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Finding Peace: Comfort for Suicide Attempt [TW] [F4A] [Suicide Attempt Comfort ASMR] ASMR Roleplay
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- čas přidán 14. 08. 2024
- 🕯Disclaimer🕯 This audio deals with heavier topics including suicidal ideation. Please don’t listen if it will trigger you, and please reach out to someone if you need help.
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I’m not going to write a story about this one. I don’t have to. This one isn’t fiction. It’s real to me. This is what I needed to hear when I got home from the hospital.
I thought I’d share it with you.
I think this is the best audio I’ve ever made. I’m not playing a character. I’m being myself, speaking from where I am now to that scared kid in the hospital. And to you.
This is for you. You know your story. You know everything that led you here. We don’t have to talk about it. Just let me hold you for a while.
It gets better. Help is out there. I am here.
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Hey comment people, seeking out a video for a comfort in a hard time is already an amazing step onto the way of caring for oneself. I’m really proud of you all :)
(thx for the audio)
Thank you for this comment!!
Ive been seeking out a video that could just make me cry. I cant. The only emotion i feel is a boiling rage and a crippling feeling that im a fucking failure. Have a nice night
Some of them didn't want to know. Some of them were too damn scared to even consider asking...
This touched me in several ways. The main reason I haven't killed myself yet is because I made a promise to one of my best friends that no matter how bad things got, I'd keep going. Thank you
Thank you 💕 I'm so glad you're still here and you have a friend who cares about you.
@@arestingplace thank you, me too
Thank you so much, its very comforting to hear this from someone else who understands
Thank you for the kind comment 💕
I needed to hear that today.
Thank you.
It's been just over 5 years, didn't get hospitalised but I ended up asleep for 3 days and in bed for weeks. I get ill a lot and I just said it was worse that time. Still haven't told the truth to anyone other than my therapist.
I'm doing a lot better now and I've moved forward a lot, but the thoughts still come back often, these kinds of videos are very cathartic and help push them back, so thank you.
I'm happy you're in a better place now.
Big internet hug.
Keep fighting on my guy!
I'm so glad you're still here 💕 Big hugs for you as well!
I dont want to keep trying my hardest for people who only call me lazy and never see me trying...
I understand. My discord dms are open if you need some support 💕
As much as I hate to admit it, I have recently reached a new unbelievable low, and scoured the internet for help. And ended up on the asmr side. And this is the only video I've found that I can truly enjoy. It feels like I can actually relate to the depicted character. Your voice is so relaxing asw, truly from the bottom of my heart, thank you. Youve very likely saved me from an attempt 💕
I'm glad you're still here 💕 If you need someone to talk to, my discord dms are always open!
This audio is really cool. I think it's amazing you do this kind of thing. I've been through a lot in my life and have had a hard time, especially after someone I knew was k1lled recently. I often blame myself and feel that I should suffer for it or should've taken his place. It really sucks when I'm numb and "don't care about anything." I often feel that I can't catch a break because it's just one negative event after another. It makes me not want to live anymore. I've had thoughts like that in the past, with many "attempts" as well. But to be honest, the worst part isn't the events themselves; it's how I handle (or don't) them. I almost never talk about it and usually isolate myself. Which is a very bad idea, I know😅. I do my best, but it's hard. So I appreciate this. Really. 🤍
I had way more to say, lol, but I decided not to make an entire essay.😂😅
If you'd like to write the essay in my discord dms, you're more than welcome to 💕 Thanks for the comment!
@@arestingplaceNo problem. And I think I'll take you up on that.
Hey Rest its Eliza! I just wanna say thank you because my brother has been... Struggleing to say the least and this made him feel a bit better
Hey! So glad I could help 💕 My discord dms are always open if you or he want to talk!
I have had about 2-3 points in my life where I was suicidal. The strange thing is that I was never actively suicidal, just passively. It seemed that no matter how bad things got or how hopeless/broken I felt, I just never ended up doing it. It might have been, that when in that state I just lacked the mental energy to do so. I am working/hoping to eventually not be depressed as it seems I have been depressed most of my life. This is one of the best suicidal asmr comfort videos I've seen. Your lived experience makes it very genuine and heartfelt. I very much appreciate this work and hope you're doing better now.
Thank you for the comment 💕 Wishing you all the best
Incredible audio as always rest I hope you are having a wonderful day
Thank you Spike! You as well!
Tonight was possibly the closest I have ever been to attempting. I felt worthless and like I wouldn’t be missed. The idea also felt very *close*. Like I could just grab my nighttime meds from my nightstand and go through with it. The thing that made me put down the bottle was the idea of my older brother or my baby sister sitting with their back against the door of my bedroom. Listening. Hoping and praying that by some miracle they would hear me in there. And suddenly I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t bear to look down into the bottle anymore and instead I put it down and allowed myself to full on sob into my pillow. That was a few hours ago and I feel a little better now. I have a therapy session next week and I have no idea if I’m going to talk about it. If I do, she’ll probably tell my mother. Maybe it’s for the best, but god that idea terrifies me.
Thank you for the video. It truly brought me some peace and comfort. 🫶
I'm glad you're still here and I'm sure your siblings are as well 💕 My discord dms are open if you ever need to talk friend!
@@arestingplacethank you, I appreciate it a lot.
The background music is so omoricore it reminds me of final duet lol
I'm too stupid to do it correctly. I am a failure, at life and everything. I wish I could be unconscious for the rest of eternity. Completely unaware.
Ah yes, the beloved dream of eternal sleep. I admit, very tempting option at times. Sometimes less, sometimes more. But - still got some reasons to stay awake I guess.
As for the "stupid" and "failure" - I beg to differ. See - You were able to create and maintain YT account. They don't teach this at school - You figured this out on Your own. Moreover, Your YT account has some content. Original one (in terms of lyrics and vocals), not copied from somewhere. I'm not much into rap but let me tell You, sound quality is excelent.
So - You are creative. You made Your own lyrics, vocals and chose good music for them.
You can learn - You figured out how to record and put together something that doesn't sound like it was recorded with a potato and You actually put an effort to do it.
So it seems to me that You have fully functional, decent brain matter between Your ears. Unfortunately, rn it's playing tricks on You, making You feel like $hit. That happens but it doesn't make You less worthy, stupid or failure.
That's it, I'm giving you an internet hug 🤗
I Hope you are doing well!! ❤ great video !!
Thank you, you as well!
Hey, thank you for this
Thank you for the comment :)
Very good video touched my heart, thank you.
Thank you!
tried to end my life a few times in the last years, got really close aswell and for a few weeks after I felt a bit better and was glad to not have died. That didn't last long though and last year in november I had a drug overdose and barely survived, in the hospital I had a few seizures and they had to put me into a coma. That time after I woke up I wasn't happy that I didn't die, I just wanted this to finally stop, just staying alive because it would hurt others isnt great, just laying in bed day after day isnt living. This is a fucking stupid predicament.
My discord dms are always open if you want to talk 💕 I'm happy you're still here
Support you Rest 100% but I think I'll be skipping this one
I totally understand, thank you for your support!
Ty Rest
Ty rest
Thank you dear
𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒 ❤
Anyway I am going anyway
Please stay
Ty Rest
Ty Rest
Ty Rest