Zheani - Pathetic Waste (Official Music Video)
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- čas přidán 22. 08. 2024
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Song Produced by; VenesiaWorld
Director; Mik Shida
Animation; Mik Shida
Set Design; Mik Shida
Editing; Mik Shida
Producer; Zheani
*The animated sequences in this music video are painted frame by frame by a human being, no AI was used in the creation of this music video.
𝔰𝔲𝔯𝔭𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔢!!🎈🎈🎈🎈 i haven’t mentioned anything about this release on my socials - so everyone commenting here must have received notifications because they are subscribed!!! i love that so much! thank you for your support xx
I’ll be back to watch the premier with you all in the morning
Zheani!!!! i'm so excited omfg 😭😭
We love you so much queen ❤️
I'm sooo hyped 💜
Always have notifications on 😎❤ you sneaky with the drops 😘🎉❤️🔥✨🎈
Love you! ❤️
"I don't even know if I deserve love" and "what if I'm one of the bad people" are two thoughts that dominate my life daily. It's hard if you've gone through any form of abuse to tell yourself you are a good person and worthy of love, sometimes those thoughts become so strong they cause you to self destruct and this song captures that thought process beautifully 🖤
It's hard but emotional healing needs to be done. It will be a circle of avoidable pain
Since 1st grade
Lmao welcome to most of the population. Do you have anything original?
Everyday. I have become such a people pleaser that I lost myself
When I started people pleasing I was in control. Now it controls me
Lyrics:
My heart is broken
And I’ve lost all hope
And I will never change
I know I’ll stay this way
I’m a pathetic waste
Forever wasted days
I’m the worst! Yeah!
I hope you know I’m sorry…
My face feels numb
I don’t even know if I deserve love
I’m afraid of what I want
What if you’ve had enough?
What if I’m one of the bad people?
What if I’m one of the bad people?
What if I’m one of the bad people?
I think I’m black inside
I feel the cracks in my sides
What if I’m bad and I die?
What if I’m one of the bad pеople?
What if I’m one of the bad pеople?
What if I’m one of the bad people?
ty!
Thnx 🕸️🖤🤍🩸
Thank you
Tytyty ♡
Thanks you 🙏🫶
This is like a nervous breakdown transformed into a beautiful song. There's so many forest fires in my country right now and listening to this is comforting. Thank you Zheani.
I'm sorry 😢, my county and inlaws just lost everything due to wildfires. I have video of damage on my channel 😢
@@annai12 omg thankyou that's so nice. A group of canadians came in helped when my cousin was paralyzed in May 3rd tornado...floods, fires, tornadoes, ice storms, earthquakes u name it we've been threw it 🤦♂️🤷♂️
@@Anninukichild I wish that y'all get well soon. If there's any direct links to the footage on your channel I'd like to have them
@@annai12 yes just look up Logan County Oklahoma wildfires 4-1-23 so sad....will bring it up...thankyou for your interest
@@annai12 it was crazy the firestorm had created it's own weather system within the blaze and it was blowing 90mph straight line fire winds...just destroyed everything. Melted steel like nothing. Crazy. And sad because her (my wife's) mom was a very good landscape architect and front and back was ALL sorts of beautiful plants, trees, and flowers. Cool koi ponds, fountains ect...all just gone. And they literally built that place by themselves every piece from the concrete pad to the top of the chimney
“What if I’m one of the bad people”hit me so hard right now. Zheani releasing soundtracks to my life once again. Love you, zheani, thank you 🫶🏼
she is one of the bad people. shes a horrible person 💕
If you tend to wonder, i find you are the good ones. The bad arent concerned about that ❤
@@jademariefordhow
@adriandedios448 i didn’t allow my fans to send death threats to a minor but ok
Every new Zheani song is an event for me since 3 years. 🤩
Right?!
Fact
Same
Your lives must be pitiful. This shit is talentless lol
Totally agree
Ok. That’s it. I’m shaving my eyebrows
Do it
You won the internet for me today. 10/10
watched premiere w/my best friend & 11yr old daughter, that same evening we finally fled our abuser. today we walked out the door while brave new world was playing and we sung out loud **Fckin Peace** in the silence of our home as the boombox shut off. we still have hope. thank you for helping us find our voice however small it may be.
Hope and healing surrounds you now mote it be ❤
I hope Zheani sees this
I can't listen to this without tearing up now. This feels way too personal. The lyrics remind me of the days ppl ask if I'm okay and everytime, I feel like I cannot tell them how I truly feel because I feel that I'm way too complicated to be understood. I wish I was pure again.
I relate a lot to that feeling of just wanting to be pure again. This comment section makes me feel less alone.
OMG!!!! I just had my birthday yesterday on the 5th so this is a perfect belated present that just tops off an amazing day!!! Your "Lava" video is a daily must for me!!! I crush so hard every time I see you smile while your riding that majestic horse and you touch her face with your foot!!! And when you jump out from behind her on the beach and then it transitions into a drawing!!! Hope to meet you some day and we can go climbing some trees together!!! Love and respect soul!!
Happy birthday darling! We love you very, very, very, very, very, very, very much!
HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY 🥳 ❤🎉🎈✨🎂
Чекаємо з нетерпінням.
@@zheani do you have new songs planned for this year
Happy birtday 🥳
Wow, the art in this MV.... it had me stunned from 0:33- 0:53. Beautiful, I love it!
The ultimate zheani video. Her acting/expressions are like a hyper amazing version of her previous videos. Amazing badass animations from mr shida also. After the rage has gone all that’s left is that hollow horrible feeling that the song describes. Very beautiful and thought provoking as always zheani thank you. Also really loved the angry throwing of the wedding bouquet and picking up the sword instead. Sorry about the length of this comment lol if you read this please know that you have touched my soul okay bye love you
crying as i listen. Zheani is the only artist who've ive related to the most, she sings to my soul
right!
i'm sorry for your deep pain. but glad zheani helps
This is such a beautifully made production, the music fits so well, the camera movement is so perfect, the masks are kind of cute and well made. This utilizes not much things and major scenery for budget so well, which a lot of music artists I've seen never do. I love it, it makes it feel authentic and made by a few people. Truly another classic banger
Sharing this premier helps a lot! Share it all about 🎂
WE LOVE YOU MIK !!! 🎉❤🎈✨ im soooo excited for a new Mik Shida Production !!!😍💘✨
what does the symbol in your pfp mean
Right O micky
Let’s fucking goooooo the bisexual goth bitches have been good this year and we deserve new Zheani
Lmao fuckin rights
We're good every year, wtf
Zheani I promise I’ve been good 🥺
@@JBBost I just know I was particularly good this year
This song /video made me cry so hard
"What if Im bad and I die?"
This hurt. Ive been struggling with s*icide ideation and attempts since 2010 and I feel like I'll always be this worthless piece of nothing that will never change and will just keep thinking about dying as an escape from past mistakes and guilt that seem to never go away. Hope is so hard to find. Thank you for the music and art you share with us. Much love ❤🤟
We all have past mistakes and guilt. You opening up (when you are comfortable and ready to) will show you that you aren’t alone. You have people here who care about you. Our shared love of this artist just brought us to the same forum
I swear Mika and Zheani are the best duo ever their art together is just so fucking fantastic
YESS!!! New Zheani!!
For zheanis Q&A: what can we expect visually from upcoming projects this year? Where do you get a lot of your inspiration from? (As a visual artist you’re one of my biggest inspirations. Love you and can’t wait for the new wave of creative goodies from you!! Thanks for all that you do💜)
i feel this despite working on my healing journey. theres times we return to these emotions and thoughts, no matter how much we grow.
When zheani uploads u know it's good Soo excited
I'm sorry for the person I'll become when this drops👹👹👹
edit: the police is after me
WE ARE GOING FERAL 👹
Ra👹
RAH👹
Well, turns out this is my favorite Zheani song. Only listen to it three times and I already know. Sonically this is so interesting. I love the fusion of the dreaminess (very ethereal) meshing perfectly into the hyper pop somehow. The way she did it felt nearly seamless, which is definitely not easy to do. The production is fire and it the lyrics are fantastic. For me a perfect storm of a song!
Edit: mic spelt Zheani wrong. Can’t have that. Couple typos too.
Blown away by the visuals as always. Love the imagery and camerawork. LOVE YOU ZHEANI !!!
yes and the sway that the beasties had with their crosses was a nice touch too, well done beasties
So happy to hear new music and see new art.
Her songs never disappoints, she’s such an iconic artist
Your art helps me feel less alone. 🖤 Thank you so much for sharing.
Same
this is one of your best ones yet, such an overwhelming feeling to this song its amazing
I just listened to it in full on spotify, I have to say that the song is incredible, thank you very much zheani for so much good music 🩶🖤
This song hits me so hard
My depression makes me feel like this
This song came at the exact moment in a depressive episode, wanting to try to end my life
I'm still healing, this song will accompany me
the animation sequence in ghis is SO SICK!!! Once again you've made a phenomenal song ily sm 💖✨️💖🗡
Can’t wait for this to Premiere! The cover art is so sick🖤
holy crap this mv is amazing! the animation and cinematography are incredible, a true work of art that complements the emotions of the music perfectly. im 4 months late to this but WHEW glad I stumbled across it
OMG girl you made my week already, thank you, i bet this will be fire!!
your video is so beautiful that I cried watching it … it feels like I’m inside your nightmare ꩜ I love every details inside, everything has a meaning, a symbolism … the part where you become art is so beautiful and intense ♡ I listen to your music for years now … you are one of the artists that makes me feel more confident in my own art and music ♡ you are a beautiful person and i send you all my love zheani ♡
P.-S. : you are not a pathetic waste
"What if I'm one of the bad people?" i love that because it makes you question everything.. that's definitely words that will be sticking with me.. there's another i also like that goes "everyone loves you, but no one likes you..". Great songs and great visuals.. you have an awesome team. Can't wait for what's next!
You never disappoint with amazing music and killer videos. Your sound is getting more and more expirimental and thought provoking and im absolutely here for it. Cant wait to see wat else you have in store for us.
This song cuts so deep for me. Its bloody fantastic and the visuals are beautiful.
One person did the animation, set design AND editing? That's insane.
As a pretty recent fan of Zheani it's super nice to hear a very recent new song.
Great work to everyone involved in the making of this music video!
Mik shida does the animation (:
I didn't know I needed this because it summed up everything I've been feeling lately in the last few months and I feel much more human now after listening and watching ❤ the visuals 🔥🔥🔥
Your music is honestly one of the best things in my life. It’s helped me through so much
this animation is fucking sick dude holy shit, the song equally awesome
Zheani x Mik Shida = insane visuals. Thank you for new music Z!!! Always a treat x
I turn 31 tomorrow! Thank you for the present Zheani! ❤
Perfect ❤ Happy Birthday 🎉
I turn 21 on the sixth as well
Happy birthday darling! We love you very, very, very, very, very, very, very much!
@@graveyardbaby669 Very cool. Happy Birthday 🎂 😀
Happy Birthday! 🖤
Zheani is such a great actor and singer and model and EVERYthing she does is literally. Magic. 🙇🏻♂❤🖤
so overwhelmingly beautiful both visually and sonically like o my GOD I'M CRYING
Animated part is so so sick and unexpected!
would you ever do a show in france??? I've been wanting to see you live for ever ;u;
Oui x
this feels like a whole new zheani era 🖤🖤
Pure art as always. Zheani and Mik have done it again!
Gd shout out to who ever directed this. Really awesome art work
Bride is rejected at the altar, goes nuts and sings with tons of auto tune
I wish this song was way longer. In love.❤
The drawn-in framework was great.
The song itself sounds like the build of anxiety And panic, a twirling always moving sound ? Just like thoughts racing. Reminds me of a circle. Mania maybe? sometimes in my head when I listen to this I hear ‘ what if I’m one of the bad people ‘ in the unison of a choir somberly at the end of the song
this cuts deep in my soul. I really enjoyed the art you had drawn for it aswell! all I wanna say to you really quick because I know you're a working lady is Zheani like always you, your art & just the vibe that surrounds me when I'm embraced by your music is my daily inspiration to do things and take care of myself and keep striving in this dark world, keep fighting for what I want for myself. I had the strength to call off my wedding, get back on my feet by working to support myself and be aware of my mental health struggles that are from honestly stress and men usually no freaking joke. I cant wait till I get to see what is gonna be life changing for me which is THE MAENAD WORLD TOUR when its in Sacramento! Ive had my ticket for at least two months now and I got my room and my rental car booked!! I'm going as a solo birthday trip for myself by myself because I can and I will do me and not be held down by others as long as I continue on this planet. Thank You for being yourself!! 🥰
Legendary as per usual. This one has a lot of sadness, it's relatable, visuals are 10/10 🤌🏻 amazing work
It was so worth the wait. I only wish it was longer. I want more of you in my life!!!!!
my zheani is leveling up
I didn't need headphones this vibrated through my soul!!
damn, loved the aesthetic you pulled off without much budget, props
After a month of listening , i can confirm there is nothing more relatable to me - other than any of ur songs , u truly r the hugest inspiration to me right now
Ever since I discovered you Zheani you made my heart warm and boiling with passion. I don’t think I could’ve gone that far without your music❤️❤️❤️💖💖🌸🌸🌸🦋🦋🦋run it uppppp
Cried like a baby not even 30 secs in, I NEEDED this so bad. Thank you
the mv is giving me skinwalker vibes. so nostalgic for the time your music first comforted me :')
Hope this 1 of her darker 1s like melt away 👹
you can't be waste and also make awesome music video. I get like this too feel like nothing sometimes.
I love this one - the scream was reminding me of Lacey from Flyleaf 😍
This was AMAZING! Definitely worth the wait. May i also mention the visuals are STUNNING
since you are in the process of building (or have already built) your studio in poland, can we count on a small concert someday? you have a lot of fans here! luv ur music x
It's a long ad frustrating story but the studio is unfortunately still not finished and I can't afford to finish it at the moment... BUT I promise you I will do a concert in Poland one day and it might not even be small x
@@zheani oh, i understand! i hope you will be able to finish the studio one day! building anything these days takes more money than people think, especially in poland when inflation is one of the highest in europe
babe wake up zheani released a new single
the animated part is so cool i love it
To everyone here including Zheani asking what if I’m one of the bad people? You are young and you have time to change if you think you are. I am 50 yrs old and I have been asking myself this question most of my life. 2 things: one- if you are asking this question then odds are that you are not bad. Really bad people will not be concerned if they are bad people. They don’t care.
Repentance is hard. But the best things are never just easy.
Really appreciate Zheani's hard work in making a good music. This just like a fresh breath! Thank you Queen!!!
i've been waiting for a new zheani release, so fucking hyped
This gave me chills… amazing piece of art, Jeebers
Letting my depression replay this one for the next couple months.
so damn goooood! just wish it was longer
Shook me to the core. Goosebumps all over my body. Your music never ceases to amaze me 😭💕
as someone who have ADHD, I overthink the "What if I’m one of the bad pеople?" and "I don't even know if I deserve love" almost daily xD
I love it so much. Your art is amazing. Your music has honestly done so much for me; saved me. I literally felt nervous waiting for the premiere to start. I already have two shirts from you and excited to have more. You've been my top artist on Spotify wrapped since I found your music two years ago. I'm so excited for this new era.
Holy crap I’m so excited I can’t wait
As someone who suffers from anxiety/depression, this felt like a mental breakdown. 10/10 love it.
If you’re still answering questions- Do you have any tips on managing your mental health (besides making cool songs about it)?
Also, any book recommendations for someone who likes DUNE, 1984, brave new world, etc?
With my job I have to push myself really hard, I feel like a big key I'm currently working on is recognising the signs of burnout as opposed to just being tired from hard work. Learning when I can push on through discomfort and when i'm about to literally crash myself. Strategic self care and time off actually saves time in the bigger picture.
For real though the songs do help.
This describes exactly how I feel in a depressive episode which is a lot- Thank you for giving me something to vibe to and also cry to when i need it ❤️❤️you're awesome Zheani
Most epic music video I've seen all year while still retaining a DIY style
❤️🔥🖤❤🎉🎈 HAPPY PREMIERE ZHEANI !!!🎈🎉❤️🖤 ❤️🔥
Hyped as usual, Zheani fans eating good tonight.
I think a new art film is in the works
I feel this like I showed up to the party late and everyone left and im alone
being a girl with inattentive adhd and ocd and has been shaped by a traumatic childhood i feel this alot... its interesting how we see ourselves so negatively when others close to us will say the complete opposite, and sincerely give you reasons as to why youre good and worthy. but its still so hard to see. at least we care enough to wonder if we're treating people just, and not being cold-hearted. we all try. i think its funny how you could take a break from art for the rest of your life and still leave such a unique mark because youve already done more than enough. but i understand all too well feeling inadequate if I'm not moving like ive got 8 arms and legs, the mind wars that come from it are the actual worst. and the severe self-isolation kind of makes you feel like a loser. ik its easy to be cynical but ive said all of that to let you know, from an outside perspective and one adhd-er to another that youre doing great sweetie, and we're trying the best we can in this clown world😭
You have such raw artistic power and I resonate so much with everything you put out. You’re one of the few artists whose music makes me feel seen when I listen to it. I’m so glad I discovered you.
Anxiously waiting on this
Как всегда очень красиво !!!
согласна!!
your art always astounds me. there are few artists like you these days. you are truly creative and original.
this came up on my recommended.. so glad i clicked omg
Visually... Wow! Vocal, sound, and lyrics double-triple wow! ❤❤❤❤ You never disappoint. 🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤
TE AMO ZHEANI
😍
Todos nós
OH MY FUCKING GODDD ITS A MAJOR HOLIDAY
I started ascending as soon as I heard this
MOTHER IS MOTHERING