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Midazolam / vflower
❖ Midazolam ❖
◈ music/movie - ponkansoup
twt ⇒ citrus_soup
▼ links + download ▼
■off vocal/mp3/lyrics
⇒ drive.google.com/drive/folders/1fheI0oRWHxbKYARzAnZqnPoWFQxK2lvG?usp=sharing
■vocal midi
⇒ drive.google.com/file/d/1_dUf3oeHAxG1B46RseCEgFOnlQZ7xv2z/view?usp=sharing
Midazolam is an amnesia inducing drug, usually administered before surgeries. It is also used as a lethal injection in death penalties.
Now there are two things to know in this song:
1. The "New Human Project" is a concept of rebirth whereas the memories of a person is replicated and transferred to another. It focuses more on preservation of memories rather than a complete reincarnation as consciousness differ from both persons. The subject is aware their memories are not their own.
There are different methods of memory transferal, most of which include memory-based Cell Anomalies. Those made to receive the memories of another are often young so they can inherit skills. Once they reach into adulthood, they will continue the works of their teachers/predecessors. The project itself is incomplete and stalled after an important cell anomaly was destroyed.
2. Whiskey's ability to disable memories isn't limited to being used on others.
◈ music/movie - ponkansoup
twt ⇒ citrus_soup
▼ links + download ▼
■off vocal/mp3/lyrics
⇒ drive.google.com/drive/folders/1fheI0oRWHxbKYARzAnZqnPoWFQxK2lvG?usp=sharing
■vocal midi
⇒ drive.google.com/file/d/1_dUf3oeHAxG1B46RseCEgFOnlQZ7xv2z/view?usp=sharing
Midazolam is an amnesia inducing drug, usually administered before surgeries. It is also used as a lethal injection in death penalties.
Now there are two things to know in this song:
1. The "New Human Project" is a concept of rebirth whereas the memories of a person is replicated and transferred to another. It focuses more on preservation of memories rather than a complete reincarnation as consciousness differ from both persons. The subject is aware their memories are not their own.
There are different methods of memory transferal, most of which include memory-based Cell Anomalies. Those made to receive the memories of another are often young so they can inherit skills. Once they reach into adulthood, they will continue the works of their teachers/predecessors. The project itself is incomplete and stalled after an important cell anomaly was destroyed.
2. Whiskey's ability to disable memories isn't limited to being used on others.
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DAHILAN / vflower
zhlédnutí 71KPřed 3 lety
Excuses ❖ ◈ music/movie - ponkansoup twt ⇒ citrus_soup "Sa kahit anong gawin mo, lahat at lahat ay mawawala din sa'yo" /Rosaire (Four) is part of the Anhedonia Series, but this song has no correlation to the main story of Five to None/ ▼ links download ▼ ■off vocal/mp3/lyrics ⇒ drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Ac5eEwIGLthlF6U6dCrr8TM8C0fr237Y?usp=sharing ■vocal midi ⇒ drive.google.c...
Sorrowless Remorse / KYO
zhlédnutí 98KPřed 3 lety
Chapter 3 ❖ ◈ music/lyric/illust/animation/movie - ponkansoup There’s something much deeper going on than what we initially thought. ◈ Story & Character Forms ▶ five-to-none.uwu.ai - links - downloads ▶ drive.google.com/drive/folders/14kay0F9PGADtE6EcugNO2s4l79ED8Z5V?usp=sharing bandcamp ▶ TBA twitter ▶ citrus_soup #VOCALOID #kyo
Sinabi Mo / ft. vflower
zhlédnutí 57KPřed 3 lety
I upload on impulse, yes I do! ❖ ◈ music/movie/vocals - ponkansoup yes i sing! yes! this is also made in like 2 days! major project is taking me 3 months, please be patient! inst ▶ drive.google.com/file/d/1syHG43TKccK43GsBfKY4csXkN4GFcWlR/view?usp=sharing - lyrics - take apart what's left of me without consensus of the free i grind my teeth in courtesy the stillness often tend to flee the mock...
autobiography / vflower
zhlédnutí 51KPřed 3 lety
Optimistic Nihilism ❖ ◈ music/lyric/illust/movie - ponkansoup me everytime i stay up late and pass out at 9 in the morning. - links - bandcamp ▶ ponkansoup.bandcamp.com/track/autobiography mp3 ▶ drive.google.com/file/d/1sycyd7XLLh1urZFG_3DujwmtSB_h7kzN/view?usp=drivesdk off vocals ▶ drive.google.com/file/d/1sdA96ULCoX9Loj4guNXE5K_nsKFSGB0v/view?usp=drivesdk lyrics ▶docs.google.com/document/d/1...
Price of Hate / GUMI
zhlédnutí 146KPřed 3 lety
Chapter 2 ❖ ◈ music/lyric/illust/animation/movie - ponkansoup "Don't lose your sights on what's right. This is Milke, signing out." ◈ Story & Character Forms ▶ five-to-none.uwu.ai/ - links - downloads ▶ drive.google.com/drive/folders/1j3-F9f7Y1q7Iphly_lIj2T7aWFszRtwd?usp=sharing bandcamp ▶ ponkansoup.bandcamp.com/album/price-of-hate twitter ▶ citrus_soup
Spectre / GUMI ft. YUU
zhlédnutí 83KPřed 4 lety
wow i really am kars' wife ❖ ◈ music/lyric/illust/movie - ponkansoup (pls stop saying that my self insert looks like nancy elsner, it makes me sad :(( ) this was for jjbaselfshipweek2020 on twitter because i love Kars a lot and i got project zola i guess you can say this is like a sequel to Honey Blue i did this pv in a day i deserve to be cringe on main hate will not be tolerated and will be ...
leopard / vflower
zhlédnutí 228KPřed 4 lety
Tequila/Twelve ❖ ◈ music/lyric/illust/movie - ponkansoup Her name is Tequila/Lady Leopard. The 12th Assassin/Mercenary out of 13. (PLEASE IGNORE SOME OF THE MISSPELLED/MISPRONOUNCED WORDS I WILL CRY;;) - links - downloads ▶ drive.google.com/drive/folders/1boPglF8VDAeXFe1FKUSgBk2DwLDachVD?usp=sharing bandcamp ▶ TBA twitter ▶ citrus_soup
Honey Blue / GUMI
zhlédnutí 85KPřed 4 lety
well who would have known ❖ ◈ music/lyric/illust/movie - ponkansoup yes, this is lowkey about selfshipping as coping mechanism, go away - links - downloads ▶ drive.google.com/folderview?id=10-oxUd1PdcSncJAXFl7UeHCx0d8xU3Rh bandcamp ▶ TBA twitter ▶ citrus_soup
over ✖ dosage / vflower
zhlédnutí 431KPřed 4 lety
Chapter 1 ❖ ◈ music/lyric/illust/movie - ponkansoup I'm proud to tell you that this is chapter 1 for the murder mystery/crime series I am working on don't do drugs and especially don't gaslight your people and give them drugs. ◈ Story ▶ five-to-none.uwu.ai/ - links - bandcamp ▶ponkansoup.bandcamp.com/album/over-dosage downloads ▶ drive.google.com/open?id=1FrKq_YEp_K0VL2_KhQPkSDm7n5KG5Xr4 twitt...
For The Buried Ones / tone rion
zhlédnutí 35KPřed 4 lety
Forever Alive ❖ ◈ music/lyric/illust/movie/extra vocals - ponkansoup This song is about how you'll still be conscious even if your body is dead. - links - Old ▶ czcams.com/video/7BqmdBdbXqE/video.html downloads ▶drive.google.com/open?id=1aUifXpl5uNq956FUWDNgU4uQlYOA2Mst bandcamp ▶ twitter ▶ citrus_soup
【REMIX】 hypnotic / vflower
zhlédnutí 61KPřed 4 lety
look into my eyes, so beautifully hypnotic ❖ ◈ illust/movie/remix - ponkansoup ◈ lyrics/music - QueenPb queen pb mwaa - links - original ▶ czcams.com/video/rQsTc6jjf3M/video.html QueenPb's channel ▶ czcams.com/channels/OMMdkfchVyCTEfu9knmxxg.html download ▶ drive.google.com/open?id=1GFHSynqoaRSuNdfInOlCaetp39_RsncM twitter ▶ citrus_soup discord server ▶ discord.gg/aD3zsrr
dance of endeavors / vflower
zhlédnutí 143KPřed 4 lety
Prologue ❖ ◈ music/lyric/illust/movie - ponkansoup "Why did you come back?" ◈ Story & Character Forms ▶ five-to-none.uwu.ai/ - links - bandcamp (better mix) ▶ ponkansoup.bandcamp.com/album/dance-of-endeavors downloads ▶ drive.google.com/open?id=1yJxCBgFhjFgVGH0GS88PfovoiR4Dtkki twitter ▶ citrus_soup
speak on the inside / GUMI
zhlédnutí 72KPřed 4 lety
Why We Don't Deserve Our Demons - Track 4 ❖ ◈ music/lyric/illust/movie - ponkansoup The world is ending because of our mistakes, and the youth is doing their best to fix our predecessors' mistakes and calling them out. - - - - - - - - - - - - downloads ▶ MP3 ▶ drive.google.com/open?id=1M86N8FWkS69FT53iI0ae9as03iyqnggA INST ▶ drive.google.com/open?id=1uvM9xNuZVFO8HJNwL7oyf6cVRNTSCSkl VSQX ▶ dri...
this is so underrated oml i am literally blasting it at 1 am(it is 1 am in my country)
Been watching this since it released and I SWEAR this needs more recognition
I am BEGGING you to put this on spotify
STOP IT TOOK ME THREE YEARS TO REALIZE THAT THIS IS YOU NOT FLOWER
what the... the movie and music is all done by you?!
I have no clue if anyone will see this, but I know the story! There’s a LOT more, but this is the story for specifically Sorrowless Remorse (there may be some minor mistakes, as I am writing this off of memory). Tequila/Twelve, the leopard lady, was kidnapped by the Crimson Red Flamingos, which are a rival of Black Rainbow. Black Rainbow is the agency that Milke, Whiskey, Tequila and a good couple others work for. Milke is shot by Merlot while on a mission she took from Herloise/Thirteen, the woman who gets into a fight with Whiskey. Heroise and Whiskey try to rush to where Milke is before she gets shot, but it ends up being too late, so Whiskey and Agent 6 (I don’t know his name) perform a surgery on Milke to bring her back to life without her soul. After Milke’s death, Whiskey decides to take things into his own hands and goes in secret to make a deal with the Crimson Red Flamingos, in order to get Twelve back. At this point in time nobody knows who killed Milke, but during their meeting Whiskey pretty much accuses her of it. He also gives the Don of the mob information on one of their partners that’re likely to betray them. Twelve is given to Whiskey, who wipes Twelve’s memory (Whiskey has a cell anomaly which allows him to do so). The problem is, when they get back into the agency, Twelve is able to remember everything, and tells Thirteen about the deal Whiskey made with the mafia. Whiskey is beaten up by Thirteen and told that if he doesn’t undo what he’s done, accusing Merlot without proof, then Whiskey will get the electric chair. He only has a day to do so. Whiskey is left with no real options. He was told by Bacardi, one of the people in the mafia, that if he saw him again, he would kill Whiskey. Whiskey can’t run away, because he’ll be tracked down. His only option is to accept his fate with the electric chair. Whiskey goes to where he and Merlot would stay, and is surprised to see Merlot there, as she hadnt been seen for two months. It turns out that Merlot had come back to get leftover pills, because she realized how destructive she can be without them. She thinks she’s only sick and the pills will help, but Whiskey explains how it’s in her genetics. Whiskey also tells Merlot his situation with the chair and she expresses her remorse. She ends up giving him a file. One I believe is titled “Project Absinthe”. Whiskey ends up having Merot leave and he spends his last day alive reading the file and smoking one of Milke’s cigarettes. Whiskey is executed the next day via electric chair while holding Milke’s dog tags (I find that kinda sad, since Milke was pretty much Whiskey’s only ever friend). The file he read is passed around. I have no clue what’s in it, but that will probably be elaborated on in the future.
Spotify when?
Man I love this song so much
I love the creative use of both letter systems in the video text! 1:15 especially.
i thought the alphabet was japanese 💀(its actually baybayin, a writing system for tagalog)
I honestly dont know who these characters are but they are cute as Fuck together. I ship them a lot - they're REALLY CUTE together
So I said this with my personal acc BUT i will say again - LANGUAGE DIVERSITY IN VOCALOID!!!! its so fuckin important holy SHIT ALSO USE OF BAYBAYIN. THATS SO COOL
Dude this song gives me so MUCH comfort dude holy shit
Bro we NEED more tagalog and general diversity in the international music scene (doesn't need to be vocaloid necessarily) and you got MAD talent dude :')
The fact this isn’t on Spotify is the reason I wake up on the wrong side of the bed
how come I appreciate this song even more now that I came back.
What I would give for this to be in Spotify pls I wanna stream it
ibloce thos sonf
i like soup
I think the only times I’ve heard the word “obsequious” used has been in vocaloid songs (^.^)
I still listen to this banger. I now know what I’m gonna dress up at for Halloween
how is leopards in fb music and not honey blue (my pfp is inspired by this song and today's the anniversary of when I did it ;-;)
I remember the day this came out years ago. I was having a really emotional and stressful day and I remember seeing this song had just been uploaded. I was still coming to terms with my depression and realizing I also had adhd. You'd think this song wouldn't be all that comforting, but it made me feel a lot better. Messed up topics in songs just have a cathartic feeling for me. But yeah. Thank you ponkansoup for making my day better all those years ago, and giving us so many bangers.
Absolutely love this banger!!!! ✨💫⭐️🌟
I miss ur music, I love the stories that you share with your music.
as far as I’m aware, there’s like four songs soup has in the making!! soup has a lot of the music done, but is taking a while on the music videos because theres other projects and stuff they’ve been apart of
i’m begging for this to be put on spotify 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
He kinda looks like a very muscular cowboy version of JJ from cocomelon
i think seeing someone say “JJ from cocomelon” as if he were just a regular character to reference. just a normal blorbo from your shows. i don’t think i’ll ever recover from this comment
HOW THE HECK IS THIS SO AMAZING the art the story and just the part where she gets shot and like the falling scene is amazing and the song is 10/10
coming back to this 3 years later and I realized this is fuckin kars
なんとも言えないメロディーが大好き!😀😄
BEGGING ON MY HANDS AND KNEES for this and Price of Hate to be put on spotify, this scratches my brain SO WELL If this has already been brought up before I apologize
i became a selfshipper and man this goes way harder now
when she dances on my endeavors
she dance on my endeavors til i. vflower
I Love this song
this resonated w me so hard when I was in the throes of an ed
Really cool song! <3
was the vsqx deleted?
daymn milke’s hot
this is hugely underrated tbh
Wrote the lyrics in Brazilian Portuguese cause why not :3 [ Chorus ] Desmontar o que sobrou me mim Sem consentimento do livre Eu cerro os dentes em cortesia A quietude muitas vezes tende a libertar A demonio veste a pele do anjo As sirenes tocaram um din sem fim Entre nós é o nosso tipo falido. [ filler (?) ] Você falou, você falou, nada nunca se errou Descartou o amor, nem se retornou. E na doçura dos nossos sentimentos A corda preta, se juntou ao pescoço. [Pause then filler] Não se esqueça, do machucado avermelhado. "Você não sabe- outros podem a/o vêem?" Não pesse sobre isso, quando eles jogam insultos em tu. Você esta tão constrangido das suas feridas, você chora sozinho/a Se acalme, não chore mais. E apenas começe a pretender Não mostre, e sera aceitado. Se esconda atras da afeção virtuosa Para que eles possam ver- as camadas enlargam e você esqueceu- quem Você deveria ser. [ Chorus ] Desmontar o que sobrou me mim Sem consentimento do livre Eu cerro os dentes em cortesia A quietude muitas vezes tende a libertar Um branco zombando, se pecado brutalizado A demonio veste a pele do anjo As sirenes tocaram um din sem fim Entre nós é o nosso tipo falido. Você falou, você falou, nada nunca se errou Descartou o amor, nem se retornou. E na doçura dos nossos sentimentos A corda preta, se juntou ao pescoço. I tried to make it rhyme at least a lil 💀
THANK YOU!!!!! I love seeing people write lyric translations to their languages. This is amazing!!
@@hotpinklightpinkwhiteorangered np!!!! ^^
100000/100 underrated. Wtf, you need to be more popular HOLY CRAP ❤❤❤
i'm not sure if this was intentional or if i'm just reading too much into this but i really like that in price of hate there's a lyric that says "mirrors that speak to me, they hold a secret message" and in this one it's "mirrors crack, we're nothing but an ammo"
The tuning is phenomenal! Jaw-dropping!! Amazing!!! I can feel the emotions dripping from the satisfyingly crunchy vocals. This should definitely get more views!!!!!!!
soup x kars is my new comfort ship
What is the name of this whole vibe?