Prostitute interview-Nikki
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- čas přidán 24. 05. 2020
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Nikki, a prostitute in Los Angeles.
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This channel is a treasure for psychologists.
He just further exploits and capitalises on these unfortunate and unstable women. Her paying costumers never exposed her or put her on the screen. Disgusting.
Agreed
@@WhiteBirchLeaf or maybe he gives these people a chance to have their story heard by people who wouldn't normally listen, to me your claim holds no merit
@@WhiteBirchLeaf He pays them for the interviews. He gets a photo for his photography career, an interview for his channel (and viewers like us), and they get paid. I caught that in the second interview with the meth addict Lin - she had mentioned that she used the money he gave her to buy alcohol.
and Sociologist.
I find it interesting that she faithfully followed the pimp's rules from Day 1 yet struggled to follow her parents' rules.
This is funny.. ooo lord forgive me for laughing 😩😂
Wow
Sad but true
her parents aren’t manipulating her, taking her shopping at luxury stores, etc.
@@kamiloveshearts not everyone pimp take them to the store... 😂😂
Mark, you’re restraint in interviews is impeccable. No judgement. No unnecessary interruptions.
His receptive nature allows people to open up.
I think it's best to let people open up without interrupting, it's easier like that because they are telling their stories
I actually think he asks leading questions and makes assumptions quite often.
are you serious hes super judgmental and makes so many assumptions.
You're absolutely right 💯💯 he is an excellent interviewer for sure
Ive been in therapy for many years. I’m so happy for this channel it’s helping me. I’m 61 it’s never to late to start healing
Being raised by a raging alcoholic IS trauma.
WOW!!! no shit sherlock
@@tyroneloki5131 lol 🤣🤣🤣😂🤣🤣
@@tyroneloki5131 why you gotta be such a a piece of shit for, Sherlock?
@@seymourbudds8172 you do know the reference of "sherlock" is right? Coz your statement makes no sense LOL
try again
tyrone loki I didn’t hear you say anything more intelligent. And, believe it or not, some people come on here just to express their feelings and opinions, not to get attention for dropping gems
Subjecting yourself to all this trauma every night just to give all your money away to someone.... crazy
Guuurl! I'll be damn if I do all that just to walk around in some jelly shoes
Haha they are brainwashed!!
Right talking bout a shopping addiction bish where Walmart??
Gotta love it
You know what's sad she might have been in love with the guy
I feel for her. She seems extremely detached. I hope she gets a happy life one day.
That’s the perfect way to describe how I experienced her way of being as well…I pray she gets out of this and finds her passion and calling 🙏🏼
As a father I find it difficult to listen to her story. I feel that the importance of a father`s role in a daughter`s life is really underestimated. It is incumbent upon us fathers to show our daughters that they are loved and worthy of love. I feel her pain as she speaks and it is heart wrenching. My hope is that she does find true love and happiness.
Same, I have two girls and I am TERRIFIED. I am doing everything I csn to support then and make sure this doesn't happen
Yeah, a girl having a good father is life-changing.
The best any parent can do is provide consistent smart loving support.
Fathers are vital!! We don't tell dads that nearly enough
Aside for the stories and how they reflect the tough lives people go through...I gotta admit. The colors in your videos are simply amazing. Good contract, saturation, etc.
He used to be professional and awards winning photographer, so yeah I guess he knows all the technicals.
@@6Oko6Demona6 What is the name of this photographer..?
@@a.m.1696 mark laita, guy who makes those vids
Unfortunate!
@@horatiostone9962 what is unfortunate about his photography skills?
She's so misguided. She didn't wanna stash money because she didn't wanna mess up "what a good thing they had"? Girl, he took all your money and you walked away broke...
no she probably Spent plenty too. 🥳
@@naturallaw1733 plenty? Does she look like she even knows what designer feels like? I would say she got the bare minimum no more
@@goddessneecy.5286
who knows what that Closet looks like or looked like? 🤑
Ya she cant even afford a bra
@@JesseBookout u killed me 🤣
These interviews have all been therapeutic to a certain degree. I appreciate the series in a specific order.
it's crazy how mark will usually ask "any childhood trauma" and a lot of times they say no, but then proceed to say some traumatic story. it's sad how they gloss over it and how they just view it as normalized or not that bad.
As someone who had an abusive background, you do think it is normal and "not that bad", until you understand it isn't normal and finally come to terms with it. It took me until I was in my 50s to discover it, and this girl is still young. I hope she can eventually figure it out.
I feel like she’s very good at putting on a happy face, despite everything that’s really going on underneath. She seems capable and intelligent. I hope she realizes her potential at some point 🧡🤞🏻
Agreed
Adam Silesia if you’ve watched the sex worker videos on this channel, then you know that trauma is very prevalent in the lives of these women. Most have endured abuse of all kinds. Not only in their past, but also in their present, and most likely in their future as well. Hence, the sympathy... I find it interesting when people don’t have sympathy for them.
@Keeran Kenny Would you blame a woman who was sold into sex-slavery as an underage girl? Because a LOT of these stories from these prostitutes on this channel have to do with them being forced into prostitution at the ages of 11-16. You mean to tell me that a woman who was sold into sex slavery as a child is not a victim? I see EXACTLY what you're doing. You're so mad and resentful of that fact that "women have it easier", that you REFUSE to acknowledge or sympathize with women who are ACTUAL victims, who were forced into sex slavery, who were sex trafficked, and have been sexually and physically abused since the age of 5. You PURPOSELY refuse to acknowledge that some women are ACTUAL VICTIMS, because you're full of resent and anger. Most of these prostitutes began prostituting at the ages of 11-17, due to being FORCED into prostitution by pimps, and you have the audacity to act confused to WHY these women are blaming the VERY people who put them in these situations, as underage naive children? Just say you're mad at the female populus and fuck off.
@Keeran Kenny 🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️ you’re not “bursting my bubble”.. so no worries. I actually feel bad for you if you really believe these things. But you most certainly are making a broad generalization. That article you linked was bizarre.. and although I just skimmed over it, I could tell it doesn’t even support the statements you’ve made. It seems like you have a lot of anger towards women. To quote your article “for sexually experienced men, the more positive their attitude was toward sex, the more they implicitly favored women”. So, using your method of thinking, one could come to the conclusion that perhaps your opinion of women stems in part from your lack of sexual experience. Maybe you’re just another guy who doesn’t do well with women, so you take out your anger and frustration by putting us down. But you wouldn’t want one to assume that would you? Because lumping an entire gender into one category is ridiculous. But that’s what you are doing. There are also male prostitutes, and I have just as much sympathy for them, and the trauma they have endured in their life. I also find it ironic, because while you keep talking about a “collective female victim hood complex”.. I’m damn sure that most of these women are a hell of a lot tougher than you.
@Heather Hussler YES! Well said.. thank you!🙌🙏
He took you shopping with YOUR MONEY!!!
Because it’s a mans job to take you shopping with his money? These double standards give me heartburn.
Exactly
@@letmecatchyouslippin2425 If he makes the offer than yes, he should use his own money. This guy conned her out of probably hundreds of thousands of dollars and she thought he was doing her some great favor, she was literally paying him to use her and be degraded.
with the john's money actually. The lifestyle he provided for her and security for
Shut up
She went from saying there was no abuse to specifically detailing abuse in less than 5 minutes
That's basically how all the interviews with prostitutes go. The Stockholm syndrome is *strong*.
This seems to be a common theme with the people he interviews. Multiple contradictions…..
Bit of armchair psychology on my part admittedly, but I could see this as a symptom of abuse in itself. In that, they have had their self-esteem lowered to the point that they don't even consider their mistreatment abuse, maybe because they feel they deserve it.
She knew he meant sexual abuse
You can’t ever fully believe it all you basically are forced to read between the lines the entire story as they’ll drop contradictions like that.
You don’t have to work for your gratitude here. Thank you, Nikki and Mark,for another incredible story. Releasing a hug into the air and sending it to go find you, darling. ♥️ You guys inspired so many with this. Thank you. 🙏
Hello Sexy Are You Single ? If Yes Can We Chat?
Damaged people raise damaged people. The cycle.
True
Absolutely. That's what it's all about.
💯💯💯
Somebody needs to break the cycle.
Someone has to break the cycle but first you must realize that you are repeating generations of hurt then stop it
She seems as a people pleaser and lack of guidance made her an easy target. Hope she makes a breakthrough in the near future.
BINGO! I thought the same thing.
Thought the same exact thing
Right 💯
I have a strange feeling she's addicted to the cash
Seems like judgement , one must ask...am i a ppl pleaser???.....
This one is maddening. She’s almost living battered spouse syndrome of her mother through her pimp. She’s in super deep denial and/or totally not self aware.
Majority of the people Mark interview date very much in denial and not self aware, although many of them claim the opposite….
This is so depressing, she’s not doing anything with her life and she refuses to RAISE HER CHILD!!! Wtf!?!? “I have a shopping addiction, hahahahaha” but you have a whole child! What the actual fuck???
This chick is still in pretty heavy denial, I wish her the best.
Yes!
@@val9847 She really doesn't look like that to me, I just wish her the best is all. Don't assume I've lived some sheltered existence please. I've been through the worst of it until I pulled myself up.
@@val9847 There are definitely wrong ways. Get fucking real. Moral relativity is evil.
@@val9847 you're lost and obviously aren't on the side of the Lord. Read the Bible sometime.
@@mikeprice8307 ive read the full jewish bible with commentary from high rabbinical sources and ive read the Christian bible and its parts edited out. You're only saying to read the Bible to try to shift which person needs to have evidence. You did that because you're incable of a real argument.
This comment section is a great example of how people interpret things differently from one another. Lots of people completely understand her, while others are completely lost in her words.
Indeed, the comments are as interesting as the videos!
What a life!!! It’s sad but I can totally understand how she originally got into all of this. She’s looking for acceptance and love and respect that she didn’t get at home.
The most disturbing thing about this interview is how much she minimizes the danger of this lifestyle, and the disregard that these men have for her physical and emotional well-being. I hope for the sake of herself and her son, she can eventually stay on the right path.
Or minimizes how shotty thay guy was
That's a poor excuse to shame men here! Not all men are violent and not all women are angels!
@@lickalotlickalot2210Not all men, but always a man
It makes me sad to see so many negative comments. She’s been through a lot and it’s not necessary to be an asshole. If you don’t have anything good to say, don’t say anything at all. Especially on this channel where everyone is being extremely vulnerable by telling their stories, it’s so harmful to put these people down after everything they’ve been through.
@@DREWTENO just because you have the right to be an asshole doesn’t mean you should be. People should have the decency to be kind to others. It’s too much to ask I know...
Thank you Hallo for saying that. I'm glad some people have some common sense and know better than to be do judgemental.
For some people it's an easy way to feel superior and for some it's out of fear because it hits too close to home.
Hate speech in not the speech you hate the main rule she did some stuff is she got mad her mother was pregnant and later had the opportunity to leave but didnt want to end of story
The more judgmental they are the bigger hypocrite they are ... people should think a bit before attacking someone
Witnessing domestic violence is an adverse childhood experience which correlates with unhealthy behaviors like prostitution or substance use disorder. You don't have to experience direct violence or abuse; neglect and witnessing violence is enough for some people.
Extremely true
Thank you for this comment I understand myself a lil more now 💛
Say this louder for the people in the back.
True
There are plenty of people who grow up in so called normal homes and are prostitutes and drug addicts.
I honestly feel like she is still in contact with said Pimp. She is hesitating too much… and refuses to say anything bad about him.
Didn't she say that he died and she woke up next to his body? Or was she talking about somebody else?
Oh shit that was her husband wasn't it...
Said she liked him. He was a good guy
She fell for him
What a nice girl. This girl may not be quite as she seems but I think she's the poster child for "what's a nice girl like you doing in a place like this?"
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@@tanishajones6517 chill!
"traveling for work"...this is human trafficking we talking about... upside down world.. poor kid
Possibly but not always. Some do of their own free will while many don't.
Go learn what human trafficking is
this is definitely not exactly what human trafficking is but it's also not entirely far from it.
This isn’t human trafficking because she could easily escape, she chooses to work in that field, and at anytime she could quit. The idea of giving her credit card and money to the pimp is the stupidest thing I have ever heard thou. It’s a way for him to control her, but she wasn’t physically chained to a wall so it could be a lot worse.
Yup and the democrats and leaders of this world are making the money and pulling the strings of all the trafficking
Whenever im having a bad day i come to the white underbelly and im like damn im grateful i didnt have it that bad
Ikr!
That was my thought the very first time I saw one of these videos. It was Kelly's story.
@Barbie Kossman Maybe it’s not so much that one is taking *pleasure* in others misery or suffering its a way to remind yourself to be thankful for your own privilege and or blessings in life. Some people get so wrapped up in their petty small time problems they lose sight of the bigger picture and the fact that many, many others are way worse off than you are. Of course, then again I’m sure there are people who do relish the suffering of others, I just don’t think that’s what the OP meant.
There's not much that lays between missing a couple paychecks and ending up on skid row. There is not much separating us from any person on this channel. They deserve more than disdain.
@Barbie Kossman I dont think it's 'relishing' other peoples' misery, it's simply the realisation of how absolutely awful some peoples' lives are that makes you genuinely grateful for what you have.
You are capturing truth and a cross section of humanity many never interact with. I respect your endeavor.
Mark you're amazing in letting the person being interviewed speak, before you ask more questions. Props man. 🤘 it has to be hard, to hear the person's stories. You do help alot as well. But of course the person has to want to change their life.
I completely understand where she was coming from. She wanted to be part of a close little family unit and wanted to be accepted and valued, no matter how dysfunctional the family. The same reasons behind why people join gangs.
Think you nailed it, acceptance by others especially your peers.
@@grahambooth3225 Exactly. I think the only people who mock these choices are those who already know what it’s like to have a real family and friends.
So many people lack a basic surface level understanding of psychology and blame it on the individual. A good family and loving care and support is so crazy crucial to a developing mind. Putting blame on her or shaming her like some people in the comments are doing is just ignorant.
Plenty of people grow up with an alcoholic abusive father and don't turn to whoring.
@@Thyalwaysseek But plenty of people in sex work had bad family backgrounds. There’s a STRONG correlation.
If you look at the video you can see her smile. If you close your eyes and just listen to her voice you can hear the sadness and how broken she is. Terrifying...
Absolutely
Yup. I was listening to this while catching up on work. You know that moment when you finally get tired of hearing your *own* bullshit? She hits that point around the 40 minute mark. Then he asks if she has any kids. Ouch.
Anyway, not trying to pass judgment. If anything, it's a sign that the pilot light on the inside is still glowing.
I just started my psych degree journey, and this page is so fascinating!
This channel is wonderful for psychiatric nurse practitioners. Great interviews. Real. Raw. Empathic. Thank you.
You all have to realize she's "trying" to tell HER story in depth WITHOUT saying names, places, and intricate details. When telling your story you naturally want to include these things for the listener....which I am sure is part of the reason why she may stumble, stall, or "go around the block" with her answers...
She seems so chill and genuine! Such a beautiful woman!
Right on
Agreed. She’s got a gorgeous face
@@eunicee999 yes, she absolutely does:)
Why are people always driven to leave comments on the people's appearances on these videos? It's weird.
@@stuiedaman I think we are all guilty of at least thinking about someone's appearance while we are watching them talk or listening to them. I didn't say it's fair to do so because it shouldn't matter what the person looks like who is telling their story. Maybe it is just because that is what society has taught us to do , unfortunately.
I swear I can watch these long videos and it only feels like 5 minutes went by, their stories are so captivating
She's not wearing a bra
These are so inspiring to live in your truth and not be worried about anyone! Transparency is so amazing!
I watch these videos because I see this everyday in Philly. Numb to it ! Mark's interviews help me open my heart again to the time i felt empathy for young fiends. So many close friends and family members lost to drugs and crime . A addict robbed and killed my hard working uncle who was on his way to work last year. We see this everyyyyyyyydayyyyyyyy all day everywhere we go. Its so hard not to turn hard towards them. Especially the ones who seemingly had a well ok life like her who attended private school, job etc . Im thankful for this channel because goes to show you anyone can fall from grace.
👏🏾👏🏾
Or be pushed.
Sorry to hear about your uncle. That’s devastating. And great way to put it in to words about philly, that place is hell.
@@sabelm1143 Not really true. Philly is a lot of different neighborhoods and places and I've lived in a number of them and worked in others and have not lived anywhere near what he sees "every day" although I've seen it too. The Philly he describes is just a small percentage of what the entire city is. To paint Philly with a broad brush as "hell" is just being uninformed and inaccurate.
@@fairlessdave1834 I've visited a number of areas in Philadelphia (I travel a lot throughout the North America for business) and I can say, Philadelphia is the Detroit of the East Coast. It's so poor, ugly and unpleasant. I dread going to Philadelphia for ANY reason.
The next few years will fly by. Money will become scarce. Untreated drug and shopping addictions will leave you broke, sick, and destitute. Get help. Fast.
consumerism slavery and capitalism's greatest 'hoax'. All driven to communism as a haven invested in china --5G, ..
@LEZLIE WIAZOWSKA lmao ok crackhead
Agreed
Look at her shoes... $5. Her whole outfit cost $25. And she's talking about working in the K-Town underground like she's getting big-time paid. She's trying to pass herself off like a high-class escort... She's not wearing a bra because she can't afford one. Where's her designer handbag? She's lying.
It is fascinating to hear the answer “yes” to the question of having had a normal childhood and then listen two more minutes…
She's so lovely. When Mark said "Excellent" at the end her little smile was so genuine.
It’s sad how people can disregard a person’s whole story because she doesn’t look high on drugs or ungroomed. She is telling her story and sharing her trauma and because she’s not one of the ‘worst’ people aren’t sympathizing or empathizing for her.
Look at her shoes... $5. Her whole outfit cost $25. And she's talking about working in the K-Town underground like she's getting big-time paid. She's trying to pass herself off like a high-class escort... She's not wearing a bra because she can't afford one. Where's her designer handbag? She's lying.
@@supremeradiant01 WTG proving the OP's point, you idiot. Someone can be well groomed and still be wearing cheaper clothing at the same time, it does happen. She's not trying to pass herself off as anything but a prostitute. For some psychotic reason, you project a fantasy story onto her simply due to the worth of her clothing. Damn, you just suck, point blank.
I agree. Goes against what Mark does.
that woman is high, she keeps sniffing like she did lines right before the interview started. And yeah she is telling as story for sure...
@@supremeradiant01 I am wondering if some hookers say they are doing high class escorting because they are ashamed of being a street prostitute. I guess there is more of a stigma with being a street prostitute versus a "high" class escort? Just guessing here.
Thank you for creating this type of content. We need more of this reality to either boost empathy, help others and appreciate our own circumstances.
I love these videos!
I do find it interesting that most of the same people that raised them have to take care of their children. I mean if what they say about their family is true,it's a scary thought considering it may well be them restarting the cycle of abuse. I wish nothing but the best to you all and want to hear that y'all are all thriving and doing well.
My thoughts exactly. They come from dysfunctional families and now the same dysfunctional mums are raising their kids
appreciate how honest and open she was
"I owed her something." For bringing you into some kind of servitude to a pimp? Virtually incomprehensible.
Totally. Like, what?
it wasn't "servitude" to her. it was more like Family, Friendship for her.
NATURAL LAW : But it wasn’t a real friendship or family, was it? It is slavery in disguise. Prostitution is the only “profession” that I know of where people (some willingly, some not) work for nothing.
@@hereforit2347
I don't know, she said they were Friends way before they ever began Prostituting. and she seems to have gotten along with them pretty good most of the time so...
Women Prostitute themselves for Survival. so I don't know if it's working for nothing. I mean they get to have a place to stay, eat food, buy clothes etc.. 🤷♀️
NATURAL LAW : You can’t be serious. Food and clothes and a place to stay? How about your own transportation and a bank account? How about creating a safe environment for your children? Would you want your kids growing up in a house full of whores and a pimp? You’re not making sense.
How can anyone willingly work and give all their pay to someone else? Blows my mind.
stupid people...plain and simple
Don't you pay taxes ; p? If you work legally you gave away a bif part of what you erned, and most people work for the wealth of their boss ; p Prostitutes don't pay taxes thou ; p
@@drrMonManon are you stupid or just brain dead...or did you even watch the video??
LOL
Aaron Jaben exactly! I feel mean for judging but I can’t comprehend. I’d rather be homeless on the streets than doing this just to have cute clothes and purses.
Manipulated into having a “relationship” - he’s my boyfriend & watches out for me, look at all the stuff he buys for me.. as they circle the toilet. People looking for love in all the wrong places... so sad.
Just amuses me how a mother could have a child while kicking the other out, who is also her child .Unfair and unjust.
It's amuses me how you have no imagination!????
This girl at 15 yrs old isn't better than a innocent 1-7 yr old crazy person on other side of comments.
Man 15-20 year old bring violent men around baby. Baby bring face smacking other infants!!!???
Nikki the lady mentioned isn't less of a threat than a little baby. Also her drug supplier can look for her wanting money!!!!
HOPE you been enlightened. Funny how Fire and Brimstone killed other children(guys from that city)>>>> yet Lot and his daughter keep alive???? opps not LOT's Wife!!! Such Hard decisions??
You do the best interviews I've ever seen. and I like that it is all about the interviewee, not the interviewer. 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
I don't think she knows herself or what she wants. Or even that she deserves so much more. Nobody ever told her how valuable and worthy she is. I really hope things turn around for her.
Maybe she just doesn't want more for herself, some women are just too lazy to do better and it's easier to just make money laying on their back.
@@Thyalwaysseek bro what the fuck? laying on their back? have you even watched any of the videos on this chanel where these girls describe what theyre going through while working this job? the insensitivity you have to say this.. It's not the laziness, its that she doesnt know she can do more, we dont know how her parents treated her, her family was clearly dysfunctional we heard just the surface of the story.. sure this is ''easier'' buck but you dont have to be therapist to see shes clearly in huge denial and massively detached cause she doesnt wanna accept she actually had pretty shitty traumatic life experiences, so she lies to herself that shes fine.. that all comes to surface as anxiety, depression etc. Don't shit about things and people who you literally know nothing about
@c s gee dear. Great comment.
I just used 50 n
minutes watching her too. And i ll watch another . Kinda fascinating. She ends " I think I did good for myself. " wowee
Do you know I always end wanting give these girls a hug.xx
She is in a state of shock. She can't integrate what's happening to her. She'll wake up one day, that would be an interesting interview
@@Thyalwaysseek If you had any idea, you'd know its FAR more than just 'lying on ones back' to make good money out of this business.
She seems highly intelligent, just unfocused and wondering through life.
well her body, her choice right?
@@tyroneloki5131 Not really the moment to be funny and ironic mate
@@itsAchillesS if the truth is funny or ironic for you then,...thats your perception "mate"
@@itsAchillesS But he's correct. We all have a choice as to how we treat our bodies. Exercise, good nutrition, or gluttony and a sedentary life style. It's all free will. Some people make safer choices than others. 🤷♀️
She seems exceptionally foolish to me.
I would love to see an update on her. I'm really pulling for her.
Absolutely.
Her understanding of her reality and what she should take is terrifying.
I dont have any questions or judgments for anyone who gets on here to tell their stories. My hope is that they all end up getting whatever help they need and or desire.
A compassionate comment takes the same amount of time and effort as one filled with hatred, and certainly less emotional stress is involved! I don't understand why people need to judge the world around them so harshly just to feel better about themselves; but I think that it speaks volumes about their own lives. Sad.
💯
You seem like a kind person 💜
@fowlkeskm correct answer!! It is beyond sad that some watch these videos for no other reason than to judge & to make fun of the subjects! This is what is wrong with the idea of free speech - just because someone can say something, doesn't mean they should!! Hate speech is hate speech in any country!
Agree, thanks for this comment
She looks like a bit like Leah Remini, who, coincidentally also escaped an authoritarian relattionship that sought to separate her from her money
Kevin spacey and Leah Remini had a baby
Yup she do
@@Helen-vv7ns Kevin Spacey is gay.
Great channel. unfiltered, raw, a close look of our society. An incredible social experiment to get us close to reality.
Superlative cinematography - really captures the natural beauty of these women. Excellent interview 👏
I've been watching these videos for two years now, and what is inspiring is the fact fact soft white underbelly gives these people an opportunity to tell their story unlike any other platform out there ,that is humbling . it gives you the opportunity to understand how the person become what they are, which makes you step back from your own judgement about them. because when you actually think about these stories you realize that it could easily be your brother you haven't seen in 2/3 years your sister the girl next door. wow
Yes and how much money is this interviewer and co. profiting off these people's stories? Do these people get anything for sharing???
I hate to say this but she is a pimps dream girl . Go figure
Her advice for young women is NOT to stay away from this lifestyle, it is staying focused? WOW... that is some shocking shit. I have three daughters and my heart breaks for anyone feeling this worthless.
Look at her shoes... $5. Her whole outfit cost $25. And she's talking about working in the K-Town underground like she's getting big-time paid. She's trying to pass herself off like a high-class escort... She's not wearing a bra because she can't afford one. Where's her designer handbag? She's lying.
@@supremeradiant01 not everyone spends money on designer clothes. Some of the richest dude billionaires you'll see wear plain 20$ walmart shirts & shorts.
@@TheNamesAllison girl and what’s your effing point?
This one was great mark! More stories like this
I applaud her for signing over kid to her mum like it's highly respectful to realise that you're not able to be the best thing for your kid right now or ever even. More people should probably realise this.
Should be best not to make kids in the first place!
@BeauteOr of course but bit late for that and useless suggestion when the kid is already here.
@@BeauteOrI agree 100%!
Mad how these women literally hand over all their money to their pimps without blinking. Madness.
Well to get a pimp you usually have to bring a “sign up fee” most pimps are actually an investment package where you pay them they take care of you and help you achieve your goals in the long term. The illegal aspect of prostitution has nothing to do with the pimp all he’s concerned with is the girls well being and the financial viability
its called stupidity
These are broken girls who want that father figure and guidance. I grew up around pimps.
@@ChandlerWorthen aaahh so that explains why they like saying "fk me daddy" huh
OneLove Loner I agree to an extent but their are those that are bonified prostitutes only interested in the money and living a lifestyle contrary to popular belief
She looks like a young Leah Remini (before the plastic surgery).
@@tyroneloki5131 I know right..maan
She sure does
I also see Rashida Jones (her voice)
Does she ever..
She's so pretty 😍 czcams.com/video/ZmcCmCyvZTw/video.html
This one was a definite struggle to listen to and kudos to Mark for continuing to reel her back in from the ramble.
Some people on this earth are so mean and cruel. In my heart I feel such pain for these people who suffer from addiction and those who were molested and have no way out.
She has a way out. She’s living that life voluntarily unlike many other people he interviews
People need to stop having kids if they are not going to take care of them. He maybe be in good hands but he’s always going to wonder why his mom didn’t take care of him and if they doesn’t start now she’s never going to have the change to possibly fill that void inside of him.
I agree it's fucked up and amounts to abuse/the next generation of people with trauma and deep wounds.
dude her husband died.... have some sympathy
In the bible there is a saying, "Children pay for their parent's sins".
Bro she said that her and her husband planned it and anyway how do u think that she was gonna know that her husband was gonna die
I gotta add....stop judging. So long as someone loves us we will be ok ..be it our grandparents, foster parents..an aunt...anyone...we gotta make space for his and his moms' healing. Whatever that might need to be...x☮️
This is such an awesome program, keep doing what your doing, you are making an effect on this world. Thank You.
Love these videos !
One of the first questions that Mark would ask is about HOME ! It shows how important home is , as it is the foundation to our lives and what we would eventually become. Some would rise to the occasion by making clever choices and some would fold because of their decision and personal choices .
Home is so important! Everything starts from home !!
Agree and to think of what teachers have to deal with these days. Fighting a losing battle everyday for 7 hours. Knowing everything you do goes out the window once kids go home. Very frustrating for teachers and very sad for the kids who live life with these people.
Nikki does not have control of her life nor what she is doing, she goes out and drinks and prostitutes herself and does not get paid sometimes because she drinks too much, she said. She just kind of goes along. She thinks what she is doing is okay. In fact, she thinks she is doing well.
_Wow!_
She does not save, she has a shopping addiction she said. She’s letting her life dribble away but she thinks she is doing well.
_huh?_
This is fascinating and traumatizing at the same damn time, my heart hurts for a lot of these people😢
It's hard to understand her Story because she's working around answering questions and things are not adding up or is it just me?
Same here. I think she's holding back, not answering the questions. I got to the point where I was about to stop watching..
Exactly she's definitely running around answering
Cinders Fire it doesn’t seem like she’s being straight forward
Yeah, same. I'm 28 minutes in and she hasn't answered a single question.
Facts. I had the same impression of her...... She danced a lot💃🏽💃🏽
Miss Nikki. If the drugs and/or alcohol don't kill you the anxiety will. You're beautiful and you're worth all the happiness in the world.
These are awesome videos. Thank you for coming on girl and much love ❤️
Oh my gosh I just met this girl in New Year’s Eve at a party.
She’s really cool, and from what I could tell, a great human being.
Teenagers will break you, as a single mother I'm raising a young man. From 16 to 17 he rebelled, wrong crowd. He got heavy into marijuana and Adderall and he tried other shit, he told me later. These kids have access to everything in Highschool. He had a psychosis one day, just terrifying. I took him to counseling, psychologist, followed him at night, searched him, flushed his shit, drug tested him randomly. Nothing I said about smoking marijuana at a young age and the risk of all the other stuff was received. One day a psychiatrist told him that his IQ will drop by 8 points from now by the time he's in his late 20s. My son said, "so, what's 8 points" Doctor told him it's the difference between barely making Highschool and a PHD. THAT got him for some reason. He did research by himself, continued counseling and realized what his friends told him was bullshit. It took time... tears, terror, lots of sleepless nights and frustration and anger on both sides but he did it. I'm so grateful and so proud of him. I am sure that year took 5 years from my life, I love him so much. I just couldn't give up, and I was close many nights...just had to fight for him. I'm so glad I had the strength to do it.❤
That’s amazing. My son is 2. I’m already scared as a single mom.
@@katie3569 keep a diary for years, it could be a best seller
As a woman who’s 33, I used to be like your son and I’m so grateful that my mom fought as hard as she did for me. I put her through the ringer! I’m so grateful for her now. She’s the reason I got to where I am today. She never gave up on me.
Never give up for the future the struggle is worth it 💪♥️🙏
@@katie3569 don’t be scared just do your research, ask for help and be hopeful, enjoy the moment.
This is my favorite interview by far.
She’s so beautiful and I appreciate how open she was 💜
So many comments hating on this girl. I won't. I see a very lost girl, hiding more than she will admit to. It's really sad to me because it seems she is made the best out of her situation not realizing if she would have tried ANYTHING else she would have succeeded. Idk. Just my view
It feels like it's difficult for people to understand that she chose this. The video is supposed to expose us to things some people haven't been exposed to or give us a different perspective. It's her life. If she wants help, its out there waiting for her. Can't change people that don't want to change. It's hard to get away from the amount of money these women make too. She said it herself, it's fast money. But yeah I hear ya, no reason to get up in arms about it.
Yeah idk.. she seems naiive and I know that's judgmental but she doesn't seem to know what she really wants
@@alexindya6153 most people don't know what they really want.
@@glenemma1 so true
This is why it's important to empower your daughter's so they understand their true worth. Nikki does not understand her worth at all. Allowing a pimp to do this to her, giving herself over to this lifestyle..It's sad, and avoidable. Nikki, I believe you can break away from this life. I believe in you. You can be better and do better. Do it for your baby.
This is why its important for a good dad to be in the picture. A bad dad leads to bad behaved children. And makes it also harder to connect with God if your only father figure to compare a loving father in heaven to is a bad earthly dad.
Yeah, she actually thinks the pimp is a good guy, because he was better to her than her father.
She likes the lifestyle it’s easier for her than a normal job but she does have issues from her past and that’s also a factor in that
Can't help those that don't want it..she belongs to the streets and she LOVES it.
Not sure she loves it. Everyone prostitutes themselves in some way under capitalism.
This channel has helped me see there is hope
I appreciate her being so honest and sharing her story 🥰❤️
These videos willl really make you lose faith in life sometimes. People are out there struggling and most dont want helped or are too deep and feel stuck. Its sad to witness people hurting like this. I have problems in my life but these videos really puts things into perspective for me that there is always someone out there who has it worse and I appreciate the guy that does these for that or I may have given up myself
She has a pleasant voice. I wish her positivity. Take care. Sounds rather dangerous. I hope she finds away to become a better mother for son and herself.
..I said the same thing. She could probably make asmr videos and make more money than what she’s making now.
Talk about moving mountains...
imagine this/her loyalty blessed upon a well natured, worthy and reciprocating individual.
Love these interviews
Great interview - Nikki is a good storyteller. A window into another world.
Call me old school but the way she described surrendering her child was chilling; she made it sound like a purchase she regretted and couldn't return, with no thought of how her choices and actions will have lifelong consequences for her son. Tragedy, squared...
This has become a common trait with women nowadays do doesn't surprise me. Always justifying there actions or no accountability
@@johnmora5830 Must be hard then raising a child all by yourself without the other half around , right?
@@thematriarchy2075 must be hard to use a condom or a morning after pill, she wasn't brought up in care so whats her excuse.
John Mora
Gee who hurt you Johnny?
I think she knows what she is doing its just hard to say it out loud to other people.
She’s beautiful. I hope she gets the help she needs
@Doctor Yaki Sleep what crawled up your ass?
@@marythoj205 just ignore him your comment wasnt out of place.
@@marythoj205 you're beautiful and I need you 😍
Nikki seems to have a kind soul~wishing her all the best♡ *"Edit"- absolutely love her eye makeup!
She talks in circles!
How so? I've been watching and she liberally has been doing no such thing.
what do you mean with circles?
I think she’s on pills. She has to think too hard to answer every question. And you don’t do this kind of work and have a man that Overdosed and not be into drugs . Plus you hear it in her voice and tone .
She has too to some extent bcuz of the job
@@lindsayp9691 A quick question, where i come from (berlin) pills would be MDMA/xtc, what is it für you? Some sort of downer?
My God, the importants of being a great, not just good but great father. So sad.
This channel is my addiction. I feel like I could do these interviews in my little town and never run out of people.
This is a perfect example of how parents should discipline their kids but also have grace in doing so. Too harsh of punishment leads to rebellion
I am an artist, and I painted a landscape while listening to this fascinating story. I appreciate her openness and sharing. It put me on a good vibe it’s a beautiful painting thanks to the story
Damn, you're really obsessed with YOU! try to spend ONE day like this, when you begin to think about how (whatever you are doing) affects you, stop and focus on the other person involved. Try to figure out what it means to them.
@@mariebernier3076 try to look at what i wrote and go a little deeper with your interpretation.
@@freebird4863 she doesn’t understand.. small minds
@@jennypr2447 I’d say you guys have small minds, I relax listening to these stories but I don’t announce it to the world like some touched sevant. Be a little considerate of the hardships of people who’ve lived harder lives than you.
Self indulgent pish
she’s so pretty
Gary Ganew how so?
I agree.
She's Very Pretty!
Agreed
She is very pretty! Love her tattoos!
She’s such a sweet person I hope she finds a better life for herself. Whatever that maybe… 😢
Great interview! I like her vibe.