My token of appreciation for mentioning me as a smaller CZcamsr. Mabonza are coming through. Thank you Thati🙏 O tla tlatsa for another Arabic perfume 💃❤️
Some wounds never heal they just stop bleeding.. Losing a loved one is not something you will ever ever get over you learn to live with the pain but when it makes a U-turn it's like it happened yesterday... Don't be hard on yourself ❤❤ Mme ke ntho e kgolo kgolo hale sio ho bonahala ka pele
I lost my both parents in 2013 and I didn't cry by then, and also didn't give myself a chance to grieve. So, it's only kicking in now that I don't have parents, I literally cry every single day the pain is just too much to handle.😔😔
Grief is something else hey. I thought I had faced my biggest fear when I lost my mother in 2009. Little did I know, I was yet to encounter the worst, when I lost my closest older sister in 2015. Since my sisters death, I've been suffering from panick attacks. It even occurs randomly without a trigger. The emotional pain was unbearable that I even decided to conceive a baby because I was trying to shift my focus to something positive. I know I haven't healed from this one, I have just learned to do this life thing along with the pain.
Its so true dear same here it is still hard even now as its after years my mom passed away. But sometimes it's like i am still dreaming. Tjooo grieving is a process but we will overcome God is faithful.
The pain of losing your parent never come to an end 😢😢. You just have to learn to live with it. It's very hard hle. One day you're good the next day it's back to square one 😢💔
I lost my dad 5 years ago, the pain was so much, i wish i had one more day, minutes or had picked up that one last call. For some reason we think that our parents don't die, when it happens to us, i asked so many questions, i was angry, and angrier at myself. But never loose your faith in God, He is the question and the answer, 5 years later i believe his my guardian angel, and for everyone that lost a parent please believe you do have an angel❤
@Joaquina Domingos it's been a year now losing my best friend dad. The pain is so unbearable he. Ha ke mo gopola I just shut down. Maan we will be fine.
Hey Bonzy. I can relate to the type of heartache that you were going through in that moment. I lost my grandmother in 2019. That woman was my heart in human form. She was my therapist, she literally was my heart and soul. There are days where I just rlly breakdown and start hysterically crying (I however do it privately) and not that there’s anything wrong with publicly speaking about grief. Thoughts of her sometimes are too painful to bear!! Sometimes when I’m too happy, when my cup is almost full, I feel rlly guilty. Guilt in a sense that I got too happy and almost forgot about her, I then remind myself that she would want me to be happy, she literally cared about my happiness and filling my cup more than her own. But I think that’s how grief works like. Losing her has been so traumatic for me and I’ve come to understand that there’s no manual in dealing with grief. Sometimes bophelo ke beetroot and sometimes Bophelo ke run-x. Try to appreciate the times that you feel her presence in her life and celebrate those and when you miss her too much, cry if you need to. That’s just how it works, ke grief. I always say this to ppl that have lost someone “it gets better with time and sometimes it doesn’t, You rlly just have to learn to live with the pain, the heartache of losing that one person, you learn to be okay with them not being a part of your daily life, you learn how to laugh without them, you learn to be okay with the memories you have of them and you feed on them, you learn a lot of new things but most importantly grief is about being able to let go when it’s time to and hold on when it’s time to, it’s about exploring your emotions. Feel your feelings whenever you want to feel them but don’t ever let them consume your life”
Like not our Bonza gracing us with a full vlog on a Tuesday guyzzz 🥰 I am loving it here seriously. It's good to let the feeling out, re group and get back into the game. We always here for you ❤️
Healing is a journey and we can not put a time line on when can we be fulling healed. It's normal and we should allow our selves to be emotionally present. ❤️
Heartfelt. As beginning of this week I was down bad and I don’t know what triggered it but I’m glad I could hear your take on that and remembering that sometimes it’s really okay to take a break. And the gratitude you have towards everything in your life, amazing to witness, I hope after this CZcams Black something amazing comes your way. With love ♥️🫶🏾
The pain of losing a loved one doesn’t end.., keeping you in my thoughts and prayers ❤… and welcome to Nairobi 🇰🇪 I am a subiee from Kenya and I am happy that you get to experience Nairobi ❤
i have to agree with you when you said that friendship is such a beautiful concept! You literally could be going through something and meet up with your friends and evening seems so calm and beautiful, like you are a love again 🥹❤️
Awwww Bonzy, askies mamas. You in our prayers, one day all those memories will make you laugh and feel warmth instead of crying. I'm happy you grend now. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Ncah 1 hour vlog ebantwaneni. ❤love love love this for us! Congratulations on your trip Lebonza. Can't wait to see what you guys will getting up to. I'm glad you took a break when you realized that you needed it. Love and light to you Bonzi❤
I lost my dad in 2021 but I still cry as if it happened yesterday. I guess it's something we'll have to live with till our time comes to leave the earth.
Your sit down opened wounds for me 💔😭I lost my mom on the 31st of March 2023 💔even if the coffin went down I couldn't cry but now flashbacks are flashing. Emotionally I'm struggling.
I don't know what I'd be without your content as much as we are a few years younger than you but we can relate to a lot of things (your content) keep going we love you Bonzie
Your vlogs have so much structure and your consistency is absolutely everything, I enjoy watching you Lebonza you stay true to yourself. Love you so much ❤️❤️
So, just a tip for next time you are travelling to another country, you don't have to go to the bank, you can do it via your banking app, you put the country you're going to and how long from when to when... Saves you time and energy ✨
Ahhhh Lebonza. I wouldn’t say time heals but it gets better with time. Some days are better than the other. I lost my mama at the age of 11. And believe me when I say I get triggered of the loss by lil things. Me typing this nje I got emo. I’m glad you share such moments with us. Moments some or majority of us can relate with. Honestly enjoyed this. Hope you enjoying your trip in Kenya. Can’t wait for the vlog that’s coming after this.♥️
Ooooh mommy i totally understand i also lost my dad who was my mom and my dad at the same time😢😢😢💔💔💔💔 grief is hard still today i have my moments where i cry like everything is just happening now. We love you thati and thank you for keeping it real with us we love and support you and thank you for letting it all up and coming back to us with that cute smile to us i hope your trip goes well and be safe and enjoy your trip❤❤❤❤❤❤
I feel the content you deleted you shouldn’t have 😢 for some of us who have lost mothers wud make us feel like we are not alone. That’s soothing real content
I normally have my trigger moments, my mom past on ka 2012 so I totally understand you Bonzy, I can literally relate❤️enjoy Kenya all 49 900+ of us love you loads. I enjoyed this vlog 🫶🏾
I got triggered by the first part of this vlog, wow I mean I cant fall apart because I am the only child left, and my parents are old! May we continue to work on ourself, and move to a place of acceptance! Love and light❤
Thank you for the vlog 🫂 God bless you for sharing other channels hle. This vlog felt like such a hug. I hope your trip is just as warming as this vlog. ILYSM!!! 🤍❤
Beautiful vlog, relatable. We all go through stuff that make us want to give up but we push. Your playlist is fire 🔥 by the way❤. Please share with us 🙏🏾
You are really making sense. I lost my dad in Feb this year. I get you, when you say the happiness is not the same. There's always something saying why you happy you be sad coz 123 😢.. Eish it's really hard n to think it's been years for you 😭 kore motho osatlo utloa Mos tjo. 💔
I just discovered your CZcams account and already I am a fan❤even followed you on instagram, and I can’t believe that I am now watching a 5 min advert without skipping 😂😂thanks for the comment section, and lastly I just realised how much support system you have from your followers!!! Love you and wish you prosperity in everything you touch❤
My token of appreciation for mentioning me as a smaller CZcamsr. Mabonza are coming through. Thank you Thati🙏
O tla tlatsa for another Arabic perfume 💃❤️
🎉🎉🎉 ❤❤❤
@@oliandmom2993thank you.
Some wounds never heal they just stop bleeding.. Losing a loved one is not something you will ever ever get over you learn to live with the pain but when it makes a U-turn it's like it happened yesterday... Don't be hard on yourself ❤❤ Mme ke ntho e kgolo kgolo hale sio ho bonahala ka pele
Couldn't agree with you more...it's been 11 years but let me tell you it's just a pain one learns to live with better❤
I joined the family 4months ago and now I finish sentences with you😂 I'm officially a real leBonza please ❤😊 Welcome back,love and light to you ❤🕯
Sorrow may last for the night but joy comes in the morning 🎉🎉🎉in the form of a vlog 🙌🏽 #RoadTo50k
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You’re also here😅❤🫶🏽
Who are those people who aren't watching the e entire hour!😭😭 LOVE YOUR WORK!!😍
I lost my both parents in 2013 and I didn't cry by then, and also didn't give myself a chance to grieve. So, it's only kicking in now that I don't have parents, I literally cry every single day the pain is just too much to handle.😔😔
Phephi 💔
I also didn't grieve for my mom and it started kicking in in 2019, I used to cry everyday especially in 2021
Grief is something else hey. I thought I had faced my biggest fear when I lost my mother in 2009. Little did I know, I was yet to encounter the worst, when I lost my closest older sister in 2015. Since my sisters death, I've been suffering from panick attacks. It even occurs randomly without a trigger. The emotional pain was unbearable that I even decided to conceive a baby because I was trying to shift my focus to something positive. I know I haven't healed from this one, I have just learned to do this life thing along with the pain.
Its so true dear same here it is still hard even now as its after years my mom passed away. But sometimes it's like i am still dreaming. Tjooo grieving is a process but we will overcome God is faithful.
Not Martin checking himself out😂 so glad to have you back Bonzy❤️🥹
The pain of losing your parent never come to an end 😢😢. You just have to learn to live with it. It's very hard hle. One day you're good the next day it's back to square one 😢💔
I lost my dad 5 years ago, the pain was so much, i wish i had one more day, minutes or had picked up that one last call. For some reason we think that our parents don't die, when it happens to us, i asked so many questions, i was angry, and angrier at myself. But never loose your faith in God, He is the question and the answer, 5 years later i believe his my guardian angel, and for everyone that lost a parent please believe you do have an angel❤
@Joaquina Domingos it's been a year now losing my best friend dad. The pain is so unbearable he. Ha ke mo gopola I just shut down. Maan we will be fine.
"Fruity eng?" Lmaoooo Thati you killed me with your realness in that perfume unboxing😂😂😂😂. Love you so much sis❤
To Kenya and beyooooond🎉
Can’t wait to see how you will style that gorgeous black dress with a bow
11:56 yooh this song makes me cry ❤
Hey Bonzy.
I can relate to the type of heartache that you were going through in that moment.
I lost my grandmother in 2019. That woman was my heart in human form. She was my therapist, she literally was my heart and soul. There are days where I just rlly breakdown and start hysterically crying (I however do it privately) and not that there’s anything wrong with publicly speaking about grief. Thoughts of her sometimes are too painful to bear!! Sometimes when I’m too happy, when my cup is almost full, I feel rlly guilty. Guilt in a sense that I got too happy and almost forgot about her, I then remind myself that she would want me to be happy, she literally cared about my happiness and filling my cup more than her own. But I think that’s how grief works like.
Losing her has been so traumatic for me and I’ve come to understand that there’s no manual in dealing with grief. Sometimes bophelo ke beetroot and sometimes Bophelo ke run-x.
Try to appreciate the times that you feel her presence in her life and celebrate those and when you miss her too much, cry if you need to. That’s just how it works, ke grief. I always say this to ppl that have lost someone “it gets better with time and sometimes it doesn’t, You rlly just have to learn to live with the pain, the heartache of losing that one person, you learn to be okay with them not being a part of your daily life, you learn how to laugh without them, you learn to be okay with the memories you have of them and you feed on them, you learn a lot of new things but most importantly grief is about being able to let go when it’s time to and hold on when it’s time to, it’s about exploring your emotions. Feel your feelings whenever you want to feel them but don’t ever let them consume your life”
Like not our Bonza gracing us with a full vlog on a Tuesday guyzzz 🥰 I am loving it here seriously. It's good to let the feeling out, re group and get back into the game. We always here for you ❤️
A bonza (me) in place called Lebowakgomo in Limpopo is proud of your journey 💗💗💗💗💗💗
😊bona hearing “you smell good “ makes me so happy 🤭🤣
I never get enough of you and martin,if you were to drop vlogs everyday i swear i will watch every single of them❤
Healing is a journey and we can not put a time line on when can we be fulling healed. It's normal and we should allow our selves to be emotionally present. ❤️
I share the same sentiments about grief 😢. Maybe your next goal could be being chosen as one of the speakers at CZcams events ❤
Heartfelt. As beginning of this week I was down bad and I don’t know what triggered it but I’m glad I could hear your take on that and remembering that sometimes it’s really okay to take a break. And the gratitude you have towards everything in your life, amazing to witness, I hope after this CZcams Black something amazing comes your way. With love ♥️🫶🏾
The pain of losing a loved one doesn’t end.., keeping you in my thoughts and prayers ❤… and welcome to Nairobi 🇰🇪 I am a subiee from Kenya and I am happy that you get to experience Nairobi ❤
Morning made 🥰🫶
Your videos are always a joy to watch 🤗🥹❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ love it here
Notification gang, Good morning📳🥹🥹
Welcome back Mrs Crocs, missed you so much ke sana! What a way to start our morning, thanks🐊🥹❤️
Yoh I like you so much!!! Finally a normal CZcamsr that I can relate to…
Eish. You just got me emotional again. That wound never heals. I cry like every day still and Yoo
I can relate hle i lost my dad early this year. I feel like that almost everday... i hope we all heal one day 🙏 💛 😔
It's okay not to be okay Thati. We are human. Okusalayo umuhle ...❤
Grief is really something else. Five years later but it feels like yesterday.. I love how your in-laws loves you so much. ♥
i have to agree with you when you said that friendship is such a beautiful concept! You literally could be going through something and meet up with your friends and evening seems so calm and beautiful, like you are a love again 🥹❤️
Halalalal!!! “I am lost without you”❤❤❤
Awwww Bonzy, askies mamas. You in our prayers, one day all those memories will make you laugh and feel warmth instead of crying. I'm happy you grend now. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
So happy for you Cc. Enjoy Nairobi bathong🪽🪽
I really hope you're doing better Lebonza. Wishing you love and light throughout your healing journey 🤍🤍🤍
Thank you for showing us that clicks sell bramley products yooo ❤❤❤❤appreciate clicks for that ❤❤❤❤
50k Subs ncaa emntaneni !!!🎉🥂👏🏽👏🏽
I didn't want this video to end 😢❤
Ku mandi kwa CZcams Black ❤👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 happy for you guys
I swear I heal from watching your vlogs 😢❤
Here's to taking it one day at a time
Lol. Martins facial expressions are always the best 😂😂😂
50k here we come popopo 💃💃 super happy for you Thati keep the authencity and consistency love ❤
Whats next after CZcams black? Definitely 100k plague😅
Ncah 1 hour vlog ebantwaneni. ❤love love love this for us!
Congratulations on your trip Lebonza. Can't wait to see what you guys will getting up to.
I'm glad you took a break when you realized that you needed it. Love and light to you Bonzi❤
I lost my dad in 2021 but I still cry as if it happened yesterday. I guess it's something we'll have to live with till our time comes to leave the earth.
I lost my grandmother last year and last week I lost my grandfather 😢
It's just hard to lose a parent I share the very same sentiment. Some days are better some are just as hard, hang in there bonzy 💖
Your sit down opened wounds for me 💔😭I lost my mom on the 31st of March 2023 💔even if the coffin went down I couldn't cry but now flashbacks are flashing. Emotionally I'm struggling.
I don't know what I'd be without your content as much as we are a few years younger than you but we can relate to a lot of things (your content) keep going we love you Bonzie
The way u luv ur martin is so heart warming ❤❤❤❤ iluv it for u guys
What a pleasant surprise ❤
I hope you are doing much better❤
Your vlogs have so much structure and your consistency is absolutely everything, I enjoy watching you Lebonza you stay true to yourself. Love you so much ❤️❤️
So, just a tip for next time you are travelling to another country, you don't have to go to the bank, you can do it via your banking app, you put the country you're going to and how long from when to when... Saves you time and energy ✨
What a good morning to start with ❤❤❤
If you’re watching this please watch the ads as well ❤❤❤
How I wish I could give you a tight hug ❤ you such a fighter ❤we appreciate you Thati
The way I hate dishes nhe; the way I screamed NO!!!! When you poured the iced coffee in your own cup😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Ahhhh Lebonza. I wouldn’t say time heals but it gets better with time. Some days are better than the other. I lost my mama at the age of 11. And believe me when I say I get triggered of the loss by lil things. Me typing this nje I got emo. I’m glad you share such moments with us. Moments some or majority of us can relate with. Honestly enjoyed this.
Hope you enjoying your trip in Kenya. Can’t wait for the vlog that’s coming after this.♥️
Much love from Kenya 🇰🇪.love it here.😊
Love you lots Bonzy....falling inlove with you more with every vlog you drop!Sending you love from Lesotho 🇱🇸
Oh what a lovely surprise. I wasn't expecting this at all, but I'm not complaining 😊😊
Ooooh mommy i totally understand i also lost my dad who was my mom and my dad at the same time😢😢😢💔💔💔💔 grief is hard still today i have my moments where i cry like everything is just happening now. We love you thati and thank you for keeping it real with us we love and support you and thank you for letting it all up and coming back to us with that cute smile to us i hope your trip goes well and be safe and enjoy your trip❤❤❤❤❤❤
We don’t skip ads in this house 😍😍😍😍If you haven’t subscribed pleaseee subscriiiiibeeeeee
Bonzie are otla ka 1 hour , Rona ba ratang ho phela 😂
50K!!!!! POPOPOPOPOPOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊
We are here , we are camping on your instagram stories it’s a lebonza day
You so funny at times😂❤ I love you
Your period talk is so educational.
Yessssss 1 hour video, saze sathandwa❤😊
What a beautiful way to start my morning 🥺😊thank you Lebonza❤️😊😘
I know what you are going through sis. I lost my mom last year July, it has been hard yeyi ho boima. ha o loke. peace and light my diye 💞
1 hour special what?? I love this for us please ❤️
So great to have you back Bonzi😘
Yeey!!welcome to Kenya Lebonza❤❤❤enjoy your stay in Nairobi.
Darling just takes one step at a time, as you know anything is possible just imagine, feel and you receive.I love you so much lebonzaa !!
First time watching your vlog 😊n I love everything about you ❤😊 😘
You are just pure light-your laughter is just❤
I feel the content you deleted you shouldn’t have 😢 for some of us who have lost mothers wud make us feel like we are not alone. That’s soothing real content
I normally have my trigger moments, my mom past on ka 2012 so I totally understand you Bonzy, I can literally relate❤️enjoy Kenya all 49 900+ of us love you loads. I enjoyed this vlog 🫶🏾
My heart my heart🎉💃🏽💃🏽 been waiting for this clog like crazy 🥰 Dumelang dumelang love all the way from Namibia 🇳🇦
I got triggered by the first part of this vlog, wow I mean I cant fall apart because I am the only child left, and my parents are old!
May we continue to work on ourself, and move to a place of acceptance!
Love and light❤
"I'm lost without you like Mike Tyson is lost without his trainer😂". Martin is a vibe 😂🤍
Good to have you back! Aww your in Laws love you so much and you also doing good by them
I missed you too Lebonza
I was very busy didn't even have time to catch up
Finally I saw my fave ❤❤❤❤❤
My Excitement When I Logged On To Your Vlog 😢❤❤❤
Enjoy your vlogs, lovely nails. Have a safe trip. Love u💞
Love your lipstick 😍
Top of the morning🥰! Now I won't concentrate mosebetsing ke nahanne vlog ya Seithati🥲
Love and light
My morning is made already ❤thank you ❤
Thank you for the vlog 🫂 God bless you for sharing other channels hle.
This vlog felt like such a hug.
I hope your trip is just as warming as this vlog. ILYSM!!!
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Beautiful vlog, relatable. We all go through stuff that make us want to give up but we push. Your playlist is fire 🔥 by the way❤. Please share with us 🙏🏾
I also lost my dad in 2019, 4years later i still miss him daily, whenever i reached certain milestones i still wanna call him, yoh grief is the pits😢
Yhooo since it's cold ware kebafa a whole Movie ❄️❄️❄️🎥🎥🌹Netflix and chill 🎦🌬️🌬️🌬️
You are really making sense.
I lost my dad in Feb this year. I get you, when you say the happiness is not the same. There's always something saying why you happy you be sad coz 123 😢.. Eish it's really hard n to think it's been years for you 😭 kore motho osatlo utloa Mos tjo. 💔
What a perfect morning 😊💕
1 hour vlog🥺how blessed are we
Thati you are life, your vlogs are different, I enjoy every second with you ❤
I came running 🏃♀️ 🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️❤❤❤❤thank you Thati Ayiboh my morning pill 💊 you made my day ❤❤
Welcome back Bonza ❤️ Sending you all the light and love 🫂
Bathong. What a wholesome vlog🥰😊ke happy
First one here!!! Notification gang gang my love. In it!! 🎉🎉🎉
I just discovered your CZcams account and already I am a fan❤even followed you on instagram, and I can’t believe that I am now watching a 5 min advert without skipping 😂😂thanks for the comment section, and lastly I just realised how much support system you have from your followers!!! Love you and wish you prosperity in everything you touch❤
Love it for you bonzy❤congratulations Lebonza🎉