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Man I feel like everyone here relates to each other in a way. We’re all suffering through some sort of loneliness self pity heartbreak and nostalgia. Or just a feeling of emptiness and not knowing what to do anymore. Always feeling like we’re just messing everything up. This song embodies it all. Hope things get better for everyone here
@@Opiumdrainer why? Just why? I feel for you bro, it does get better. Wherever you are, whoever you are, wake up tomorrow and know that you got someone who would like nothing more than to see you KILL IT! Rooting for ya bud, I know you got it in you!
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Last night I met my ex after not seeing her for 5 years. We both moved to different parts of the country after high school. I did her wrong. I didn't cheat on her but I wasn't good to her. I was so excited to finally see one of my oldest friends again after such a long time. I arrived and she was with another guy. A guy that always tried to get with her in high school when we were dating. I had a panic attack but just swallowed it and walked up to the bar and said hello. I was ignored for a while while they took shots. After 30 minutes of silent humiliation I ordered a double shot of whiskey and put it down and went out for a smoke. Came back to the bar and we began talking and within 45 minutes we were behind the bar holding each other and crying all over each others nylon bomber jackets. She told me it looked like I've had a rough 5 years. She said she could see it in my eyes. We wiped the tears and headed back to the bar. I was still panicking and threw up in the bathroom. She took shots with the other guy and in between would speak to me about my astrological chart and movies. The bar closed and I left without saying bye. She ran in front of my car and made me roll down my window. She kissed me goodbye and told me to call her the next day. Right after she got in the car with the other guy and went to his house to smoke weed. I screamed on that drive home until I tasted blood. Stayed up for 2 days straight and I ate nothing. I called her the day after I saw her and she ignored my call and text message. This was my most listened to song this year and it became a self fulfilling prophecy. I usually play bass but I guess now is the time to learn my first song on guitar.
damn bro im so sorry about that, fuck bro i hope everything gets better for you, this might not help that much but i still wanna try, love you bro, hope everything gets better.
Here I go, down the slope of self pity. I just can't be bothered anymore, I just want to grab someone so hard and never let go. I hate the person I am, I'm horrible, I hate everyone and just live in a pit of hipocrisy. Literally all I've got is music like this, that just makes me even more sad but a sense of hope at the same time. I'm a loser, I pray I slip away in my sleep every night. Just another depressing stain on this world.
@@georgiabath1358 thank you for your comment (I know I'm late, I just came back). Things look up, but then we're all just sent spiralling back down again. I want to escape this feeling but my loneliness and nihilism grab me and I can't shrug it off. I hope you're well.
@@tomedwards6208 hope things get better man. changing our mindset and thought process is the hardest part. i understand how you feel. it's hopeless, emptying, just.... indescribably hazy and numb and awful. i know i'm just a stranger but in some way i hope you know i feel for you. please, carry on, and you will eventually build your wonderful future you couldn't have thought possible before.
@@meh3083 thank you. It means a lot, you're a good person. I hope you're doing well in your own battles. Even though I don't have a clue who any of you are, it's so nice to see there's people out there who do care.
If you're reading this, it will get better. You are not your mistakes, or your past. You are the whole kaleidoscope of you. Give yourself time, patience, and love. Give yourself the gift of the present moment. Develop an agenda of radical self-love.
It doesn't. It hasn't. I feel like I'm getting better and then it comes back. I want everything to just end, to fall into a pit of darkness and peace forever.
If I could choose one song, just one to be the symbol of my life. The constant notes being played in the background I would choose this one. Because this song is the embodiment of what it feels like to feel the way I do. The feeling of watching your own life pass right before your eyes. Feeling like you have no purpose being on this earth. Feeling like your drowning in a huge ocean of regret. And that feeling of loneliness everyone feels sometimes, except constant. This song is the only one which will be able to describe all of those feelings.
I was there, and I'm here again. But I know this: The worst possible thing you could do in this life, is give up. As someone who's been through the ringer, it gets better. It might be impossible to see. But even just one day in the far future where you get to smile and watch a beautiful sunset with people you love, makes it worth it imo.
People will say they care for you but when you tell them about your problems they laugh and some people just dont pay attention to you until it gets bad. And eventually they think your fucking better and that 'you got over it'. It fucking hurts man
Man it sucks, I'm 16 and I've done more substances I want to admit to, and recently I've been watching my life fall apart in front of me. Watching as everyone I knew leave me or forget about me, it only hurts because I know I'm not ok and I know I need help but I'm scared to reach out and ask because of all the trauma from past relationships, and abusive parents. And to be honest every night I just smile at the fact that I may never be ok again, and that I may not make it to adulthood, and Watching as people forget me 1 by 1, people I used to talk to every day grow distant until I am once again alone. I know anyone reading this is either going through the same thing or going through something, you may not know me, I don't know you, but I hope you get better. Although I may never make it to have a family because it all became to much, I hope anyone reading this gets better, focuses on themselves. You know I'm proud of you for making it far enough in life to read this, I'm proud of you. But for now Farwell. *edit* I got stage 2 kidney cancer
Man it sucks to be alone but just enjoy being alone . Because it's okay to be not okay. I'm so alone that i do earn my own and cooking and cleaning and everything. It sucks but God have plan
you don't know me, and i don't know you. but i truly am wishing you the best. i teared up reading your comment man. i feel for you. i hope everything in your life works itself out. i know it's so hard to see your life play out in a way you would want it to. but just know that everything will be okay. you've got strangers rooting for you. i love you bro
Will I be able to speak After a stiff drink? Would it break my panic? Would the sweat stop pouring out? Slow and deliberate With her words She'll walk through My heart Those eyes light a fire In my stomach Fall apart From the inside out
I know it sounds like I’m just saying it, and you’ve probably heard this more times than you can count, but I promise that it really does get better. You just need to keep fighting. I truly believe in you. You don’t know how strong you really are. I know that you can make it through whatever you’re struggling with. I know it sounds corny and I know it feels like I’m lying, but I promise you can make it out of this, you will be happy/happier at some point. Promise me you’ll keep fighting. Please.
There was a girl I used to have feelings for who didn't reciprocate. For months after she was gone, I thought I was seeing her everywhere, even years later I sometimes still feel that way. If I did see her now I'm sure I'd experience the anxiety and stomach-turning that this song describes.
I remembered my dog Griffin, so vividly because of this. Went through a breakup after a 9 year relationship in 2017. I had a tough span of 6 to 7 months. I got into a real dark place. You know who was always there, Griffin, through it all. He knew exactly how I felt. It's not the breakup that hurt me. It was when Griffin left me that really hurt, we didn't have much time together due to cancer. Boy oh boy, we had an amazing time together. Griffin, thank you for the memories, forever old friend.
feeling like this is so terrifying , feeling like ill never get better. it’s so hard having a mindset like this and trying to have friends, a relationship and getting more closer with family. this feeling i have in my stomach is such a horrible feeling, it’s so draining.
para mi esta pieza tiene un significado demasiado profundo que no es solo mio tbn es de mi hija nos traspasa el alma de ambos al mismo tiempo como una hoja enorme de vidrio.. de saber q yo no puedo estar con ella por culpa de su madre ni ella conmigo.. pero al final nos volveremos a encontrar y esos momentos serán los mas felices de nuestras vidas.. el tan solo correr nos ara reir porque ambos nos necesitamos y llenar ese vacio nos ara feliz con tan solo mirar la misma flor al mismo tiempo.. lose porque la esperanza nunca se pierde esta ahi.. en esta cancion.. añorando que algun dia llegue asi como esta cancion llego a mi vida.. ARLETH!!! YO TE ENSEÑARE LO QUE ES EL MUNDO REAL!! DE UNA MANERA EN Q NO DUELA TANTO.. LO JURO
I’m here listening to the song I listened to while I escape from all my problems for the 4567893rd time, typing while I wait for my nail polish to dry, I just can’t seem to understand why no one will listen just to me, not as a girlfriend, or an annoying sister, or a disappointing daughter. Recently I had received a message from my ex saying he was thinking about how I was months after I ran away from our last relationship, hoping he would text me just that. All I wanted was a “I was wondering how you have been” and that’s exactly what I received, I felt like I was entering a new chapter in my life, that this would all be over after years of thinking things would never get better, being suicidal since I was eight, abusing harsh medications, eventually getting off of the medication I needed completely entering an episode that I’m not sure if I’m still in or not, corona starting when I was only 13, deadbeat dad not coming home, dealing with a manipulative “friend” I had for 4 years, just meeting a new group of people who all had their problems right after moving back from Cali, etc. It was like nobody could share my so called dreams, which meant none of it was happening. I’m not a people person not trying to sound “edgy” or anything of that sort, it’s not a big deal but It’s that one boy. I was with that boy during the time not telling him a single thing in my life trying to keep up with that smile but I was so tried, didn’t want to be in that relationship at the time anyways, and he was off on his board while I was sitting here getting lost more and more by the second. I tried to hint him but he didn’t get it, and it’s not his responsibility to listen to my problems as we barley knew eachother. I just wanted someone to not hear, but listen. But, I got that message from him after months of attempting to escape from it all. We hung out after about a week of talking, eventually realizing it was all to get back with me, not to listen, or at least hear. It was how it was the first day I ever met him, it really meant nothing. After hinting him I wasn’t stable to be in a relationship still but wanting to talk, he hadn’t texted me back, it’s not his fault. But i’m realizing it wasn’t a new chapter, just a quick sentence. A fun one, I miss being with him but it’s even funny when I realize I’m just 13 how serious could it be anyway. Not very.
Wow, im so sorry you had to go through that. Trust me it gets better, you only have one life and if you end it, thats it. No more chances. So please stay with us. If you need someone to talk to im always here. Stay safe 🖤
i can understand how you feel so lost, but i know from reading this youre a really smart kid, seriously. and you should know your pain is real man life is full of choices, and really youve only got two: to invest in your health and wellbeing, or to invest in your sickness. this is true forever, from the day you take your first steps until the day you die. and believe me health is much more important. take care of yourself, please, you are still so young and have so much time to figure shit out. also, personal advice: as much as you can, dont use social media, it is absolutely not necessary and that shit will utterly destroy your perception of the world, only feeding your depression further.
I thought I got over my social anxiety at the age of 14 but I never did. I worked on myself a lot. Everytime I meet up people it's the same. My hearts beats so fast and I breathe so heavily. Maybe one day
Came closer than I have in years to killing myself the other night. I feel so much love for people but I don't know how to express it anymore, and all of my relationships have become empty by my own doing. So now I just isolate myself from the world. Every moment is just an empty longing for nothing. But I'll keep on going.
I’m so tired of everything.. School, Family problems, not knowing who I am, always being alone. Just tired and I don’t things are gonna get better tbh.
I’m lonely not alone, breathing but not alive, intact but empty, painless but dying, tired but can’t sleep. Life is on repeat, I’m bored of life, I want to sleep.
It's just so hard to accept that she's gone. I'll never be able to see her eyes shining, her tepid smile, to hold her hand while we're walking, to pick her up for going together to the seaside, even to feel her head resting on my legs... I can't even remember her voice.. I miss her very, very much, even if she totally destroyed me. I'll never forgive, and i'll never forget.
Idk why I’m listening to this it’s just beautiful and helps me escape the cycle I go through, everyday it’s just college study work college study work every single day and I’m getting tired of it man I just want to go on vacation and see my family and not worry no more man it’s been 7 years
Listening to this song in college with my band mate Will forever be one of my favorite memories. I hope you see this, lazy eye! Been doing some thinking. I think we did it big. Remember when I played this at the open mic to you and about 2 other people? Must have been special. Miss you.
Life just gets too much nothing and then builds up till there is nothing again . I dont know what Im trying to say when im this spaced out but I love this song and hope others in the comments are still here and if anyone wants to talk lets talk and vibe .
What’s insane is the saddest people are always the ones to become the best and strongest in the end. We got this fellas. Keep shuffling them feet forward
duster is like calming but depressing as the same time. It reminds me of sitting in a quite before a storm type of weather. Reminds me like you’ve lost everything and everyone so you’ve only got your self sitting in the field thinking about all the mistakes you’ve e made in your past life
Im just wanting to be happy for once. Havent been happy in a long time. Ive been so hard on my self these past few years. Ive been trying so many new things and none of them are working. But i know someday it will be worth it. All this pain im going through is only gonna make me stronger and better person. I met a beautiful girl this year and i totally fucked it up. I cant ever forgive myself. Seeing her with someone else just cuts my heart in two. Im left alone picking the pieces of my heart trying to put it back together. No matter how hard i try it doesn’t seem to be any better. I dont want to speak to her anymore because i feel i hurt her. But shes the only person i think about everyday. I never thought i would fall in love. Why did i fall in lpve i haye myself for that. I told my self i wouldnt and look at me crying over a girl who doesnt even care about me. Im so stupid and a loser what even is my lofe. Sometimes i wanna end it but theres so many people counting on me to be successful. I cant let them down i gotta keep going this fire inside me cant be put away. Even if the whole world is flooded in water my fire will still be lit. Im going to break the curse in my family and bring peace. Im going to change everything and im going to be the best version of my self. Ive put myself through hell these past few months trying to improve. It feels like im stuck. The one thing that im really proud about is i never gave up on goals. Im still trying till this day no matter how many times i failed. I wake up the next day and go at it again. I know one day im gonna make my Younger self proud. Its hard coming from an immigrant family because no one really understands me. It feels like im alone but theres so many people around me idk how to explain. Maybe some of you guys understand. I just want peace in my life but i have to reach my goals first. I know i will if i put my all into it. I used to smoke not knowing that i was just clouding my feelings. Im never smoking ever again. I wanna live for as long as i can. I wanna meet my beautiful wife and i wanna show her the world. I wanna protect her from this cruel world. I wanna just be there for her when no one else is. I wanna be the one she turns to when she isnt feeling right. I want her to feel loved like she is the only girl in the world. Amen may god bless you all and just smile and laugh because we only live once.
I was once in your shoes, deoressed and with no direction. Trust me when i tell you it does get better, but not from its own. You need to do something for it. And now i can listen ti this beautifull song and just be happy that i fought. And you can do it to🤞🏼🧡
This song makes me feel some type of way specially after leaving everything behind even the man I love the most it honestly hurts so much but he deserves the type of happiness, but that happiness only appears when I'm gone.
If anyone reading this gets pissed from seeing their ex be happy, don’t worry, I do too, it’s apparently totally normal, and this is coming from someone who’s been single for almost a year (and that’s from someone who, from starting dating, never went longer that 5 months before being in a relationship) I still get pissed when I see him happy, i’m pissed I was a rebound for so long, I’m pissed he made my mental health shit because I miss him, even as a friend. But then I think about some things and I remember why I broke up with him in the first place, so it’s okay to feel angry, it won’t last forever
life has been so hard recently, im j so fed up. i dont eat properly, i dont sleep properly, my life is falling apart piece by piece and im not doing anything about it. school is so fucking stressful i just wanna end it at this point, my life is pointless, i literally used to harm myself to feel something, im so numb. and id ask for help but they would laugh and say its not that bad. no one understands how much pain i go through. i fucking hate everyone. i just wanna be loved and appreciated, i try so hard just to fit into everyones standards, and make everyone happy, but no one even bothers with me, if i was on the edge of suicide, and someone was sad about something so small id sit with them all day talking to them, helping them. i wanna reach out, but when i do its always ‘same!’ ‘omg relatable lmao’ like honestly at this point i have given up, nothing satisfies me anymore, i just sit in my room and rot. i have no one anymore. im lonely and sad.
@@en4x no no it’s okay don’t worry, i just need you to try a little harder okay ?ik it’s hard but believe me you’ll regret it sooner or later but please eat at least 1 meal a day and snacks okay ? just go from there
12 years ago I met a girl in the 4th grade who I have been madly in love with ever since. We always were so close to each other but for whatever reason we never really were ever in a relationship. It’s hard to describe how I feel about her and I know she had feelings for me because we talked about it multiple times and we just never for some unexplainable reason were ever together. We always stayed friends and had relationships with other people over the years. We sorta fell off after high school but about a year and a half ago I started seeing her again like every week, and we shared our first kiss after 11 years. It felt unlike any other girl I’ve ever been with. She was going through a lot of emotional trauma at the time over her last boyfriend and I only wanted to just be there for her, and after sometime she couldn’t be around me anymore because her heart was just somewhere else. I have never cried so hard over a girl, but I don’t blame her at all. We didn’t talk for months and months, until I saw her one last time at a bar and we just talked about everything that was happening between us, and I haven’t really heard or seen her since then. I see she has a boyfriend now and is doing much better, and I couldn’t be anymore happy for her, however I can’t help but beat myself up everyday over her. I waited too long to make a move and I was too late. she moved on and now I will spend the rest of my life wondering. I dream of a second chance with this girl, even if it meant going back to the start. She was the one. but I guess its time for me to grow up.
I'm just gonna have a little bit of a vent here rn. my father passed away the second day of the year, it's been really hard for me and my sisters and brothers trying to get through it, my mom recently put me in counseling and I feel like it's making it worse. the thought of her having to recommend that to me hurt a lot. my grandpa also passed away this year, along with my aunty, grandma, friends, and cousin. my grandpa shares the same birthday as me, he isn't here this year to celebrate it with me. my aunty passed away a few days after my grandpa passing away, she was heart broken a few months before this, she'd just gone through a divorce with my previously mentioned cousin's father, we were all left to be sad at this point. my most favorite, prettiest, mature, most funny cousin passed away a few months after her mother passed away. she was older than me by a few months, she was only 14 when she passed away. she always used to talk to me about her friends and where she was gonna go live in the future with all of them, always told me about how she was gonna be a hair stylist and have a huge house with a grand staircase and have all her clients come into the salon in her very own hair salon in her home, she loved telling me about her future. she wanted to be a movie actor, a model, and even a zoo keeper at some point. she always asked what I wanted to be and I never answered that question, I never answered it due to me also losing my dad. she knew why I never liked that question. she passed away 3 months ago on the 16th due to suicide. I really miss all of them, I've learned how to cope so much with all of it, I'm really fucking depressed that they all can't make it to my birthday.
Damn bro that’s so sad to hear 💔 I can’t say anything to make you feel better bc I’ve never experienced that before but what I can say is that think of the good memories you had with them when they come to mention or they come to thought. With your cousin that died think of the childhood memories and all the good times you guys had when she gets mentioned bc those memories don’t take away the pain but it will heal it over time and put a bandaid on it for a short while. So I’d suggest you do that bro. Praying for you and your family. 🙏🏾
It’s a repeating pattern of emptiness and I want to end it but I feel like there’s so much more to live for but ever time I tell myself that I can never find that thing that seems to make thing worth it
i still remember my first girlfriend. in 4th grade, she treated me like i was human when i didnt feel like anything. we would hold hands all the time, we did shit together a lot. then one day around 5th, she moved away without telling me, and i got sad. I would make her gifts, i even stole for her, but it was all for nothing. she came back around middle school, 7th grade. she was completely different, and treated me like i wasnt human. and it hurt so bad, despite being surrounded by people that cared about me this time. she changed for the better, for herself, overall. and honestly me too. but there are some small moments when i think about her, even in high school, and why/how she changed. i always think about what happened. how can someone treat you like you're worth so much to them, and then crush it? I'll never understand what i did wrong. and honestly a part of me doesn't even want to know, because i know i wouldn't be satisfied with the answer.
When feeling nothing is a relief, when you feel soaked and dry at the same time. When the only comfort you have is the tiny voice in your head that you treat like shit.
at this point its not even funny, im failing all my grades, losing all my friends. every single i have a “conversation”, i always start it. it was my birthday two days ago, felt like everyone forgot it. ive also had this crush for a long time, that ive had to give up over and over again so i tried to move on to someone else-it didnt help. im getting closer and closer to relapsing everyday. nobody truly likes me yk?? im js so tired of it.
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Man I feel like everyone here relates to each other in a way. We’re all suffering through some sort of loneliness self pity heartbreak and nostalgia. Or just a feeling of emptiness and not knowing what to do anymore. Always feeling like we’re just messing everything up. This song embodies it all. Hope things get better for everyone here
punpun pfp :((
@@xoliloquy feeling just fine again today
Said so well
Hope it gets better for u as well
Yeah you have punpun pfp i understand
I hope it gets better man
Ikr im so tired of everything i wanna give up so badly but i cant 😟
@@internetgrl4958 same here man, how’s your week been so far?
@Blair Haygood it really does
It does.
it will get better, one day at a time :)
I'm terrified that this might last forever
It wont, fortunately and unfortunately nothing lasts forever :)
Me too honestly
ur profile photo funny ash !! you have a bright side. you’ll get through it!
@@Opiumdrainer why? Just why? I feel for you bro, it does get better. Wherever you are, whoever you are, wake up tomorrow and know that you got someone who would like nothing more than to see you KILL IT! Rooting for ya bud, I know you got it in you!
It does
things will get better it doesn’t rain forever
no it won’t it never does
@@bekind690 yes, everything gets worse before it gets better :)
im getting help :)
i love you
I hope so
“things will get better” they said...three years have passed where’s my better??
Just around the corner man the corridor just might seem a little long
Man : (
@@liamsengers9199 Right on. The secret is to keep moving. We're all gonna make it
LMAO I CANT TAKE U SERIOUSLY WITH UR PFP AND THE COMMENT
it’s what they all say. it’s just empty words but i genuinely hope you’ve found something that makes it worthwhile staying
i feel like im drowning and this feeling is killing me slowly
I feel you..
Ja ouvi isso em outro lugar
I’m numb....I can’t feel shit
change your analogies people! it's merely chili. The spice will linger but can't remain long and will dissipate eventually :)
hey man, hope you didn't kill yourself, but if you're still feeling down this video of a singing Italian hamster always brightens my day :)
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I just feel so alone... even when I'm surrounded by loads of people, it's like I'm not even there.
Last night I met my ex after not seeing her for 5 years. We both moved to different parts of the country after high school. I did her wrong. I didn't cheat on her but I wasn't good to her. I was so excited to finally see one of my oldest friends again after such a long time. I arrived and she was with another guy. A guy that always tried to get with her in high school when we were dating. I had a panic attack but just swallowed it and walked up to the bar and said hello. I was ignored for a while while they took shots. After 30 minutes of silent humiliation I ordered a double shot of whiskey and put it down and went out for a smoke. Came back to the bar and we began talking and within 45 minutes we were behind the bar holding each other and crying all over each others nylon bomber jackets. She told me it looked like I've had a rough 5 years. She said she could see it in my eyes. We wiped the tears and headed back to the bar. I was still panicking and threw up in the bathroom. She took shots with the other guy and in between would speak to me about my astrological chart and movies. The bar closed and I left without saying bye. She ran in front of my car and made me roll down my window. She kissed me goodbye and told me to call her the next day. Right after she got in the car with the other guy and went to his house to smoke weed. I screamed on that drive home until I tasted blood. Stayed up for 2 days straight and I ate nothing. I called her the day after I saw her and she ignored my call and text message.
This was my most listened to song this year and it became a self fulfilling prophecy. I usually play bass but I guess now is the time to learn my first song on guitar.
I'm sorry you're in pain about this. I hope love and light find you soon if they haven't already :,)
@@eGToastyRecording Not yet but hopefully soon. Thank you.
damn bro im so sorry about that, fuck bro i hope everything gets better for you, this might not help that much but i still wanna try, love you bro, hope everything gets better.
@@en4x thank you. I appreciate it. Really.
Had something like this on a smaller scale, songs not crazy hard on guitar and feels nice to play along to, hope you're doing better man much love
Here I go, down the slope of self pity. I just can't be bothered anymore, I just want to grab someone so hard and never let go. I hate the person I am, I'm horrible, I hate everyone and just live in a pit of hipocrisy. Literally all I've got is music like this, that just makes me even more sad but a sense of hope at the same time. I'm a loser, I pray I slip away in my sleep every night. Just another depressing stain on this world.
this hurt 2 read:( i hope things look up for you love
@@georgiabath1358 thank you for your comment (I know I'm late, I just came back). Things look up, but then we're all just sent spiralling back down again. I want to escape this feeling but my loneliness and nihilism grab me and I can't shrug it off. I hope you're well.
@@tomedwards6208 loneliness is definitely the worst feeling i’ve ever felt tbh.
really hope things start looking up
@@tomedwards6208 hope things get better man. changing our mindset and thought process is the hardest part. i understand how you feel. it's hopeless, emptying, just.... indescribably hazy and numb and awful. i know i'm just a stranger but in some way i hope you know i feel for you. please, carry on, and you will eventually build your wonderful future you couldn't have thought possible before.
@@meh3083 thank you. It means a lot, you're a good person. I hope you're doing well in your own battles. Even though I don't have a clue who any of you are, it's so nice to see there's people out there who do care.
im not depressed i just like this song
Chad
me too
Based
yasss same
same
I’m convinced this song is what heartbreak sounds like
for me, this song sounds like when your family is all falling apart, and you can’t do anything about it.
to a T my guy
@@mileystar.0 ^^
If you're reading this, it will get better. You are not your mistakes, or your past. You are the whole kaleidoscope of you. Give yourself time, patience, and love. Give yourself the gift of the present moment. Develop an agenda of radical self-love.
It doesn't. It hasn't. I feel like I'm getting better and then it comes back. I want everything to just end, to fall into a pit of darkness and peace forever.
Same man, same, but I guess until the lesson will be learned this shi ain't going nowhere
If I could choose one song, just one to be the symbol of my life. The constant notes being played in the background I would choose this one. Because this song is the embodiment of what it feels like to feel the way I do. The feeling of watching your own life pass right before your eyes. Feeling like you have no purpose being on this earth. Feeling like your drowning in a huge ocean of regret. And that feeling of loneliness everyone feels sometimes, except constant. This song is the only one which will be able to describe all of those feelings.
i hope you eventually find something, so far I've kinda felt the same. Just always remember that despite shit, life will always be worth living
Today I got gum in my best friends hair,got suspended and I cut my hair like she had to cut hers. I feel regret for even living.
If you try to stand, you’ll realize you were never drowning in the first place
I was there, and I'm here again. But I know this:
The worst possible thing you could do in this life, is give up.
As someone who's been through the ringer, it gets better. It might be impossible to see. But even just one day in the far future where you get to smile and watch a beautiful sunset with people you love, makes it worth it imo.
People will say they care for you but when you tell them about your problems they laugh and some people just dont pay attention to you until it gets bad. And eventually they think your fucking better and that 'you got over it'. It fucking hurts man
:/
Didn't know Inside Out could be more beautiful
it sounds even better live
Duster is so underrated
GOJO?? 😳
@@paristhemoth1641 YES HAHAHAH
i honestly wish it to stay like this. normies ruin everything
@@TaciturnusIneffabilis fr
Man it sucks, I'm 16 and I've done more substances I want to admit to, and recently I've been watching my life fall apart in front of me. Watching as everyone I knew leave me or forget about me, it only hurts because I know I'm not ok and I know I need help but I'm scared to reach out and ask because of all the trauma from past relationships, and abusive parents. And to be honest every night I just smile at the fact that I may never be ok again, and that I may not make it to adulthood, and Watching as people forget me 1 by 1, people I used to talk to every day grow distant until I am once again alone. I know anyone reading this is either going through the same thing or going through something, you may not know me, I don't know you, but I hope you get better. Although I may never make it to have a family because it all became to much, I hope anyone reading this gets better, focuses on themselves. You know I'm proud of you for making it far enough in life to read this, I'm proud of you. But for now Farwell.
*edit* I got stage 2 kidney cancer
Man it sucks to be alone but just enjoy being alone . Because it's okay to be not okay. I'm so alone that i do earn my own and cooking and cleaning and everything. It sucks but God have plan
You got this mate.
you don't know me, and i don't know you. but i truly am wishing you the best. i teared up reading your comment man. i feel for you. i hope everything in your life works itself out. i know it's so hard to see your life play out in a way you would want it to. but just know that everything will be okay. you've got strangers rooting for you. i love you bro
Hang in there pall, you got this
You are a star and even in a sky full of darkness, you shine.
Will I be able to speak After a stiff drink? Would it break my panic? Would the sweat stop pouring out? Slow and deliberate With her words She'll walk through My heart Those eyes light a fire In my stomach Fall apart From the inside out
☕️🗿
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@@josiahgarza7337☕️😢 am I right?
I know it sounds like I’m just saying it, and you’ve probably heard this more times than you can count, but I promise that it really does get better. You just need to keep fighting. I truly believe in you. You don’t know how strong you really are. I know that you can make it through whatever you’re struggling with. I know it sounds corny and I know it feels like I’m lying, but I promise you can make it out of this, you will be happy/happier at some point. Promise me you’ll keep fighting.
Please.
There was a girl I used to have feelings for who didn't reciprocate. For months after she was gone, I thought I was seeing her everywhere, even years later I sometimes still feel that way. If I did see her now I'm sure I'd experience the anxiety and stomach-turning that this song describes.
Same bro, same.
These things happen, just leave them in the past. After all, God gave us the present for a reason
you guys here too...?
I listen to this every night before I go to sleep. This shit makes me so sad.
Try a six flags ad
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Kinda funny how a CZcams comment section can understand me and relate to me more than the people who are closest to me
Ive just got this sick and anxious feeling in my stomach all the time for the few years. I fear it will never go away
I remembered my dog Griffin, so vividly because of this. Went through a breakup after a 9 year relationship in 2017. I had a tough span of 6 to 7 months. I got into a real dark place.
You know who was always there, Griffin, through it all. He knew exactly how I felt. It's not the breakup that hurt me. It was when Griffin left me that really hurt, we didn't have much time together due to cancer. Boy oh boy, we had an amazing time together.
Griffin, thank you for the memories, forever old friend.
fly high griffin 🙏🙏
I know how you feel man
My dog also died of cancer
I just want to give all of you a big ol’ hug man
That would be nice.
feeling like this is so terrifying , feeling like ill never get better. it’s so hard having a mindset like this and trying to have friends, a relationship and getting more closer with family. this feeling i have in my stomach is such a horrible feeling, it’s so draining.
thx for this
I'm gonna make it, it's just a bad phase. I will make myself proud
I believe in you
im not
Just so you all know, it may be hard, but it’s not over yet. Keep fighting. The rain will stop soon
I never expected a heartbreak to be so harsh. Hes all i think about since after 3 months. I still have to see him everyday with his new girl.
I feel slowly falling in an empty void while listen to this song
para mi esta pieza tiene un significado demasiado profundo que no es solo mio tbn es de mi hija nos traspasa el alma de ambos al mismo tiempo como una hoja enorme de vidrio.. de saber q yo no puedo estar con ella por culpa de su madre ni ella conmigo.. pero al final nos volveremos a encontrar y esos momentos serán los mas felices de nuestras vidas.. el tan solo correr nos ara reir porque ambos nos necesitamos y llenar ese vacio nos ara feliz con tan solo mirar la misma flor al mismo tiempo.. lose porque la esperanza nunca se pierde esta ahi.. en esta cancion.. añorando que algun dia llegue asi como esta cancion llego a mi vida.. ARLETH!!! YO TE ENSEÑARE LO QUE ES EL MUNDO REAL!! DE UNA MANERA EN Q NO DUELA TANTO.. LO JURO
This is my only escape from this unbearable pain
I should’ve just kept it at friends...
I’m here listening to the song I listened to while I escape from all my problems for the 4567893rd time, typing while I wait for my nail polish to dry, I just can’t seem to understand why no one will listen just to me, not as a girlfriend, or an annoying sister, or a disappointing daughter. Recently I had received a message from my ex saying he was thinking about how I was months after I ran away from our last relationship, hoping he would text me just that. All I wanted was a “I was wondering how you have been” and that’s exactly what I received, I felt like I was entering a new chapter in my life, that this would all be over after years of thinking things would never get better, being suicidal since I was eight, abusing harsh medications, eventually getting off of the medication I needed completely entering an episode that I’m not sure if I’m still in or not, corona starting when I was only 13, deadbeat dad not coming home, dealing with a manipulative “friend” I had for 4 years, just meeting a new group of people who all had their problems right after moving back from Cali, etc. It was like nobody could share my so called dreams, which meant none of it was happening. I’m not a people person not trying to sound “edgy” or anything of that sort, it’s not a big deal but It’s that one boy. I was with that boy during the time not telling him a single thing in my life trying to keep up with that smile but I was so tried, didn’t want to be in that relationship at the time anyways, and he was off on his board while I was sitting here getting lost more and more by the second. I tried to hint him but he didn’t get it, and it’s not his responsibility to listen to my problems as we barley knew eachother. I just wanted someone to not hear, but listen. But, I got that message from him after months of attempting to escape from it all. We hung out after about a week of talking, eventually realizing it was all to get back with me, not to listen, or at least hear. It was how it was the first day I ever met him, it really meant nothing. After hinting him I wasn’t stable to be in a relationship still but wanting to talk, he hadn’t texted me back, it’s not his fault. But i’m realizing it wasn’t a new chapter, just a quick sentence. A fun one, I miss being with him but it’s even funny when I realize I’m just 13 how serious could it be anyway. Not very.
Wow, im so sorry you had to go through that. Trust me it gets better, you only have one life and if you end it, thats it. No more chances. So please stay with us. If you need someone to talk to im always here. Stay safe 🖤
kick the tragedy
i can understand how you feel so lost, but i know from reading this youre a really smart kid, seriously. and you should know your pain is real man
life is full of choices, and really youve only got two: to invest in your health and wellbeing, or to invest in your sickness. this is true forever, from the day you take your first steps until the day you die. and believe me health is much more important. take care of yourself, please, you are still so young and have so much time to figure shit out.
also, personal advice: as much as you can, dont use social media, it is absolutely not necessary and that shit will utterly destroy your perception of the world, only feeding your depression further.
Same playlist …same day… endless loop of loneliness until the void closes in
pls make a 1 hour version because i love this too much
I just want to be held man......
I thought I got over my social anxiety at the age of 14 but I never did. I worked on myself a lot. Everytime I meet up people it's the same. My hearts beats so fast and I breathe so heavily. Maybe one day
i love the comment sections under songs like this one because i know i'm not alone
i come back to this often ,, it doesn’t really get better but i’m getting by
as long as you can get up for the day that's enough. You are amazing
Came closer than I have in years to killing myself the other night. I feel so much love for people but I don't know how to express it anymore, and all of my relationships have become empty by my own doing. So now I just isolate myself from the world. Every moment is just an empty longing for nothing. But I'll keep on going.
I’m so tired of everything.. School, Family problems, not knowing who I am, always being alone. Just tired and I don’t things are gonna get better tbh.
It's been 3 years since you wrote this comment. I hope you are doing great now. Time heals and I hope it healed your wounds
I’m lonely not alone, breathing but not alive, intact but empty, painless but dying, tired but can’t sleep. Life is on repeat, I’m bored of life, I want to sleep.
Me too.
I hope it gets better for you man.
It's just so hard to accept that she's gone. I'll never be able to see her eyes shining, her tepid smile, to hold her hand while we're walking, to pick her up for going together to the seaside, even to feel her head resting on my legs... I can't even remember her voice.. I miss her very, very much, even if she totally destroyed me. I'll never forgive, and i'll never forget.
You think that will make you happy. Think about it for a second. You miss the feeling. Not her. Try to find a new good feeling
yalls comments are so sad. itll get better. i love you
its been 2 years
Feeling disconnected from everyone is the worst
Can relate
This song makes me think "I just want to experience happiness in my life again."
Idk why I’m listening to this it’s just beautiful and helps me escape the cycle I go through, everyday it’s just college study work college study work every single day and I’m getting tired of it man I just want to go on vacation and see my family and not worry no more man it’s been 7 years
i jus dont wanna be alone anymore
Hey man if you want to talk to anyone im open and will listen
Listening to this song in college with my band mate Will forever be one of my favorite memories. I hope you see this, lazy eye! Been doing some thinking. I think we did it big. Remember when I played this at the open mic to you and about 2 other people? Must have been special. Miss you.
help i feel like im dying
hold on
We all r.
i feel like this will never end its been months now and still no change
this song hits hard after 8 hours of sobbing.
This is the second day in a row I’ve had on repeat…
makes me wanna cry every time:( truly have sm love for this song
thank you ❤
i feel like i’m losing the definition of happiness gradually- and like i’m drowning. and i’m slowing forgetting who i am. and i’m slowly giving up
I wanna cry
Life just gets too much nothing and then builds up till there is nothing again . I dont know what Im trying to say when im this spaced out but I love this song and hope others in the comments are still here and if anyone wants to talk lets talk and vibe .
yeah man
This song made me cry a lot 😢
What’s insane is the saddest people are always the ones to become the best and strongest in the end. We got this fellas. Keep shuffling them feet forward
duster is like calming but depressing as the same time. It reminds me of sitting in a quite before a storm type of weather. Reminds me like you’ve lost everything and everyone so you’ve only got your self sitting in the field thinking about all the mistakes you’ve e made in your past life
y'know what I'm gonna watch Scream, I'm gonna play this song whenever I watch scream.. it fits perfectly.
Im just wanting to be happy for once. Havent been happy in a long time. Ive been so hard on my self these past few years. Ive been trying so many new things and none of them are working. But i know someday it will be worth it. All this pain im going through is only gonna make me stronger and better person. I met a beautiful girl this year and i totally fucked it up. I cant ever forgive myself. Seeing her with someone else just cuts my heart in two. Im left alone picking the pieces of my heart trying to put it back together. No matter how hard i try it doesn’t seem to be any better. I dont want to speak to her anymore because i feel i hurt her. But shes the only person i think about everyday. I never thought i would fall in love. Why did i fall in lpve i haye myself for that. I told my self i wouldnt and look at me crying over a girl who doesnt even care about me. Im so stupid and a loser what even is my lofe. Sometimes i wanna end it but theres so many people counting on me to be successful. I cant let them down i gotta keep going this fire inside me cant be put away. Even if the whole world is flooded in water my fire will still be lit. Im going to break the curse in my family and bring peace. Im going to change everything and im going to be the best version of my self. Ive put myself through hell these past few months trying to improve. It feels like im stuck. The one thing that im really proud about is i never gave up on goals. Im still trying till this day no matter how many times i failed. I wake up the next day and go at it again. I know one day im gonna make my
Younger self proud. Its hard coming from an immigrant family because no one really understands me. It feels like im alone but theres so many people around me idk how to explain. Maybe some of you guys understand. I just want peace in my life but i have to reach my goals first. I know i will if i put my all into it. I used to smoke not knowing that i was just clouding my feelings. Im never smoking ever again. I wanna live for as long as i can. I wanna meet my beautiful wife and i wanna show her the world. I wanna protect her from this cruel world. I wanna just be there for her when no one else is. I wanna be the one she turns to when she isnt feeling right. I want her to feel loved like she is the only girl in the world. Amen may god bless you all and just smile and laugh because we only live once.
till this day this song still warms my heart
I do not wish this pain on anyone
I was once in your shoes, deoressed and with no direction. Trust me when i tell you it does get better, but not from its own. You need to do something for it. And now i can listen ti this beautifull song and just be happy that i fought. And you can do it to🤞🏼🧡
towards everybody feeling down, like a lot of people in this comment section.
@@tobiasbruck4321 Have a nice day man
@@modulatorhustle you too my friend.
thanks, i'm sure this will help someone. it certainly has helped me a little bit
Good words man
i am so fucking exhausted
音が低いバージョンも素晴らしい！
This song makes me feel some type of way specially after leaving everything behind even the man I love the most it honestly hurts so much but he deserves the type of happiness, but that happiness only appears when I'm gone.
Every time I hear this song, I remember a quote saying “ just because you see smile on someone’s face doesn’t mean nothing going on”
This song is just my life fr
If anyone reading this gets pissed from seeing their ex be happy, don’t worry, I do too, it’s apparently totally normal, and this is coming from someone who’s been single for almost a year (and that’s from someone who, from starting dating, never went longer that 5 months before being in a relationship) I still get pissed when I see him happy, i’m pissed I was a rebound for so long, I’m pissed he made my mental health shit because I miss him, even as a friend. But then I think about some things and I remember why I broke up with him in the first place, so it’s okay to feel angry, it won’t last forever
life has been so hard recently, im j so fed up. i dont eat properly, i dont sleep properly, my life is falling apart piece by piece and im not doing anything about it. school is so fucking stressful i just wanna end it at this point, my life is pointless, i literally used to harm myself to feel something, im so numb. and id ask for help but they would laugh and say its not that bad. no one understands how much pain i go through. i fucking hate everyone. i just wanna be loved and appreciated, i try so hard just to fit into everyones standards, and make everyone happy, but no one even bothers with me, if i was on the edge of suicide, and someone was sad about something so small id sit with them all day talking to them, helping them. i wanna reach out, but when i do its always ‘same!’ ‘omg relatable lmao’ like honestly at this point i have given up, nothing satisfies me anymore, i just sit in my room and rot. i have no one anymore. im lonely and sad.
hey hey, it’s okay i get it im going through the same thing rn if you need help im here and i got you
it'll get better :( love you & im here for you
@@mari-gd4lb thank you sm, and love you too
@@mariaharodriguez1335 thank you sm man
@@en4x no no it’s okay don’t worry, i just need you to try a little harder okay ?ik it’s hard but believe me you’ll regret it sooner or later but please eat at least 1 meal a day and snacks okay ? just go from there
Good song to relief and rest for a while keep it up
There's 2 songs ive listened to from this album and I love it
stramm bruder
no one truly knows how my state in mental health is, talking about it will just annoy them it's not worth telling
i can relate bro.
Ong bruh
12 years ago I met a girl in the 4th grade who I have been madly in love with ever since. We always were so close to each other but for whatever reason we never really were ever in a relationship. It’s hard to describe how I feel about her and I know she had feelings for me because we talked about it multiple times and we just never for some unexplainable reason were ever together. We always stayed friends and had relationships with other people over the years. We sorta fell off after high school but about a year and a half ago I started seeing her again like every week, and we shared our first kiss after 11 years. It felt unlike any other girl I’ve ever been with. She was going through a lot of emotional trauma at the time over her last boyfriend and I only wanted to just be there for her, and after sometime she couldn’t be around me anymore because her heart was just somewhere else. I have never cried so hard over a girl, but I don’t blame her at all. We didn’t talk for months and months, until I saw her one last time at a bar and we just talked about everything that was happening between us, and I haven’t really heard or seen her since then. I see she has a boyfriend now and is doing much better, and I couldn’t be anymore happy for her, however I can’t help but beat myself up everyday over her. I waited too long to make a move and I was too late. she moved on and now I will spend the rest of my life wondering. I dream of a second chance with this girl, even if it meant going back to the start. She was the one. but I guess its time for me to grow up.
This song makes me wanna tear up man 🥹👍
hits me
This song makes me feel something that i cant feel naturally
I'm just gonna have a little bit of a vent here rn.
my father passed away the second day of the year, it's been really hard for me and my sisters and brothers trying to get through it, my mom recently put me in counseling and I feel like it's making it worse. the thought of her having to recommend that to me hurt a lot. my grandpa also passed away this year, along with my aunty, grandma, friends, and cousin. my grandpa shares the same birthday as me, he isn't here this year to celebrate it with me. my aunty passed away a few days after my grandpa passing away, she was heart broken a few months before this, she'd just gone through a divorce with my previously mentioned cousin's father, we were all left to be sad at this point. my most favorite, prettiest, mature, most funny cousin passed away a few months after her mother passed away. she was older than me by a few months, she was only 14 when she passed away. she always used to talk to me about her friends and where she was gonna go live in the future with all of them, always told me about how she was gonna be a hair stylist and have a huge house with a grand staircase and have all her clients come into the salon in her very own hair salon in her home, she loved telling me about her future. she wanted to be a movie actor, a model, and even a zoo keeper at some point. she always asked what I wanted to be and I never answered that question, I never answered it due to me also losing my dad. she knew why I never liked that question. she passed away 3 months ago on the 16th due to suicide.
I really miss all of them, I've learned how to cope so much with all of it, I'm really fucking depressed that they all can't make it to my birthday.
Damn bro that’s so sad to hear 💔 I can’t say anything to make you feel better bc I’ve never experienced that before but what I can say is that think of the good memories you had with them when they come to mention or they come to thought. With your cousin that died think of the childhood memories and all the good times you guys had when she gets mentioned bc those memories don’t take away the pain but it will heal it over time and put a bandaid on it for a short while. So I’d suggest you do that bro. Praying for you and your family. 🙏🏾
Hope you're making it though all this, whatever that means for you.
damn.. you are so strong to keep going😞
It’s a repeating pattern of emptiness and I want to end it but I feel like there’s so much more to live for but ever time I tell myself that I can never find that thing that seems to make thing worth it
Couldnt relate more my friend.
idk bout u guys but this shit make me straight smile cheek to cheek
If your here, It won’t be like this forever. I promise.
This song sounds the the gradual end of sadness.
Sometimes I feel like this song is the only thing I can relate to rn.
I''m not depressed or anything but deep down whenever i'm by myself i feel some kind of indescribable pain
nice song
man i feel sad when i hear this song it feels like some died in front of u someone like ur mom or ur dad or ur friend
i still remember my first girlfriend. in 4th grade, she treated me like i was human when i didnt feel like anything. we would hold hands all the time, we did shit together a lot. then one day around 5th, she moved away without telling me, and i got sad. I would make her gifts, i even stole for her, but it was all for nothing. she came back around middle school, 7th grade. she was completely different, and treated me like i wasnt human. and it hurt so bad, despite being surrounded by people that cared about me this time. she changed for the better, for herself, overall. and honestly me too. but there are some small moments when i think about her, even in high school, and why/how she changed. i always think about what happened. how can someone treat you like you're worth so much to them, and then crush it? I'll never understand what i did wrong. and honestly a part of me doesn't even want to know, because i know i wouldn't be satisfied with the answer.
hey man You didn't do anything wrong. it was all on her nothing on you. you just keep going because I know for sure you'll find someone even better.
@@ookpookie thx man. youre a real one for this. thank you for replying, i appreciate it
When feeling nothing is a relief, when you feel soaked and dry at the same time. When the only comfort you have is the tiny voice in your head that you treat like shit.
at this point its not even funny, im failing all my grades, losing all my friends. every single i have a “conversation”, i always start it. it was my birthday two days ago, felt like everyone forgot it. ive also had this crush for a long time, that ive had to give up over and over again so i tried to move on to someone else-it didnt help. im getting closer and closer to relapsing everyday. nobody truly likes me yk?? im js so tired of it.
I want a 1 hour perfect loop of this shit man.
it feels so heavy inside
Here i am... Listening to this at christmas