Sobriety, Ice Baths, and Magic Mushrooms // My Mental Health & Self Improvement Journey
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- čas přidán 16. 06. 2024
- I've been really working on improving my life over the last 8 months and I wanted to talk about some of the things that have helped me with my depression, anxiety and overall well being in this video.
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After your video a few months ago when you talked about quitting weed, I started wondering if I should do the same. Then when I watched your 6 month update video I finally decided to quit for good. Now I'm almost 2 weeks in to sobriety and I know it's going to be one of the best decisions I've made, as hard as it is. Thank you.
Dude just remember : taking shrooms is not sobriety. Especially microdosing psychedelics which is dumb as shit. Instead of getting a full blown psy jolt you're literally getting addicted to low dose insanity. I kicked the everyday habit of weed and I smoke once every 2-3 weeks. And get seriously monged and enjoy it, then I go back to my life on high energy. This guy's a total mess, just look at his fail record. He has no idea what he's doing so don't listen to a single thing he says.
Yeah so I’m not sure how you popped up on my feed, but you’re literally my psychological twin. I’m only 2 weeks in but still going strong. Great content!
Super well spoken guy watched your video on quitting weed this morning and I feel like every thing you said was 100% accurate to what I am experiencing now when quitting. This channel is great and gonna keep watching to keep a good mindset for sobriety. I really appreciate channels like this that share advice and truly help viewers. Keep it up!
Dorian I do hope you read this , because I want to thank you, I have the same problem and I quit a week ago and the struggle was so tough , and magically your video got me through one night ,, I hope I can do it , thank you for sharing your story , I started when I was 12 and I am over 50 now ,,
Your videos are INDEED helpful. I am on day 6 of no weed after too many years of enjoying it..
I really mean it. You’ve helped. I left you a comment on your video (about what you’ve noticed after 6 months of clarity) saying how I was pacing the cage..and it was my comment to you that constantly reminded me of the shame I would feel towards myself if I had written a b.s. comment.
I am clinging on but with more strength!!
Thx for sharing(:
Aleksandra
420 views when i came across your video Dorian. There is no coincidence that someone is trying to tell me something. Thank you for your humility in making these videos. Its refreshing
I really dislike my current job. I really dislike the city I have been living in for the past 4 years. I keep studying but it doesn't seem to be getting anywhere. It feels like I'm just waiting around "to start my life" but, in actuality I'm just waiting to die. My wife doesn't want to move and doesn't understand where I'm coming from. Mentally, I am looking back on times that were better, which isn't good, but it was the last time I was satisfied with most things in life. It's hard to focus on the future, but I'm forcing myself to keep learning and hoping one day it'll pay off.
I really appreciate you sharing these insights Dorian 🙏
Hey you've been a huge inspiration to me. You show me that it really can be done and I need that in my life more than I can express. So thank you, man.
Dorian, this was a great find for me at the right time. Thank you for your candor. Your whole approach is really refreshing and encouraging.
Thank you so much for talking about all these stuff, im in a kind of the shame path as you , finding my way in life , trying to communicate what i've learned from experience not as an expert but just from my humble experience . Sharing online helped me introspect in a different angle and the feedback was unexpected to be honest ,people really seek knowledge and adapt it when its been repeated enough , one of the most critical skills humans evolved and got so far is communication and when you know about stuff like that it feels like responsibility
Your way is so genuine , i'll stick around
Hey, man, I can relate to you a lot. I'm 31 with similar struggles. One week ago I took mushrooms, and yesterday I finished my second dose. You have given me encouragement, and I realized I'm ready to go over 4g. Enjoy Cambodia, it's a nice place to live. I'll be back there next month.
basically this video just alks about me right now after a burnout. thanks man! its good to know its not just me then...
New subscriber! Love this, thanks!
u helped me get into ice baths bro thanks alot and keep up the meaningful content ❤
Congrats on your journey, it's not easy to work on ourselves.
when I was like 16 I smoked weed and it gave me hell of anxiety. Ive never liked it that much because of that. Around this time I told people that as well and they would say: "oh you get anxiety from weed? dont do shrooms then!" I never have because of what they said until a couple weeks ago (I'm 35 now). I took 2 grams for my first trip. it was the absolute most mind blowing best thing ive ever done drug wise. IT WAS AMAZING! SOOOO MUCH BETTER THAN WEED!!! I had very little anxiety the entire trip I felt amazing and the visuals were really cool. Just wish I knew when I was younger how good they are. seriously if you offered me booze, cocaine, weed, painkillers, or shrooms i'm hands down going to choose shrooms every time. there's no hangover you kind of feel drunk, but its better than alcohol the body high is out of this world good. I want to do it again soon
I totally get everything your saying, especially the need to follow your passion and your truth! Way to go man. Your super brave to have done heroic journeys with mushrooms....I hope to do that one day. Curious, did you have a "trip sitter", guide, or work with an integrative psychedlic therapist? I know thats a thing in OR and mushrooms are legal there which is amazing! Love hearing about your journey. Thanks for sharing and inspiring others!
i love this style of video. i might just start my own youtube page for my journey. Thanks for sharing❤
Live, love, laugh era of Dorian.
Source from the name on my hand ☝️
So much good advice. Not ready to give up the weed (probably won't ever) but I'm there with everything else.
Just picked a shit load of shrooms, will probably do a trip soon but not too high because of the mental state I'm in at the moment, I've done a few heroic doses in the past but I'm not sure that I can handle them at this point in time, just got back from overseas a couple of months ago in South East Asia which was awesome but have been feeling really down because when I got off the plane I was told my dad was diagnosed with terminal cancer and am now feeling pretty man childish being unemployed at 32 years old living out in the country with my parents trying to piece together my portfolio to apply for web development jobs! I know during the trip, especially on high doses, I will be challenged with whats going on right now and my life situation and how confronting that can be, even though it's ultimately a good thing over all!
thank you
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Okay Leo gura I see you !!!
"We accept the life's we have, as the life's we have to live."
Hi, it's a good experience, can you show your diet on a daily bases next time please
Dorian, love tour videos. Why do you have a giant Corona beer poster in your living room? Is it an Ad?
Staying at my brother-in-laws house when I recorded this video. That's his man cave. I totally saw the irony in my video topic after I made this video but I wasn't going to redo it lol
what were you doing for work before you left and decided to make a change?
Lysergic acid helped me a lot personally.
I guess everyone arrives to mushrooms with different expectations. For me it was my eternal search for answers
i'm so sick of cough cough cough cough. What you say is so true. i'm encouraged.
Yes!! Source from the name on my hand ☝️
@Elizabeth_72411 that would be better. where
I ordered psilocybin mushrooms and then throw them in the garbage. 50bucks down but i know we I are playing with a devil by using them. Be sober my brothers and sisters.God bless you all
Im on mushrooms 4th week and it works straight away, my depresion was gone after a few days, I dont fel like i want to smoke and if I have a one I feel much worse, Im heavy smoker about 20 years. now i feel like i dont need it any more and definitley mushrooms helps with that. Im much more creative i can see my life diffrently, clearly better. its the best stuff I could have and all you sayin is true
Where and how did you get your shrooms ?
I do get mine on IG
They are reliable..don't worry she ships discreetly depending o your location
How did you know what to start with when you started out? Can you explain the dosage and time(s) of day you are taking this now? Also what form are you taking? (eg: dried, pill, etc) Did you have someone to help you start out?
My therapist recommended it. My mum past away I was in deep depression plus its brilliant with all kind off addiction. Stop smoking weed after 20 years almost immediately.You can buy grow kit online. Everyday 0.03g you can find everything on CZcams how to do it.
I can't speak for every one, magic shrooms rejuvenated me. No doubt it lifted an existential angst that I have been carrying for years. It never came back
Have been looking for means to get shrooms here!! Do you have any idea ?
Shrooms are of great benefits it should be legalized !!
On IG
I do get them on Instagram
Bruh he actually did Alice in Wonderland lol!
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DMT
I'm no expert.. it just seems like you went from one drug to another.. so for me as nice as this may sound just sounds.. doesn't sound like good advice. If anything I think talking about your experience in a way is therapeutic. So ill give you that and i hope you find what you are looking for and you'll be completely free of substance.. i did enjoy your video about how you cut out weed.
Am I the only one who can’t talk when take psylocibine?
Bro you look like johnny sins
9 grams ? JESUS bruh those some big cojones. I did six and i met God. The real one.
Hey bro I'm wost in the world and wost blogger eny game changing idea plz 😢
I’ve said it before on your videos years ago, and I’ll say it again. Go to Jesus, brother. I’m someone who’s been in your place and overcame it all.
Seek Jesus next brotha
I'm removing daily weed use from my life currently as well
The only way to fill that void in life is Christ. Listen to Billy Graham, he will help you get there. It’s the only way.
Totally agree. I wrote the same comment a couple years ago on a video of his, not sure if he saw it. I still come to his channel to see how he’s doing. He reminds me a lot of how I used to be. I’m Dorians age and going to Christ freed me from my chronic depression and anxiety that plagued me nearly all my life. Before I also was relying on weed and mushrooms etc to make me feel better but all it was was just a mask. Deep down inside I was still lost, but am no longer.
Amen brother, bit older at 50 but found him at 42. We have to spread the word as much as we can cause you and I know Christ is it. Like you said, hope he sees our message and others on here. Deep inside we are all looking@@brandon2932
Wish i can change my name because im not dissturbbed anymore 8 )@@brandon2932
I agree my life did a total 360 its hard to believe but its true ✅ you’ll find your purpose
You are the same as the other self imporvement guys XD
Thats pathethic to be honest, being the same like others.....fashion :)
What's vastly more pathetic is to put someone down who is willing to be open about their struggle and what helped them get out of it. Ever consider that this video might actually reach out and get someone to improve themselves?
I hope you take some time to reflect that you're just putting out negative energy, which helps absolutely no one and what causes people to become a mess in the first place.
Sobriety... shrooms... Ok just looking at the titles of your videos alone you're like a South Park parody of a midlife crisis. It gets even more South Park watching through some of your brainlet takes on life. But don't stop now bro, keep spending and failing and moving and rethinking and entertaining me a lot.
Yes!! Source from the name on my hand ☝️
Well he probably wants to earn some money with the content and it has to be somehow entertaining.
This the year you get on top
"I'm goood" :)
I always knew Sonny Jins is a motivation speaker
i thought i was the only one who thought this😭