I was addicted to cocaine for about 5 years, what’s crazy is that I started drinking and smoking weed when I was about 16 which now I’m 30, I had been offered coke many of times and always turned it down but the first time I didn’t turn it down and I did that first line, that was it. I fell in love with it right then and there. Lost my car and my house and ended up being homeless for a while. Went to a rehab and now I’m 6 months clean, got me a car and a little apartment. Starting over again for the 10th time, if I can do it you can do it!!
I believe it’s about escapism vs addiction...this is a wonderful story share, so happy she put her trust in the universe vs being taken over by substance abuses.. good for her. Peace to all.
At the age of 12 I remember my buddies and I filing out these surveys in school saying we did all the drugs thinking it was funny so I dont think the data is accurate
That's what happens when you shelter your kids too much... You're teaching them that life is one big happy adventure when that's really just an illusion... If you've become an adult after growing up in an overly sheltered home you're not gonna know what to do or how to react when you may be tempted into drugs or be able to judge good people from bad people who want to harm you because in your head growing up life is all about the illusion that everything is happy and NOTHING bad can happen to you... You'll die REALLY young with that attitude...You need to know some of the wrong too so you are prepared as an adult... An adult shouldn't be as naive as this woman was as an adult... Come to think about it adults shouldn't be naive at all!!!
if youre casting judgement instead of the information these people need, how are you part of the solution? Youre too busy playing the victim to see that youre doing the same thing, casting judgement. Be accountable
I’d like to know more about how the addiction affected her life, and how hard it actually was, how deep she was in it. I feel like they just glazed over the ugly of it. Was she a functioning addict? Did it affect her relationship with her husband? Was he supportive? Yes, Jesus is the way, truth and the life, but how did the people in your life support you? I have so many questions…
Hey Erin, Jesus isn’t the way at all actually! Religion is a complete load of rubbish and this lady was never addicted. They just want you to believe that god helped her 😂😂😂😂 he did and you know why?? BECAUSE HE DOESNT EXIST!
As a former cocaine addict…. I’ll let you know …. It made me sexually promiscuous, lost a job, led me to meth, had me peeking through blinds hours in a row, I knocked at my Christian sisters door at 4 am thinking I was being chased by the mafia without having any type of connection to it. I lost over 40 pounds, got addicted to pornography…. I would sleep with an ax on the side of my bed thinking someone was trying to kill me… I mean … I’m sure her life wasn’t too different. And yes Jesus pulled me out
I'm dealing with this right now with a woman that i met awhile back. She's trying to cover it up but she's losing control... FAST!!!! I really want to see her win this battle but she's lost a lot. her home used to be so beautiful but now it looks like a trap house and the worst house on the block! she's had her car repo'd! She's always behind on her rent. She's still very pretty but too is fading fast. I really don't want to see her lose it all! Her own dad said that she started hanging out with the wrong people and they Will ruin her and leave when she's all messed up and he spoke the absolute truth! If she doesn't change, I don't see her making it through the summer... 😢😢😥😥
Never tried, never will. Yes I wanted to, yes I have thought of trying, Yes I had temptations. What led me never to try? Never ever, ever have I heard anyone, not one, till date say any good about cocaine. Learning from others mistakes is better then making one to learn it.
@@BEENIECRIS Why would anyone put their face out there like this and stage being an ex coke head? Seems a little not worth the baby money you'd get for this interview... Thats a stain for life
This is one of the funniest things I’ve seen in quite some time. Please, somebody tell me this is a sketch comedy skit. Hilarious! “I let the Lord have his way with me.” I’m dying laughing!
@@bethkovacs6249 i kinda agree with the guy who posted the comment it sounds soooooo dumb lmao. Im not laughing at her pain tho it is extremely tough and im proud for she got out of it. A normal person can hardly comprehend the misery of a COCAINE addiction. Stop misenterpreting, noones laughing at her, shes not alone being religious, a lot of people agree that most religion sounds absolutely rediculous.
Show some respect at least she’s trying we all have our demons I like a party and a bottle or two on the weekend doesn’t mean we’re not worthy you don’t know what she’s been through to get here she sees the error of her ways anyway loneliness is horrible how would you like to be in that situation you really need to grow up
There is a better life and Jesus paid for on the cross Really and truly humble yourself and Jesus will lift you up Out of that pit of despair he really loves it and likes us
I’d wish that I was more likely to be able to believe in higher powers. I’m sorry, but I get so frustrated when people say thank you jesus, even though I'm probably just jealous of their faith.
typical case. she wasn't happy about her sex life after giving birth. she needed that extra spice in her life that's why she started going out, some people her age are still doing the party life style while she found another type of lifestyle which is religion ...same ish
@kerbygator I recovered from Christianity in 2014, been MUCH happier and more productive since. You ever seen god? How come god NEVER shows up anywhere, for anything? Fires, earthquakes, tornadoes, tsunamis, god is always NO where to be seen. I can help you OUTGROW god, write me
i am currently an addict to but i never understood the turning to god point, i don’t believe in things you can’t touch, feel, smell, see, taste. why believe in something you can’t see with your own eyes or feel, it just doesn’t make sense to me, this comment isn’t to criticize or anything i just wanted to say that, hopefully i can get sober soon
Yeah for the first 15 minutes then you realize you're in hell with a bunch of junkies fiending asking you for another bump. Been there. Infact I do it nightly. I hate it...people in the drug world suck and become selfish
@ayoutubecommenter1827 when you're in a kitchen with people you barely know but all bonding over the beak. Then you run out and reality kicks in, what the fuck am I doing? That's the feeling you need to focus on all the time, I was never an addict addict, but every weekend I would do a gram or two after a few bevvys and that was tough for me to quit, had to fuck "friends" off. I get anxiety just thinking about it now
I’ve done coke more times than I can count, I’m not addicted. After my first time I didn’t feel the need to buy another bag, it took me 3 months before I bought another bag. I have not done it for about 2 months now. Not everyone gets addicted
its different if you do it once in a while... once you start buying it on your own you're fucked..i never thought i would get addicted cause i would only do it one in a while, now its becoming a problem idk how im gonna stop
Shane Khan Others* In this sentence "others" is plural referring to multiple individuals, not possessive "other's" which would be indicating something belonging to the "others" being referenced such as, "There were two siblings who tried cocaine. The first sibling's addiction was not as severe and they were able to get clean, while the other's addiction spiralled out of control."
@@joshuaharrington3951 Hey Joshua, god isn’t going to save you haha not at all! And god didn’t help her with the meth addiction that she didn’t have ahahaha
I don't feel sorry for her- she had everything and threw it away. Most women would die to have had her life. Wasn't enough "excitement ". Had to go out to the clubs, and then the rest happened. What do you expect?
NO childish, imaginary god gonna help you do anything. YOU must be an adult and accept responsibility for your life, and save it. I broke a strong addiction to cocaine by finding my OWN strength
The fact that you can say just say “ just some Jesus/ God blah blah” is one sentence is frightening. God is the reason you can even type this bogus comment! Be respectful to those who have their beliefs, and read these comments!
@@alex8vechkin672using it once in a night. Multiple times. Happened with me. Here we are 1 year later. 20 years old. Just went through another financial rollercoaster. Watched all my dreams fade away. It’s the saddest and most flattening thing ever to my heart. I feel like I killed my real self.
This story is ridiculous. There were no details. It is just a bunch of buzz words to attract people to this dumb story. This isn't what addiction looks like. This isn't a true story of an addict. Believe this crap if you want but your naive.
Quit giving Jesus all the credit, you did that shit not some magical man in the sky. Religion gives you synthetic self esteem and robs you of self confidence.
We are nothing without God. The glory is always to God because he is the creator. Stop hating on Jesus, shame on you. Jesus died on the cross for our sins and its because of him we are given an opportunity to change for the good. I will pray for you.
I was addicted to cocaine for about 5 years, what’s crazy is that I started drinking and smoking weed when I was about 16 which now I’m 30, I had been offered coke many of times and always turned it down but the first time I didn’t turn it down and I did that first line, that was it. I fell in love with it right then and there. Lost my car and my house and ended up being homeless for a while. Went to a rehab and now I’m 6 months clean, got me a car and a little apartment. Starting over again for the 10th time, if I can do it you can do it!!
To God be the glory!!! You are loved Cathy and have helped more people than you can imagine, through this video!
AMEN MY PRAYERS ARE FOR YOU !!! YOU ALWAYS HAVE PEOPLE PRAYING FOR YOU KATHY.
I believe it’s about escapism vs addiction...this is a wonderful story share, so happy she put her trust in the universe vs being taken over by substance abuses.. good for her. Peace to all.
She put her trust in God , not the universe
Thank you cathy! I will trust God to pull me out of addiction as well!
God does not exist you dumb moron..why are americans still this stupid in 2020..?
Ur not alone....😇
Morten Hansen god does exist ur just proving how ignorant you are by speaking in such a vulgar manner
How's it going?
@rjascott or blame yourself
I understand her. Went through the same path
I love this woman. Very proud of you.
I hate cocaine. Been Battling it for 10 years.. new year!!! New goals!!! It’s time to get my life back!!
9 years here. I'm with you. Today is day 1. Let's go
@@tuckerj456 almost 4 weeks without using, brother! How are you doing? Rodney… you can do it! I believe in YOU!!!
@@User-5amk1m0 14 days!
@@tuckerj456 That’s good news! God bless you and yours, brother!!
@@User-5amk1m0 18 and not counting! Just enjoying living above the influence!!
God please protect her ❤
At the age of 12 I remember my buddies and I filing out these surveys in school saying we did all the drugs thinking it was funny so I dont think the data is accurate
bless you....
That's what happens when you shelter your kids too much... You're teaching them that life is one big happy adventure when that's really just an illusion... If you've become an adult after growing up in an overly sheltered home you're not gonna know what to do or how to react when you may be tempted into drugs or be able to judge good people from bad people who want to harm you because in your head growing up life is all about the illusion that everything is happy and NOTHING bad can happen to you... You'll die REALLY young with that attitude...You need to know some of the wrong too so you are prepared as an adult... An adult shouldn't be as naive as this woman was as an adult... Come to think about it adults shouldn't be naive at all!!!
God bless you lady
You guys are so judgemental... reading the comments makes me sick. You guys don’t understand addiction please get educated.
EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS A JOKE THAT IS WHY PEOPLE KEEP THEIR SECRETS SECRET FOR SO LONG SMDH 😥 😔 😟 🙁 😞
if youre casting judgement instead of the information these people need, how are you part of the solution? Youre too busy playing the victim to see that youre doing the same thing, casting judgement. Be accountable
@@piashadononfroy1261 💯💯💯😔😪
@@shanenolan85 ITS A WICKED WORLD THAT WE LIVE IN STR8 🆙
@@piashadononfroy1261 VERY true!
God,s the way to go!! Always God first, put your trust in him ask and you shall receive.
God help me quit cocaine too. When your that deep in the rabbit hole you must go to him. It’s the only thing that helps you feel better
I’d like to know more about how the addiction affected her life, and how hard it actually was, how deep she was in it. I feel like they just glazed over the ugly of it. Was she a functioning addict? Did it affect her relationship with her husband? Was he supportive? Yes, Jesus is the way, truth and the life, but how did the people in your life support you? I have so many questions…
Hey Erin, Jesus isn’t the way at all actually! Religion is a complete load of rubbish and this lady was never addicted.
They just want you to believe that god helped her 😂😂😂😂 he did and you know why??
BECAUSE HE DOESNT EXIST!
As a former cocaine addict…. I’ll let you know …. It made me sexually promiscuous, lost a job, led me to meth, had me peeking through blinds hours in a row, I knocked at my Christian sisters door at 4 am thinking I was being chased by the mafia without having any type of connection to it. I lost over 40 pounds, got addicted to pornography…. I would sleep with an ax on the side of my bed thinking someone was trying to kill me… I mean … I’m sure her life wasn’t too different. And yes Jesus pulled me out
I would love to have a conversation with her over the phone such a good story
love you Cathy, Jed UK
I'm dealing with this right now with a woman that i met awhile back. She's trying to cover it up but she's losing control... FAST!!!! I really want to see her win this battle but she's lost a lot. her home used to be so beautiful but now it looks like a trap house and the worst house on the block! she's had her car repo'd! She's always behind on her rent. She's still very pretty but too is fading fast. I really don't want to see her lose it all! Her own dad said that she started hanging out with the wrong people and they Will ruin her and leave when she's all messed up and he spoke the absolute truth! If she doesn't change, I don't see her making it through the summer... 😢😢😥😥
Any update?
Never tried, never will.
Yes I wanted to, yes I have thought of trying, Yes I had temptations.
What led me never to try?
Never ever, ever have I heard anyone, not one, till date say any good about cocaine.
Learning from others mistakes is better then making one to learn it.
Wrong!
@@BLXCK.Velvet hey addict tell me.
@@createmymy7851 First off I’m not an addict, and when at a party and you get too drunk it will help
@@BLXCK.Velvet your not the addict who comes home in all four legs.
@@BLXCK.Velvet you need to learn how to handle your alcohol
Thank you Jesus 🙏🏾❤️
Going through a Divorce is a horrible event in peoples lives
God help her
idve liked to hear a little more about the development and who the person was that introduced her
Exactly. Seems staged
@@BEENIECRIS Why would anyone put their face out there like this and stage being an ex coke head? Seems a little not worth the baby money you'd get for this interview... Thats a stain for life
@@documentarydistributor you right .
@@BEENIECRIS gang
@@BEENIECRIS you prob right tho this shit is in someway staged lol
Lol coke sniff at 6:08
@A M 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Lmaooo
Remembering the good old days before she discovered “god” Amen 💩
🤣🤣🤣🤣
Same here 🙋🏻♀️ similar stories. Do not be ashamed. You are so pretty by the way!
You are pretty by the way too 😜
@@jamo-8649 she's prolly fat man , filters save pictures and selfies hide fat. Been cat fished b4
I meant he really loves us and likes us
Where do they get the money
She was a kid in front of me i do 18 gram highest in 1 day alone i do 9 days trip continue alone with my drug
Me too God is so good..
Me too.
Who is Kathy Carr???
This is one of the funniest things I’ve seen in quite some time.
Please, somebody tell me this is a sketch comedy skit. Hilarious!
“I let the Lord have his way with me.”
I’m dying laughing!
By the end of the video it has turned into a "Reflections Rehab" ad. lol
I hope the lord has his way with you when you’re done laughing at other peoples pain
@@bethkovacs6249 i kinda agree with the guy who posted the comment it sounds soooooo dumb lmao. Im not laughing at her pain tho it is extremely tough and im proud for she got out of it. A normal person can hardly comprehend the misery of a COCAINE addiction. Stop misenterpreting, noones laughing at her, shes not alone being religious, a lot of people agree that most religion sounds absolutely rediculous.
Show some respect at least she’s trying we all have our demons I like a party and a bottle or two on the weekend doesn’t mean we’re not worthy you don’t know what she’s been through to get here she sees the error of her ways anyway loneliness is horrible how would you like to be in that situation you really need to grow up
To those mocking god may he forever replenish your souls.
Thanks God clubs are closed clubs destroy so many people in the world !!!
What do you mean
He's referring to the only beneficial effect of the lockdown.
I was a coke addict for ten years only drug u ever dreamt about
Miss it everyday I loved it
Dancing in the house is a sin but youre a cheerleader
Bcz back then cheer was only girls and not dance team. That type of religious belief is based on dancing with opposite sex
What a gorgeous looking lady - ❤
Always remember Crystal... Be like Jesus. 🔮✌️🙏🛸👽
Been doing this for 7 years I’m tired
You are strong , you've got this. I believe that you will become clean soon. Just trust in the lord and pray alot
There is a better life and Jesus paid for on the cross Really and truly humble yourself and Jesus will lift you up Out of that pit of despair he really loves it and likes us
I didn't know Stormy Daniels was a Bible Thumper.
WaKe Up To Peace ThX U GOD Bless🙏🙏
❤️❤️
I’d wish that I was more likely to be able to believe in higher powers. I’m sorry, but I get so frustrated when people say thank you jesus, even though I'm probably just jealous of their faith.
That’s a bit disrespectful you sound like such a shit nose self entitled brat how would you like that
How the hell can a 12 year old afford cocaine lmao
They have “daddies”
(Usually men in their 20s who they sleep with for the drugs)
They're parents
this is a drug of the devil !!!
as a married woman going to the clubs how stupid is this what man allows this?
typical case. she wasn't happy about her sex life after giving birth. she needed that extra spice in her life that's why she started going out, some people her age are still doing the party life style while she found another type of lifestyle which is religion ...same ish
I thought damn hillary looking good
Sad to see people humiliate themselves like this, thinking they're communicating telepathically with an invisible, imaginary god friend
No God, no good. Know God, know good. It's simple buddy. Don't mock God. Try prayer next time you're in trouble. See if it doesn't work.
@kerbygator I recovered from Christianity in 2014, been MUCH happier and more productive since. You ever seen god? How come god NEVER shows up anywhere, for anything? Fires, earthquakes, tornadoes, tsunamis, god is always NO where to be seen. I can help you OUTGROW god, write me
i am currently an addict to but i never understood the turning to god point, i don’t believe in things you can’t touch, feel, smell, see, taste. why believe in something you can’t see with your own eyes or feel, it just doesn’t make sense to me, this comment isn’t to criticize or anything i just wanted to say that, hopefully i can get sober soon
Forsure forsure she had encounters 🤷🏾♂️🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸
You must have been a train wreck. Well you shared your story with the world. It's a good thing god was there for you
“Girls night out” is never good
Married people have no business going to clubs
My dealers name was Jesus
I fucking LOVE coke
Yeah for the first 15 minutes then you realize you're in hell with a bunch of junkies fiending asking you for another bump. Been there. Infact I do it nightly. I hate it...people in the drug world suck and become selfish
Coca cola is bad for you. Cocaine is even worse
U still think its cool...ull see how cool ur life becomes when u on the street n u become a junkie
@ayoutubecommenter1827 when you're in a kitchen with people you barely know but all bonding over the beak. Then you run out and reality kicks in, what the fuck am I doing? That's the feeling you need to focus on all the time, I was never an addict addict, but every weekend I would do a gram or two after a few bevvys and that was tough for me to quit, had to fuck "friends" off. I get anxiety just thinking about it now
😂😂😂
Drugs will kill you.
Dancing is a “sin in her home”, so she went to the club and didn’t dance.
But a line of coke? SURE! Jesus thinks it’s cool.
It's just white fluffy snow which happens to make you feel good and ruin lives. lol
Why would you watch this is you’re just going to be a judgemental asshole
Girls night out every week?
Why not?
I’ve done coke more times than I can count, I’m not addicted. After my first time I didn’t feel the need to buy another bag, it took me 3 months before I bought another bag. I have not done it for about 2 months now. Not everyone gets addicted
Casey Neistat same!!! We are lucky.. it could’ve gone worse
its different if you do it once in a while... once you start buying it on your own you're fucked..i never thought i would get addicted cause i would only do it one in a while, now its becoming a problem idk how im gonna stop
Try not buying for a year. That way you will know you are not addicted
@@jitulvslife03 hahaha right? exactly my point
@@joannabanannaaaa1992 Take one day at a time. Be free for just 1 day. If you do it for 365 days you have rewired your brain off coke.
Don't blame other's for YOU'RE CHOICES that YOU MADE.
Shane Khan your*
She’s not even a blaming any one ok
I blame whoever passed you, in English class
Shane Khan
Others*
In this sentence "others" is plural referring to multiple individuals, not possessive "other's" which would be indicating something belonging to the "others" being referenced such as, "There were two siblings who tried cocaine. The first sibling's addiction was not as severe and they were able to get clean, while the other's addiction spiralled out of control."
@@joshuaharrington3951 Hey Joshua, god isn’t going to save you haha not at all! And god didn’t help her with the meth addiction that she didn’t have ahahaha
..don’t cheerleaders dance
Coconut heavy habit suck’s
it does nt happen that quickly.
did she say? let the lord have his way with me?
the coming of the lord .
I don't feel sorry for her- she had everything and threw it away. Most women would die to have had her life. Wasn't enough "excitement ". Had to go out to the clubs, and then the rest happened. What do you expect?
NO childish, imaginary god gonna help you do anything. YOU must be an adult and accept responsibility for your life, and save it. I broke a strong addiction to cocaine by finding my OWN strength
I call one of the old lady, lack 🧠hung the phone up on me.
this video is not about cocaine, its just some jesus/god blah blah
@Yes Man oh shut up.
@Yes Man dribbling on my knees as the rain kisses my petals. F outa here with that shit
Cesare thanks for the warning I’ll skip it
Agreed
The fact that you can say just say “ just some Jesus/ God blah blah” is one sentence is frightening. God is the reason you can even type this bogus comment! Be respectful to those who have their beliefs, and read these comments!
So beautiful 😍 woman!
I was in that life for a long time. Her story does not ring true . To be honest, I think the woman is a self absorbed liar.
I thought that was fucking Hillary....
Dancing was a sin growing up? haha nah she was destroyed by her parents not cocaine
God created coca plants. So why praise him. Man up and criticise God if you do actually believe.
Who would criticize cocaine? That shit is AWESOME.
@@TheMysticAxiomit is when you realize that. But unfortunately it’s a drug that causes a flood of dopamine. So yes, that shit is awesome
Jesus saves
So hang on...she did cocaine ONCE and was immediately addicted? Bollocks.
Believe it or not, it’s very possible she became addicted after just using ONCE.
@@alex8vechkin672using it once in a night. Multiple times. Happened with me. Here we are 1 year later. 20 years old. Just went through another financial rollercoaster. Watched all my dreams fade away. It’s the saddest and most flattening thing ever to my heart. I feel like I killed my real self.
so inpireahg
Damn what’s wrong with you nuts in the comments. She seems lovely
Shelttered but was a HIGH SCHOOL cheerleader hmmmmmmmmmmm....... I call BS on this made up Story.
This is such shameless proselytizing bullshit.
Staged
how the hell a adult make a choice like that. it's people like her vote for trump
What an absolutely ridiculous interview. Zero informative. Jeez
This story is ridiculous. There were no details. It is just a bunch of buzz words to attract people to this dumb story. This isn't what addiction looks like. This isn't a true story of an addict. Believe this crap if you want but your naive.
I don't have any sympathy
Because you're a retard
Quit giving Jesus all the credit, you did that shit not some magical man in the sky. Religion gives you synthetic self esteem and robs you of self confidence.
We are nothing without God. The glory is always to God because he is the creator. Stop hating on Jesus, shame on you. Jesus died on the cross for our sins and its because of him we are given an opportunity to change for the good. I will pray for you.
@@LowestInsurance 'wE aRe NoThInG wItHoUt GoD' nigga
i don't think she would've stopped if god wasn't in her life.
That drug ain’t cheap. And addictive. Some don’t have the power to let it go.