over ✖ dosage / vflower

❖ Chapter 1 ❖
◈ music/lyric/illust/movie - ponkansoup
I'm proud to tell you that this is chapter 1 for the murder mystery/crime series I am working on
don't do drugs and especially don't gaslight your people and give them drugs.
◈ Story ▶ five-to-none.uwu.ai/
- links -
bandcamp ▶ponkansoup.bandcamp.com/album...
downloads ▶ drive.google.com/open?id=1FrK...
twitter ▶ / citrus_soup

[@negativecat]

someone ate one too many flintstones gummy vitamins...

[@axatu7716]

More like 5 to many

[@noonecaresaboutusernames1089]

“Jesus Christ little Timmy you emptied the gummy vitamin bottle again!”

[@vibethecat4194]

@@noonecaresaboutusernames1089 "for the third time today as well!"

[@theorangedinosaur4098]

Lol

[@Average_Dominos_Employee]

Man I remember overdosing on chewable gummies. BUT THEY TASTED SOOO GOOD >:(

[@mozarteanchaos]

Pleas Stop Saying Non-GHOST Artists' Work Sounds Like GHOST U R Going To Kill Them .
anyway this is a bop

[@vigilabo3007]

*g h o s t ‘ s s w o r k*

[@milknhoneyhoney]

This also doesn’t sound or look anything like GHOST ?? Heaven forbid anyone else use Flower in an English original song

[@mozarteanchaos]

@@milknhoneyhoney ikr? like its close enough to the same ballpark for me to like it immediately but thats... still not super-close, theres at least 2 other artists that Also nail this general vibe n i dont see anyone making comparisons with them...

[@kierashipley]

Yeah, this doesn't have anywhere the same vibe as Ghost's songs. This is amazing purely in its own right.

[@mozarteanchaos]

@saltwater toffee by publicly announcing that you hate virtue signalling you are, yourself, virtue signalling, as you are announcing that you're Better than the people who virtue signal (therefore signalling your perceived virtue)

[@ZECRA602]

Remember kids!
Hugs not drugs

[@axatu7716]

**hugs you**

[@vigilabo3007]

Uhm- uhh, remeMber KiDdos!
H- hu- dru-
*hug youR DrugS!*

[@axatu7716]

E **hugs drugs**

[@user-yq1od3vr5q]

*Hugs you* you're not a drugs right...?

[@axatu7716]

• N a m a e K o k o • no, I’m a shadow demon

[@genzhours9466]

This is illegally underrated

[@Mrs.dwindle]

Give it some time, it was posted 10 min ago. XD

[@silent1672]

I read this as illegibly underrated. I also agree, it deserves some epic recognition

[@m.r.1089]

it's still underrated

[@-Solidwater]

Still underrated

[@PowerSpirit50]

All their songs are underrated.

[@vanelily]

soup I will die for you this is so valid!!!

[@ponkansoup]

Not if i die for u first gRGRGRGERG

[@axatu7716]

Oh gosh Soup is dead now

[@fukkthisnewupdate8882]

Now look what you did

[@rinatepaste9218]

Vane hello your music slaps

[@the.corruption]

VANNNNEEEEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[@bubblegum7046]

"This cure is just a poison delight" is such a good line

[@CorgiCat]

Sorry for asking but what is a poison delight?? I've looked and I can't find a definition :\

[@mioko5679]

@@CorgiCat maybe it's like a drug? the "cure" could have addictive properties, hence the "delight" part

[@CorgiCat]

@@mioko5679 ahhh tysm :D

[@shawermus]

​@@CorgiCat also it just may mean "poisonous delight"

[@weirdghost]

​@@CorgiCatim guessing, based off the definitions of both words it could mean something that, while enjoyable, is extremely harmful to people partaking in it.

[@beethebee8]

the real question is: what is the girls HAIR COLOR? (brown? pink? blue?)

[@TeionLeeIRL]

in the art on soup's bandcamp, it's blue

[@shanevitak4310]

See the next song; i think it's actually changing

[@TeionLeeIRL]

@@shanevitak4310 soup has told me that the colors were meant to simulate being on drug

[@farsifm4217]

@@TeionLeeIRL Which hair colour symbolises being drugged? Red or brown?
Edit: Wait, I think the brown hair is meant to symbolise her before she was overloaded with drugs, the red is the process, and the blue is the final ending.

[@jyutoiruma]

Merlot's hair is BLUE! Just check out the bandcamp cover art, or the five to none site

[@sundalosketch4769]

It's always a great day to hear English Flower sing relatable bops regarding an illness leading to self destruction.

[@GRENNZ-DA-GAY]

Ever heard of Appetite of a People Pleaser?

[@sundalosketch4769]

@@GRENNZ-DA-GAY It's a great one

[@GRENNZ-DA-GAY]

Yes! you have great taste!

[@MementoMoriMakoto]

​@@sundalosketch4769It's absolutely amazing honestly.

[@sIothh]

First off this is a great animation.
Second off I think what's coming from this is the girl doesn't like the guy, so he gives her drugs so she has to stay with him to keep getting them since she's now sort of addicted(?) Idk, lol.
Third off don't do drugs kids.

[@ev_rlasting]

Extremely late but Man this hits the gaslighting nail on the head, It's truly an awful form of absue and you really showed off how deep the self doubt and blame can run.

[@lpnvgaming5236]

that’s not what this song was about, silly

[@ev_rlasting]

​@@lpnvgaming5236 i was talking about the gaslighting aspect specifically, not just the plot, which is outright stated in the description. The plot Involves gaslighting and does it well, so I don't entirely understand what you mean by this

[@lpnvgaming5236]

@@ev_rlasting I think the joke went over your head bro

[@ev_rlasting]

@@lpnvgaming5236 oh haha my bad

[@marcoschmidtke5340]

My neighbors do be thinking I'm crazy seeing me dance like a sim's Idle dance Animation to this bop

[@nestorluna6382]

0:46
When she says "This disease is all artificial"
It made Remember about in the past how Christianity saw Mental Problems

[@nestorluna6382]

@@vigilabo3007 I didn't meant to hurt anyone I'm just saying a Historical Fact
Another Historical Fact: Christians(and variations) Killed more Jews Than Hitler and any other Group of people who had killed Jews only for being Jews

[@mslightbulb]

E the loudest barkers?

[@supe4701]

Nestor Luna Kinda obvious considering that christianity has been around much more longer than hitler

[@nestorluna6382]

@@supe4701 Yes I already know that
I'm not the best in History but I'm still learning
And I'm sorry for being too vague with what I post

[@st4rrieberry]

This is such a personal song, I always reffered to my mental illnesses as "my rose" and when i saw the lyrics "the flowers in your head they mock at your work" idk it just made me feel so valid

[@humantoon]

Sorry, but do you mind me asking why you refer to your mental illnesses as "your rose"??

[@memito5844]

@@humantoon Hello! I’m not him but I think is because you need to take care about “the rose” so you can have good results and if you do not take care it can be out of control and damage because the “thorns”.

[@flamboyantroach]

"swallow pieces of myself in bottles in accord to what you can't find" when you have switched medications like 3 times for something that you haven't been diagnosed for

[@dreamflies9339]

As someone with a fascination with medicine (and especially stories relating to overdose) I can say that this is one of my favorite songs.

[@ClownDollThatHasContemptForYou]

This song is so good
One can say it's .....addictive...

[@kx6gaming]

“Hello? Uhm, hello hello? I just wanted to leave a message fo-“

[@-Solidwater]

Rewatching the whole series after reading the story and actually understanding it this time!

[@loserxchesh2281]

could you explain it to me please?

[@-Solidwater]

@@loserxchesh2281
five-to-none.uwu.ai/
Here. It's official.

[@confusedscreaming689]

okay, all the art is beautiful, but at 2:05 the effect makes it even better

[@hangmanxo8332]

"this sounds like GHOST" please shush nobody cares, its a banger

[@mario.in.disguise5502]

OH MY GOD I CANT EXPRESS HOW GOOD THIS IS,,, WHAT GENRE IS THIS TYPE OF MUSIC PLEASE TELL M E

[@ponkansoup]

J-jazzy beep boops

[@mario.in.disguise5502]

@@ponkansoup THANK YOUUU YOUR MUSIC IS SO GREATT AAAAA

[@skribld_notes]

Lol for a second i thought your comment was mine because my pfp was that pic for a long time xD.

[@theevauwu7853]

Computer

[@xenoncantread]

Experimental maybe,,?

[@rinatepaste9218]

this flipped my milk glass upside down and did not spill a drop, this shit slaps

[@user-gi1hf5dz6c]

I can only sing ''Hello Hello'' , but I really like your song !!

[@mimsolot3515]

i’m begging for this to be put on spotify 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@chewy1921]

I love this so much it gives so much more context to dance of endeavors

[@janahijazi5899]

BOTH THE SONG AND THE PV SLAP SO MUCH, just the amount of effort that went into this,,, wewh, great job soup!!! i love this so much!!

[@ennuidaze]

You improve at a frightening rate, please stop, my ego’s in danger...

[@jocelynmiguel3055]

oh....ok

[@vocaelementiandeletedaccou5847]

While my ego is so big that no one can ruin it !

[@Anna-gg4qr]

I love how the pv is full of perfectly drawn hands
STOP SOME PEOPLE CAN'T DRAW THEM OKAY!!!
It's a joke (I'm not angry at you), I hope a funny one I guess
I love how you draw them I probably should practice more

[@Victor-xb1my]

Soup im love u

[@ponkansoup]

😳
💜
👐

[@fukkthisnewupdate8882]

@@ponkansoup the first song of yours I've heard, and I already love it

[@vigilabo3007]

*when the girl who listens to Billie eilish takes a vitamin gummy for the first time*

[@theorangedinosaur4098]

Oh my god lol

[@soosabix3455]

i laughed at this harder then i should have

[@Average_Dominos_Employee]

LMAO

[@kakyoin7248]

LOL

[@DiaMonD_KUROI]

Wait am I stupid I don't get it

[@solrizen4595]

ive only known the shorter-haired partner (with a ponytail? I think) who did the gaslighting for 3 minutes but im very much ready to fight them
...anywho
This bop is so good dude!!! I rlly like the PV/animation too wowowhaowha

[@thegreendorito9095]

Hello, I'm Price of Hate. Allow me to introduce myself.

[@solrizen4595]

@@thegreendorito9095 hello Prince of Hate (thats a valid homestuck godtier oh no) im dad! nice to meet you

[@miraclepapaya2768]

listening to this again and i did not remember that flower does not have an english voicebank the first few times. great job

[@YoppyVU]

Big pharma is a scam
(I love this song so much aaaa)

[@YazlingOfficial]

I live for the aesthetic

[@vCherrykAI16]

I remember the day this came out years ago. I was having a really emotional and stressful day and I remember seeing this song had just been uploaded. I was still coming to terms with my depression and realizing I also had adhd. You'd think this song wouldn't be all that comforting, but it made me feel a lot better. Messed up topics in songs just have a cathartic feeling for me. But yeah. Thank you ponkansoup for making my day better all those years ago, and giving us so many bangers.

[@lx3ctcountrybadsaladman205]

AAAAAAAAHHHHH damn youtube got rid of user-contributed captions... but I tried my hand at a Tagalog translation
Ireseta na propesyonal:
"Magpunta ka na lang sa labas at baka mamabuti ka."
Nilulunok ang piraso ng aking sarili, sa mga bote
Kaisa sa di mo mahanap
Maaaring systema ng sakit ang kataga
Sabihin mo na lang na sawa ka sa paano akong nagtatrabaho
Kalaban ang kasinsayan, pero paano akong malalaman?
Kung ginago ako na ginagago ko ang aking sarili.
Baka ang lunas dito ay ang mas mataas na dosis, ay lunas sa wala
Ako ang kontrabida sa aking buhay
Bulok ako tulad ng mansanas, kaya bigyan mo pa ako.
"Hello hello?" "Ano ba mali sa iyo?"
"Wag na wag sabihin ang 'hindi'" "Edi ano ba gagawin ko?"
"Hey now, hey now" Buhay lang ang nararamdaman ko
"Hello hello?" Hanggang mawala na ang sintomas
Maaring merong iba na epekto, tumatanggi na ang tiyan ko ngayon.
Yun nga, sa likod ng mga pisi ay kung saan nagdedesisyon ang huwad na pag-ibig.
Nakasusuya, nag-ooverexpect
Kakab na ang plato, tuloy na sa kasunod na kurso
Masyadong nag-iisip, masyadong nag-iindulhensiya
Meron pang konteng espasyo
Oh...
Ayon ka na naman sa mga sintoma ng "sakit"
Yung bulaklak sa ulo mo, naglalait sila sa trabaho mo.
Kalaban ang kasinsayan, pero paano akong malalaman?
Kainin mo na lang ang kataga nila.
Baka ang lunas dito ay ang mas mataas na dosis, ay lunas sa wala
Itong sakit na inakala mo na huwad pero totoo.
Maglamon ka nalang hangga't wala na.
"Hello hello?" "Doc, merong nangyayari"
"Paalam, paalam" "Mali ang gamot."
"Hey now, hey now" Ramdam ko na namatay ang bahagi ng aking sarili
"Hello hello?" Hanggang mawala na ang sintomas
Kung di na kaya sa hapdi ang mga pandama
Baka ako ang masama, ako ang mantsa
Mabagsik talaga, kapit-kapit sa akin tilang parasitiko.
Oh ang lunas na ito ay lasong katuwaan lang.
Ang aking balat ay kampante talaga sa overdose
Mag-usap tayo tungkol sa lingid na pag-ibig.
Ah, masaya ang mga tao sa namamahala.
Mabuti na ako sa isa pa ng iyong pinakamaganda na dosis.
Baka ang lunas dito ay ang mas mataas na dosis, ay lunas sa wala
Ako ang kontrabida sa aking buhay
Bulok ako tulad ng mansanas, kaya bigyan mo pa ako.
"Hello hello?" "Ano ba mali sa iyo?"
"Wag na wag sabihin ang 'hindi'" "Edi ano ba gagawin ko?"
"Hey now, hey now" Buhay lang ang nararamdaman ko
"Hello hello?" Hanggang mawala na ang sintomas
Hello hello Paalam
Paalam
Ngayong gabi
Salamat sa pagkain
Sa pag-ibig at sakit
Kaya kung pipilit ang mga sintomas
Edi dungis lang talaga ang buhay mo
Salamat sa poot
At sa wala
Baka kulong lang ako mula sa lunas
Sa tinatawag mo na pag-ibig

[@delusionist8894]

Shit a comment just reminded me I needed to take my vitamins

[@amgdeg4897]

I know I am very late so no one will probably see this but at the time f writing this comment I am very sick and those subtitles are the only thing that made me feel better in the entire day
E

[@marcury4137]

Hope u had a smooth recovery 😊

[@ps2catgirl]

this hits different after almost overdosing

[@-Solidwater]

I hope you're doing well!

[@ps2catgirl]

@@-Solidwater i lived and had to be kept away from the medicine cabinet, but im recovering ^^

[@PumpkinHead]

i love this so much omg

[@beanlbeans651]

Hi pumpkin head :)

[@hidarii7630]

*When you wanna make an animatic using this song but you don't have the motivation to do it*

[@aihakujou]

YOU WENT ALL OUT IN THIS PV ITS SO GOOD THANKK YOU FOR THE FEAST

[@kieran7780]

Holy DaMn! I haven't listened to Vocaloid in forever, so I decided to introduce it to a friend, and using this song, they were hooked, they also commented on how fluent the animation was mhmm crispy.

[@vloggerbonakid6178]

I avoided this song for a bit,but now that i watched it for the first time,I love the bop of this Swing music! Great work!!

[@saturnhaswings3617]

WHY DOESN'T THIS HAVE WAY MORE VIEWS??? Honestly I like this even better than GHOST.

[@heartfunk2429]

*Spins around*

[@heartfunk2429]

* especially since I nearly overdosed not a week ago *

[@loststolenorstrayed]

HeartFelt yikes fam. sending support

[@heartfunk2429]

@@loststolenorstrayed Sending support right baccy >:D

[@vigilabo3007]

Now I just imagine a low poly gon peter griffin spinning around in the void as this song plays

[@heartfunk2429]

@@vigilabo3007 WHY DID I NOT SEE THIS

[@LuaDotExe]

Beep boop

[@ponkansoup]

Bbebopop???

[@LuaDotExe]

Beep bop

[@wintercoal3008]

beep boop she's a soup

[@adri7684]

THE MIXING...THE SOUND...THE ART...THE LYRICS...THE VIDEO EDITING...EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS SO GOOD

[@Snowstriken]

This hits differently after sorrowless remorse

[@westerndisturbance7227]

this is phenomenal! it's clear how much effort went into the pv, and it's some of the clearest tuning of flower i've ever seen in english tbh.

[@ictyicty]

2 seconds in and I love it, why is this underrated wtf-

[@ameladaptivedaydreamer949]

Ok this is AMAZING #-# Gosh I'm already into this story and the characters,and vFlower's voice #-# goodness me #-# it's beautiful,you did an amazing job,keep going like that cause you're really talented,thank you for all the hard work and time you put into this ;3

[@LoveRockin]

Omg omg!! This is so incredible!! To the music, tunning, and the visuals and well everything tbh!! You did such a good job on this aaaa! Its really unique and so cool omg I cant wait to see more from you! :3

[@GRENNZ-DA-GAY]

Automatically a vocaloid classic

[@utaubread]

Tasty beets

[@orchididol]

this is straight up the funkiest song ever, i love the melody n instrumentals theyre all so... like all of the colours and them switching is exactly how the instruments sound if that makes sense! it's funky! there's no other word for it! it's upbeat but not too lively, and the art brings everything together which by the way it's REALLY good your clothing folds/physics are so good and i have no idea how you make pixel lineart work *that* well. this is just so cool and im excited to hear more of ur music

[@shiraishichan3944]

This song is beautiful!!!! I'm looking forward t every single chapter after this!

[@ponkansoup]

thank you ヽ(｀・ω・´)ゝ

[@quantasea8509]

Subtitles: awawawawawawa
Me: Dasu?

[@isemm.s]

The lyrics are so well put together 🤩

[@thebriansystem8599]

as a system previously diagnosed with schizophrenia and being medicated to the point we could barely speak, mood.

[@GRENNZ-DA-GAY]

OH MY GOD THATS FUCKED UP!
ARE YOU OK???

[@nezukoweeb1328]

Are you doing better now?

[@beaniesintheclouds]

Big, big mood (I, like the other replies, hope things are going alright. However, I think this was meant as a sort of joke? Which, felt that)
Nothing like mistreatment by people supposed to help, I sadly also have personal experience in that field 🤠

[@milipika]

yet another banger thank you soop

[@hexiidecimal8261]

I'm such a sucker for swing style songs like this oml this is so CATCHY I LOVE IT

[@KrazyKitty]

SOUP, PUT THIS ON SPOTIFY RIGHT NOW! I LOVE THIS SO MUCH AND ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY THAT ITS NOT ON SPOTIFY!

[@Lizaaaaaa]

Ok I listened to it

[@secrethouse3215]

This popped up on my recs and I've been listening to it on loop ever since😍

[@irenelincoln1481]

This song is awsome

[@GRENNZ-DA-GAY]

1:24 hmmmmm, this reminds me of something…

[@theorangedinosaur4098]

I can tell this is a bop from the beginning

[@rachelnelson3765]

oh! it's a bop
you need more subssssss

[@EvacuationSight]

This was absolutely amazing! I'm glad I was there for the premiere.

[@berylanisoptera6727]

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS SONG!!!! Its such a bop!

[@takaokatoshiya]

It's funky and neat, lonely and weary, dramatic pop song.

[@centi4709]

This song hits harder now that I've experienced overdose lol. Lovely song even though I'm like a year late.

[@undyla-chan1675]

This is literally so underrated

[@user-jc7hs1wd1d]

English flower kinda sounds bri'ish 🇬🇧

[@-SteampunkTraveler-]

lollll

[@particularly-eyed-individual]

oh god how many times have i listened to this song

[@kagaminerinnoorenji]

this should be on spotify its that good :(

[@tinywhineygrimeylad4445]

THIS IS THE BEST THIBG YOU'VE IMPROVED SO MUCH I LOVE THIS

[@Error-bh3gg]

bro im begging you drop these songs on spotify there so good

[@valeriaroot]

this came out so amazing!!! the pv and the song itself are just *chefs kiss*

[@moduluscopper]

Thank you for making this song free to download, I have been using it as my alarm tone to remind me to take my medication, it has been a huge help! It is an amazing song

[@theonedude9876]

The fact this isn’t on Spotify is the reason I wake up on the wrong side of the bed

[@CrashIsHuge]

Okay but this popped up in my recommended right around the time I was having an identity crisis and it hit me so fucking hard. Now I'm in love with this song, so thank you Soup.

[@lakeswirl6985]

this music video is literally AMAZING im obsessed

[@awitt2001]

SOMEONE DO A VOCAL COVER OF THIS *NOW*

[@geodiamonds3187]

I know what you mean, I desperately want to make my own cover of this song but I don't have any good microphones, or any idea about how to make one :'(

[@tinyflyingdragons9432]

@@geodiamonds3187 p

[@secretjanus]

@@geodiamonds3187 p

[@pandora_8032]

i recently sorted out that i have adhd and MAN does the line "just say you're sick of the way how i work" hit. it's weird living in a world that wasn't built for your brain
small tangent aside, this is such a groovy song i love it! good job :D /gen

[@normalidiot7227]

nice captions

[@Mewkityy]

Me: *opens video*
Captions: E

[@theorangedinosaur4098]

Happy birthday to this song

[@lungleafinthefifteenthocta6804]

The synthesizer chorus really is a bop

[@durante-no10]

the pv make me go chefs kiss mwa!!!! thank u soup for bringing this song into my life

[@irl_Five]

If Hyperdonita and Appetite of a People Pleaser had a child-

[@idpunchanorphanforacatfemb9035]

God I love the talent within the vocaloid community. 😌
That is all, have a nice day.

[@jinxedfates]

im still com8ng back, it just HITS

[@ookamiko9500]

This feels like a sequel to "Appetite of a People Pleaser" from Ghost-P. Good job!

[@Duca.]

Such a shame this is not on Spotify
I love this song

[@meow-sv7rc]

This song is so damn GOOD. soup, I’m literally in love with you

[@matsuu65]

this resonated w me so hard when I was in the throes of an ed

[@ghostietoastie]

this is such a bop!! i love it!!!

[@aaaa-tb6ql]

Absolutely wonderfully melody (the world needs more of it), lyrics are grans, and the PV is a neon bomb!

[@mono4946]

Big Bitter choko decoration vibes in the pv i lov it