8 REASONS I BECAME WHO I AM (these are true stories)

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  • čas přidán 8. 04. 2023
  • Hello, my name is Nevada, I have insecurities and I do not hide it. BUT, where did they come from, because of whom did they appear? Today you will see 8 episodes from my life. All of them are absolutely real and I went through it. I feel your support and I am ready to share them with you. carefully, what you see brings tears...
    My social media:
    inst - / nevaaadaa
    tiktok - vm.tiktok.com/ZMLCfe58a/
    snap - / z1wgdo1u

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  • @nevaaada
    @nevaaada  Před rokem +3062

    do not be afraid to tell the world about your experience, you are strong, I believe in you

    • @Mafiagirl5050
      @Mafiagirl5050 Před rokem +62

      I love your videos so much

    • @Mafiagirl5050
      @Mafiagirl5050 Před rokem +38

      I think you remember me😊

    • @Mafiagirl5050
      @Mafiagirl5050 Před rokem +36

      A year ago I wrote you an comment and I said is this your chennel? And you said yes I was so happy! ❤😊❤

    • @abbie_jumper4945
      @abbie_jumper4945 Před rokem +20

      Thank you do much❤❤

    • @Mafiagirl5050
      @Mafiagirl5050 Před rokem +14

      ​@@abbie_jumper4945 so

  • @AbbyBolt_10
    @AbbyBolt_10 Před 7 měsíci +161

    The last bit with Asher made my heart melt. Nevada you are so strong tysm for being you and sharing 💕

  • @Its.LittleBear
    @Its.LittleBear Před 9 měsíci +268

    I love how you expresses your past experiences in this video. We get to learn about who you are as a person and how you overcome your tragic past.

  • @Charlie05B7S
    @Charlie05B7S Před 6 měsíci +37

    It’s so sad that Nevada had such a tragic past but it’s so amazing to see her overcome it

  • @_euphoria.
    @_euphoria. Před 10 měsíci +125

    I'm so glad that you are who are you now. You are a brave person. I cried listening to your past... Also, I'm very happy that you can have freedom! Your style, dances, personalities and more are amazing! Nevada, thank you for telling me not to give up! ❤

  • @Softiesplushies
    @Softiesplushies Před rokem +363

    You are honestly one of my favourite creators. I love who you are. You are amazing. Thank you for being brave enough to share parts of your life with us

  • @AnnaTran-yu1wi
    @AnnaTran-yu1wi Před 8 měsíci +56

    I loved the whole video because I need this. I hate myself. And I almost ended my life. But after seeing this I feel much better. And tell me way her and Asher together is my favorite part.

  • @marmy7278
    @marmy7278 Před rokem +18

    You are the bravest girl that I've seen because you talk about your problems and past , even though most of the people can't do it , on the other hand you love yourself proud of u girl❤

  • @Cynthia-hx5ew
    @Cynthia-hx5ew Před 9 měsíci +20

    Girl I can relate to some of this for real, thank you for sharing your story with us. Lets stay strong 🤍

  • @lauramuenkle0405
    @lauramuenkle0405 Před rokem +7

    This video is incredible ❤ you have experienced so much in your life and you never give up. You are such a strong and kind person. Ly❤❤❤

  • @qinvongacha
    @qinvongacha Před rokem +71

    You are very brave Nevada and honestly I’ve always wished the best for you. I don’t know why you’ve had such a horrible past but just know that we’re always here for you

  • @faststlviewer2579
    @faststlviewer2579 Před rokem +11

    Nevada I'm very sorry this happened to you. You are strong. Just listen not only Nevada whatever you do people will always criticize you so do what makes you happy. Nevada we are here for you❤

  • @anarodrigues9388
    @anarodrigues9388 Před 3 měsíci +3

    I love you Nevada
    You are my inspiration, I often feel like you and there is nothing worse than being alone. I'm sad that so much has happened to you, but we always have to think positively. I feel sad that I haven't been with you since the beginning, but yes I've been following you for more than 2 and a half years and yes you are my inspiration and I am your #1 fan. Thank you for being who you are and for showing me that not everything we ourselves are is bad. I LOVE YOU

  • @amitapanda2151
    @amitapanda2151 Před 11 měsíci +17

    You are very brave Nevada and honestly I’ve always wished the best for you

  • @zahavedengoldman
    @zahavedengoldman Před 5 měsíci +1

    Thank you sm Nevada how u were able to share ur story with us! when u said u always expect the worst of ppl i do too,idk why but this video helped me alot

  • @k-popstan-jt8wx
    @k-popstan-jt8wx Před 3 měsíci +1

    I'm so scared to share any of my insecurities like my weight or if i was good enough but watching this video helped me feel better about myself . We are your fans, we'll support you through the rest of the chapters in your life and help you when times are hard :0

  • @unarandom4884
    @unarandom4884 Před rokem +16

    I’m so proud of u nika

  • @LwaziMadonsela-eo8ox
    @LwaziMadonsela-eo8ox Před rokem +2

    Love how you share your experiences

  • @user-zi7bz4is7m
    @user-zi7bz4is7m Před 10 měsíci

    you are so honest, u are one of my favorite. thanks for sharing how your life was.u are BRAVE

  • @teresaAmarillas-ud3ep
    @teresaAmarillas-ud3ep Před 3 měsíci

    Wow neveda…you went through so much im so sorry that you had to experience that:( everything will be okay love ya
    -big fan❤️

  • @soooooooyaaaa_blink123
    @soooooooyaaaa_blink123 Před 9 měsíci +7

    I really like her,she is really brave to talk about these stuff by not hesitating to do

  • @pegamentodebarra
    @pegamentodebarra Před 9 měsíci +5

    I have cried a lot with this video, I am going through all these things at the same time and most of them I don't say it, I find it incredible that you had the strength to do it, you are my role model Nevada ❤❤ (si hay algo mal escrito es porq no tengo un nivel alto en inglés)

  • @user-zj1cy3zi3n
    @user-zj1cy3zi3n Před 4 měsíci +1

    I’m sorry that u have to be reminded of these dark moments and I feel u I had horrible moments as a kid and I didn’t think it would traumatize me 17 years later but here I am and I’m proud that u escaped some of these problems

  • @poppyaddis9960
    @poppyaddis9960 Před rokem +8

    This made me cry Nika, you are a wonderful and beautiful person who should not have had to go through that and you did a big change moving to a different country but it was what was best for you.
    I have been through trauma but in a different way and I always look up to you cause you inspire me.
    Your such a brave beautiful and kind person, never doubt yourself and look forward to your future adventures

  • @avilin5265
    @avilin5265 Před rokem +3

    I feel you I have been through things like you. You inspire me.

  • @susanpeters1879
    @susanpeters1879 Před 9 měsíci +2

    Im so glad to see you met simeone who finally understands and you can trust asher seems understanding and very sweet not to speak of he is also very chill and fun

  • @amandaarnold1903
    @amandaarnold1903 Před 10 měsíci +2

    Its ok nika we all appreciate you have gone thus far don't give up

  • @user-in1dt6ds2l
    @user-in1dt6ds2l Před rokem +8

    I really cried because your story is very very close to mine. I love you, Nika! ❤❤❤

  • @ninjatarnung3726
    @ninjatarnung3726 Před rokem +7

    Don't cry nevada we all Love you because WE are your Community and YOU are kind

  • @cute_mochi4860
    @cute_mochi4860 Před 9 měsíci +1

    I'm so glad if who you are now
    You make me realize I can also overcome bad situations

  • @Maddie5.4
    @Maddie5.4 Před rokem +129

    Your stories are so inspiring!

  • @usamljena.a
    @usamljena.a Před rokem +4

    You are a very good and emotional person. I love you so much❤️✨

  • @mananakhubashvili6544
    @mananakhubashvili6544 Před rokem +3

    I'm so sorry about that. It really made me feel better🥺

  • @ilovebeingachair
    @ilovebeingachair Před měsícem

    This made me cry and Happy at the same time. Happy that ur safe now and that ur doing great. Sad cuz of your past.

  • @NastiushapinkDashingDriver
    @NastiushapinkDashingDriver Před měsícem

    wow this is amazing! You are so great! You are so strong, thank you for your openness! We appreciate you very much ❤❤❤

  • @_.ksu.__.sha._
    @_.ksu.__.sha._ Před rokem +83

    Безумно интересно наблюдать за тобой и твоим развитием, до слез прониклась этим видео. Вдохновляешь меня уже на протяжении нескольких лет, безумно выросла, смотрю тебя года с 2020 точно, невероятно интересная история💗

  • @adinadahlin5110
    @adinadahlin5110 Před rokem +7

    NEVADA ITS OK WE ARE HERE FOR YOU❤❤ YOU ARE A STRONG GIRL YOU ARE PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE AND WE ALL LOVE YOU AND MORE FANS WILL LOVE YOU AND WE LOVE YOU DANCING KEEP DOING DANCES❤❤ WE LOVE YOU

  • @suzblastblackstones901

    You're so me. Fr. Like but still try to overcome your fears and move on girl. I know past is hard to accept but we must overcome the pain otherwise it won't let us move forward 💯

  • @dimitrafron279
    @dimitrafron279 Před rokem +4

    *remember to do things which make you happy when you feel sad,it always makes me feeling better!*

  • @myalanferman307
    @myalanferman307 Před rokem +7

    Hey Nika I love your videos and I will always love and support you with everything that you do love❤❤❤❤

  • @user-kc4xn8bt2z
    @user-kc4xn8bt2z Před 5 měsíci

    I'm sorry about all of the bad things that happened too you look at you now you took all of the steps to get better and you are a strong and beautiful young lady and i just love you so much and i cherish you are like one of my favorite people to watch when i'm having a bad day. you go girl and don't ever stop you are just so talented.

  • @SherineJohnson-mt4nl
    @SherineJohnson-mt4nl Před rokem

    Oh my God I can not believe what you have been through thank u for sharing it really helped ❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @natashawondel8577
    @natashawondel8577 Před rokem +5

    You are so strong to share this With us

  • @celinehosinlaymoe9567
    @celinehosinlaymoe9567 Před 11 měsíci +5

    Don’t be scared Nevada,you can talk and make a lots of friends!❤

  • @valeriamejia8055
    @valeriamejia8055 Před 9 měsíci +2

    That make no sense getting kicked out of school just like that and then you made it so far you did it we will always be here for you❤❤❤❤

  • @Gouri_2234
    @Gouri_2234 Před 7 měsíci +1

    Nevada ur so brave to express yourself like this on CZcams. Remember we will all be there for you ❤❤❤ also is it just me who's screaming bc Asher was with Nevada at the end

  • @thegoodtimes1035
    @thegoodtimes1035 Před rokem +7

    U did not deserve any of that! U deserved so much more such as a safe and happy life, I'm truly sorry u had to go through all of that😔I'm glad that you are now safe and happy and you are in a safe, loving relationship, thnk u for sharing ❤️ I hope one day I will become a good PTSD therapist so I can help people with situations likes this ❤️

  • @mysq.f
    @mysq.f Před rokem +20

    Такое офигенное видио.. Качество съёмки, эмоции, очень передали атмосферу❤

  • @Matthew_KNGP1N
    @Matthew_KNGP1N Před rokem +62

    this made me tear up 🥺 cuz I been in the same situation with trying to help someone who did drugs and then a bad relationship with my ex gf who lied and cheated so much after that I didnt trust or believe anyone not even my close friends I'm not the same but everyday I'm fixing myself mentally and emotionally I finally moved & living on my own I'm happy 😊

  • @_whyyoumad_
    @_whyyoumad_ Před 3 měsíci

    It's such an amazing movie about your life and experience. I started crying. It reminded me of something, I don't know what. Thanks for the movie, Nevada❤

  • @miah7323
    @miah7323 Před 9 měsíci

    Thank you so much this opens my eyes so much 😢❤

  • @Kinza_coolgirl10
    @Kinza_coolgirl10 Před 8 měsíci +4

    Don’t worry Nevada we with you🙂💙

  • @elladaigle7552
    @elladaigle7552 Před rokem +3

    This is so inspiring❤️

  • @armlinklontimkhwanazi3602

    I love you Nevada and find you really unique l really like your style and your personality for you to tell your and feel open and trust us with story is very beautiful thing

  • @user-xm9qo5fx3p
    @user-xm9qo5fx3p Před 8 měsíci +1

    youre so brave for sharing this, that what I love about you. kolunya done a stupid decision with what he done, you’re honestly such a sweet and a funny and many other things you could say that are good about you. I haven’t met you in real life but you give such good vibes. you have friends and fans that love you and admire you 🫶.

  • @Lillian-dw3vp
    @Lillian-dw3vp Před rokem +5

    OMG Nevada thank you for being honest I’m sorry that happened to you😢

  • @tatleenkaur4998
    @tatleenkaur4998 Před rokem +18

    Sister i can too relate to the anxiety and social phobia ...
    Its very difficult to share i was really tearful
    Love from India 😢😢😞❤

  • @leandro.skibidi
    @leandro.skibidi Před rokem +1

    This made me cry 🥲. I❤ U Nevada!!! Ur strong!!! Never give up❤❤❤

  • @Princess_Andreaa
    @Princess_Andreaa Před 9 měsíci

    Nevada, you should be proud of yourself how you are. Don’t always overthink, whenever I overthink about things it always happens. You can do amazing things, trust in yourself. I love the way you have faith in all your heart, if you keep this up you can have a great life like me😅❤❤ god bless you

  • @Miralk.1
    @Miralk.1 Před rokem +15

    I love your videos and who you are! Your always making me feel better❤

  • @chicaloca175
    @chicaloca175 Před rokem +6

    always you can be your self ❤❤

  • @yaniramejia9983
    @yaniramejia9983 Před 8 měsíci +1

    Your bravery is really strong I hope I will be like you to change my life around

  • @Usernotfound603
    @Usernotfound603 Před 10 měsíci +1

    Im crying rn and Im happy for u that u r or u feel happy now 💓

  • @moonlight_548
    @moonlight_548 Před rokem +7

    I love you Nevada ❤❤❤ you are so beautiful and amazing!!🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

  • @californista
    @californista Před rokem +35

    у меня мурашки, ты очень крутая 😭🥺💖

    • @Nika56989
      @Nika56989 Před rokem +2

      Жаль что она на русском языке не снимает видео😭😭😭

    • @californista
      @californista Před rokem +1

      @@Nika56989 понимаю;( тем не менее я за нее оч рада! плюс от таких видео легче учить английский, я в 5 классе мечтала уметь смотреть видео на американском ютубе, теперь делаю это легко

    • @Nika56989
      @Nika56989 Před rokem

      @@californista а я не знаю английский потому что я всегда учила немецкий до 3 класса а потом перешла в другую школу и теперь я учу английский но учитель постоянно унижает и говорит что мне пора в первый класс хотя я щас тоже в 5

    • @californista
      @californista Před rokem

      @@Nika56989 не слушай учительницу!! она говорит фигню

    • @Nika56989
      @Nika56989 Před rokem

      @@californista он"

  • @Magggii
    @Magggii Před 2 měsíci

    Ahhhh! Asher is so nice to you! It made my heart melt!

  • @topchoiseung7428
    @topchoiseung7428 Před rokem

    Ur my role model thank u for those videos which make me feel stronger ..

  • @Christmas_channel_
    @Christmas_channel_ Před rokem +3

    וואו נוודה אני כל כך מצטערת לשמוע מה עברת ואני חושבת שאת מדהימה על זה שלט ויתרת למרות כל הקשיים את באמת אמיצה וגיבורה צריך הרבה מאוד אומץ ותושיה בשביל לברוח מהבית ולעבור פוביה חברתית אני בתור מישהי בגיל 11 שעוברת חרדה וזה לא קל! אני עדיין לא
    חושבת שיש לך חוזק וחוסן פנימי שלאף אחד אין את גיבורה מדהימה בבקשה תעני לי🙏🙏🙏🙏🥺🥺🥺🥺

  • @saracaklosova7713
    @saracaklosova7713 Před rokem +5

    Really love your videos :)
    I didn’t get what is the people’s problem how we address things and where our clothes also hate people who do drugs by ruining their life ❤❤

  • @Mutatedcorpse
    @Mutatedcorpse Před 9 měsíci

    i relate to you with the social phobia and anxiety. I mean i barely leave my house and find it hard to talk to family members, let alone friends or strangers.

  • @BestiesWithEvelyn
    @BestiesWithEvelyn Před rokem

    I am so gad that you shared this public you are very brave!

  • @badbarbara
    @badbarbara Před rokem +384

    ГЕНИАЛЬНО

  • @_lisa.olol8
    @_lisa.olol8 Před rokem +5

    Love you Nevada ❤😊

  • @jesu15825
    @jesu15825 Před 8 měsíci +1

    i so sorry that happen to you , and hey im 9 years old and i am a huge fan of you. keep doing what you love. were here for you nika

  • @Dory_mm2
    @Dory_mm2 Před 5 měsíci +1

    Nevada you should always speak out and tell everyone about your situation and enjoy what you do the most and never let anyone scare you or make you feel uncomfortable

  • @chicaloca175
    @chicaloca175 Před rokem +4

    Love it ❤❤

  • @mariaortega3622
    @mariaortega3622 Před 9 měsíci +3

    Nevada we all love you ❤️ we are here for you😖❤️

  • @QueenRamsey3
    @QueenRamsey3 Před 11 měsíci +1

    Bless ya. That video olmost made me cry I hope u we’re ok. Love u!❤️

  • @patrickveelenturf5780

    Respect for sharing youre story❤

  • @MimiHansen
    @MimiHansen Před rokem +4

    omg i just wached to the end and mi friend is with me and she said that she knwos how that feels and i wanna say that i wanted to run away when i was 10 yrs old but i felt too young and i rlly now i am 19 and i have a better life with mi bf and i met more friends i am singing alone and i am dancing and doing jimnasticks and i rlly hope that you have a best life now bye

  • @sseliaam4278
    @sseliaam4278 Před rokem +38

    Зная сколько ты прошла, и только узнав из блога, могу сказать что ты огромная молодец что не сдалась и продолжила бороться за себя и своё будущее, потому что у меня слегка похожая ситуация из того что я знаю и я понимаю что мне есть на кого ровняться..

    • @Thatstrue66
      @Thatstrue66 Před rokem

      Is she a guy?

    • @esmerrzazade9943
      @esmerrzazade9943 Před 11 měsíci

      Кстати она рассталась с парнем?

    • @Thatstrue66
      @Thatstrue66 Před 11 měsíci

      @@esmerrzazade9943 sorry i dont understand What you say

  • @shsajal
    @shsajal Před 2 měsíci

    You are super brave Nevada I just can believe you went though all of this. You are strong don’t listen to all those bad people just do what you want to do. I feel super bad for you. You are my inspiration. This video just makes my heart break ❤️‍🩹 love you Nevada ❤❤❤

  • @mohitashrivastva2052
    @mohitashrivastva2052 Před 9 měsíci

    i love how ur so open abt this

  • @severinethiault5148
    @severinethiault5148 Před rokem +11

    ❤️❤️❤️ tu es si incroyable

  • @UnCLEJEFfRY123
    @UnCLEJEFfRY123 Před 5 měsíci +3

    When you said, “what will school uniforms do with the students performances” I said “Exactly. What will they do?”

  • @yasminroni
    @yasminroni Před rokem +1

    I love you, you are amazing, you are encouraging people not to care about other people's opinions, I love you, Nevada ❤❤❤❤💗💗💎💎💎😚😚

  • @julia_tvr
    @julia_tvr Před rokem

    You are so beautiful Nevada ! ❤️❤️ You are so proud ! You are my model !

  • @lrkedenseje4790
    @lrkedenseje4790 Před rokem +6

    this is near 8 reasons how you become so pretty

  • @DoDo_Bill
    @DoDo_Bill Před rokem +4

    Hello, your video will be too good, I love you and the XO TEAM. ❤❤❤

  • @harshita3986
    @harshita3986 Před rokem +1

    We love u Nika we all are here for you ❤

  • @nkayventures693
    @nkayventures693 Před 9 měsíci

    Hey Nevada I want u to never forget that no matter what, we’ll always be there for u. ❤

  • @naishahd6418
    @naishahd6418 Před rokem +15

    How did she manage Kolunya to film that part?I'm confused. Did they break up?

    • @inara.charms
      @inara.charms Před rokem

      Which part?

    • @naishahd6418
      @naishahd6418 Před rokem

      ​@@inara.charms 7:28

    • @inara.charms
      @inara.charms Před rokem

      Thx, and I think maybe he doesn't want to be in videos like a bit in social media break. Or maybe they are keeping a little distance from each other. Or he's just busy I don't think they getting a divorce tho

    • @shorokelghandoor
      @shorokelghandoor Před rokem +1

      I hope they didn't break up because they really were great together, and I think they both greet each other very much.😭

    • @Kookie853
      @Kookie853 Před 9 měsíci

      The broke up

  • @camilaxx_
    @camilaxx_ Před 11 měsíci +4

    I really love the way you are Nevada,and I’m very sorry for your past.you are so brave keep it up!,love you

  • @olanrewajutomilola247

    U r like d bravest person I k ow most people just avoid such questions but u did not
    Am proud of you gel❤️

  • @user-es4bx6dw8i
    @user-es4bx6dw8i Před rokem

    Nevada You’re Brave Girl that I’ve Seen You Need To Believe Yourself You Are So Strong My Girl we Are with U Always Don’t Worry You’re Not Alone..

  • @vairamr500
    @vairamr500 Před 10 měsíci +6

    This really is how I feel in my life right now I’m 12 and the anxiety part is really relatable

  • @mirceaille821
    @mirceaille821 Před rokem +5

    Sorry but you and kolunya did break up?

    • @Not_sydlev
      @Not_sydlev Před 25 dny

      Yeah they did sadly he cheated

  • @nidhisingh9409
    @nidhisingh9409 Před 11 měsíci +1

    Soo proud of you Nike 🤗🤗

  • @veronicaaviles-vj2pk
    @veronicaaviles-vj2pk Před 5 měsíci

    Hey im so sorry you had went through this and i want through this too it hard the all the people who went through this is but always believe in yourself always and always be a way out be a strong women and believe yourself ❤

  • @nicole_luv
    @nicole_luv Před rokem +3

    you shouldn’t have let them change you but u understand bc others can be very criticizing

    • @laurill
      @laurill Před rokem +1

      Im 22 sek early on ur comment

    • @nicole_luv
      @nicole_luv Před rokem +1

      hey @Simpleyx_Angel