You are so courageous and an inspiration. I work with a lot of people in your situation. I myself have had three psychotic episodes and know first hand how distressing it all is. I was on Olanzapine myself. It sedates you, zombifying you and increases your appetite. These medications and their side effects can make life harder.
i've had a similar experience and i'm convinced it's specifically from lsd and weed. lsd forms arbitrary connections between parts of the brain that shouldn't communicate and later when you smoke weed these pathways are activated and further cemented which makes it easier and easier to fall into depersonalization and eventually into psychosis, even when sober. the worst part is that this is considered blasphemy in the psychedelic community and you will be ridiculed for trying to keep others from the same fate. i still think it can be a valid option for therapy, but only at the standard 75ug dosage and with very very long breaks in between.
Im 16 and Ive had a somewhat similar experience 2 years ago when I met this girl and we soon later became drug bond buddies. we did lsd molly ect. she almost died from a fentanyl overdose once and it didnt really seem to phase her since she was laughing abt it. But i always ask myself, would I have turned out a totally different person (mentally) if I hadn't done all those drugs? btw i never had a bad trip but that girl almost dying was an eye-opening for me. i do wanna try shrroms tho
A lot of people experiment when they're young and can move on without issues. Unfortunately for me I didn't have self control to know when to leave it behind. You are still young and have plenty of time to grow and develop. I'm 29 and using a lot for over ten years caused me problems, because it gets a lot harder to recover as you get older.
Our experiences are identical. I am now 27, going back to school, family, house, and working through the shit of the past. Thank you for your videos!!
You are so courageous and an inspiration. I work with a lot of people in your situation. I myself have had three psychotic episodes and know first hand how distressing it all is. I was on Olanzapine myself. It sedates you, zombifying you and increases your appetite. These medications and their side effects can make life harder.
Amazing story, glad to know you have came to the realization
I hope you stopped any drug usage, I wish you the best. Thanks for sharing your story
i've had a similar experience and i'm convinced it's specifically from lsd and weed. lsd forms arbitrary connections between parts of the brain that shouldn't communicate and later when you smoke weed these pathways are activated and further cemented which makes it easier and easier to fall into depersonalization and eventually into psychosis, even when sober. the worst part is that this is considered blasphemy in the psychedelic community and you will be ridiculed for trying to keep others from the same fate.
i still think it can be a valid option for therapy, but only at the standard 75ug dosage and with very very long breaks in between.
Yup same here. Weed and lsd has made my depersonalization so bad it's at a point where it's hard to even function
Im 16 and Ive had a somewhat similar experience 2 years ago when I met this girl and we soon later became drug bond buddies. we did lsd molly ect. she almost died from a fentanyl overdose once and it didnt really seem to phase her since she was laughing abt it. But i always ask myself, would I have turned out a totally different person (mentally) if I hadn't done all those drugs? btw i never had a bad trip but that girl almost dying was an eye-opening for me. i do wanna try shrroms tho
A lot of people experiment when they're young and can move on without issues. Unfortunately for me I didn't have self control to know when to leave it behind. You are still young and have plenty of time to grow and develop. I'm 29 and using a lot for over ten years caused me problems, because it gets a lot harder to recover as you get older.
are u from west linn swear i met u today
@@daneharris3600 nope, Florida
He reminds me of someone I met in Montgomery, Al