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- Äas pĆidĂĄn 7. 07. 2020
- I guess this is my first vlog, so to speak. I've really been dreading this video but I keep promising you guys some answers so here you go. I'll know more at the end of the month once I see my new doctor and once we find out what Mom's treatment plan will be... when it rains, it pours. Thanks for your support. I love you guys. đ€đđđđ
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Wow. I don't even know what to say. This is the first time I have been online since I posted this video and just started reading your comments. I had to stop because I am crying the "ugly tears" from the outpouring of love I'm feeling right now. I don't know what I was expecting but it wasn't this. I can't thank you enough for your kindness, prayers and support. I promise I will come back and read every single word once I catch my breath. I love you guys so much. Thank you. đđđđ€đđ€đđđđ
Sorry to hear that, but just try to keep strong, when God is in the midst he will bring you through any storm, he will never leaves you or forsakes you nor will he gives you more than what you can
bear , he is with you always.
âșsmylyfaceâș youâre in my prayers.. Iâm a retired 25yr paramedic... and One of my female partners had lupus. Remember our Lord doesnât put on us more than we can handle. May God heal you and your mother.
Thank You !!! For what you do for us and sharing your story. You are loved !!!
Hello Sandy, I hope and pray you and your mom are doing better. With all the love you give to us, we all are doing the same for you. You are a very sweet lady and im so happy I found your reactions 2 years ago. You got me through a very tough time. I'm diabetic and I got all at the same time neuropathy, plantar fasciitis and sciatica. So yeah, you helped me through it. Its amazing how love and caring go a long way. You take care of you and mom and we will see you soon. You both are still in my prayers and also sending love and light đđđđđđ
âșsmylyfaceâș I know we are all strangers but we are also human.We can feel your pains.Youâre so soft spoken and have such a tender heart that it attracts compassion.Stay Strong!
I'm sending healing prayers to you. Bless you Sandy. You are a beautiful soul.
So sorry to hear what you are going through Sandy. Like you said, not knowing is the hardest part. As many others have stated, once they are sure what is wrong, treatment plans show great promise. You have a very large cheering section, and although we can't be there physically for you, the outpouring of love and prayers for you and your Mother is a powerful thing. Stay strong and do what is needed to battle, and overcome crisis you are facing. Much love and prayers for you both.
Hello beautiful Sandy you've always look so well groomed I must've been blind not to notice that you done some reactions sick in bed that's what you get from a 70+yr old.
Sandy please please don't worry about us and that you concentrate on getting better for your mum and family that's the most important thing that you can do.
Don't worry about us we will always be here for you now and in the future and thank you for letting us know how you are in such detail I don't know how you managed to do that I would have been a blubbering all over the place.
Hang in there lovely lady you are so strong in telling us all about yourself in my book your an absolute star we love you so much.đđ
Sandy, I'm so sorry. My situation is similar to urs but I only want to give u this advice that I refer to mentally, from Mr Rogers: always look for the helpers. In ur case, there are professionals who can help with transport or another rehab stay...with ur sweet personality, everyone will want to help u find solutions... even in this dreaded 2020 nightmare we r all facing. Just ask for help or advice or someone to listen to u cry. Uve been strong enough and deserve a helping hand...or 30. U had the courage to make this video, please keep us updated if only saying it's a good day...or not a good day, and nothing more. But we Dears are called dears because of our kinship and caring. We r only human so we can't do it all by ourselves
God be with you & your mom. One day at a time. Let the sun enter your life.
riordanclinic.org/2014/02/high-dose-intravenous-vitamin-c-as-a-successful-treatment-of-viral-infections/
legitimately, could also add in vit D, zinc combo more potent/effecient, in that order of priority, can use what comes in bottles etc.
(couple grams of C on days and can do more if more severe symptomed, one of couple iu of D with one capsule)
www.abc.net.au/news/2020-12-03/mega-dose-of-vitamin-c-treats-sepsis-florey-institute-austin/12939202
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www.weforum.org/agenda/2020/11/coronavirus-italy-covid-19-pandemic-europe-date-antibodies-study
Dr. Pierre Kory Pushes for Approval of Ivermectin Treatment For Covid-19
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www.drugs.com/medical-answers/ivermectin-treat-covid-19-coronavirus-3535912/
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I remember that the first time I caught one of your videos was when you first discovered Angelina Jordan. And you kept at it doing twofers of Angelina and your wonder and joy was delightful. You have a beautiful way of expressing your viewpoints and thoughts and your absence has been a confusing distress to me. I want you to know that your star shines bright and that with whatever lies ahead you are not alone. Those of us that have been blessed to know you through your YT channel and the heavenly hosts from above are with you. Bless your heart and please have my constant prayer for you.
I know you already know how much we care. You've always been so sweet and kind and you've made my life better because you were there looking for ways to brighten everyone else's day.
Please stay safe and healthy, donât try to push yourself. When you mentally or physically canât handle too much you need to set priorities and let go of a lot of stuff. Itâs not good to hold on and keep pushing yourself, which will almost certainly result in more problems. So if you need(ed) a pause you could just tell us and leave CZcams as long as you need. Itâs really hard to hear you are/were having a hard time. Donât know much about your work or other things in your life, but hope you can take it easy and focus on your health first. â€ïžđȘ
Miss your reactions, but health comes first obviously. I can even wait half a year if you needed it đ
Lupus seems to be mostly temporary and symptoms show up slowly so I hope eventually the symptoms disappear. Hope your mother gets through her situation as well, seems like you are in a real hard situation. You need time to pick yourself up and figure more things out. Try to keep yourself calm, I donât think stress and fear cope well with your health.
So sorryâ„ïž
riordanclinic.org/2014/02/high-dose-intravenous-vitamin-c-as-a-successful-treatment-of-viral-infections/
legitimately, could also add in vit D, zinc combo more potent/effecient, in that order of priority, can use what comes in bottles etc.
(couple grams of C on days and can do more if more severe symptomed, one of couple iu of D with one capsule)
www.abc.net.au/news/2020-12-03/mega-dose-of-vitamin-c-treats-sepsis-florey-institute-austin/12939202
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www.weforum.org/agenda/2020/11/coronavirus-italy-covid-19-pandemic-europe-date-antibodies-study
Dr. Pierre Kory Pushes for Approval of Ivermectin Treatment For Covid-19
czcams.com/video/fSL7sqOudoE/video.html
www.drugs.com/medical-answers/ivermectin-treat-covid-19-coronavirus-3535912/
c19ivermectin.com
Lupus is what I was thinking before you said it. I also have a mild form, same symptoms. I was diagnosed a year ago. I hope you respond to meds as well as I have. Iâm sorry to hear about your mother. I know 2 people who had kidney cancer...each had different types. Both are doing well years later. You and your mother are both in my prayers! Please keep us updated!đ·đ·đ·đ·đ·đ·đ·
My heart is breaking for you! You were the first person I listened to doing a reaction. I had to subscribe to your channel, I had never done that before. I love your smyle. I always ended my comments by saying "keep on smylyng". You are now in our prayer circle. Today I cried for you. I don't cry often. I'm a 69 year old biker that holds a place for you in my heart. I hope you can get better, and your mother also. I am a cancer survivor myself. I had bladder cancer 7 years ago. Please take the time you need to heal. We all love you very much. Please take care! : * )
As someone who has had ME/CFS for over 30 years, I can relate...loving hugs...
Missed you a lot. I feel for you and will think of you and send positive vibes and healing towards you and your mom.
Dear Sandy I am so sorry to hear this real hope you feel beter soon đ I will pray for you đ
I know you're scared and have a feeling of dread and you're extremely sick and tired and unwell, but the main thing right now is finding out why. Once you know why you're feeling like this, then you can get treatment and make adjustments and hopefully feel the change quickly. Add to how you feel, your Mum also being sick.... it's really just not fair. 2020 has been so cruel and harsh to everyone, but i know you can make it through it. Just take it day by day and not stress over unimportant things, like making vids. I know you enjoy doing it and we enjoy watching them, i just found your channel a few weeks ago and really love your AJ vids.... but you and your health have to be #1 for now. You do know inside when you're just not feeling right, when it's not some cold or 24 hour bug.... you just know it. You know something doesn't feel right inside you, so you have to find out as quick as you can what it is and get treatment. As for your Mum.... i'm very, very sorry. This world can produce such beautiful things like Angelina Jordan's voice, but then be cold and cruel like this. You can get through this though, you seem like a very positive and strong person and you have one of the best smiles i've ever seen.... you will be showing it off again soon. Stay strong and take very good care of yourself and very best wishes to your Mum. Also, don't feel like you're letting anyone down on here either, because you're not.... we all understand. Go put some AJ vids on repeat and relax to them and get some rest.
So sorry for your health problems and your Momâs condition. Hopefully you can be treated for Lupus or whatever is going on and will feel better.
Itâs always worse not knowing what the problem is. Once you know, you can battle it. Just knowing makes it easier to deal with. Best wishes to you and your Mom. Bev
Thanks for that, must have been hard. Will add you to my prayer list. Mom too. Love your reactions.
Sandy, I love you and my heart grieves for you. At least you may be on the road to some answers. My sister in law has had lupus for over 30 years. Back then it was very hard to diagnose and people thought it was all in her head. Fortunately different medicines really help. You may also want to ask your doctor if they have checked for heavy metal poisoning. I have had cancer and The American Cancer Assoc.has ways to help your mom. They can even offer rides to chemo in some instances. Thank you for sharing. Know that many of us will be lifting up you and your mom in our prayers,
I have enjoyed wattching your channel for awhile. I hope you get to feeling better soon. Thoughts and prayers for you and your mom.
I have watched all of your Angelina videos (some quite a few times) and I enjoy so much experiencing them with you that I feel I know a small part of you and it's very beautiful and kind. Thank you for bringing me that joy. Hang in there and push through 2020! It's certainly been a tough year.
So sorry to hear about all you are going through. We will keep you in our prayers. You take care of yourself and your mom and don't worry about anything else right now. We'll be here for you when you get better.
So sorry to hear this - it's never easy to share such personal information. Love your reactions and have missed them. Best wishes for a speedy and full recovery.
Bless your dear sweet heart. What a great burden you are bearing. Prayers for you and your mother, and sending love and hugs to you! God bless you! Hoping for answers to your health issues and treatment toward cure! Sending love to you!! â€ïž
Thank you for sharing with us. I am praying that you're and your mom get well. My sincerest thanks for everything that you do for us
May you have a speedy recovery and continued success. It takes courage to share such a very personal story. May I add that you are my favorite reactor, especially your Angelina Jordan's videos! Again, please get well so we can continue to enjoy your reactions!
Prayers to you, and to your mom. đâ€ïž
So sorry about your ailment, Sandy. Many prayers with the hope of a quick recovery. All the best to you and your family!
Tons of positive thoughts Sandy! Hope they find the cause soon and you are on the road to recovery.
Hugs and hope heading your way. Nothing I can say that hasn't been said or thought of. I know all of your "family" out here is sending all the love and positive vibes we can.
Thoughts and prayers, from Joe in WI.
My heart goes out to you and yours. I'm sorry that you are having such a hard time of it, and please take care of yourself as best you can. Love and support from Canada.
I have been in your position, twise. You are nothing less then a HERO!!
Stay safe, strong and optimistic. Life has highs and lows. Unfortunately sometimes it seems the lows pile on. Fingers crossed and positive thoughts for both you and your mom. You have a large virtual support group here. I hope your physical support chain is equally as impressive. Just know you are not in this alone. No matter we will always stand with you
Keep on Smylin, you are loved.
Praying for you and your mom that you get the strength and support to get through these difficult times. đđđ
You're important Sandy. Prioritize regaining your health and getting your beautiful self to the place it needs to be first so you can be there for your mom as well. Am so very sorry for what you both are facing and hope you will find the strength to stay positive, stay safe, keep your faith and never let yourself be overwhelmed in these challenging times bc they will pass. Stay strong, healing prayers, big love n hugsđđđ
Sending you so much love and wishing you all the very best of care and health. Know that your followers love and care for you. Take care lovely lady. Xxxx
Sandy please remember, and know that you are loved. My prayers, and good thoughts go out to you sweet lady.
Thoughts and prayers for you and your mom
Thank you Sandy. Bless you!
Sandy, i am praying for you and your mom. Have faith and hope dear one.
Praying for you Sandy. đ
Sorry to hear about your and your moms medical issues. I take care of my mom too. It's difficult. You are a very kind and generous person. I hope you have the support you need, as you go through this journey.
Yr loved by us all S. And you inspire us. Praying for you and yr mom. Much love đ
We are all here for you and with you. We are part of your family, of love and support. I believe in the power of belief, faith and positivity. They may be for you the best medecine. Keep your eyes on Him who saves!
Ron from Boston wishing you the best. I follow you regularly, but your health takes priority.
I'm so sorry to hear about all the struggles you have, and I really hope things will get better for you.â€ïž
Sandy thanks for allowing us into your pain...its a very courageous thing to do. Know that you have many thousand fans praying for you and your mom. Whatever energy you have needs to be focused on you two.
Sending you a virtual hug and love from Norway XXX My wife went through the same as you...she couldn't physically move, she had no strength at all. I took her to the ER where they found her blood pressure was really low. They didn't do anything else there other than send her to our primary care physician for more tests. The results came back...absolutely no vitamin D in her system. She has been taking 4000 mg a day for 18 months now, and although she has good days, she still struggles with very low energy levels and feeling weak. She also found out that she has hypothyroidism which is an autoimmune disease. Keeping fingers crossed for you that you'll soon have a brighter better life :) XXX
I'm so sorry - wishing you strength and health
You also look beautiful. Because you are. Youâre a beautiful person, and I mean inside and out. Remember that. Hang on to hope and find a moment of joy every day. My prayers are going up and I get it. Just hang on. Rest in God. Heâs got you.
Dear Sandy, I'm so sorry. Sending you positive healing thoughts. I hope things get settled and you're well again soon. Lots and lots of love from England.
Thank you for sharing with us what you're facing up. I hear you and in many ways I relate with you. As many of us has said to you, ask for help and remember you can't do it all by yourself. Wish I could do more to help you, but from Portugal I'm just including you and your family in my positive thoughts chain. Big hug and tons of love. â€â€
Be Safe Dear Sandy! My thoughts with You! â€
You are loved from Iowa. Sending you as many hugs as you will need. Just try to breathe. It helps at times.
(Big hug!) I canât begin to know what youâre going through. Some times it seems that life just keeps tossing mud on us, time after time. I wanted you to know that you and your mom are in my thoughts and prayers. Keep the faith and continue to seek comfort in the small victories that will happen, occasionally. I believe that a personâs greatness is not measured by their life, rather it is measured by what they do when they are overcome by life. The way we.push back and put one foot in front of the other makes all the difference.
So sorry to hear about all the stress in your life. Just remember that you have lots of friends through your channel that are here to support you through this trying time. Stay strong and do what you are able to do to get through this. We all love you.đ
Oh Sandy I'm so sorry to hear what you are going through. Please be strong and stay positive. The most important thing is to take good care of yourself now. Listen to that healing voice that you love and be comforted by him. Hope to see your lovely smile again when you get better. đâ€
From Slovenia I sending you all good wishes for your and your mother health...be strong hun...whole world praying for both of you
My thoughts & prayers are with you & your Mom. May the angels watch over you.
Keeping you in our prayers!
Thank you for your honesty and integrity for this situation and love to you and your family
Iâm so sorry to hear this. Wrapping my. Heart around yours to give you peace during this time
†I'm so glad you were able to express this. I honestly believe it helps to not just be holding things in and trying to be strong (which is the nature of my Swedish/Finnish heritage). I went through much of this with my father for three years and then my mother for five, although at least I was more or less physically healthy for most of that time. But that daily burden of thinking "I'm not doing enough" is incredibly wearing on the soul. I don't have any great wisdom for you. I can only say take each day as it comes and do whatever seems right in that moment. I got through. Certainly not without many regrets, but also with an understanding that I did the best I could. That's all any of us can do, I believe.
My thought s are with you Sandy. You are young, smart and beautiful. You are on the right track. You're a strong women and will get stronger once a proper diagnosis is made. Take care of yourself. Chin up love, brighter days are ahead. Dave
I'm so sorry for your health. Please be safe and have know there are people who love and appreciate you and hope for the best1
Thank you so much for sharing this with us Sandy. You're on our prayer list. Along time ago, my ex-fiance had lupus, I remember she was on kidney dialysis then she got a kidney from her brother, & they put on these meds she made it through (by the grace of God) & she's been living with Lupus & the kidney transplant for over 45 years. She had to stop smoking & drinking to make herself better & she would go up & down until she stopped doing her vices. She used to say when she woke up in the morning she felt like she was run over by a truck all the time, but that got better too. I love how sweet & gentle & kind you are. I love that smile of yours. So I'll just keep praying for you & I do think you should take it easy & don't worry about us, we'll be just fine as long as you're taking care of yourself. When you do get better, let us know asap! So we all can cheer you for you \{*o*}/ So now go & take care of yourself & God bless you & your family. I wish I could give you a Hug, so I'm sending you one ]--{^-^}--[
Sending love, hugs and positive vibes from across the âpondâ â„ïž x
I wish you and your mom all the strengh and faith you need to overcome all this. I send you a big virtual hug. Take care of you. đđđ
Don't worry about us. Take care of you. I'm praying for you and your Mom.
I am so sorry to hear what you have been going through. The uncertainty and anxiety of medical conditions for both you and your mom are stressful and can seem to be overwhelming. It is of primary importance that you focus first on getting yourself feeling better. Feelings of guilt are understandable, but are not productive and need to be pushed aside if possible. Also remember that you are never alone. There are programs and people ready to help. Do not be afraid to ask. Medical centers have support teams and palliative care specialists who are there to support you. We on this site will be thinking about you both and sending positive energy to help the healing process. You are an exceptional woman and daughter. Stay strong.
As a person that has went through that except in the reverse order, mom died, then shortly after my dad died, I know what that does to you but I was not sick myself. Take care of yourself and get yourself better. You will find support that can help you with your mom till you get able to do it yourself. My thoughts and prayers are sent your way and i sure hope they can make you feel a whole lot better. All your fans are with you and here for you, even if you just want to vent, we are here. Take care and here is to seeing you soon.
Ow geeze. Yours is the one channel I've relied on to take me on the Angelina journey. I have a daughter 26yrs who has all the same symptoms plus narcolepsy & cataplexy but what you describe is on par for us to now recheck her diagnosis. Thank you for putting yourself out there, you might have given her a chance of getting correct treatment. Again, thank you.
So sorry to hear what you are going through.Sending lots of love and prayers to you and your mom.Stay safe u are important to us â€ïžđâ€ïž
So sad to hear all the things you are going through. Best wishes and hope all comes good for you and your mum.
First of all, thank you for being so courage to share this with us. I personally subscribe to reactors i like/love their personality too. You have more than 20 000 that like who you are, thats something. Many people care about you and wish you all the best(even those who dont know what too say, i almost didnt replied because my english is so bad). Love and Big Hug from Norway!
Please stay safe and get that help. It is treatable, so we are looking to the bright side, hoping the best for you.
Sorry to hear your condition. Hope you get better. Loved your reaction to Angelina Jordan.
Chin up. There have been many advancements with lupus. Love your reactions and hoping all goes well for you and your Mom.
Best wishes for you. You are in my prayers. Please take care
Prayers for you and your mom, dont worry about the videos right now, just focus on yourself and your health right now.
I couldnât tell when I saw you. Feel better my love. You are in my thoughts and prayers
Sending lots of love, Sandy. You are such an empathetic person. It's easy to lose focus on yourself, especially when you demand more from yourself in taking care of others. It's most certainly a few things combined together, definitely including stress. I'm not asking you to meditate if you don't want to, but simply breathing deeply, paying attention to the process, can really help. That obviously won't "cure" all of your ailments, but it should help. Work on what you can. Eat better, sleep better, and try to stay positive and as unstressed as you can manage.
I'm certainly no doctor, but my mentor... omg you said it just as I was about to write it. My mentor had/has something like Lupus, although it isn't exactly that. The good news is that one can manage things quite well after possibly some trial and error with the treatment. We're complex beings, so it may take awhile to find a decent plan of action, but you will.
I think anyone who has followed you for awhile knows that you have/had good reasons for being away from us. Your well being is far more important than uploading videos. I know the people who watch your videos will be patient and want you to come back when you can.
Sending lots of love to you and your mother. Please remember that you can help her most when you are doing well, and you still can take steps to improve yourself in many ways. Even small steps in the right direction are still steps.
Oh my, my heart goes out to you.
Your reaction to Angelina's 'Stay and You're Always On My Mind' hooked me on watching reactions. Sandy, you just ooze class and compassion.
You're very gifted. And you are truly a gift. Your determination inspires me.
I will pray for you and your mom, please keep us up to date on what is going on.
Hi sandy I am sorry to hearing about your currently problem ! Please remember We love you and support you whatever decision you made !!may you stay safe and health !!
Sandy that was so heart breaking,but you sound like a very strong person. God well only give you what you can handle put your faith in him he is your strength. My heart and prayers are with you and your mom.... All things are possible with Christ..... Hang in there you have tons of people who love and care for you..... God bless
Sandy, I hope to our God that you find relief from this awful awful condition. And please know how much every one of us fans do really đ love you. There are things I feel urged to share with you about Lupus however the most important information I will tell you is above ALL else listen to your physician.
Hi, Sandy, don't be discourage. You are such a great person, I will pray for you and do novena for you to get well soon. Have hope, faith and love, God will give you the recharge energy for you. I will be thinking of you in my prayer. Take care n stay strong.
Wish you and your mother all the very best. I really hope you'll get help and manage to get better. Same for your mom.
Sorry to hear Sister..... dont worrie about us you take care of you and mom ... mainly you ... i keep all my friends and family in my prayers and know that you are a part of that my friend/sister .. here in Hawaii we all brothers and sisters ... so keep your head up my sister and think positive.... you and mom are in my prayers xoxoxoxo
So sorry to hear about your mum and that you are not well. Sending you best wishes from Perth Western Australia.
We hung out for a bit while we were waiting to get in to see Dimash and someone just posted a picture of that so you were already in my mind. I'm sorry you're going through this right now, Sandy. I'll be thinking of you and sending healing thoughts.
Hey Barbara! I remember you. It was soooooo cold but with our excitement we hardly noticed. Do you remember the feel of the energy in the air? I'll never forget that night. I would love to see the pictures if you have a link from the person who posted them. I didn't take many photos that week because I wanted to live in the moment so I have wonderful memories but very few momentos. đ
@@smylyface Sandy, I do remember the cold but the excitement keeping us warm! It seemed so unbelievable to actually be there, waiting to see Dimash live in front of our eyes. The anticipation was delicious! The 2 photos I have were taken at the hotel when we were gathered at the door ready to head out. Let me know where you'd like me to send them. My email is skydawn4@gmail.com.
Dearest Sandy, I'm praying for you and hoping that your road to recovery leads you toward the knowledge that many have loved you because of your videos, I'm new to your channel and you are my primary go to for my fix for the Wonderful World of Angelina, also I've found the Wonderful World of SmileyFace. You are a blessing to me! Over 25 yrs ago I had an autoimmune disease ( Good Pastures) and of the 7 people in Oklahoma at the time I was the only survivor because of prayer thru faith in my Lord; May both you and Mom dip your feet in the Pools of Siloam, Much LOVE
p.s. If only Angelina J. could do a cover of this for You (Stronger than Before by Janny Grien)czcams.com/video/_CckIH9fhV4/video.html
I'm so sorry you have all the problems. I will pray for you and your mother. Be positive. God is with you.
I am so sorry. Please take care of yourself and get a caregiver for your mom. I will keep you in my prayers and hoping it gets better for you and your mom.đHugs!
Hi dear, I'm sorry for all these time you have been suffering uncertainty, doubts, stress,etc. Please take all the time you need for you and mom. You don't have to be stress by stress to react videos, you're not commited to it. You and your mom first. We are going to wait for you every time you need. Let's see what the new tests tell you so you'll be able to start getting better.
But please forget and cancel concern for not reacting. Everything is gonna be alright, you'll see!!
Please stay safe, and don't go climbing mountains đ
Keep in touch when you want. Love from Barcelona. - Spain. â€ïž
Sandy I am so very sorry that you are ill.... I hope you find out what it is !!!! God bless
I wish you all the best. I hope you and your mother will get better soon. 2020 is a year we will remember but we are already over halfway throu the year. Hopefully 2021 will be a good year for everybody. Take care â„ïž
Prayers of peace, health, and happiness to you and your mother. My heart goes out to you. So much sadness in the world! May there be brighter days before you. đ