I’m a 35yo man who was raised by a mother who was an addict that suffers from BPD, and I literally can’t listen to this without boohooing. It was mine and my sister’s childhood. Thanks for this. Not that I would wish that upbringing on anyone, but it’s nice to know we’re not alone.
The rust belt has been Raped by the Sacklers and robber Barrons long enough. They better quit F%&KING with them. There will be a braveheart situation soon.
Wow “OUTSTANDING!” This is coming from his heart and soul ! What a Amazing voice and man he is so talented! I hope he gets far and he deserves to be Recognize!
I'll be 41 next month, this song knows my childhood too well. If there are this many of us in this generation that this song sings to our hearts, can you even imagine what our parents went through to get to be how they were/are? Definitely not an excuse at all, I wouldn't put someone I can't stand through the childhood I had. But man, I'm so happy there are so many of us still hanging on and hopefully breaking these cycles for the next generation.
For those of us who can relate with this song on a personal level, this is our anthem. Neglectful parents, cold sleepless nights, maybe dinner maybe not. Multiple schools multiple marriages/divorces multiple step-parents. “Im through with you”
I don’t think I have ever had a song reach in the depths of my being and pull out so many raw emotions and tears from my body. I have been sobbing to this song for hours now on repeat. I relate to this song so very much. The pain behind the chorus takes me to my knees. This was my childhood. I suffered in silence, but I remember all these feelings and phases. Geez.. this is mind blowing how the emotion is so eloquently conveyed. Thank you..
I literally can't get enough of this song, how raw and real, my God, he makes me feel the story he's telling in a way few songs do anymore. I expect music to make me feel something and this gives me tears and goosebumps. That is what I want a song like this to do. Perfect.
As an addict that decided to get clean for my wife and kids, over a year clean now and it was the best choice I could've made as a responsible parent and husband. Hearing this side of the story,the pain and hurt that it put you through. And just knowing that could've just as easily been me, putting my wife and kids through such heartbreak is devastating. It also helps me to know that the struggles I have overcome are worth the fight and my wife and kids always deserved better of me. Thank you for telling an amazing story ❤
Hang in there! I haven’t walked in your shoes, but I have walked next to some who have. I know some days are really hard, but nothing of value comes easy. I’m rooting for you and your family.
I keep coming back to this song. I had a great mom but my best friend had the mirror image of this guys home. He took his own life when he was 20 years old, 19 years ago. I don't know you brother, but i love you more than you know
This song didn’t just hit hard, it punched me right where it hurt. I thank God every day for my wonderful mom. Can’t imagine a life without her. Bless his heart. 🥹
My mother taught me nothing but heart break and addiction, i feel this song in my soul. Im almost 30 and im crying, you're the hero we all needed, just no one let you know. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your music.
Lighting up cigarettes, in the seventh grade,that’s what my mother taught me Well she was falling asleep, driving down 68 I drove just to get us back safe Wishin hard, that I could escape Trippin down all the steps of the local school bus Wishing I didn’t have to go home Oven was heating the house, if our electric was on I hope dad left money for us Cause three days and I haven’t had much And I’m tired of being nice,I just don’t have it inside me I can’t take much more shit from you And I have cut you out of my life You love me when you need a high I’m done spending my money on you Oh and if dad was off, then boy we were gone Driving round listening to tunes Cause we had peace of mind, if she couldn’t find us We’re all constantly on the move My whole life I’ve I’ve been running from you Yeah, and I’m tired of being nice I just don’t have it inside I can’t take much more shit from you And I have cut you out of my life You love me when you need a high Im done spending my money on you Yeah I’m done now and I’m through with you And I’m through with you, yeah And I’m tired of being nice, I just don’t have it inside me I can’t take much more shit from you and I have cut you out of my life You love me when you need a high I’m done spending my money on you Cause I’m through with you And I’m through with you.
@@NolanTaylorMusic love this song man. I’m sure I speak for too many when I say this song resonates with my soul. From the cigs way too early, not wanting to go home, the drugs, not having what most folks would call necessities. Can’t picture giving my kids the childhood I had. I’d die before I let that happen. Comedy music has became my outlet for dealing with these things. You wrote the song I couldn’t and I gotta love ya for it. Thanks man 🙏
Nolan, I remember you from high school, congratulations on following your dreams and making it this far, I enjoy seeing you on your journey. This song is amazing and I'm sorry you went through that. I hope you're healing.
I'm happy to have discovered Nolan, I know we've all seen rich men north of Richmond blow up overnight crazy how has this hasn't?!?! Amazing song gave me chills!!!!!
Nolan is more of a vocal talent than I’ve seen in some time. His song writing touches the soul and his voice has impacted all our our senses. I’m glad to have discovered him through this channel
In my opinion this is the most raw and emotional voice I've ever heard. I could literally feel his pain through my phone. That's magical, that's true music. ❤
This song speaks words so many broken hearts can’t say out loud….god bless the children who lived this. God bless Nolan for this art…hurts to hear but heals to sing along with it.
Here's to all the children like me that was raised in a broken home that are try to find in themselves what they didn't receive as a child. You're worth it, my friends. Keep going. ❤
@@caseyfelella7450the best we can do is make sure our kids have it better. Many days I’m working from 8 am to midnight, just to make sure the electric is on and there’s food in the fridge. Otherwise I’ve failed them.
Honestly this song brought back so many painful memories that I just sat here and cried, the worst part is that my awesome wife wanted to hold me and couldn't understand why I didn't want her to. Still trying to just get through it at 40 y/o and it's still hard.
@@chipdoesitbetter I’m so sorry for your pain brother. Unfortunately the only way for a wound to heal is often to lance it first. Don’t waste your pain. Pursue healing. I believe if you ask Jesus into those broken and vulnerable place they can be healed. God bless your journey and the path you walk.
As a nearly 40 year old fully disabled combat veteran myself, I grew up in a “broken family” and we lived with my Mother who was an abusive alcoholic because my father was a truck driver and didn’t know how bad it was for us until years later at which point he took us away from her. She went from the “perfect” family to living on people’s couches with NOTHING until she ultimately succumbed to cancer which she left undiagnosed until it was too late. My sisters kept relationships with her because they each had kids of their own and wanted them to have their grandmother in their lives. I DIDN’T, I stopped talking with her and I NEVER FORGAVE HER, and as an Avowed Atheist I’m not sure I ever would’ve. If there was a heaven (which obviously I don’t believe there is) I don’t know if she would be in it.
Im 38 and haven't heard any song ever hit home like this one. Not going to get into my childhood, but i have 4 children of my own now. Ill never understand how a parent could ever hurt their children. Its beyond my comprehension that a mother or father could make choices that would hurt your own child for the rest of their lives. Dad loves you more than anything girls.. if you ever stumble upon this. I did the best I could with you all... Always take care of one another.
If my life was "the Truman show", this would be the song playing over the montage of my childhood. Hope someday ill grow tired enough of being nice myself. The song is therapy that I didn't know I needed until I heard it. I fantasize the relief in being able to say it all out loud.
I've listened to this song probably 50 times in the past 48 hours. I've never felt so much in a song. This is nothing like my childhood, yet I feel like I'd lived this when I listen to it. The heart in this is beyond what music is supposed to make you feel. Truly a masterpiece.
This is the type of music to make you sit and re-evaluate your own life… addiction affects more than yourself and this is a beautiful way to convey that… hits hard and it hits deep… but it is the absolute truth… it’s beautiful my brother keep pouring your soul out you’ve got a talent to explain what nobody wants to talk about
I've listened to this so many times! It hits so hard, u are not alone, we all feel you with our own stories, we love you! This song is so healing, tysm sir!
Just discovered this song and thank you for putting into a song what so many, including myself, have gone through with rough childhoods. I may have wished to not have to go back home then, but now many years later... i want to go home and be the parent that I never had. God bless you, brother, for giving yourself and others a voice as an adult, that you and we didnt have as a child.
This hits so close to home. So glad to hear this generations men making music about the pain of life, the darkness & the coldness. It’s giving me chills man.
I keep coming back, the passion and true grit he puts into this version is so evident…the hands shaking and true pain in his voice shows how hard this song hits him personally….true storytelling and great musicianship…through a shit situation he’s made a powerful and amazing song
I grew up listening to stories of the times then, Coal mines, wandeeing in the creeks, Just like of Anthony, current pains.... Great song, please keep it going,
I've listened to this 25 times today, just to see if I can get though it without breaking down. No luck so far. Thank you so much for this song. I never thought there would be a song that actually mirrors my feelings for my mother. I needed this.
Jesus Christ brother. You have no idea how powerful of a message you are sharing with many of us who feel the same way. You music is food for the soul.
This song rips me apart, and I can’t stop listening!!! This man is screaming his story, and baring his soul for the world. Thank you for sharing your music and moving millions of people.. many more fans to come!!
Been listing to this on repeat for like the 6th loop now. The goosebumps continue. From someone who grew up to a similar situation running the same road. Been gone a few times. But nothing hits home like that 68 sign. Raw love comes from feeling raw pain. My father left when I was 8 and I watched my mom slide into the nothingness for 16 years and nothing has released me like this song. Thank you sir for enduring and sharing.
Making a grown man cry, god bless you brother. I felt every emotion coming from his soul to the strings of his guitar. The righteous are manifesting through the flames of this new world. God is coming for his righteous.
My Mom was a saint, she always made sure I had something to eat even though we were struggling. Upon the sudden realization that I now have to face the same challenge alone I don't know how to find the strength. This song makes me miss my mother so much. I love you man just know that you changed someones life.
When we walk alone we see all of the times we should have said or done MORE. YOUR walk is still ongoing… SHARE that path with another sojourner… we are NOT meant to be alone… much love
This song makes me cry sometimes. Very relatable and the emotion in his voice is wild. Ive been trying to spread this. This dude did a phenomenal job on this. Probably one of my favorite songs
I’ve heard him do this song in several different places, but this one…..it’s a fucking masterpiece. You feel it. He bares his entire soul in this one. Thank you Nolan. I’ve listened to this version no less than a hundred times and I choke up every single time.
I hate whenever I hear songs that I closely relate to bc that means this person went thru the same bs I had to go thru, but it’s like a blessing in disguise bc it’s like a voice for the voiceless. And I appreciate it so much. Nolan I hope to meet you one day and shake your hand and just say thank you.
This song hurt on several levels. But I seem to keep listening to it. I, thankfully, don't know about growing up with an addicted parent but I know that feeling of not wanting to go home because of fighting parents. This is easily one of the most powerful songs I've ever heard. I want nothing but peace and joy for this young man.
Thank you for sharing this, Mr Taylor - I know exactly how hard it is to go back and drink from this hurtful well. I recognize how strong you have to be to get through this song, and that's the message for us whom share this type background - you can get through it. Get the cancers out of our life - don't have evil people steal your life from you. I cried like a baby hearing this song, but just know that 50yrs of visible/invisible scars have taught me that I can't be defeated if I refuse to quit. "I'm through with you" is one of the best gifts you give yourself - along with forgiving them. It's not for them, but for you not to carry that shame, grief, and anger with you all your life. "It's not my fault, I didn't deserve that treatment" needs to become your daily mantra until it sinks in. I hope your life is as great as I have been blessed. Thank you again, Mr Taylor, for being so strong, honest, and brave.
First Nolan Taylor song I've ever heard, and it moved me to tears.. relatable and such a beautiful piece performed with raw emotions. I'm a fan for life.
Corporate America in the record industry can never touch this level of raw and honesty in song writing.
It's got no soul. My wife wonders why I like this and detest the mainstream garbage.
Yes sir!
Luckily for us
Factual
Wow, just Wow. 👏
Somebody get this man an award for this song.
Appreciate it!
Fucking amazing brothahh
@@NolanTaylorMusic You earned it
big facts
And a hug for gods sake
That right hand trembling on the guitar at 3:03 . 20% vibrato 80% raw emotion
Made a grown man cry……..such pain. Beautiful pain.
I’m a 35yo man who was raised by a mother who was an addict that suffers from BPD, and I literally can’t listen to this without boohooing. It was mine and my sister’s childhood. Thanks for this. Not that I would wish that upbringing on anyone, but it’s nice to know we’re not alone.
This is true. Me and my lil brother! Glad u made it out!
31 alcoholic/addict with bipolar myself, this song hits that right spot in my soul
Amen brother
My ex had BPD and as a result we never had kids. Stories like yours make me so glad I made the tough choice for the sake of the unborn.
The part that makes me feel sad is seeing that so many of us are here with the same story mine still digs her claws in every chance she can
Imagine going on a hike through the woods and stumbling upon this guy putting on the best performance for the trees
ID swear I was on SHROOMS LMAO
Me too
Welcome to West Virginia. You may very well see this one day.
I'm in.
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I'm 7 months sober, I have a 4 year old daughter this song helped me realize what I was doing. thank you
keep up the good work and when in doubt of yourself remember that kid is counting on you. good luck in youre life adventure
thanks! life's tough sometimes but bad times don't last
Straighten up for them. You got this...do they got you?
Why the fuck are you being locked up my son great person and you decided to finally not be a scumbag
8 months for me. Quit after my son was born
"I'M TIRED OF BEING NICE, JUST DONT HAVE IT INSIDE ME" Goddamn it i feel this way too much
Yeaaaaaah!!!!! 😂
West Virginia gingers are taking OVER! PUTTING OUT POWERFUL MUSIC!! Cheers y'all
If anyone says "gingers don't have a soul" they should just watch this video and shut up!
You probably watched some of Oliver Anthony's work too.
@@MynameisJeffTV 😂
@@MynameisJeffTV i came from his video it was amazing, and this is awesome too !
The rust belt has been Raped by the Sacklers and robber Barrons long enough. They better quit F%&KING with them.
There will be a braveheart situation soon.
I'm a 38 year old man brought to tears listening to this mans pain. God bless him
Right?! Blown away!
My heart felt so heavy! his voice is so full of raw pain its beautiful. Love it!
The joy of being with a narcissist. Been there.
Have to agree man! This guy is outstanding!
Same feel it brought back memories
I’ve played this song 10x today and I needed each one in a different way.
Beautifully said!
Yes me too
Me too ! Im done
I pray for you brother.
Find this song today.. instant favourite
The trees in that forest wept that day. Nolan is fantastic.
❤❤
Yes they did 🙏
Yes he is great
The truth 😢
Phenomenal comment
This man brought the world to tears with simple chords and a story painted by a hurt soul.
Thank you so much.
Wow “OUTSTANDING!” This is coming from his heart and soul ! What a Amazing voice and man he is so talented! I hope he gets far and he deserves to be Recognize!
Three chords and the truth
so beautiful
What’s the chords??
Real talk. I'm 37 and from a bottom feeder family. This is reality for so many people. Thankyou for connecting us!
We’re all just trying to figure out our ass from our elbow. Some are lost in ways that harm others.
Sounds like you’re the change you wanted.
I am 68 years old and I tear up every time I hear this song
41 and this takes me right back to my childhood, it’s gut wrenching to see how many of us there are…
Yet inspiring that so many of us have pushed through it. That's something to be proud of.
God has also been there for us we just ha e to let him in
41 as well....took me right back...had to precess for a second. sending you love!
I'll be 41 next month, this song knows my childhood too well. If there are this many of us in this generation that this song sings to our hearts, can you even imagine what our parents went through to get to be how they were/are? Definitely not an excuse at all, I wouldn't put someone I can't stand through the childhood I had. But man, I'm so happy there are so many of us still hanging on and hopefully breaking these cycles for the next generation.
46 and here with you.
For those of us who can relate with this song on a personal level, this is our anthem. Neglectful parents, cold sleepless nights, maybe dinner maybe not. Multiple schools multiple marriages/divorces multiple step-parents. “Im through with you”
Damn. You didn't even know it was wrong until you grew up.
Seriously. This song has been a bit of therapy. I can’t stop listening to it
It's been on repeat since I found it
Wow. If that wasn’t a message I needed to read right now..
Wish I could like that twice
I don’t think I have ever had a song reach in the depths of my being and pull out so many raw emotions and tears from my body. I have been sobbing to this song for hours now on repeat. I relate to this song so very much. The pain behind the chorus takes me to my knees. This was my childhood. I suffered in silence, but I remember all these feelings and phases. Geez.. this is mind blowing how the emotion is so eloquently conveyed. Thank you..
Feel ya brother. It's my story
Same bro same!
The chorus gets me everytime, but the whole song is like a mashup of my childhood between both of my parents at different stages growing up.
I literally can't get enough of this song, how raw and real, my God, he makes me feel the story he's telling in a way few songs do anymore. I expect music to make me feel something and this gives me tears and goosebumps. That is what I want a song like this to do. Perfect.
I’ve never felt more pain through a song in my life. God bless this man. Out here saving life through his music for sure.
100% my thoughts exactly man
As an addict that decided to get clean for my wife and kids, over a year clean now and it was the best choice I could've made as a responsible parent and husband. Hearing this side of the story,the pain and hurt that it put you through. And just knowing that could've just as easily been me, putting my wife and kids through such heartbreak is devastating. It also helps me to know that the struggles I have overcome are worth the fight and my wife and kids always deserved better of me. Thank you for telling an amazing story ❤
I'm proud of you !
God speed brother
Please keep going. You got this.
Hang in there! I haven’t walked in your shoes, but I have walked next to some who have. I know some days are really hard, but nothing of value comes easy. I’m rooting for you and your family.
it made you stronger... the past is the past. youre stronger now because of it! everyone gets one shot
One of the most INTENSELY Beautiful songs ever wrote. Wow man. Thank you.
That “I’m through with you “at 2.35 is the most powerful way I’ve ever heard anyone tell someone they are done once and for all! Damn it’s powerful
"Doneness" can be sacred love in contexts like this.
I keep coming back to this song. I had a great mom but my best friend had the mirror image of this guys home. He took his own life when he was 20 years old, 19 years ago. I don't know you brother, but i love you more than you know
Im a 30 year old grown ass man with 3 kids of my own and i just cried my eyes out listening to this song for the first time.... Nolan i love you man
Bro.. same
add me to that list . ive listened to this song 20 times already and it still grips me up
Same
Seems like us fathers can all relate. I listen while I’m driving an hour &1/2 to work gives a man time to think and reflect on life
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This song didn’t just hit hard, it punched me right where it hurt. I thank God every day for my wonderful mom. Can’t imagine a life without her. Bless his heart. 🥹
My mother taught me nothing but heart break and addiction, i feel this song in my soul.
Im almost 30 and im crying, you're the hero we all needed, just no one let you know.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your music.
This is healing a part of my inner broken child. Insane that so many of us were living the same life but so alone.
❤❤
Lighting up cigarettes, in the seventh grade,that’s what my mother taught me
Well she was falling asleep, driving down 68
I drove just to get us back safe
Wishin hard, that I could escape
Trippin down all the steps of the local school bus
Wishing I didn’t have to go home
Oven was heating the house, if our electric was on
I hope dad left money for us
Cause three days and I haven’t had much
And I’m tired of being nice,I just don’t have it inside me
I can’t take much more shit from you
And I have cut you out of my life
You love me when you need a high
I’m done spending my money on you
Oh and if dad was off, then boy we were gone
Driving round listening to tunes
Cause we had peace of mind, if she couldn’t find us
We’re all constantly on the move
My whole life I’ve I’ve been running from you
Yeah, and I’m tired of being nice I just don’t have it inside
I can’t take much more shit from you
And I have cut you out of my life
You love me when you need a high
Im done spending my money on you
Yeah I’m done now and I’m through with you
And I’m through with you, yeah
And I’m tired of being nice, I just don’t have it inside me
I can’t take much more shit from you
and I have cut you out of my life
You love me when you need a high
I’m done spending my money on you
Cause I’m through with you
And I’m through with you.
Dope.
Thank you brotha ❤️
Comin in clutch
Not all heroes wear capes
Thanks for this
The level of emotion in this song is unparalleled. This is true art.
Thank you.
@@NolanTaylorMusic love this song man. I’m sure I speak for too many when I say this song resonates with my soul. From the cigs way too early, not wanting to go home, the drugs, not having what most folks would call necessities. Can’t picture giving my kids the childhood I had. I’d die before I let that happen. Comedy music has became my outlet for dealing with these things. You wrote the song I couldn’t and I gotta love ya for it. Thanks man 🙏
This gets me right in the heart, must have listened a hundred times this past month, a piercing moment of pure honesty and hurt captured in time....
Such passion and emotion in a song. I always felt so lucky to be raised by 2 great parents. Prayers to all struggling with this lifestyle..😢😢
Nolan, I remember you from high school, congratulations on following your dreams and making it this far, I enjoy seeing you on your journey.
This song is amazing and I'm sorry you went through that. I hope you're healing.
This is so sweet and real ❤
I'm happy to have discovered Nolan, I know we've all seen rich men north of Richmond blow up overnight crazy how has this hasn't?!?! Amazing song gave me chills!!!!!
Rogan hasn't reposted it!! Only reason it hasn't blown up
this song can't be bastardized for partisan political use, therefore it hasn't been exploited yet.
Nolan is more of a vocal talent than I’ve seen in some time. His song writing touches the soul and his voice has impacted all our our senses. I’m glad to have discovered him through this channel
Less people find this relatable than Oliver Anthony’s song. Not discrediting this at all. But most people can’t relate. Beautiful song.
Oliver actually called this song out on his Rogan pod as one of his favorites in the industry at the moment.
Beautiful song nice to hear feeling real feelings from the songwriter his guitar sounds awesome 👍🏻
In my opinion this is the most raw and emotional voice I've ever heard. I could literally feel his pain through my phone. That's magical, that's true music. ❤
I got goosebumps
in my opinion liberals cant even get a haircut anymore fr
This song speaks words so many broken hearts can’t say out loud….god bless the children who lived this. God bless Nolan for this art…hurts to hear but heals to sing along with it.
Thank you!!!
Here's to all the children like me that was raised in a broken home that are try to find in themselves what they didn't receive as a child. You're worth it, my friends. Keep going. ❤
@@caseyfelella7450the best we can do is make sure our kids have it better. Many days I’m working from 8 am to midnight, just to make sure the electric is on and there’s food in the fridge. Otherwise I’ve failed them.
This is a song that I hope no one understands... but if you do, your not alone my friend, we get through it
i have listened to this over and over and i just want to say "im getting through" and i hope its just me and you who understand cause the pain is real
@@patrickcooper8375 We are in this together, brother.
Honestly this song brought back so many painful memories that I just sat here and cried, the worst part is that my awesome wife wanted to hold me and couldn't understand why I didn't want her to. Still trying to just get through it at 40 y/o and it's still hard.
@@chipdoesitbetter I’m so sorry for your pain brother. Unfortunately the only way for a wound to heal is often to lance it first. Don’t waste your pain. Pursue healing. I believe if you ask Jesus into those broken and vulnerable place they can be healed. God bless your journey and the path you walk.
As a nearly 40 year old fully disabled combat veteran myself, I grew up in a “broken family” and we lived with my
Mother who was an abusive alcoholic because my father was a truck driver and didn’t know how bad it was for us until years later at which point he took us away from her. She went from the “perfect” family to living on people’s couches with NOTHING until she ultimately succumbed to cancer which she left undiagnosed until it was too late. My sisters kept relationships with her because they each had kids of their own and wanted them to have their grandmother in their lives. I DIDN’T, I stopped talking with her and I NEVER FORGAVE HER, and as an Avowed Atheist I’m not sure I ever would’ve. If there was a heaven (which obviously I don’t believe there is) I don’t know if she would be in it.
Im 38 and haven't heard any song ever hit home like this one. Not going to get into my childhood, but i have 4 children of my own now. Ill never understand how a parent could ever hurt their children. Its beyond my comprehension that a mother or father could make choices that would hurt your own child for the rest of their lives. Dad loves you more than anything girls.. if you ever stumble upon this. I did the best I could with you all... Always take care of one another.
Thanks to Oliver Anthony’s song. I’ve found this song.
What a talented musician and singer.
Loves this 🙌
you should drop oliver - hes a white nationalist racist dog whistle for the astroturf Koch family
This is the type of music that helps a good man through a shit time....much appreciated brother 👊.
Appreciate you.
If my life was "the Truman show", this would be the song playing over the montage of my childhood. Hope someday ill grow tired enough of being nice myself. The song is therapy that I didn't know I needed until I heard it. I fantasize the relief in being able to say it all out loud.
I can listen to this song over and over
Amen to that
big facts!! he has my support that is for sure
I had 2 great parents and I still cry when I listen to this beautiful masterpiece. Thank u sir
It’s been a while since a song brought me to tears. My heart aches from the pain in this song. Absolutely beautiful.
One of the greatest songs ever.
The raw emotion of the 2nd chorus is what music is all about
Thank you.
I've listened to this song probably 50 times in the past 48 hours. I've never felt so much in a song. This is nothing like my childhood, yet I feel like I'd lived this when I listen to it. The heart in this is beyond what music is supposed to make you feel. Truly a masterpiece.
I LOVE this song! Listen to it over and over! Thank you for your gift, Nolan ❤
I listen to this song everyday not because i relate to the story but i do the pain. Thank you for this my favorite song ive ever heard.
This is the type of music to make you sit and re-evaluate your own life… addiction affects more than yourself and this is a beautiful way to convey that… hits hard and it hits deep… but it is the absolute truth… it’s beautiful my brother keep pouring your soul out you’ve got a talent to explain what nobody wants to talk about
Thank you so much.
I hadn't thought of it from that point of view. This song may help a family to end the cycle. Great point of view.
One of the realest songs ever written! He poured his heart out and it definitely shows.
Appreciate you.
Sing that damn song brother. We can shine through the dark with songs like this. Thank you
A lot of power in this song. Hits home for sure . Great musician
I can't seem to turn this up loud enough. Such raw talent...
Appreciate it!!
I am playing as loud as my computer will let me and have it on repeat
Man you absolutely kill it!
How he can sing this without bursting into tears like I do when listening to it is beyond me. Absolutely incredible, hits right at the core.
He looks like he had a hard time holding it together there, the strength he has to be able to though speaks volumes.
I've listened to this so many times! It hits so hard, u are not alone, we all feel you with our own stories, we love you! This song is so healing, tysm sir!
Just discovered this song and thank you for putting into a song what so many, including myself, have gone through with rough childhoods. I may have wished to not have to go back home then, but now many years later... i want to go home and be the parent that I never had.
God bless you, brother, for giving yourself and others a voice as an adult, that you and we didnt have as a child.
I cant not cry, one of best songs ever heard, perfect timing as my brother going to rehab, screaming inside my soul
From North Staffordshire England 🇬🇧 god bless you 🙏 soul moving music keep them coming god willing
Still one of my absolute favorites!!! Love seeing you progress in your career! God bless mr nolan! Onward and upward
“Trippin down the steps of the bus, wishin I didn’t have to go home….” - that hits hard. I can relate 💯
This hits so close to home.
So glad to hear this generations men making music about the pain of life, the darkness & the coldness. It’s giving me chills man.
Thank you Radio WV. You have given me so much. NOLAN TAYLOR, OLIVER ANTHONY, DRAYTON FARLEY AND so many more great artists. THANK YOU.
I keep coming back, the passion and true grit he puts into this version is so evident…the hands shaking and true pain in his voice shows how hard this song hits him personally….true storytelling and great musicianship…through a shit situation he’s made a powerful and amazing song
I grew up listening to stories of the times then, Coal mines, wandeeing in the creeks, Just like of Anthony, current pains.... Great song, please keep it going,
The authenticity is overwhelming. Very well done.
Thank you.
I've listened to this 25 times today, just to see if I can get though it without breaking down. No luck so far.
Thank you so much for this song. I never thought there would be a song that actually mirrors my feelings for my mother.
I needed this.
Damn thank you.
Same
Jesus Christ brother. You have no idea how powerful of a message you are sharing with many of us who feel the same way. You music is food for the soul.
This song rips me apart, and I can’t stop listening!!! This man is screaming his story, and baring his soul for the world. Thank you for sharing your music and moving millions of people.. many more fans to come!!
That's a man who expresses his own life through his music. Sensational work.
Thank you!!
Amen brother
As someone with a rough childhood. This spoke to me very deeply. I cried like a baby.
My kids have a mother similar to his.
Insanity. I hope she's dead before she starts fucking them over into their adulthood.
You have a very talented voice and style of lyrics Mr. Taylor. Found you 4 months ago and still coming back to listen. Thank you
Straight from the heart. Pure talent. Thank you sir.
I cant explain how badly i need a nolan taylor, oliver anthony, and tyler childers tour
They'll make Tyler Childers look bad 😅
@@pepperdaddy69 they really do they are special in my opinion they fr could change the world just them 2 alone
Same....strong medicine
Add Jake Kohn and I'd buy tickets... ..
WV is on fire!
Been listing to this on repeat for like the 6th loop now. The goosebumps continue. From someone who grew up to a similar situation running the same road. Been gone a few times. But nothing hits home like that 68 sign. Raw love comes from feeling raw pain. My father left when I was 8 and I watched my mom slide into the nothingness for 16 years and nothing has released me like this song. Thank you sir for enduring and sharing.
Making a grown man cry, god bless you brother. I felt every emotion coming from his soul to the strings of his guitar. The righteous are manifesting through the flames of this new world. God is coming for his righteous.
Something about these guys in the forest singing their hearts out to the trees with a guitar is so therapeutic and magical. I can't get enough of it.
This is the wave of real music taking back over !! Love the rawness blessing to you thanks for sharing
I wish I could smash that like button a few hundred thousand more times. This is how music and art are supposed to be. Thank you, Nolan.
You can feel see and hear his pain. There is no way this is just a song this man brought this song straight out of his soul
Wow... just wow. Thank you for this raw testimony!
My Mom was a saint, she always made sure I had something to eat even though we were struggling. Upon the sudden realization that I now have to face the same challenge alone I don't know how to find the strength. This song makes me miss my mother so much. I love you man just know that you changed someones life.
I hope you're doing well bro...life has it's hard times, but you gotta stick around for all the beautiful shit😊
When we walk alone we see all of the times we should have said or done MORE. YOUR walk is still ongoing… SHARE that path with another sojourner… we are NOT meant to be alone… much love
Sweet Jesus.. what a powerful song. Amazing
His talent is stunning. He’s going to be one of the greats. Amazing vocals and the lyrics sent me back in time to my own home.
I’ve never heard anger and hurt sound this beautiful before. Inspirational.
This hits, song gives me shivers. The pain in every word you’ve spoken. This has become my favorite song this year. I get others to listen everyday.
I can't stop listening to this song. Those chords are so haunting with the lyrics and his tone.
This song makes me cry sometimes. Very relatable and the emotion in his voice is wild. Ive been trying to spread this. This dude did a phenomenal job on this. Probably one of my favorite songs
Gets me on most days as well brother
He's a great dude, and musician, and writer. Great artist and human Being 🎶🫠
Been listening to this song everyday I wake up.
Still sober, still here, took those bullets out. I needed this thank you
God bless and proud of you!
Beautiful singer with so much emotion. This is what music is all about.
I’ve heard him do this song in several different places, but this one…..it’s a fucking masterpiece. You feel it. He bares his entire soul in this one. Thank you Nolan. I’ve listened to this version no less than a hundred times and I choke up every single time.
This is one of my go-to songs. Doesn't matter what mood I am in it always hits just right.
Absolutely amazing songwriting and performance. I can't stop listening and fighting back tears. Super cathartic. Thank you Nolan
Thank you so much.
Following on FB and subbed to your CZcams. Hope to catch you live someday
the emotion in his voice is heart wrenching 🖤 I love this song. it truly speaks to me. you are a brilliant artist
Thank you.
I got no words... just wow. Simply amazing!
Thanks for sharing. Great writing, lyrics and music
I hate whenever I hear songs that I closely relate to bc that means this person went thru the same bs I had to go thru, but it’s like a blessing in disguise bc it’s like a voice for the voiceless. And I appreciate it so much. Nolan I hope to meet you one day and shake your hand and just say thank you.
Thank you. I’m sorry you had to deal with the shit too. Hope one day we do meet my friend.
Took the words out of my mouth
Man deserves so much more attention, he's a hell of a guy.
Damn thank you.
That voice! So so smooth! Keep coming brother! Love this channel!
This song hurt on several levels. But I seem to keep listening to it. I, thankfully, don't know about growing up with an addicted parent but I know that feeling of not wanting to go home because of fighting parents. This is easily one of the most powerful songs I've ever heard. I want nothing but peace and joy for this young man.
Thank you for sharing this, Mr Taylor - I know exactly how hard it is to go back and drink from this hurtful well. I recognize how strong you have to be to get through this song, and that's the message for us whom share this type background - you can get through it. Get the cancers out of our life - don't have evil people steal your life from you. I cried like a baby hearing this song, but just know that 50yrs of visible/invisible scars have taught me that I can't be defeated if I refuse to quit. "I'm through with you" is one of the best gifts you give yourself - along with forgiving them. It's not for them, but for you not to carry that shame, grief, and anger with you all your life. "It's not my fault, I didn't deserve that treatment" needs to become your daily mantra until it sinks in. I hope your life is as great as I have been blessed. Thank you again, Mr Taylor, for being so strong, honest, and brave.
First Nolan Taylor song I've ever heard, and it moved me to tears.. relatable and such a beautiful piece performed with raw emotions. I'm a fan for life.