck
cries
the way the barrel of a 12 gauge is stalking me rn
oh shit how did this gun get into my hand oh no
Do you wanna die?
Yes I do!
Wait what?
See ya!
Oh my God!
Sonic!
Take me, sweet deaaaath
Man the way the kinfe is staring at my stomach I think it’s the end for me
I also sub to you ❤❤❤❤
we're all just people we all just want love , then why do we hurt each other ??
i hate myself so much , people would only care about me if i was dead . why cant i do anything right????
Pls don’t people do care about u it’s been a year I hope your ok man I may be destroyed but it will be ok
I wanna put led in my head😂
😂
I hope you're alright 🙏🏻💗
@@_fottctvg44 I hope you're alright 🙏🏻💗
ily
I'm so tired. It's a constant loop. My therapist suggests I should try and do something productive to get rid of the loop.
She doesn't know anything about me or my problems.
It's not that easy. It's hard. They shame me for being a lazy, sloth like procrastinator who stays up late and always looks like he's about to doze off and never wake up.
They don't get it. They really don't.
My GF loves me but I don't see her often. I love her too. I want to spend more time with her, but I only see her whenever I go to school or when she comes over. And that isn't often.
My mom tries to help. I tell her very little.
Same for my dad.
It's a loop.
It won't stop.
I'm angry and stressed and easily annoyed towards everybody.
I can't help it. I cant help anything.
It's not my fault. It's nobodies fault.
I hate everything. They say it's just teen angst.
It's way more than angst.
Hey dude I just want to say idk what you’ve been through but I can tell you why your feeling like this and it’s because we all need God I’m telling you this because I used to be an addict and was depressed to I was thinking about thoughts that would threaten my life but it was because I was missing God and have a void in me only he could fill so turn to God because he died for you he died for there to be a chance for us to be saved because without him he all go to hell yk just look at the Ten Commandments we all broken them and deserve hell but God came to redeem us and give us ever lasting life if you just repent which means acknowledging that we’re all sinners and we could never do anything to be made right in the eyes of God and turn away from our sins because you come to realize that sin will only lead us to death and then trust in Jesus like you trust a parachute it’s through faith alone that we are saved but to have true faith you need to be truly repentant and turn from your sin
I really hope you believe what I’m telling you and decide to look for truth in the Bible
God bless bro
Pancho also had advice, but I think I can try to say something too. Every single day always looks like a loop, but it’s perspective. You have to really look at the good times, without forgetting the bad times, and learn how to move forward. Trust me, after that leap of faith, it gets easier. Not a lot will change, but you’ll see things a bit differently. Enough to be able to keep going, and it’s human to feel like this. It’s human to fail, and to feel like you may never break the loop and it’s human to feel angry and stressed and easily annoyed. Never feel bad for having emotions, just keep trying to change your reaction to them, don’t lie to yourself or to others but change how you react. If something annoys you, find things you appreciate and come back to it with a clear head after taking a moment to think. You never will have to be perfect. Never limit yourself, and never let anyone limit yourself, and most of all, keep fucking moving forward, even if it’s in spite of everyone who ever thought you wouldn’t make it. Keep going. I hope you read this. 👍
tbh ppl wanna be serial killers,but I wanna be a cereal killer.
I meannnn I do have a gunnn...(I deeply just want it to end)😄😄😄😄😂😂😂
i love this song but i sometimes makes me think about him, even thought he was secretly dating my bsf. i missed him sm
Damn thats deep man hope youre okay ❤️❤️
im sorry i cant be good enough for you 😂
This version should be on spofity
The way I jumped
Cried
might blow my brains out maybe lol 🤣🤣🤣🤣
real 🤣🤣🤣😭🤣🤣
This song makes me cry ;( because I don't want to be like a girl anymore because I'm so ugly a lot of people don't like me... my parents love me and also I wanted to say I love you❤❤❤
Youre so cute and i bet youre pretty dont listen to mean people
Ok :)
And what's your Roblox username?
Mines is ghostfromroblo😊
Reze502
The way the rope tied to the ceiling
pls help me deal with this agony..
cutely crys and screams
i want to rip my eyes out
I fucked everything up so bad. I wish I could kms I’m tryna turn to god for help but it’s not working. This is a cry for help (real)
I hate everything about me I hate how I’m too hyper how I talk to much how I make my mum cry I get bullied i cant fucking take this anymore
I hate how ppl think I’m weird and get mad at me for being too odd I hate how people in my school have an automated image of me when it’s not me
I hate how my “friends” use me as a punching bag, even set me up by making a fake snap account and making me believe I was talking to a girl I really liked then told me to meet her but ended up being mocked and bullied an I had to eat lunch alone outside the mall
I’ve tried therapy I’ve tried focusing on some other shit but it doesn’t work I honestly wish I was mentally stable
Not deep tho lol
if this gym thing doesn't change me in atleast 6 months then idk what else to do
update its working a bit qfter 4 weeks feel better
@@JoseC100 Nice bro 😄
Keep going and only look back to look how far you have come! You have got this ❤️🫡
Looked at her she looked back Only to realise even if we wanteed to the world wouldnt let us cause it was never meant to be if we were meant to be in this world then in this world we must had to trample each others dream to be happy and be against the foundation for us for it meant for us to meant to be :c
Amooo
:(((( que sad
the "real" is becoming real
No way a rope just teleported to my neck😂😂😂😂
i hate everything
i hope everything gets better for u you deserve the world
Man my final exams are gonna screw me over
U hope u did well!
Real
Mood: background cat
goodnight sweet dreams cta
CAN I RENT this CAT 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩
Why did everyone turn on me....what did i do?
She loved me.. And I broke her heart without knowing, I'm such a _bad person._
js tell me atleast one person relates to this
you have a good life, loving parents, cousins, some good friends, and exciting life events. you've been on the internet for too long, life is starting to get boring. you see pretty/handsome people on the internet, and compared them to yourself. you start to hate yourself. your grades start to drop a bit from laziness in life. you cant get out of bed. you're always sleep deprived. you're too lazy to even care for yourself.
js so u know, all the you/your things said here mean me. not trying to offend anyone.
I do
*except the parents part*
@@IStoleYourBread_ im sorry, i hope things get better soon.
Timmeh,😓😞
i will not be here tomorrow :) i love you mom
Don’t kill yourself that shit kills you
please dont do anything that will hurt you, you deserve alot and life will get better trust me
Depression adhd version:
real
yall what do i do when i have a toxic and abusive sister and brother that are like my dad?? (btw all three of them still live with us and we arent really able to do anything)
The way the blades magically moved to my hands. 😐
No please take care of yourself u dont deserve it
gonna end it June 23rd 2032😂😂🤣
please dont we need u here you're important and you'll realize it someday
why postpone, slacker
weird choice to wait ten years
but at least u have time to change ur mind
this is a cry for help
2023 just started and guess what?I lost all my friends and still hate myself🤣
I hope it worked better these 3 weeks , you got this
@@reze502 thanks
Im afraid i cant safe her, .....15 days. Just 15 days until her birthday, 15 days to safe her, i failed, i, ve tried for months, and noting seems to work, i am a failure
Hey reze i need someone to talk too
Am i late ?
ok
Another day another L
TW
i can still feel her hand. she talks to me every day as if she forgot what happened. i hate her. i still remember what she said. i dont think it was SA? i just dont want to be alive. shes on my mind every day. it just hurts. i told the principal two days after and nothing happened. my parents and her parents were called, but thats it. nothing happened. i remember what i was wearing, too.
its all my fault
i wonder if i will ever be successful in life 🤣🤣
U for sure will:)