broken

i hope somebody out there who needs to see this sees it.
song: broken by Sydra Joy
I own this song
broken by Sydra Joy
[lyrics]
I’m sorry
I’m sorry that I feel things harder than you
I’m messed up because of all that I’ve been through
and I know that I take all my pain out on you
but I don’t want to
I’m trying
but I don’t know if I can try any longer
because I’m tired of finding the wrong answer
I see myself in you
but I don’t want to
I’m alone now
I’ve been alone for a very long time
I feel defenceless as I watch my life pass me by
and I’m screaming
but I’m the only one who can hear me say
I’m broken
I’m broken inside
I’m dying
At least that’s what it feels like when I realize I haven’t smiled for real since twenty-one-nine (2019)
and I get so stuck in my head
sometimes I wonder why I haven’t left yet
and sometimes I wonder why I could even think those things
while I’m lying in bed
I’m alone now
I’ve been alone for a very long time
I feel useless as I watch my life pass me by
and I’m screaming
but I’m the only one who can hear me say
I’m broken
I’m broken inside
Nights get darker
I get colder
I ask more and more
what am I living for?
Light is getting farther
everyone gets older
but their still living their lives
and I’m not living my life
I’m alone now
I try to open up about all of my personal problems
and you just shut me out
saying that I’m lying, I’m lying
and then you wonder why whenever you ask I say “I’m fine”
but I’m not fine
I’m broken
instagram: sydragioia
#music #songwriter #sydrajoy #song #artist
p.s. i filmed n posted this from lyla’s phone shoutout to her

[@pp2738]

Realy beautiful song.

[@erdembulut7845]

beatiful

[@VvDrip]

syd you so fye, 🤪😍

[@qyoh1]

nice

[@barchtic]

Nice song. Keep doing what you love!

[@sydragioia]

❤❤❤

[@kjwjomplopie]

(beginner guitarist here)
you have a really beautiful singing voice. I also appreciate the sentiment of NOT changing the lyrics, ive been interested in writing myself lately, but i havent jumped into it since im afraid to come off immature. The lyrics are def a bit rough around the edges but considering it came from a 14 year old, its not that bad

[@kjwjomplopie]

@@pedrodelaluna4326 thanks, im going to. Even if you suck at first youve gotta start somewhere.

[@sydragioia]

thank you so so much ❤ and you should definitely write songs! you never know how much they could help someone

[@dorothyharris1256]

I really loved this song Sydra. I know it can be hard or weird to express feelings like these but hearing them can help so many people validate their own emotions so thank you. Your lyrics are just beautiful and how you sing them portray the emotions behind them perfectly.

[@sydragioia]

oh my gosh!! thank you so so so much dot ❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭 your support means everything and i seriously look up to you so much

[@spidey5621]

nice voice, hi from brazil

[@sydragioia]

❤❤❤ thank you!