To Build A Home | Dean & Cas [TBAH]

Sdílet
Vložit
  • čas přidán 19. 03. 2021
  • [CC for lyrics & voiceovers is there, please watch it in HD!]
    please read the description for more infos on the fanfic! ♥
    ~~~
    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.
    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.
    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.
    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.
    ~~~
    This is an edit of the fanfiction "To Build A Home" by intothesilentland
    Link is here:
    archiveofourown.org/works/841...
    ~~~
    it's done. I've read this fic recently and it had me tearing up, it was so beautifully written, the angst, the pain, the grief and the happiness. I just had to edit it and I hope it's good enough - this fic really held impossible standards, and I tried to do it justice.
    I apologize in advance for the placement of the quotes from the fanfic, regarding the CC. during editing I havent thought of it, SO I'M REALLY SORRY but I'm on my sixth breakdown today and I didn't want to change everything all over again.
    ~~~
    all material aint mine and is used for creative purposes
    #destiel #deancas #tbah #tobuildahome #fanvidfeed #spn #fanficvid #fanficedit
  • Krátké a kreslené filmy

Komentáře • 111

  • @deanspatroclvs
    @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety +32

    Quick note, I forgot to mention that you guys don't have to read the text if it goes too fast or anything. No pressure here, I just wanted to include some of the lines from the fic because I found them beautiful ❤️

  • @cielhigh4401
    @cielhigh4401 Před 3 lety +25

    Now I'm scared to read it bc I'm definitely going to cry like I did in Ninety One Whiskey. My heart can't handle this:(

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety +5

      You're going to cry in a good way at the end let me tell you :)

    • @garakayteehee3370
      @garakayteehee3370 Před 3 lety +3

      YOU HAVE TO READ IT

    • @ryuray1677
      @ryuray1677 Před 3 lety +2

      Te hell happened in Ninety one whiskey? I am a short way through that fic...does someone die?

    • @garakayteehee3370
      @garakayteehee3370 Před 3 lety +2

      @@ryuray1677 no spoilers

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety +4

      @@ryuray1677 well, it's not like twist and shout, I can tell you that. No major character death. It's still heartbreaking and breathtaking, but the end is worth it ;)

  • @lifeofnanaa
    @lifeofnanaa Před 3 lety +28

    Fuck fuck fuck I'm crying it's bringing all the emotions of reading it back omg
    I felt like I'm at the funeral and the clips you chose are perfect and
    I love the text and omg I can't it's so beautiful 😭
    Sorry for the word vomit I'm just really overwhelmed right now!!

  • @bhavinitiwari88
    @bhavinitiwari88 Před 3 lety +1

    who gave you the right to make me cry in the middle of the day

  • @thursdaysaint
    @thursdaysaint Před 3 lety +6

    shaking and crying this is so beautiful i miss tbah deancas with all my heart 🥺

  • @fayeditz5817
    @fayeditz5817 Před 2 lety

    don’t think I’ll ever recover from this fic or this edit. dear god.

  • @jordanking4673
    @jordanking4673 Před 3 lety +20

    So so so beautiful! Definitely going to reread bc this reminded me how beautiful it is. Very well captured!

  • @xFallingxStar
    @xFallingxStar Před 3 lety +3

    This is one of the most meaningful fanfics ever told and one of the the most loving edits ever. THANK YOU. I couldn't love this more.

  • @MichelleAlina91
    @MichelleAlina91 Před rokem +1

    I just watched a bunch of your destiel videos and after realising you are the one who made THIS masterpiece I understand now why I love all your videos 😭😭❤️

  • @cirengranger
    @cirengranger Před 3 lety +6

    I OLY GOT HALFWAY THROUGH THIS BECAUSE IM READING IT AND I WAS ABOUT TO SPOIL MYSELF SIUOSF BUT OH MY GOD YOU PORTRAYED IT SO BEAUTIFULLY, YOUR EDITING IS STUNNING, THE QUOTES !! GOD THE QUOTES !!! THIS IS INCREDIBLE, LIKE ACTUAL GENUINE ART

  • @mack732
    @mack732 Před 2 lety +6

    I'll never get over this fic fuck
    The writing, the scenery, the emotions it brought with it, made it all so meaningful that now I can't imagine a scene of that fic without some sentimental song.
    And this video is just pure art, the lines you added just made it more beautiful and nostalgic

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 2 lety +1

      I know how you feel. It's one of those fics that leave you speechless and still linger in your head years after you've read them.

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 2 lety

      Also, thank you!

  • @thetafannum9721
    @thetafannum9721 Před 2 lety +2

    This is so beautiful, imma cry now

  • @vellichor
    @vellichor Před 3 lety +9

    I have CHILLS, your inclusion of the scene with Claire and Jack just brought back how much I SOBBED my way through the last few chapters of this fic
    This is the most perfect edit I could imagine to encapsulate this story, thank you so much for making this

  • @gabim2485
    @gabim2485 Před 3 lety +5

    OH MY GODDDDD THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS!!! IT’S PERFECT!!
    (i run the tbahbot and this made my day ❤️)

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety +2

      Well, thank YOU for the tbah bot, otherwise I would've probably had to reread the fic for the quotes hahaha

  • @garakayteehee3370
    @garakayteehee3370 Před 3 lety +4

    OH MY GOD. i swear i never hear anyone talking about this fic. im so glad its getting love. the edit was lovely. thank you :)

  • @EBRussom
    @EBRussom Před 2 lety

    You can never delete this. 💚💙💚💙

  • @avamartella2135
    @avamartella2135 Před 3 lety +3

    I was so happy seeing this cus that’s my favourite fic I’ve ever read, and you portrayed it exactly how I interpreted it.

  • @annekessler290
    @annekessler290 Před 3 lety +1

    I do like this and love this video of of Cas and dean

  • @violetthedragonoviannature1013

    Oh my God I'm tearing up! This is so beautiful 😍😍😍

  • @solalvarezlopez8223
    @solalvarezlopez8223 Před 3 lety +1

    3:04 I'm sobbing, this is my favorite part. Thank Youu♡♡♡

  • @mybestever3272
    @mybestever3272 Před 2 lety +1

    OMG this is so beautiful I'm crying. Thank you, you are so talented!

  • @hwashington
    @hwashington Před rokem

    What an amazing, well crafted video! Truly masterful, you brought back all the emotions I had from reading TBAH. Love the way you used the vintage-looking filters. Great work!

  • @keiratatro1678
    @keiratatro1678 Před 3 lety +1

    THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL I AM BLOWN AWAY

  • @joriles1682
    @joriles1682 Před 3 lety +2

    One of my favorite fics. This was beautiful!

  • @geo-prince
    @geo-prince Před 2 lety

    im cryingggg . i definitely need to reread this fic , it had brought me to tears multiple times but i love it so much, it's a beautiful story

  • @AngelicWings
    @AngelicWings Před 3 lety +5

    you have done it,this is beautiful i have so many mixed feelings i wanna laugh and cry and IDK ANYMORe,you are so damn taleneted and thank you for bringing this to life i am literally speechless,i know i have seen some of it along the way etc but this...seeing it all together just hits different

  • @kaylenbarringerpokefandj
    @kaylenbarringerpokefandj Před 3 lety +1

    Damn that was the most beautiful and touching Supernatural edit au I've ever seen! I cried like a Baby! Thank you!

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety

      It's based on a fanfic with the same title and DAMN did I cry at the end, not because it's sad but because it's been such a long journey with hurt and grief and in the end they're happy and that broke me. Because damn, did I wish the same for the show haha

  • @Feuwise6
    @Feuwise6 Před 3 lety +1

    I have not read that fic, but your vid made me really emotional anyway. This is beautiful

  • @michaelamoravcova1127
    @michaelamoravcova1127 Před 3 lety +1

    I reed the fic because of this beautiful edit and I really loved it, so thank you so much. ❤️

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety +1

      Oooh I feel honoured! In fact I'm re-reading it right now and I'm almost done with my second tbah edit haha

    • @michaelamoravcova1127
      @michaelamoravcova1127 Před 3 lety

      @@deanspatroclvs I just finished it. But I'm sure I'm gonna re-read it again soon. ❤️ And really can't wait for that second edit. You are incredibly talented. ❤️

  • @caslovesbees7310
    @caslovesbees7310 Před 3 lety +2

    This is just... I don’t even know what to say 😭❤️ this is so fucking beautiful

  • @srta.shipper414
    @srta.shipper414 Před 3 lety +1

    This is SO well done, i'm in love!

  • @CottageTales
    @CottageTales Před 2 lety +1

    I'm not crying, you're crying!

  • @camsevellyn
    @camsevellyn Před 2 lety +1

    an amazing story ❤ love it

  • @juliapakarinen7956
    @juliapakarinen7956 Před 3 lety +2

    Oh no, not this song, I love it so much.. :') and combined to Destiel.. *stops after a few seconds and goes to get some tissues before continueing* This is so beautiful in so many ways. *standing ovation* I haven't read this fanfic yet, but I definitely will after this masterpiece!

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety +1

      please do, I promise you its as beautiful, if not even more beautiful than the edit I've made. :)

  • @fictionallove_2416
    @fictionallove_2416 Před rokem

    I simply died again.. this edit of Destiel is so heart warming and heart breaking at the same time.. UGH I miss that era

  • @Dafneguerrero01
    @Dafneguerrero01 Před 3 lety +2

    WOW THIS VIDEO IS BEAUTIFUL you are insanely talented. This video really captures the book perfectly it’s so good. ✋🥰

  • @isbammoi3358
    @isbammoi3358 Před 3 lety +1

    Everybody; this is what it looks like when you straight-up kill it. 👏

  • @medalia7622
    @medalia7622 Před 3 lety +1

    NOOOO! THIS IS SO EMOTIONALLLLL😭😭😭😭😭😭😭GOOD JOB

  • @GuilhermeSilva-hs4xo
    @GuilhermeSilva-hs4xo Před 3 lety +2

    THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL 🥺

  • @eryn756
    @eryn756 Před 3 lety +1

    This is absolutely beautiful!🥺❤️

  • @goosewool8216
    @goosewool8216 Před 3 lety +5

    fuck oh my god im literally sobbing this is so beautiful!!!

  • @nephtys1959
    @nephtys1959 Před 3 lety +1

    This... this is a masterpiece!

  • @carmenarbelo833
    @carmenarbelo833 Před 2 lety

    Thank you!❤ Their presence on screen a facial reaction tell the story! The song was beautiful 😍

  • @ila3019
    @ila3019 Před 3 lety +1

    thank. you. ❤️

  • @FeliciaLopesBGC1
    @FeliciaLopesBGC1 Před 2 lety

    One of the best Fanfic stories I have ever read! Thank you fir capturing bit visually! Simply gorgeous!!! 🥰💖💝❤️

  • @elisebiman
    @elisebiman Před 3 lety

    i dont know what im crying for, the video or to how beautiful young jensen is

  • @copper5271
    @copper5271 Před 3 lety +1

    I love this. It’s perfect. 💙💚

  • @ej1404
    @ej1404 Před 3 lety +1

    God I need to reread this!!!

  • @kuhu1338
    @kuhu1338 Před 3 lety

    Happy tears were streaming down my face throughout this video 🥺
    the editing, the clips, voiceovers and basically EVERYYYTHING was so so so beautiful

  • @anandiganguly3086
    @anandiganguly3086 Před 3 lety

    Man, if this edit left me in shambles then what's the fic gonna do? I'm scared. I love this video so much. The way you matched the different clips to blend it perfectly. Amazing!! 👏

  • @okaykrys
    @okaykrys Před 3 lety +1

    So well done! 🥰💜😊

  • @eorozco2720
    @eorozco2720 Před 2 lety

    This was a great video I loved it so much just like I love your fic so much. I was very moved by this video it was a great job

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 2 lety

      Thank you so much! I just have to correct one thing: I didn't write the fic, it was created by the amazing @intothesilentland :)

  • @SudeeD.
    @SudeeD. Před 3 lety +1

    No , noo I'm not gonna cry noo! Ohh God okey I'm gonna cry 🤧🤧

  • @tjsgreenteamints
    @tjsgreenteamints Před 3 lety +1

    THIS MADE MY HEART TWIST AND SHOUT

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety +1

      DON'T START WITH TWIST AND SHOUT OR ELSE I WILL RE-READ AND EDIT IT AND I DONT WANT THAT PAIN

    • @tjsgreenteamints
      @tjsgreenteamints Před 3 lety

      @@deanspatroclvs WAIT NO DO IT I'M BEGGING

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety +1

      @@tjsgreenteamints I don't want to I'm scared ;_;

    • @tjsgreenteamints
      @tjsgreenteamints Před 3 lety

      @@deanspatroclvs too bad /pos
      whats ur twt

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety

      @@tjsgreenteamints my twt is @HellerAlienated :)

  • @kissmrule
    @kissmrule Před rokem

    Such a good video it so good and so love it to

  • @roxanahernandez4473
    @roxanahernandez4473 Před 2 lety +1

    Omg I can't 😭😭😭😭😭

  • @imaginary0
    @imaginary0 Před 3 lety +1

    Omg wow, that was so good. Like, I recognized all of the moments from the story, and like, the way you included the different characters and incorporated scenes from the show. Truly excellent editing choices. (Gosh, Jimmy was such a great dad). Like, are you taking requests? 'Cause the entirety of the "Bitch Better Have My Money" trilogy by. Duckyboos would be amazing.

  • @niehuaisangsknees
    @niehuaisangsknees Před 2 lety +2

    Even though Karla is such a terrible movie- you can't deny, Misha looks absolutely beautiful in it

  • @clairejay1139
    @clairejay1139 Před 3 lety +1

    from 5:16 my eyes got wet and quietly I finally put this fic in my list of reading: it will be a long way to read it whole but I feel like it will be the avenge of the tragic ending trauma t&s caused me at like 13 ahahahhaha

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety

      I promise you it will! It's healed a lot of t&s trauma for me :)

  • @gracelutz9424
    @gracelutz9424 Před 3 lety +1

    OK TALENT???? I HAVENT READ IT YET BUT THIS MADE ME EATNT TO IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL❤❤❤❤

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety

      PLEASE READ IT, ITS BEAUTIFUL

    • @Rina_0324
      @Rina_0324 Před 3 lety

      I felt exactly the same, is it on Ao3?

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety +1

      @@Rina_0324 link is in the description! :)

    • @Rina_0324
      @Rina_0324 Před 3 lety

      @@deanspatroclvs My bad, I'm so clueless

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety

      @@Rina_0324 no worries, I hope you enjoy the fic!

  • @elisebiman
    @elisebiman Před 3 lety

    jfc man this fic.... its like this video is telling me to continue to read it but the angst!! 😭 😭 😭

  • @MattieBear
    @MattieBear Před 2 lety +1

    haven't read it but now i might have to so

  • @josefinemyrseth2653
    @josefinemyrseth2653 Před 3 lety

    😍🥺

  • @simpstiel3292
    @simpstiel3292 Před 3 lety +1

    Ummm- I just started 91w while I’m also on TAS- bye I can’t do this 😭 now where’s the link?

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety +1

      It's in the description :)

    • @theone7935
      @theone7935 Před 2 lety +1

      Bless you don't get rekt by the angst.

    • @simpstiel3292
      @simpstiel3292 Před 2 lety

      @@theone7935 I've finished T&S and TBAH.... I'm not okay

    • @theone7935
      @theone7935 Před 2 lety +2

      @@simpstiel3292 we've all been there. I'm still recovering from what those 2 fics did to me. Holy Chuck, this fandom has so many beautiful writers and those who are not Supernatural fans ARE getting hooked to Supernatural because I recommended them these 2 fics first.
      This is my purpose.

  • @user-mf9es5tx5h
    @user-mf9es5tx5h Před 3 lety +1

    今晩は🌃✨
    チャンネル登録しましたよ♪☆
    (o^・^o)(o^・^o)えへへ💗
    3人とも大好き😍素敵😍

  • @ForestNurse1406
    @ForestNurse1406 Před 8 měsíci

    Can someone pls give the linc to this stuff? I haven't read it yet. But now I really hope to))

  • @beezkneez4782
    @beezkneez4782 Před 3 lety

    is it sad?? bc i don't know if i wanna watch it...

    • @deanspatroclvs
      @deanspatroclvs  Před 3 lety +2

      The beginning is sad, but it gets happier and ends happily :)
      Just like the fic!

    • @beezkneez4782
      @beezkneez4782 Před 3 lety

      @@deanspatroclvs thank you!!