I am also trying to better myself everyday i have felt like everything work against me reguardless how much good i try n do i want to break financial burden of my family so i can relate to all this heavily apprieciate this video in need of guidence and a push 💪🏾
Thank you for sharing your story. It was genuinely authentic and I feel so grateful that this video was placed in my feed. Mother Aya has been calling me for quite sometime now and this video is further confirmation that I need to shake the fear and do it. Dudley you seem like an amazing human being. Love and Light young brother. ❤
I come from a similar background and have done everything on my own as well. Also, heavily into self-improvement and have gone to therapy for years for CPTSD. I can relate to how it feels when you need something and no one is there to help you even though you are the one every goes to when they need something. I have fought hard against bitterness. Your real treasure is your friends, I envy you that as I don't have any.
Did Ayahuasca in 2016 and it led me to Jesus Christ because of how evil the experience was for me, I even asked if Jesus was God, then let me know before I do this stuff, give me some signs, and on the way to the place to do it, I never saw more Jesus Christ and Christian signs in one drive through in this state in my life 😅... But Im a curious cat unfortunately and had to touch the stove to learn. Holy spirit or Jesus was telling me in the midst of my bad trip, it told me not to go there and it warned me and reminded me of how He was always reaching out. I felt the eternity feeling and that time didnt exist but also the fact that I was in hell forever and the utter hopelessness and doom of messing up too much to come back from. After seeing numerous Christian testimonies, mostly ones dying and coming back, saying the same things and much more than I ever experienced, I know Jesus is the truth and that this new age stuff is not it! Seek Him while he still may be found, He loves all of us and does not want us to be deceived with soothing lies from Satan.
Thank you for sharing ! I can imagine how challenging it may have been to share. But, I want to let you know it is helping others like me. I am going to a retreat in Costa Rica and will be experiencing ayahuasca for the first time so this really helped me understand the level of healing it gives. Gracias ! 🙏🏽
Thank you for sharing this profound journey with us Dudley. Your vulnerability and introspection is deeply moving. It's a testament to the transformative power of experiences like these and the importance of self-discovery. Your story is a reminder that amidst the complexities of life, we must find our truths, embrace our journeys, and cherish the connections we make along the way.Thank you
Peace brother thank you for keeping it real and sharing she has called me as well and I see we had almost similar background so as she said you are a teacher and this message highly resonates this is only the beginning of your journey NAMASTE KING!!
Hey brother, firstly thank you for watching. I really wish you the best the best along your perusal journey. May you find exactly what she wants you to find and you liberated my bro. I'm glad this message resonated with you.
@@Dje8888Dmt realms are demonic realms. There is a Vidio called " I took psychedelics as a Christian and this is what I saw " the guy has a hat on. He called on Jesus during the trip to save him from the disguised demons who create those realms. Believe in Jesus , repent and turn away from sins , get baptized to be saved to heaven instead of hell for living in willful sins. Jesus only can close the demonic dmt door youve opened. Read new testament to know fully how to be saved brother!
What an awesome and authentic story. I experience nerve Damage and chronic pain for years along with childhood trauma and difficult life experiences. I'm hoping that one day very soon that I could experience mother Aya.
I thoroughly enjoyed listening to your experience my brother. . I wish mine was as beautiful as yours, but I think i still have a lot of healing to do. I wish you all the best in your new journey ❤
Mother AYA my healer she said to me The last 2 times god first GOD I have been to 6 ceremonies and will go on my 7th May the 25th 🙏🏾 everyone who genuinely wants to change should do try it, It you are not serious about change please don’t do it. You’ll need to be disciplined to be able to get the best of what mother AYA has to give you .
I'm revisiting your channel after some time, and it's soooo good seeing you prosper and still being your authentic self in that process. You're truly an inspiration and thank you for sharing your experience, much respect 🙏🏾 🖤
Bravoooo!!!! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 First I want to say thank you for sharing your experience from beginning to end it was well put into words. Secondly, I want say how proud I am that you took on this new clarity that helped you get answers. Im aslo proud of your determination and fervent ability to push through adversity…im impressed. I soley look at “our” Aya experiences on youtube bc we are just different from the rest. I have been interested in doing a ceremony for the past 3yrs but never got around to do it yet and maybe its bc of fear. But the more I see us getting the help we seek thru Aya i become more confident and comfortable especially watching you. So thanks! ❤
Many are called Few are CHOSEM ,, I’m on the journey as well long long long time ,, 62 wf ,, sista soldier in the Most High Army holding the faith ,, standing in my knowing,, Aya has been calling my soul as well ,, here in the burbs of Boston truly alone in flesh but not in spirit ,, my light shines so bright that most can’t handle it ,, I’ve shed people places and thing,that no longer serve the purpose of my life ,,my closest friends have pass on ,, I know beyond the shadow of a doubt,, the creator of all things and my spiritual team have my back ,, forward ever backward never,, universal law what goes up must come down ,, so wittin So without ,, I’m GRATEFUL for everything. LIFE ON LIFES TERMS NO RESISTANCE
I'm going to my first Ayahuasca ceremony in 2 days. from outside people think I have everything. But internally I'm lost. My mind is racing trying to figure out what I will experience in this journey, beating myself up with all bad childhood memories that might come up. I want to ask mama Aya to be free of fear, but I'm fearful even to ask that!!!! Amazing to hear about your experience, so genuinely told❤
@@Dje8888 Hi Dudley, my journey was mind blowing, ups and downs, cries and laughs. I did 9 days of Ayahuasca and Magic Mushroom combined, each medicine work on a different level, the Magic Mushroom was bringing up all the dark stuff that I have to deal with, while the Ayahuasca took me in a Journey from seeing my dead body composing to finding my power!!! I'm still integrating the intense experiences. Thank you for the follow up 💕💕
Your not alone you can still Love everyone at a distance but there is a lot of us doing or going through the same thing have to let go family that does not care for you I'm here for you Bro I found your channel for a reasons sometimes have to go through a lot to don't let it fade you Follow your heat and Spirit ❤❤❤😂😂😂
Dudley as I watched this video and listened your story, it’s as if I’m there having the experience with you guys. Many of the stories you’ve shared about your past is very identical to mine it’s as if you were telling my story 😅. Beautiful experience bro and thank you for sharing, I literally cried watching this because I felt the message in it. Love and love alone breddah….🫡🇯🇲
Thank you this was so raw and real thank You my brother this is something I want to do for my self I want mother A to be gentle with me show me who I really am Why I have felt so lost since the death of my husband I feel like my life went down down down thank you for sharing
Thx for the video dude! Love the long explanation and i'm curious how you integrate your experience. Btw maybe non-duality is something you may be interested in/resonate with.
I know I’m 5 months late lol but your upbringing sounded just like mine lol and what’s funny is I’m doing ayahuasca in July first time and Ive been on my spiritual journey quite some time now ❤
Still in a Shack in the Cold But not complaining I'm very Greatfull I want it all but I want to give it back to the People kids animals Nature...❤❤❤Thank you ❤❤❤😂for your feedback
To be honest I haven't been Taking care of myself but feel everyone pain or energy around the world but at the same time working on myself not perfect but still blessed I was told cause of My Love is Truth but Don't get me wrong still get mad or angry I still look at porn but in a way I have to release the energy for now .until I find my Other half
Ehh perhaps it was in my early years. But I’m doing pretty good these days. Can’t complain. Currently the best I’ve been in a while.Thanks for watching.
@@Dje8888 im haitian american from queens as well so everything you mentioned growing up i feel you on it except for being touched which was fucked up i can definitely relate
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I am also trying to better myself everyday i have felt like everything work against me reguardless how much good i try n do i want to break financial burden of my family so i can relate to all this heavily apprieciate this video in need of guidence and a push 💪🏾
Thank you for sharing your story. It was genuinely authentic and I feel so grateful that this video was placed in my feed. Mother Aya has been calling me for quite sometime now and this video is further confirmation that I need to shake the fear and do it. Dudley you seem like an amazing human being. Love and Light young brother. ❤
I come from a similar background and have done everything on my own as well. Also, heavily into self-improvement and have gone to therapy for years for CPTSD. I can relate to how it feels when you need something and no one is there to help you even though you are the one every goes to when they need something. I have fought hard against bitterness. Your real treasure is your friends, I envy you that as I don't have any.
So much contemplation at the start mate 😂😂
Did Ayahuasca in 2016 and it led me to Jesus Christ because of how evil the experience was for me, I even asked if Jesus was God, then let me know before I do this stuff, give me some signs, and on the way to the place to do it, I never saw more Jesus Christ and Christian signs in one drive through in this state in my life 😅... But Im a curious cat unfortunately and had to touch the stove to learn.
Holy spirit or Jesus was telling me in the midst of my bad trip, it told me not to go there and it warned me and reminded me of how He was always reaching out. I felt the eternity feeling and that time didnt exist but also the fact that I was in hell forever and the utter hopelessness and doom of messing up too much to come back from.
After seeing numerous Christian testimonies, mostly ones dying and coming back, saying the same things and much more than I ever experienced, I know Jesus is the truth and that this new age stuff is not it!
Seek Him while he still may be found, He loves all of us and does not want us to be deceived with soothing lies from Satan.
lol this "new age stuff" is where christianity comes from brother, don't fall for white mans propaganda
Thank you for sharing ! I can imagine how challenging it may have been to share. But, I want to let you know it is helping others like me. I am going to a retreat in Costa Rica and will be experiencing ayahuasca for the first time so this really helped me understand the level of healing it gives. Gracias ! 🙏🏽
I want to start a business but have many don't know where to start but just going with the flow I'm very Greatfull and thank God❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing this profound journey with us Dudley. Your vulnerability and introspection is deeply moving. It's a testament to the transformative power of experiences like these and the importance of self-discovery. Your story is a reminder that amidst the complexities of life, we must find our truths, embrace our journeys, and cherish the connections we make along the way.Thank you
Thanks for watching. Yes indeed truly and powerful medicine. Glad I had the experience. God bless
Peace brother thank you for keeping it real and sharing she has called me as well and I see we had almost similar background so as she said you are a teacher and this message highly resonates this is only the beginning of your journey NAMASTE KING!!
Hey brother, firstly thank you for watching. I really wish you the best the best along your perusal journey. May you find exactly what she wants you to find and you liberated my bro. I'm glad this message resonated with you.
@@Dje8888Dmt realms are demonic realms. There is a Vidio called " I took psychedelics as a Christian and this is what I saw " the guy has a hat on. He called on Jesus during the trip to save him from the disguised demons who create those realms. Believe in Jesus , repent and turn away from sins , get baptized to be saved to heaven instead of hell for living in willful sins. Jesus only can close the demonic dmt door youve opened. Read new testament to know fully how to be saved brother!
Dudley, I’m so proud of you young man❤Thank you for sharing this was so insightful❤️😻🫶🏾
What an awesome and authentic story. I experience nerve Damage and chronic pain for years along with childhood trauma and difficult life experiences. I'm hoping that one day very soon that I could experience mother Aya.
This was really awesome for you to share. Similar life experiences.. considering doing Aya.. thanks for sharing.
I thoroughly enjoyed listening to your experience my brother. . I wish mine was as beautiful as yours, but I think i still have a lot of healing to do. I wish you all the best in your new journey ❤
Mother AYA my healer she said to me
The last 2 times god first GOD I have been to 6 ceremonies and will go on my 7th May the 25th 🙏🏾 everyone who genuinely wants to change should do try it,
It you are not serious about change please don’t do it. You’ll need to be disciplined to be able to get the best of what mother AYA has to give you .
I'm revisiting your channel after some time, and it's soooo good seeing you prosper and still being your authentic self in that process. You're truly an inspiration and thank you for sharing your experience, much respect 🙏🏾 🖤
Bravoooo!!!! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 First I want to say thank you for sharing your experience from beginning to end it was well put into words. Secondly, I want say how proud I am that you took on this new clarity that helped you get answers. Im aslo proud of your determination and fervent ability to push through adversity…im impressed. I soley look at “our” Aya experiences on youtube bc we are just different from the rest. I have been interested in doing a ceremony for the past 3yrs but never got around to do it yet and maybe its bc of fear. But the more I see us getting the help we seek thru Aya i become more confident and comfortable especially watching you. So thanks! ❤
Respect and well well done ❤ That’s my first full personal story I watched on Ayahuasca. Very proud of you 👏 and thank you very much for sharing 🧠
such a delayed start! the anticipation was killin
😂😂😂
I can relate when you say you don’t trust people.
Beautiful!! You really touched my soul!! Thank you for sharing your very personal experience with us. I hope to experience ayahuasca soon. ❤❤❤❤
Many are called
Few are CHOSEM ,, I’m on the journey as well long long long time ,, 62 wf ,, sista soldier in the Most High Army holding the faith ,, standing in my knowing,, Aya has been calling my soul as well ,, here in the burbs of Boston truly alone in flesh but not in spirit ,, my light shines so bright that most can’t handle it ,, I’ve shed people places and thing,that no longer serve the purpose of my life ,,my closest friends have pass on ,, I know beyond the shadow of a doubt,, the creator of all things and my spiritual team have my back ,, forward ever backward never,, universal law what goes up must come down ,, so wittin So without ,, I’m GRATEFUL for everything. LIFE ON LIFES TERMS NO RESISTANCE
You're a huge inspiration!!!!!
I'm going to my first Ayahuasca ceremony in 2 days. from outside people think I have everything. But internally I'm lost. My mind is racing trying to figure out what I will experience in this journey, beating myself up with all bad childhood memories that might come up. I want to ask mama Aya to be free of fear, but I'm fearful even to ask that!!!!
Amazing to hear about your experience, so genuinely told❤
Hey, checking up on you. How did your ceremony go?
@@Dje8888 Hi Dudley, my journey was mind blowing, ups and downs, cries and laughs. I did 9 days of Ayahuasca and Magic Mushroom combined, each medicine work on a different level, the Magic Mushroom was bringing up all the dark stuff that I have to deal with, while the Ayahuasca took me in a Journey from seeing my dead body composing to finding my power!!!
I'm still integrating the intense experiences.
Thank you for the follow up 💕💕
Hi where did you do it?
@@jaimerr8826 It was in Netherlands
@@breakfree3542 oh ok I live there, I am Dutch. where which city I'm from Rotterdam..tnx
Your not alone you can still Love everyone at a distance but there is a lot of us doing or going through the same thing have to let go family that does not care for you I'm here for you Bro I found your channel for a reasons sometimes have to go through a lot to don't let it fade you Follow your heat and Spirit ❤❤❤😂😂😂
Thank you for your transparency, I am on a similar journey. I really look forward to you speaking in your future videos
Dudley as I watched this video and listened your story, it’s as if I’m there having the experience with you guys. Many of the stories you’ve shared about your past is very identical to mine it’s as if you were telling my story 😅. Beautiful experience bro and thank you for sharing, I literally cried watching this because I felt the message in it. Love and love alone breddah….🫡🇯🇲
This was so authentic and real, great video! Im glad to be witnessing the journey of dudleydudz!
this whole video was grounding, thanks man.
Thank you this was so raw and real thank
You my brother this is something I want to do for my self I want mother A to be gentle with me show me who I really am Why I have felt so lost since the death of my husband I feel like my life went down down down thank you for sharing
Sending you strength
Thanks for sharing your experience
Gracias por compartir! 🌿
Weekend of Aug 2nd I take the journey. Great video. Thank you 🫡
Beautiful! Thank you 🌀🧡💛🩵🌀🩷
Grand rising Reflections peace and blessings Gods and Goddesses of Planet Ki From Illinois ASE and thank you for sharing this information
you are really transparent
Only way to be.
Thank you!
Thx for the video dude! Love the long explanation and i'm curious how you integrate your experience. Btw maybe non-duality is something you may be interested in/resonate with.
... a beautiful mind ...
Much ❤ and appreciation for sharing your experience. I’m looking forward to one day trying it.
Much continued Peace Blessings and Success.
When does the video start??
I give up! I have to work on my patience.
You have to work on a lot more than just that.
I don't mess with people either for the most part. I too am very self sufficient like you.
Be yourself can teach by the actions people see
may our Lord and Savior be in the midst of you in Jesus mighty name.
amen.
And deliver you in Jesus mighty name.
amen
Thank you for sharing, Regards South Africa 🇿🇦
Thank you for sharing.
Thanks for watching
Such a great story. I watched the whole video.
Wow❤❤❤❤
Thank you for Sharing ❤❤
Ty ❤
Thank you for sharing this
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Do you mind sharing the name of the place you went to I will be there and would like to go there 🙏🏾
Wow
I know I’m 5 months late lol but your upbringing sounded just like mine lol and what’s funny is I’m doing ayahuasca in July first time and Ive been on my spiritual journey quite some time now ❤
You ok Bro you look dissapionted Or confused you good Bro
Still in a Shack in the Cold But not complaining I'm very Greatfull I want it all but I want to give it back to the People kids animals Nature...❤❤❤Thank you ❤❤❤😂for your feedback
Can you make an update video my boy
You can heal yourself
To be honest I haven't been Taking care of myself but feel everyone pain or energy around the world but at the same time working on myself not perfect but still blessed I was told cause of My Love is Truth but Don't get me wrong still get mad or angry I still look at porn but in a way I have to release the energy for now .until I find my Other half
There you go you r free so in Joy life❤❤❤😂❤❤❤good and bad be Greatfull and give Thanks everyday good or bad keep on moving❤❤❤
Your not Crazy Bro
There is different treatment shrooms payotee
Your foundation looks shaken my guy
Ehh perhaps it was in my early years. But I’m doing pretty good these days. Can’t complain. Currently the best I’ve been in a while.Thanks for watching.
You look different then the last time. I guess that's because you are
thanks for keeping it real!!
Always lol. You already know. Keeping it real sets you free. Thanks for watching.
@@Dje8888 im haitian american from queens as well so everything you mentioned growing up i feel you on it except for being touched which was fucked up i can definitely relate