Hayd - Closure (Official Lyric Video)

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  • čas přidán 30. 03. 2021
  • IMPORTANT: I'm going on tour in Vietnam and China in a few weeks (September/October 2023) to play my first ever Headline Shows and Festivals!
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    Stream Closure: hayd.lnk.to/Closure
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    Video edited by the amazing:
    @madebyarnold
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    Lyrics:
    Did we both fall in love
    Before we were ready?
    Or did we both give up
    Before we were steady?
    I don't know, I don't know, all I know
    Is that now I'm alone
    Were we both too scared?
    Or were we well-prepared?
    For the future and all
    The mistakes that it bears
    I don't know, I don't know, all I know
    Is that now I'm alone
    Yeah, these are questions in my head
    Answers I won't get
    Thoughts I never said
    That I kinda wish I did
    I guess sometimes you find the one
    But the timing's off
    The place is wrong
    Maybe we would be closer
    If we were a couple years older
    I guess sometimes you fall in love
    Then one day feels like you wake up
    And everything's over
    Without any closure
    Did we both think that this
    Was the best that we found?
    Or were we too afraid
    To have no one around?
    I don't know, I don't know, all I know
    Is that now I'm alone
    Did we hope on a star
    A bit too far?
    Was the distance between
    Too great for our hearts?
    I don't know, I don't know, all I know
    Is that now I'm alone
    Yeah, these are questions in my head
    Answers I won't get
    Thoughts I never said
    That I kinda wish I did
    I guess sometimes you find the one
    But the timing's off
    The place is wrong
    Maybe we would be closer
    If we were a couple years older
    I guess sometimes you fall in love
    Then one day feels like you wake up
    And everything's over
    Without any closure
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Komentáře • 2,8K

  • @hayd
    @hayd  Před 3 lety +6090

    follow me on instagram @haydmusic pretty please🥺❤️

  • @hayd
    @hayd  Před 3 lety +16039

    fun fact: the lyrics are my actual handwriting :)

    • @dangiray531
      @dangiray531 Před 3 lety +497

      God give people talent and that day i fell asleep 😭💔

    • @Lyouxx
      @Lyouxx Před 3 lety +126

      Ok it’s amazing

    • @goldiethepuppy7493
      @goldiethepuppy7493 Před 3 lety +196

      Wow ur handwriting looks awesome

    • @paulg.6413
      @paulg.6413 Před 3 lety +70

      Bruh thankyou for releasing the song, desperately needed it🤞 keep up the good work! And stay safe! God bless 🙌

    • @thisisme5212
      @thisisme5212 Před 3 lety +28

      wooow this is so cool

  • @tamiaespn
    @tamiaespn Před 3 lety +2002

    i want him to be so popular but i also want him to be my little secret. 🥺

  • @miacastillo4289
    @miacastillo4289 Před 2 lety +1310

    This is my best friends favorite song. She passed a way 5 months ago due to lung cancer and I played this song in her funeral because she had asked me to do so one week before. When I feel alone I listen to this song In my room and I live the thought of having a piece of her close to me

    • @angief8118
      @angief8118 Před 2 lety +38

      I’m sorry, I hope you are okay ❤️

    • @Mystory20s
      @Mystory20s Před 2 lety +27

      I hope everything will be fine❤️

    • @sandeecandles
      @sandeecandles Před 2 lety +25

      Let her soul rest in peace..Hope everything is going fine..stay strong buddy

    • @sadiaroze2443
      @sadiaroze2443 Před 2 lety +12

      Hey, I hope you're doing well. 🤍

    • @fabulouslwolf4565
      @fabulouslwolf4565 Před 2 lety +11

      i’m so sorry for ur loss, its so beautiful how this song connects you two even when you think nothing could🤍🤍

  • @scaboom1234
    @scaboom1234 Před rokem +262

    "Maybe we would be closer, If we were a couple years older"
    Damn, I felt that. When something ends before they start, it cuts deep into your soul.

  • @_chntll
    @_chntll Před 3 lety +2567

    this song gave me *"right person, wrong time"* vibes

    • @lovinglife8966
      @lovinglife8966 Před 3 lety +19

      Then if you like it go for flowers from 1987

    • @_chntll
      @_chntll Před 3 lety +46

      @syahir johan yes they came to your life to teach you a lesson that you didnt know you needed. but what i meant by "right person, wrong time" is that both of you were right for eachother/meant for eachother or you both are soulmates, but the timing you both had was wrong. its almost like "I hope we meet again when were both doing good and better and maybe then we’ll both love eachother again"

    • @cactusflower0_0
      @cactusflower0_0 Před 2 lety +6

      for me this song gives me "no such person,anytime song" vibes..T_T

    • @meowmeowkitten6517
      @meowmeowkitten6517 Před 2 lety +1

      Yo is that baal i see ?

    • @_chntll
      @_chntll Před 2 lety

      @@meowmeowkitten6517 baal simp here :D

  • @blazefate3170
    @blazefate3170 Před 3 lety +934

    The worst thing about this song is that it ends...

  • @ieisha1976
    @ieisha1976 Před rokem +302

    i listened to this song before my relationship, feeling the vibe.
    i listened to this song after my relationship, feeling the pain.

    • @derge5353
      @derge5353 Před rokem

      Hasn't yet.

    • @desiaritra5370
      @desiaritra5370 Před rokem +1

      lol same

    • @immoderate4332
      @immoderate4332 Před rokem +1

      Perfectly related

    • @welcomebackxen2643
      @welcomebackxen2643 Před rokem +3

      Just happened to me, 10 months and it’s over now, I don’t know what to do with my life and it’s been so fucking hard. I’ll get over it and I know I’ll find someone else better, but for now idk what to do while trying to get over it

    • @IzMyVideoz
      @IzMyVideoz Před 10 měsíci +2

      I'm listening after years of my breakup. Supposed to get married in end 2021.
      Now I'm all alone...

  • @laizamaeramos3505
    @laizamaeramos3505 Před 2 lety +293

    " And everything's over, without any closure. "
    Hits me! 💔

    • @sauceboispaghetti3676
      @sauceboispaghetti3676 Před 2 lety +2

      Feel youuuu

    • @randomblob8996
      @randomblob8996 Před 2 lety +2

      it doesn't just apply to romantic relationships. I feel this way about one of my closest friends, we don't talk anymore and I blame myself so much but there's nothing to be done anymore.

    • @christianprieto557
      @christianprieto557 Před 11 měsíci

      Almost 10 years of my life and she left me from out of nowhere.... Never got any closure still hurts and it's been 6 months

  • @rm.makes.me.smile_
    @rm.makes.me.smile_ Před 3 lety +3067

    This is one of those songs you didn’t plan on listening to but you clicked on it cause it looked interesting and then you ended up crying on the floor in your basement not realizing how much you really needed it. Just me? Ok I’ll be on my way

  • @rdlihnnugneaj7711
    @rdlihnnugneaj7711 Před 3 lety +793

    This song feels like that really sentimental heavy feeling in your chest that you don't know how to let go of. Man, Hayd is honestly such a great artist.

    • @PegasusPulseHub
      @PegasusPulseHub Před 3 lety +23

      I don't know why I'm still feeling this
      I'm confused

    • @hayd
      @hayd  Před 3 lety +61

      aw thank you :)

  • @daltonblaze926
    @daltonblaze926 Před 2 lety +329

    Getting Closure is something we all wish we got. But it’s so rarely ever given. This song captures that perfectly. Thank you for writing it.

    • @SienaCentola
      @SienaCentola Před rokem +3

      I totally agree, but I am not giving up on my closure not yet..

  • @Reaper6207
    @Reaper6207 Před 2 lety +45

    21 years ago, I met the person who i know would be my soul mate....
    Life however had other plans, her dad had to move out of state for jobs and we were still in grade school. We were young, but we knew something clicked and not like the other kids chasing flings.
    We were meant to be... but the timing was way off sadly. Fast forward 21 years and we've reconnected like we haven't missed a beat. If our timing won't match up, I at least can hope that she is happy, safe, and healthy. I just wished that the timing had worked out for us because we were happiest interacting with each other...
    Don't take your significant other for granted

  • @ChilledSad
    @ChilledSad Před 3 lety +1411

    🖤Its beautiful.

  • @oneofthemillionschosen1483
    @oneofthemillionschosen1483 Před 3 lety +1438

    just imagine if Anson Seabra and Hayd made a collab song that would be heaven.

  • @nix_1574
    @nix_1574 Před 2 lety +11

    I'm leaving this comment here so after a months or a year when someone like it, I get reminded of this song❤

  • @NONAMEO571
    @NONAMEO571 Před rokem +90

    Imagine how many people are lying in bed, crying, tired of being alone,I just wanted to tell you that everything is gonna be ok.
    Just don't give up!
    Love you all🖤

  • @akosipotpot906
    @akosipotpot906 Před 3 lety +297

    This song is relatable after someone u love suddenly cuts communications to you without any reason or disclaimer. :°)

  • @hao6344
    @hao6344 Před 3 lety +722

    The hardest part is that when you broke up and you have a plenty of questions on your mind but don't have a chance to receive the answer because you guys just separate without any closure 🙂

    • @jethro4396
      @jethro4396 Před 3 lety

      💔🖤

    • @Izz.youtbe
      @Izz.youtbe Před 3 lety +1

      can relate :) 💔💔

    • @esvinchesvinch2829
      @esvinchesvinch2829 Před 3 lety

      😭😭😭

    • @ShadowKnight5204
      @ShadowKnight5204 Před 2 lety +2

      The most accurate way to describe my current situation

    • @caramel9278
      @caramel9278 Před 2 lety +5

      exactly, all i can do is just send him this music and saying last "goodbye". poor for both of us, he's the right person but in a wrong time:')
      3 years ago and now I can't loving someone like i did before

  • @woah8788
    @woah8788 Před 2 lety +62

    I remember I fell for my best friend back in June, and I really and I mean I really really loved her. I thought she liked me too because of the way she would act towards me. She would give mixed signals and it gave me hope that one day we would be together. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her , get married irl , live a lovely life together and go through all the ups and downs . Then after a few months, I realized the only person who's been in love this whole time was just me. It hurts a lot even now. I'm trying to move on but no matter how much I try I can't seem to fully stop loving her.
    The truth is I don't know if she loves me since she friendzones me sometimes. I'm not sitting here and waiting for an answer, it's gonna hurt even more since I know the answer.
    Anyways sorry this was long I got sad

    • @swampcatanimations4137
      @swampcatanimations4137 Před 2 lety +3

      I feel you

    • @pilemonfavian
      @pilemonfavian Před 2 lety +3

      Hey, I feel u too... Be strong 🙏

    • @ebicheesex6707
      @ebicheesex6707 Před 2 lety +2

      you're alright :) thank you for sharing

    • @woah8788
      @woah8788 Před rokem +4

      @RipCurl Girl life's been hectic, I no longer like her and I'm glad I don't anymore. It worsened my mental health. I realized that sometimes you've just gotta let go of somthings no matter how painful the process may be. Because thats the only way for you to be truly happy. And believe me it hurt so much even hearing this song again stings me a bit
      I'm not exactly happy, but I'm happier and to me that's an amazing accomplishment. In short I've been better, thank you for asking💖how about you? Is life doing good lately?

    • @woah8788
      @woah8788 Před rokem +1

      @RipCurl Girl that's very true! Well then I hope for the best in your future and the best in life in general. Take good care and have a wonderful day! 💖just know that I really care abt you and that I'm very proud of yoy

  • @graciellens
    @graciellens Před 2 lety +43

    The lyrics hit my heart. When you fall in love with someone, but both of you are just too scared to tell each other. Even he/she loves you back, it doesn't work. You're still alone. Just wondering if we met at the right time, will that change?
    Thanks for this beautiful song ✨

  • @ShadowyCookies
    @ShadowyCookies Před 3 lety +406

    as a girl in a distant relationship...those lyrics hit differently

    • @hayd
      @hayd  Před 3 lety +54

      🥺❤️

    • @98nabilahlolipop
      @98nabilahlolipop Před 3 lety +12

      Stay strong. I know it's even harder with the pandemic and all. ❤️

    • @pasthellic
      @pasthellic Před 3 lety +5

      Awww! :(

    • @toot5272
      @toot5272 Před 2 lety +6

      Awe I hope yall will get to meet eachother irl soon :D

    • @fawwazahmed6607
      @fawwazahmed6607 Před 2 lety +5

      6 Years gone in seconds

  • @hayd
    @hayd  Před 3 lety +1077

    anyone hear the snippet of "changes" I hid in there? :)

    • @nioki2783
      @nioki2783 Před 3 lety +3

      ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ

    • @noturhoe4850
      @noturhoe4850 Před 3 lety +27

      YES YES YES. I BROKE AT THAT PART.

    • @sdyumang
      @sdyumang Před 3 lety +22

      Yass! I was like so confused to the point that I have to check my phone if it's playing changes on my other music players

    • @terilynbertrius2586
      @terilynbertrius2586 Před 3 lety +5

      such a beautiful song 🥺❤️

    • @desaio63
      @desaio63 Před 3 lety +2

      Yes

  • @devihandayanip968
    @devihandayanip968 Před 2 lety +217

    Did we both fall in love
    Before we were ready?
    Or did we both give up
    Before we were steady?
    I don't know, I don't know, all I know
    Is that now I'm alone
    Were we both too scared?
    Or were we well-prepared?
    For the future and all
    The mistakes that it bears
    I don't know, I don't know, all I know
    Is that now I'm alone
    Yeah, these are questions in my head
    Answers I won't get
    Thoughts I never said
    That I kinda wish I did
    I guess sometimes you find the one
    But the timing's off
    The place is wrong
    Maybe we would be closer
    If we were a couple years older
    I guess sometimes you fall in love
    Then one day feels like you wake up
    And everything's over
    Without any closure
    Did we both think that this
    Was the best that we found?
    Or were we too afraid
    To have no one around?
    I don't know, I don't know, all I know
    Is that now I'm alone
    Did we hope on a star
    A bit too far?
    Was the distance between
    Too great for our hearts?
    I don't know, I don't know, all I know
    Is that now I'm alone
    Yeah, these are questions in my head
    Answers I won't get
    Thoughts I never said
    That I kinda wish I did
    I guess sometimes you find the one
    But the timing's off
    The place is wrong
    Maybe we would be closer
    If we were a couple years older
    I guess sometimes you fall in love
    Then one day feels like you wake up
    And everything's over
    Without any closure

    • @rss8641
      @rss8641 Před 2 lety +11

      why are you posting lyrics on a fucking lyric video

    • @dettlaffvandereretein2751
      @dettlaffvandereretein2751 Před rokem +9

      @@rss8641 for those who just reading comms section during song

    • @jundialfarqizaini1866
      @jundialfarqizaini1866 Před rokem

      @@dettlaffvandereretein2751 sedikit lucu sih 😁

    • @clarawert6058
      @clarawert6058 Před rokem +1

      thank you so much, I appreciate this

    • @MiLa-xi6qj
      @MiLa-xi6qj Před rokem +3

      ​@@rss8641 The lyrics don't come up until after he starts saying them so you can't sing along unless you know the lyrics already

  • @charleskenjipascual137
    @charleskenjipascual137 Před rokem +53

    This song has one of the truest lyrics with the rawest of emotions packed in each line. The what ifs in life hits you hard, but this song hits you way harder.
    "I guess sometimes you find the one but the timing's off, the place is wrong. Maybe we would be closer if we were a couple years older"
    To all the people we loved but lost, see you someday maybe? If not, then thank you for the lessons and the memories

  • @Ellias_10
    @Ellias_10 Před 3 lety +357

    Can't wait for the world to discover this talent , this song should get 1M view in a day

  • @euphoric_um
    @euphoric_um Před 3 lety +623

    its crazy how we all listen to this song with different perspectives.

    • @emmasartandanimation2857
      @emmasartandanimation2857 Před 3 lety +7

      I know right

    • @calebbowling578
      @calebbowling578 Před 2 lety +15

      im in a happy healthy relationship with my girlfriend so idek why im listening to this

    • @flowergirl8833
      @flowergirl8833 Před 2 lety +4

      I know, I love it.

    • @randomblob8996
      @randomblob8996 Před 2 lety +8

      @@calebbowling578 you don't have to be in a broken relationship, it can be about a friend, family member etc. I've never had a lover but I see some parts of this song with one of my closest friends in mind, we don't speak anymore and it hurts.

    • @calebbowling578
      @calebbowling578 Před 2 lety +4

      @@randomblob8996 yeah, me and my girlfriend arent together anymore.

  • @sofianz1875
    @sofianz1875 Před 2 lety +21

    "I don't know, I don't know, all I know is that now I'm alone" I can truly feel it

  • @kitastroophe
    @kitastroophe Před 2 lety +11

    We fell out because of a lot of problems on both our sides. I understand him. I know how he feels, trying to survive each day with school and pressure and our relationship and all that creeping up on our backs. He’s carrying too much for a seventeen year old. So I let him leave. But I never got my closure. And now, I’m stuck in the dark, and I miss him and I still love him. So much.
    April 7, 2020 - September 10, 2021
    - Thank you, cloud. For loving me, for making me happy, for believing in me when I couldn’t believe in myself. I don’t know what’s happening on your side right now, but I hope you’re doing okay. I’m staying strong, just like you asked. And I’ll continue to stay strong.

  • @chandamusonda4624
    @chandamusonda4624 Před 3 lety +277

    This is what real music is, no fancy auto tune, CGI , meaningless lyrics......just heart, all heart.

    • @hayd
      @hayd  Před 3 lety +48

      aw thank you🥺❤️

    • @artffan5413
      @artffan5413 Před 3 lety +1

      CGI ??

    • @chandamusonda4624
      @chandamusonda4624 Před 3 lety +5

      @@artffan5413 fancy edits on the video. I meant to say his video is calming

    • @chandamusonda4624
      @chandamusonda4624 Před 3 lety +3

      @@artffan5413 even though it's w lyric video

  • @mrkno9407
    @mrkno9407 Před 3 lety +167

    this sounds like a conversation of my past and my current self.

  • @aloknight3656
    @aloknight3656 Před 2 lety +46

    This got me, youtube is really holding my hand and guiding me through a breakup with all these nice songs. Thank you for writing this, I love it.

    • @nicholasdemaio3827
      @nicholasdemaio3827 Před 4 měsíci

      Same here. Heard Anson somewhere and had to find his music. Been listening every day

  • @Sheyyy_ness
    @Sheyyy_ness Před rokem +44

    I don't know if you know this, but your voice alone is so comforting
    And this song; your voice, the lyrics, your tone, the soft background music everything together is just so soothing

  • @kaegara8716
    @kaegara8716 Před 3 lety +587

    This might be incredibly cheesy, but I really want to fall in love, find the love of my life but I’m afraid. I’m weak, I have low self esteem, super insecure. I feel like I’m not good enough for it. If they were to ever leave it’d hurt me way too much. I’m afraid, the line I need to cross is like an endless abyss.

    • @shadownocas3681
      @shadownocas3681 Před 3 lety +18

      I am so sorry to hear that sweetie.. if u ever find the love of your life and you are loved back then you won’t need to be afraid anymore.

    • @acnymbacnymb2178
      @acnymbacnymb2178 Před 3 lety +10

      This is exact what I'm going through but sadly I got my heart broken once and I'll never be able to believe again that I'm worthy enough of love,thatbI have beautiful things to offer that someone or anyone would be interested in me to bear with me.My last bit of self esteem was trampled by him

    • @whoopers5316
      @whoopers5316 Před 3 lety +18

      “It is better to have loved and lost than never loved at all.”

    • @yu-nf7uz
      @yu-nf7uz Před 3 lety +6

      same, im always the one was being neglected in all relationships, even friendships, so im so afraid when someone comes into my life and leaves, ill fall apart

    • @amruthavalli1260
      @amruthavalli1260 Před 3 lety +1

      Sameeee

  • @deloreanman14
    @deloreanman14 Před 3 lety +7

    I saw her today, totally unexpected. I saw this flash of beautiful blonde hair as she rushed in the door and for a fraction of a second, I didn't recognize her and I thought, "Wow...that is a beautiful woman." Then I realized who she was and that wound was ripped wide open again. She said nothing to me and I said nothing to her. When it fell apart, we said all there was to, some things we can't take back and many others I wish I'd never uttered. It's been over a year and she still crosses my mind at least once a day and while some days are easier than others, the way it ended hurts more than anything. I wish I could fix it but I know we'd wind up right back here and looking at it now, I honestly believe we met each other too soon. She's the perfect woman and I wish like hell she could see her the way I see her just once. I will forever cherish the time we spent together but I know that I will never find another like her.
    Take care of yourself, A. I loved you from the moment I first saw you, through our ups and our downs and even now, I only want what is best for you. I hope you find that somebody who makes you feel the way you made me feel.

  • @blatiolais38
    @blatiolais38 Před rokem +27

    Crazy how music can be interpreted so many different ways. I didn't get in a break up. My bestfriend killed himself. All I got was "love you" and now I'm alone 💔

    • @Red15.people
      @Red15.people Před rokem +2

      Really sorry my Guy

    • @abbyfaye
      @abbyfaye Před rokem +1

      I hope you are doing ok man. Just remember that it will get better I promise it just takes time and it’s ok to cry and to mourn. I’m rooting for you dude ❤️.

    • @blatiolais38
      @blatiolais38 Před rokem +1

      @@abbyfaye thank you. I really apreacite it from the bottom of my heart! ❤️

    • @blatiolais38
      @blatiolais38 Před rokem

      @@Red15.people thank you bro. ❤️ from Louisiana

    • @Red15.people
      @Red15.people Před rokem +1

      @@blatiolais38 Sending love from Namibia, Africa. I just want to say that i serve Jesus Christ and he has brought peace to me even during the hardest times of my life. I pray that the Gospel may open your heart to christ so that you may be comforted too. Stay safe.

  • @emilywalters9677
    @emilywalters9677 Před 3 lety +225

    i just had my heart broken and was searching for a song to find out if anyone knows how i’m feeling right now. and then i found this song. with every single line i burst into tears. it’s like i wrote the song myself it is so accurate to how i am feeling. i can not thank you enough for this ❤️

    • @alex-tk3lp
      @alex-tk3lp Před 2 lety +3

      i hope ur okay

    • @sadiaroze2443
      @sadiaroze2443 Před 2 lety +1

      Hey, how are you doing now? I hope you're well and healing from it.

  • @sylviavalte9089
    @sylviavalte9089 Před 3 lety +71

    protecc hayd at all costs. i love this song so much🥺❤️

    • @hayd
      @hayd  Před 3 lety +47

      now accepting applications to be my personal body guard

    • @hilaryjimenez1444
      @hilaryjimenez1444 Před 3 lety +8

      Where do I sign?

    • @dwammy353
      @dwammy353 Před 3 lety +3

      @@hayd no need, imma put u in my pocket and treasure u for the rest of my life :>

  • @elkapitanlasercatbutinspac8694

    The lyrics are very relatable to anyone who has felt they didn’t have closure. Anyone who is even thinking about closure and what that means would be feeling about the same way this song makes you feel by it’s sound. The instrumentals, vocals, lyrics, and vibe were all on point with “closure”. Well written and well put together 👍🏻

  • @aaronbrianchristianlapore8296

    I really admire your songs Hayd. Very timely and emotional.

  • @ria_058
    @ria_058 Před 3 lety +57

    i'm really shocked rn that there's a song that exactly express my feelings

  • @lastwordofficial
    @lastwordofficial Před 3 lety +393

    I recommended this song to my crush,
    Now she has crush on Hayd.
    just kidding, April fools day, Shit I am still alone.

  • @alexamoon1292
    @alexamoon1292 Před 2 lety +10

    genuinely can't relate, but this is one of the most beautiful songs i've ever heard. it touches my soul.

  • @tinas7213
    @tinas7213 Před 2 lety +6

    i swear these songs r my only source of actually understanding how being in love feels like... i'm officially ur fan now Hayd!

  • @sainandhebbar5694
    @sainandhebbar5694 Před 3 lety +41

    I play Hayd's playlist everytime I sit by a window seat while traveling:)
    It takes me somewhere , someplace
    Aesthetic:)

  • @alokagx315
    @alokagx315 Před 3 lety +75

    I was waiting for this for SOOOOO LONG....my life is Finallllllllly blessed ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

    • @hayd
      @hayd  Před 3 lety +20

      yessir

  • @Chloe-kb3xx
    @Chloe-kb3xx Před 2 lety +10

    I randomly saw this, now Im crying WHAT A MASTERPIECE!!!

  • @HoneyBeeMoonSweetAndSour
    @HoneyBeeMoonSweetAndSour Před 2 lety +12

    Found this song after 11 months. This song is so relatable with the way I'm having now. Thank you for the song. It's beautiful✨

  • @elliek04
    @elliek04 Před 3 lety +48

    this song hits hard. I spoke to this guy for 6 months, and we were together for one month. I was ready, but he wasn't

    • @fatihahidha3623
      @fatihahidha3623 Před 3 lety

      that hurts :( stay strong'

    • @joebrears
      @joebrears Před 3 lety +1

      I feel you... talk for a year... been with him for 3-4 months and now is on and off

    • @hannahgracesmith4809
      @hannahgracesmith4809 Před 3 lety +2

      Date for almost five years.. and get so close to finally settling down and he leaves because he was too scared

    • @mariaandrade6391
      @mariaandrade6391 Před 3 lety +1

      This hurts so bad!! We were in a relationship for over a year and he is going through such hard times in his life, so he broke up because now it’s not the right moment for us to be together! I love him so bad tho and this hurts so deep inside

    • @elliek04
      @elliek04 Před 3 lety +2

      @@mariaandrade6391 if he loves you, he'll come back. Love is so hard, but if you're meant to be together, you'll find each other again. I know it's hard loving someone who isn't ready, but you'll get through it, I promise. you're strong

  • @marinellsalvador2187
    @marinellsalvador2187 Před 3 lety +53

    Where are my “I saw this from tiktok way before it was officially released” 😭🙌🏻
    I’m freakingly one of those who commented “release this please” on his tiktok🤣❤️

    • @hayd
      @hayd  Před 3 lety +5

      bhhahahaha. welcome :)

  • @russelkurt8525
    @russelkurt8525 Před rokem +3

    the "thoughts i never said, that i kinda wish i did" hit me so harddd

  • @camrongilliams2144
    @camrongilliams2144 Před 3 měsíci +1

    Just the flow of words like a river ,I let the current of life's beauty take the direction

  • @isaacisham230
    @isaacisham230 Před 3 lety +30

    This is probably the most beautiful and personally relatable song you've ever written, Hayd

    • @hayd
      @hayd  Před 3 lety +7

      thanks Isaac :)

    • @hayd
      @hayd  Před 3 lety +11

      just wait until you hear the next one

  • @janehjmtwldhjdkswg4365
    @janehjmtwldhjdkswg4365 Před 3 lety +15

    Rain + Coffee + Hayd's Songs = My heaven😌❤️

  • @AutumnBleach
    @AutumnBleach Před 2 lety +9

    I've been dealing with a heartbreak for awhile and never have I been able to relate to a song so much. This song has been helping me deal with the pain. Thank you:)

  • @prajitahe1823
    @prajitahe1823 Před 2 lety +5

    1:41 on earphones with full volume gives me goosebumps

  • @KaliHellboy
    @KaliHellboy Před 3 lety +30

    The best voice, Hayd Songs 🖤🌹
    De lo mejor, Hayd con sus canciomes 🖤🌹

  • @reera2424
    @reera2424 Před 3 lety +69

    this song reminds me of my ex bestfriend. i thought our friendship was everything to me. it was beautiful at first and i put her first in everything i do, her feelings is my priority. until one day she decided to leave because she said i didn't treat her like how i used to but i never got to tell her it was bcs of her. i realized that our friendship is so toxic and it was draining me mentally, so i just let her leave though i never got to tell her abt the pain she caused me.

    • @amadriena598
      @amadriena598 Před 3 lety +2

      I really feel this, if not in the exact same way. In my case I built him back up for the last 4 years, also putting him first in everything, living my life for him. He was more precious to me than anyone else. And now he dropped me for someone else because I couldn't give him what he truly wanted. I was too far away and couldn't make the jump to move across the ocean. And now I'm left behind while he is happy and I'm hurting...

    • @shadownocas3681
      @shadownocas3681 Před 3 lety +4

      That reminds me of myself... I always put my bestie in first place in everything, I am always there for everything she needs but when I need something back she just doesn’t say anything.. like I don’t matter.. she isn’t going to leave me, but I might if things go on, I am just exhausted, and I know I can’t go on much longer, but I am afraid.. afraid to hurt her when I leave. She has other friends so I think she will be fine

    • @katherinepalmer7587
      @katherinepalmer7587 Před 3 lety

      @lnes Simoes• how are u feeling now o read u r text msg hoped u are ok . Are u u single guy . . Have u got viber on u r mob so we can text each other get this text msg 2 no each other on it .

    • @sadiaroze2443
      @sadiaroze2443 Před 2 lety

      My God, I relate to you so much on this. I really hope you'll find peace and happiness in yourself. Prioritize yourself and give yourself some time to heal. I hope you're well. Stay safe :)💕

  • @nataliegrieve9404
    @nataliegrieve9404 Před 2 lety +2

    😢😢😢 the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do . Leave someone you’re still in love with . This song kind of explains it

  • @fadhella1227
    @fadhella1227 Před 2 měsíci +2

    This songs hits so hard when you have someone that you love and you are pretty sure she or he loves but scared to let you know .There's this girl I loved so much and get used to and I was pretty sure she loved me because she always showed me signs suggesting the same ..but we didn't end up together but we still talk and I hope we will be together someday🥺😍

  • @ellicantthink8057
    @ellicantthink8057 Před 3 lety +14

    This is the best one yet along with safe&sound😳❤

  • @guiltyascharged1448
    @guiltyascharged1448 Před 3 lety +19

    This is just beautiful. Hayd, you're so talented and underrated! More people need to see this.

  • @majidimajda12
    @majidimajda12 Před 2 lety +5

    This song, hits different when u have someone on ur mind

  • @kathbacia4353
    @kathbacia4353 Před 2 lety +2

    Wow what a good timing to cry 3:34 A.M 🥺😭

  • @arlene5990
    @arlene5990 Před 3 lety +7

    1:42 i love this part so much idk why 🥺

  • @moh.dianasrofi3793
    @moh.dianasrofi3793 Před 3 lety +13

    1:50 "i'm going through changes"😌

    • @hayd
      @hayd  Před 3 lety +4

      im glad someone caught that :)

  • @seldenghalley6307
    @seldenghalley6307 Před rokem +1

    your songs are so healing. loads of love hayd

  • @henriettasalutillo8118
    @henriettasalutillo8118 Před 3 lety +19

    "Did we both fall in love
    , before we were ready?"

  • @briagibi1522
    @briagibi1522 Před 3 lety +5

    this song makes me bawl my eyes out, it's just that i think closure is all i need. every single words in this song attacks.

  • @Coco_ellie
    @Coco_ellie Před rokem +1

    When I was dating him I've always had thoughts like "will today be the day that he leave me?"
    And I continued to love him even though I knew deep down in my heart that he would eventually leave me and I was already in pain from the start of our relationship but I smiled through all the pain with every moment that I spent with him to the point I was ready to sacrifice all my happiness for him :) I had to be the person with a bigger heart in our case.
    Regretfully the break-up happened abruptly and it was the hardest thing that I had to endure and to this very day the memories that I shared with him still haunts me and I've been sad and depressed ever since that day.

  • @yuri_bucketlist706
    @yuri_bucketlist706 Před 2 lety +1

    Hayd your songs resonate with me so much. It's like being sad but you have decided to move on because you accept now that things are not gonna change for better or worse. Your songs are like venting out your emotions and when it ends you're content with the present. No complaining no regrets just acceptance.

  • @mickzilla4645
    @mickzilla4645 Před 3 lety +14

    I’ve had this on repeat since it dropped🥺 I have found my new favorite song!! Your voice is so beautiful!! Please never stop singing :(

    • @hayd
      @hayd  Před 3 lety +4

      🥺❤️

  • @jeanetteberry1962
    @jeanetteberry1962 Před 3 lety +11

    Wow. This song hits way too close to home. It’s like he’s singing about my life. And now I’m alone, but he’s not.

    • @hayd
      @hayd  Před 3 lety +5

      🥺❤️

  • @shawnhtpc2271
    @shawnhtpc2271 Před rokem +2

    Congratulations, you just made a grown man cry for a half hour straight.

  • @woah-ww6ml
    @woah-ww6ml Před rokem +2

    i remember my best friend sending me this song approximately 1.5 years back in June. and when i listened to it that time i didn't get the real meaning behind this song and i just said "wow this is beautiful" and then the topic ended but i kept on listening this song and still didn't get any kind of hint that i was supposed to get. i was into him at that time and our friends told me that he was into me as well but i never knew because he never said anything. neither did i say anything. and now that i listen to this song and realize that he sent me this song because it has so much emotion in it with the deep meaning behind these lyrics. and after all this time i finally realized that we were so into each other but i kept pushing him away because he deserved so much better than me . i hope he knows i reciprocated his feelings :(
    i really really really hope he sees this and gets to know that i am still into him and i would marry him irl if i could in the future :(
    edit: i'm sorry this was long. i kinda teared up a bit lmao

  • @anishabaranwal7876
    @anishabaranwal7876 Před 3 lety +7

    I don't know... That whether this song was more relatable or was more hurting.... But I know... That this is one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard🥺❤️

    • @hayd
      @hayd  Před 3 lety +2

      aw thank you Anisha 🥺❤️

    • @barrymarcus9874
      @barrymarcus9874 Před 3 lety

      Hello Anisha how do you feel when listening to this beautiful song?

  • @Koga1779
    @Koga1779 Před 3 lety +4

    I can empathize with every word, I'm sorry for you that you had to go through something like that.
    Even after two years of breaking up, i have sometimes still these thoughts..
    i'm happy to have found this song!!

  • @abbiejoyguabna5320
    @abbiejoyguabna5320 Před 2 lety +1

    'temporary or permanent goodbye?' that's supposed to be our 'closure', but I unsent it.
    This really details that experience.

  • @Dela_Ripz
    @Dela_Ripz Před 4 měsíci

    To you..... Where ever you are I'll Always miss you. ❤️

  • @hunterhaley2809
    @hunterhaley2809 Před 3 lety +87

    Bro I can’t stop listening to this song !! 😭 It fits my story so much and I just want to send it to that one person.

    • @yourstruly9532
      @yourstruly9532 Před 2 lety +5

      Do it. I’m going to. Its been 8 months. I sent them a paragraph yesterday but they left me on read

    • @ameershaikh2184
      @ameershaikh2184 Před 2 lety +6

      @@yourstruly9532 isnt what hurts the most that they dont even respect our feelings, its okay if u dont love me back but dont disrespect my love

    • @keket5955
      @keket5955 Před 2 lety +1

      Same here

    • @ARROWVRRR
      @ARROWVRRR Před rokem +1

      same

  • @zanieboitv5688
    @zanieboitv5688 Před 3 lety +8

    Can we just take a second and talk about the ending. It ends so abruptly, without any closure. That is absolutely genius

  • @atticus1017able
    @atticus1017able Před 2 lety +1

    Thank you for sharing your soul with us. You have a beautiful soul-never let the world take that from you.

  • @sloan5413
    @sloan5413 Před 2 lety

    Can't stop coming back to your songs.. they hit me in such a painful yet freeing way.. its like they were written vaguely enough where sm people can come to relate to them... and being a girl just got out of a distant relationship with the guy she fell in love with because the distance was too much... these songs are perfect for how i feel..

  • @catiapereira7596
    @catiapereira7596 Před 3 lety +37

    A minute of silence for those who have not yet discovered this masterpiece!

  • @Ooglyshxn
    @Ooglyshxn Před 3 lety +4

    So underrated, there’s not one song you’ve written that isn’t on my playlist

  • @deepalisingh125
    @deepalisingh125 Před 2 lety +5

    Hayd...if you ever read this, know that I have loved you for everything you've written and sung ✨

  • @arrryuukirrringmeeeiriaah4312
    @arrryuukirrringmeeeiriaah4312 Před 7 měsíci +2

    Listened to this song almost two years ago, and listening to this song again just made me so emotional.. :') Man the tough memories hit me hard.

  • @johnaceyorkromero3007
    @johnaceyorkromero3007 Před 3 lety +25

    This shit hits hard men. Its a home run. We're over without any closure. We gave up before we are even steady. I just hope she is in a good hand now and I hope she is happy even if it is not me anymore.

  • @mariab936
    @mariab936 Před 3 lety +16

    Okay but like I started listening to your music from the song "changes" and now you've become one of my fav singers! Just thank you for making music 😭✨

    • @hayd
      @hayd  Před 3 lety +5

      aw thank you for listening Maria :)

  • @mercymartarroza5099
    @mercymartarroza5099 Před 2 lety +4

    This song is now officially stuck in my head , which is a good thing hehe

  • @Ailshhasib
    @Ailshhasib Před 2 lety +3

    Just a drive by to say i love this song for the memories it brings back yeah there was unanswered questions but well i keep thinking of the time when i felt that “love” thing and even with all the pain I like to remember it every now and then
    “I’m weird like that”

  • @huh4801
    @huh4801 Před 3 lety +6

    this is art.

    • @hayd
      @hayd  Před 3 lety +2

      aw thank you :)

  • @14drin
    @14drin Před 3 lety +31

    The reason I'm afraid to enter relationship or to fall inlove because my life is a mess I don't want him to put in a situation as mine, I don't want him to regret his decisions and ruined his admiration why he fell inlove with me because I'm not that person he sees in me, I'm just pretending to be okay and strong but I'm emotionally broken. He's a good guy in a good family, while I'm not I can't give him the happiness or freedom like usual normal couple. So I end up everything in one go and told him that he deserves someone better because I'm a selfish person because anytime I'll choose to leave him than being with him forever. I told him that the problem is me and not him, he's a good guy and he deserves a woman who will love him deeply.
    3 years past and he's engaged, did I regret? no I did not because I'm still in the same place cleaning up the mess and I just accept that I'd rather suffer alone and not to receive love to anyone.

    • @14drin
      @14drin Před 3 lety +1

      @Someone Different Hey it's okay don't feel sorry I mean no regrets I chose this path so I'm aware on what consequences with the decisions I made. As long as I don't hurt people then no regrets. I'm doing fine alone despite the struggles I'm facing.

    • @tenshiro6517
      @tenshiro6517 Před 3 lety +1

      Totally same feels but I still hope that one day my storms will settle so that I can love someone freely without anything that's holding me back.

  • @francovorster8542
    @francovorster8542 Před 2 lety +4

    Love the song. First ever song that explains my feelings.

  • @Zhuzi_nian
    @Zhuzi_nian Před rokem +1

    etting Closure is something we all wish we got. But it’s so rarely ever given. This song captures that perfectly. Thank you for writing it.

  • @fredweasley189
    @fredweasley189 Před 3 lety +5

    Ok, he is now my favourite singer.

    • @hayd
      @hayd  Před 3 lety +4

      LETS GOOOOOO. love you Sue

  • @mayamaya-fw9vg
    @mayamaya-fw9vg Před 3 lety +6

    This song is truly beautiful. The first time i heard this, I could say that the message of this song are the words I left unspoken. The unexplainable feeling i had was made clearer to the point that this song melted my heart 💖

  • @fionnainosanto4437
    @fionnainosanto4437 Před rokem

    Your voice is so warm and comforting that i shed in tears...

  • @katarohan719
    @katarohan719 Před 2 lety +4

    I've been treasuring and admiring this song since I heard the first few accords for the first time, but now that I can actually feel the same, it cuts way more deeper. Still, I just can't stop listening to it and playing it in my head over and over...

  • @debaratinag6412
    @debaratinag6412 Před 3 lety +5

    Heart touching ❤️ with such deep meanings .. lyrics speaks thousand of unsaid words ...